#reaper save me

[moccasins]

ramblings of a lunatic

you guys don't understand how absolutely feral reaper makes me. i need to stick him in a tupperware and shake it. i need to spin him in my mind and take his comic apart panel by panel until i have every line memorized

this fandom both ruined him to the point he's unrecognizable and made him better with collective headcanons and ideas and those get so mixed up that nobody knows what he's really like anymore. i've never had a character that i've hyperfixated on this bad. i want to cry when i think about him.

he's so pathetic and he's kind of a horrible person but he's a god so are his morals really the same as ours? would we care what ants think of the way we act? do you think we could summon him the way someone summons a demon, or do you think we'd pray to him like other gods? do you think he hears soft wishes for death, or pleas for a loved one to return?

i need people to point out his touch issues too because i have touch issues from trauma and now he does because i said so. he would think about it, wishing to hold someone's hand or have someone to sit with while watching movies, platonic or romantic idfc, but when he has the opportunity to do so he can't take it because he's scared. he's scared of touch and he's scared of himself.

RAHSHRHHRGRHTHT I'M ON MY KNEES I NEED TO SEE HIM MORE. I NEED TO SEE HIM IN NON SHIPPING RELATED POSTS AMD FICS AND I NEED HIM TO BE SHOWN HOW HE REALLY IS. HE WOULD NOT BE DEFEATED BY NIGHTMARE OR INK OR ERROR OR ANY OF THEM BECAUSE THEY ARENT GODS LIKE HE IS. I KNOW THERES GOD HEADCANONS BUT THEY ARENT DEATH. THEY DONT CONTROL PEOPLES LIFESPANS OR KILL WITH A SINGLE TOUCH.

I NEED TO SCREAM ABOUT HIM TO ANYONE WHO WILL LISTEN UNTIL THEY GET TIRED OF ME BECAUSE THERE ARE NO WORDS IN THIS WORLD THAT COULD TRULY DESCRIBE HOW INSANE HE MAKES ME FEEL

[fizzytoo]

a witch's tiny studio apartment ✨

[thebramblewood]

After a steamy second date with Reese, everything was coming up Hailee... until she discovered she'd contracted a WTD! Suddenly, her perfect match might not be so perfect after all.

[callofthecorvus]

Sometimes it's hard to realize that you are truly loved when in a self deprecating spiral

[thatsmylog]

was only going to have a little amuse-bouche of speirs being all What at dealing with people peopling but speirs gifs are v moreish

anyway here's two more i don't make the rules

[reapkusho]

What if I sit you down. And we talk about mahito and how he acts. no no don't run away I wanna talk.

what if I tell you that whatever instinct he acts on when he kills isn't some curse instinct and it's human instinct instead. that hatred and sadism he shows isn't something he shows because of his nature as a curse but as an embodiment of humanity. what if I tell you that the reason he's perceived as "silly" (when he's not outright murdering people) is because he embodies human happiness and our glee in its purest form. what if I tell you that Mahito was crying and screaming at yuji before he died because he was experiencing true human fear and despair. what if I tell you Mahito probably had existential dread. what if I tell you Mahito IS capable of feeling human emotions, but they're so exaggerated and pure (and overlaps with his nature as a curse) that it becomes the very reason why he isn't perceived as human.

SIT DOWN. what if I tell you that the only real time Mahito acted like a true curse was with junpei when he manipulated him and shaped him with his own ideologies. when he made junpei think he really cared about him. when he prolonged a human's suffering not just physically, but mentally and emotionally. and what if I tell you that the reason Junpei was influenced by Yuji and altogether Mahito failed to keep him as a toy is because Mahito isn't good at acting like a curse at all.

[aryomengrande]

🍤 ; but unlike kate sharma who is not allergic to bees, i am, in fact, allergic to shrimps HAHAHAHA

happy birthday, haru ! ⋆˙⟡♡

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[thresholdbb]

Can we talk about The Dying Swan moment in Coda? As someone who was once a very serious ballerina, I need to talk about the Dying Swan. Here's your context --

CHAKOTAY: Harry's clarinet solo was okay. I could have done without Tuvok's reading of Vulcan poetry. But the highlight of the evening was definitely Kathryn Janeway portraying the Dying Swan. JANEWAY: I learned that dance when I was six years old. I assure you, it was the hit of the Beginning Ballet class.

Have you seen The Dying Swan? It is dramatic.

Here, take a minute:

First of all, this dance is much too advanced for a six-year-old, even if they’re doing it in demi pointe. (Six-year-olds emphatically should not be in pointe shoes btw.) The dance is almost entirely bourees and arm movements done to very subtle musical cues, not the foundational ballet moves typically taught in Beginning Ballet.

This is a very vulnerable, dramatic dance that is effective because of its subtleties. The performer would need to embody that vulnerability in some way for a convincing performance. It's short, but it's a solo piece -- all eyes on you. I mean, it was choreographed for a prima ballerina, BUT THAT'S NOT MY POINT

Can you imagine our unflappable Captain Janeway willingly getting in front of her crew to do this ballet? I get that it’s thematically relevant to the plot of Coda, but since Janeway is only vulnerable in front of her crew when it means putting herself in harm’s way, it seems like a wild decision. She tends to hold herself apart from her crew, maintaining the professional distance of the captain. Further, when she does any creative pursuit, it is almost always in private, since her sister was the artist in the family and she was the scientist. As a captain, she commands Voyager in a much different way than she would as a dancer with this piece. I'm not saying she never shows vulnerability because she definitely does, but not necessarily in this way. Then when she talks about it with Chakotay, she just casually brushes it off with a laugh like no big deal.

There’s also the question of costume – would she have gone full tutu? Done it in her Starfleet uniform? An impeccable yet flow-y white suit? She does get into costume and command a performance in Bride of Chaotica!, but Coda is still kind of early days for our captain. Arachnia aligns more with what we know about Janeway's character.

Granted, it is Chakotay laying down these complements about her dancing ability and he is clearly biased. To be fair, Neelix does too before they leave in the shuttle. If she did this dance and performed it poorly or amazingly, I feel like the crew would look at her a bit differently afterwards.

Canonically she did The Dying Swan, but I certainly have trouble picturing it happening.

[embryoed]

I cannot emphasize enough how much I start TWEAKINNGGG when I see ppl call Gale the “real villain” like guys… maybe take a moment to think here..

[lightningzbolt]

Scene Awsten Hair (And some bonus clothes)

While I made hair for Awsten before, I was never satisfied with the shape of the scene hair, and for a long time I felt this base mesh from Backyard Stuff, which I kept thinking was from Cool Kitchen Stuff, for awhile, would be perfect. But the bangs went the wrong way, so I decided to mirror the mesh in Blender, as that is like the only hair related thing I can modify, but then the UV mapping on the back was off, if you wanted to know why I screenshotted a lot of low angles, so I fixed that. And I'm really picky about which direction bangs fall. :)

Due to it being a mesh edit, it should not require any packs, tho due to the UV mapping editing, this hair is just standalone. Not to fret! In case you REALLY want this hair mirrored with the default textures and UV mapping, I made that too.

Pictured above is how Awsten normally treats me in this game. Due to how I made all this hair for him, I am able to have outfits for him and up to 4 different hairs with all different colors. The tricolor I use all the time, red & black for a few specific outfits, blue for just one, and now scene for two. This only matters to me really, but in case you're like me and like your Sims to change hair style and color a lot.

Scene Awsten Hair

Mirrored Backyard Stuff Hair

As a bonus, as I'm never gonna get to share these otherwise, I made some shirt and shoe recolors for him, the shoes and long stripes shirt are extra swatches onto vanilla stuff, the striped t-shirt is standalone. I spent like an hour on the damn shoes, I am sharing them. Oh and fingernails too. Those come with a second swatch for Jack, so two swatches. All should be base game. The shoes and tshirt come with extra swatches, the long sleeved shirt just has the one.

Striped T-shirt

Sneakers

Long Sleeved Striped Shirt

Duel Color Fingernails

[moccasins]

if i see any kind of grim reaper, it's reaper sans now sorry i don't make the rules

[sucraaaa]

i havent draw in decades i miss it so muuch i cannot with thsi anymore aftherdeath save me💔

[spotaus]

Princess Monoke reference anyone?

But fr just a silly (non-canon) doodle of Dust and Reaper's first encounter in Ec-4o.verse <3

[hybeana]

he'll ask you to play fetch with him, but after you throw it the first time he will NOT give it back

[kaidanalenkosprmanager]

THE BEST OF PRIORITY: SUR'KESH

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Lt. James Vega, EDI, and Urdnot Wrex With: Lt. Steve Cortez, Dr. Mordin Solus, Major Kirrahe, and Urdnot Bakara And a Special Guest Appearance by: Adm. Steven Hackett Alliance R&D has officially begun construction on the Prothean device. The team has dubbed it: "Project Crucible". We're throwing everybody who knows how to throw a hammer at it. This is gonna be the most ambitious undertaking in human history. I'm not saying it won't be a challenge- but we can do this, Shepard. You can do this. Never doubt that. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)

+BONUS (the smirk™️)

[acesknights]

I finally treated myself to getting cyberpunk and im having a blast playing it so far and so now here i am kicking my legs and giggling over these two so much 🥹