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early seasons spn homophobia is actually so crazy because they literally do not look gay. hamfisted gay jokes when the characters look straight as hell. "you look the type" they literally don't. is the thing
#spn#there just truly was something in the waters of 2005-2008 in general. everybody just ITCHING to make gay jokes#even if there was really no actual foundational set up for it.#i'm rewatching himym right now which is. well it's many things but it IS interesting. to see#and there are SO many gay jokes that like. don't even make sense???? they're so forced.#like why are y'all so desperate to mention gayness even when it doesn't even suit the situation to make that joke.....#like you didn't need to do all that. you didn't need to even mention it. but you went out of your way to make a little gay joke#wish i could write some sort of thesis on the flirtation society had with gayness in 2005-2008 like. omg i don't even KNOW how to sum it up#obsession with gayness but still have to put on the front of it being Not Desirable but still can't help but mention it at every opportunit#like kids pulling on each other's hair and calling each other names in an effort to get attention#but that was mainstream society + culture @ the concept of being gay
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Look what came through the mail today! The letters & ( •̀ω•́ )σ 3 little gremlins from letterstoear.
Just wanna say i adore the flower stickers on the letters too much, they are that much worth mentioning.
#letterstoear#nui#twst#twisted wonderland#sebek zigvolt#malleus draconia#twst grim#mod posting#okay but i love squishing the bears with my thumb; they just have the right thickness to be pressed on#i really like the flower stickers; they look like romantically artistic wax seal#the letters are pleasantly nice#i love the part where cheka personally request for an audience with yuu thru sebek 🥺🥺🥹🥹 too cute hnggh .......#sebek becoming our little mailman for our little invitation aw 🥹 for those who wanna know the context of the letter;#i requested a letter from sebek that he sent home while he was away accompanying malleus on other country duty#my other favorite part is just him simply opening the letter with 'My love'#i'm sealed 🥹 the first paragraph is written so sweetly#i enjoy reading the letter slowly outside in peaceful afternoon today; i ran it through together with sebek nui#this will be my treasured keepsake from now on 🥹; it seriously made me miss letters and wish i have someone to send this kind of letter to#it was a bit funny how the envelope sebek's letter came from is sticked with the guys from free! sticker fhsdsh 🤣😂#and me with the white haired guy like WHo are u?? fsjdsdjsd (´つヮ⊂); but it's a really nice service#the thank you letter came with such a cute and yummy folding paper; thank you for the stickers too#i feel like there's a bit whoopsie on grim's winky eye fshfh like i think the sharpie just blurs the separating space '<' supposed to have#and just combine it all together into one angry eye; and sebek bear's eyes are just a little bigger than i expected it to be#but the more i look at them i think they are just having a little individuality & still cute#i embraced it all together while knowing the fact none of handmade thing would always be the same one with the other; hehe sebek nui has fr#i kinda forget that there's this kind of clip earring fshd; because i always get the ones that work like screw from aliexpress#i know that the literal clip one would just be literal meaning of pain fsh; just like the magnet one my father once got me when i was a kid#it was painful but pretty; tho i lost it quickly bcs magnet easily get loosed once one part of it moves around when u touch ur hair or face#anyhow i had a pleasant day because of this; thank you very much ! sebek nui said 'thank you' too! ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. ❀ ✿ 𖤣…
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Other People's Meta Knight: Wise, controlled, caring, the perfect father figure
Dess’s Meta Knight: ...... :awkward cough:
Not that Meta Knight pulled this on him a lot, but it must be said Noir in his first few years at Dream Land was kind of a disaster.
He had searched till his last breaths for the sister he doomed so they can die together, only to wake up, alive, in what amounts to a paradisiacal dream world of a planet: where the weather is always perfect, food grows on trees, no one stays hurt...and he is alone.
This should have been her paradise... The guilt must have been nearly unbearable.
Luckily, the Surviving Guardian is well versed in guilt.
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Anyway, don't try this at home! >.>
#cw: suicide ideation#cw: violence#cw: angst#ask to tag#Apologies AU#Apologies AU AU#White-Haired Noir#Noir Fontaine#Dess Art Post#Been a while since I've drawn MK and White-Haired Noir#PS: Though undepicted the smack was not out of nowhere#I imagine it came after Noir said something very hurtful to MK (who had already stopped him once) about wishing to die...#These two fall into a rhythm fairly quickly and actually become really close but...it was an extremely rough beginning...#(Random Apologies Lore: Noir receives Adeleine's recovered gold button from Kirby in DL 3 in exchange for his heart-star)#(They don't fight in that game though. Noir's too sad - and too bad at fighting for real still XD - to be a boss fight in DL3)#(Anyway he then goes on to use Ado's button as a cloak pin! So the lack of it here indicates this is pre-DL3!)#(Also his green tabard and gray undershirt are meant to echo Adeleine's outfit. The ankle boots he kept from his original outfit.)#Meta Knight
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#dbtag#silly hours#god#I feel like that's a really clear and consistent thing throughout the entirety of the manga but OTL leave it to Toei!!!!#lays on the floor I wish people were less afraid of letting “good guys” be flawed and selfish and reckless without having to like.#idk vilify them?#like Goku does and always has had a ton of negative qualities about him but what keeps him a protag and what keeps those negatives charming#is that 1) he never promises to be anything Else. If you're upset by his behavior that's a you problem Goku's just doing Goku#He's only upset when Other People get hurt because 2) almost none of those negative qualities contain any malice whatsoever#even as a kid when he was 'i killed that guy' it was like 'i solved a problem why are you mad (gen)' not 'good fucking riddance lol'#and he kept that as an adult too even when he learned more about compassion he's still 'well if you're not gonna stop i have to kill you'#it's never 'fuck off and die' it's always 'listen buddy either you knock it off or i knock you out there is no option c '#and god i love that Goku. I spent so long thinking I hated Goku growing up but I only hated Toei's Goku. Toriyama's Goku is GREAT.#like look if an antagonist is just a hero with the wrong perspective a hero is just a villain with the right one#and the fact that Goku has all of the qualities of a villain with none of the malice or intention makes him SO POWERFUL as a character#Goku doesn't like bystanders getting hurt. That doesn't make him less chaotic and self-centered and simplistic in his worldview.#A hero sacrifices his loved ones to save the world -- a villain sacrifices the world to save his loved ones --#Goku sacrifices himself because you cannot kill him in any way that matters#idskahds anyway here's another essay in the tags for your wednesday evening scroll#the justification the interviewer gave was that the anime was for kids but my beef with that is that Hero Tropes strip chaotic characters#of their emotions. Goku's conflicts are emotional. Goku's power is emotional. Goku's childlikeness keep him authentically emotional.#MORE kids -- ESPECIALLY little boys -- deserve a male protagonist who leans into his emotions to persevere and win.#Super deciding his “angelic state” would kill him makes me want to tear my hair out lmao Goku's EMOTIONS are too strong to hold it.#you could've just asked toriyama about it why'd you decide on the most basic high-stakes shorthand possible OTL#aNYWAY#media analysis#in the tags at least lol
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One Oni-Chan to rule them all and in the darkness bind them
the Kusōzu brothers because I have no fucking chill:
Choso: Walking Anxiety. Blood Manipulation. Eso: The Rizzler. Blood/Explosions. Kechizu: Golden Retriever. Hemophilia. Noranso: The Eeyore. Purification. Seioso: The Artist. Sensory Destruction. Lanso: Nature Nut. Freaky Shikigami. Sanso: Envelope Pusher. Dismemberment (you and him). Kosso: The Chill Friendly One. Bone Weapons. Shoso: The Gentle One. Disintegration.
(eso and kechizu got new faces bc 1. they died but came back so i wanted to nod to that 2. i'd like to have more than what amounts to 1.5 eps of content accessible to me if i ever want to do more edits 3. part of the "why does only choso get to be hot??? [sexualizes your otoutous]" bit)
#choso / meta.#choso / headcanons.#choso / all.#giving them all fcs and having them all be hot was a joke but when i found shit for the middle 3 bros i realized i was kinda cooking#so i just RAN with it#unsurprisingly eso and kechizu 2.0 were the hardest bc i DID want to have some connection back to their og looks#i actually really love their designs! i wish all of the bros had gotten creative designs like that and choso got his own weird lil quirk#honestly i think i got pretty lucking finding guys who're Hot and also a lil Weird so there's still the right vibes#imo either make them all hot monster guys or let them all be different kinds of freaky. tragic that the One Who Obviously Lives The Longest#got a Stock Easy To Draw normie look. Choso was robbed of being a true freak#as much as i would've liked to get really creative i'm just NOT interested in going character design work on this rn#and the pool of anime monsters n shit to pick from for more wild fcs is small lol so hot guys with weird shit it is!#as we can see I HAD PLENTY TO PICK FROM#kechizu tho is the most AGGRESSIVELY normal looking and that's both bc 1. i REALLY wanted him to have green hair and 2. it's funny
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Remember when the Audrey villain leaks came out and then we saw the offical c4 and s3 outfit reveals and saw the c4 on the isle and the s3 in an auradon forest and we all thought there had been some sort of time spell where Audrey twisted time and instead of the c4 coming to Auradon it was the s3 so Audrey stayed with Ben and there was a whole adventue to fix the timeline? no? just me? okay
#i remember the theories they were so interesting#like how dr. Facilier ran an underground motorrace and the vks had to race to get the key to Hades lair#and we all thought Harry and Gil had dyed their hair blue becuase that reveal photo of the s3 looked so odd for Harry's hair lighting and i#looked blue#and we all thought Audrey had gone to a wishing well like in ouat and had cast a time spell and the vks had to work together to get their#timeline back#Uma#Mal and Audrey and Hades are the only ones who remember the last timeline#aka demi-gods#person who cast the spell#and god#and Mal goes to see Hades and confronts him cuz hes a god and might know where cronos sundial is so she can get her timeline back#but she also notices alto of the isle is-way better than what she and her friends had done?? theres fresh food-no one is wearing ratty old#clothes that were trash from auradon#the air is better#and theres no propagana pictures#Mal asks-not so descretly-what happened and Hades just goes 'uma.'#Uma made it her whole ass mission to make the isle a better place in gernal becuase even if they're steadely getting kids off-its still a#really bad place and-ya know-HUMAN RIGHTS#Ben is very supportive and the isle becomes less an inhumane prison and more just a isle of solitude where the villains live without magic#the barrier was edited personally by FG and Uma to allow fresh air and water in and out of the isle becuase it was really fucked up that#once ANYTHING gets in it cant go out so the isle waters were really really poluted and bad and FG was like- "how did i not know it was this#bad!?“ and uma is just like ”....really?“#anyway i have feelings about the fandoms old theories about d3#anyway Mal goes through teh deliema of either going back to her timeline where the isle is still really bad but shes happy or#stay in the timeline where the isle is much better but she's still stuck and not with Ben/becoming queen#so she has the same choice in this alt timeine that she gets in d3 but its much more-just on her-becuase she knows Uma wont twist back#the timeline-shes happy#Harry and Gil are happy-lots of kids are already off the isle#and Ben looks happy too...hopefully
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haii.. thinking ‘bout them again [cute]
#they only ever showed John with his hair up (besides the future design) and in his uniform so i improved and…#improvised**#hawk tuah sweater🫶 yup🫶🫶🫶🫶#anywyas#i really love them#…. my stupid rarepair that i HATE!#also ofc had to make a version of them in unifrom as well but i dont want to colour it in#i wish they showed Pyro more <//3#maybe.. if they continued the show… 😭☹️#still domt know abt what ship name they should have#pyroclops#opticflame#heatvision?#heatvisionshipping#summerdyce#man idek anymore#i just think theyre stupid /affectionate#scott summers#cyclops#john allerdyce#st john allerdyce#pyro#x men pyro#x men#x men evolution
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Marx concept doodles part 2 electric boogaloo
I enjoy the cape but im still not sure how to handle coloring it without overwhelming everything else
Also long hair updo ideas :)
#kirby gijinka#marx kirby#I love feeling more comfortable designing characters with long hair now#before I think a lot of my characters had short hair for my own wish fulfillment and projection of my gender ideals#now that I’ve had short hair for so long I’m a lot more comfortable with playing around with hair length in character designs#I really enjoy putting up hair in a tight updo as a show of like. character restriction or self control#with marx in particular I think pre-nova it’s a pretty clean updo with few stray strands of hair#then immediately after receiving nova’s power he gets to let loose for the first time and all the hair fans out a lot more#and for star allies he has a much healthier balance between the two with more flyaway strands#but then the more power of nova he uses the more his hair is disheveled and falls out of the jester cap#anyways idk#the state of hair is such a fascinating thing in characters because it’s one of the easiest things to change about a character I think#while still being recognizable as the character that is#a lot of the design for my pink oc had a similar idea where they have their hair pinned tightly and then hair falls loose as they let loose
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don't give it a hand / offer it a soul / honey, make this easy ...
#i spent actually 3 hours trying to choose how to caption this i wish i was exaggerating#how do we tag this#judas iscariot#bible fandom#what do yall call these gays#chriscariot#i've seen around#remember when i had an art tag#im not religious just insane.jpg#i hit my head on a shelf really hard this morning#there was blood and everything all up in my hair and i thought#this must've been how jesus felt if he ever hit his head on a shelf#oh maybe that's why it took me three hours to choose a caption#im fine btw#i still dont like the caption#i wanted mitski
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recent things and such~
#photo diary#image 1 - kind of interesting lacy looking clouds. Image 2 - pinky purple sunset stuff#image 3 - These REALLY cool flowers I saw in a field ? growing wild so like.. weeds I guess. but I like the color of them and how the#petals are small and layered. Image 4 & 5 - More recent hair growth progress. I still think it will never get much longer because#it's been basically the same lenght for multiple years now BUT I do feel like maybe it's getting like... just the tiniest bit longer?? Just#not as obvious of progress as the first few years. Like now if I take it out of the braids and actually hold it so it goes straight down th#very tips of the hair on one side goes down to the tip of my pointer finger. and on the other side goes a little past my thumb. and I#remember maybe last year or two years ago it was only to my knuckles or like midway down my thumb. so.. perhaps it's not reached a#maximum genetic possible length just YET as I'd thought it had maybe lol.. perhaps I could slowly gain a cenitmeter or two#here and there gjbjh.. Unfortunately incredibly doubtful it will ever be down to my knees though as I had wished. oh well.#image 6 - writing again... as always... Slowly chipping away... And looking for ways to make it go faster lol. The original premise was 8#main characters with 6 quests for each. Then it was 5 with 6 quests. Now it's 4 with 4 quests each. And even that I'm like hmm... what#about having only 3... so it could be done faster... lol.. I think mostly just because I have no gaurantee of investment. So it's like#I could spend years and years doing 500.000+ words of writing and then have about 3 people total actually play the game and nobody cares#and nothing ever comes of it. You know? So I have to balance that somehow. And rather that put out the 100% complete version#be putting out like 'here's ENOUGH of it for you to see what the concept is and what it's like. and IF theres any investment then I#can put in the effort to finish the few bits that I left in more of a preview form'' type of thing. And then it's like.. well if I'm#limiting the initial scope anyway - how much is enough to cut away? and how much would be TOO much? etc. etc. I'm pretty sure I#already have it down to a balanced minimum but some days when I'm very stressed over my ability to actually finish anything I'm like..#ehhhh..maybe I could make another main character into a side character.. as a treat lol..#image 7 - cabbage noodle beef stir fry sort of thing. As usual I kind of cook the beef too long because I'm afraid of getting sick if it's#underdone despite preferring medium rare steak lol.. Funnily because usually making something at home has the advantage of you#being able to do it Exactly The Way You Like It whereas me cooking meat is often like.. ah yes.. the worse way that I dont even like. love#to make a tough chewy anxiously overcooked protein puck for myself. :3 Images 8 - 10 -- various plants from the deck. though#some of these pictures are old and they're no longer alive lol.. Most of my plants actually do live through the winter because I#painstakingly move them inside and outside and inside and outside depending on the temperatures. But sometimes.. one cannot#help but be lost. Especially the temperature change sometimes can make them more prone to mold and stuff. and humidity is#hard to control indoors. There's always one or two that deteriorate despite my best efforts. But that's better than every single one of the#dying because they alll freeze when it gets to 20F one night and I left them outside or something lol#ANYWAY.. hrm.. still working on friend quiz thing... and sculptures.. and videos maybe?? costumes... rghhhghhrrr.. (< to do list angst)
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i am once again incredibly fond of something the broader fandom hates
#I LIKE SUPER !! I LIKE IT A LOT !!!!!#im tired of seeing gohan fit tierlists that exclude super...#i also like gt.. i still haven't seen much of it yet but so many of the characters designs r cute#and i like ss4. for fag reasons if im being honest#and we get mustache vegeta.....#i like every thing sorry. except shitty haircut cardigan gohan. i wont budge on that#he ljterally looks like a background character ITS SO SUCKS !!!!! Y DOES GOKU GET TO KEEP HIS CUTE HAIR WHEN *HE* BECOMES A FATHER#i understand not liking super it sucks that vegetas arc has to get suspended forever#and bulma and chichis permanent wife-mother statuses suck (though this isnt rly unique to super)#i just like. literally everything else about it . its fun that its so silly. toriyama was a gag writer first ‼️#dbz is kind of the most serious the franchise had ever gotten and would ever get#like i LOVE dbz of course and i think like me it was a lot of peoples first introduction to the franchise#but i feel like theres an idea that its like. the most “pure” dragon ball rather than like an interesting deviation#its also weird to me that people dislike super/gt/daima/whatever for being like. ridiculous. like it has ALWAYS been absolutely ridiculous#characters in db were using the dragon balls for like. extra height. and the comfiest pair of underpants. and a boyfriend#the really elaborate and strategic wish plots in dbz are awsum but not the end all be all i feel ...#i guess it also comes from people thinking of db as like an inferior predecessor to dbz? so they think of anything db-like as a downgrade#charlie words#am i out of tags and tumblr hasnt told me again
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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gonna be Crowley for Halloween which means dying my hair for the first time!! Wish me luck lol I have no idea what I’m doing
#I got a nice red shade form the drugstore but I did a strand test and it’s really dark…#whatever#I mean I’ve been meaning to dye my hair red for over a year and I would prefer a really dark colour#but crowley’s hair doesn’t look like that😭#the actual outfit is like a fem renaissance inspired black dress and corset#cuz I already had most of it#still need to make some accessories tho✨#good omens#Crowley#crowley cosplay#kinda wishing i could post the finished cosplay here but I decided years ago not to post any photos online😔
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Sillies
#I really wish the symbiote had more of a personality in the game#I think it's so much more interesting when the symbiote is like... actually a living thing and not just an evil glob#I still can't draw Harry's hair#harry osborn#insomniac harry osborn#marvels spider man 2#spider man 2 ps5
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I have Got to get more transgender
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#transmasc#trans ftm#transgender#i like 2 say i'm very trans already but unforch i am Not Really. mostly boring ftm Guy Ever#so tempted to cut my hair again but my sense of what i look like is already so fuzzy i dont think it'd help..#want to dye my hair anyways. at this point i'd take whatever color i can get if not purple LOL#it's almost everything i could want and yet ... still me. still the same life. stuck.#soooo high functioning like you wouldnt believe EXCEPT istg i need an emotional support human who will guide me through tasks#such as 'pay with your Moneys Card at the Store'#or... idk that's it really. maybe go grocery shopping without feeling like i'm not meant to be there also#or like. exist in general maybe#reasons why not emotional support Animal: creature cannot understand capitalism. and also is not as necessary as a service dog specifically#idk! every time i come on here i fall apart (in text) and then pull myself back together for another day of ... this i guess.#i'm not even having like crying breakdowns or anything to go along with it i'm just held inside this shell of a body. typing away again#i'm soso tempted to make things worse. progress wouldn't matter anymore... at least maybe it would feel real that i'm like this#i wish my face fit on my body right. and also that i did not look quite so much like a vaguely gnc lesbian#like at LEAST let me look butch as hell but no. curse of sad hair & uncertainty#miss my little mullety thing from that brief period in october... miss my short hair from back in 2017 ...#just dont feel satisfied with what i am now. in general.#top surgery is literally Within my reach but i'm not sure about cost and i need to wait because of doing guard now......#my list of do i want t i kept for the past month turned out to be a bunch of maybes#partially cause i got sick. partially cause it stopped being shark week and i forgot about it#as always happens...#still unsure in my new(er) name. only heard it once#didn't feel the same way as with my old one? but idk. just don't know.#missing guard also but feeling conflicted about not having time for other hobbies...#since winter season is over i've had so much time to play guitar! that's insane! mostly cause i stopped playing for unrelated reasons...#just tired again. wonder if i need more sleep than what i always get. kind of restless.#there's nothing else to say i guess. just wish i could be a person the way everyone else seems to be.
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I spent too much time playing Security breach and ruin and now my eyes hurt, anyways, hobby :)
#art#fanart#qsmp#qsmp new eggs#qsmp sunny#qsmp empanada#qsmp pepito#I feel like some people subconsciously draw Empanada as like another Tallulah and I say no#couldn’t draw it well but she has really curly frizzy hair#I’m still not sure how I wanna draw Sunny but like#she has one of those authentic gold necklaces with an engraving of her name#I feel like a lot of Mexican kids had one#I had one#also Pepito#he’s cute#:D#tbh I wish I drew their skin darker augh
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