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smoarchok · 2 years ago

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The way Reigen just violently starts dropkicking and punching people when they attack one of his the children just speaks kangaroo to me.

wake up, new reigen fursona dropped

this is the silliest thing I've ever drawn. you have poisoned my brain, darthlenaplant

i beg anyone who can actually draw things in motion to depict reigaroo decking people. please

#mp100 #reigen arataka #//did this instead of preparing for a colloquium btw #real self-care hours #does reiegen have a pouch? who knows.. ��#smoar art #mob psycho 100

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 6 months ago

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YES! JOIN ME IN THE DELCIOUS DUNGEONS!

#ask #non mdzs #I truly cannot emphasise enough how much of a rush it is to hear that people checked out Dungeon Meshi in part due to my comics #I do imagine its a multi-factorial thing (its been everywhere lately and its been around for a decade with people singing its praises)#I am going to get so tall by the end of season one. Thank you to everyone who reports back about getting into Dungeon Meshi.#You are making the hours spent on comics and sleepless nights worth it <3 #Also to the person who said they think this series could fix them: IT CAN.#The power of Senshi is *real*. I have learned so much self-care from the wise words of that dwarf.#It's a hard road to put yourself first when you've been taught to push yourself but woah...#“looking after your health is a greater sign of responsibility that pushing yourself to exhaustion” is a *life changing* message.#Yes I said that right after 'sleepless nights making comics'. I've been doing it less! I've been taking more breaks!

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elysiumxflowers · 29 days ago

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I'm not sure what's more tired, my eyes or my soul

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.

#I think also because I'm a very nostalgic person - THOUGH not in the way that somep poeple mean when they say nostalgia because I've realiz #ed that to some people apparently it means like.. more of a sad emotional thing? Or when I talk about being nostalgic they say 'me too' and #then describe how they're always depressed dwelling on the past wishing they could revisit it and replaying it and feeling sad and etc.#Whereas for me - it's not in a deep or emotional way at all. It's very detached - kind of like someone who is doing like a scientific #cataloguing of something? I don't feel any remorse or sadness or longing or sitting there sobbing for hours over people/pets I've lost or #etc. It's more like a fun contemplative excercise and extension of self analysis plus just documentation. Like I know your memory fades as #you get older OR even as stuff is actively ongoing humans have terrible recall - even the ones who are less emotional/more focused on #accuracy our minds still twist things or etc. SO I looove to have documentations of everything possible so that in the future I will have #as full and complete of a view of myself as I possibly can. sure the image will undoubtedly be a little distorted but having real evidence #of how something was at a time is very valuable. You look through old messages or letters or something and you always find other alternate #versions of yourself. Not in a worse way like inherently inferior Previous Models Of You who haven't yet been perfected but even just in a #neutral way like 'what they're saying is not a BAd thing but also is not how I would say that today.' etc. ANYWAY I find it really interest #ing to document and remember things and love revisiting the past - not in a sad way - but just like. curiosity. reminiscing and recalling #and filling in gaps. or trying to have the same feeling I felt at a previous time so I can remember what it was. Collecting information for #documentation purposes. Like for example - I would love to go back and tour all of my old childhood houses/apartments. Not to like #sit in the middleof them and cry and go 'ohhh my childhood waughhh' - but literally because I want to take detailed photographs so I #can remeber exatly what they looked like and recreate them in sims or some other digital way. Why? idk. just to gather the information. If #I ever live to like 80 years old and I'm still reflecting on my life curious about the dteails of it. I want to be able to fire up my #ancient windows 10 laptop I've kept all these years and open up the sims 4 and tour my old home with accuracy etc. ??#Not sure why really. Maybe an extension of how I generally care a lot about having an 'accurate' view of things? Like I would rather be #accurate than be happy. I don't understand 'ignorance is bliss' because I would always rather know. I always always in any situation am mor #focused on 'what is the well researched practical truth' than about 'how does this make me feel' or etc. Truth above ALL else even if it #were to make me miserable. Aka why I'm a 'boring' 'annoying' 'UM actually..' type of killjoy lol because it's very hard for me to understan #that some people can enjoy something or have a good time even not knowing the full facts of a situation or etc. BUT anyway. since that is #some core driver of my personality for whatever reason (just the plague of ennegram type 5 perhaps lol) maybe that also drives me to my #kind of minor obsession with like 'I must have a complete view and calatoguing of my life that is as accurate as possible within the means #i have' . Is it REALLY important for me to know the exact layout of on of my first childhood bedrooms? no. materially it does nothing for m #in life. BUT hey. it would make a great addition to the Accurate Life Story Catalogue lol. ANYWAY.. But I think a lot of wanting to live in #one place forever is not just the ease of documentation. but the sense of having a constant. Much of what i crave most in life is stability #& familiarity &routine bc of how my brain works. And it just would feel so good to be Settled. Never uproot again. One little place FOREVER

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nerdie-faerie · 11 months ago

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People will be like 'oh you go to uni, you must be smart!' mate, I've never met people with less common sense than uni students. Though what else would you expect when you stick a load of sleep deprived, overwhelmed, young adults together

#Uni shenanigans #yeah sure i can write you an essay no problem will it make an grammatical sense? no.#is that because i wrote it in the early hours of the morning the day of the dealine? absolutely.#do i understand the necessity of a balanced diet and throwing away out of date food? yes.#does the majority of the student populace ignore this? also yes but thats to be expected when poor budgeting leads to low grocery funds #listen am i well aware of the importance of proper time management? of course i am #and yet i continue to make the dumbest decisions imaginable causing myself unbearable levels of stress #because i am an adult child left alone to my own devices and #school prepared me real well for taking exams but not for taking care of myself in a way that isnt at least a lil self destructive #wouldnt believe the kinds of things i deem optional when i have a task to do cus putting myself last has been hammered into me my whole life

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potato-cat-999 · 6 months ago

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Gray zebra isopod morph!!! Also my springtails are proliferating nicely and the zebras have babieessss!!!!! Eek!

#Isopods #real isopod hours #isopod care #isopod morphs #Zebra isopod #Armadillium Maculatum #Note to self taken on 5/12/24 #Terrariums #springtails #bugs #crustaceans #isopod keeping

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cyarskj1899 · 13 days ago

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So anyway…. Who’s excited for college football season?

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cyberfunsupporter · 2 months ago

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if penn badgley weren’t the guy who plays joe nobody would like him. in fact, people would be repulsed by him, and they wouldn’t have even needed to write the show similar to joe’s behavior in the books to elicit that reaction. it’s purely just about the looks here

#you can find penn hot you can like joe (to a degree. and with critical thinking skills equipped.)#but i’m just saying… nobody really cares that he’s a violent misogynist that loves hurting and killing women/people and being a terrible #incel because he’s hot #interesting #i know i bring this up every hour or whatever but like #idk. it’s not even just about joe because this happens in real life All The Time #people let ‘hot’ people get away with atrocities because they’ve got ‘good features’#but ugly people they’re repulsed by regardless of misdeeds or how severe they even were #hmmmmhmmmmmm #i just wish more people would at least admit to being shallow self serving jerks!#🧸

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defeateddetectives · 3 months ago

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the worst thing that watching good television[TM] ever did to me is that now even as i passively (borderline hate)watch a generally mediocre show, i cannot turn my brain off and stop wincing at the ON THE NOSENESS OF IT ALL. like how has some of this stuff been nominated for and won multiple awards? (yes we know awards mean nothing and don't speak to any modicum of quality at the end of the day but still) what is wrong with people? i'm going to show up to all their homes in the middle of the night and glare at them with abject disappointment the entire time

#its the fake hollywood version of the newsreader fyi #i got stockholm syndromed by the first half hour on an airplane unfortunately but every time ms. anniston tries to let us know that she is #Acting Right Now!!!!!1ONE #it's just. face in hands. and not in a good way.#this is all toby stephens' fault circa 2k14 if we even care #but also now i just really want to go back and watch the real newsreader again #yes i'm self-aware enough to recognize how pretentious assholesque this sounds and have loved my share of mediocre to bad tv but alas #to delete

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yamikawaii · 5 months ago

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whats fun is looking at the thread youre hanging on by and seeing where it's about to snap. whats even more fun is deliberately cutting through that thread because you know it'll just snap anyways so why bother clinging to it as if youll make it somehow

#im at the point of complete and total apathy #no matter how many ''life plans'' i make itll all end with me killing myself anyways #ive already proven that i cant change so why bother trying #shes right i did go right back to how i was before going away. no actually thats a lie i got even worse ahah #i dont care. i just dont care.#i actually got a library card on my own today. i even reserved some books and just have to wait for another local library to send them over #i even have plans on friday to get an actual id! but yknow what?#i could still jump off a bridge tomorrow without batting an eye.#i dont care about ''making it'' anymore. whats the point when once i die i'll just reincarnate into the world i was supposed to be in?#whats the point when even if i do manage to become a successful person i'll just be cutting myself and planning my suicide either way?#i dont care. i'll put on my favorite outfit and go jump somewhere high enough that theres no chance id survive i dont care.#i'll even bring all my pills and my box cutter with me for good measure #i really dont care. i really think this is gonna be it.#i rethink for a second when i remember how those i love are going to feel but then i remember i wont be alive in this world to see it #i'll see everyone again when im home anyways. if i will it enough i can bring them along and we'll all be happy #and even if i never wake again then even nonexistence will be better than this #i see no real reason not to anymore. i dont have a future that doesnt end in me taking my own life anyways #i really could do it tomorrow if i have the willpower for it. im going to be left alone in the house for a few hours so #no one could stop me #its tempting #and you know me #self-destructively impulsive without a care in the world towards self-control?#we'll see. we will see.#please pray i will make it home everyone.

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girlscience · 1 year ago

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the RAMPANT consumerism on the section of youtube I have ended up on recently is actually kind of disgusting to me. if I see one more video of a perfectly manicured hand with a hint of a sweater sleeve putting things in a target cart or using 100 bottles for a skin and hair self-care day or using 50 different cleaning products in an enormous, pristine, white home while a random pop song remix plays in the background I'm going to start destroying things.

#I know exactly how I got here #there is a specific crossover of decluttering/production hacks/workout plans/minimalism/motivational videos that leads directly #to very wealthy stay-at-home women doing sunday resets and target hauls and restocking and organizing the guest bedroom #and 4 hour pre-vacation self-care videos #but it is so BAD. I am not saying don't buy things or take care of yourself or anything like that #I literally have mentioned several times in the past two weeks that I was waiting on packages in the mail!#but GOD. the difference between buying a set of dvds I'm going to use until they fall apart #and literally having 4 bookcases of skin care products is ASTRONOMICAL #I cannot imagine a single reason anyone would ever need that much stuff #and it's All so sanitized and perfected and nothing can be out of place and it's just awful #that girl aesthetic/it girl/clean girl aesthetic/etc etc #and every single woman in these videos is perfectly shaped and tanned and hair done up #and they all wear these matching set workout fits #just oh my god girl!!!!!! what are you doing????!!!!!??#I don't know. I don't know that there's a point to this besides me complaining and being upset #but it's just so antithetical to the way I want to live and I know it's so bad for the environment #and I know it is encouraging so many people to look and act just like that #and I hate it!!!! it feels like we are never getting out sometimes for real #maybe I'm being mean. maybe they are actually very conscientious of the environment #and maybe they are only showing a once a month shopping trip #and maybe they have just been sent a ton of PR packages that they have to figure out how to store #but. it really doesn't feel or look that way

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widevibratobitch · 1 year ago

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deep-cleaned the bathroom, changed the sheets, washed my hair - no need for therapy after all i am completely normal now <33

#i did also disappear for a day except for a few arctic boys posts i queued earlier but my oh my #i was cleaning for like 3 hours non-stop and it felt wonderful #thats real self care for me fr its just always so hard to start #anyway yooohoooo im back and i have 0 mental issues now uwu time to do some mean opera posting

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thegempage · 3 months ago

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eeeuuuuggghhh i'm gonna bitch in the tags a bit bcus this isn't like. serious enough to put more effort into it than that but i also don't want it to sit in my brain.

#little rock.txt #venting #self harm in tags btw #anyway. wow i hate intrusive thoughts.#like great guys. it's so cool that the way we're deciding to spend our time is constantly thinking about ways to hurt myself #oh wow stabbing myself with a knife someone left on the counter? so original. never been seen before #oh starving myself?? even when my lovely friend made us a whole dinner?? that's lovely. wow. not even a little bit rude #standing in traffic until someone comes and hits me? at least that wouldn't damage my fucking car like your other ideas!#taking something sharp to my sunburns for a two-birds-one-stone thing?? i guess you're making the best of the circumstances #like jesus fucking christ Grow Up. am i fifteen goddamn years old again #like if we're being So real the consequences of actually self-harming Far outweigh the benefits so i'm not at any real risk #(i do Not want to deal with the fallout of 1. cleaning those wounds 2. confronting my housemates with active self-harm #they actively do not deserve that happening to them)#(hi guys btw sorry. i'm fine)#but that just means i'm sitting here like. so are you gonna be productive or....?#like i had plans of what i wanted to do with my brain power tonight. was gonna write. maybe clip a stream. and we're...?#oh just sitting on my laptop playing music too loud bcus if i could hear my own thoughts it'd be a nightmare? neat.#jesus christ can i be a normal goddamn person for like fifteen minutes and get out of this anxiety spiral. it's been over 24 hours.#whatever. like at this point it's fucking whatever. if i can't drag myself into being productive i'm just gonna go to bed.#“opal is being mean to yourself really going to help” i don't know. i doubt it. unfortunately i am in the mood to be a bitch #and the only person who deserves to deal with bitchy opal is me. so.#anyway if you read all of this uuuhhh sorry. i am like this. but hey. thank you for caring

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soft-serve-soymilk · 8 months ago

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Gaslighting? In MY household? It’s more likely than you think

#sad pav hours #<- ‘tis my new vent tag. filter as needed #just pav things #I have experienced so many levels of Confusion today #I mean most of it just boils down to my dad being a dick for no good reason #what do I even do to him????? I yet again ask him this and he’s like #‘I live with you’. My mere existence causes him misery apparently #He says that I’m unlikeable. I say that people generally enjoy my whimsical disposition or just don’t care and ignore me #or in the case of [redacted] try to pacify me in neurotypical ways that only ended up hurting when I found out #instead of communicating that she didn’t want to be friends. Actually that was what my first vent post on here in 2021 was about #and very ironically it was the reason me and Dolphin became friends (random skribbl game my beloved ^^)#But I digress #Also I’ve already accounted for the fact of my future bosses probably disliking me and some people out there just by virtue of being human #but i’d like to believe I’m generally likeable??? I have so much evidence to prove this that the put-down just ends up confusing #Also the amount of name-calling is insane once you stop filtering it out #I can just casually be called stupid. again without any reason #and then people wonder why I have such low self-esteem sometimes #I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m the family scapegoat. I live with 3 blood relatives who hate me.#Also ffs I’M NOT A FREELOADER!!!! STOP sAYING THAT #I understand the real world will be brutal I see the real effects of the cost-of-living crisis every day #I’m prepared to live frugally to survive so stop saying i will be shook 😭 i’m fuckign ready to leave as soon as I have enough savings #and a place to stay. I’m done here. Except for the dogs I will always love and miss them 😭😭😭

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autism-disco · 1 year ago

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magical john drag king is exactly what alan moore meant about the ideaspace this absolutely existed in our collective consciousness as a human species

#or i guess the human species? who’s to say #ok i actually need to stop i don’t know what i’m thinking anymore #i can like vividly imagine magical john on a stage and real and i’m afraid #also yeah no this post probably doesn’t make sense to anyone else #ezra’s real life rambles #silly hours posting #<- hello my old friend i feel this is justified (ancients of mu mu?????) here #why am i being abnormal about the fucking klf book. what why how this isn’t good this isn’t a cool one to talk to people about #‘hey so you heard of this satire religion called discordianism? oh no you’re not? fair enough #surely you’re aware of self-referential reality tunnels though right? oh no you’re not. hm well how about the illuminatus! trilogy?#huh. ok. well to cut to the chase there was this band called the klf and they had like many hit singles #you’ll know some of them most likely. but uh ultimately they burned 1 million pounds in cash!! like straight up!! and it was filmed #some time afterwards (i think like 23 years?) they went around on an unusal tour showing off the footage #but at this point they weren’t making music anymore you see. so it wouldn’t even make sense as some publicity stunt #but yeah on this tour they go around and ask people why they (the klf) burned 1 million pounds #was it art? was it rock and roll? and most people go ��it was stupid and selfish you entitled pricks’#they both (drummond and cauty (the klf)) have a family yknow #like they both have wives and kids. one of them had like four children i think?#anyway the money burning happened on the 23rd of august 1994 in the island of jura’#you can’t just say all of that to someone no one cares #ok for real i’m gonna go now and eventually sleep

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imaginarybird · 1 year ago

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#feeling so hopeless and alone #and i'm so fucking sick of being told to be patient because it will get better #and to just keep taking things in five minute blocks #and to rest and practice self care and things will feel better in the morning #because it never fucking works #i cut myself slack and i don't feel any better #so then i make myself do things and that doesn't help #i hate my job #and there's no opportunities for me to move on/up in my department or organization #but either i really don't know what to search for #or appropriate jobs don't exist near me at all so i'm just fucking stuck #and i'm supposed to just keep in mind that “you are not your job”#but if my job is what i do 40+ hours a week #and then i go home to an empty house #and have zero real life friends/social life/anything to fucking do or interact with #what am i if not my goddamn useless job?#and all my creative energy is gone so i'm failing on that front #and no matter what genre or fandom or whatever i pick reading is just more depressing #because the characters get someone to comfort them #and when they try and make changes things ultimately get better for them #and that's not what fucking happens in real life #and i'm so tired and i don't know what to do anymore #shut up ashleigh #tbd #depression #hopeless #fuck everything #rant in tags

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