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Do you guys ever imagine a really specific scenario with your f/o. Like doing something together at a certain place you love to go, or doing something you love to do? How your f/os would react and weave themself into this situation, if theyâd be having fun, or if theyâd be frustrated for whatever reason.
I donât know how to describe it really? But I find them to be rather intimate and personal.
#just earlier I was imagining watching the mandela catalogue with the moon knight system#why? your guess is as good as mine#but itâs just fun imagining how they would react to the events of that series#you know?#self ship#self shipping#self ship community#self shipping community#f/o#f/o community#oc x canon
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no thoughts, just the way the narumi sisters are so different yet fundamentally similar at the same time yk?
#i love the functionally dysfunctional relationship of the narumi sisters to an unhealthy degree i thinkâŚ#iâve just been thinking about how both sisters put each other up on a high pedestal while having a less than high opinion of themselves and.#aaaaaaa just the way sena calls mona her angel while thinking of herself as a useless/subpar older sis#a n d how the main source of monaâs depression is her constant comparisons with her beloved big sis sena is just. aaaaa#just!!!! the way sena pushes herself past her limits in her attempts to portray herself as an ideal big sis for mona#even at the expense of her own health sometimes (see also: the beach sisters honeypre event)#i really feel like the way sena thinks she isnât good enough of a big sis to mona is pretty glossed over for the most part tbh.. man.#(âi have many thoughts on this tbh. none of them coherent)#and just. aaaaaaaaaaaa im really happy that both of them have great support systems (their families + [midori for sena]/[monacas for mona])#like. even though they donât personally think theyâre good enough compared to their idealsâŚ#at least they have people who are there to love them for who they truly are. their true selves (honto no watashi) if you willâ#idk i just wish both of them could see themselves exactly how their sister sees themâŚ#b ut man i really want idol sengen season 2 just so that we may be able to see how sena reacts upon finding out what happens to the bracelet#i doubt theyâll show it in an mv but. man. i really want to know how sheâll reactâŚ#im probably misremembering and misinterpreting a bunch of stuff about sena huh⌠i miss her thoughhh#i miss seeing the sisters together tbh. i think the gen 3 sibling pairs should sing together a la tokyo [season] session style
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i need all future comics writers of frank (and anyone on DDBA) to stop trying to write him as a guy who had a normal childhood and was always just kinda Like That. or that he was simply destined to become the punisher, but thatâs kind of a separate topic.
people who go into the military at 18 rarely have normal childhoods, they are often raised in abusive environments that are normalized. the urge to go into the military typically does not come from people who arenât used to some form of abuse, because why would you willingly want to go into that? unless you are susceptible to indoctrination toward having faith in a system from a young age and arenât able to discern the red flags? the military system preys on poor young men in particular by scouting them and offering all these bells and whistles (free college, healthcare, community) and feelings of importance, but then just forgets about them afterward.
side note: itâs actually such a disservice to many veterans to forget about how the military is an abusive system. it literally strips you of everything with no help in reintegrating back into society (other than by members of the same community). i get TPS1 tried to do something with this but dropped the ball. it feels like many writers just use his marine background as some sort of fun fact that only comes into play with certain things, but it very much shapes who you are and changes your identity. itâs a very cult-like system.
many people who want to serve are related to others who have prior. many people (especially men) who want to serve at that age have an underlying need that they think can be met. many people are brainwashed by military propaganda and believe it is the right thing to do. especially when it comes to religion, thereâs this idea of men using their bodies to protect the innocent that goes back hundreds of years, and this idea of serving god, which we see young francis try to do in two ways. (side note: why do they keep removing his religious background? i liked the nod to it in the nmcu but it seems modern comics writers (looking at you jason aaron) just forget this?) besides, the functions of religion for people are very similar to the functions of the military as far as members go, namely community and a sense of greater purpose.
to me, as a reader/watcher, threads of probable abuse history are present in frankâs character, and i wish we had a writer brave enough to write about it. why else would he care so much about innocents and victims? why else would he become suicidal and guilt stricken when he hurts an innocent? it makes you think: was there no one who protected him or someone else he knew?
and this may not mean anything but idk i think heâs so much more tragic and juicy if you look at him like someone who is not the perfect victim (and maybe doesnât even recognize their abuse) but someone who instead of healing and becoming soft, becomes angry and violent afterward. trauma, especially repeated trauma, does not effect people all the same way and i really wish they would just be bold enough to work with that. i get trying to piss off the alt right but completely changing the character to fit the same stereotype of a âpsychopathâ (which is an outdated term) as they do in horror movies about killer children is just poor writing. again, talking about punisher 2022, but this was kinda in nmcu too. and sure yeah theyâve retired his character (but not the punisherâŚ.? ok) in the comics, but for when he inevitably does come back, yeah.
#and iâm not a huge fan of ennis but i think tyger was fairly well written but thatâs MAX so itâs separate#especially since itâs saying he was a child in the 1960s which would be different than growing up in the 80s as in NMCU#and same thing for comics like they could do a miniseries on his real childhood in order to retcon what happened in 2022#but i think him witnessing a traumatic event or having multiple traumas in childhood fits his character#especially when it comes to the whole âno authority figures did anything so he took matters into his own handsâ#the types of people who go into cults have prior indicators in childhood#mfer went it seminary and still sometimes seeks out his rosary⌠something something fathers and masters#something something guiding force#also âthe military is a very culty system and so is catholicism so it's interesting nobody has done anything with that#but the idea that he was searching for community and brotherhood to some degree is not that far fetched#which is why he latched so hard onto his family and became utterly unable to attach himself to others out of fear#a person with good attachment wouldnât react like this and yeah heâs unhealthy but that rarely comes from just being Like That#so i am begging once again for people to stop retconning his past#i also think reading him as an autistic child helps bc autistic children are often taught to ignore their needs and wants#which is something we see with his character later on thatâs so prevalent#anyway this is just a blurb that iâve been thinking about#frank castle#the punisher#comics inspired#ddba#nmcu the punisher#character analysis#bun.txt
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Had to redo therapy navigator online since my psychologist recommended it so that we can follow my situation / if there's improvement. Well, don't know how much improvement had happened but here's current results: Depression Inquiry (PHQ-9): 27p / 27p. Severe. Anxiety Inquiry (GAD-7): 20p / 21p. Severe. Social Anxiety Inquiry (SPIN-FIN): 67p / 68p. Severe. Panic attacks disorder (PDSS-SR): 25p / 28p. Severe. Compulsive Disorder (OCI-R): 26p / 72p. Clinically significant.
Left rest out since they were just few "yes and no" questions (about using alcohol & drugs which I don't use). But yeah, I'm still severe case. Tho, this all also could be because of ADHD / Autism or both since they cause similar effects as well.
#text#neis life#mental health#I'm already shitting myself because I'm so anxious about Tuesday's meeting with psychotherapist...#One way for me to show panic and anxiety#last time I had 4 days long water diarrhea ONLY because I was so anxious about meeting psychologist face to face!#This body reacts FAST and EXTREMELY STRONGLY on things#It's literally pain in the ass when your whole body and system goes in this screaming DANGER DANGER WE ARE ABOUT TO DIE! - state#which last for DAYS before AND after the event!
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i was just thinking the other day about how fucked up plant pheromone signaling is. like we talk about it like âoh, plant A is getting eaten so it holds up a sign saying PREPARE THYSELF and plants B, C, and D see that and go oh shit we better start making a chemical that makes us taste bitter so we donât get eatenâ but itâs more like. if the sweat we produced while running away from something thatâs trying to eat us contained aerosolized cocaine, which makes anyone who smells it start running away as fast as they can in whatever direction they happen to be pointing, which hopefully is in the opposite direction of whateverâs trying to eat us
#like. plants canât make decisions (as far as we know). thereâs no central nervous system to make decisions with#itâs just that the plants that reacted to the pheromones released by plants getting eaten by making themselves bitter were able to reproduce#because they got eaten less#i watched a video on mussel reproduction yesterday and the complexity and diversity of strategies for dispersal of young is NUTS#and itâs all because of one problem! (freshwater streams only move in one direction and freshwater mussels canât live in salt water)#(so if the mussels released their young at random the population would quickly end up downstream and out of room)#(so they try and attract fish so they can blast their young through the gills which the young will latch onto and be carried upstream)#anyways it boggles my mind how complex of things can develop given using only random chains of events given enough time
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i tonya is always a movie i'm gonna be annoyed exists, not cuz i dislike it (it's fine, its' not great but it's adequate and it has its moments) but because i have a vision in my head of a movie about that whole mess that is never gonna come to fruition because there's already been a major motion picture about it
#personal#like a) i'd love to have a more even focus on nancy as well as tonya and paralleling the stuff going on with them#cuz there were similarities but also points where paths diverged#(both grew up lower class but nancy had a much better support system and stable personal life that tonya did not)#plus leave it more ambiguous whether or not tonya was actually involved and do a lot more of the he said she said aspect#that i tonya sorta had but didn't really do anything with all that much#and also i'd really love to focus on the media ecosystem at the time#and the way the media specifically reacted to the entire thing#cuz there's this one moment at the end of i tonya that i liked but did not feel at all earned in that movie#where the news finally moving on from the attack and aftermath is juxtaposed with the beginning of coverage of oj simpson getting arrested#this other major news event of the 90s that had a lot of sensationalism and breathless media coverage and 24 hour news cycle thing#and if the movie had focused on that at all it could be really good#so yeah that's my whinge for the night#idk i'm a youngster so i'll still be around the next time a major anniversary of it pops up so maybe in 2044
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I don't know what to do for her. She keeps fronting and every day is like the end of the goddamn world for her.
Nothing makes it better. I don't know what to do for her.
#đŚ mom speaks#most of the suicidal posts on this blog have been đ
. shes been fronting a LOT now (probably protective since weve been in more pain lately)#but like. shes not coping with the medical shit at all. we try talking. she used to do good in therapy. but recently its just been hopeless.#its just that. the medical events are relentless. and they will never stop. and our degree of choice and agency never changes.#its pretty hopeless shit tbh#and on one hand its like âoh shes taking on all this trauma so host does have toâ but its like. HOST WOULD NOT BE REACTING THIS STRONGLY TBH#shes hitting the body. self harming. plotting suicide All The Time. like i get that you dont wanna b here but gurl. leave??#idk what to do. i dont want to ban her from bodytime because weve been through shit like this and she was doing well!!#but now its like. can an alter be completely spent and stuck in place and unable to move forward? so you either integrate or replace them?#she has family here. canyon and cat would miss her. i would. shes so long standing and and and#but i cant like. idk. i cant get things under control. i need help. for once im welcoming advice in the comments tbh#actually traumagenic#system shit#did system
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Lisaâs team really needs to plan her moves more carefully because marketing her like sheâs an already established western star that people should know and care about no matter what she does is starting to backfire imo
#like this isnât to downplay the size of her fanbase but at the end of the day outside of certain parts of Asia#sheâs only as famous as her fanbase can carry her and when she starts appearing beyond those boundaries without much of a body of work#to show why sheâs there as a solo presence the reaction is like confusion at best and suspicion that sheâs buying her way in at worst#of course the stans reacting to people being confused with no answers to their questions but a lot of insults and yelling about xenophobia#really isnât helping things#and when they look into her interview they get perfectly crafted response from the kpop pr system which Iâve seen people not familiar#with be really off put by. like how little anything is actually said#words of mine#her songs have been decent overall but incoherent in terms of career direction#and donât seem to have gotten much traction outside of her fanbase besides rockstar kinda#like she needs to stop going to events and photoshoots with people more famous than she is and instead#work on making a single coherent album era to actually have something to show for herself#as an established soloist#and also no more marketing relationship intrusive cause no one on the planet cares about that LMAO#even bp group stans care so little about it that theyâre getting pissed off that sheâs playing coy like her man is interesting#like I said though this isnât to downplay her fanbase she can do whatever she wants with millions of crazy stans backing her up#but like sheâs moving like her and her team want to work beyond that and itâs like.#people are not going to be forgiving if they think you donât have the cred
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I have been thinking lately about a universe where Bruce Wayne killed the Joker.
I want to be clear here, since there are so many longstanding debates on this topic: I do not think Bruce Wayne should kill the Joker. I have just been wondering what would happen if the circumstances aligned in such a way that he did.
And to be clear on a related, yet slightly different topic: when I say I have been wondering about what if Bruce Wayne killed the Joker, I do not mean as the Batman. I mean Bruce "Brucie" Wayne.
Maybe it's kind of an accident? Like, he definitely did intend to hit the Joker, but he's Brucie right now, so he's trying not to look like he knows what he's doing while still doing enough damage to keep the Joker from killing someone, and meanwhile the Joker makes just the wrong move and -
And here we are. Brucie just killed the Joker.
Bruce's reaction here is one thing; he has his one rule for a reason, he's just broken it, he's determined to turn himself in -
His family's reaction is a whole different story. How does Cass feel about this?
How does Jason? Bruce has killed the Joker, just like he wanted, but it wasn't for him, not really, and -
And meanwhile, this happens in front of, say, a gala full of people, so now all of Gotham gets to react to it too.
Average Gothamite, seeing the words BRUCE WAYNE, JOKER, and KILLED in the same headline: OH, NO.
Average Gothamite, once they've processed the order those words are actually in: . . . I did not have that on this year's bingo card.
The city's most famous mass murderer has just been publicly killed by the city's biggest employer/philanthropist/source of tabloid harmless nonsense! Three days before Brucie was making tabloid headlines by tripping into a fountain and somehow losing his shirt in the process! Two weeks before, the newspaper was running a retrospective on the Wayne murders and what donation Brucie was making to help the families of victims this year! The article mentioned how one of his adopted sons had also tragically become a murder victim!
Now this has happened, and Bruce is having a breakdown over breaking his one rule, and the rest of Gotham just assumes that this is because poor Brucie thinks this somehow makes him like the man who killed his parents. They send a huge outpouring of support his way. This in no way helps Bruce's actual breakdown.
Ninety percent of Gotham is sure Brucie didn't actually mean to kill the Joker, and pretty much a hundred percent of them support him whether he meant to do it or not. No one wants to have anything to do with prosecuting this mess. Bruce is trying to make it as clear as possible that he will fully cooperate with the justice system and meanwhile an entire gala full of people is suddenly acting like they could in no way have possibly witnessed events that took place ten feet in front of their faces. Did Bruce kill the Joker? Is the officer sure? That doesn't seem like him. Maybe the Joker just tripped on his own. Marble floors, you know. Very slippery.
#batman#not silmarillion#bruce wayne#bruce wayne kills the joker#as brucie#this is angst for the batclan and crack for the rest of gotham
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No, but this is the thing. We always talk about how shared experiences can strengthen bonds, but there's really no specific bond that has to be strengthened. Normally it's positive ones, like brotherhood or love, but any relationship can strengthen, including the bonds of rivalry or enemies!
Lan Wangji and Jiang Cheng went off searching for Wei Wuxian ('s body) with a mutual dislike for each other and came out with an even stronger loathing đ¤ their bond of mutual vitriol and hatred cannot be broken now, it was forged in the wake of their jealousy for the other's relationship with WWX and tempered with their grief and frustration not being able to find him for those 3 long months.
Was watching the animated version of mdzs and it's honestly so fucking hilarious how Jiang Cheng and Lan Zhan spent months in each other's company, having the most in common, fought by each other's side until they were on their last legs before Wei Wuxian showed upâ honestly, they would have died by each other's side if he hadn'tâ and zero. Zip. Nada. No friendship. No bonding. You can't even call them co-workers. They didn't even talk. Most people would have come out of that with a sworn brotherhood, but nope. Not my boys. They breathed the same air, and decided that was enough for them.
#it will never not be ironic and funny how JC and LWJ are quite literally each other's mirror#they're simultaneously polar opposites and cut from the same cloth#so much of their personality and character are the exact same for example their rage and devotion#the only difference is the order of which they experienced trauma and how that later affected them to react#lwj lost his mother and had to gradually learn of her problematic âlifeâ in gusu#but he had a strong support system in his brother and uncle which enabled him to better handle the events of the story#while JC had a very fragile support system and thus when tragedy came for him there was nothing for him to lean on#thus he couldn't handle the rest of the story#I'm vastly oversimplifying but man do these two just hit all the right buttons in my head#i love that they hate each other so much#âthis is who I could've becomeâ vs âthis is who I should've becameâ bitter resentment#the hippo speaks#the hippo tags
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"oh no, I'm not sure how much I'll get done today! Maybe a thousand or so words i don't know."
Me after finalizing and publishing a fic preciously unfinished and then slamming out over 2k on a seperate one: i am the powerful one. Control of my OWNE destiney
#system babbles#its Alastor btw#if you couldn't tell by the deer react image#I'm.mostly finished i just wanna wrap it up with a couple small events that happen. then i wanna . âfinishâ up lol#you know.peanits#alastor#fanfic#writer#posting the link later today hopefully yall uwu
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Main fields of mistria takeaway so far is I think.... More so than maybe any other farm-sim/harvestmoon-like since like early early harvest moon- this game places a lot of love and care on its characters & their relationships. It's a town that genuinely feels like a community, the npcs all have their own interpersonal relationships completely unrelated to you.
Repeat dialogue has been so minimal & in fact i keep getting surprised by the townies like. Talking to me about things I've done like hitting certain points in the mine, delivering certain mini-quest items to other npcs, dialogue hinting to/leading up to holidays/special events. Like reacting to my presence in the town.
Like. Even the bachelors/bachelorette have such thoroughly established friendships/relationships already that even if there was a rival system, I'd really have to rack my brain about who'd be paired with who because it could go so many ways because they all act like they know eachother for real! They're not always all in the same exact friend group either like the DnD group is different from who talks in crowds together at festivals (which is also different each festival!) or who hangs out in the evenings at someone's house or who drinks together at the inn or who etc etc!! It varies day by day! Ah! I could not even begin to figure out set schedules for these character because it does genuinely seem to vary day by day so much AND evolved as you go through the year/hit new story points... my god...
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Cursed Flame
Eris Vanserra x Reader
word count: 8k content: [ explicit sexual content, unprotected PIV, rough sex, oral sex (m receiving), fingering (f receiving), biting, oral fixation, enemies to lovers (as much lovers as I could fit into an 8k fic) | mentions of: blood, attempted murder via witch curse | strong language ] summary: When Eris Vanserra, heir to the Autumn Court, stumbles into a healer's shop under a mysterious curse, it sets off a chain of events neither could have anticipated. As the skilled healer works to unravel the dark magic threatening his life, tension and attraction crackle between them. author's note: SO EXCITED FOR YALL TO READ THIS ONE!!!!!!! i received this ask a bit ago and i couldn't wait to write it. i hope you all enjoy! as per usual, no beta, so if you see any typos no you didnt ⌠. Masterlist . âŚ
The shop is a warm refuge in the heart of the Autumn Court, its walls painted a calming sage green and lined with shelves filled with jars of dried herbs and roots. Sunlight filters through the tall windows, casting soft, golden light on a thick, woven rug. The scent of lavender and rosemary lingers in the air, mingling with the quiet crackle of a low fire in the hearth.
You move methodically around the shop, stocking freshly dried herbs on the shelves. Your fingers brush over the labels, ensuring everything is in its place. The rhythmic work is soothingâa welcome distraction.
Reaching up to place a jar on the top shelf, you're caught off guard when the door suddenly slams open. The force of it startles you, and you instinctively drop the pendant of your necklace from your mouth as you spin around to face the intruder.
Eris Vanserra stands in the doorway, his usually pristine appearance disheveled, his skin pale and lips tinged with an unhealthy shade of blue. He looks unwell â like something is gnawing away at him from the inside out.
âLooking a little paler than usual,â you murmur, your tone caught between concern and the dry sarcasm that usually colors your interactions with him. But even as you speak, youâre already moving toward him, instinctively assessing his condition. Grabbing your tools, you hurry to where Eris has collapsed into the armchair by the hearth.
âWhat happened?â you ask, scanning him for visible injuries but finding none. âWhen did this start?â
Eris leans back, his breathing labored, and then he coughs violently, a splatter of blood staining his hand. He looks at it with shock and frustration.
âTell me everything,â you demand, already rifling through your supplies for anything that could help diagnose whatever this is. âWhat did you eat? Drink? Did you come into contact with anything unusual?â
His eyes narrow in irritation as you continue to probe. âWhy does it matter? Just heal me and Iâll be on my way.â
You give him an incredulous look, stunned by the sheer stupidity of his question.Â
âWhatâŚ? Mother above- if you want me to help, I need to know whatâs causing this. Did you encounter any dark magic?â
You move to check his pulse, frowning at the erratic rhythm and his lack of response. âIf youâre going to be like that, just go to your familyâs healer,â you mutter, not bothering to hide your irritation. You place the back of your hand on his forehead, noting the strange combination of cool skin and unnatural heat radiating from his chest.
âDo you think Iâm here because Iâd like to be?â Eris snaps, coughing again, though this time with less blood.
You ignore his tone, turning your attention to the herbs and ingredients at your disposal. After a few minutes of methodically preparing and steeping the herbs, you hand him a steaming cup. âDrink this,â you instruct.
He takes the cup but eyed it skeptically. âWhat is it?â
âItâll react if thereâs poison in your system,â you explain, your tone firm as you watch him closely, waiting.Â
He lifts the cup reluctantly, sipping as you hover your hands over his chest, closing your eyes to focus on sensing any magical disturbances. âWhy canât you see your familyâs healer?â you ask, murmuring a chant under your breath as you work.
âHeâs busy,â Eris replies tightly, though his expression suggests thereâs more to the story.
You press your lips together as you complete your chant, waiting for any sign of magicâan aura, a pulse of energy, anything. But thereâs nothing. Frustration wells up, and you move to the shelves, selecting a vial of a potent potion that reveals the presence of dark spells. You hand it to him, but before you can tell him to wait, he lifts the vial to his lips.Â
âWaitââ you start, but itâs too late. He drinks the contents of the vial, grimacing at the taste as he swallows.Â
The dark tendrils of the potion begin to swirl beneath his skin, their movement barely noticeable through the fabric of his shirt. Panic surges through you, and without thinking, you reach forward and rip open his shirt, buttons flying everywhere.Â
Eris recoils slightly, a flash of irritation crossing his face. âDo you have any idea how much that shirt costs? More than you make in a month, Iâd wager.â
You shoot him a sharp glare, not bothering to hide your exasperation. âDefinitely not as much as making that potion cost me,â you retort, focusing on the dark tendrils now clearly visible beneath his skin. The potion is reacting to something, though itâs still not enough to fully reveal whatâs wrong.Â
Eris glares at you, but before he can respond, another wave of pain hits him, forcing a troubling series of coughs out of him. This time, blood stains his lips, and the dark tendrils pulse ominously with the movement.Â
Ignoring his earlier complaint, you press your hand against his chest, feeling the unnatural heat beneath your fingertips. The tendrils shift and twist just beneath the surface of his skin as if something dark is trying to break free. âAre you usually this hot?â you murmur, more to yourself than to him, as you watch the tendrils fade back into nothingness.
Erisâs lips curve into a smirk, despite his condition. âI wasnât aware you found me so irresistible,â he drawls, his tone laced with that familiar cocky arrogance.
You roll your eyes, not even dignifying his comment with a response, refocusing on the task at hand.
With a sigh, you grab the vial from him and set it aside, biting your thumbnail as you wrack your brain for ideas. You decide to turn to a more traditional method. âStand up,â you instruct, grabbing a fresh egg from a small basket. Eris raises an eyebrow, but you donât give him a chance to question it. âIâm going to perform an egg cleanse. Itâs an old method, but itâs effective for detecting curses.â
He complies, albeit reluctantly, standing from the chair. You glance up at him, realizing you canât quite reach the top of his head. âBend your knees a bit. I canât reach that high.â
Eris smirks, but obliges, lowering himself slightly so you can reach the crown of his head. You begin by holding the egg just above his scalp, moving it slowly around the top of his head and down his neck. You notice his jaw clench, the muscles tightening under your careful movements.Â
You continue to work your way down, the egg warming slightly in your hand as it absorbs the negative energy. The air feels thick with tension as you move the egg over his shoulders and bare chest, noticing how he tenses when you pass it over his thighs. His body reacts subtly, with a slight shift in posture, a clenching of his fist at his side, as if heâs fighting to keep his composure.Â
âAnything yet?â Eris presses, his tone light, almost as if heâs making conversation, but you can hear the underlying tension. âOr are you just playing with eggs for fun?â
âHold still,â you mutter, ignoring his jab as you complete the cleanse. When you reach his feet, you pause, feeling the unsettling energy still clinging to the egg in your hand. You ask him to lift each foot slightly so you can pass the egg underneath. He does so with a small huff of annoyance, muttering something you couldnât bother yourself to care about.Â
Finally, you finish the cleanse, bringing the egg back up to his head and closing the circle. The egg feels heavier in your hand now, almost throbbing with the energy itâs absorbed. You step back, holding the egg up to the light, examining it carefully.Â
âWhat are you seeing?â he asks, his voice steady, but you catch the edge of something beneath the calm facade. âWhatâs wrong?â
With a frown, you walk to the counter, grab a glass, and fill it with water. Eris watches you, curiosity and impatience on his face as you crack the egg into the glass.
The moment the shell breaks, your breath catches in your throat as the realization hits you like a physical blow. The web-like structures forming in the eggâs whites, the dark red blood swirling through the yolkâthey arenât just signs of any curse. Theyâre markers, symbols that reveal the curseâs origin. A curse that dark, that potent, could only come from someone with a deep, intimate connection to the target. Someone who shares his blood.
Eris leans over your shoulder, his eyes narrowing at the sight. âThatâs not normal, is it?â he asks, his tone still deceptively casual, but you can hear the sharp edge of concern creeping into his voice.
You shake your head slowly, staring at the cursed egg. âNo,â you reply, your voice low and tense. âEris,â you begin, your voice trembling slightly as the weight of your discovery settles in. âThis⌠this isnât just any curse. It was arranged by someone whoâs tied to you by blood. They must have paid a witch to curse you.â
His eyes widen, the casual facade slipping as your words sink in. He straightens, stepping back as if physically recoiling from the truth. For a moment, heâs silent, his usually sharp mind racing to process what youâve just told him. But the tension in his jaw, the way his hands clench into fists, betrays the anger simmering beneath the surface.
âOne of my brothers,â he murmurs, his voice low and deadly. Thereâs no question in his tone, only cold, calculated fury. The possibility of betrayal from within his own bloodline cuts deep, and you can see it in the way his expression darkens, in the way his shoulders stiffen as if preparing for battle.
You nod slowly, still staring at the cursed egg, your mind racing as you try to make sense of it all. âWhoever did this didnât just want to hurt youâthe curse is meant to kill, Eris.â
His gaze flickers back to you, and for a brief moment, you see something vulnerable in his eyes, something raw and unguarded. But then itâs gone, replaced by the cold determination that youâve come to expect from him.
As you stare at the cursed eggâs results, frustration and determination mix in your mind. You need to figure out where the curse is coming from. âWait here,â you tell him, already moving towards the shelves.
You start rummaging through your collection of enchanted tools and artifacts. You pull out a magnifying glass with runes etched into its frameâdesigned to detect magical auras. With it, you examine the eggâs remnants, trying to find any additional clues. Still focused, you then grab a small jar of salt, used for creating protective circles, and a vial of basic anti-magic tincture.
You hold the magnifying glass over Erisâs body, carefully examining for any magical disturbances. The glass shows a faint, dark aura around his entire form, but itâs still unclear where the source is. The salt is meant to amplify magical reactions, so you grab the jar and sprinkle some in a protective circle around him. As you observe, the dark aura becomes more pronounced, shifting and swirling. Still, itâs not pinpointed enough to identify the exact source of the curse.
You then use the anti-magic tincture, dabbing it on various parts of him: his hands, shoulders, his ankles, and on his clothing. The tincture reacts, but again, it does not specify where the curse is anchored. You decide to turn to a more direct method.
You remove one of the rings from Erisâs hand, placing it on a small tray before examining it closely with the magnifying glass. The ring is stunning, with a polished tigerâs eye stone that seems to capture and reflect the light with every movement. The stone is set in intricately crafted silver, engraved with delicate, swirling patterns reminiscent of flames. Itâs a ring befitting Eris Vanserraâelegant yet undeniably powerful. This time, you notice the dark tendrils of magic intensify around the ring, more clearly than on the other items.
âThis ring,â you say, realization dawning as you see the dark magic swirling more intensely, âHave you given it to anyone lately?â
Erisâs brows furrow in confusion. âNo, why would I do that? Itâs one of my favorites.â
You raise an eyebrow, crossing your arms and biting your lip in thought. âAre you sure? Any recent changes, anyone who might have had access to it?â
He hesitates, shifting uncomfortably. âIâwell, I didnât give it to anyone, butâŚâ He sighs, sitting back down and looking down at the ring. âI woke up one morning and found it missing from my jewelry box. I only found it a few days later, yesterday, under the dresser.â
You nod, your mind racing with the implications. âThatâs significant. The timing fits with when the curse seems to have taken hold. Itâs likely that someone who knew about the ring might have tampered with it.â Erisâs expression darkens, and he clenches his jaw.
You give him a sympathetic look. âLuckily, it seems whoever cast this curse used extremely rudimentary techniques. I should be able to take care of it relatively easily⌠Go lie down in the back room,â you tell him, pointing at the door behind the front counter. âIâll be there in a bit with what I need to start the healing process.â
Eris nods and heads to the back room, his demeanor more subdued now. As he disappears behind the door, you turn back to the counter, gathering the rest of your supplies. The task ahead is daunting, but youâre determined to see it through.
As he disappears into the back room, you take a deep breath, centering yourself as you gather the necessary items for the healing process. Your mind is consumed with the details of what you need, and you absentmindedly reach for a pen from the counter, sliding the end of it between your lips as you think through your listâcleansing herbs, protective talismans, and special antidotes to counteract the curse. You pull out a small wooden box and start preparing the mixtures, setting out vials and jars with practiced ease.Â
You move through the shop, grabbing the fresh batch of herbs and an old family recipe for a purification salve. As youâre about to head to the back room, you pause, realizing you need one more item. You hastily grab a small vial of enchanted water, known for its potency in breaking curses.
With everything in hand, you head towards the back room, your nerves steeling for the task ahead. You open the door and step inside, where Eris is lying on the sofa, looking more subdued and less defiant.
âAlright,â you say, laying out the items on a nearby table. âI need you to strip, so I can massage the salve into your skin.â
Eris raises an eyebrow, his posture relaxed despite his condition. He lounges on the plush sofa, the luxurious fabric seeming to contrast sharply with his unwell state. He is draped elegantly over the cushions, looking effortlessly refined even in his weakened state. âAre you always so forward with your clients?â he asks, a lazy, yet sardonic smile playing on his lips.
You shoot him a wry smile. âOnly the ones who show up at my door covered in curses. I promise, Iâll try to keep it as professional as possible.â
Eris arches an eyebrow, glancing down at his torn shirt before meeting your eyes with a smirk. âIâll be curious to see just how âprofessionalâ you manage to be, given the state of my shirt.â
âI suppose my attempt at professionalism might seem a bit questionable after that,â you respond, trying to match his playful tone. âBut given the circumstances, I promise to keep my focus on getting you sorted out.â
Eris smirks, clearly entertained by your response. âIâll hold you to that,â he replies, making no move to cover up as he removes his shirt. He casually kicks off his boots and slips out of his pants. He starts to remove his underwear, but you quickly hold up a hand, a hint of discomfort in your voice.
âUh, you can keep those on,â you say, your tone awkward. âI really donât need to see more of you than I already have.â
Eris raises an eyebrow but complies, lying back on the sofa in his remaining attire. He stretches out, his posture relaxed despite his state.
You try to maintain your composure as you prepare to apply the salve, aware of the subtle flush on your cheeks at the sight of him.
You take the salve and begin applying it to his skin, your hands gliding over the thick, soothing mixture. The salve is warm and slightly sticky, and you work it into his flesh with careful, deliberate strokes. His skin is pale and warm under your touch, marked with faint, livid lines where the curse has taken hold. Despite his condition, his muscles are firm and well-defined.
You try to focus on the task, but the proximity and the intimate nature of your work make your cheeks flush. Your hands move methodically, spreading the salve evenly over his torso, smoothing it into every defined contour. The tension in the room is almost tangible, and you do your best to maintain your composure, concentrating on the rhythm of your movements.
After a few minutes, you glance up at Eris, only to find him watching you with a smirk. You assume heâs noticed your nervousness and it makes your blush deepen, feeling the heat spread across your cheeks.
You hum as if asking âWhat?â, but it comes out a bit strained.
Eris chuckles softly, the sound low and knowing. âWhatâs the pendant on your necklace?â
You pause, momentarily distracted by his question. You glance down at the pendant but realize youâve been toying with it between your teeth. You drop it, a sleek piece of black tourmaline set in a delicate silver setting. It catches the light, its dark, glossy surface reflecting an eerie, protective shimmer. âItâs black tourmaline,â you explain, trying to keep your voice steady as you wipe your hand on the skirt of your dress. âItâs known for protection.âÂ
You reach up and carefully open the locket, revealing a small, intricately illustrated image nestled inside. The illustration depicts you and a scruffy little dog, your faces pressed close together. His warm brown eyes are visible, reflecting the affection between you. The artistâs delicate strokes bring out the softness and warmth of the scene, with a gentle, glowing quality.
âHere,â you say, offering the locket for Eris to see. âThatâs my dog, Cedar. Heâs my best friend.â
Eris glances at the illustration and raises an eyebrow. âCute dog,â he remarks, his voice softening slightly. He takes a moment to admire it before you close the locket and turn your attention back to the task at hand.
You resume applying the salve, your hands moving carefully over his thighs. Your proximity is close, and you canât help but be aware of the intimate nature of the task.
Eris breaks the silence, his tone is casual yet curious. âI wouldnât have pegged you as a dog person. Whatâs he like?â
You continue working the salve into his skin, your hands deftly spreading it. âCedar? Heâs a little bundle of energy. Loves to play and is always up for an adventure. Not very fond of arrogant redheads.â
Eris chuckles softly. âSounds like quite a character. Iâve got a few ghost hounds myself. Jasperâs the mischievous one, Emberâs more reserved but loyal, and Thorne... well, heâs a bit of a troublemaker. They each have their own quirks, but theyâre a handful.â He smiles faintly, a hint of fondness in his eyes.
You nod, trying to focus on the salve while managing the awkward proximity. âSounds like theyâre quite a pack.â
Erisâs eyes twinkle with a mixture of amusement and affection as he regards you. âThey are. All twelve of them.â
You clear your throat, doing your best to shake off the distraction of Erisâs body under your hands. âTwelve? Thatâs⌠quite a lot,â you manage to say, hoping your voice doesnât betray how flustered you are.
Eris gives a small, almost smug nod. âTheyâre quite the company.â
You force a small smile, quickly refocusing on the task at hand before your scent gives you away. âAlright, I need you to flip over so I can get your back,â you instruct, your voice steadier now.
Eris moves with a grace that belies the curseâs toll, turning onto his stomach. As he settles, you catch yourself marveling at the expanse of his back, the way his muscles shift beneath his skin. You work the salve into his skin, starting at his shoulders and moving downward. Your fingers glide over the planes of his back, kneading the thick mixture into his skin with slow, deliberate motions.
When you reach his lower back, you canât help but notice how firm and tight his muscles are. You swallow hard, trying to focus on the task and not on how ridiculously sculpted he is. This close, his scentâwoodsy and warm, with a hint of spiceâmixes with the herbs of the salve, creating an intoxicating blend that makes your heart race.
With the salve fully applied, you stand and step back, wiping your hands on a cloth. You retrieve the small vial of enchanted water from your supplies. The liquid inside shimmers faintly, a sign of its potency.
You kneel beside Eris and unstopper the vial, letting a few drops spill into your palm. âThis will help neutralize any residual dark magic,â you explain, mostly to fill the silence as you pour the water into your hands. Itâs cool to the touch, sending a slight tingle through your fingers.
Gently, you begin to rub the enchanted water into his skin, starting at his shoulders and moving downward again. You feel a faint warmth where the water touches his skin, a sign that the curse is reacting to the cleansing magic. You mutter a soft incantation under your breath as you work, tracing the lines of his muscles with your fingertips to ensure the water reaches every part of him.
Eris lies still beneath you, but you can sense his awareness of your every move. The tension between you is palpable, like a coiled spring waiting to snap. But you focus on your work, pushing aside the awkwardness.
You clear your throat softly. âFlip back over. I need to do your front.â
Eris obliges, rolling onto his back again. As you begin to apply the enchanted water to his chest, your hands instinctively move in slow, deliberate circles. The cool liquid glides over the hard planes of his abs and pecs, and you find yourself distracted by the feel of his muscles beneath your fingertips. His skin is smooth, marred only by the faint, dark lines of the curse, but the tautness of his body is impossible to ignore.
Your thoughts begin to wander, unbidden. The definition of his abs under your touch, the way his chest rises and falls steadily with each breath, the heat radiating from him despite the coolness of the waterâall of it feels too intimate, too close. You lose yourself in the rhythm of the massage, each movement deliberate, but tinged with an awareness you wish you could ignore.
When you finally finish applying the water, you take a step back and wipe your hands again. âThat should do it,â you say, though your voice comes out softer than you intended. âNow we just need to give it time to work.â
Eris slowly sits up, his movements careful and deliberate. He glances at you, and for a moment, his usual guarded expression softens. "Thank you," he says quietly, the words carrying a weight that surprises you.
You nod, unsure of how to respond to the sudden shift in his demeanor. "Just... make sure you rest. The curse should start breaking down now, but you'll need time to recover-"
Eris cuts you off, his tone turning teasing as he leans forward. "You always seem to be keeping that mouth of yours busy, don't you?"
You blink, caught off guard by the sudden comment. "Excuse me?"
His gaze drops pointedly to your hand, and it's only then that you realize your thumbnail is between your teeth. You quickly pull it away, trying to mask your embarrassment with a frown. "I wasn't-"
"Oh, you were," he interrupts, the smirk playing on his lips growing. "First your necklace, now your nails. And don't think I didn't notice you biting your lip earlier. Tell me, is this a nervous habit or something else?"
You huff, the irritation building slowly. "It's nothing. Just a habit, alright?"
He tilts his head, his eyes narrowing slightly as if he's dissecting your every move. "A habit, hmm? Interesting."
You roll your eyes, exasperation creeping into your tone. "Look, it's really none of your business. I just did you a favor, saving your life; can't you drop the smart remarks for once?"
Eris's smirk doesn't waver. "A favor? Let's not pretend you didn't enjoy getting your hands all over me," he says, his voice dripping with mockery. "You were practically drooling over me."
Your face burns, and you take a step forward, anger and embarrassment now battling for dominance. "I was doing my job, Eris. If I took any extra care, it was because I had to-your life was in my hands, not because I wanted to."
He arches an eyebrow, clearly amused by your rising frustration. "So you admit you were being thorough."
You let out a frustrated breath, the tension between you crackling like a live wire. "You're insufferable, you know that? Not everything is about you."
His voice drops to a low, teasing whisper. âIf itâs just a job, then why do you look like youâve been caught red-handed?â
Your eyes widen at his insinuation, and you struggle to find a retort, feeling both flustered and infuriated by his smugness.
Your heart skips a beat at the intensity in his gaze, the raw challenge in his words. "What does it matter to you?" you snap back, though your voice falters, the heat of the moment starting to overwhelm you. "You're just trying to get under my skin."
Eris's gaze flickers to your lips, and you feel the air between you grow heavy, charged with an undeniable tension. "Maybe I am," he murmurs, his voice a low, seductive growl. "Or maybe I'm just waiting for you to admit you want this as much as I do."
Your breath catches, and for a moment, the world narrows down to just the two of you, the magnetic pull between you impossible to ignore. You shake your head, trying to maintain your composure despite the heat in your cheeks. "You don't really want this," you retort, your voice coming out more uncertain than you intended.
Eris's smirk widens, and he stands impossibly close to you, his eyes dark with intensity. "Oh, but I do."
You meet his gaze, feeling a surge of defiance and desire. "Prove it," you challenge, your voice barely above a whisper.
Eris responds to your challenge with a fierce intensity. He closes the space between you with a sudden, forceful kiss that takes your breath away. His lips crash against yours, and the kiss is a wild, heated clash of desire and frustration.
Your lips meet with a ferocity that makes your head spin, his hands gripping your face as if he's afraid you might pull away. His mouth moves against yours with a demanding urgency, his tongue pushing past your lips to tangle with yours. The kiss is rough, almost desperate, as if he's trying to prove something with every touch.
You feel his teeth nip at your lower lip, sharp and insistent, and the sudden spark of pain only intensifies the heat between you. Your hands find their way to his hair, gripping it tightly and pulling him closer if possible, as if trying to merge your bodies together.
Eris's fingers tangle in your hair, his grip firm as he tilts your head to deepen the kiss. His movements are driven by a raw, unrestrained need, and you can feel his breath come in ragged gasps against your skin. Each touch, each movement is a battle, a clash of passion and frustration.
You respond in kind, your own fingers digging into his scalp, your nails scratching lightly as you try to keep up with the fierce pace he sets. The kiss is a war of wills, a struggle for dominance that leaves you both breathless and hungry for more.
Finally, the intensity of the kiss subsides, but only slightly. You pull away just enough to look into each other's eyes, both of you panting heavily, faces flushed. The moment is charged with an electric tension, a mix of anger and desire that hangs in the air between you.
Eris's eyes are dark and intense as he stares at you, a smirk playing at the corner of his mouth. "Is that proof enough?" he asks, his voice low and rough.
Your lips slam into his again, and you press your body against his with a forceful urgency, your hands roaming over his bare torso. Erisâs initial surprise quickly turns into fervor. His hands move over your back and sides, his touch rough but deliberate. His fingers brush along the fabric of your dress, tugging it slightly as he pulls you closer. His hands glide over your waist, up your sides, and finally settle at the small of your back, pulling you so close that thereâs no space left between your bodies. Your hands explore his chest, feeling the hard planes of muscle beneath his smooth skin, and you canât help but dig your nails in slightly, relishing the shudder that ripples through him.
âYouâre such a pain,â you murmur against his lips, your voice breathy but laced with irritation. âAlways so arrogant, thinking everyone wants you.â
Erisâs response is a low growl, his lips curving into a wicked smile as he pulls back just enough to look at you. âAnd yet here you were, begging me to strip under the guise of helping me. I guess my arrogance isnât so misplaced after all.â
Your retort is immediate, biting. âGuise? I did help you, donât flatter yourself. This isnât about you���itâs about shutting you up.â You punctuate your words by biting down on his lower lip, hard enough to make him hiss in a mix of pain and pleasure.
He chuckles, the sound low and mocking. âIs that what youâre telling yourself? That this is just about shutting me up?â His grip on your hips tightens, his voice dropping to a rough whisper. âKeep lying to yourself if it helps you sleep at night. But we both know youâre enjoying this.â
You shove him back slightly, just enough to regain some space, your chest heaving with both desire and defiance. âYouâre delusional. If anything, Iâm doing this to prove you wrong.â But even as you say it, your hands are already trailing lower, brushing over the hard lines of his abdomen, testing his resolve.
Erisâs smirk never falters. âKeep telling yourself that,â he says, his voice thick with lust and challenge. âBut we both know the truthâyou canât resist me any more than I can resist you.â
âResist?â You scoff, though your voice wavers with the intensity of the moment. âWho said anything about resisting? Maybe Iâm just enjoying the moment before I throw you out.â
His eyes darken further, a primal edge sharpening his features. âYou talk a big game, but I can feel how much youâre into this.â His hand slides up your thigh, pushing the fabric of your dressâs long skirt aside with forceful impatience. âOr do you want me to stop and see if you beg?â
You meet his challenge head-on, your eyes blazing. âBeg? Iâd rather die.â
He grins, his teeth flashing in the dim light as his hand continues its relentless exploration. âWeâll see.â
With that, he kisses you again, the force of it pushing you both back until youâre pinned against the wall, his body pressing into yours with an intensity that makes your head spin. Your hands tangle in his hair, pulling hard, and he groans into your mouth, his own grip on you tightening as the need between you becomes impossible to ignore.
"You're insufferable," you hiss, though your fingers are still digging into his skin, still trailing over the hard lines of his chest.
Erisâs mouth swallows your frustrated words. âThen shut me up,â he murmurs against your lips, his voice dripping with challenge.
You take the bait, pulling him closer as you bite down on his lip again, harder this time, drawing a low groan from him. His hands slip under your dress, the roughness of his touch sending a shiver up your spine. âThat all youâve got?â he taunts, his voice ragged.
You pull back just enough to meet his gaze, your eyes locked with his in a heated stare. âI can do a lot more than that,â you shoot back, your voice dripping with defiance.
âProve it,â he snarls, his hands tightening on your hips as if daring you to push the boundaries further.
Your gaze never wavers from his as you slowly begin to sink to your knees in front of him. Eris's breath hitches slightly, his eyes darkening with a mix of surprise and something else, something far more primal.
âCareful,â he warns, though thereâs a rough edge to his voice that betrays his anticipation. âYou might find yourself in over your head.â
You smirk, defiant as ever. âIâm sure I can handle you,â you say, your voice low and challenging as you settle in front of him, pulling his underwear down and freeing his cock. It springs up, slapping against his skin. Eris's breath catches again, this time more audibly, as your fingers wrap around him, the warmth of your touch eliciting a shudder from him. For a moment, the air between you is charged, thick with tension. His fiery gaze locks onto yours, his usual cool demeanor cracking just enough to reveal the raw desire simmering beneath the surface.
âIs that so?â His voice is a rasp, heavy with lust, yet there's still a trace of his usual arrogance, as if heâs not entirely convinced you know what youâre getting into. His hand slides into your hair, not quite a caress but not entirely a threat either.
You look up at him through your lashes, your smirk never fading as you lean in, the tip of your tongue teasing the sensitive head of his cock. Eris's grip tightens involuntarily, and you feel a surge of satisfaction at the way his control is already starting to slip.
âKeep pushing me, and I wonât be able to stop myself,â he growls. But you donât intend to stop. You want to see him unravel, to take him apart piece by piece until thereâs nothing left of his carefully constructed composure. Your mouth closes around him, taking him deeper, your movements slow, savoring the way he swears under his breath, his hips jerking slightly as if he canât help but respond to the pleasure youâre giving him.
âFuck,â he mutters and braces his hand against the wall as you cup his balls. The last of his restraint frays as you take him deeper, the heat of your mouth and the slick glide of your tongue driving him mad with pleasure.
His dominance, his ever-present need to be in control, is slipping through his fingers, and you can see it in the way his eyes flutter shut, in the way his head tips back, exposing the strong line of his throat. Youâre pushing him closer and closer to the brink, and the power you feel at this moment is intoxicating, heady, and utterly addictive.
His hand tightens in your hair, and just as you feel like youâve taken control, he pulls you back with a sudden, forceful yank. The motion is swift, leaving you gasping as he tilts your head up, pressing it back against the wall. His eyes, dark and wild, lock onto yours, and you can see the moment he decides to take the power back.
Without a word, he thrusts forward, his cock pushing past your lips in a smooth, deliberate motion, filling your mouth completely. The sensation is overwhelmingâthe taste of him, the pressure, the way his hips move with a raw, unrestrained need. Heâs no longer holding back, no longer letting you lead.
His hand in your hair tightens even more, holding you firmly in place as he begins to fuck your mouth, each thrust rougher, more demanding than the last. You can feel the tension in his body, the way heâs fighting to maintain some semblance of control, but itâs slipping fast, and you know youâre the one driving him to this point.
âIs this what you needed?â he growls, his voice rough with the thrill of dominance. âAlways biting your nails, playing with that necklace... I knew you needed something more to keep that mouth of yours busy.â
His words send a jolt of heat through you, the dark thrill only intensifying your desire. You try to nod, but his grip holds you in place, his cock filling your mouth completely, muffling any response you could give. The way heâs watching you, eyes narrowed, intense, tells you he knows exactly what heâs doing to you.
âTell me,â he demands, thrusting deeper, his voice low and laced with a dark satisfaction. âYou like this better, donât you? Better than biting down on that lip of yours? Youâd rather be sucking my cock, wouldnât you?â
The words, the sheer audacity of his tone, make you whimper around him, the sound vibrating through your throat, and his grip tightens almost possessively in response. His thrusts become more erratic, each one pushing you closer to the edge, the friction, the heat building between you until itâs all-consuming.
âLook at you,â he murmurs, his voice filled with a mix of mockery and admiration. âSo desperate to keep your mouth busy. Is this what youâve been wanting all along? Something to fill that pretty little mouth, something to keep you from biting down so hard?â
You hollow your cheeks, taking him deeper, and the way he shudders makes you feel a surge of satisfaction. Youâre pushing him right to the edge, and he knows it, the way his hips snap forward betraying how close he is to losing control entirely.
âFuck,â he groans, his voice cracking with the intensity of it all. âYou feel so fucking goodâtaking me so well. Just like that. Keep going, and Iâll make sure you never have to worry about looking for something to occupy that pretty little mouth with ever again.â
His words send you spiraling, your own desire mounting as you submit to his dominance. You can feel him throbbing in your mouth, the desperation in his movements telling you just how close he is to unraveling completely. His grip on your hair is almost punishing, but the way heâs losing himself in you is worth every second of it.
âDo you like this?â he taunts, his voice low and rough. âBetter than anything else youâve ever had between those lips?â
And just as you sense heâs about to tip over the edge, he pulls back, panting heavily, his eyes blazing with a mix of frustration and lust as he tries to regain control. But itâs too lateâheâs already there, the pleasure too overwhelming to stop. With a low, guttural groan, he wraps his hand around his slick cock as he strokes himself to completion.
His hips jerk as he comes, hot and thick, painting your lips and tongue with his release. The taste of him floods your senses, salty and rich, and you canât help but savor it, holding his gaze as you swallow every last drop. The look on his face is pure, unrestrained satisfaction, but thereâs still that edge of frustration, like heâs not quite finished with you yet.
Before you can react, he hauls you to your feet, his grip firm, almost possessive. His eyes never leave yours as he reaches out, his thumb brushing against the corner of your mouth, gathering the last traces of his release. The movement is deliberate, his expression dark and unreadable as he holds his thumb in front of your lips.
âOpen,â he commands, his voice rough, and without hesitation, you part your lips, sucking his thumb clean. The taste of him lingers on your tongue, and the way his eyes darken tells you heâs watching every second, every subtle movement.
His thumb slides free from your mouth, and for a moment, thereâs a heavy silence between you, charged with the aftermath of what just happened and the unspoken promise of whatâs to come next. Erisâs chest heaves with each breath, but the hunger in his eyes hasnât dimmed. If anything, itâs only grown stronger, the intensity between you far from spent.
Erisâs hands find the laces on the back of your dress, his fingers deft as he begins to undo them, each tug of the fabric sending a thrill of anticipation coursing through you. His breath is still heavy, uneven, but there's a renewed focus in his movements, a meticulousness that makes your pulse quicken. The dress loosens gradually, the cool air hitting your skin as he exposes more and more of you, and the sensation of his fingers grazing your back is maddening.
You can take in the sight of him nowâbare, unrestrained, his usual elegance stripped awayâit sends a jolt of desire through you. But before you can revel in it, his hands are on you again, rougher this time, pulling the dress down your body until it pools at your feet.
His eyes drink you in, taking in every inch of your now-exposed skin, and the way he looks at you makes your breath hitch. Thereâs something almost reverent in his gaze, but itâs laced with a hunger that promises heâs far from done with you. He steps closer, and the heat radiating off him is palpable, his chest brushing against yours as he reaches down between your bodies, his hand yanking your underwear down and finding its way to your core.
Your hand slips between you, stroking him, and he groans low in his throat, the sound vibrating through his chest and into yours. His fingers slide against you, a delicious friction that makes you gasp, your grip on him tightening reflexively in response. His eyes are half-lidded as he reaches behind you to undo the clasps of your bra, focused entirely on the way your body responds to him, and it sends a shiver down your spine. Itâs a reminder that despite the edge youâd gained, heâs still every bit as dangerous, every bit as intoxicating.
With a growl, Eris suddenly lifts you, your legs instinctively wrapping around his waist as he presses you back against the wall. The cool surface contrasts sharply with the heat of his body, and the sensation is almost overwhelming, his hard length brushing against your inner thigh, teasing, tormenting. You can feel the tension in his muscles, the barely restrained need as he grinds against you, his hand still between your legs, stoking the fire thatâs been burning between you both from the start.
And then, with a swift, powerful thrust, heâs inside you, and everything else falls awayâthe tension, the teasing, the power struggleâuntil all thatâs left is the raw, unrelenting desire that neither of you can deny any longer. Heâs relentless, driving into you with a raw, primal need that matches your own, each movement sending shockwaves of pleasure through you. The sound of your bodies colliding, the wet slide of him inside you, fills the room, mingling with the ragged breaths and low moans you canât suppress.
âIs this what you wanted?â he growls against your neck, his teeth grazing your skin before he bites down just hard enough to make you gasp, the pain mingling with the pleasure in a way that only intensifies the sensation. His voice is rough, laced with a dark satisfaction as if heâs finally giving you what youâve been daring him to unleash. âYouâre so fucking desperate for it, arenât you?â
âShut up,â you snap back, but your voice comes out breathless, betraying how much youâre already unraveling. His words send a thrill through you, the taunting, the edge of danger in his tone only making you want him more. Your nails dig into his shoulders, leaving marks on his skin as you try to meet his thrusts, the pressure building inside you almost unbearable.
He smirks against your throat, his breath hot and uneven. âThatâs what I thought,â he murmurs, his lips brushing against your pulse point before he bites down again, harder this time. âYou want me to break you, donât you?â
Your hands fist in his hair, yanking his head back so you can meet his gaze, the defiance in your eyes only fueling the fire between you. âShut up,â you hiss, your voice trembling with the force of your impending release.Â
A dark chuckle escapes him, and he slams into you harder, the movement sending you both crashing further into the abyss of sensation. Each thrust drives you higher, the pressure in your core building, threatening to shatter you into a million pieces. His movements are wild, erratic, and yet thereâs a precision to them, a calculated determination to make you lose control before he does. But youâre not about to give in easily, not when the taste of victory is so close.
âFaster,â you demand, your voice edged with desperation, and the way his eyes flash with something primal tells you heâs just as close to the edge as you are.
He obliges, his pace becoming almost brutal as he pounds into you, the sound of your name falling from his lips like a curse, like a prayer. âFuck, you feel so good,â he groans, his voice cracking with the intensity of it all. âIâm going to ruin you.â
âIâm sure youâd love to,â you manage to choke out, but the words are barely coherent, your mind a haze of pleasure as he drives you closer and closer to oblivion.
And then he reaches down, his thumb finding your clit, circling it with just enough pressure to send you spiraling. The sudden, overwhelming sensation makes you cry out, your body arching against him as your orgasm crashes over you like a tidal wave, drowning you in bliss.
Eris isnât far behind, the feeling of you tightening around him pushing him over the edge. He buries himself deep inside you, his own release ripping through him with a ferocity that leaves him shaking, a guttural moan escaping his lips as he finds his own release, the tension thatâs been coiled so tightly between you finally snapping.
For a moment, neither of you moves, the only sound in the room is ragged breathing as you both come down from the high. His forehead rests against yours, his breath hot against your lips, and for a fleeting moment, the war between you seems to fade, leaving only the raw, unfiltered connection that this moment has forged.
But itâs only a moment.
âDonât think this changes anything,â you murmur, your voice still breathless but laced with that familiar defiance.
Eris chuckles softly, the sound a mix of exhaustion and satisfaction. âOh, I wouldnât dream of it,â he replies, though thereâs a softness to his voice that wasnât there before, a hint of something more beneath the layers of antagonism.
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TAG! pt2 - C. STURNIOLO
SUMMARY. A little taste of the other side can't be bad for your system, right?
CONTENT. smut, degrading, oral m, f recieving, getting caught, mocking, over all mean!chris. this is kinda bad...
WC. 1.8k
pt1 (matt)
You lay in bed, the sheets tangled around your legs, the aftermath of the thrilling night air still clinging to your skin. The moon's glow has long since been swallowed by the early dawn, leaving the cabin bathed in a soft, blue light. The smell of pine and lake water lingers in your nostrils, a reminder of the game that had led to something so much more intense. Your thoughts drift back to Matt's strong arms, his hot breath on your neck, the way he'd claimed you so fiercely in the woods.
As the first light of day peeks through the cabin's windows, you hear the clatter of pans in the kitchen. You sit up, the events of the night replaying in your mind, your cheeks flushing with a mix of excitement and dread. You know the others are up, but you can't bring yourself to face them yet. You wonder if they heard anything, if they suspect what happened between you and Matt. You take a deep breath, steeling yourself for the day ahead.
Slowly, you slip out of bed and tiptoe to the bathroom, the floor cold against your bare feet. You splash water on your face, trying to wash away the evidence of your desire. The taste of him is still on your lips, a secret you're desperate to keep hidden. You glance in the mirror and see the marks on your neck, a map of passion left by his fingers. A shiver runs down your spine.
You slip into a t-shirt and shorts, trying to ignore the way your body reacts to the memory of his touch. You take another deep breath and head towards the kitchen, ready to face the day. As you enter, you're met with the sight of Nate, Nick, and Chris, all busy cooking up breakfast. They look over, greeting you with sleepy smiles and nods. You force a casual grin, hoping it hides the tumult of emotions roiling inside you.
Chris's eyes linger on you a moment longer than the others, a knowing glint in his gaze. Your heart skips a beat. Did he hear something? Did he see something? The silence stretches out, filled only with the sizzle of bacon and the crackle of the fireplace. You grab a plate, trying to act normal, but the weight of his stare is unbearable.
"Morning," you murmur, reaching for a slice of toast.
"You're up early," he says, his voice deceptively casual. "Couldn't sleep?"
You swallow hard, feeling his eyes on you like a brand. "Just had a bit of a restless night," you reply, hoping the blush on your cheeks isn't too noticeable.
He chuckles, a sound that doesn't quite reach his eyes. "Must have been something in the air."
The tension in the room is palpable, thick as the smell of coffee. You sit down at the table, trying to ignore the knot in your stomach. The banter and jokes of the morning feel forced, the usual camaraderie tainted by the secret you share with Matt. You can't help but wonder if the dynamic of this trip has shifted permanently.
When Nate, Matt and Nick announce plans to go fishing, you're both relieved and nervous. It's just you and chris in the cabin. You watch them leave, their laughter fading into the distance, leaving you with Chris and his unspoken accusation. The kitchen feels smaller, the air heavier. You pour yourself a cup of coffee, feeling his eyes on you.
He turns from the stove, the spatula in his hand, and crosses the room to stand in front of you. "So," he says, his voice low and dangerous, "you couldn't keep your hands to yourself, huh?"
Your stomach plummets. He knows. You look up at him, trying to read his expression, but his face is a mask of anger and something elseâdesire. "What are you talking about?" you ask, your voice shaking slightly.
He takes a step closer, the heat of his body almost tangible. "You know what I'm talking about," he says, his eyes dark. "You and my brother in the woods."
You open your mouth to protest, but the words die in your throat. He's seen it all. The way Matt had used you, the way you'd let him, the way you'd loved it. Chris's gaze is like a predator's, hungry and unforgiving. You know you're in trouble, but the way your body responds tells you that you might not mind as much as you should.
"I-I didn't mean for it to happen," you stutter, your voice barely a whisper.
He laughs, a cold, harsh sound that sends a shiver down your spine. "You're funny," he says, his voice dripping with contempt. "Or maybe just a little whore who can't keep your legs closed."
You flinch at the words, the sting of his accusation piercing your soul. But deep down, you know there's a part of you that craves this, that wants to be degraded and used by these men. You feel your pussy throb, betraying your thoughts.
Chris reaches out, his hand wrapping around your neck, squeezing just enough to make you gasp. "You liked it, didn't you?" he asks, his voice a menacing whisper. "You liked being Matt's little plaything."
You nod, unable to find the words to deny it. The fear and excitement mingle inside you, creating a cocktail of emotions that make your head spin. His grip tightens, and you find yourself leaning into it, your breath coming in shallow pants.
"Good," he says, his voice dark. "Because now, it's my turn."
He pushes himself down to his knees, his eyes never leaving yours. You can see the challenge in them, the dare. He's going to show you just how much of a slut you really are. You know you should be scared, should be fighting him, but instead, you're eager to see what he'll do next.
He pulls your shorts down, exposing your damp panties, you whine. "So eager," he murmurs, his voice thick with lust. "Look at you, begging for it."
He shoves your leg over his shoulder and pushes your panties aside as dives in, his tongue lapping at your clit. You moan, the sensation overwhelming, his words echoing in your mind. You do want this.
He eats you out with a ferocity that matches his words, his tongue and teeth playing with your sensitive flesh. You squirm under his touch, the pleasure building rapidly. He's not gentle, his teeth grazing your clit, his fingers digging into your thighs. But you don't want gentle. You want him to consume you, to make you feel like the dirty little whore he's painted you to be.
You whimper, your eyes rolling back in your head as he brings you closer and closer to the edge. And just as you're about to fall over, he stops. You look up at him, panting, desperate for release.
"Not yet," he says, a cruel smile playing on his lips. "We're just getting started."
You watch as he stands, the lust in his eyes unmistakable. He's in control now, and you can't help but feel a thrill at his dominance. He grabs your hand and pulls you to your feet, leading you to the couch. He sits down and pulls you onto his lap, your ass nestled against his crotch. You can feel his hardness through his shorts, pressing against you, a constant reminder of what he wants.
He shoves your face into his neck, his hand squeezing your breast through your shirt and pushing your hips onto him. "You're going to cum for me," he murmurs, his voice thick with desire. "And when you do, you're going to scream my name."
You nod, your breath coming in ragged gasps. You're so close, so close to the edge, and he's the one holding you there. His hand slides down to your pussy, his fingers finding your clit, playing with it mercilessly. He knows just how to touch you, just how to keep you on that knife's edge.
And then he's gone, his hand leaving you aching and needy. "Take off your shirt," he commands, his voice low and firm.
You do as you're told, the fabric sliding off your shoulders to reveal your naked chest. His eyes rake over you, and you feel a flush of heat. You're exposed, vulnerable, and it only makes you wetter. He leans in, his mouth closing over your nipple, his teeth grazing the sensitive flesh. You arch your back, your hips grinding against his cock.
He chuckles, a dark sound that sends a thrill through you. "Eager little slut," he says, his voice muffled against your skin. He pulls away, leaving your nipple wet and sensitive. "Now, let's see how much of a whore you really are."
He pushes you down onto the couch, your legs spread wide. He dives back in, his tongue flicking against your clit, his teeth scraping your inner thighs. You can't help but moan, the pleasure so intense it's almost painful. He's relentless, his mouth working you over until you're nothing but a writhing mess beneath him.
And then, just as you're about to climax, he stops again. You whine, your body begging for more. "What's the magic word?" he asks, his voice taunting.
"Please, chris" you gasp, your voice desperate.
He grins, a wicked look that sends a shiver down your spine. "Good girl," he says, and then he's back, his mouth on you, his tongue and teeth and lips working in tandem to drive you wild. You can't hold back anymore, your body bucking as you scream his name, your orgasm crashing over you like a wave.
Chris doesn't let up, even as you beg for mercy. He eats you out like you're his favorite meal, like he's starving and you're the only thing that can fill him up. Your pussy is soaking wet, his mouth working relentlessly, his tongue flicking and teasing, his teeth grazing. You're so sensitive now, every touch feels like it could send you over the edge again.
"You're mine, yeah?" he murmurs, his breath hot against your skin. "Mine to use, mine to fuck, whenever I want." The words are a dark promise, one that sends a thrill through you even as you squirm under his touch. You know he's not playing around, that he means every word.
And yet, as he stands, his pants tented with his erection, you find yourself looking up at him with a mix of fear and excitement. You know what's coming next, and you can't help but want it. He strips off his shorts, his cock springing free, thick and hard. "Open your mouth," he commands, and you do, eager to taste him, to be used by him the way you were by Matt.
He takes your face in his hands, his grip firm as he guides his cock into your mouth. He's not gentle, pushing in deep, filling you up until you gag. You can feel his muscles tense, the power of his body as he uses you, as he takes what he wants. It's intoxicating, the way he's claiming you, making you his.
His hand is in your hair, pulling you closer, controlling every movement. You're just a toy to him, a means to an end, and you love it. You love the way he's using you, the way he's degrading you. You suck harder, your eyes watering, your throat aching, but you don't stop. You want to please him, to make him cum, to show him just how much of a slut you really are.
You feel the tension in his body build, his breath coming in harsh pants. "That's it," he groans, his hips thrusting. "Take it all, baby." And then he's coming, his hot seed filling your mouth, down your throat. You swallow, eager to taste him, to show him you're his.
But just as he pulls out, you hear the door creak open. You freeze, your eyes snapping to the entrance. There, in the doorway, stands Matt, his eyes wide with shock. The room goes still, the only sound the crackling of the fireplace.
You're caught, a whore on her knees with Her best friend's brother's cum on her face. The look in Matt's eyes is unreadable, a mix of anger, lust, and something elseâpossessiveness? You don't have time to think, to react, because Chris is already packing up, tucking himself back into his pants with a smug smile.
"Well, look who's back, baby" he says, his voice cold. Matt doesn't answer, his gaze locked on you. You scramble to your feet, your heart racing.
You start to pull your shorts up, trying to cover yourself, but Matt grabs your wrist, his grip like steel. "What do you think you're doing?" he asks, his voice a dark whisper. "You're not done yet."
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Australia has committed to elevating Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander knowledge as one of five national priorities in science and research. This comes as part of the National Science Statement released on Monday by the Minister for Industry and Science, Ed Husic. The statement signals the national priorities that will shape investment and policy across research and development over the next decade. Australian research already punches above its weight. The statement notes we produce 3.4% of the world's research with just 0.33% of the world's population. So how can we accelerate our impact? Indigenous knowledge systems are a national strength. The history of science on this continent is extraordinary, yet we often fail to recognize the sophisticated knowledges held by our First Nations peoples. Indigenous voices must be at the table. The first peoples, the first scientists Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander peoples were the first astronomers, physicists, biologists and pharmacists on this continent. From as far back as 65,000 years, Indigenous people have been integrating knowledge systems with and for people and Country. There are many examples of Indigenous knowledge contributing to contemporary problems. Traditional Aboriginal burning takes into account local weather conditions, plants, environments and animals. It shows how plants react to fire, how to reduce the risk of major fire events, and support regeneration and biodiversity. Indigenous-led approaches to urban water are pointing towards more sustainable water management practices that also regenerate ecological and cultural environments.
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