#rantish?

[free-boundsoul]

I really wish that I was a more social person who was good at interacting with people

But I am very awkward and never know what to say so I probably come off as either really weird or really bitchy so I'm sorry about that

[beast-of-mosss]

I kinda just, like, um realized that—I never really got to come out as queer. That was taken away from me by my dad, by my family. No wonder I feel so hesitant to tell them anything—it's all just something to tell for others enjoyment.

[sevensins-stuff]

I miss the characters obey me used to have...

[beedreamscape]

I'm pretty much the worst person to even weigh in on this topic because I've been partial to Suvi since day one, but in my opinion there wasn't ever a need to explain or justify Suvi's choices/reactions.

Not because she's perfect, never wrong (though in my heart I know...) but because I'm very certain that the people that keep on hammering on her mistakes/shortcomings/tendencies are people that already dislike Suvi (or don't like Aabria very much, I wish this wasn't a topic of consideration but even 30+ eps in there's still people like that around) for whatever reason and gather excuses to justify their bias against her and no amount of explanation will turn their hearts in her favour.

It really feels like a parallel to the way Suvi herself tries to be understood by her friends and yet she fails time and time again.

And people insist on forgetting that Suvi is not the Citadel, she's just one young wizard of the Citadel.

And it's gut-wrenching how much I relate to that feeling of alienation before every corner she tries to fit in: amongst her citadel peers she's othered by her position and privilege, and now by her friendship to a witch and a spirit; between her friends she's the odd-one-out because of her Citadel connections and the nature of her power; and now amongst the witches she stands out by being the face of the "enemy".

I don't blame her for clinging to the little corner of the world that has not made her feel foreign despite the very nature of her presence: in Steel's family whom she's not related to by blood, yet completely by heart.

And it'll never be a fair game. The girls especially are very young and with new-found independence, they're given colossal decisions to make, and that before beings older than three generations of them combined and incomprehensively more powerful and less empathic.

As much as Mirara wants there to be a good witch and bad witch, there's no such thing as black and white, there are decisions and consequences, what one does with the power they're given. There is no right or wrong in a fight filled with so much heart, there was never a world where a fight between Ame and Suvi would be clean.

[batboopp]

a problem in Bruce and Cassandra’s relationship I barely see talked about is how they both see so much of themselves in eachother, and just how detrimental that is. which honestly, it makes sense considering Bruce’s relationship with Minhkhoa and Selina, and how those relationships either end or fall short because they see a dangerous amount of themselves in eachother. the people in those relationships rarely take the time to see how the other person personally reacts to certain things, and it can lead to over-expectations or assuming the other will automatically “do the right thing” depending on what problem they’re going through as a relationship. i hope we see more character arcs of Bruce and Cass learning more about the other as separate individuals. i want to see their impossible standards and ideals clash more, because im tired of seeing content like “cass is batman’s carbon copy!!” which is slightly true, but it just isn’t that interesting anymore and diminishes BOTH of their well written (“well written” depending on the writer, obviously) personalities and character traits.

[sailorgundam308]

I truly must have a “oh sweet summer child” kind of brain, cause I realized a long while back that Karlach seemed to tell 2 completely different backstories for herself pre Avernus.

Still, in my naïveté I was gaslighting myself, thinking things like “oh, no way Larian and the writers would have let this pass! I must be confused. Maybe I read one of the backstories in the parsed dialogues file, and then saw another one in the game, and got confused. They wouldn’t have put BOTH in the released game - they had a writer just for Karlach, didn’t they? Why would that person forget what they themselves wrote? Nah. I mean, lol, even I would’ve noticed this glaring mistake! No, not a huge team of professionals.”

…

AND YET.

Honestly, this and the painting of Karlach in the original soundtrack art being flipped wrong will forever leave a bad taste in my mouth 👀

[rockyeugh]

the hypocrisy of fnaf fans is gonna kill me

like you know gregory right? that little shit? the one the fandom supposedly hates because he killed for no reason DESPITE in all likelihood to be glitchtrapped when he was killing*. ‘oH wHaT aBoUt CaSsIe-‘ bro. there is more (solid) evidence for the mimic dropping the elevator then mikebro being canon. yet they scream and hate on a literal child. BUT THIS AIN’T EVEN THE WORST PART.

Micheal Afton** bullied his brother for what is implied relentlessly for a long time, to the point where the brother would be crying at all times, always fearing his brother would scare him. the brother is then is stuck going to a place he hates due to his fear of animatronics (either caused by Micheal or the nightmares/his father***) and then Michael decides to prank his brother by SHOVING HIS HEAD INTO AN ANIMATRONIC, LEADING TO HIS SKULL BEING CRUSHED. or in other words, Micheal killed his brother for fun. sure it could be considered an accident, but that doesn’t suffice for all the past bullying and traumatising. and yet the fandom victimises and softens him as much as Gale in the hunger games movies.

*based of all the evidence in the tapes and book

**Assuming mikebro is canon

***Assuming the fnaf4 = nightmare gas (from the books) and fnaf4 protag = crying child

[quartzitess]

As much as I love shipping, I don't like when people water down they're characters to JUST the ship, take sodapack for example, Liam is such an interesting protagonist, as we watch the story go on, we watch him loose everything he ever had, his job, his friends, when he finally comes back to earth, he's practically declared DEAD, despite the fact only one person, Owen., Knows he's alive, he doesn't have anyone, which is why he finds his purpose, in stopping one, to make sure no one ever has to go through that again, but as for Bryce? Bryce finally found his purpose when he got eliminated from the game, his life before the game? He was practically barely living it, surviving, not thriving, when he leaves the game and goes back to his normal life, he actually HAS motivation to Start living it dude, it's so amazing how much parallels they have to each other, but I see so many people just water down they're personalities to sodapack, it makes me sad, especially when people portray Liam as some helpless victim, he was absolutely a victim, but HE isn't a child, that's a grown ass man, he should not be infantalized, and Bryce? I've seen people treat him like some sort of weird bully / tsundere character?? It's weird, in my opinion I do like sodapack, but I don't like Liam and Bryce just BECAUSE of sodapack.

There are so many different examples I could practically pull up here right now but BRO I see this so much with sodapack.

[weirdnerdygoat]

Ok but why do so many people in ireland refuse to listen to the idea that maybe *gasp* building apartment blocks instead of large suburban homes could help with the housing crisis :0000

Like suree, big houses are nice but also it's A FUCKING HOUSING CRISIS. And plenty of people (including families) in other countries live in apartments around the world, and THEY'RE FINE.

I have no clue what the politicians are saying about this because I'm too politically unaware, but like come on you guys. you normal people. please.

[gynaephora]

Posting about fandoms is so scary. What do you mean, people will see this? What if I misinterpreted every character and skipped crucial dialogue and the game bugged specifically for me so I never saw a foundational scene that changes everything and they have to hit me with hammers forever? What then?

[animationismycomfort]

why do people act like just because someone doesn’t want kids society is gonna collapse

[edensrose]

A small little update on my life because I desperately need to rant

For all of you who saw me pop back up yesterday and announce that I'm back, that was because I decided to do away with my exams and instead write them next year ( basically, postpone my exam date so that I could study more and get a better mark )

Yesterday was nice, I relaxed for the first time in about two weeks and had a lot of fun. . .

And then today happened.

I won't get into all the details but let's just say I'm being pressured into following through and doing the exam anyway even though 1. I am stressed beyond measure, 2. I'm not going to get a good mark because of all the cramming I've had to do because of the educational department bringing the exam date nearer, and 3. I could easily do the exam next year and probably not give myself multiple panic attacks, get myself some actual good marks and all around just make things easier for myself

The exam is on Friday. I've been sick from last week Friday or Saturday ( can't really remember ) and thus cut down on study days ( which by the way, I really really need ) because I was in so much pain I could barely stand or see straight

So, tldr:

I'm beyond stressed. It feels like everything did a full 180 from yesterday, I have a constant feeling of a rock in my chest / chest aches in general and to top it all off it seems like those around me thought I was trying to give up! For merely pushing the exam date back

I wanna say I'm okay but honestly, I'm not. Mathematics has ruined me in so many different ways and coming from a person who gets straight A's in every other subject except this one? The self loathe is real

As originally planned I'll probably officially be back by the 8th of May. Take care everyone ❤️

[randommothxd]

Small rant:

Don't read if easily mad,this is just my opinion/pov :)

Sorry if this sounds rude

but I just wanna say,hypothetically,let's say God is real.. who says I have to love him?

I'm not a Satanist,dont get confused.

from what I've been told,being gay is a sin!

God forbid you fucking dare to like two genders,you'll be put in the same place insane serial killers are and be tortured forever and ever.being burned because you UNWILLINGLY do something a bigot (aka god) doesn't like!"GOD" MADE WOMEN HAVE CRAMPS AND BLEED EVERY MONTH OVER A APPLE!?

(Source:Wikipedia) "international law posits that no person may be punished for acts that he or she did not commit. It ensures that the collective punishment of a group of persons for a crime committed by an individual is forbidden" those words exactly ^^

"oh but it's god,it doesn't matter" would you still love God if he stole someone's rib?

IT'S ALOMST LIKE HE DID!

"And from the rib that the lord God had taken from the man,he made a woman and brought her to him" - genesis 2:22

It's kinda like cult

"He's aways watching,he made us,he decides where we go,he is all holly,we do what he says"

Which I find werid

When are they going to realize about dinosaurs and the millions of evidence we have of evaluation...do they just ignore it?

I've seen a video where someone says that God did impossible things and that they "aren't impossible with god" but they also say that they have the holly spirit,shouldn't that mean that you can walk on water?

So yes...

I don't belive in God nor would I like him

So what if I go to he'll?

I've been living there!

It's called Arizona💀

That being said...

Do what youwant!

I don't care if you're Christian,Muslim,Jewish,or anything else

Do what you want! Life's too short!

I encourage you to believe in (insert what you have faith in)!!!

I can't really say much,I believe in erm... some things that not everyone does

And that's OK!

I'm a bit of a conspiracy theorist so i can't really say much :/

In conclusion:belive in what you want but this is just what I do,im not trying to be a bitch,I'm simply explaining my pov!

Unrelated: you should listen to "the exorcist" by calypso

[emdabitchass]

I’m so overwhelmed rn into not fucking funny I haven’t finished sewing my Halloween costume because I can’t bring myself to stab myself with that needle ONE MORE FUCKING TIME

[beedreamscape]

nothing media-wise has disappointed me as deeply as bridgerton s3, and I've watched most of my childhood shows get ass quality sequels

[slytherinshua]

i need collab stages to come back in full... like be a VERY regular thing. i feel like they're starting to come back?? we got riize and anton's dad, yeonjun and yuna (kinda), chaeyeon and hwanwoong, and the mama collabs

but i want those random ones like. victon x astro x pentagon covering bts. why?? idk but i eat it up

and esp the boy group x girl group collabs, lets not normalize shipping culture to the point that they're scared to look at each other??