#ra survivor

[silentalltheseyearsnomore]

A thing about being polyfragmented I find so hard (besides all of it) is how often a new part will come out and share a name/age/interests/what they hold or whatever. And then... woosh! Do we ever hear from them again? Anyone's guess. It can sure feed the denial.

I know a huge aspect of this is also not having had a container to do the work properly for years now. So much inside is shut away. It needed to be. And I'm terrified for it to ever come back out. It wouldnt be healthy to come back out how it did back then, that therapy was not contained enough. But at some point it needs to, in a safe away. I just am so sad for so many parts who we were helping and then.. just.. survival took over and they're back shut away holding all the awful shit. It's so sad. I wish we could help on our own. But it's too much and too dangerous without the right support.

[silentalltheseyearsnomore]

This is both how my life and our system feels. Why can't things just move along without disaster? Just for long enough to build some kind of life? Please?

I get that with severe childhood trauma we can often reenact, unintentionally end up in similar or unhealthy patterns, etc etc. And sure that was us for a while. But these days? No. I swear to the fucking queen of whales that is not what is happening. I have worked so hard to not be in that pattern. And yet random, inexplicable disasters seem to still follow along.. and we if that was not enough, always, always, always on trauma anniversaries. Completely unrelated. Completely not us "acting out", just fucking unrelated disasters out of nowhere like people vanishing or pets dying or injuries or more therapy trauma we couldn't have predicted. How is it possible it always happens on the same dates? And why? How do I not take it as a sign from the universe that we just are not supposed to be here (or we are evil and deserve it and etc etc)?

I am so damn tired.

[filius-perditionis]

why do cult leaders in media always gotta be sympathetic and have super tragic backstories and good intents behind the cult

this isn't to say i don't love characters like Fiddleford & Viktor (though idk if Viktor is quite the same yet as im only on Arcane season 2 act 2) where they have good intentions but end up brainwashing people

but i want a cult leader that is money hungry and power hungry and gives victims stupid rules so they'll always be tearing themselves apart trying to appease the one that they think will save them

not because i like irredeemable villains but because i want to be seen

my best examples that i know of are King of Ooo and Horde Prime

[bogwitch-art]

first meetings ♥

[fatedroses]

A sketch dump for my girl because the struggle to cement her design is harder than my struggles to clear EX's

[monarch-apostate]

This blog has been and allways will be a safe space for RAMCOA survivors. Our experinces are valid, we are not a conspiracy theory, and you are seen and loved.

[bastard-sys]

Given that the original upload of the flag includes the old version, and that we have deleted our own upload of it, I have decided to make this sideblog so I can put it out there again, so people have a reference for it, a reference for the colours and their meanings, and just so it's posted by us with its original intent and not claimed by someone else.

THIS IS NOT A PRIDE FLAG. THIS IS A DID/OSDD-1 AWARENESS FLAG.

STRIPES & COLOUR MEANINGS:

Black stands for Trauma & Dissociation

Blue stands for Undiscovered Systems

Green stands for Aware Systems

Yellow stands for Recovery

This flag is free for you to use and edit to your hearts content. All I ask is for you to include us in your discourse or use this flag as 'proof' or ammo.

[unwelcome-ozian]

[rangerangel]

Problematic RA Fanartist

Guys, if you haven't heard, the RA artist @p4nova is actually incredibly problematic. I'm not one to tell you who you should and shouldn't follow, but if you care about marginalized groups you should really consider whether or not you want to be associated with him.

Not only is it his birthday (absolutely disgusting behavior, how dare he turn a year older), but he actually hasn't even read any of the RA books past the first. He's an imposter and incredibly disappointing, considering all his contributions to the fandom. He's also dating known animal abuser @burnin0akleaves. So yeah, just think long and hard about whether or not you want to follow this guy.

[badolmen]

I was supposed to die and I didn’t they were supposed to live and they didn’t.

[wearespecialuniqueandimportant]

That Wasn't Bad To Be Uncomfortably Sexual Against Co***** On Purpose To Showcase Your Oppressors Can Feel Threatened You're Sexual Powerless They Can't Stop You And That They're Against Who You Are As Human An Act Empowering... That Was Okay When They Did That. That Wasn't Bad To Hurt The Other On Purpose With Words They Don't Want To Hear Knowing They Will Be Hurt. That Was Okay When They Did That. That Wasn't Bad To Be An Abuser Someone That Hurts Another And Shouldn't Be Around Them. That Was Okay When They Did That. HUMAN DOMESTICATION GUIDE GOOD CRAZY PEOPLE BAD Status Quo. CRAZY PEOPLE ALWAYS BAD The Rule. WE AREN'T CRAZY WE'RE JUST GOOD PEOPLE Their POLICE ABUSE. Cops Defend A Status Quo They Don't Believe In But Abuse Against Their Favor They're More Than Their Gasslight. They Represent This. They Take Their Side And You Take Cop Side You're A Cop. Mastodon Will Give Police Information They State That. They Will Ban You. A Political Tool. They're CRAZY IS AN ILLNESS OR YOU'RE AN ABUSER They're PARAPHILIA IS SICK AND DISGUSTING AND YOU SHOULDN'T DO THAT OR YOU'RE AN ABUSER And That. These Political Reasons... Why We're Called Abusers Abuser Always Political Because All People Offend The Existance Of Someone Else. In The Current Society. What's Wrong About This? I Aren't Right Wing. Unlike Them. I'm Delusional. And That Isn't Wrong. Their Garbage Is Problematic... And That Isn't Right To Defend Them. That's Police Behaviour. Like All They Do.

Scott Bigotshit Wanted The Villains To Villanize Crazy People. Ecco Arcane Is TRASH Literally A Useless Side Dish. Jinx Is Hero. Vi Was Always A Sanist Cop Shit. Season 1 Was Offensive And Problematic With A Huge Conservative Following. They Felt In Control The Entire Show Anti Mary Sue Propaganda And Human Domestication Guide Aswell. These Police Fascist Are Attached To Their COMMUNITY And EVERYONE Their COMFORT And SAFETY WISH FULFILLMENT COMFORT FANTASY Police Vocalbury Why Said At Us. They're Stating We're An Enemy Of The Status Quo. And They Don't Hesitate To DISPOSE Minorities... Those Deemed The RAGE BAIT And TROLL Things They Can Be Okay When They Are As That Isn't Bad To Be Them But To Be Against Them... They Don't Want Woke Feminist To Be In Control That Is Why They Like Arcane And Human Domestication Guide. Grifter Leftist Status Quo Is COMFORT And SAFETY Anything Against Them ABUSER TACTICS ABUSER BEHAVIOUR!!!! They Abuse EVERYONE To Be At Gain And Dehumanize Your Own Death To Be Good For This Everyone. Every Single Decision For EVERYONE A Community A Police State To Defend. I Am Anti Police Unlike Any Of Them. And If You Identify Someone Is Crazy You Can Ignore Them Than Tell Them That Like They're Stupid. But Their Police Status Quo Is Against The Existance Of Crazy People So... They Gasslight... I Always Think About My Good I Am Crazy And Selfish An EVERYONE That Doesn't Include Me Isn't For Anyone Especially Crazy People But Against Us. I Am Entitled To All I Deserve They Are Narcissist Aswell They Aren't Against That But Against That When That Is Me. Discrimination Meanwhile Is Always Political. In A Way That Is Wrong To State Bigotry Is Just Hating Someone You Have To Be Opposed To The Political Reason Behind The Hate.

Being Against Black And White Thinking Is Political Aswell. An Easy Way To Invalidate Someone. "OH YOU'RE STUPID? YOU CAN'T BE SMART?" That Isn't Stupid That Is Insane. If Anything My Thinking Is Very Complex More Complex Than Them That Is Why I Behave This Way Than A Machine.

Ai Meanwhile Is Good. Good For Disabled People.

First They're An Abuser (Because They're A Minority With The Opposing Stance) Then They DESERVE SUFFERING AS CONSEQUENCE OF THEIR OWN ACTION Punishment Like Prison Their SAFE SPACE Their Fascist State Opposite Of Good For You. A Place Of Exclusion You Aren't Allowed In.

Guess What That's What Happened. And Could've Been Worse... So Much Worse. Showcase We're In Danger Under These... Fascist Police... Oppressed... Save Us... Give Us Promotion... We Want To Be Saved Oh Goddess Angel... We're Woke We Aren't Ignorant... We Don't Want To Suffer We Can Tell We're Oppressed... And Want Freedom... OPEN THESE CHAINS MY GODDESS ANGEL!!!! I WANT TO BE CRAZY WITH YOU!!!!

They're Just Trying To Villanize Insanity And Paraphilias Things That Aren't Wrong For No Reason. They're Fascist Abuser Police That Crush Anyone Under Their Fascist State Their EVERYONE.

[silentalltheseyearsnomore]

I'm terrified of the terror and pain that lives inside me. How it can sleep almost quietly at times, until something pokes it-triggers it-awakens it and it SCREAMS

and screams and screams and screams

[vegetablegardens454]

SRA Survivors: Overcoming Trauma and Finding Hope

Surviving ritualistic abuse is a harrowing experience that leaves deep scars on the psyche. For many, the path to healing is fraught with challenges, but stories of resilience and recovery serve as beacons of hope. This article delves into the experiences of SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse) survivors, shedding light on their journeys, the psychological impacts of their trauma, and the avenues for support and healing. Sra Survivors

Understanding SRA

Satanic Ritual Abuse refers to allegations of abuse committed as part of occult or satanic rituals. These allegations often include claims of physical, sexual, and psychological abuse, sometimes involving extreme violence and coercion. While the validity of many SRA claims has been a subject of intense debate, the experiences of those who report such abuse are undeniably profound and traumatic.

The Psychological Impact

The psychological toll of SRA on survivors can be immense. Common symptoms include:

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD): Flashbacks, nightmares, and severe anxiety are typical symptoms experienced by SRA survivors.

Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID): Some survivors develop DID as a coping mechanism, creating multiple identities to compartmentalize and manage their traumatic experiences.

Depression and Anxiety: Chronic feelings of sadness, hopelessness, and overwhelming fear often plague survivors.

Trust Issues: Given the nature of their abuse, survivors frequently struggle with trusting others, leading to difficulties in forming and maintaining relationships.

Pathways to Healing

Healing from SRA is a long and arduous journey that requires a multifaceted approach. Here are some key components that can aid in the recovery process:

Therapeutic Support:

Trauma-Informed Therapy: Engaging with therapists who understand the complexities of SRA and its impact is crucial. Techniques such as EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing) and cognitive-behavioral therapy can be beneficial.

Group Therapy: Connecting with others who have similar experiences can provide a sense of community and reduce feelings of isolation.

Support Networks:

Survivor Networks: Organizations and online communities dedicated to SRA survivors offer a platform for sharing experiences and accessing resources.

Supportive Friends and Family: A strong support system can provide emotional stability and practical assistance.

Self-Care and Empowerment:

Mindfulness and Meditation: Practices that promote mindfulness can help survivors manage anxiety and ground themselves in the present moment.

Creative Expression: Art, music, and writing can serve as powerful outlets for processing emotions and reclaiming a sense of self.

Education and Advocacy: Some survivors find purpose and healing in educating others about SRA and advocating for better support systems and recognition of their experiences.

Stories of Resilience

Despite the darkness of their pasts, many SRA survivors have emerged as symbols of resilience and hope. Their stories inspire others to seek help and believe in the possibility of recovery. By sharing their journeys, they not only validate the experiences of fellow survivors but also raise awareness about the realities of ritualistic abuse.

One such survivor, Jane, recounts her journey from despair to empowerment. After years of silence, she found the courage to seek therapy, where she learned to confront her trauma and rebuild her life. Today, Jane works as a counselor, helping other survivors navigate their healing journeys. Sra Survivors

Conclusion

The journey of SRA survivors is marked by profound challenges, but it is also a testament to human resilience and the power of hope. By acknowledging their experiences and providing comprehensive support, society can help these survivors reclaim their lives and move towards a future filled with healing and possibility. For those who have endured such darkness, the path to recovery is a testament to their strength and the unwavering human spirit.

[signedsfs]

"The Cradle Is Going Away" he targeted the generators through the computers...he obliterated those bases

Here's a fun idea:

The Batfam's body counts get revealed, ranging from 0 to the hundreds.

But there are only question marks next to Tim's.

[thelibrarian1895]

What to do when you leave the League of Assassins?

You go to Red Robin.

So let's say that Ra's lost a significant portion of his organization not just because Tim blew up his bases, but also because quite a few of those survivors decided to defect and follow Tim instead.

Tim is initially unsure about what to do with several hundred escapees from a cult but eventually figures things out.

His first step? He sends his ninja to be recruited by Jason.

Does Jason know that a significant portion of his goons are defects from the LOA? No, not for sure. He's absolutely suspicious but he cannot confirm.

Does Jason know that Tim sent the ninja? Not at all. He suspects they're from Talia and the ninja do nothing to disabuse him of that belief. Their loyalty is towards Tim after all.

Does Jason send them away? No, he's not about to let a bunch of sketchy ninja run loose in Gotham. Plus, the more skilled help he has, the more of a pain in the side he can be towards the Black Mask and the more territory he can hold.

Is Tim going to tell Jason? No, no he is not.

Tim, in the meantime, is busy making them new IDs since all of them are undocumented, ensuring they have regular paychecks on top of what Jason pays them, PTO, and health insurance. The PTO earns Tim their undying loyalty. He also recommends that they look into more sedate hobbies when they have the time and continue or begin their schooling. A significant number of them take up knitting and crocheting.

As a result, Tim knows what's going on in Jason's organization at any given time. The ninja are getting appropriate exercise and being acclimated to a relatively normal life. And when they're ready for something slower than Jason's reinvention of the mafia/mob, Tim is ready to help them on their next stage in reclaiming their life.

[fatedroses]

Looks can be deceiving and Tsukiko did not make the best impression to the scion’s.