#r1 fanfiction

[turtle-tot-tournament]

Mutant Chompy AU by @probably-not-a-rutabaga

Chompy gets mutated and Raph raises him with the help from April, Casey, and his brothers

Shaking the Latch by @naivesilver

(Somewhat) freshly mutated Rise!Splinter and his babies get transported to the 2003 universe, where the local turtles take to acting as big brothers for the tots with varying degrees of success

[winterironevents]

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March 10 - 17, 2023

Taking Care of Daddy by Aralia Tutela (TheologyDiscography)

Rating: M

Tags: Daddy Kink, Blowjobs, Handjobs

Summary: Bucky wasn't expecting the word 'daddy' to have such an effect on Tony, but he wasn't going to argue with the results.

They said We Wouldn’t Make it to Year One by Pandagirl45

Rating: E

Tags: Archive Warnings Do Not Apply, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics Alpha/Alpha Scenting Sex Knotting

Summary: Bucky reflects on his life with a stubborn Alpha, that came into his life like a whirlwind, the obstacles that met them over the course of six years.

Nothing But You by scottxlogan @scottxlogan

Rating: M

Tags: Hopeful Ending, Angst, Cheating, Implied/Referenced Sex, Swearing, Adult Content, Past Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, Past Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers, Past Peggy Carter/Steve Rogers, past Tony Stark/Emma Frost - Freeform, Steve Rogers/Emma Frost - Freeform, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Library, Mutual Pining, Past Relationship(s), Bachelor Parties, Past Pepper Potts/Tony Stark

Summary: Bucky's best friend Steve is getting married to the girl of his dreams and Bucky is playing his part as best man for the pre-wedding festivities. As Bucky works towards putting together the events leading up to the big day, Steve makes a request from his best friend that brings Bucky's secret past back to haunt him. When Tony Stark rolls into town it opens the door to a yearning that Bucky promised himself he would never return to again. Faced with temptation in Tony's arrival, Bucky finds himself fighting his forbidden attraction to the one man that years earlier Bucky told himself that he could learn to live without.

On Your Knees For Me by Aralia Tutela (TheologyDiscography)

Rating: E

Tags: Rape/Noncon (Consensual Nonconsent) Hydra Trash Party Roleplay

Summary: Bucky is in the last place he'd wanted to be, waiting to be used and abused, again. But maybe it'll be okay, because his Commander is here.

Or, a scene gets much more intense than the three of them were expecting.

Takin’ What They’re Givin’ (‘Cause I’m Workin’ for a Livin’) – Chapter 6: Mission 5: Give A Little Bit - Part One by PoliZ

Rating: E

Tags: Sex Work, Camboy, Identity Porn, Iron Man Tony Stark/Modern Bucky

Summary: Bucky takes on a new mission with Tony, who after reaching out for a friendly chat, makes a suggestion right out of a movie.

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[ragedagainst]

happy 8th anniversary of r1!! i'll keep it short but this movie and my subsequent involvement in the community really has changed my life for the better. which - it sounds cheesy, but it's true. i first watched the movie in summer 2017, right before i went to college, and immediately fell in love. i started writing jyn soon after. i wrote her here on tumblr, in fanfiction, on discord (and in chatrooms when i was desperate) -- anywhere i could, i probably did. this is my longest lasting rp blog and it's for a good reason. no character has ever resonated with me like jyn has. i can't fully explain why but i truly just click with her character. she's given me something to hold onto in the darker parts of my life (given me HOPE) and while that's obviously not everything, since she's a fictional character, looking back, it had been just what i needed. i love you jyn er.so and ro.gue one: a st.ar wars story!!

[willie-the-tree]

Fic Writer Things & Tags

Aw thanks @nessrealta! It was fun reading your answers 💜 here are mine!

1. How did you get into writing fanfiction?

Andor. Had never read a fic in my life, let alone written one, until this show set my brain on fire and then I subsequently watched Rogue One and the Rebelcaptain brainrot took hold with a vengeance. I was like NEED MORE OF THESE CHARACTERS IMMEDIATELY AND ALSO AN ALTERNATE ENDING TO R1 and that’s when I remembered that fanfiction exists! Then, I liked the fics I was reading so much that I decided to write one myself!

That said, I always made up stories as a kid, often in my head at night to fall asleep, and often with my favorite existing characters.

2. How many fandoms have you written in?

Only Andor/Rogue One!

3. How many years have you been writing fanfiction?

1 year bb!

4. Do you read or write more fanfiction?

Read way more. When I say I check the Cassian Andor tag on AO3 every day…

5. What is one way you’ve improved as a writer?

By letting myself read and write fanfiction at all, and posting my writing on the interwebs for strangers to read. What joy.

6. What’s the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project?

Torture 😬 always feel sketch Googling that

7. What’s your favorite type of comment to receive on your work?

Literally any comment. And if the person liked what they read, even better!

One comment I always remember and hold dear to my heart is: “Take all the kudos. It’s a waterfall of kudos.” 🥹

8. What’s the most fringe trope/topic you write about?

I don’t think Cassian whump is fringe within the fandom, but it’s certainly fringe within the world.

9. What is the hardest type of story for you to write?

Heist/mission fics that are heavy on the plot.

10. What is the easiest type?

Characters’ feelings and inner monologues.

Hurt/comfort.

11. Where do you do your writing? What platform? When?

Laptop, often in bed, after work & on weekends, Microsoft Word.

Recently wrote some on a long train ride! That was fun.

12. What is something you’ve been too nervous/intimidated to write, but would love to write one day?

Totally got cold feet now that I’m at the whumpiest part of my current WIP. Would love to get through that and finish it.

13. What made you choose your username?

The weeping willow has always been my favorite tree. Underneath one, all things are possible.

No pressure Tagging @melyzard @cats-and-metersticks @absolutebearings @jynersq

[qutibahalfarouqitheclonetrooper]

Code Prime characters photos!

Main Protagonist

Heroic Partners!

Arcee and her partner is Kallen Kozuki/Kallen Stadtfeld!

[sunnychuuya]

Gonna add a lot of pictures so yeah

Bi

eyeshadow red lipstick and my favorite lipgloss

idk tbh

February

yes any physical contact is so nghaieiwiaisksiiss

the current ones I'm wearing since I just woke up, is my howls moving castle hoodie from box lunch, and my favorite pants, a pair of black ripped jeans

GEL PENS !! I own multiple cases

not sure, prilly this howls moving castle hoodie lol

my besties I met a while ago theyvd helped me through so much and are amazing people <3

nah bro who likes kpop that shit is cringe as fuck

(I have about 170 Lomo cards and the first two pics of pcs u saw r my real ones)

Anygays..!!

11. Pink and yellow r nice

12. Eyes are gorgeous

13. Autumn <3

14. Potato chips and ranch

15. Average of 4-5 hrs during the summer I think

16. I own many! I suck at Journaling tho..

17. Yesss I love cooking too, specifically baking is my favorite

18. Ehh it kinda depends but sweetie/sweetheart & darling r always great

19. I don't have dreams super often and usually they are confusing messes but one time I had a dream I went to a kikuo skz concert it was amazing

20. My best friend in 2nd grade, it turned out horrendously I lost multiple friends (including jim) and was made the subject of so much bullying the whole year just cuz I kinda had a crush on him!

21. Corduroy bear was my favorite book when I was little

22. Mt skincare routine is charcoal soap and pimple patches if I need it, I occasionally do a clay mask if I wanna

23. How dare you I love em all- Howls moving castle, spirited away, and ponyo. (I haven't seen that many but this half the ones I have seen)

24. Not really it's kinda confusing

25. God fruits are just amazing I love apples peaches plums cotton candy grapes bears blueberries strawberries fruits are amazing

26. No I still have my lip virginity lmao

27. Sometimes! I have more recently, although for before bed I often opt for fanfiction because I won't have to get up to turn off lights haha

28. Rain is one of my favorites but give me like any candle and I will love it- lemon too

29. Eh.. not really anymore sadly.

30. I don't have any specific actors, I mainly watch animated stuff tbh, but my favorite voice actor is Alejandro Saab

31. YES TWO ABSOLUTELY SILLY DOGS ELLIE AND CLIFFORD <3 Clifford looks terrified or depressed kn every picture I take of him, then ellie is the most photogenic being in existence

32. I own a ton of dresses and love most of them but my favorite is this adorable little blue dress that's currently in the washing machine rn cuz I just wore it 2 days ago

33. Wtf is San x

34. Chocolate vanilla swirl is my go to cuz it's just a classic

35. YESSS I cry over fiction so easy

36. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

37. Over a hundred I went to build a bear yesterday j love my babies

38. I love all flowers how dare you they're gorgeous

39.

40. They technically change daily but just use they them <3

Oh lord time for tags

@nugget-child I know I'm reblogging this from u but u didn't answer ?? Idk if u just didn't wanna do it but idk @dignityofadog @sciionide @darlingminjin @glitch-ink3 @r1-ka @exymybeloved @fishii28 @ohhcinnybuns @anastasiamarch-27 @ethanthespookymonth @kaycstrikesagain @official-d1ckmast3r @mypinterestgotbannedsoimherenow

soft asks:

cherry - what is your sexuality?

lollipop - favorite makeup products?

daydreams - if you could be anything or anyone, who would you be?

october - what month were you born in?

caress - do you like to snuggle?

ivory - describe your pajamas?

golden - favorite stationary product?

freckles - most-worn article of clothing?

twilight - best friend?

silk - do you like k-pop?

poppy - favorite pastel color?

dimples - most attractive features of a person’s face?

sunkissed - autumn or spring?

buttery - favorite snack?

whisper - how much sleep do you get?

pencil - do you own a journal?

cupcake - are you a good cook?

honey - favorite term of endearment?

clouds - describe one of your favorite dreams?

velvet - who was your first crush?

paper - favorite children’s book?

peaches - do you have a skincare routine?

mochi - favorite studio ghibli film?

backyard - did you ever have an imaginary friend?

strawberry - favorite fruit?

kiss - have you ever kissed a friend?,

nightlight - do you read before bed?

shampoo - favorite scent?

skin - what distant relative are you closest to?

aphrodite - favorite actress/actor?

cuddles - do you have any pets?

lace - if you own any dresses, which is your favorite?

sheets - sanrio or san-x characters?

cream - frozen yogurt flavor?

watermelon - do films ever make you cry?

sapphos - favorite poet?

plush - how many stuffed animals do you still own?

roses - what flower do you find most beautiful?

sweetheart - favorite mug/cup?

sunset - what are your pronouns?

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[kplays]

Lunch. Or his actual name Junnosuke Kitagawa.

Hey same last name as Yusuke! Where's the crossover fanfiction!

I may as well put my data for the love club here.

It's data that should be readable, If not the best presented. IDK. It's once again almost 3am, so I should just wrap this up and get ready to sleep.

Here goes. After this shot

Love club answers for females

A.Do people say they want to protect you

A1- Pretty often (

A2. Not really

B. What kind of Music do you prefer

B1- Jazz

B2-Pop

C- How dedicated are you to your style?

C1- I won't change it for anyone

C2-I can changed 

D- Men who wear expensive clothes

D1- I love their flashy ways

D2-not interested

E- what is a better decoration

E1- a crystal skull

E2- a stained glass mobile

Answering all 1s gets you Victor the vampire Demon Fuser!

So lets vary that result by answering Pop at Q2, and continue to pick 1s

F- you and your Boyfriend meet a demon

F1- Ill protect him

F2- Please protect me

G- what do you think of martial arts

G1- I'm actually interested

G2- I don't like violence

H- where would you go with your lover 

H1- Id want to go outside

H2- Id want to spend time inside

i- what present would you get your lover

i1 - A home made cake

i2- clothes that fit him

Answering all 1s from change poin,You get, an actual child Yuichi

Picking C2 at question C. Rest all first option repeats the above

Picking the stained glass mobile after answering all 1 answers got me Original Kyouji Kuzunoha's in his currently stolen body. 

 Ok, lets try a different track 

A

A1- Pretty often 

A2. Not really )

Ohh new question

J- are you bored of your everyday life?

J1- its boring )

J-2 nope

K- what season do you like more

K1- winter

K2- summer

L:- Eternal life or eternal beauty

L1- Life

L2- Beauty

M-what do you think of age differences

M1- age is nothing but a number

M2- they're kind of icky

M2-Kyouji

By picking A2, J1, K2 I got a new question

N- what do you think of talkative guys?

N1- fine in my book

N2- … not my type

N2 got me a new question

O- what do you think about willpower? 

O1- It can make dreams come true

O2- Life doesn't work that way

O2 picked

P- would you eat your favorite food forever?

P1- it would be heaven

P2- Id get tired of it someday

P2 picked

Q- what do you look for in a man

Q1- he has to be cute

Q2- its all about personality

Q2- Got Spooky

Lets go back and pick O1

New question

R- what would you drink with your lover

R1- Tea

R2- coffee

R1- Spooky is a tea drinker apparently

P2- gets me Lunch

Q1 leads to new question

S- the latest Fads…?

S1- I keep up with them

S2- Im not interested in them 

Six is gotten by keeping up with latest fads

–

Funny for the guys, saying you believe in god, that you a wizard, and that you can talk with demons all the time, results in no girlfriend for you. 

[the-space-between-all-things]

R1 discord secret santa gift delivery for @moranice-solvej! I went for your Andor!Cassian with Jyn prompt, which generated a whole new dynamic which I had a lot of fun thinking about. I hope you like it <3 Renegades What if … Saw hadn’t abandoned Jyn and she and Cassian had met right after Andor season 1? This is their first meeting (with some innocent bedsharing thrown in).

[sambargestuff]

I love the Rogue One universe of SW. 8 yrs after the movie, I still wish that all (or at least some of them) survived and we'd gotten a limited R1 series covering their adventures from Scariff to the destruction of the 2nd Death Star.

Instead we got "somehow Palpatine returned" and Rey calling herself Skywalker even though she is not a Skywalker in any way.

Alas, that's what fanfiction is for, I guess.

Ferrixians and Jedhans

[iveneverbeentothestars]

posted a thing on ao3:

(it's a code geass oneshot btw)

[obirains-archive]

The Sun and the Moon and the Sea

Series Masterlist

Summary: After a series of failed missions to the refugee moon Veneskar, Captain Andrew Kaaza and Lieutenant Cassian Andor are the Rebellion's last hope. But their mission begins to sour from Day One. It's salvageable, maybe, by the stern but idealistic Point Runner—if and only if Cassian can convince her to set aside her principles.

Pairing: Cassian Andor x Mirian (OFC)

Tags: Slow burn, enemies to lovers, character backstory, worldbuilding, undercover missions, angst and drama

Series warnings: canon-typical violence, angst, major character death, swearing, some sexual (though not graphic) content. Check individual chapters for specific content warnings.

Series rating: M

Never miss an update! - taglist form

Read it on AO3

series preview

part i

1. Plans Gone Awry

2. Five Young Men

3. Eight Loaves of Bread and Two Dried Fish

4. Golgaelar Hill 

5. Filaments

6. Filaments II - Will

7. Sector Two

[blurry-fics]

More Than Friends

Summary: You and Tyler have always been close, but a spontaneous question before a show might bring you closer than you ever have been before.

Pairing: Tyler Joseph x Reader

Word Count: 1572

Warnings: Angst

Square Filled: Memory by Sugarcult

Author’s Note: For some reason it feels like forever since the last @bandombingo​ fic even though it’s only been a week? Anyway, I hope you enjoy this one! :) (picture credit)

“Think fast,” Tyler said, seconds before a tennis ball was flying at your face. To anyone else, Tyler’s antics might have been an annoyance, but you had known him long enough to grow used to it. You reached up and caught the ball before it smashed into your nose. Tyler sighed, “I’ll catch you off guard one of these times.”

You were currently sitting in Tyler’s dressing room, hanging out with him before tonight’s show. It wasn’t often that you had the chance to do so, but since they were playing in your shared hometown of Columbus, Ohio, you had managed to get the night off work so you could join them.

“It’s been four years and you’ve never caught me off guard once, what makes you think it will happen now?”

“I’ll find a way. Maybe I can distract you with my good looks.”

You laughed and playfully threw the ball at Tyler. He jumped out of the way before grabbing his white button down from the clothing rack. The tennis ball hit the wall with a dull thud and rolled along the floor.

Tyler laid the shirt out on the table and turned so that his back was to you. You watched as he stripped off his tank top and tossed it aside, trading it out for the button down. He hummed quietly as he worked away on the buttons.

“You got pretty quiet,” Tyler said. “Everything ok?”

“Yeah, I’m fine. Just enjoying the view.”

Tyler looked at you over his shoulder, the smile and blush on his cheeks clearly visible. You bit down on your lip and avoided his gaze.

You and Tyler had always had a weird relationship. Blatant flirting had been a staple of your relationship since day one, but there had never been any sort of label on it aside from “best friend”. Sometimes you entertained the thought of a relationship with him, but somewhere along the way the idea always seemed to unravel. There was something that wouldn’t work, someone who wasn’t ready, a tour that would keep you apart for too long.

So this is what you had.

“Can I ask you a question?” you filled the silence that had formed.

Tyler finished the last button of his shirt and turned around, his painted hands fiddling idly with the collar.

“Sure.”

“What do you consider me?”

Tyler’s eyebrows furrowed. “What do you mean?”

“Like… us. Who am I to you?”

You watched as Tyler swallowed hard. His hand moved from his collar up and around his neck, rubbing at the back of it. He pressed his lips firmly together before releasing them again.

“Who do you want to be?”

“I’m asking you.”

Tyler rolled his shoulders, shifting his eyes around the room. You had only meant it to be an innocent question, but Tyler’s reaction made it clear that it was more than that. Maybe it should have been left unsaid.

“You’re my friend,” he finally answered. “My best friend.”

You hesitated, thinking over the next words to come out of your mouth. There wasn’t much time before Tyler would have to be onstage and you didn’t want to leave him mulling over some half-finished discussion about the nature of your relationship.

“Is that all?”

“I go back to my original question,” Tyler said. “Who do you want to be?”

That seemed to be the million dollar question.

“Tyler! Five minutes until we’re on stage!”

Tyler reached his hands into his hair, grabbing at the strands with his fingers. His eyes squeezed shut, closing out the world around him. You stood up and closed the space between the two of you, gently grabbing his wrists and pulling them down towards you.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to bring this up right before you went on stage. I thought we had more time.”

“It’s not you,” he shook his head. “There’s just… a lot of questions.”

“We can talk about them after the show. You need to focus right now.”

“You’re right.”

Tyler started to reach for his tie, but you caught his hand. “I’ve got it.”

He watched as you carefully flipped up his collar and slid the tie around his neck. Tyler was usually very particular about how his tie was done so that it was able to be undone easily during quick changes, though he had confessed to you once that you were the only person who was able to do it better than him. You could see him biting back a smile as you smoothed his collar back out.

“I’ll make you a promise,” you said as he grabbed his jacket from where it was thrown over the back of a nearby chair. “By the time you finish the show tonight, I’ll have an answer to your question.”

“I’ll have an answer too.”

You shook your head, “If you’re not careful, you’re going to end up confessing your true feelings to the arena instead of singing song lyrics.”

“Ok, no answer then.”

“Just focus on the show.”

“I can do that.”

You leaned towards Tyler and pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek. He smiled and wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into his chest. He smelled like a mix of laundry detergent and cologne.

“Alright, if I don’t get out there I’m going to get yelled at,” Tyler said, finally releasing you.

“You’ve got this, Ty.”

“And so do you,” he grinned.

After a quick fist bump, Tyler grabbed his mask and pulled it on while he ran out of the room. You hung back for a moment, not wanting to get caught up in the chaos of last minute changes and preparations. Once the show had started and things had settled down, you would take your place to the side of the stage to watch the show.

And think of your answer to Tyler’s question.

*     *     *

Tyler was beaming as he made his way off stage, heading straight in your direction. As soon as he was close enough, he threw a sweaty arm around your shoulders and pulled you into his side. You laughed and made a show of trying to push him away, even though you were enjoying being close to him.

“What did you think of the show?” he asked, grabbing a water bottle with his free hand. He reached all the way around you to unscrew the cap.

“I have to admit, I was kind of distracted the whole time.”

“By my good looks?”

“No.”

“My beautiful voice?”

“No.”

“By Josh?”

“No,” you laughed. “I was thinking.”

Tyler nodded as he chugged his water. You hadn’t initially realized that he was leading you back to his dressing room until your dark surroundings changed into the white concrete walls of the backstage hallways. Your heart started to pound in your chest as you realized the once-distant conversation was quickly becoming a reality.

Tyler removed his arm from around you once you reached the dressing room, instead moving to grab a towel to wipe away some of his sweat. You took a hesitant seat on the couch, not quite relaxing back into it.

“Whenever you’re ready,” Tyler said, rubbing the towel along his forehead. “Let me have it.”

You clasped your hands, nervously rubbing your thumb along the side of your finger. The answer was so clear in your head, but you were unsure of how Tyler would react when you finally said. It was a feeling that you had never expressed out loud before, not even to yourself. It had stayed buried deep inside your heart.

“I want us to be more than friends.”

Tyler’s eyebrows raised and he slowly dropped the towel away from his forehead. You started to rub at your finger harder, patiently - or rather, impatiently - waiting for his answer.

“You do?”

“Mhmm.”

Tyler bit down on his lower lip, shifting his gaze away from yours.

“You aren’t scared?”

“Scared of what?”

“That we might,” Tyler paused, rubbing a hand along his forehead, “that we might ruin what we already have.”

Your eyebrows furrowed, “What do you mean?”

“You mean so much to me, Y/N, and I’m terrified of messing that up. What if we do this for real and then it all goes down in flames? Am I just going to lose you forever then? The thought of it just…” He shook his head.

“But who’s to say that something won’t happen even if we aren’t dating? The future is unpredictable and relationships can change in an instant. I don’t think it’s fair to either of us to throw away a chance at a great relationship just because we’re afraid that we might lose one another in the process.”

Tyler spoke softly, “I don’t want you just to be a memory. I want you to be here, in my life, forever.”

“I will, Ty. That’s a promise.”

Tyler was on the couch next to you in an instant, wrapping a hand around the back of your neck and pulling your lips to his. You caught yourself with his t-shirt, clutching it in your hand so that you could hold him close. His lips were soft and tasted faintly of sweat, but you couldn’t bring yourself to care.

“I love you,” Tyler whispered into the space between your lips.

“I love you too.”

With that, he pulled you into another kiss and held you close. It was the first of many happy memories.

[ohprettyweeper-fics]

Summary: When life moves on, you’ve got to decide who you want to move  forward with you.  Pairing: Tyler x Reader Word Count: 1320 Warnings: None? Square Filled: Sunday Best - Augustana for @bandombingo​

A/N: Guess who’s back and betta than eva! (Sorry, I had to.) I don’t know about better than ever, but I am back with a new fic - my first for Bandom Bingo! I also have jury duty this week, which I’m hoping will allow for lots of writing time, since I’m allowed to have my laptop when I’m in the assembly room. Hope everyone is doing well, enjoy this little fic! 

It happened on a Friday. They were sitting on Y/N’s front porch after hanging out with some friends, waiting for their energy to wind down enough to want to sleep. Tyler was watching her, but her mind was a million miles away. 

“What are you thinking?” he asked, nudging her with his elbow. 

Y/N’s attention snapped back to home. “The ocean. I know there are places where the ocean is chilly, but in my mind, it’s always warm. The sun is always shining, and everything is peaceful and content.”

“What about hurricanes?” Tyler countered. 

She laughed and his heart beat faster. “Okay, so sometimes it’s cold and sometimes it’s chaotic. Things here have felt so insane lately. Running isn’t the answer, but maybe I’m not thinking of running. Maybe I’m thinking of starting over.”

Tyler couldn’t fault her for that. Her world had been turned upside down in the last few months. She had found a new normal, and he hadn’t left her side once during the process, but that didn’t mean the trouble was forgotten. Tyler’s mind was dark and chaotic at times, too. Their bond had strengthened over an abundance of big life questions and a lack of a healthy amount of sleep. 

“I can’t wait for the next thing to start,” Tyler sighed, leaning back on his hands and imagining all the shows he and Josh had scheduled to play over the next few months. “It’s all right here, but I wouldn’t mind a distraction for a while.”

“You and me both,” Y/N responded quietly. 

He thought about asking her to come along, and that was the moment Tyler realized he loved her. 

A week later, she rushed up the stairs to his room where he was playing silly melodies on the keyboard near the window. She held up an airplane ticket in front of him; Tyler set his headphones to the side and powered off the keyboard. 

“Boston? I thought you wanted warmth and the ocean and stuff?”

Y/N looked down at the ticket and shrugged. “I decided to buy a ticket to somewhere and Boston was the first place that came to mind. So that’s what I decided to do.”

Tyler held his hand out for the ticket, a smile pasted on his face. He wanted to be excited for her. He read over the words on the ticket, raising his brow when he saw a certain condition on the ticket. 

“One-way, huh?”

“Don’t lecture me like my parents did, all right? What if I can’t get back, blah, blah, blah. What if I don’t want to come back? It sucks here! Everything is falling apart, everything’s been falling apart! I hate it! I hate it here!”

Y/N had gone from excited and happy to scared and upset faster than Tyler could keep up with. One minute she was practically jumping up and down with joy and the next she was crying and screaming. 

“Hey, I wasn’t going to say any of that,” Tyler assured, tossing the ticket onto the keyboard and pulling her against his chest. He held her tight around the shoulders, but her arms stayed straight at her sides. “I was surprised, is all. You’ve got to do what you’ve got to do, Y/N/N. I’m on your side in this. I’m always on your side.”

“I know,” she whispered, sniffling herself back into some state of composed. 

Though she seemed okay, Tyler continued to hold her. He rocked her gently back and forth until, finally, she worked her arms up between them, threw her arms around his neck, and held on for dear life. 

They were both set to leave on a Tuesday. Funny, Tyler thought to himself, how life sometimes came full circle that way. He planned to spend Monday with his family for the most part, so if he was going to do this, it had to be today. 

Maybe there wasn’t a point in telling her that he loved her. He had one foot out of Columbus for a short time, and she had no idea if or when she was going to come back. Tyler knew that part of him thought that confessing to her would give her a reason to come back. Really though, he knew that if he didn’t tell her how he felt, he would regret it for the rest of his life. 

So, here he was after a post-church lunch with his family, knocking on her front door. He chewed on his thumbnail while he waited for someone to let him in the house, anxiety and determination battling it out within him. Fortunately, determination was still winning out. 

“Hey, Tyler,” her father greeted, holding the screen door open, “c’mon in. Y/N’s downstairs, I think.”

“Thanks,” Tyler replied, smiling politely before heading for the familiar staircase. 

Y/N was laid out on the couch, fast asleep. She was dressed in one of her favorite dresses, one she reserved only for church specifically because it was one of her favorites. Tyler never quite understood her logic behind that, but he didn’t pretend to understand much about dresses, anyway. 

He took a seat next to her, running his fingers lightly through her hair. She didn’t move. He completed the gesture a couple more times, then put his hand back in his lap. 

“Keep doing that,” she mumbled, a sleepy smile pulling at her lips. 

Tyler smiled, too. He waited for her to stretch and sit up, be able to keep her eyes open. She took the throw blanket form the back of the couch and pulled it over her legs, then pulled her knees up to her chest. 

“Did we have plans and I forgot?” Y/N asked him. 

“No, no, I came by uninvited,” Tyler admitted. “I wanted to talk to you.”

Her face fell. “Is everything all right?”

Tyler nodded emphatically and took her hands in his. “Yes, everything is great. It’s just — you’re leaving. And I’m leaving. And I’m coming back but you don’t know if you are … anyway. I don’t know why I feel like I need to say any of this, except for selfish reasons, I guess.”

He paused there, and Y/N nodded. “Okay, so … tell me?”

Tyler took a deep breath. “I love you. I — I had this whole speech that I repeated, like, five times on the way over, but now all I can do is say that. I wanted you to know, I guess.”

She stared at him for a long time. Long enough that Tyler let go of her hands and stood, ready to apologize and explain himself. Y/N threw the blanket off of her legs and stood too, grabbing for his hands as she went up on tiptoe to press a soft kiss to his lips. 

“I love you too, Ty.”

Tyler allowed himself a moment of shock before twirling her off the floor and kissing her again. 

With a tour in full swing for Tyler, and Y/N living life in Boston, staying in touch wasn’t always easy. They called when they could, texted at least once a day. But, Tyler’s favorite part of their communications was the postcards that would sometimes arrive before him at the hotel where they were staying. Today when they checked in, the clerk handed him a key and a postcard with the Boston skyline depicted on the front — there was always some sort of landmark on the postcard. He waited until they got to the hotel room and he could lean back against the pillows and read about her latest adventure to flip the postcard over; he was surprised to see only a much shorter message than he expected. The postcard was dated from the Sunday prior. 

Last night, I dreamed about hugging you. This morning, I bought another one-way ticket. To Columbus. 

Love Always, 

Y/N

[beanfic]

Carolina

Summary: You have been in a happy relationship with Tyler for the past two months, but he has something to tell you...

Pairing: Tyler x reader

Word count: 807

Warnings: Angst

Square filled: Carolina by Matt Wertz

Author’s note: Hi and happy new year!! It has been a month(?) since I have last posted (I was doing vlogmas...it took up a lot of time) but I am back!! Here is another entry for bandom bingo and my first post of the new year! I also have some very exciting stuff to come in 2020! (maybe even a new series? Hmm?? possibly???) Anyways, I hope you enjoy this fic!

“I don’t understand what you mean?” you mumbled under your breath. Your chest rose slowly with every breath you took to try to control your emotions. The last thing you wanted to do was cry in front of Tyler Joseph.

“I can’t see you anymore, it’s not good for you,” he said. You looked up into his brown eyes but he quickly diverted them away. He wouldn’t look at you because he knew that once he looked into your e/c eyes, he would fall right back into your arms. 

“Why do you get to decide what is good for me? Tyler, we have been together for two months now and I thought you were happy? I thought we were happy?”

“I am happy,” he snapped. “Too happy.”

“What does that even mean?” You were frustrated with how ambiguous he was being. You and Tyler had started dating and it was everything you had ever dreamt of. He would surprise you at work with your favorite drink from Starbucks, and sometimes he would bring your favorite meal from the food cart down the street.

He would treat you every Friday with a date night, and every night that you were together he would sing you to sleep. He was someone that you could talk to about anything and would care for you. He completed you. 

“Y/N, please just listen to the words that I am saying. I loved you but I can’t anymore.”

“You don’t love me anymore?” your voice cracked.

“No, I mean, yes, but it’s not like that. I could, but I can’t.”

You bit down on your lip until you felt the metallic taste of blood spill onto your lips. You were trying so hard to not cry, but you were beginning to fill with rage. How could he do this to you?

“I thought you were the one,” you whispered. 

Tyler sighed and pursed his lips together. After about a minute of silence he spoke, “You were just another one.”

“Another one of what?” 

“Another girl to fill the void,” he spoke through his teeth.

“You were just using me so that you weren’t alone?” you raised your voice. “What is wrong with you?”

“I’m sorry, Y/N, I truly am.” You watched as tears started to fall from Tyler’s eyes. “I didn’t want to do this to you because I knew it was going to happen. This always happens. This is why I didn’t want to take you on a second date.” By the time he was done speaking, his whole body shook as he sobbed. 

“Tyler,” you whispered. You wrapped your arm around him and held him close as he cried into your shoulder. 

“I’m sorry, Y/N, please forgive me. I’m so sorry.”

“Can I ask you a question?”

“Yeah,” Tyler answered, with his head was still on your shoulder.

“What did you mean this always happens? Why did you make me feel so special but now it doesn’t sound like I was any different.”

Tyler started crying again.

“This happens with every girl I meet. I fall for them very quickly and really hard, to the point where it is the only thing that I can think about, but then I realize this I am not capable of loving. I barely know anything about you, I just feel so empty without anyone next to me.”

“I just don’t understand, Tyler. If you feel empty then why does it matter if we are together?”

“Because you deserve someone who will truly love you.”

“But what about me and my feelings? I will feel empty without you too,” you admitted. 

Tyler lifted his head from your shoulder and wiped his nose with his sweatshirt sleeve. He looked at you and then back down to your lips. 

“Can I have one last kiss?” he asked.

“Tyler, please.”

“Please, just kiss me.” 

“Okay.” You leaned in and planted your lips onto Tyler’s. You didn’t want to pull away and it was Tyler who eventually ended the kiss. 

“I hope you will be able to forgive me, and I hope you will meet someone that will truly love you.” Tyler stood up from his seat on your couch and picked up his backpack that was next to the front door. You reverted your eyes away from him and looked down at your blue jeans. You watched as the denim darkened as your teardrops fell one by one from your eyes. 

You waited for the front door to close to look back up. Silence filled your living room and you had never felt so alone before. Tyler’s words kept on repeating themselves in your brain. He wanted you to forgive him, but you weren’t sure if you could ever forgive him, but you also weren’t sure if you could ever stop loving him either.