#queerplatonic heart

[lgbtqtext]

[vampiresinthedaylight]

drawing w this post on loop in my mind

[styrinterceptt]

sobbing over the musical today (I do this everyday)

[clumsy-mudpuppy]

they dont talk about the nightmares

[odysseus-day]

monogamy in tsc content is overrated. i want them all to kiss each other. i want kevjean. i want jeaneil. i want jerejean. i want jeandrew. i want jeanee. kevjerejeandreilnee? i don't know and i don't care. jean has two hands? WRONG. jean is 6'3, there's a lot more of him than just hands to hold. he should be cuddled by like 15 people. at once. he has so much love to give. fuck your "this ship over the other!!!!!!" when you could poly them all to freakish lengths.

[weirdlilhusky]

Haii,,i'm back cuz I'm not seeing any spoilers so!!have a panel redraw from objectified,expect like two more with these guys

[buildmeaboy]

Rusty quill gaming may not be a technically good ttrpg podcast, it's long and very slow at times, but I loved it so much the first time I listened. The show and the fandom did so much for me as a young aroace. Not only do they have a canonically greyace character, they also have a canon qpr (!) Young me had never even heard of that, it changed my worldview.

Not to mention that Wilde is often headcannoned as aro, making zoscar an aro4ace qpr which is frankly mind-blowing to me even today.

So I want to send a bit of love out into the world for the way they handled all of this, it really made a huge impact on 17 year old me <3

[hairscare]

Spreading crk propaganda affocacao or shadowvanilla

okay but after seeing the end of chapter 8 these two have crazy qpr potential post redemption arc

[leashybebes]

a life full of love, t, 9k words

oh look who accidentally finished the queerplatonic buddie fic!! sneaking this in under the wire before i go away for nye

When Eddie steps into his therapist's office, the furniture has already been rearranged. The small couch has been pushed to the wall, and another soft chair, the twin of the one he usually sits in, has materialized. They're angled towards each other, while Dr Lopez, dressed in her customary all black outfit with an oversized acrylic necklace (it's the interlinking chain of glittery purple hexagons this week, and Eddie wonders if she knows it's his favorite) is seated further back than usual, forming the tip of a loose triangle. The little coffee table is in the middle, holding a box of tissues, a few bottles of water, and a single daffodil in a little glass vase.

"Hi, Eddie," she says, once he's seated.

"Hey, Doc."

"How are you feeling?"

"Uh. Nervous," Eddie admits. "But okay. I want him to know. Well, about me, anyway. And I know the context is important, but part of me is worried he's going to think I'm crazy, or weird, or - "

It's still not easy for Eddie to actually feel how he's feeling, never mind talk about it, but he knows it's helping, for real this time, and he looks at her a little desperately.

"Or?"

"Or that I'm wrong."

They sit with that for a moment and then she says, "From what you know of Buck, do you think that's likely?"

"No." It's an immediate, instinctive response. Buck never would have made him feel bad about this, but Buck now? Buck out and flourishing and so obviously falling in love with a man? This Buck has thrown himself into speedrunning queerness just like he does everything else, soaking up information and history and meaning like a sponge. Eddie is so fucking glad Tommy stole that helicopter.

[read the rest on ao3]

[the2020haikyuuphase]

kagehina headcanons

the first week they were in karasuno together and dropping gay ass lines like "when i'm here you're invincible" and shit everyone in the club would just stop what they're doing and clock them.

but back then no one really knew each other because the first years were new to the club so everyone was too nice to say anything about it– EXCEPT gay ass tsukishima but kageyama and hinata always ignore him so

and then everyone just gradually became used to their BS and wouldn’t react. but every time they had a game and were acting like That the players on the opposing team would be like ‘??? tf going on here? explain why ur first years are acting like That??’ so karasuno would have to be reminded

kageyama getting cute aggression with hinata but not knowing what it is

hinata feeling stronger every time kageyama was near and thinking it's because kageyama treats him as an equal

kageyama and hinata planning on hanging out to do mostly volleyball-related stuff in high school but then it bleeding into their personal life. study sessions that do not help them at all (it's the blind leading the blind), dinner with the hinatas where hinata and kageyama are forced to play dolls with natsu. dinner at the kageyamas where hinata gets a haircut from miwa. going to eat out together but having no pocket change to do so (definition of broke fifteen year olds) so they try to find the cheapest vending machines.

everyone just assumed they'd get together eventually through high school because these boys were so obviously obsessed with each other. but then they never did and they stayed in the weird but comfortable in-between and confused the shit out of everyone

neither hinata or kageyama are romance-driven individuals at ALL so they never found out they had feelings for each other because they were just not fussed to dissect it. there's so much in their relationship that lays on top of their romantic love for each other that they find much more important

i think it isn't until they unofficially 'split' up that they realise 'actually i think i might be in love with this guy' but even then there's more important things then their love for each other. it doesn't shake them to their core or anything, it's just a bit heartbreaking because now they're apart and they only just came to terms with it.

funnily enough, they're not the type to be overthinking what the other is doing or getting jealous or possessive in the long interim. they know each other so well– they know exactly what the other would be doing and they respect it because they understand implicitly why their choices need to be made. it would have been the loss of understanding that would have really scared them, but they’re such soulmates i seriously doubt they would ever lose that

they are so secure in their relationship. they sort of implicitly know that at the end of the day, they'll be Them again because there's not really another option. all roads will lead back to each other. no one else completes and challenges the other like they do. so even though it can be painful, and there's a lot of obstacles through it all, life is long and winding and eventually they know they'll find the other again.

i think they would get with other people (especially i can see hinata doing that, i headcanon kageyama as demisexual so i think there would be less desire to experiment on his side) after high school and experiment and find out what they like and stuff. but they're always each other's number one.

yeah soulmatism at its finest

what WOULD hurt them is seeing the same sort of indescribable connection replicated by the other with someone else. it doesn't have to be romantic (it usually isn't), but knowing that other people have the privilege of growing beside the person they love above all else, but their dream forces them to be apart would def open up some wounds

nothing excites them more than playing against each other. it doesn't matter if its on the world stage or in someone's backyard

they have crazy eye sex through the net and everyone thinks they're freaks. straight teenage boys think they hate each other and make tiktok edits of their rivalry with brazillian phonk in the background. others just think they act gay for clout (loud incorrect buzzer)

probably had a impromptu makeout sesh in the locker rooms a few times. then they act completely normal after

their sisters fw them so bad. miwa and natsu text each other just to complain about how long it's taking for them to just... get married

kageyama offers to train natsu with volleyball a lot and offer her tips. miwa glams hinata up for special events on the house

when kageyama and hinata verse each other in a home game their families link up at one of their houses just to watch over dinner and after the game both kagehina go home together and just eat a late meal at whoever is hosting that night. they're arguing the entire time but it's chill

kagehina gets brand deals with rival companies alllllll the time

i think they actually start officially dating MUCH later in life. towards the end of their careers or after their careers as volleyball players. but at that point they've been in an unofficial relationship for twenty or so years and they act like it too.

idk if marriage and kids is for them tbh but i don't think it's necessarily out of the cards. i just think they'll be too distracted to settle for a long while. they have to practice extra long on how to be two functional adults. if they do get married i can see them being like... seventy when it happens haha

[kirbylord]

i feel like i won’t be able to put this correctly but i love the difference between how azi and crowley express their love and how beelzebub and gabriel express it. like beez and gabriel love each other but they never kiss because they’re not humans, they’re ethereal/occult beings who don’t express love in human terms. and their love isn’t explicitly romantic or queerplatonic or platonic but it doesn’t matter the label except that they’re in love.

but with crowley and azi, they’ve lived among humans for 6000 years, and they like earth and humanity, they enjoy eating human food and drinking and they enjoy human music and dancing and books, and i think overtime they’ve become connected with the human experience. so, when crowley comes to terms that he loves azi and needs to express it, his first instinct is to express how humans do—by kissing him.

it doesn’t mean they’re suddenly explicitly romantic, just that they’re expressly in love, and crowley in his desperation needs to show aziraphale those feelings before it’s too late. but unfortunately, he’s always too late.

[castelled-away]

The most tragic thing in each Bridgerton season is not when the main couple inevitably start arguing about their yearning and fEEliNgs for each other but when Violet & Lady Danbury have a fight

[qprconcepts]

qpp who verbally shares their articulated words of appreciation in the moment X qpp who writes love letters to form their words of appreciation over time

<3

[whats-up-gayboy]

When my partner and I first got together, I hated how I looked.

Constant bullying had destroyed my self esteem, and paired with that I'd had a major injury while skateboarding that prevented me from doing any physical activity, so I was feeling unhealthy too.

Early on, he'd get this dreamy expression when he looked at me, and I'd shrug it off, laugh, change the subject any way I could. I thought he was making it up. Now, sometimes, if I'm very lucky, I can look in the mirror and see myself how he sees me.

He'd send me selfies, just him smiling into the camera, even though I knew he didn't like taking photos of himself, so I started to send them in return. At first, I'd avoid looking at them before I hit send. Then I started taking them more and more. Now, I look at those photos and see my smile, and think they're the best and happiest I ever look in any photos. I don't delete them anymore.

As an artist, I've always pushed myself to do better, falling into the habits of comparing myself with others. I've never given up, but I'd never been as proud of my work as I was when he started complimenting it. He wanted to keep every scribbled sticky note I'd give him, no matter how silly, treating them like treasure and stowing them away. He'd be in awe when I gifted him proper artworks, putting them straight on his wall. Now I post my art online and I'm pursuing a career in art with confidence.

When I first confided in him that, despite being a cis woman, I'd felt a huge sense of dysphoria related to my boobs since a very young age, he was immediately understanding. First, he helped me try sports bras, and I felt a huge weight had lifted off my shoulders. Recently, he's introduced me to trans tape, and this is the closest I've ever felt to being myself.

Too scared to talk to my GP about mental health, my partner helped me come up with a plan of what I wanted to say and finally convinced me to go, coming with me and helping when I got stuck. Hes been helping me through the long but rewarding trek that has been therapy ever since.

Now that I'm nearing the tail end of my physical recovery, I've been terrified to start skating again, slowly chipping away at the fear with my physiotherapist. But my partner has decided he wants me to teach him to skate, so now we're going to learn together.

I've got a long way to go and I'm still figuring myself out, but I'm so lucky and happy that I'm not on this journey alone.

[pride-hearts]

Queerplatonic Hearts

[isthatrealleather]

Im so proud of John getting his birth certificate changed