#put away your pride
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Despite all, I feel so lucky to be in love with you.
#weirdo#feelings#fp#thoughts#mood#maybe i should be the one who send a text...#cause you wont do it and we know why#i dont fucking know what to do#send a sign or idk do something???#you little dumb#put away your pride
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the joys of presser partners aka if i can shirk having to answer first i will and i will do so by looking at you longingly in a "subtle" way so you know i dont want to do this and you will take pity on me
alternatively sasha puppy eyes can only work once on goose before he returns the favour
media availability | 6.9.24 (x)
#aleksander barkov#gustav forsling#florida panthers#2324#playoffs 24#the amount of communication with just a look#sasha trying to get out of answering and gus lets him get away with it once and only once#that long lookback and sasha cracks and just breathily chuckles into the mic and goes aahh~ and forsy smirks at him i think i hauve covid#theres certainly a dynamic here#i wish i could put it into words but i did in fact just fall to my knees and experience a tonic immobility so immobile i rivaled a opossum#what the fuckrjfngngnymh#i wish i didnt have to say happy pride month anytime two cats are in a room but i feel like ive earned this one#HAPPY PRIDE MONTH YALL#the timestamp for whatever the fuck THAT was is 7:23 youre welcome
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(Personal hc for two, but two is NB/aroace or trans. My personal hc)
Someone at a pride parade shit talking a trans & nb kid in their faces: why do I hear boss music..
Two standing ominously watching them: [insert spider-man 2099 theme song]
I’m imagining he’s completely covered in pride stuff too, he’s got flags and bracelets and pins everywhere like—
Two at pride (run)
AAA Love the headcanons thank you 💖💖
#I put as many flags as I could think of I#my deepest apologies if yours is not up there :(#anyway happy pride from emd#shout out to the crossover council for suggesting flags + the hat and autism pin :)#I don’t really have a concrete idea of Two’s sexuality or gender identity so headcanon away#and even if I do you can still keep your hcs :)#emd au two#teaadoodles#emd au asks
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everytime she loses herself to the love she swore she wouldn't.
#the red sleeve#it's sooo dificult to gif this relationship#but I did it anyway#it's something I have to gif#From the very beginning she tried very hard keeping herself away from him and not going too deep#but seriously is that how our heart works?#she never tells him she loves him because if she does it's her another loss#She hides her feelings for him inside her heart#to protect her remaining pride even when she died she didn't say the word to him#because at least that was a proof that she did not lose all of herself to him#like omg why did you guys love each other in the way that's so totured and toxicated?#why love is so difficult in that era?#I really hope you two somehow having your next life already now and start everything over in this century#I'm rooting for you both#I really want to live a life that love isn’t that difficult#I put my heart into every gifset I’ve made
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how do i stop my internalized homophobia?
Ngl anon, it's less stopping it and more talking over it. If you were raised in a strict, homophobic environment, that little voice is still going to be there cause it was a part of your development. So you shout over it instead with new data
"Being gay is a sin" okay I hear you but my friends are gay and I can't really see them as sinful people
"You're broken/wrong/living in sin" okay speak your truth bestie but I'm happier living my life authentically so I'm okay being wrong for now
"You're going to Hell" cool cool but what about now? Am I happy right now? Am I living this life in a way that benefits me now? I'm focusing on this life, not a potential afterlife
I'm very STEM-oriented so my therapist and I refer to it as "Plotting new data points" You kinda just have to listen to the internalized homophobia, say okay okay I hear you but have you considered this new data point that suggest a positive correlation between being openly LGBTQ and my own happiness? Yea I know this was regarded as a sin before but statistically speaking the chances of it actually being sin are insignificant. Yea it doesn't even have a 95% confidence interval. Loving who I am seems to have a positive outcome though but I'll need more positive queer experiences to be certain
#I don't know if this makes sense#It took a long time to realize but you kinda gotta put the cart before the horse so to speak#you gotta do the thing and pretend like it isn't terrifying before it becomes less terrifying#And I don't mean you have to come out or go to pride or have gay sex#I mean like. Saying in your brain I Am Gay#and noting the fact that you didn't get smitted by Jesus or brain exploded by the Lord#You take in new data#and the old data never goes away. it would be considered altering your research then#but as you continue to get new data it starts to lose its power#it becomes less statistically significant#Until it eventually doesn't bother you like it use to#I won't pretend like my internalized homophobia is gone#internalized transphobia too despite me potentially getting top surgery soon#but each day is a new day for research#it's still there#and each experience adds another data point#good luck anon#anon tag
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My class responded to our rainbow flag being banned for including a "sensitive issue that shouldn't be touched on in school" by changing to a pan flag and I think that's beautiful
#i thought my class was gonna give up and ditch the secret pride flags altogether#but no#they just pointed to the pan flag and told me You think theyll notice it this time if we dont say anything?#the future is looking bright#context is this year my school has a competition where each class needs to design a flag that represents the class#and someone in my class wanted it to include the rainbow pride flag to see if we could get away with it#one thing lead to another and now half of us are attached to the idea of making the school put a thinly veiled pride flag on display#by making our flag literally just some patterns on top of the rainbow flag#but then principal boomer-and-it-shows mcgee found out and we have to change it now#so i thought that my class would just give up and switch it altogether#BUT NAH#THE CLASS MONITOR JUST POINTS TO THE PAN FLAG AND GOES#HEY#WHY DONT WE MAKE THIS THE BACKGROUND INSTEAD LOL#INCREDIBLE#ASTOUNDING#THE AMOUNT OF SPITE TO HAVE THAT EVEN THE GOODY TWO SHOES MONITOR WANTS TO SAY FUCK YOU TO HIM#the teacher in charge kinda suggested to us if we wanted to keep the colourful theme we can#Just put primary colours! ^v^ It'll mix to all your other colours - no need to have a nasty homosexual flag ^v^ Wouldn't that be great?#and we went Yeah! ^v^ Sure! AND JUST MADE IT ANOTHER FUCKING PRIDE FLAG AKDJALJFJAKDJAKDJND#fweeet
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Here's the thing that gets me about the whole political situation right now. Yes our options suck. They are non options. Biden sucks. But the alternative is far far worse. The U.S. has /always/ had horrific policy. It's kind of odd to me we're only focusing on that now when Palestine has been facing atrocities for literal fucking decades??? The Middle East has faced genocide after genocide and war after war, Yemen has faced the worst famine in the world for years, all due to the U.S., but it only matters now? If Trump comes back into power the situation for Palestine and the Middle East will be far worse. Not to mention things here will be far worse.
The right has been clear they want to install Trump as a dictator and remove every right possible. Either way the foreign policy will suck, as it always has.
Conservatives have always had an edge on the left because they always unify to get their office in power. They are absolutely using the fact the left is divided and won't vote to punish Biden against us, and they will win, and also take the supreme court. Our actions right now also determine the next several decades. We have been facing the consequences of Trump's term in office in the form of reproductive and LGBT rights being stripped state by state, it will only get worse if we let it continue. This isn't just about Biden and Palestine, there is a bigger picture. By the time the left realizes it, it will be too late.
#i know some idiot is about to misinterpret this as me saying we shouldn't care about paletsine... that's not what i said#im saying don't throw the rest of our lives away by abstaining when this foreign policy has been reality for decades#no matter the party it will continue. the US always has horrific foreign policy. it will only be worse under trump#at a certain point you need to throw away your pride bc otherwise you are putting the worse in power#no we shouldn't have to choose between two horrible options but that's our reality and the problem wont go away if you ignore it#by abstaining you are directly going to make millions of lives worse#be vocal about palestine. keep trying for that better world. but also dont throw it away for naivety and pride#biden wont suffer if you abstain...but everyone else will#if you come into my inbox arguing i simply wont answer
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When Kaeya gives out hugs, they’re almost always a little too tight. If asked, he will answer it’s because he wants to test how sturdy they are or teasingly ask if his hugs are not to their liking and offer to never do them again. Really, he’s just microdosing on the sort of hug he craves without having to ask for it.
#hc; kaeya#//He wants the sort of hugs Crepus used to give#//The kind that are tight enough to make yer spine bones crack a lil bit and squishes the air from your lungs#//But are also just so WARM bc the person's putting their all into it; like they don't want to let you go#//LOVES those sort of hugs; misses them dearly#//He realized Diluc would probably be the only person who could possibly give them; of those he's comfortable with#//Him being so strong and all#//But Kae would rather DIE than ask him for one#//The answer would absolutely be no; he's well-aware of that#//So he'd rather spare himself having to swallow his pride and be vulnerable just to be turned away; thanks#//If by some miracle Diluc were to offer though; he might either bluescreen or make the man Regret it by NEVER LETTING GO for the next hour#//Prolly bluescreen and freak out; bc whO IN THE HECK IS THIS PERSON??? THIS AIN'T THE DILUC HE KNOWS-#//It's extremely wishful thinking and foolish to hope the man ever would though#//He really likes giving hugs to His People; would do so every chance he sees open#//Knows it makes Klee squeak a little when he does; the way he used to. He finds that adorable#//She's his favorite to hug for that reason; though he's careful not to crush her too much#//The moment she wants out; he's letting go and checking in on her#//Prolly spooked her the first time he did that; felt bad enough to take her for a sweet treat and explain why he hugs like that#//Klee alone would probably know it's bc he's mimicking Crepus#//He knew telling her would basically ensure the secret would be out; but he still makes her promise to keep it
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YOUR WRITING IS SO PRETTY I COULD EAT IT. YOU CHARACTERIZE THE CHARACTERS SO WELL TOO!!!
thank you so much!! ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ happy you think my writing is very pretty!! and also makes me happy you think my characterization was correct.
when writing for characters always take a bit of extra time to ensure they sound good? thinking about having an actual conversation with them for a minute and what they’d do! ♧ personally a big fan of viginettes since that reveals a lot of a character more than mainstory.
Σ('◉⌓◉’) mini (huge) rant within the tags of the way of my process to understand a character!!
#i’ve been trying to work on characterization with trey for example because in the main story he is relatively nice#but within his viginettes he’s a bit more than that like a slightly smug teaser than boy next door.#the characters tend to have complexity rather than one dimension traits people tend to stick by#which isn’t a bad thing but to start writing it could help kick you off but majority of the time your characters do have many emotions to#aspirations- such as vil being mean BUT that coming with subtle charm of care- he does not derive pleasure from purposefully degrading other#he firmly believes he can see the beauty in everyone if they try and he attempts to get others to apply themselves so they can be pretty#he does not go around like ew you’re ugly go away unless you have a negative attitude like leona who purposefully does not put any effort#but sometimes his pursuit for beauty can go out of hand like with epel or neige but his dorm ssr perfectly illustrates he knows what he does#he does not always explain himself with having epel do heavy lifting which only helps epel improve but he would not tell him this directly#there are other characters i can rant about the way i write. such as sebek being a malleus fanboy#but that was not a central part of his personality to warrant every fic just mentioning malleus each sentence#the best way to learn how to write for him would be looking at his viginette or his event story without tsunotarou!! he is quite a wonderful#-ly designed character but gets overlooked due to his ‘louder’ part of his personality. but he genuinely has captivated me as a character#the best examples for eng players would be during harveston- when he was extremely passionate about what he did with a soft side for his#plush!! he’s a big softie. he’s just very confused because his grandfather openly hates humans. he acknowledges marja and complimented her#he’s not hating humans for no reason but because it was taught to him. he’s trying his best to be what he is but you can tell he is not too#prideful that he would refuse to acknowledge marja just for being a human. in fact in his viginette he HELPS humans with their lumber#though that is technically due to him being confident he can do so compared to a human thanks to being a guard for Malleus but he is quite#happy to be complimented!!-. he is a character with more depth: ceremony viginette next#he tells yuu to just let him handle things since he’s stronger which shows he’s also blunt and says things without thinking about others at#times. but people are MISSING out on fics with sebek yuu and tea bonding over tsunotarou because he has no hostility to those who like#tsunotarou. he is happy to teach!! his other viginette think pe??: lilia tricks him into eating steak with yogurt iirc and he does honestly#it’s disgusting but he trusts lilia and 100% believe the old fae. THE POTENTIAL. authors need to use that?? just lilia messing with him or#how he can sometimes be so gullible you can get him to trust you mixed together with how attached he was to squirrel plush#he’s actually such a cute character.#there’s also Kalim who KNOWS there are bad people. he is not innocent as he knows there are bad people that want him gone#his least favorite food is curry because Jamil got sick for a week after taste testing his food.#Kalim just chooses. he wants to believe the kindness of the world not due to purity but due to the fact he does not want to live in constant#fear. which in itself already makes him more than one dimension. he may seem carefree but there’s room to play with when describing him??…#questions of styx.
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People hate on Kid pirates for shamelessly surrendering, but if they try to fight back and get wrecked, those same people would call them dumb and say they should’ve begged for mercy instead :/
#one piece 1079#kid pirates#I get it though#on first read that legit gave me second hand embarrassment#but on reread i appreciate that scene more#kid pirates are a bunch of thugs and gang leaders with pride#they probably had that same “I’d rather die than surrender attitude like kid and killer#I doubt they would let anyone without that attitude to join#for them to throw their pride away and beg. they really do love kid and killer#and oda didn’t portray that as such a negative thing either#on punk hazard Tashigi gave smoker a talk about how sometimes you need to throw away pride for a bigger purpose#and usopp’s speech to kinemon and kiku about surviving no matter what#oda loves his cool manly indomitable pride moments#but he also puts similar importance on knowing when to throw away your pride for a bigger purpose#I think that’s kinda neat
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Telling queers not to have kink at Pride is like telling cishets not to be sluts over Spring Break like what are you thinking
#it's actually so much worse because both kink and pride are forms of radical self acceptance and rebellion against oppression#like if you're going to try police the things I do in private that harm no one you best believe I'll put those things on your doorstep#and if the second I put them away for your comfort you end right back up in my business#you better believe they'll never get put away again#but the spring break comparison is superficially similar because can you imagine how a college student would react to this
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Like ultimately staff can do what they want with this website. That’s their business. I just wish they’d stop pretending to care about their userbase while rolling out features basically nobody wants lmao
#like nobody wanted tumblr live. nobody uses tumblr live#nobody wanted this weird twitterified layout#nobody wanted icons to be removed in reblogs#nobody wanted 18+ content to be gone#nobody wanted the merch store to replace the blog tab (thank god That’s been put back to normal)#nobody wanted this new godawful video player and image viewer#like by all means @staff; put these things in place if you want to. that’s your prerogative. it’s your site; you make it; you’re being paid#to do this. you have the ability#just don’t pretend like you’re catering to your userbase or like anyone asked you to do it#like you can’t have it both ways. you can’t claim to listen to us and then make changes nobody asked for#you can’t claim to care about your userbase while stripping away the things that brought us all to this site and have kept us for years#you can’t claim to care about the future of this site while stripping away everything that makes it unique and making a tiktok/twitter clone#if we wanted to be on tiktok or twitter we’d BE on tiktok or twitter!! everyone here signed up for a microblogging platform#if you want to stop being that; just say so and i’m sure i won’t be the only one who jumps ship to pillowfort#it is not fair to toot your own horn for offering a space for creatives and artists while actively damaging the features that brought#those people here. it’s also fucking egregious to pretend to be queer friendly and do special pride posts and put up pride banners#while marking trans women’s selfies as 18+ and banning sfw lgbt creators for no goddamn reason#and allowing terfs and fashs to remain here unchallenged despite multiple reports#like the disconnect between what you’re saying and what you’re actually doing is ridiculous#either own the fact that you don’t care about us and do what you want with this site#or start actually LISTENING to us. thanks#personal
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Hm hm~
#im lost in my own memories as well as recounting what my mother has told me#i will admit i do not fully recall things from before i was 5. but i do have some vague memories. i KNOW Part of Your World was the...#well...first song i ever memorized. i remember putting the movie in my vhs player and rewinding the song . waiting. then pushing play again#to listen to the song and sing along with it. i would sing With ariel. i spent hours doing this with plenty of songs :)#until i got the hang of it and could perfectly (or as perfectly as a prek age kid can) sing it. i did this with a LOT of songs from movies#i sang disney. i sang barbie. (most specifically “free” from princess and the pauper. tbh tho i mostly sang Barbies part and not Ericas???)#but i did sing all of the other girl parts in that movie...#anyway. i joined choir come middle school. was in varsity. joined the highest choir a little 1st year in HS can join when i got into HS#something i still hold pride in bc we had tryouts for it :) i had multiple solos for choir concerts. in my 2nd year of HS i was bumped up#to Chorale choir (aka THE highest choir...intermingling boys and girls) and i even tried out for Show Choir#which you can only try out if you are in Acapella (the highest a freshman can be in) or Chorale. and only 10 to 12 girls make it in#and i made it in :)#sure by then i felt overshadowed but i had a ton of fun :) i quit choir my last two years bc...#well. i was pursuing a possible medical career via classes#but i still sing to this day. its so Relaxing and releases SO much serotonin. and tbh whats the weirdest part..?#when i try to record myself singing i get all nervous. but the moment i hold a microphone? even if im recording? my confidence shoots up#and my anxiety goes away#i love the stage. i love singing. idc if its ''cringe'' or im a Horrible person for ''loving disney'' but without disney songs?#i might not have grown into the person i am with singing as my biggest passion#so YES im going to see TLM live action in theaters. I. Dont. Care. if people think the movie sucks before they even see it#that shit SHAPED my childhood
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every day i psych myself up to do some cleaning. and every day i walk in my kitchen and despair
#i can’t do it babe#it’s too much#yesterday my flatmate put on our whiteboard that she’d cleaned on the 10th#bestie. you don’t know how useless that is. get your stupid pride away from me and clean your dishes#shut up holly
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*lovingly watches my mutuals do their thing like a proud mom on a playground*
#oh your mutual knows how to get away with murder? Haha how cute#mine over there can put someone in a coma with one punch just finished their 84k words fanfic and can correctly identify 16 pride flag#they grow up so fast
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My queers, we really need to put the "no men" thing away. Men are not inherently bad. There are queer men. There are questioning men. There's men that are just plain cool. Denying these men a space at our table is not helping - except the TERFs. I just came off the back of reading a transphobe gleeful rant about the need to have pride without men - They of course mean me. This kind of stuff is damaging to me and I really need us all to take a step back and maybe kill this "men dni, men not allowed" stuff. What you mean is "no men who are going to do mean stuff to me." And frankly those men won't give a shit about that kind of boundary.
But I promise you there's a fleet of good honest men who will see that and be sad they're not allowed in your version of queer spaces.
PATRIARCHY is what you hate. Dni Patriarchs.
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