#probably will happen soon

[ilikerosesalot]

The sheer amount of isat content I'm engaging with....the way I'm not rlly active with genshin anymore...I think I might need to update my bio

[chloesimaginationthings]

RIP Michael Afton.. you would of loved FLAF

[vaguely-concerned]

thinking about not only the specific people lucanis pulls in to represent the 'locks' in his psyche, but the storytelling that happens in the structure/order of them. the underlying ideas are presented something like:

the lucanis who went into the ossuary never came back out again; he died down there (the boy caterina raised is gone forever) -> you're putting yourself in danger doing this (by being close to me), you should leave because I can't bear it if you get hurt because of me -> it doesn't matter even if we do try this, it won't work anyway (again because of me) ('you know what he's like, you can open the door but he won't walk through it' :'( oofie doofie) -> what if the real secret is that there was never anything but the monster in here from the beginning. you should leave, there was never anything here worth saving in the first place. (implicitly: what if I deserved what happened, all along.)

it runs pretty cleanly from outward-oriented attachment anxiety ('caterina won't even want me back like this, she won't recognize me (the same way I no longer recognize myself)) and gradually deeper inwards until we reach self-image and self worth. or you know, the harrowing basic lack of it lol.

"careful -- they'll know we're not right," spite says in one of their first scenes... but clearly, some very deep part of lucanis has feared or suspected for much longer than that that there's something inherently not right at the core of him, way before any demon entered the picture. and the voice he gives those lines to is the person who should know him better than anyone in the world, who he has loved more than anyone in the world -- and who deliberately chose to hurt him so horrifically anyway. 'It's better if I'm just a monster and deserved what happened than it is to allow for the idea that the brother I love doesn't really exist and maybe never did'. it's better if he's fundamentally flawed in some way that needed fixing to help him survive, and that's why caterina chose to hurt him again and again -- out of love. (this one I think he might have a very sad wakeup call on one day if he ever ends up with the responsibility and care of a child of his own in some way and realizes just how alien the idea of ever intentionally hurting them for any reason is to him. oh buddy. also interesting that he keeps caterina as the outermost lock -- there IS a distance he keeps there that he hasn't with illario. he doesn't resent her 'anymore' he says, but he also keeps her carefully further away from his deepest self.)

as far as I could tell the only note in the mind prison that's fully hidden and needs to be uncovered is the sad painful helpless stupid little truth that even after all this, even knowing what happened... he still loves his brother. is there anything illario could ever do that would make lucanis completely stop loving him, do you think? sometimes the trouble with unconditional love is that it is, well. unconditional, even when some terms and conditions probably would have been in order haha.

that's the pattern you see there again and again; he would rather destroy and abandon and imprison himself at every turn than let go of love, even when it's just scraps, even when there's only ever enough of it to hurt him. it's only when rook shows up and as it were takes his hand and walks along with him that he can entertain the idea of changing the story of what walking out the door might mean in the end.

[wildflowercryptid]

i'm about to pass out at my desk, but have this stupid ass doodle i did before i go sleep.

[xxplastic-cubexx]

your movie charles art gives me cuteness aggression

obsessed with getting these asks back to back and yet they both hold some truth i think ...... thank you very much everyone ....

[heartless-brainrot]

so i was planning to do heartless art for pride but i forgot and now its 11:42pm on june 30th so have this for now

i sware ill do something art in july

[chimerical-daydreams]

I cool thing (in my opinion) would have loop die in a battle (or something) and then everyone is distraught and crying but then loop loops back and say the line she says in her battle when she first dies.

Loop dying would be like. Worst case scenario for them.

Honestly I've been puzzling what would even be able to kill Loop (being max level and having way too much fighting experience and not even being sure they can loop back still), but if something did manage to get them, I imagine they would try to just. Straight up lie about it. Like "Oh no no, it was nothing! Just got a bit startled is all!" when they literally almost keeled over a few seconds ago.

Though, since it's tutorial text, I could also see a dagger scene-esc turn of events, where Something takes control of Loop for a second to inform the party that [IF THE STAR DIES, THEY CAN LOOP BACK TO FULL HEALTH]. Which will garner a mix of Incredibly Confused Responses from the party.

Anyways here's some Bonnie for the soul.

[rystiel]

well that’s one way to come out i guess

[pempempemto]

FNAF RUIN SPOILERS

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still thinking about. the last encounter with eclipse .

[julia-loves-cupcakes]

His route really cannot come soon enough, I need to know more about my husband :'3

Also some different hand designs because I liked them too much to discard and a nice yellow background so I can pretend he's not incredibly sad

[dailyloopdeloop]

loop and mirabelle. That's it that's the ask

DAY 84: enrolled in the gossip wars

[splatoonworldposts]

[missescalientee]

Part 2!

They're okay! Relatively speaking..

The coast isn't clear just yet tho...

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[cantthinkfoabettername]

Tons of people speculating that Vander had feelings for Felicia, or that Silco had feelings for Felicia. Why couldn't those feeling be of friendship? Why does everything have to be about shipping and romantic? Just because a man and a woman are close doesn't mean that they have to me romanticly involved.

[wyvernity]

wip posting just to get something out there, and it's def a mixed bag!! the only thing more inconsistent than my posting schedule is my art style RIP