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idek how many people read the stuff i post on here that’s unrelated to a blurb or a fic but i need to get this out of my system. i honestly feel like i’m not a good writer simply bc i can’t bring myself to write awfully sweet lines and it’s so easy for me to feel like i’ve crossed a line where it’s too lovey dovey. in the fanfic world, however, that’s exactly what’s expected from you so any time i try to write, i hit a wall. i could never write a grown man as pouty, i can’t use too many petnames because it makes me want to curl up into a ball and gag, i can’t make characters baby one another. is it normal to feel like that as a writer or am i just a cold-hearted robot? if you’re also a writer, PLEASE let me know

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Hii!! I saw your post about sending blurbss<3 i have been thinking soo much about jealous!reader with judee like how he reacts <33 i literally cant get this throught out of my mind!!! sending love xoxo

i just know jude would find this so funny, especially after news reports of him and the celia girl come out.

of course he doesn’t think much of it, there have been so many rumors and talks of him dating different influencers, models etc. that he barely reacts but to you, it’s all new. not only the dating a famous footballer part, but also everything that comes with it. had you been together for years, you wouldn’t even bat an eye but your relationship was so new and you didn’t quite know how to react to the news. was your relationship even serious? maybe he was indeed seeing other people, you had never spoken of boundaries before so who knew.

“are you jealous?” he questioned with an amused smile after you pushed away his attempt at a kiss on the cheek. he was certain you’d seen the posts all over social media after you’d been brushing him off and giving him subtle attitude all day. you weren’t even able to respond before he burst into a fit of giggles. “jude!” you protest but he only smirks. “you’re jealous, which tells me you must really, really like me” he challenges teasingly with squinted eyes as he holds the far too intense eye contact. “you’re such a child, jude” you scoff and push his head away but that only ignites the desire to tease you more.

“oh, am i? you wasn’t saying that when you were scratchin’ my back last night” he mumbles with a stupid grin, which only widened when your eyes went wide as ping pong balls. “what’s that, darlin’? the cat got your tongue?” he asked until he managed to wrap his arm around your shoulder, pulling you closer to his body.

“listen, all these rumors come with dating me. i know it’s tough, until we make it official in public, but i promise you that you’re the only one i care about, okay? you’re the only person i’m seeing and i plan to keep it that way, because i really, really like you, darlin’, so trust me” he then said in a much more serious tone, pressing a gentle kiss to your temple. “still funny seein’ ya jealous, though. should make you mad more often” he whispered.

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how about one with Jude where they are married, but they fell out of love. They are only together for the kids, but soon come closer together like after a trip or something. Angst then fluff?? your writing is so good!! <3

i physically don’t think i can fit this whole thing into a blurb so possibly new fic incoming?🤫

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Drunk Jude marriage proposal (not a real one, just like in his state he confess he wants to marry you and gives you anything like a fruit loop or hair tie as ring lol) PLEASEEEE I think it'd be adorable, I need some fluff for him 😫

no bc imagine you haven’t even been dating for long (like 2 months) but people on tiktok are saying men KNOW and you go to pick him up from the club and the moment he steps into the car he’s all over you. i’m talking sloppy cheek kisses and cheesy smiles. his eyes are practically shut and he simply can’t stop grinning from ear to ear.

he’s GONE gone, singing all the songs that come on the radio and you don’t have the heart to tell him that he’s so off-key it’s making your ears bleed. before you’ve even approached his house, he pulls out a pack of peach rings from nowhere before turning his head towards you with a stupid smile you want to wipe off his face as it’s nearing 3 AM and all you want is some sleep.

“i wanna marry you, y’know” he tells you, words slurred as you fight the urge to slam your foot on the brake. “jude, what are you even-“ you laugh as you give him a quick glance but your question flies over his head. “will you marry me?” he asks “because i wanna marry you.” he states as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

you sigh with a smile, knowing he won’t remember any of this interaction the next day “sure, i’ll marry you.” he smiles and puts one of the peach rings on your ring finger before pulling your hand to his mouth and taking a bite out of it. “jude!” you scold but he only chuckles in satisfaction.

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i haven’t written in months but i’m getting a sudden burst of energy and inspiration so pls send in blurb requests 🧸 jude ones especially

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send in requests for jude🤫

ੈ✩‧₊˚ smutty dialogue prompts

¹⁾ “you heard me. strip.”

²⁾ “let me hear you, baby.”

³⁾ “show me how you want to be touched.”

⁴⁾ “why don’t we film it?”

⁵⁾ “you have no idea how much i want you right now.”

⁶⁾ “i’m going to fuck every last thought out of this pretty little head.”

⁷⁾ “god, you look amazing like this.”

⁸⁾ “let’s put that smart mouth to good use.”

⁹⁾ “you should probably hold on to something.”

¹⁰⁾ “what if someone sees?!”

¹¹⁾ “don’t be afraid, it’s just me.”

¹²⁾ “no underwear?”

¹³⁾ “i could lift up your dress right now, and no one would even notice.”

¹⁴⁾ “since when do friends do things like this?”

¹⁵⁾ “go on, baby. ride my thigh.”

¹⁶⁾ “say that again.”

¹⁷⁾ “let’s give them a real reason to be jealous.”

¹⁸⁾ “don’t worry about the damn clothes, i’ll just buy you new ones.”

¹⁹⁾ “touch me.”

²⁰⁾ “i’m yours.”

²¹⁾ “if you want to come, you’ll have to beg.”

²²⁾ “if i have to pull over, you won’t be able to walk for a week.”

²³⁾ “did you wear this just for me?”

²⁴⁾ “shush, we can’t have anyone hearing this.”

²⁵⁾ “i’ll buy you whatever the hell you want, so long as you let me take it off you.”

²⁶⁾ “you look so pretty when you’re cumming for me.”

²⁷⁾ “why don’t we use some of your toys?”

²⁸⁾ “i need you. now.”

²⁹⁾ “it’s my thigh or nothing. i’m not lifting a finger to help you get off.”

³⁰⁾ “bite me”.

³¹⁾ “beg for it.”

³²⁾ “people who’re just friends don’t do shit like this, and you know it.”

³³⁾ “stop that, i told you that you can’t leave any marks.”

³⁴⁾ “oh, yeah? you like it when i do that, baby?”

³⁵⁾ “tell me what you want me to do to you.”

³⁶⁾ “i know i said we couldn’t do this anymore, but i need you. please.”

³⁷⁾ “oh, fuck- do that thing with your tongue again.”

³⁸⁾ “wait- what if someone sees?”

³⁹⁾ “i had no idea you were into this.”

⁴⁰⁾ “go on. fuck yourself on my cock/strap/hand.”

⁴¹⁾ “i, uh- i might’ve left a few marks.”

⁴²⁾ “let me give you a reason to stay in bed.”

⁴³⁾ “if you’re worried about people hearing then you’d better stay quiet, hadn’t you?”

⁴⁴⁾ “i like you so much better with my hand around your throat.”

⁴⁵⁾ “what would they think if they could see you now, hm?”

⁴⁶⁾ “poor baby, all fucked out and i’ve barely even touched you.”

⁴⁷⁾ “you heard me. i want you to sit on my face.”

⁴⁸⁾ “you never look better than you do when you’re underneath me.”

⁴⁹⁾ “do you seriously think it’s funny? sending me shit like that while i’m at work?!”

⁵⁰⁾ “you can be a little rougher, y’know. i’m not exactly delicate.”

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hey babe, i hope you’re doing better 💘

hi babes!🫶🏻

thank you so much for this!! i've been feeling so under the weather and stressed from my exams lately, messages like these can really brighten up the day🩷

[calistrae]

why's the pick me, mean girl, cheater, man snatcher always blonde in books?

i'm so sorry, my dear blondies <3

[calistrae]

finals are coming up so i've had no time to write ANYTHING, i have a few requests i'm working on though!

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ville de l'amour. a trent alexander-arnold blurb

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pairing: trent alexander-arnold x gn!reader

requested: yes

request: hii can i request reader and trent maybe in paris and he proposes under the eiffel tower in the dark?

warnings: teeth-rotting fluff, obnoxious lovey-dovey couple activities

notes: no proposal under the eiffel tower, simply because i personally think it's overrated, instead check out the luxembourg gardens and you'll see why i picked it as inspiration for this! tysm for requesting and all the love on my fics! 🧸🤍 (not proofread as per usual lmao)

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you had no idea, what your boyfriend had planned for your holiday in paris, but his requests and suggestions had made you beyond suspicious of his plans.

why did he have the sudden urge to go to paris, despite having never shown interest in it? why had he suddenly asked you to dress up? why was he looking so formal when all you were doing was taking a little walk?

not that you were complaining. paris was beautiful and the man strolling through the gardens with you was a god. you could swear he was a divine being walking this earth. from the bottom to the top, he looked gorgeous, especially in this sunlight. what had you done to deserve this? to deserve him?

you never realized you were staring until his words brought you out of your trance. "you never realized you were staring until his words brought you out of your trance. "my love?" he spoke, his thumb gently stroking the back of your hand as he kept it in his own. "huh?" was all you could reply, having been torn away from your thoughts.

"what were you staring at?" he questioned with a wide grin on his lips and from that smile alone, you knew you'll never be hearing the end of it. he could read you like a book so you knew that he was probably aware of what you were thinking. "come on, tell me, babe. promise i won't tease you about it" he smirked and you both knew he was lying.

"it's so pretty here, trent" you said as you took the sight in, moving closer to him as you held onto his arm to avoid bumping into the large groups around you. the gardens were beautiful, truly. but there were a lot of people and this put both of you slightly on edge. your relationship had always been private, you rarely posted one another and you rarely appeared in public cozied up.

"only the prettiest place for someone as pretty as you," he replied with a gentle hum and the two of you attempted to remain serious but quickly failed when glancing at each other, bursting out into laughter. "that was so bad!" you exclaimed and he only nodded as he continued laughing. "i give you a compliment and you react like that?!" he argued back.

"that was the cheesiest thing i've ever heard, trent. we both know it was awful, don't try that one ever again." you told him and leaned against him as he guided you through the gardens, now having reached a more quiet, private area. "you love it deep down, i know you do." he hummed and smirked to which you couldn't help but roll your eyes.

"i love you but sometimes i can't believe how i fell for you" you pointed out and chuckled at the offended expression on his face. he let out a joking huff and stopped walking in front of the medici fountain. "i was planning to propose to you just now, but you've just broken my heart. can't believe you." he mused but his tone was a clear indication he was only joking.

when you heard the word 'propose,' your eyes widened as you stood in front of him. "what?" you laughed and shook your head, throwing it back in disbelief as you glanced at the sky and took a deep breath. "what? i'm not kidding, my love." he chuckled and pressed a kiss to the back of your hand.

while you had been convinced he was joking, his words threw you into a frenzy, your eyebrows furrowing together in confusion. he had to be joking, right? there was no way he was being serious. you shook your head and looked him straight in the eye, however the playful expression remained on your face "stop playing. there's no way you were going to propose."

at this, he beamed up once again and within a single second, the man was on one knee in front of you. you felt like you had been hit in the face and you were sure your jaw was hanging open. "what are you doing, trent? get up!" there was no way this was real.

the look on his face could only be described as pure love and adoration as he took your hands in his and flashed that gorgeous smile you loved so much. "i'm not joking, love. with or without a ring, i want to be yours forever but i want to celebrate our love. i want you to be my partner in everything, whether it's a game or whether it's in life. i don't think i've ever felt more loved and i certinly have never loved anyone as much as i love you. everything about you is...pure perfection, really. i want to love you at your best, your worst and your everything in between. it sounds awfully cheesy, i know it does but i can't word it any differently because this is how i feel." he told you and kissed the back of your hand as he was holding it.

"you've shown me what love is supposed to look and feel like and i'd be a fool to not ask you to marry me. so, would you make me the happiest person in this entire world and marry me, love?" he asked as he pulled out a tiny emerald green box and opened it, revealing what must've been the most beautiful ring you've ever seen. it wasn't huge or flashy with a massive diamond but it was perfect, beautiful. you were in complete disbelief but quickly, you dropped down to your knees and smiled at him as you nodded almost frantically.

his smile only grew as his arm wrapped around your waist and he pulled you in, burying his nose deep into the crook of your neck "i love you so much" he whispered as he held you close and you could swear you felt tears against your skin. but you weren't any better as you were in tears the moment he said he wanted to love you through every moment of your life. the two of you were never serious with one another but the look in his eyes alone told you that he wasn't kidding. you held each other's gaze for a few more seconds until trent cracked and pressed a kiss to your cheek.

"we should probably get up, we're kneelin' in the middle of a park and i think people are staring." he pointed out with a chuckle. as he helped you up, he pulled you flush against himself, the muscular pair of arms tight around your midriff. he nuzzled against your temple and pressed the gentlest kiss against your skin. you observed the ring with a small smile on your lips as he led you out of the park and in your gut, you had a feeling there was more planned.

[calistrae]

i'm so sorry i've disappeared again, finals are coming up and i'll be graduating soon so i've been so busy! working on some trent fluff, hopefully will be posting it sometime next week!

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this feels insane, thank you <3

more is coming soon!

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pillow talk. richarlison

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pairing: richarlison x gn!reader

warnings: very slightly suggestive if you blink (just in case: minors dni!)

notes: i went to check my inbox and there were like five requests for richarlison and i kind of feel bad for not posting anything for him earlier lmao but here you are loves <3 hope it's worth the VERY long wait! and tysm for 300 followers, i really appreciate it!

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as late hours of the night ticked away, you found yourself in bed, snuggled up under multiple blankets as the air in london was getting colder with each passing day. your boyfriend had left for training over three hours ago and you couldn't wait for him to return.

every minute of your day up until now had been rough - being on your feet all day and finally you were in the comfort of your soft, cloud-like bed. the only thing that would make this moment better would be his arms around you, keeping you close and drawing you into him. he couldn't be away for much longer, right? it had already been so long but time only seemed to pass slower. maybe it was your despair causing you to feel this way.

you had barely seen each other before he was headed out to training, the most you got was a gentle peck on the lips that promised to be back as soon as possible. it felt like an eternity away from the current moment but as if angels had answered your prayers, you heard the slam of your front door. not an aggressive one, just a slam. you heard him shuffle his jacket and boots off and it didn't take long until he was upstairs.

neither of you wanted to do anything but be in one another's arms, you could see that from the way he plopped down onto the matress, not even bothering to remove any of his clothes. "hi" you simply muttered as he wrapped his firm frame around your body, his head resting in the crook of your neck. "meu amor, you can't even imagine how hectic today has been."

"i've been running around all day as well, my feet are killing me." you admitted and he nodded lightly, which caused his hair to rub up against your skin and you couldn't help but chuckle a little. at this, his smile grew and he took a quick glance at your face "for someone that had a rough day, you still look awfully beautiful." he hummed and adjusted himself so he leaned above you, his hands supporting himself but he couldn't hold himself up for much longer as his arms gave out in less than half a minute.

"rough session?" you questioned with a small smile and kissed his cheek to which he nodded and sighed "coach was trying to kill us, i swear." you wrapped your arms around the back of his neck, drawing him closer as if there was any space left between the two of you. just by touching him, you could feel the tension in his muscles and hadn't you been so tired, you would've given him a massage. instead, you opted for giving him gentle kisses on his cheeks and temples.

"i feel like my boss hates me. they're always giving me a hundred different tasks and i have to get them done by the end of the day even if they're not things that don't technically have to be rushed." you ranted and groaned quietly, looking over at him every few seconds to make sure he was still listening. and he was, his eyes on you as he slowly nodded along. sometimes this was all you needed, you didn't need him to say anything but you had reassurance that he was listening. your relationship had always been turbulent, so moments like this were so important.

just the two of you in each other's embrace, talking about your days while snuggling up underneath the cushions. nothing in the whole world could disturb how at peace and relaxed you felt.

"missed you so much too. really didn't help with the stress." you added as you were finally finished with rambling on about how difficult your day had been. "oh, amor. i missed you too. so much." he whispered and you felt him place his palm on your cheek, carefully pulling you in before he placed a kiss on your lips.

you weren't sure how long you had been laying there by now. you were now facing each other as your boyfriend's hand gingerly dragged across your features, a tired smile on his lips. "you are so beautiful." you couldn't help but blush, turning your face into the pillow beneath your head "you keep repeating that and it's making me blush!" you accused, which made him laugh.

"well, yes, meu amor. that's my job. but i can do way more than just make you blush." he pointed out with a mischievous smile and god, that grin looked so stupid. his comment made you roll your eyes and lightly, you swung your hand at his arm, giving it a gentle swat.

"if you keep doing that, i'll show you what i can do!" he 'threatened' as he pinned himself above you once again, caging you between his arms as he stared at you with a smirk dancing on his lips.

"mhm, and if you keep teasing, i'll show you my own skills and we all know you can't resist" you countered and matched his expression. in response, you heard a whine before all of his weight laid on top of you "don't tease. i'm way too tired for this." he groaned.

"you started it! and get off me, you're like a bag of rocks" you argued but went quiet when you heard a quiet snore.

oh boy.

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Do you not know about hakimi having a r-pe case against him or something…

i really didn't know. due to my mental health, i've been avoiding the news lately and now that it has been brought to my attention, i will take down all of my posts about him.

i feel so bad about this, will definitely be keeping up with news more.

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why are you writing for a man who has been charged with rape???

um so...i'll be honest: i haven't been keeping up with any news lately so i genuinely didn't know. i'm really sorry.

this was entirely new information for me and i'll be deleting all of my works and wips related to him straight away.

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WIPs:

pillowtalk (richarlison x gn!reader fluff)

jude x fem!reader smut

taa x gn!reader fluff, maybe angst?

dating jude bellingham includes... (headcanons)

are we even surprised 3/4 don't have names yet? naming is always my last step when i write something

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just a heads up: my writings will never describe the reader's physical appearance! the most i will do is gender the reader.

why? as a plus-size person, i get so uncomfortable when i read a 'person x reader' fic and the author has clearly written the 'reader' to look a certain way. it's 'x reader' for a reason, everyone should be able to imagine themselves.

i just thought i should remind you guys.