#prob get like 1 song but can you imagine????

[heavenknowsffs]

Manifesting my boss asking and it being accepted that i photograph metallica in madrid 2024 🔮💫🙏🏼

[your-ne1ghbor]

THE KINGDOM OF ROSES AND THORNS ANIMATIC (UPDATED)

I got the storyboard all done.

Plus the reason why I changed it was because legit the other one I kept on imagining different characters not the characters I wanted to use and I didn't like how anything was coming out.

But after I explored that universe for a week or so, I think that it is better for me to show off another star design that will show what is happening. Plus I imagined it a lot more than the other one. Don't worry, star boy gets injured more in this one than he did in the other one :3

So here it is, FW is in the video but Blood and Death Warning

Plus I get to show off the designs I recently made and enjoyed making

So anyways, ya'll probably confused, but I feel like only 3 or 2 maybe 1 stars can predict the future, only because they are old as fuck. So yeah, Maggy summoned a very ancient star by accident. Or that this song isn't really, cannon just that the event of a Star saying "you should change your viewpoint of your world before you damn youself" is going to stay cannon in the story.

One thing I really tried near the ending is that she gets very angry at him since he hurts a star, a young one at that and she is despratly trying to scare him into changing what he will become in a positive way, but it was prevented for a while, until the grief got too much for him and he became what was foretold. Or as I said, the future part just probs wont be cannon, but the fact that magnifico will go down a dark path after this and becomes the moster rawr rawr rawr

They are blue btw (kind of like the blue fairy, which is what they are largely based off from)

Anyways I got math first period tomorrow kill me bye bye

(also the other reblogs that @uva124 @signed-sapphire and @oh-shtars did was fucking adorable imma reblog my reactions to them after summer comes along)

If the future thing ends up being cannon in the story, I am just going to say that the limitations is that they can only see so far into what that can become. They can't see beyond that point, so that way it is mainly up to the person to prevent what will happen to them or not.

[spookky-aint-spooky]

*pops into your inbox*

Heya!! If you don't minnnd… I would like to know more about your OCs pleassse!!! ✨💖 :)

Okay, sorry buhbye!

Noo don't apologize I'm glad to see you :D

I'm not exactly 100% sure what to talk about so ur getting rambles and bios lol sorry (songs I mention are linked)

Aduna (Moth Demon, HH OC)

-✨ very very fluffy ✨

- Brazilian

- Trilingual (fluent in English, Portuguese and Spanish)

- Overlord (kinda??) with a decent amount of territory in the Entertainment District

- Like a mini overlord if that makes sense

- Artist and singer

- Her post-finale theme song is prob "A Pearl" by Mitski

- Vox's ex and #1 slanderer lmao

Sabrina (Fishcubbus, HB OC)

- Leviathan's estranged kid (long lost daughter of royalty trope go brrr-)

- Only reason she didn't know he was her Dad was because she was the result of a one-night stand lol (praying for her even tho I'm the one that controls her lore 😭)

Has a trident for some reason, can summon it like Charlie can summon her pitchfork (the cousins are twinning ✨💅)

- Absolutely loves swimming/the water, feels really connected to the Envy Ring where she was born

- Her theme is either Little Wolf or Fish Inside A Birdcage (prob the latter)

- Her main story arc is basically just her Dad saying "I'll pay my child support if you bring back these criminals"

- Gets kidnapped by Striker at some point but idk when exactly

Vincent (Gravity Falls OC, my silly gay boy)

- The OC most based off of myself lol

- Raging bisexual

- A transmasc creature

- Chaotic Neutral

- Surprisingly knows how to play DD&MD despite not even having a highschool diploma (he needs to go back to school 😭)

- Favorite flavor of ice cream is cotton candy

- Likes musicals. Refuses to take Epic the Musical and Hazbin Hotel songs of his playlist

- Speaking of, he introduced both those musicals to Ford and that six-fingered nerd has not been the same since

- Theme song is definitely either Stick It To The Man or Timber

Nyx (my other HH OC, literally my first ever fandom character I made 😭)

- QPR w/ the fishy boi (Baxter)

- ✨sKatEr GuRl 🤪✨ but like in a "she will fall flat on her face and look stupid doing it but still think she looks cool" kind of way

- The venom in her scorpion tail isn't very toxic with just a simple jab, but it sure can hurt like Hell if she can keep her stinger under the skin

- Absolute fucking gremlin, refuses to exist anywhere without causing a problem lol

- Has probably sung "Open Arms" to Baxter at least once

Has a very loose contract with Velvette, which is why she has her gold glowing eye (symbolism ig ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯)

Cherry Pitt (Cuphead OC)

- Another trans man because ✨ projection ✨

- Sold his soul for safety and security after his orchard got wrecked by a storm

- He has since restored said orchard

- Lives on Isle One

- CuNtRy BoI

- Proud gun owner (should not be a proud gun owner)

- Childhood buddy of the cup bros; rekindled their friendship post-game

- I like to imagine that his weapons he uses in his boss fight are cherry bombs (cherry pun lmao)

- Def a Morgan Wallen fan

- Has the personality of the guy that makes noise complaints for a party several blocks down

KK that's all I really got tysm for the ask :D

[skitskatdacat63]

Would you mind if I asked for any classical recs. I started listening to Bartok and something clicked (also because I like hearing you talk 🗣️ )

- Penalanon

Aaahhh omg penalanon hiiii!! 🥺 so glad you liked Bartók! That's on such the deep end of classical honestly so I'm rly so glad to hear you like his work! Alright sry in advance if any of these are basic bcs im not sure what you've listened to before. But here you go, in no particular order

1812 Overture - Tchaikovsky

Okay hear me out ik this is pretty basic but I love this recording so so much, I listen to it constantly. Tho it's especially fun to listen to when I'm drawing something Napoleonic, it's very fitting

Marche Slave - Tchaikovsky

Another Tchaikovsky piece! I just really like this one :)

Piano Concerto No.2 - Rachmaninoff

Most beautiful piano concerto of all time?? Perhaps. I just love this one, and the story behind it is very sweet to me(Rachmaninoff was very depressed but his therapist helped him get back to composing, and he dedicated this piece to him)

Rite of Spring - Stravinsky

If you liked Bartók, you'll definitely like Stravinsky!!

Firebird - Stravinsky

Also must link this hilarious vid that I always think of every time I listen to this piece

Gayaneh - Khachaturian

My fav ballet EVERRRR. Okay bear with me, I know it's two and a half hours long, but I listen to it constantly

The Planets Suite - Holst

You've prob heard these before but ahhhh one of my favorite pieces, it never gets old. They are all so unique, and I love how you can tell how much they inspired modern film scores like Star Wars

La Follia - Vivaldi

My fav Vivaldi piece other than Four Seasons(not linnking it here bcs I think most people have def heard it, but go listen to it again ofc dklaskjl.) But man Vivaldi always goes off so hard

String Quartet No.8 - Shostakovich

I linked this in my prev music reccs but I'm not sure if you listened to it so I will again!!

Symphony No.5 - Shostakovich

I love Shostakvich so much waahhhhh, his life makes me sad :( But he's one of the reasons I got more into classical music!

Symphony No.7 - Shostakovich

The story behind this one is so sad to me :( It was a song of resistance for the people of Leningrad while they were being seiged in WWII. Also I love how the conducter in this vid literally looks exactly like young Shostakovich

Battle on The Ice - Prokofiev

such a sick piece

Dance of the Knights - Prokofiev

Symphony No.2 - Weill

I randomly heard this at a classical concert, and I've been in love with it every since!

Masquerade Suite - Khachaturian

Gnossienne No.1-6 - Satie

I can't link all of them so just start with the one I linked!!

New World Symphony - Dvorjak

I love the fourth movement especially, there's parts that sound like Jaws and Star Wars

Danse Macabre - Saint-Saëns

The Swan - Saint-Saëns

This song is what I imagine falling in love feels like. It always makes me teary eyed. Also Vienna has stars like the hollywood stars in some subway station, and I took pics of both Saint-Saëns and Debussy when I saw them, and two people I was with had no idea who they were SOBBB

Raindrop Prelude - Chopin

Arabesque - Debussy

I'd recc Clair de Lune but I'm sure you've heard it, so here is another Debussy piece :)

Miserere mei, Deus - Allegri 

IDK I LIKE CHOIR MUSIC BE QUIET

Lacrimosa - Mozart

You've def heard this before but GOD it makes me cry every time, soooooo iconic

Funeral March (Orchestral Version) - Mendelssohn

There's such a cool video of this as an actual march but it's for Thatcher's funeral ugh, so here's the orchestral version too

[little-miss-dilf-lover]

Omg I missed doing this !! 💺anon

"probably won’t, but uhm I want him to, so that’s enough" Yeah no we're getting married, no questions asked. (Also because I headcanon he would love callling us 'my wife')

He can send me photos of his hands any day!! (we send him a photo of our thighs and he sends us one of his hands?? I see what you did there)

HE'S SO SOFT Omg and I feel like if you catch at him he actually won't look away (as if he's been caught staring)

"im thinking we’ll just stare at him quizzically" and he just has the most shitting grin resting on his face

"he’d enter a zone and wouldn’t hear anything anyone else is saying" Lem would have to help us because Tan is seeing red

"he would rather lose you temporarily than forever (although he wouldn’t even want to do that)" please I'm crying!! baby is so stressed on what to do :((

“ask each other out. I can’t take it anymore” POOR LEM like there are times where he thinks you two will finally get together, it doesn't happen, he can feel his eye twitch. So he gets us both and makes us confess. (Tan would try to deny anything so Lem exposes him

"I imagine tan saying “that’s it, I don’t love you anymore” or “who even are you?” or “you’re picking that nob over me?” He's SO dramatic!! You pick Lem's side ONE TIME and this man is faking his own death (i love him)

"wtf that’s so thoughtful and creative?????" and I ruined it with the Thomas figurine 😭😭😭 please ignore that

Imagine talking about the multiverse with Lem 😭😭 I would love to see more of your thoughts on us being besties with Lem when requests are open, maybe some more text convos?

AND THANK U!! If it's not too much, do you have any songs that remind you of him to share with us? As always, if any ideas come to mind, I'll save them in my notes and send them to you angel !! 💗💗

me too!! forgot how fun they are !!!

1- he def says “missus” and “the wife” and “my wife” whenever he’s talking about you

2- I didn’t know if it would be a bit gross so was kinda bare when explaining, hoping you’d read between the lines😭😭😭 I think it’d be so hot to see a pic of his palm after

3- he’s such a starer !!! he’d keep looking even when you turn back away (his gaze would be kinda intimidating and would get all flustered so would have to look away first) he’d still be looking

4- 😭 yes !! kinda like a playful side smile

5- that’s exactly what i thought !? lem having to help us initially

6- he’d be so conflicted !! 🥲

7- yes yes 😭😭 he’d have to enough of it

8- he acts as if you’ve betrayed him

9- no no that thomas one was so cute, the comb was just so so smart and clever and cute

10- he’d get so into talking multiverse stuff!! omg yes!! love doing stuff with us being besties with lem!! and yes ofc, I love the text convos so you’re welcome to send some in

you know, I honestly haven’t really given it any thought. he reminds me of artic monkeys though I don’t think he really listens to them. he just gives me that vibe. maybe arabella?? d is for dangerous?? kinda think they suit. probs knee socks too just bc it’s a hot song

and ofc honey!! jot them down when you think of any and send it over anytime !! 💓💓

[princessofxianle]

Do you mind if I ask your top 10 favorite characters (can be male or female) from all of the media that you loved (can be anime/manga, books, movies or tv series)? And why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before.....Thanks...

well THANK YOU for asking, you are the first to!

tbh ive been meaning to do this on my main blog bc I take these wayyy too seriously lol but ANYWAY heres my top 10 faves (in no particular order) that I can think of (tbh theres prob more i forgot about, or i wanted to keep only 1 per fandom... except tgcf)

Huge Spoiler Warning: for ALL of tgcf, 2ha, aot, AND JJK MANGA!!!

1. Feng Xin (tgcf)

do i even need to explain this one? loyal to a fault, just a cute lil puppy, one hell of a sculpted archers back, and he's head over heels in love with Xie Lian (but tbh same) i have a lot of thoughts about him on a daily basis on this blog (and also theres the #fx backstory au tag)

2. Noé Archiviste (the Case Study of Vanitas)

MY BABY

the absolute bestest boy of EVER... with a LOAD of unprocessed trauma (yknow the typical stuff like seeing your childhood bff get decapitated in front of you) and a lot more to come once we find out how he kills his boyfriend best friend, Vanitas...

i ALSO think about him a lot but over on @noes-pillow

3. Sejanus Plinth (The Hunger Games: tbosas)

hated reading as a child... HATED it... picked up the og trilogy when i was 12 and i was a goner. The funny thing is i still hated reading for YEARS up until i picked up the prequel novel then in 2020, and now ive read all of tgcf, 2ha, and more fanfic than i could ever imagine... all because this stupid boy (i love him) chose to trust the WORST person as his friend, rip sejanus my baby

the movie is v good btw, if you havent seen it you should

4. Xie Lian (tgcf)

*Taizi Dianxia Fang Xin Guoshi General Hua Xie Lian*

how this man survived 800 years of being physically unable to die and never went insane is a mystery i will never be able to fully comprehend (aaand im in love with him... hmm i wonder why...)

5. Mihael "Mello" Keehl (Death Note)

the chocolate-addicted blonde boi that was my first anime crush... by proxy I must also add Mail "Matt" Jeevas because they are a package deal

these two are also the reason i started writing fanfic so they will ALWAYS hold a special place in my heart

6. Xue Meng - (2ha)

*sigh* he's just everyone's fav peacock (yes technically the image is XM 0.5 but he had a cool ass bird so im using this photo bc its COOL anyway...) mengmeng is another one of my trauma bois who has lost next to everything and yet is STILL kicking ass and taking names #thatsmyfuckingsectleader so proud of you my son

also this might get me into hot water here but imma go ahead and say it...

this is what i wanted Jiang Cheng to be... (i LOVE my angy grape but...) through thick and thin, despite EVERYTHING, and even mo ran fucking abandoning him he will still call mo ran his "ge"...

fgjhdfhfdg THEYRE BROTHERS, OKAY???

7. Howl Pendragon (Howl's Moving Castle)

ok this one i just simply do not need to explain... if you think i do, go watch this whole movie and then there ya go thats your answer...

GENDER

8. River Song (Doctor Who)

aside from being the character that unlocked my unhealthy obsession with :) Main Character Death :) at the ripe ol' age of 8 YEARS (although Will Turner from POTC also helped on that front... Orlando Bloom my beloved) River's story was a stroke of absolute GENIUS from start to finish and i simply love how Alex Kingston played her...

"You don't expect a sunset to admire you back."

I just love the doomed ones, okay...

9. Satoru Gojo (Jujutsu Kaisen)

look... theres *gojo girlies* uwu and then theres GOJO GIRLIES... i couldn't give 2 shits about how he's fan-serviced (tho im not complaining) but have you SEEN the amount of grief pumped into that man? he could explode in a fit of fucking insanity at literally any moment and take the whole goddamn world down with him bc what happened with suguru WASNT FAIR to him and satoru has more than enough power to go apeshit... but he DOESN'T... even after losing so many of his co-sorcerers... he still puts on a brave face to the end in order to protect the childhood of his students even tho his own youth was stolen from him during hidden inventory...

SEE? The DOOMED ones!

10. Levi Ackerman (Attack on Titan)

i read the manga during my last year of uni and when i tell you i SOBBED at the end... yes ofc for obvious reasons, but mostly bc my little Levi loses EVERYTHING. He is the SOLE survivor of the veteran scouts. He's missing multiple fingers, an eye, and the ability to walk. He was the strongest (yowaimo) but wasn't even granted the mercy to die at the end of his narrative! Broke my fucking heart.

BONUS: Morph (Treasure Planet)

he's a morph!!! nuff said <3

fin

[starsunfirelight]

Extra content

here, you can have the content I would have put on my "patreon" because I can't get over "Arc 21: Shady Business ft. Arctic Monkeys"

me reacting to the playlist:

in real time, took 4 days or so

Now, onto the actual playlist!!

Arc 1: The honeymoon phase

Note, I didn’t really pay attention to the lyrics, and didn’t really start to do that until I got to the Lana songs. Also, some of the lyrics were not available through Spotify. But it’s ok to summarize the playlist arcs, or this would be really long lol.

(We know that in this pov, the person dating Homelander is a woman, as I presume Homelander is aggressively nationalist American, for the memes, but also because of songs you’ll see later on) Here, the girl, and Homelander are just having a great time. They have just started dating, and they listen to classically American songs, as is reminiscent of Homelander’s character. Though, there is a message within the patriotic songs that this isn’t right, with the song “Tainted Love”. Crucified has a message of “I know this isn’t right, but leave me alone.” We’ll see Christian imagery come up time and time again. This goes on for a while. All the way up until Layla, I imagine. Here, we see a shift, as this song still has that classic American feel, but it has no lyrics. Perhaps, this is where the girl starts to have a shift in mood.

Arc 2: Trouble in Paradise

The musics stops being highkey energetic, and is more lowkey.

Here, with GOLDWING, we get a song telling someone to remain pure and untraumatized, as the interpretation on Genius reads. This could be a message to Homelander, as the girl naïvely thinks that the critics are all wrong, and Homelander should stay just the way he is. It could also, and I think this is the more likely interpretation, be a message to the girl dating Homelander to please stop seeing him, as things could go bad real soon, if she doesn’t get out.

Lana Del Rey!

In the Lana Del Rey section, the girl is just dating Homelander, I think.

She - Harry Styles

This song talks about a man who is working, and has a normal life, though he seems unhappy, and wishes he could just get away from it all, if he had the chance. While the woman, who we can assume is his wife, is dreaming about having an affair with the singer of the song. Harry later goes on to say that the man plays pretend, so it’s possible that Harry is the one who is dreaming of an affair with her, while she may not reciprocate those feelings.

In the context of this playlist, it could mean that either Homelander or the girl doesn’t really love the other, and is just “playing pretend”. Again, with the themes of urging “get out, while you still can. This isn’t right.” Everything may look ok on the surface, but it’s all not really real on the inside.

Judas

Judas is known to be a traitor in the bible. Yet, he’s a big Christian figure. So here, I think the girl laments her love for a big, powerful figure, knowing that it’s wrong but she can’t help it. The song is also dark, musically. Perhaps, this song is talking about her love for a woman, though she is dating Homelander.

Legendary Lovers

This song is the thought of the two together, and what should be, due to how powerful Homelander is, and so together they would be unstoppable. Perhaps this is from Homelander’s perspective. Perhaps the girl is trying so hard to let go of her thoughts, and be with Homelander. Or she’s cheating with a girl?

Killshot

Same theme of I know it’s wrong, but love me anyways, the other person being a powerful figure?

Yeah it’s very Homelander, is prob Homelander she’s talking to

The whole can’t stop thinking about you theme

Sweet to Dream

This is a slower song. It’s been slowing a bit, but this is slow.

Same theme as before, but now going to sleep.

It’s night now.

Things are good.

Prob a transition song

(could be thinking about the girl at the end of the day)

Act 3: Please don’t leave me

go go dancer

Genius says that this song means that she’s just the convenient option, not the real love

So here, we have the apparent theme, that the girl loves Homelander, but Homelander isn’t really interested, and she kinda wishes for something more

Also introduces lore that the girl is rich

Which, like how else is she dating Homelander??? lol

Don’t Go Breaking My Heart

When I was down / I was your clown

This is a similar theme as the last song, except now she’s explicitly asking Homelander not to break her heart. I assume the gender of the singer doesn’t really matter, here?

Don’t leave me, and I won’t leave you for the girl?Mama’s Boy

Ok, now, she’s starting to see the bad side of Homelander

Or is she?

Is this from Homelander’s perspective?

If not, it’s like I wish I could be perfect for you, because you’re perfect? I care about you, why won’t you care about me? My parents don’t care about me.

Also, the song is kinda… ominous and haunting. Is some thing bad about ti happen? Is he about to leave her? You know, since she’s/he’s toxic? Idk who’s the toxic one here, but I guess both??? Though Homelander is like REALly toxic, to be fair.

Lore: girl is rich but has neglectful parents? Who don’t love her that much? I guess that makes sense, as to how she got into this situation in the first place.

WAIT, is this about a relationship in the show??

And this is describing that???

oh.

Ehh, guess I can keep going regardless.

Act 4: Homelander’s perspective

Super Freak

The girl, from Homelander’s perspective

“boys in the band” how can the reference be so good

Also the tone of the song sounds like Homelander

Homelander has no issue using her like a toy

That’s probably how he sees her

Lore: girl’s a super freak, though that could be exaggerated from Homelander’s perspective

American Beauty/American Psycho

This one’s pretty clearly about Homelander lol

Womanizer

This one too

Does the girl realize by now? Are they having a fight?

Act 5: The other girls tries to win her over

Woman

Nice wordplay from the last song! I think Harry is meant to be the girl that wishes she was dating the girl who is dating Homelander right now

THERE’S A WHOLE B PLOT TO THIS????????

Call Me

Please leave Homelander and be with me instead - the other girl

Maybe they’re having a conversation now, and the other girl isn’t just thinking about this in her head

Like a Virgin

OMG did the girl finally agree to go out with the other girl????

First time == first time with a girl????? OMG Chappell Roan get over here

Like a Prayer

Oh no, they can’t be together? She’s leaving? :(

Oh, she’s falling in love

This is not the first time,.. I guess

Feels like home… girl 🥹

Big Spender

They’re on a date together, and we know our girl is rich, so she’s spoiling her date???

Material Girl? 

Same as the last, but it’s the girl’s pov now?

Lol our girl is def spoiling the other girl <3

Act 6: Homelander starts to catch on to the affair (oh wait oops, it’s cheating, isn’t it?) (sorry for the mistake) (affair sounds more posh lol) (haha…. anyways 😢 )

One Way Or Another

Homelander catches wind, know’s something’s up, and tries to catch them in the act, sees what’s going on

(ok listen I have hw to do… yet I’m too invested. Just a little more……) 😭

(uh yea yup hw is a no go ummmmmmm)

(oh well, anyway)

Butch 4 Butch

Is this our girl falling for the other girl?

Or… Is it Homelander??? Hmmm…..

Is the other girl a butch?

Is our girl a butch?

Is this meant to be wordplay?

I think it’s about Homelander, bc the relationship seems wrong

Crazy Girls

Argument with Homelander

Always Forever

Homelander is pleading for our girl to stay

Smokin Out The Window

Lore: Our girl and Homelander have kids? Or just her? There’s kids here! OMG so when Harry mentioned kids, that was true?

😭

Homelander is sad now, “How could you do this to me….”

Lore: Homelander smokes

Act 7: Girl broke up with Homelander

Guys My Age

Time skip?

It’s her perspective of the argument

Lore: Our girl is Homelander’s age, but the other girl is prob like around our girl’s age, but acts mature, unlike Homelander

Was our girl the immature one? Ahhhhh idk

Arc 8: HOMELANDER REVENGE ARC

Glory And Gore

Homelander + the superheroes are out for revenge (who is us?) new girl?

I think Homelander is dealing with the breakup… poorly.

Idk this

Rumor Has It

Lore: the other girl was half her age

Our girl broke up with the other girl?

Someone’s leaving someone

They have history

Homelander goes on to date a girl half his age, possible cheated during the former relationship??

There’s 3 people

girl (cheat) -> dude with girl -> girl with another dude

????

Ok let’s just see 🥲

Homelander and our girl get back together? Maybe, it’s all rumors in the media, it’s unclear at the moment

Which would explain…

Arc 9: Please don’t go, more lowkey but the pain is there

Edit: HOLD UP, RUMOR HAS IT WAS A PROPHECY THIS WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!! 😦like GOLDWING AH!!??!?!??!?! :{||\\\|\\Ah1+0=-1]-./,./,./….. . . _-_-__________–_____ __ _  __ _ __

fel;ld off the cliff and bye idea poof with magic it’s gone I(idea go here but it’s byw now! :deranges lagh:joker grin) sarah save me

Brooklyn Baby

pov from the girl half your age, kinda sad and alone

Is she dating Homelander or our girl?

My boyfriend’s in a band

Oh, it’s sad if it’s the girl who Homelander cheated with 🥺

age

Lovefool

Someone doesn’t love their partner anymore, please pretend

Head Over Heels (the reprise)

Is- Homelander the one asking to stay?

Again, small age

Wanted to be with you alone

Supermassive Black Hole

Please love me, for I can’t help how much I’m in love with you

She’s My Collar

I’m hopelessly in love with a (secret) lover maybe not secret

Homelander decides to be loyal?

From genius:

He never expected his relationship with her to extend much beyond a one night stand, but now she is tempting him back, like the serpent in the Garden of Eden.

Oh buddy, Homelander caught feels 😭

This could go so wrong so fast

Arc 10: The one that got away (Homelander -> our girl -> the other girl)

More like Crazy Stalker Homelander arc (Oh no, he caught feels 😭)

Americano

Our girl is reminiscing about her? Ouch, this is pre 2015 America…

Thoughts of marriage…

Cannibal

Oh, is Homelander out for blood????

An Unhealthy Obsession

Homelander decides to stalk our girl… 😬 creepy….

Meant To Be Yours

Lore: They’re all in high school???

I wanna die was real????

Scream

Arc 11: idk numbers,, They’re married now, lest Homelander kills her

Time skip???

You’re So Vain

Our girl grew up

Lore: It’s been years

Also Homelander scene from way back when, remember this for the animatic, shall it be made

Arc 11: fr this time, The other girl’s perspective, poor girl 😭

If U Seek Amy

Chappell called, the other girl is on her mind, everyone 

It’s been years, and the other girl is still thinking about her

Starring Role

The girl doesn’t love the other girl back? :( oh no….

Me and My Husband

Poor girl is in denial….

and Drive

Follow up, she found Amy

Or Homelander is being a meanie :(

Wait scratch that

Goverment Hooker

Oh yeah so I guess the other girl is a fling now! 🙂

The JFK line means that our girl is a powerful person now? Like politically? Superhero’s wife?

Money, Money, Money

Poor other girl… I guess the other girl was poor :(

Or it’s like to signify she want her lil rich girl’s heart 💔 🌉

Also the girl wouldn’t like her back 😭

Chappell get over here

Please!!!

It’s My Party

:C now she’s crying… look what you’ve done 😭 🫂

She’s supposed to be mine 💔 ☹️

Breakfast In America

Take a look at my girlfriend, not much of a girlfriend

Money Honey

Our spoiled princess strikes again!

Livin that life!

Still a mistress, though 😵‍💫

She loves her the most, dw

Arc 12: Homelander’s house, what goes on in there?

Sippy Cup

The kids are depressed… where did you get this money? I’m not dumb. 😐

Immortals

Homelander,.... 😭

this isn’t the flex you think it is, buddy

I'm still comparing your past to my future

It might be your wound, but they're my sutures

I wanna bawl 😭🥹 🥺

Arc 13: Kidnapper era

Emperor’s New Clothes

Oh no, Homelander is coming to take you (away), watch out girl!!

Another Way Out

Oh it’s dark ☠️

Remember the Time

After all we had… :( (No girl, don’t trust him, he’d a bad guy, remember that.)

Monster

Oh, she knows, all right 😭

uh - CANNIBAL REFERENCE???? 

The callbacks, omg 😭

Unrelated, but gives me ABBA vibes

Also the conflict with the other girl 😭

Something About Maggie

Maggie Don’t You Know

You gotta get away from him, girl - the other girl

Hit him back (ooh the drama)

Dude ain’t as hot as he pretends to be

(can’t do hw so now I’m here^)

fire

Homelander nO-

Bro why are you still cheating on me? (evil villain)

Homelander’s the villain

Lore: the other girl is a gypsy girl???

Lore: ½ lore, girl’s Maria, other girl’s Esmerelda no girl is Esmerelda, Veronica, Maria = christ

But she will be mine / Or she will burn

Arc 14: Alright girl, it’s time to take some revenge!

Maneater - Nelly Furtado

Our girl is getting revenge!!! This describes her to a tee! 

Misty

It’s a Lesley Gore song so I think it’s about the other girl edit:yep she’s so sweet 🩷 💚

Wow, look at her go! That’s my girlfriend!!! 🥹

Sunshine, Lollipops And Rainbows

They’re on a date together!!! Yay!!!! :D :O she’s mine?????

And love is here to stay - are you sure about that????

Arc 15: Post Public Meltdown/Fight

Rich Girl

We all know who this song’s talking about 😎

Wait, was she taking the money from Homelander this whole time????

The Edge of Heaven

Homelander, I thought we were over this???? 🫢 On again, Off again now it’s WHY???? :(

Bruh Homelander really does not take no for an answer

One day you’ll wake up on your own 😐???????

I Can Do Anything / Finale

That one song that all the youtubers use

OH IT’S FROM THE SOUNDTRACK

The Plagues

Lore: the girl has a brother OH no it’s like “You were my brother” like solidarity

Homelander is finally gonna take revenge on the girl once he realizes that he can’t have her

I will not / Let your (my) people go

what>???????

Charlie’s Inferno

HOMELANDER DIED????????

Cuz the description is so Homelander 😥 😢

 WHO LET the maker of this playlist cook>>>>>???????????????

Arc 15?: Yea he’s dead now

Here Comes The Sun 

-_-

I get you, Homelander’s dead now, alright>?????

Ok so is he physically dead, or just got his comeuppance? 🤔 🧐 🈁 ‼️

HOW

What I Like About You

The girl and the other girl are holding hands and spinning in a circle, she’s wearing her party dress, and they’re partying

Act 16: Trouble In Paradise… Again

(edit: I should have known!!!!! AH!!!!!! 🤦☠️ 😫 😔 😖)

Problems

Internalized Homophobia -_-

“Let loose and love all, pent up but painfully out of place”

Oh yeah, our girls is a crazy girl. I forgot about that. Oops. 🤷‍♀️

Goodbye Yellow Brick Road

She’s leaving??? Again??? With no obstacle in the way????? HUH????? 😭

-that feeling when everything is going well but there’s still like 50-100 pages left in the book -_- 😭

-ok I’m back, Day 4 let’s go!

Also “Yellow Brick Road” symbolizes that the singer is leaving a magical, almost mystical place, so their love really must have meant a lot to her 🥹

Lore: yep, the singer is poor (I think, could be a metaphor ) pov of the other girl??? Cuz the girl we know has always been characterized as rich, and throwaway lines like these have not been an accident so far

Applause

She’s using fame as a replacement for missing the other girl 😭

Or she’s just famous now, and she lives for it (oh no??) 😬

Heavy Metal Lover

Oh girl is dealing with this, bad 😬 poker and love Also drinking

Lore: this is all happening in NYC thanks, genius lyrics for that one!

Arc 17: New girl??????? edit: yup! ya! :D

“Let’s be friends”

Lay All Your Love On Me

Lore: the girl is a grown up woman

She misses her 🙁 

Falling in love?

They meet up?

Bad Romance

No, not again! 🙁🙍‍♀️

OH! The other girl wants her??? :/????????

I don’t wanna be friends -oh

It’s bad, so…. Toxic? But it’s ok???

Seventeen

Confrontation of her internalized homophobia, her father was not nice to her 😿

Wife also has all the personality of a lemon truly sucked dry

tragic backstory 😔 😞

Wrecking Ball

:O 😭 nooooo that’s so sad 

And I break it just because I can

Why does this sum up our girl’s personality so perfectly? 😭 (holds fists down looking up to the moon)

Step On Me

????? WHAT kinda relationship is this????

Is the other girl an apologist 🥺

The Bidding

Alright, our girl is still deep in denial

Oh wow, now the other girl picked up drinking 😭

Lore: the other girl has seen a lot and been places, dated lots of people before

🥹 aw this must reeeeaaaal ly mean a lot to her

“I like to take advantage of the bourgeoisie”

Don’t love me if I disappear then?????????? 😣

Oh, she got clocked, HARD

Verbatim

Aw, our girl is really getting into the thick of her internalized homophobia

Arc 18: Cheating with another girl :O how dare you

Hug Me

Why do you insist on leaving me? :(

(Hey, notice how this isn’t toxic and manipulative, unlike when Homelander was like BuT dOn’T yOu rEmem/beR thE GooD tImEs??? 😠) I don’t get why you’re leaving me 😠 vs I don’t get why you’re leaving me 🥺

Lore: the other girl and the girl dyed their hair black together!!! No wait, the girl dyed her hair black to match the other girl! And the parents couldn’t believe- pfft haha lol 🥲

Also, the other girl can fight >:) makes sense with the lore, haha! 😄 😁 😀 🙂 👏 👍 ⛈️ 🌤️ bacon and eggs!!!!!

tis a mini break up

STOP CHEATING OH MY GOSH

Love You Inside Out

Livin’ on your cheatin’

Too many lovers in one lifetime / Ain’t good for you says you lol

I love you inside and out 🌱 🥺 aw

Too many heartaches in one / Lifetime ain’t good for me 🥹 (girl… 🫂) (she put you through a lot, didn’t she? And yet, here you all, still loving her… 😭)

What am I gonna do if we lose that fire? ( 😭 augh poor girl)  edit: (the beginning of the end, right here! Ladies and gentlemen~)

Smile

The other girl has boundaries, recapping the situation so far I think? 🙂

Adore You

Who’s adoring who? Here

Oh, I guess the other girl still holding on for hiopew 

Lore: Brown skin confirmed, again!!! Oh, it’s just tanning, could be ok. 

The other girl is fighting for her dreams!!!

Mr Bad Guy - Special Edition

Girl… Don’t become Homelander 😭 😥

OH no, the internalized homophobia is beating her up 😢😥😭 poor freddy mercury 

Or… did the other girl snap?

Arc 18: sad vibes 🕳️ 🚈 🩵 ⚡ 🗻 🪶 ⛹️ 👍

Lore: our girl smokes (like Lana del rey)

You know where to find me / And I know where to look

Lore: the other girl can cook! or at least, did it once, with a half pack of lentils

I mean, she’s left stuff in peoples’ places before

Makes sense, I mean, she’s a seasoned traveler, after all!

I think the other girl decided to murder this other person the girl was seeing, was it a dude????

The Red Means I Love You

Our girl is bleeding??????

Nah, the other girl is manic now???????

All this back and forth can drive someone crazy, for sure, so I don’t blame her

Oh, don’t pick up those cannibal habits, now

Arms Tonite

Did- did the other girl decide to kill our girl???? HUH??????

Live And Let Die

You used to say live and let live when we were younger

The Rain The Park And Other Things

Was she reality or just a dream to me?

Why happy sunny vibes? 😢

Wait… did she kill, the, what?

Arc 19: I don’t know what this means

Starstruck

FLIRTING WITH THE PRODUCER???? Nah, ok, it’s just a reference George (charli xcx’s fiancee!!) is fire though!

Poor

Omg

It’s the other girl 

There goes the dagger? Got what she wants, happily ever after?

Took the money????????????????/

What You Waiting For?

Idk, what are you waiting for? 🌀 😥 👷

Now it’s only me???????

The kids… she took them in?????

Climber??? Took the money????????????

The exes get back together again

Bubble Pop Electric

Tonight I’m gonna give you all my love

There’s a conversation between two people

Drive-in movie

Tell your father I said hello

Arc 20: Uh oh stalker arc again lol?! But who?? Hm 🤔 💭

Call

Paparazzi

I’m your biggest fan

Chase you down until you love me (yeah she means it lol)

party girl

at the show

Loving you is cherry pie - love the reference here, lol

aching feeling

Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy

We can do the tango just for two

I'd like for you and I to go romancing

When I'm not with you, think of you always

Response

Sarah Smiles

Yea, she sure does…

Fooled me before

Smiles like she doesn’t care

Lives in her world so unaware 

Does she know that my destiny lies with her?

Are you saving me?

The Ballad of Mona Lisa

Mona Lisa is an optimist who can run this town

Paints, drinks gin? iirc

Also poor,? Can’t pay?

There’s nothing wrong with a little taste of what you paid for

(OH ok with the murder, and the whatnot it kinda makes sense)

Arc 21: Shady Business ft. Arctic Monkeys

Talking In Your Sleep

I hear the secrets that you keep

When you’re talking in your sleep

 (Saying you want me)

Oh, our girl has got some secrets….

Ah. 😐 internalized homophobia strikes again…

Knee Socks

Your dreams just aren’t coming true

It’s giving TV girl / sippy cup, just another average day in the relationship 

You and me could have been a team

When you know who’s callin’ even though the number is blocked edit: <- deragment 

Chained To The Rhythm

Oh no something’s about to break-

Go crazy I mean

They’re still living ok, but they’re gonna have to face the murder charges somehow

It goes on, and on, and on

edit: this abusive relationship wasn’t supposed to be normal.

Christmas Kids

No, don’t leave!

THE GIRL I SWEAR AFTER TWO WHOLE MURDERS YOU BETTER BEHAVE YOURSELF

Lore: the kids were born on christmas, twins! Thanks, genius lyrics!!!!

Based on this interview with Roar, Christmas Kids is about the abusive relationship between Ronnie Spector of the Ronnettes and Phil Spector.

huh

😐

I think other girl is Homelander-esqe, nowew

I’ll know

Where you go if you change your name and leave this place behind

Oh, murder???

Batphone

I sell the fact that I can’t be bought

Ah, I’ll find you, on the run from murder charges, I see

Vehicles will pass by, but I know when it’s you

Sells the superhuman advanced tech universe

FINALLY

Arc 22: The End of an Era

Good Luck, Babe!

What are you running from?

Time to face the truth

You Should Be Dancing

This feels different than before

No happy sun

They’re dancing

It’s a flirtatious scene in the club, maybe one of them is being a little shy

though her? nah, I can’t believe she’d be shy

Apprehensive, maybe

OH ok, so coming back from later, this is when she meets the new girl! Oh I see! :}

trying so hard to be happy for them

Living Together

OH

Oh, it’s a “why aren’t we”

Long distance, I see :/

Happy Nation

Ace of Base

They’re appealing to the judge?

hmm idk here?

Why can’t this be a happy world?

Kinda like not super clear what’s happening here

No one man should rule the world alone

Oh this song is anti fascist

Did they get found out?

? 😕 🛂

LET US LLIVE IN PEASE ALREdsy, geeZ

edit: this is foreshadowing of the whole Homelander 2.0 kinda situation I think 

Act 23: Karma (That’s what you get for becoming Homelander 2.0, you big meanie)

Karma

That’s wild

I think the other girl finally came to her sense, and didn’t wanna date Homelander 2.0

Maggie Don’t You Know

again

oh. my. goodness.

LOOK HOW THE TURN TABLES

Oh No!

Yep, they broke up, for sure this time

The girl’s pov

Don’t want money, don’t want fame

Man, she really changed her tune, huh

Self fulfilling prophecy

I Can’t Decide

Whether you should live or die

L’AMOUR DE MA VIE <- this one right here, folks

Oh, I get it now

I tried to be there for you

Then you tried to break mine (my heart)

It isn’t asking for a lot for an apology

For making me feel like it’d kill you if I tried to leave

Then you moved on, immediately 😮  no way… ☹️ hate to hear it but don’t unexpect it 

You were so mediocre

And we’re so glad it’s over now

THE DINER

ooh the tea 🍵 ☕ 

And I just wanna talk

 NO GET OUT OF HERE YOU ABSOLUTE LOSER

stalking again, I see

 (calling card 🤮 )

Lore: The other girl is in jail now, because, you know, she was involved in the murder the second time around /.<?<tioseUJ.;p

yep, crazy

I memorized your number, now I call you when I please

Stalker, get away, already 

Lore: the girl tried to end it all but is now back up on her feet ☹️ don’t do either, please

Like be alive but be your loser self, over somewhere far away from here, leave us alone already. Please.

Arc 24: Is It Over Now?

September

Party time with the new girl!!!!

Ya!!!!!! :D

or

😑 is it the girl again

OH MY GOSH it’s even in his font now, WHY MUST YOU DO THIS 😭 (hands ruffled in my hair out of frustration over thsi)

Night Fever

YEah I hope you get a night fever, girl >:(

Guess the other girl couldn’t fix her partner, either.

Oh well.

New girl and the other girl are just flaunting around, at night, in that pretty white ruffle skirt, and having the time of their lives, huh. I’m happy for them, they seem pink rosy cheeks lovely and happy C:

Got to Be Real

Oh it’s real love this time 🙂 phew, got ourselves out of a real mess, that one :}

Funkytown

OOooh nice!!!

Oh haha, I see what’s happening here. 😝 😋 😛 😜 🤪 🥰wild

This feels super healthy :) lol

Asking for permission! It’s all in good fun! 😀

I Will Survive

Yeah right, you will!!!!!!!!!!

>:) I believe!!!!!!

I’m so sorry you have to deal with that, though\

Oh, that’s funny

Get lost, loser girl

Lore: idk if I missed it before, but THIS GIRL tried to hurt her with the word goodbye 😢

The other girl is very strong, in heart and she can fight >:)

I’m not that chained up person still in love with you

FACTS bars. honestly

Arc 25: Last one. Are they finally happy now? 🌥️ 🍳 🧀fondue

Y.M.C.A

:D

No man, does it all by himself

Aw 🥹 she’s helping her through this tough time

like a good a healthy girlfriend should 🥲 

Born Too Late

To you, I’m just a kid /That you won’t date?

Was the half your age thing not a red flag>? :hm

I think it’s the girl who sees them happy and out and about now 

LUNCH

New girl, dare I ask, again? 😔

I could buy her so much stuff

Man, I’m done with this 😶‍

Waterloo - last song!

The history book on the shelf

Is always repeating itself

They’re getting married 💒 👰

please just leave me alone I’ve had enough I’m done let me go!>....... 😔 💅☕ 🧊 💥 🪃 🫥 🌫️…   | The End.

–this is where I’m at in the playlist right now

Later the girl probably realizes that she doesn’t really like Homelander and dates a girl instead, like in Good Luck, Babe! → LUNCH

I looked ahead to the songs I recognized

Homelander is dating a rich girl with internalized homophobia and neglectful parents who don’t really love her as much as they should, and she’s a super freak from the streets. Homelander doesn’t really love her, and moreso just sees her as a fun toy of his. They have a great time, though there are signs that the relationship is toxic, but the girl decides to ignore them anyway. There’s another girl, stylized by the voice of harry styles, who longs to be with her instead, noting that the two of them don’t really like eachother like she could love her. Then, maybe the girl starts to realize what’s wrong, and agrees to see the other girl, and they have an affair. (The girl has kids, though maybe they aren’t married.) Then, Homelander finds out, they have an argument, and they break up. Homelander then gets really upset, and starts to catch feelings for real. He then stalks the girl, threatening her, as it all comes to a head as he blows up a high school. The message is clear: Marry me, or it’s over for you. (The other girl also brought up the fact that she’d like to marry her at some point :( ) Time skip!! Years pass, and she thinks longingly of the other girl. Homelander and the girl are married now, (cuz she’d be dead if she hadn’t), and the other girl goes looking for the girl. But, the girl is in denial, and wants to stay in the marriage. They still keep the affair going, though. (Wow, talk about internalized homophobia, huh. Not to mention the fact that she doesn’t want to leave the marriage, even when she’s clearly unhappy with it.) The other girl is gracefully sad, hoping the girl can love her back, because right now she doesn’t show it. Then Homelander goes on a villain arc and horribly mistreats the girl. The girl starts to realize that she’s dating a monster (cannibal). He finds out that the girl and the other girl are still seeing each other and goes mad crazy. (😢 concerned) The girl decides to fight back, thanks to the other girl urging her to do so, and she takes down Homelander (but doesn’t kill) and they escape. They two of them are happy, but Homelander is upset, and finally lets go of the idea of keeping her for himself and vows to take revenge. But… some divine force attacks him, and he gets his comeuppance. Finally. Deserved. And now the two girls can freely date, but after they are happy for a little while, the girl faces her own internalized homophobia, and withdraws because of her “problems”. (Tbf she is a bit crazy, but that’s ok!!!!) They separate for a while, the other girl is crestfallen, while the girl deals with it poorly, coping through fame, gambling, and alcohol and other people. They meet up again, unexpectedly, at a coffee shop (or somewhere they both used to come together, it doesn’t even say that that’s just my guess) and they try to agree to be friends, but then the other girl admits that she doesn’t want to, and the girl tries to explain how she’s broken and her tragic family backstory. The other girl insists on loving her, even through it all. 🥹 The other girl is holding on for dear life, but the girl keeps pushing her away, dealing with the turmoil that is her internalized homophobia, along with her other toxic traits, but it’s mostly that she’s not a monster like Homelander was, but now she’s left with the consequences of having that power. 😣 Then, she cheats, because they were “on a break” or something like that. The other girl kinda gets fed up with loving her, only to get nothing in return, so she decides to kill her. Or maybe. I don’t really know at this point. It all gets a bit confusing from here, but in short, the girl goes on the run, but basically ends up becoming Homelander 2.0, and we see a mirror of the events from before playing out, but this time, instead of the girl dying, the other girl just leaves her, disappointedly. Guess the other girl couldn’t fix her, after all. She finds her own happiness in the end 🙂 With a girl who treats her right!!!! 😤

Also I think it was the girl who was half the age of Homelander this whole time 😕 :/

my notes:

study for the job you want, keeping tabs on the job that you have

🫡 got it, boss!

sycophants, I’m sick of it

do you ever just forget you’re straight sometimes (unrelated but lol)

the boys thought me a lesson, and they taught it well.

good and bad can come in many form, it’s all just a matter of perspective

history repeats itself

the abused become the abusers (see intro to attack on titan)

it takes a special kind of person to love someone really messed up

and like sometime that ain’t a good thing

don’t give it all away to someone who can’t even love you back >:(

save your tears for another day

I understand a fraction of Chappell Roan’s pain 😔😔👍

“I can fix him” NO YOU CAN’T. LEAVE< NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok that's all, bye!!!!

hope you guys enjoyed this as much as I did 🥲

[heimdallsbraids]

You | Ch. 1 (Heimdall x fem!reader)

Summary: You are so beautiful, so alluring, and so completely unaware of the way you plague his mind day in and day out. You are going to be his and his only, and not a single soul can stop him from making that happen. (Heimdall x fem!reader - modern!AU inspired by Netflix's You)

Rating: Mature (probs gonna change to explicit ngl)

Warnings: Profanity, obsessive behaviour, sexual content (youngsters back tf up)

Note: This is only a teaser for what COULD be continued if enough of you like it. It's my hopeful attempt at a modern-day GOW fic, but the idea of Heimdall being an obsessive little shit like Joe from You was way too tempting not to try, so without ado, please enjoy!

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Chapter One: The Side Hustle

The black leather bra caught his attention first. Blue eyes trailed downward in a slow drag, shamelessly admiring the sight. Matching panties, strappy garter belt and thigh-high stockings accompanied by six-inch stilettos. Were you trying to torture him?

Heimdall tipped his head back as he took a long swig from his glass. The familiar burn that followed was a welcome one as he tried to focus on anything but the growing tent in his jeans. Good thing he didn’t have to worry about anyone noticing since it was dark, and he was in a private booth on the second floor of the venue.

This was the third time he’d come back to this godforsaken place in the span of a week, but he had to if he wanted to catch a glimpse of you again. You, the one currently stealing the spotlight from everyone else on that damned stage with your gorgeous body. You, the one giving the seductive eyes as you dropped to your haunches in front of a few eager patrons waving their money in the air. You, the one he couldn’t stop thinking about day in and day out.

He’d only recently discovered that you worked here thanks to a little digging on social media. Outside of the venue, you were the good girl who worked a part-time job at a café and studied graphic design at one of the most prestigious universities in Gladsheim. You were smart, popular, and, most importantly, oozed pretty innocence to anyone who didn’t know better.

But he knew better.

He knew that your adoptive father was a war veteran back in the day and struggled with emotional connection. He knew that your adoptive mother was his father’s ex-wife and a stubborn bitch when she wanted to be. He knew that you had a younger brother in high school who was currently aiming to compete in an archery tournament later this year. He also knew that they were none the wiser about your little… side hustle.

He focused once more as the crowd began to whistle and cheer loudly, his eyes skipping over everything else and landing directly on you. The song had changed to a slow, sensual track that had him leaning forward to give you his undivided attention as you circled a chair with confident steps, wiggling your pointer finger in a ‘come hither’ motion to someone in the crowd.

‘Baby, you can

Ride it, ooh, yeah

Bring it over to my place’

A jock who looked too young to be here was pushed onto the stage by a rowdy group that must have been his friends. He immediately held his arms out to his sides, fuelling himself with their jeers and obnoxious attitudes, and Heimdall rolled his eyes. This immature man-child hardly deserved the treat he was about to get.

His breath hitched as you trailed a delicate hand over the young man’s chest before pushing him onto the chair with a playful shove, trying to imagine that it was him on the receiving end. There were shouts from the guy’s friends, but he seemed to only have eyes for you now as you slowly lowered yourself onto his lap while your other hand trailed over your body.

‘You don’t know what you did, did to me

Your body lightweight speaks to me’

It was like you were one with the music, embodying every beat and every word that played. He couldn’t take his eyes off you, even as you began to gyrate your hips on that poor excuse for a man as part of an incredibly risqué dance he’d never witnessed from you before. Your client was clearly enjoying himself because he was beginning to get a little too comfortable, and Heimdall’s eyes were narrowing when hands other than your own landed on your ass, squeezing tightly before delivering a rough smack that had you jumping.

Security guards had noticed, too, and soon two of them were getting on the stage, ready to see the man out despite the angry yells from his friends. You’d moved to get up, but the jock, seeing his fate, grasped you by the back of your head and planted what was most definitely an extremely sloppy kiss on your lips. You were clearly shocked as the guards (and now other dancers) intervened, separating him from you with rough tugs and reprimands.

Heimdall watched as your skinny blonde co-worker linked arms with you and led you out back somewhere, but he only had one thing on his mind as his eyes once again zeroed in on the young man still causing a ruckus for the security guards as he was escorted out. Sighing dramatically, he threw on his leather jacket and downed the rest of his drink before making his way to the exit.

He was going to make that dropkick regret ever stepping into this place.

[aether-friskets]

wip questionnaire tag game yay

thanks @ap0stle for tagging me in this!! :D

The WIP im gonna talk about is uh. well it doesnt really have a name i just call it "that game i want to finish eventually" or "the survival horror game idea" lol, I'm bad with names so itll prob remain that way for a while

What's the First Part of Your WIP that You Created?

I can't recall exactly when this was, but I remember I was specifically listening to this video which, judging by its age, would've been around 2 years ago now. Something about the black and red blair witch game art used as the cover (which, i... totally legally... played that game out of curiosity later on, wasnt big on it as a blair witch fan or a horror fan in general, but you will see one little element from it as one of a few inspiration points for whats kind of becoming a major mechanic in my game at this point lol) mixed with the music itself gave me this mental image of someone driving on a road through the woods with that very black and red lighting, and i had this feeling that they were looking for someone. That's technically the very vague basis that sprouted into my game idea, which has changed a lot since then, and now I don't think a scene like that will even happen. Aside from that, my first concept that's actually stuck around, is the protag looking for their sibling (usually my brain leans sister so i may go that route, but i tend to imagine characters w/out gender in mind til later lol) and sorta ending up in the wrong place at the wrong time as a result. I have some more stuff in mind of course, but a lot of stuff is still pretty vague lol

If Your Story Was a TV Show, What Would the Theme Song/Intro Be?

Oh man this is such a fun thing to think about conceptually, I feel like the WIP is almost too much of a WIP to be sure... But it'd probably have to feel very 2000s, maybe have some kind of industrial edge? Something to capture the idea of an ordinary person descending into something they couldn't possibly be prepared for i guess loll Those things aren't necessary, but the setting is mainly going to be in this as yet unnamed city during the mid-late 2000s? I haven't settled on the exact year yet so that may not be fully accurate lol. The game probably will get some kind of intro style thing, because I absolutely LOVE that in the silent hill games (and also twilight princess had something like that!! which is very nostaglic for me lol) so I think it would be awesome to do in mine lol I feel like the closest I've heard to the vibe I imagine are like. 1. Into to The Mine from Lost in Vivo 2. Broken ALSO from Lost in Vivo (i swear something abt the music in this game just has the vibes) 3. Theme Of... by Drackfreeee I guess it makes sense because it's a silent hill inspired song that you can even hear bits from the game's intros in there but. man. it's got a dreamlike quality that fits the more surreal elements i have in mind well, plus i can totally imagine it playing in an intro thing showing a bunch of scenes from the game and setting that scene of descent When i get to that point in making the game, ill probably look back at songs like these for ideas on what'll work

What Are Your Favourite Characters You Made, and Why?

Since this thing is still so much a WIP, I don't have a tonnn figured out about the characters, so it's kinda hard to pick. But I can talk a little about what I DO have figured out! As I said previously, the protag is gonna be looking for their sibling. The basic idea being that they're visiting their sibling in this new city they've never been to before, and things go all wacky sideways real fast. I feel like I'm either gonna love 'em or hate 'em because due to the unintentionally personal nature of this story that I've been embracing more as time went on, they're probably gonna be the most like me out of the cast. I'm hoping to make them an enjoyable protagonist to play as tho, not annoying but not TOO bland or anything. The sibling is probably gonna end up reflecting a lot of my sister, cause, as i said, accidentally personal story that I'm kinda just embracing at this point lol. I wanna not make any of the characters 100% like a single person I know, so I'll probably mix in traits from other people I like lmaooo. but we'll see what they're like by the end. One thing i already DO know is I really wanna circumvent the idea of the person you're trying to find/save being this "damsel in distress" type, so I think it'd be great if when you finally reunite, they're dealing with the whole situation way better than you LMAO. or at least on par. The hardest part about that tho... Is I'll probably have to make a half-decently competent partner NPC for that part of the game... I've also had this idea for a guy based on a dream I had. I think they will be playing a part but I'm not sure yet, as stuff is still very vague at this point. The idea is of someone who is "helping" you for part of the game, only to fuck you over later on because, what can I say, I love the heartbreak of getting totally screwed over by a character you trusted sometimes :3 The idea being you'd make remote contact early on and they'd promise to help lead you to your sibling but in reality either A) they've just been trying to lead you to your death subtly lmaooo or B) more likely option, theyre tricking you into helping them instead, and then will leave you for dead once you actually help them. I feel like it'd be fun to write a guy who is a total opportunist and probably a smug asshole, idk lol There will probably be other characters? but these are the only ones I have in mind so far, and as you can tell, they arent very fleshed out at all yet

What Other Pieces of Media do You Think Your Fanbase Would Share?

Jeez, the idea of garnering any kind of fanbase in and of itself is kind of cool but scary lol I figure they'd probably like a lot of the stuff that's inspiring me in the first place, like Silent Hill (duh), Cry of Fear, Jacob's Ladder, a bit o' Twin Peaks... Basically if you like some guy going through some weird fuckin' psychological shit lmaoo More specifically, i want the vibes of stuff like. standing in a subway station at a weird hour, feeling like the only person left on the planet. Opening a door into a room that shouldn't logically connect. Cryptic phone calls and texts that don't seem like a person would make them. Desperately trying to reach someone, to find the answers, but it seems like the place itself is fighting against you. Stuff like that, I guess

What Has Been Your Biggest Struggle With Your WIP?

Man, what hasn't? I don't have much experience making games so I'm learning a lot mechanically as I go, but I also have never properly finished an entire original story before. I think the main thing, is like... I'm scared whatever I create will feel too derivative of the works that inspired me, that the thing I create will ultimately fade into the shadow of other things that did it better. So every time I have a new idea, I worry about if it'll come off too much like [x thing] and that's been making the process even slower loll Aside from that, I know the character's primary goal, and I have certain locations I think would be cool to include, but I don't know SHIT about any of the details of getting from the start to the end and what will fall in-between, which does make it tricky lol. I need to really consider what kind of path I want them to follow, and what will happen after they reach their goal, stuff like that. It's all just very vague right now and trying to work out the details is almost intimidating even tho thats the main part of making a story.

Are There any Animals in Your Story? Talk About Them!

At the moment? Not that I'm aware of. There may likely be enemies with animal-like appearances, though. I could see that being a thing I do. But I haven't really gotten into monster design just yet.

How do Your Characters Travel/Get Around?

At the moment I'm suspecting primarily on foot, however my concept for the intro of the game involves the protag taking the subway. So there may be some subway shenanigans too, idk.

What Part of Your WIP Are You Working on Right Now?

I'd say the main reason the story is still so vague, is I've been trying to get the main technical/mechanical elements set up before I get too much into the details. Or maybe I'm just stalling. So, I'd say I'm mainly working on stuff surrounding the non-story parts of the game. But in terms of the story, I want to flesh out the protag and the sibling more into proper characters first and foremost, I'd say.

What Aspects (Tropes, Maybe?) do You Think Will Draw Your Audience in?

I'll be real I got no idea but... I guess if I think about it from the perspective of what I think would draw me in from an outside view...

Use of classic survival horror stuff like fixed camera angles (plus I'm going to have both tank and analog controls so more people can enjoy it :])

Putting a guy in A Situation

The general atmosphere and setting (as I sorta said, mid-late 2000s urban enviro with weird illogical stuff happening and potentially kind of dream-like elements, i hesitate to say liminal but maybe a bit liminal? I also want to go for a ps2-ish graphics quality cause i feel like its criminally underrated lol and some people may feel like me on that part and like that)

Vaguely queer protag? like i said i dont have much fleshed out but if they're gonna be based on me at all u KNOW that bitch aint gonna feel cis or straight i'm sorry it's simply fact (also admittedly I've been wanting to make them like some kinda genderqueer or somethin because its my video game and i can do what i want, and seeing human protags that are nonbinary in some way gives me life)

Weird-ass shit??? like if you vibe with weird silent hill dialogue or the weird stuff that just. happens in twin peaks, im hoping to bring a similar energy in my own way

Possibly more stuff as I flesh things out more lol

What Are Your Hopes For Your WIP?

Honestly I just hope I make something that I feel proud of. I wanna make something that makes someone feel the same way that stuff like Silent Hill, Cry of Fear, Lost in Vivo, Twilight Princess, hell, UNDERTALE did, where that shit changes you. Where you can feel the love for the genre or medium it's based upon. But at the very least, I just hope at least one person likes it, I guess That'd be enough for me

Uhhh erm I have no idea who to tag I am so bad at this part.... If you want to do this consider yourself tagged :]

[kolomo]

thank you for tagging me, @ruanbaijie ♡

1. why did you choose your url? my gaming blog is @picopond, which is a pond in botw/totk, and i thought 'kolomo', a lake in the games, would match it nicely:) 'lakekolomo' was a bit of a mouthful, though.

2. any sideblogs? if you have them name them and why you have them. nope! the gaming blog is its own log in. i don't like the side blog feature all that much...

3. how long have you been on tumblr? 2011 or 2012, i think.

4. do you have a queue tag? nah, my blog runs on a queue so no need for a tag.

5. why did you start your blog in the first place? ummm, i just saw people on twitter using it back in 2011/2012, so that's when i made my first blog. i deleted it maybe a year or two ago and created this one for a bit of a fresh start.

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? ei-chan very special to me

7. why did you choose your header? i was gifing snf and just thought that shot was neat. i've actually been meaning to update it... idk what to, tho.

8. what’s your post with the most notes?this one. that's cool! (oh my god and this one on the gaming blog...)

9. how many mutuals do you have? idk i don't track that stuff

10. how many followers do you have? 904, but i need to go through a cull the most recent bots.....

11. how many people do you follow?198

12. have you ever made a shitpost? yeh anything with gojo in it is a shitpost i hate that man

13. how often do you use tumblr each day? tbh depends if im bored at work or if there's a particular piece of media im really into and wanna see posts of. sometimes i can go a few days or a week without checking this hellsite.

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? lmfao yeah. simblr was a rough place to be.

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts i ignore them on purpose and hope they curse me.

16. do you like tag games? yeah!! i always read the answers of the ones i get tagged in and then immediately forget to do it myself lol!!!

17. do you like ask games? yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i like talking shit!! except im probs gonna turn my ask off...

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? literally all of them and that's not even a joke lol

19. do you have a crush on a mutual? nope!

20. the last song i listened to: a tear in space (airlock) - glass animals

21. currently watching: yatagarasu, spice and wolf, no longer allowed in another world, oshi no ko, suicide squad isekai, twilight out of focus, and senpai is an otokonoko. non-anime is just drag race all stars, and i've been binge watching linus tech tips. you'll figure out why.

22. sweet/savoury/spicy? all three sorry!! cant pick!!

23. relationship status: single. i was on hinge for like two months and then i deleted it lol.

24. current obsession: building a pc!!!!!!!!!! tho researching what parts to get isn't that enjoyable lmfao so it's a painful obsession.

25. nine songs/albums i've been listening to:

the rise and fall of a midwest princess - chappell roan i love you so f***ing much - glass animals loom - imagine dragons

hit me hard and soft - billie eilish intellectual property 2 - waterparks stampede: vol. 1 - orville peck

(and some songs:) hind's hall - macklemore the lovecats - the cure the great pretender - freddie mercury

i tried tagging people but the post editor was being really difficult so... if you see this, you can do it if you want!!!!

[kazuyummy]

🎀 ani's new follower matchup & drabble event !

hi friends, i'm ani, a new blog here and looking for new moots! so what better way to do so than host a follower event? i'll be doing matchups for three of my fave fandoms, so read the rules below. i'm aiming to do about 10 for now depending on interest.

all you have to do is send me a few words per below and i'll match you up with someone from your chosen fandom and write a small paragraph on why i made that choice. people who follow me get an added bonus of a mini-fic as well! talk to you all soon. 💞

event status: closed (15/16 done, 1/16 in progress) - as of september 20, 2023

request: here

rules

fandoms: haikyuu, daiya no ace, attack on titan - please choose only ONE for now (i'll do this in the future again hehe) followers: anyone can request a matchup in part 1 but only those who follow me can request part 2 (so you gotta be off anon for that lmao) dms: feel free to dm me as needed w additional detail or answers to any of these questions if you are not comfortable putting them in your ask !

part i. matchups

1. one word you would use to describe yourself 2. one word your close friends / family would use to describe you 3. one word you'd like to be described by 4. one word a stranger would likely describe you with

part ii. drabble - followers only

🍎 apple - song - give me a song and i'll base the drabble of of it 🍉 melon - text - i'll make a screenshot of a text b/n you and your matchup 🍊 orange - imagine - i'll write a mini bullet fic, you can specify scenario if you choose, otherwise it's author's choice! 🍑 peach - nsfw - i'll write you a snippet of a small steamy scene!

part iii. additional detail

gender/sexuality: let me know if you have any preference otherwise i may match you up with (almost) anyone up in the fandom characters: let me know if there are any chars you absolutely do NOT want to be matched up with in the fandom genre: if you want angst, romance, smut, etc. please specify and i'll do my best to accommodate misc: anything i missed, just feel free to ask! pls try not to be TOO specific so i can have some creative freedom but if ya really wanna see something, i'm probs down

example request

fandom: haikyuu matchup: curious, open-minded, unique, outgoing drabble / detail: 🍊 orange - imagine, can i get my character comforting me after a hard day?

completed matchups (orange in progress)

haikyuu // 1 ✩ 2 ✩ 3 ✩ 4 ✩ 5 ✩ 6 ✩ 7 ✩ 8

daiya no ace // 1 ✩ 2 ✩ 3 ✩ 4 ✩ 5 ✩ 6

attack on titan // 1 ✩ 2

... and that's all there is to it! even if you don't feel like participating, feel free to drop by and say hi, reblog to spread the word, or ask for a follow. love you all already! 💝

[golbrocklovely]

since i have nothing else to post right now…

here’s the last of colby’s tweets from 2020.

i don’t have proof that these are his tweets, but believe me, they are his.

if it’s bold and italicized, it’s someone’s tweet to him.

if it’s in (), that’s just me commenting lol

added bonus: if they have a * next to them, that means it’s been deleted

~~~~~~~~~~

Oct. 1 - love doing things for myself

Oct. 4 - i’m in so much pain. sos

fan: u ok?

poison oak. everywhere …. everywhere.

Oct. 5 - i like the simple things

Oct. 7 - less is more

Oct. 10 - i wanna make you happy

how am i so busy during the day but still manage to find 2 hours to mindlessly scroll through tik tok? i can’t be the only one

Oct. 14 - i care too much

Oct. 15 - somehow it wasn’t enough

Oct. 18 - fan: I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE WHO ALWAYS WONDERED WHAT COLBY SMELLED LIKE..I WANA KNOW WHAT COLOGNE HE WEARS

mayonnaise

(i hate this man so much lmao)

Oct. 19 - Justin Bieber’s new song made me tear up, that dudes been through so much. no one could even imagine what that’s like.. achieving everything and being in the biggest spotlight at such a young age.

Oct. 20 - @/samgolbach: less than 6 months ago i broke my back. and i decided to take that as a challenge to get healthy again. and today i ran the fastest mile i’ve ever run. so yes, i might be an idiot but i’m a determined idiot 🤘🏼🏃🏼

🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 that’s an insane accomplishment ! i remember when it was a struggle to stand up out of bed

new day, same cycle

Oct. 21 - my mom is texting me all the young pictures of me and it’s bringing me memories i didn’t know i had

Oct. 25 - panic attacks late at night are the worst

Nov. 1 - @/colbybrockscar: reminder that it’s no nut November!!! @/ColbyBrock doesn’t even have to try. He’s got this shit in the bag. It probs comes out like baby powder if he tries

did my car just roast me ?

Nov. 4 - this is scary

cuties! all 3 of you! (reply to fan in merch with friend and cat)

Nov. 6 - @/GracynCarr: I can’t believe the audacity of a high school tweet to pop up on my timeline lmao.. miss u tho @/ColbyBrock :)

hope you're well xx

Nov. 8 - so much talent thank youu love (reply to fan's art)

fan: Um. So I tweeted this to you before but alot has also changed since then sooo wanted to say thank you 🖤 🖤 @/ColbyBrock

proud of you, and good luck with your dreams darlin 🖤 you can accomplish anything with the right mindset and hard work. i believe in ya

time flies, and i’m so scared of losing my youth. it’s inevitable i know, but damn makes you wanna cherish every moment you got

Nov. 11 - i hate when nothing is wrong but nothing feels right

Nov. 12 - the person who makes you forget about the rest of the world

Nov. 13 - today marks 6 years since we posted our first YT video on the MAIN S&C account .. 🖤 what a wild ride

Nov. 14 - promise you i’m a good waste of time

Nov. 15 - @/katstuartmusic: “sunday is my funday” - colby brock 2020

🥂💁🏻‍♂️💁🏻‍♂️

fan: Colby u get drunk off of one white claw

fight me

other fan: my money is on mags

round house kicks to the face don’t feel too good

(is it bad that i like when colby gets weirdly violent with us sksksks)

Nov. 16 - the Why Dont We dudes are some of the nicest people in LA

*Nov. 17 - @/gabytriana: It’s out! Sam and Colby were so much fun to work with, and despite what Colby said, I did not hate him when we first met! 😆 Both he and Sam are super kind, smart, generous entertainers who know how to tell a good story! I love them both!! Happy Book Birthday, @/samandcolby

hahaha thank youu so much for all the hard work ! so excited it’s finally here

(interestingly enough, colby didn't delete his tweet… gaby did)

Nov. 19 - went to a Pyschic Reader tonight. my mind is blown. im not a skeptic anymore, video coming tomorrow

fan: Get ready for religious people to freak out

the psychic i talked to was religious, i’m not sure how but i think the two concepts can exist at the same time

Nov. 21 - hard to trust

fan: @/ColbyBrock hey, i love u lots

love you 🖤

Nov. 23 - fan: imagine if @/ColbyBrock responded to this

could you imagine

Nov. 24 - fan: lmao okay so my friend put this together when I FINALLY received Colby's reaper merch yesterday and I had to laugh, I am actually stupid. But I thought it was a lil funny so y'all can see it too then xx

hahahha love it. thank you. you’re not a sack of potatoes in my eyes

Nov. 27 - happy b day @/SamGolbach you know this and imma save the sappy shit for your big 25th bday but i wouldn’t be here without you. you’re the most intelligent, deep thinking dude i’ve ever met and i feel pretty damn lucky to be able to call you a business partner AND best friend

Nov. 28 - take it easy

Nov. 30 - should i hop back on tik tok?

Dec. 2 - @/aaron_doh: At least I got a photo shoot out of it 😄

whaaat. dude i wish you a speedy recovery

Dec. 3 - it’s hard to move on

Dec. 5 - a nice escape is all i need

welp. i guess i’m a lightweight

Dec. 9 - miss you

Dec. 14 - all the baggage that comes with me

Dec. 15 - been workin hard for you , announcement tomorrow

fan: omg are you pregaganant

how'd you know

@/samandcolby: announcement tomorrow… 2021 will be the best year of our lives (and probably most difficult)

fan: are we getting married?? is that why?

yes

i hate how having anxiety makes me nauseous. it’s the worst feeling

Dec. 16 - it’s all about living in the moment and making every. second. count.

fan: yeah @/ColbyBrock how much are you charging for tattoos…

free for you

Dec. 18 - big tool pic but i’ve been workin hard

@/mannymua733: we absolutely do not mind

hahahaha

(god damn… this pic is still so good lol)

also cold weather always makes me want a special someone to spend time with. cuddle buddy is neeeeeded

fan: okay but can we just take a second to appreciate how hard colby’s been working in the gym because dayum

thank you sweeeetheart

fan: HELP COLBY IS TRENDING

yoo i love you guys 🥺

Dec. 20 - got tatted last night and i barely remember

how i feel this morning (pic of him floating)

fan: you’ve seen elf on the shelf… but have you seen cole in a hole? (@/ColbyBrock)

i’m mad i laughed at this

Dec. 23 - why’d ya have to change on me

so bittersweet saying goodbye to my childhood home of 18 years… i’ll only be back to kansas to visit and sleep in hotels from now on. strange feeling, but so happy for my mom and dad for taking a chance and moving

it’s like i don’t have a real “home” anymore. since i move so much anyways it’s hard to find a spot to actually call home

fan: i just want to say that colby has helped me through so much this year. i had a tough year as many others did but you’ve seriously have helped me through so much. i love you so so much @/ColbyBrock

awh that’s why i make videos in the first place. for people like you

Dec. 24 - addicted to you

my mom and i are the weirdest duo on the planet when we’re together i swear

fan: Make a video with her for Christmas

my whole family despises being on camera 💔

Dec. 25 - fan: momma brock is the sweetest ever

she’s my favorite woman in the world

Merry Christmas friends ! 🖤

i wish i could have face tats for like one week but it doesn’t really work like that huh

Dec. 26 - everyone’s battling their own demons

Dec. 28 - fan: Colby drinking wine but he's such a lightweight that he's probably drunk, lmao @/ColbyBrock

🤫🤫🤫

fan: the vibes are fucking ethereal i’m guessing @/ColbyBrock

you got it

[chuluoyi]

It's okay! I hope you enjoyed your break!!

YES there is a Xmas event omg I'm broke... BUT you have a chance bbg let's gooooo

😭😭 Unholy blood is so SO good tho!! Like Tbh I never liked vampires and stuff but this plot is so interesting I LOVE it. And to top it all off with ROMANCE- *chef's kiss*

Omg tell me once you've read it! I just started reading it haha!

omg right? No longer a heroine is so good like I love her character development! I also recc "Sister's war". It's by the same artist! It's so drama but I live for it.

hehe no probs Chu! I love giving reccs hahaha

OH and that's on my TBR omg glad to hear it's good I'll read it soonnn

.... No surprises there... Ngl she's a walking red flag... no offence but I have really no words...

AW it's an honour 🥹🥹

hahaha I can't sleep in I've got like 3 projects due in Jan... My trip to Kuantan [YES KUANTAN] was only 4 days long.... I need a longer break istg banking and finance isn't being good to me AT ALL.

YEAH I GET YOU I can't even go to school without light makeup cause I feel like everyone would judge me if I went bare faced bruh. Plus in my school, we don't have a uniform so everyone just dresses up. I don't have much clothes but I still gotta dress up cause the other girls look like they're going for a fashion show... Eyeshadow eyeliner and lipstick too! Like my extracurricular activity is makeup but I don't even feel like doing makeup everyday before going to school like PLS I'm there to study not to look good?!

Sorry for ranting HAHAH and yeah that's how I spent my secondary school breaks too! I love "Haikyuu" my first anime was "Yuri!! On ice". The 2nd one is gay but it's pretty good in my opinion. I love Violet evergarden too omg. For shows... I watch a LOT of K-dramas and my fave is "While you were sleeping" and "The Hymn of death". The latter is a short one, 3 eps if I rmb correctly! But it's so good and angsty HAHHA

YEAH I think I know that acc omg! I don't follow her but I always receive notifs from her- I DO hope he's alive tho! My non-JJK friends like to send me pics of half Gojo... You know the kitkat one?? Brutal...

YEAH LEVI SO FINE FR!!! Hotness at it's finest oh my goodness Idc if he's half blind and short and older than me he's the definition of a MAN

Oh my OH MY Taytay supremacy 🥹🥹🥹 I agree it's all so relatable like every song is a story itself!

Thanks for the tips, Chu 😭😭😭 I should try the forum... I hope it can help me....

Hahah totally relatable! When I started Accounting 2 years back I was like ?!??!?! More than half the time HAHAH like JUST BALANCE 😭😭😭 You'll make my life a whole load easier.... 1 financial statement is worth 20 marks... so you can imagine how much I'll suffer if I don't balance it.. Okay but I prefer my maths and languages over sciences 🫠🫠 I suck at Bio... But I kinda like chemistry ngl it's quite fun

hehehe it's nothing!!! and thankss I did enjoy it!!

Also, when I went to Kuantan heard the mayor was planning to build a LEGIT REAL LIFE memorial for Nanami 😭 She's in the midst of liaising with Gege and JJK editors. Its so cute how Kuantan is using Nanami as their marketing strategy 😭😭 Istg all the Nanami girlied will FLOCK to Kuantan just to take a pic with the memorial HAHHA

Okay I think I've written too much 🤭🤭 Hope to hear from you soonnnnnn 🩵🩵🩵🩵

-🪩

disco anonn!!🥹🥹 i have just gotten back from luke's bakerlon card omg i'm positively swooning it's my most fav card now AAAAAA

it's the same childhood friends luke rosa but takes place in bakerlon, really. and there's this little angst between them, forbidden love trope, and rosa is as brilliant as always if not more!! i love luke so much he's always there for her like aaaaaaaaa

and in the beginning, we get to see luke all serious and with that lower voice too🫠🫠

and the xmas event!! good lord i put all schips i have again and got marius so i think okay that's worth it🥹 i haven't read it yet but will after this! thank god they make luke an SR one or else😭😭

samee!! i used to think vampire stories are usually over-the-top but unholy blood makes it so modern i love it sm😭 it's to the point that i'm rereading it several times because the ending is just tooo bittersweet don't you think?😭 like we won but at what cost... pastor michael's sacrifice at the beginning of the chapter never fails to bring me to tears ugh

wait i actually didn't find the author's new work because i got tangled up somehow. is it apostle's creed? i ended up reading that🥲 but i think it's one of her older works...

okay okay i live for all drama!🥹 as of now i'm still on death is the only ending for villainess! it's so good omg thank you for the recs i just realized that i once read it too but then forgot it halfway🥲 i totally remember callisto's smirk alright. now i'm picking it up AHAHAH

you're going to kuantan!? omg i hope you have fun there!!🥹 to be honest silly me didn't know than kuantan is in malaysia before jjk🥲 but yes i saw this one ad that features nanami for kuantan😭 and yes me too! year end means work after work so i'm quite literally dying these days🥲 once january comes i'll be submitting my one-week leave!

i so relate to you!! but it's so cool that your school doesn't have any uniform and that you have makeup as an extracurricular?! i used to hate my high school skirt sm because they made it so long i had to cut it🥲 AHAHHAA omg like going to fashion show🥲🥲 i used to get this hate(?) from these group of questionable boys for wearing powder at school whereas they also mocked girls who were bare-faced as well. istg they were simply weird😩

that's perfectly okay!! you can rant whenever you want with me!🥹 ahh i've heard of yuri on ice too back then it was kind of booming?🥹 and HYMN OF DEATH I WATCHED IT LEE JONGSUK omg his dramas are always good🥹 and shin hyesun's acting is always top-notch too. i love shin hyesun in angel's last mission the most though because the story is just generally sweet!

that KITKAT HAHAHAHAH😭😭 i know that and also this one meme of gojo's half body with christmas hat. gods i hate that meme sm😭 my bf loves it he's so insufferable

hotness at its finest is so real ahahahaha

you're welcome!!🥹 i personally feel the forum is so helpful even though we asked the basics so i hope it'll help you too!

THAT'S SO TRUE or the exams would only consists of 2 financial statements which means each of them worth 50 marks?!😭 that sort of headache is what makes me choose engineering as my major in uni but then now at work i'm somehow back to dealing with finances and such *siiiigh*

omg you like math? i used to hate that even more than economics🥹 because i'd tear my hair out for finding x and y and for the life of me, i can't solve those kind of questions fast😩 and same! i suck in bio bcs i have trouble remembering complicated things but chemistry is so fun there was one time i remember all things in the periodic table even though i have a short-term memory aha

REALLY?!😭 wait but how, is it the same or different with the nanami memorial that's in the google?? even i'm interested to visit kuantan too if there would be a nanami shrine there!!🥹🥹

that's okaaay! my reply is sooo long too omg and i'm waiting for your reply too!🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[bratty-telepath]

Getting to know me better ig???

*Count on @ejunkiet to simply drag me out of my shell when I refuse to leave it 😅

1. Three Ships

Ok, Shaw poly pack (Redacted Audio) because why not? They're all cute, why must I pick? Genevieve/Sweetheart (Castle Audios) because they're amazing together your honour and they deserve everything. Ghostmaker/Batman/Superman (DC Comics) call me crazy and I'll call you a coward because there's potential and I will fight about it.

2. First Ever Ship

Gods, that's a trip down memory lane...mmmmm Sonic/Shadow (Sonic the Hedgehog) I have no excuse other than it was the early 2000s and I just got a small peek at the internet and I was a child so I'm blameless.

3. Last Song

My Goodbye (Epic the Musical; The Cyclops Saga), it's so fuckin good and my brain was having fun imagining a fight between Sadhil and his mom, AND IT WAS SO AMAZING. Fuck my mind for giving me shit like that.

4.Last Movie

This is gonna be embarrassing since I don't watch movies that much but it was last year and I watched Everything Everywhere All at Once after Black Panther: Wakanda Forever.

5. Currently Reading

A Magic Steeped in Poison by Judy I. Lin, I just started it but I've heard good things however I am more properly rereading through @dominimoonbeam 's "Long Time No See" fic as it goes along!

6. Currently Watching

Nothing actually. I kinda left TV shit at the door of Fandom because TV series are like hard for me to get into because starting shit is hard for me (ADHD hehehe...) but the last thing I watched was The Bastard Son and the Devil Himself. I liked it, dunno if I'll get into it more but seeing as how it's cancelled apparently, probs not.

7. Currently Consuming

Hotdogs. Today's a hotdog day and I am having energy drinks w that. I'm fine, I can handle treating my health like shit.

8. Currently Craving

Cheesecake...I want cheesecake always. I love it. I just want it. Just gimme gimme gimme.

Tagging... @fregget-frou @castleaudios @thicchaco and anyone else who sees this ig

[feelssogoodinmyarms]

Spring Awakening Fandom Tag

(By @winter-asleepening )

Doing this bc i miss springy wakening😔

1. how were you introduced to the show?

when i was really into hamilton in like 2016 jonathan groff was white boy of the month for a while and i was consuming all the groff content that i could and i came across that video of him talking about when he fucked up left behind. and then i listened to left behind and cried and read the wiki page and watched the obc boot and then i woke up here

2. Seen a production live?

yus i've seen 3

3. Dream role/character you relate to most

i've been in love with wendla since i laid eyes on her and i would die to play her. im obsessed with her, she's got so much more depth than people realize and that was cut during the transition from play to musical fuck you s*ter and i would love to bring that to my rendition of her. and i was also assaulted when i was her age, i was also suicidal, i was also confused af and my mom was not helpful, i also wanted to be loved so badly, i just see a lot of my teenage self in wendla. i related to her so much when i first saw the show and that's a big reason i got so obsessed with it.

4. Favorite male character

prob moritz or hanschen. they are 2 sides of the same dramatic ass coin. they also have daddy issues and are gay like girl me too.

5. Favorite female character

all of them? wendla holds a special place in my heart but like. there is so much to love about all of them even anna and thea who we know almost nothing about have the building blocks of great characters. i've always loved combining what we know about the characters from both the musical and the play to make more complete characters especially because s*ter cut so much of the girls characterization bc he's a sexist pos fuck you and i def do that with anna and thea.

6. Deaf West Revival or Original Broadway Cast?

dwsa for life but obc walked so they could fly

7. Favorite song

AAAAAA probably touch me just cuz it's soooooo pretty

8. Least favorite song

probably woyb bc im heterophobic and melchiorphobic

9. Favorite quote/line

musical: "giving yourself over to someone else? defending yourself endlessly until finally you surrender and let heaven break over you? i just put myself in her place. and imagine"

play: "won't you come visit me in my dreams now and then? i'll welcome you with outstretched arms and kiss your breath away"

10. Favorite TV performance

dwsa touch me on seth meyers i have to watch it daily or i get 1 level of exhaustion

11. Favorite cast member(s)

i can vouch that kathryn gallagher is cool as fuck cuz i met her at a ben platt concert but j groff and jgj seem pretty cool. alex wyse and jbw seem unhinged i think i could hang with them. smf and katie whoever are so talented i wish she wasnt an anti vaxxer. andy mientus attacked me with a candelabra just like riff raff did to rocky😔

12. Favorite cast member moment

when josh castille followed me back on instagram when andy mientus, kathryn gallagher, and josh castille covered sex by the 1975 and all the videos the cast made on various social media platforms

13. Do you write fan fiction?

unfortunately

14. Do you make fan art?

i have made 3 fan arts that i don't think i have anymore

15. Do you cosplay?

i am too poor

16. Don’t do Sadness or Blue Wind?

both bitch

17. Word of your body or the Reprise?

reprise cuz i love gay ppl

18. Touch Me or My Junk?

bothhhhh

19. Explain the song of purple summer

vague hope ig? like "the adults have failed everyone but we're all 15 and will be adults soon so maybe we'll be ok" with flowery language

20. Explain the song of purple summer (wrong answers only)

ilse and mulchy took acid to see their dead friends

im tagging @dwsavideos and anyone else who sees this and is into spring awakening cuz idk if any of my sa mutuals are still active😭

[copyrightcreep]

You know the drill, all of the questions >:)

alright you evil critter. time to do the typing.

who is/are your comfort character(s)? Astarion and Karlach from bg3. space core from portal 2. Alex Danvers from supergirl. Luz and Vee from The Owl house.

lighter or matches? matches

do you leave the window open at night? sometimes. but usually, yes.

which cryptyd being do you believe in? werewolves and skinwalkers

what color are your eyes? mixture of green, blue/grey and brown

why did you do that?

hair-ties or scrunchies? hair ties

how many water bottles are in your room right now? 2. one i use for work and one for when i'm at home.

which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee? hot coffee in the morning, ice coffee when relaxing

would you slaughter the rich? with much glee and different ways to do so yes.

favorite extracurricular activity? biking and people watching!

what kind of day is it? murder on the brain, pain in the limbs kinda day

when was the last time you ate? an actual meal? at 10 am. is 2 pm now.

do you love the smell of earth after it rains? yes.

are you a parent? (all answers qualify) of a bunny called Mochi. but not of human kids no.

can you drive? n o p e aha.

are you farsighted or nearsighted? near-sighted

what hair products do you use? shampoo, conditioner and a hair mask.

imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails? if you asked. absolutely.

do you say soda or pop? f r i s d r a n k but soda in english

something you’ve kept since childhood? trauma. uh i mean. a stuffed animal i got since birth. his name is Mousey.

what type of person are you? i act very indifferent at 1st but i will flipping do anything if you get my trust. and i will share everything when safe.

how do you feel about chilly weather? love it. i can't feel cold all that well so i thrive in winter months.

if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing? i'd bring snacks and a nice fluffy blanket maybe a picknick. talk and eat until night and then stargaze all night

perfume/body spray or lotion? body spray

a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times? a lotta stuff. but i'll go with my mom's death since it's most recently been on my mind.

about how many hours of sleep did you get? uh. like 6?

do you wear a mask? during covid, yes. regularly? not unless it's required for work.

how do you like your shower water? a lil shy of burning my skin off

is there dishes in your room? yepp. kinda always are

what type of music keeps you grounded? 2 types. emotional stuff i relate to. and vibey music.

do you have a favorite towel? yes, it's a white one with rainbow squares. i love it!!

the last adventure you’ve been on? probs when i was a kid running trough the forest with my siblings.

is there a song you know every word to by heart? oh boy do i. nearly every song from icon for hire, smash into pieces and a bunch from Florence + the machine

what’s your timezone? CE(S)T. the S is for Summertime

how many times have you changed your url? nada on this blog haha

someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years? no one i actively speak to. but @stephlastname comes the closest with like 7 years.

a soap bar that smells good? bars of soap elude me.

do you use lip balm? i should. but i don't

did you have any snacks today? had some chocolate snacks.

how do you take your coffee? 2 zoetjes or 1 packet of sugar and 2 milk.

an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site? whatsapp and discord

what’s your take on spicy foods? occasionally very good. but my childhood makes it rough to enjoy them.

you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it? Past: Hitler, Present: Putin, Personal: an old teacher who didn't 'believe' in adhd.

can you remember what happened yesterday? sorta, feels like walking trough mud to remember.

favorite holiday film? the 1st home alone

what was the last message you sent? dang right i want to!!

when did you first try an alcohol beverage? oh jeez. i tried wine when i was like 7 or 8. beer around the same time. somebody gave me a bunch of vodka when i was 17. i almost forgot the time where my mom let me drink a whole glass of bacardi cola when i was 9

can you skip rocks? NOPE. i flipping suck haha

can i tag you in random stuff? absolutely and please do!!

thanks for the askkkkkk