#ppl are so sick im so mad
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Oh so when dean says "I need you" to Cas it's seen by yall as "I love you" but when Sam says "Gabriel, I need you" it's not... interesting
#THIS IS /J IM NOT ACTUALLY MAD#I am physically sick tho of ppl on tiktok ranking sabriel so low on the ship list#ITS WRONG#if dean gets an angel then so does sam#its the sibling rule#sabriel#spn#i need to know im not the only one mentally ill about them
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Just curious are there any HOTD fics where the team black kids switch sides to join team green? Bc if so share them with me I wanna see them
#i'm saying stuff#house of the dragon#team green#if i tag the team black kids would ppl get mad at me?#once again sick of the 'team green character switches sides' trope (?) so im asking for a reverse for funsies
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"I need him carnally" I saw, looking at the (CHARACTER VERSON) of a minecraft youtuber
#the life series got and and it got me good#I can't even TALK about the amount of edits I've saved and it's only been a few days#recovering dump fan and I'm healing yet terrified#if any of them end up bad ppl or dead I will cry SO HARD#anyways time for the brain rot tags#life series#3rd life#last life#double life#HEAVY ON 3RD AND DOUBLE LIFE BC OMG#am mostly watching grain but I've reattached double life from like 4 diffrent perspectives so far#haven't gotten to season 4 yet#going absolutely insane#anyone who sees me is sick of me at this point#ALSO WHY IS THE SHIP METERIAL GOD TEIR#LIKE ALL THE SCARIAN PLOTS#IM LOSING MY MIND#if any life smp fans are willing to listen to me screech about videos that are 2-3 years old lemme know#so mad I didn't get into this sooner
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btw I don’t know if this is a thing anyone is thinking about but I’m not gonna stop drawing Jimmy as a canary. It’s a lovely bird. It’s still something that’s been really important to his series. There’s no reason to drop the canary headcanon just cuz Lizzie fell into the void.
#warning: don’t open up these tags I went on a very heated and rather unrelated rant cuz I’ve been mad#trafficblr#life series#secret life spoilers#secret life smp#jimmy solidarity#also I’m sick of seeing ppl celebrate Jimmy surviving because they hate the canary curse fans like SHUT UP!!! LET US HAVE FUN GOD!!!#LIKE LITERALLY EVEN IF NOBODY CAME UP WITH THE CANARY METAPHOR WE WOULD STILL BE TALKING ABOUT HOW HES ALWAYS DYING OK WE DIDNT MAKE UP THAT#HE DIES FIRST HE JUST DOES. GOD. so what if some people make shakespeare sounding posts about the curse that I don’t understand. we are JUST#having fun and making connections where we don’t need to BECAUSE ITS FUN. NOT CUZ WE DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE. sorry for the past few#days I’ve been genuinely mad at this fandom’s growing hatred towards its own community.#LIKE IM FINE IF ITS NOT YOUR THING BUT GOD. WE ARENT EVEN DOING ANYTHING 😭😭😭 THE LORE LITERALLY WRITES ITSELF OR IS WRITTEN BY MARTYN LOL#I’ve just been getting SO TILTED man. like ohhh yeah okay ur right i said too much guess I won’t say anything anymore#does anyone else genuinely not know wtf ppl are talking about when they say a certain hc takes over everything about the character#cuz I literally see so much varied Jimmy content yet I’ve seen several ppl complain that ppl ignore aspects of his character in favor of#WHATEVER when I literally don’t see that happening to him. step out of ur circle or something I don’t even HAVE a circle man
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Question why does law have uh skin discoloration....? In the modern au?
it's permanent scarring from Amber Lead Syndrome! in the au i want to explore stuff like disability and chronic illness, he's got nerve damage in the discolorated skin, his hair also got white patches but he dyes it to make it less obvious he's got ALS because of the everything with flevance.
#maudern ask#this is partly cause im mad that he just magically recovered from it!! like i get it! but since its a modern au without magic i decided#this was a good opportunity to keep him sick. there's a lot of researches i need to keep on doing. it's a lot of fun. if anyone knows#idk threads or forums where ppl talks about their exp with: lead poisoning. transplants. chronic fatigue (got that but i want other ppl's#thoughts). arm amputee. chronic pain and many other id love to have a link 💪#since ALS is a fantasy illness i dont need to be accurate cause its not real but i still want it to be familiar/real enough to work so ive#being reading a bunch of things.#ive only got a chapters and a half done and a snippets/future scenes file thats huh. +15k words long. ok. need to work on chapter 2#i had actually planned on doing so this weekend but i went insane over kingmaker instead ○| ̄|_
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moving in silence so my family on my mothers side doesnt piss me off about things that r not their business 🙏🏽
#txt#its crazy like 'you should-' i should nothing shut the fucj up#these ppl literally sick n dying because they REFUSE to seek help wanna tell ME how to live my life? yall r miserable!#literally so fucking irritating like if i start to live my life the way these people want me to ill just kill myself#but if i say that im crazy and rude#sorry im just mad as hell today and im gonna have to be around everyone tomorrow n saturday and Ugh.
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Duke should have a chain with a lil bat on it and that’s all I can really say about fashion
#he got it from luke who made it for Jace#to me luke is like a handy sim#there’s no specific thing he’s centered on he can tinker with anything tbh#he does NOT thing jason should wear a red durag instead of that nasty ass hood so Duke can never give him a 10#tiff demanded her own with her own customized r for Robin#she could’ve got one at those lil mall kiosks however she can use her custom made one as a birdarang. yes she needs new ones every night#it’s just too cool#if ur black u already know she’s got her own initial necklace in civilian life#uhm anyways#Duke is mad bc he got to Jace too light 💔#a few years ago Jace as Batman would’ve been extremely irresponsible and let Duke do whatever the hell he wanted#however after the accident he’s super strict now sad#Duke can’t even cuss around him before he’s yapping about proper communication in uniform#Duke asks tiff how she deals with it and tiff says it’s either this or working with those yt ppl again in Gotham and she’s good 👍🏾#if the batgirls are there she’ll pull up but she’s NAWT dealing with Bruce and em#the relationship between tiff and Damian I made up in my head 💔#‘I hate that bitch’ 5 min later ‘me and the bestieeee’#unrelated well slightly but thinking about luke lately and gritting my teeth at the tim parallels#maybe I’ll talk about it next month but I’ve been too nice to tim this year im sick
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i hold so much more anger than anyone around me realizes
#like id beat my father to death with my bare hands if given the chance#and all those men for what they did to me#im so sick of ppl saying i need to forgive people who are not and never will be sorry. why should it be on ME to be the 'bigger person'#I WAS FOUR YEARS OLD WHEN IT STARTED.#im angry i never got to be a child and now its too late. now im 22 and just as fucked up as i was when it was still happening#i do not consider myself a violent person but thinking of what my abusers did all the time makes me so fucking mad#how can you do those things to a child & live with yourself. i dont fucking get it#i dont need to forgive ANYONE if i dont want to. the ppl telling me that dont even know All of what happened to begin with.#milo murmurs#csa vent#tw csa vent#csa tw#add that to being easily irritated due to ptsd and weve got a lovely mess here lol#im so tired of feeling like shit all the time but idk how not to rn#also. OBVIOUSLY i do not desire to commit murder. im just sad & pissed off that they got away w everything & i have to deal w it
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NOT ME SEEING SOMEONE ASK IF ITS OKAY THAT, AS A TRANS MAN, THEY PURPOSEFULLY SLEEP WITH LESBIANS BC THEY LIKE THE IDEA OF DYKE BREAKING (THE ACTUAL TERM THEY USED)
FUCK ALL THE WAY OFF??????????? AND THEY MADE THAT POST IN JUNE??????????????????????? DURING PRIDE MONTH?????????????????????????????????????? "IS IT COOL THAT IM INTO LESBOHPBIA AND CORRECTIVE RAPE"???????????????????????????????????????????? IM BEING SO FUCKING SERIOUS WHEN I SAY DROP DEAD.
#DID U EXPECT LESBIANS TO BE CHILL WITH THIS???????????????????????????#'HEY IVE TURNED CORRECTIVE RAPE INTO A KINK. WHAT DO U GUYS THINK?' I THINK YOURE A FUCKING FREAK.#PURPOSEFULLY SEEKING OUT LESBIANS AND NOT TELLING THEM YOURE A MAN AND JUST LETTING THEM ASSUME UR A WOMAN#NOT EVEN REALIZING THEYRE BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF.#MEANWHILE UR LAUGHING TO URSELF LIKE SOME KINDA CARTOON VILLAIN.#FUCK ALL THE WAY OFF#WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU#im so fucking pissed oh my fucking god#yall need to start being fucking normal about lesbians right the fuck now. im fucking sick of this.#i dont know what gives ppl the confidence to say the foulest shit abt lesbians and then get confused when we're mad about it#what the FUCK#never be near another lesbian ever again#shut up alex
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I can sit and critique forever as I am the world's proudest hater but I do feel that a lot of the snark around Vengeful is just people crucially misunderstanding the point of the villains universe. it's fucking camp! everything is self aware and overdramatic and reads like a published (albeit very good) fanfiction. if you're in specific circles you absolutely recognise the tropes schwab is pulling from and the tongue in cheek references she makes and all of them are on some base level FUNNY. I don't think it can be read with 100% gravitas because as much as it is brutal and visceral and about extremely traumatized people desperately clutching onto each other because carrying on feels easier than trying something new, it is also a book in which the girlboss mafia leader queen gets taken out by a naked college quarterback . schwab likes nice and wrapped up endings and after dealing with stief and Muir it is a BREATH OF FRESH FUCKING AIRRRR
#vengeful ve schwab#in terms of crit her overexpansive casts mean that ppl like mitch who SHOULD be central get shoved into lampshadeland#but i did find the new characters entertaining if not endearing#mostly bc i did not expect them to be pleasant and they were not. june is ALSO a manipulative selfish evil shithead#the marcella thing... yeah ok she was erm. very 2016. but her dying immediately during her final hoedown was the funniest thing ever#i think despite the intent vengeful reads like a middle book in a trilogy Nd doesnt hold up on its own . but EYE would be fine with it#i do enjoy how victor never loses. im so sick of my protagonists dying in poignant ways give me my marvel movie dennis reynolds#vicious ve schwab#also the june/sydney 3 year thing was extremely weak and 1) how fucking old is june maam that is a MINOR 2)i thought the same abt eli#in book1 and he really pulled thru so well in this one i genuinely kind of forgot about the murders. fascinating dude. unfixable#like was the ending of vengeful terribly rushed and lackluster. sure but im genuinely not mad at all about it#its a very fun sandbox
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If u wanna know why I hate ai to the core of my soul it's bc the industry has claimed this is some new technological revolution for 4 yrs while ppl have been screaming since the beginning abt the amt of energy consumed by training/usage and its environmental impacts, while companies and governments have only continued to fight harder over obtaining the processors necessary to implement it into their own systems for. Useless features that only make navigating the internet harder or for military technologies that are actively being used for further genocide and oppression
While half the south is underwater over a devastating hurricane not too long after one 2 yrs ago. While this year had one of the hottest summers, actively killing so many ppl and animals. Like idk anyone else think changing weather patterns due to rising temperatures might be exacerbated by the fact that the company where the leading ai chips are made is on track to generate more energy than all of the homes in Taiwan by next year. Or that every single computer doing ai and crypto shit all over the world is also wasting boundless energy thats heated up the planet in who knows how many ways
We are killing the planet and each other bc we want an algorithm to questionably reproduce work we can do ourselves. And its all bc companies don't give a shit abt having no use case for this technology and will force it onto their platform, might even make u pay extra bc ai is the future to them and nothing else matters. Making profits off the mysticism of ai is exactly why so many ppl use it and do Not know it can just. Lie to u. Or that generating responses and images takes much more energy than any google search (which now does the same shit since we need ai answers for basic search engines apparently) We're at the point where so many ppl admit to using it daily, like wow love seeing capitalism genuinely ruin the world. U can't get off the internet and go outside bc its actively uninhabitable half the time, and now the internet is impossible to navigate w/o losing more time than ever before or u end up sucked in by reactionary content and even j scrolling past ads only benefits advertisers it's just. I want a lot of ceos dead tbh
#text#personal#rant#sorry im mad. but tired idk what else to say#ik im being dramatic the world wont end but where its at rn. frustrates me to no end#like this is evil. is this not the most evil shit anyone else has ever seen#and kamala want to win the 21st century w ai. and strengthen the military. the same one thats giving support to israel#the same one that supplied israel to this point where the us is scared to engage in war and the death of hundreds of thousands is the price#like do brown ppl not matter. does anything not matter except the us sucking its own dick and feeling good abt it#it makes me so fucking sick bc i fucking know they want to keep negotiating until everyones dead and try to quietly sweep up the pieces#this country is rotten to its fucking core and i wish nothing but the worst for everyone involved in this ongoing genocide#sorry watched the debate last night. i hate everything sm truly fucking evil#and sorry idk if i said this b4 im too tired but its been on my mind all year and will prob continue to be bc it never ends
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sometimes you just need to hit your head against a wall at school and move on
#(in the most normal calm voice youve ever heard) im sooooo sick of myself . oh my god#why do i feel so embarrassed and shameful of everything i say lately#was just at office hours for 30 mins and i had a nice little convo with my professor like i dont . think it went badly . i think#but immediately after i left i spiraled like god i probably said a lot of stupid things or it seemed like i was trying#to be too agreeable or too much of a hater or or or didnxdkshsksdnjssbsksbxk#and everything i try to write for class feels stupid and wrong and im soooo mad i hate my stupid baka brain and body oughhhhhhhhhh#i need to be killed or somethingggg#i cant help but think that i was bothering my professor and that he did notttttt want me to be there#like his energy seemed very different from yesterday he was less silly and more reserved ish maybe not reserved but like calm i guess#which like . isnt bad bc ppl dont have to be the same all the time but becauae i have a fucked brain i cant help but think that bc it was#just me today and not me and my classmate that he probably thought i was a bother and that i was boring as hell AUGHHHHHHHHH#i hate this so bad lol when will it be overrrrrrr#ss
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me (not joking, very stressed): i think im going to have a mental breakdown if something else goes wrong here.
everyone irl: hahahhahaa ur so funny(:
#i am literally 2 secobds from vomiting over how stressed i am about some worm stuff#*work stuff#but im glad my discomfort is entertaining for them 🙃🙃🙃#(im seriously fine i just have crippling anxiety to the point i speedran the medcard process in my state from how mt assessment went)#(and this would stress Anyone out so yk. i feel like im dying hahahaha)#im also aware mt reaction 8s an over reaction#it just like. kinda sucks that even when im being genuine no one believes me ;~;#no one really believes me unless im like. Actively spiraling in front of them#and then instead of offering support 9/10 ppl get mad and scared and upset that im having a reaction Period#bc they are so large and disproportionate 🤩#anyway. i may actually vomit about this cauze.my stomach wont calm down#and like theres truly solutions there#theres truly things that can be done#im just..so crisised out#between work and personal i have literally not had a SINGLE MONTH this year w/o some major crisis happening around me that im pulled into#i feel so sick#and i have to isolate myself to fix this but dont have the tiiiiiiiiiime available#so yk. doing Great (':#yes this is why ive been extremely online the last few months and Shari everything#i Cannot keep this in and i Cannot talk to people abt it#bc im at a place now where if im asked probing questions theres a 80% chance im gonna wanna explode#and ethically kt doesnt feel ok to go to people Knowing this will happen#im so deeply bot ok rn i am like. woozy#oh no
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maybe binging the white lotus and the boys back to back in less than 3 days total by staying up til 6am every night is doing bad things to my mental stability. maybe
#HOW THE FUCK DID I START *gestures* ALL OF THAT LESS THAN 70 HRS AGO#i feel like I've aged like 500 years mf😭😭😭😭😭😭 these fucking shows are so heavy#i need to watch something happierrrrrrrr but brotherrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i wanna#watch shows where gay people fuck each other im so sick of the gay media landscape#but the only media where gay ppl fuck is also media that is just deeply miserable. no way out#this isn't really me asking for recs i watch a LOT of shows chances are if#something came out more than like a month ago i probably already know about it#but ughhdhdgdhhdghh i need smtg specific before i lose my mind#iwtv blueball will never not make me mad. u were supposed to be the gay people fucking show...#barking
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So so so fucking angry tonight
#mars says stuff#EVERYTHING IN MY PERSONAL LIFE IS LEGIT FINE I PROMMY#IM JUST SO SICK OF THE ZIONIST MISINFORMATION AND MILQUETOAST APATHETIC DEMOCRAT BULLSHIT THAT#I FEEL COMPLICIT IN BC I WORK FOR A RADIO STATION AND I HAVE TO PUMP OUT NEWS PROMOS#AND ITS THE ONLY JOB I HAVENT BEEN FIRED FROM#AND IM SO FUCKING SICK OF THE RAMPANT TRANSPHOBIA AND ESPECIALLY TRANSMISOGYNY#EVERYWHERE I FUCKING GO AND TO HAVE OTHER TMASC PPL BE LIKE 'LMAO THATS NOT REAL AND IF IT IS ITS NOT THAT BAD THESE CRAZY BITCHES'#WHEN I SEE IT ONLINE AND IN PERSON EVERY FUCKING DAY AND IM NOT EVEN THE ONE IT EFFECTS#AND I TRY TO ENGAGE IN MY COMMUNITY. THERES A JUNETTENTH EVENT IM GOING TO TMR TO TRY AND SCOUT OUT SOME LOCAL ORGS#I CAN VOLUNTEER FOR TO TRY TO MAKE THINGS BETTER IN MY COMMUNITY#but tonight i just feel shitty and small and ineffectual and hypocritical and angry and cowardly#AND EVERYONES LIKE OH DEAL WITH THAT ANGER CONSTRUCTIVELY THATLL HELP#MOTHERFUCKER I USE IT AS FUEL TO MAKE ART. TO PLAY MUSIC. TO TRY NOT TO FLUNK OUT OF A SCHOOL THAT I HATE BC OF THE INSTITUTIONS IT UPHOLDS#and i never have enough after my bills are paid to donate to all the gofundmes both here and in palestine i want to help out#im just so fucking mad. but im also 5'3“ and awkward and chubby and I cant fight and all of my friends tease me for it and it comes from a#place of love and im not mad at them. i just wish i could kick someones ass tonight. some fucking bigot i could put all my rage behind#and just keep hitting and hitting until the fucker stopped moving. but i cant do that. both not physically and also bc i Might Lose Everythi#ng#ill delete this tomorrow#time to watch some shitty youtube videos and eat something and get high enough that i dont feel so fucking mad#just consume my way out of it lmao
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oh wow just saw flatmate messaged saying another friend passed smth on like oh okay. I didn't realise he went too u didn't say. in fact none of u said anything to me so that's great
#he lives hours away thats a lot of travel just for drinks#when she asked me she said it was her + one other person. going out for drinks in evening.#but clearly she took the day off work bc ghosts dont do laundry. so it was a whole day trip. so why tell me it was just drinks#unless she just wanted a good excuse for me not to come. okay 👍#i cant even make myself mad abt it like fair enough man. i get it.#and if last weekend is anything to go off she probably wont ask me at all in the future#well as long as they have fun it doesnt matter i guess. im tired of feeling like im just intruding in everyones lives#and everyone fucking lying like what u say doesnt line up with how u act i can tell its not real im not that fucking stupid#ive dealt with this so many times before average autistic experience im tired of naively believing ppl and then the rug being pulled#sorry for being the way i am and for wanting things and for trying to take up space i give up its not worth it anyway#at least this is giving me smth to feel shit abt instead of just formless malaise. makes it easier to deal with that way#anyway. just need to get my shit enough together to leave the house by 3 so i can pick up this stuff for work#and i can do most of my other chores tmr so thats fine#i hate how much fucking time i waste feeling awful. no wonder other ppl have time to watch n read n create n whatever so much more than me#half of my fucking life is spent in my head trying and failing to emotionally regulate im so so sick of it#i wish i never had to think a single thought again and maybe id be happy#jesus fucking christ. well i need to leave my room soon bc i need to pee im not depressed enough to piss in a bucket just yet#hope i never get to that stage again amen uni was pretty fucking dire#.vent#hate weekends so fucking much what a waste of free time
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