#posting this kinda scares me but yolo

[james-spooky]

this is a test

[tiredaf23]

Headcanon time >:3 (gotta cut the post bc its too long 😔)

Curly:

he/him, probably they too.

Most definitely our panromantic asexual (repulsed) icon

Probably around 34-ish, I'd say 38 at most

I know he was originally supposed to be British, but he's Icelandic to me

White (Icelandic) but moved to America when he was around 22-ish, so his accent is a little softer than before.

100% has a Dinosaur plush he named "Curlasaurus"

Audhd (idk man, i just see it), BPD (unhealthy attachments to people lead to unintentional biases), and GAD (having to keep the peace also leads into anxiety disorders).

Only 100% able-bodied, no pain on the ship fr 😔

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Swansea

You will never find an Appalachian dad who isn't like Swansea. Source, my grandpa.

He/him, doesn't understand but will definitely try.

57 to 62 years old. Look at him. He's old (/silly)

That one text meme:

Boy shut up. Boy shut up. Boy shut up. Boy shut up.

Okay, sorry...

Boy you want hotdogs?

Straight

White (either Virginian or from North Carolina)

Unironically wears bass pro shop merch

Depression (due to divorce and loss of kids)

Arthritis and carpal tunnel (old hag/j)

Had jaundice at one point. It scared the shit out of him and he slowed his roll on alcohol because he was scared to leave his kids. This was before his divorce.

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Anya (party hat Anya :D)

She/her, but also okay with bell/snow neo pronouns

25 to 30 years old. Somewhere around there!

Lesbian at first, but completely repulsed with everything after the Jimmy incident

She owns a little stiffed teddy bear that has a nurse's outfit on!

Since she was around 8, snow always wanted to be a nurse!

Sounds like Fluttershy from MLP and I know using ponies is kinda iffy with headcanons, but I love Fluttershy and I love Anya and I need them both to be my mothers. 👁👁

Swansea won't admit it, but he's a major sweet tooth. ^w^

Bell ses emoticons instead of emojis because she finds them "nicer and not as condescending"

Egyptian and Greek! I don't think a lot of people realize how close the two were hand-in-hand in history. Hell, Cleopatra was Greek!

Depression, MAD (major anxiety disorder) OCD, chronic intrusive thoughts, slight hallucinations (static in her vision and random soft voices)

Blind in her left eye. I like the idea of bell needing glasses because of the OST cover.

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Daisuke

Any pronouns work for him as long as you still refer to them as a guy. She's cis but is apathetic to pronouns.

Probably 18 to 23 years old. Somewhere in the "I'm an adult, but my brain isn't fully developed" stage.

Queer as in "idk yet but I'm not questioning."

Adores xenogenders and will ask you rant about yours.

Guys are you skibidi alpha?

Okay, idk what time frame it's set, but he'd totally say this.

Japanese (canon) and Native American (I'm not sure what tribe, as I'm not sure how exactly to headcanon Native characters in detail)

ADHD (i mean come on), depression (homelife), PTSD (homelife)

Scoliosis and chronic pains. Probably needs a cane but he says YOLO unironically, he ain't using it (that's dangerous, please use your mobility aids if you need them)

Definitely punk at heart, but doesn't like dressing it because he feels punk shouldn't have a dress code (kinda self incorporated in there)

Definitely owns blue laces though, it you catch what I mean 👀

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Jimmy

He/him, probably not 100% homophobic (as in he won't threaten you for it) but will use the whole "a gay guy hit on me once" schpiel to avoid gay people

Around 35-ish. I want him to be close to the age of Curly, but not quite his age, ya know?

Straight. Dead blank. Makes Swansea ashamed for being straight.

Mixed (white and Mexican)

Didn't come from a good home. Due to the (very unfortunate) stereotype of "Mexican mom's are brutal", Jimmy didn't get help to get away from his abuse. He grew up in Texas where everyone thought it was okay and didn't say anything.

Probably snaps often. While sometimes he doesn't mean it, he never apologizes for it. He grew up thinking apologizes are for pussies.

Now I'm not using this as an excuse for his actions. It's just proven that people who come from bad homes are more likely to be bad people. This does not mean you are a bad person. Not everyone who comes from bad homes become bad people.

I think it's Canon bro's a brony and I'm gonna make it worse: He watched the Rainbow Dash incident on repeat and flat out refused to watch the show after it became Canon she's a lesbian.

This is going to be the controversial part. Mental disorders. Because no matter what I put here, it can be seen as "demonizing" a disorder. I'm not. I'm going straight off of the DSM-5. I got bored and read it during school (technically yesterday, it's 1am, Nov 2nd, and I cant sleep) so I spent 3 - 4 hours total reading and putting these characters in the categories I think they're in.

I do NOT believe in cluster-b abuse!! I do NOT believe that my headcanons for Jimmy's disorders are an excuse for his actions. I do NOT defend Jimmy.

I just wanted to say that before I put them down.

NPD, Bipolar, C-PTSD, autism, BPD, anorexia.

Hypermobility, tic disorder (because it's visible, I put it with the physical disorders, though I acknowledge it's a neurological one), and chronic pains in his knee and lower back.

[shatterthefragments]

Commentary: (maybe some pics and videos to follow after showering or whatever even though I was far away)

Empire State Bastard isn’t my new favourite thing but they have a lot of cool sounds so it was fun and I’m glad I made it to my seat in time for them :)

Could not find Projekt Atlantic, but that’s ok - I figured I wouldn’t be able to, so I put a double layer of blue painters tape over a flashlight and shone that instead. (I tested this at home to make sure it was sufficiently blue) (I think a lot of other people had trouble finding the Projekt too)

Ok. So. After over 9000 steps today before the concert WHILE ACTIVELY TRYING TO CONSERVE ENERGY for the show I was happy to sit in my seat and dance seated and be a bit more stable to take videos. (I don’t like moving my arms much anyway I’d much rather let them hold a camera in trex pose) Though it was a bit strange in that this is the first show I haven’t *had* to stand up in the stands bc everyone in front also stood? (Ah maybe we’re all just exhausted and tired and lots of Canadians seem to have come from all over for this because it’s the bigger venue of the Canada date) (I mean. I started my day at the equivalent of 3am today bc of the time zones and some people I met had only just made it in in time due to delays 😭) (im a little scared that they’ll hate that we were sitting even though there’s no reason for this. But there was a good mosh going in GA) idk the vibe was a bit weird to be seated but we were stomping our feet and head banging while seated so 🤷🏻

Hi @lauratheghost 😍💖 super nice to meet you!! Safe travels!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖

There was no trading of stuff where I was, but I gave keychains to the people next to me (I regret that I didn’t get the courage in time to offer to the cool people in the merch line) and some people on the metro and the group of girls I ended up walking partially back to my hotel with (which was super awesome bc I was kinda considering calling mum so that I wasn’t walking alone since this doesn’t seem like the best area like holy crap sirens have been all day and now again) (and I’m glad I did because they’ve all been so happy about them!!! And it’s slightly less for me to pack home 😬…I’m probably going to have to mail some stuff though still.

Couldn’t really see that well for most of it tbh. But what I could see through the fog and lights was so good~ ESPERA!!!!! VESSEL!!!!! II!!!!! III!!!!! IV!!!!!! Aaaah~

Got more merch than I should have tbh. But I am DELIGHTED. YOLO and all that :P

And now. To hopefully eat a bit more before showering and going to bed (or posting everything en masse who knows 🤷🏻)

[shadow-genesis-yay]

Gimme them Memory headcanons! Please!

Say less! o7

>headcanons under the more/reading<

(Sorry it's long & for late response, was shopping for birthday stuff)

First 1: Memory in my design has white streaks they got from Void's side! Void just dyes his hair black to hide em for unknown reasons (probably ego or smth I dunno. Voids out of my control /j)

2: They're 6'4, uses mostly It/They but also uses he. They prefer mostly the other two tho but won't get mad if he is also used. (This one's mostly based off how in canon, Memory was referred to as a thing by Sabre, and he would use It/They until switching to He. Mem was still called a thing but used he ig). Oh and ig they also used nicknamed but only like it when Void calls em them. Like Memmy/Mem/Memoy/Fancy Steve lol

3: He has light sensitivity and uses their mask to help it when outside of the void/memory dimension

4: It has heterochromia, but in a different way! His left eye doesn't have a iris/pupil, and the area that's supposed to be white is pure red like Voids. (I think it's called the sclera) and also on said left side, they have a scar on its cheek that it got during some event they doesn't like talking about

5: Memmy likes cats and owns two! One tuxedo cat named Voodoo, and the other, a black cat (Bombay I think) called Morticia! Memmys had them since they was a smol lil swirly peppermint boi, and treats them like royalty as deserved 😤

6: (this one's kinda from a quote my friend made but it's too funny to not make a Memory headcanon) If Memory got called a specific slur I'm not gonna say, he'd just be like "Yeah no duh, it's obvious. Now please tell me something I already don't know about myself, or leave please and thanks."

7: Memory is highly skilled in swordsman ship, archery, and fighting. It's won awards in competitions they entered secretly (not because Void would be mad, but because they're Void's son. Void's like a king/God in the eyes of the other steves [of course except Nightmare LMAO] and terrifies em.) They's only lost once and that was more on its end since he didn't want to do competitions anymore, so they purposely disqualified itself by starting a fight.

8: while this one may be more of a ship that was started for funnies, it took my brain over so uh yeah. Memory is married to Faceless. The reason for why (to me) is because since Faceless doesn't have a face (no duh), he's immune to Memory's powers, even when mimicking others. And Faceless just couldn't resist a fancy boi in a suit. (I love this ship but at the same time I'm like "I want it gone from my mind its been 3 months help") ik they never met canonically but I speculate they met a tiny bit when Elemental worked for Void and El had to capture Faceless. It's a long shot but yolo I was bored

9: Memmy boi like flowers. Mostly roses or any black flower, but they'll be content with any other color if red & black are unavailable :)

10: While Memory may seem stern and cold, when you get to know them, he's really nice! Though it's usually always on guard and will unintentionally break your arm if you happen to spook them (somehow).

11: Memmys very sneaky and will smile a cheeky smile when it scares someone from behind.

12: Memory really hates cameras. Like, REALLY REALLY hates em. Whether it's off or not, they don't care and WILL throw a dagger at it. This one's more from a funny thing Sabre himself replied with in his discord when I said "I wish Memory had more screen time. He would of bee such a cool villain" with Sabre replying "maybe he did but we forgot".....I walked basically right into that joke but I love it so I'm considering it canon /hj

Uhhhh yeah anyways I think that's it other than more funny meme ones me and a friend made when I was bored and thought 'what if after the camera was off, Sabre and the steves would have a smp world together' and Memory would be the sometimes chaotic one of the server.

Ye uh I rambled alot lmao idk if this will even post but thank you so much for the ask and willingness to hear the headcanons about our silly little peppermint boi! Memory deserves so much more love that what's seen, I love him so much

Memory Steve, our beloved 'forgotten' king <3 👑

[int3rn3tb0y]

intro cuz I can!!!

Hi my name is Aaron/Elliot/Eryn/ronnie/Rivers/Ringo/Walter/Sawyer/Comeu/Lucile/Kitty/Carson/Sue/Derpy!! (But the majority of ppl call me Aaron)

I'm 5 seconds old!!!!

I'm bisexual, bigender, and cupioromantic my prns are he/she/woof

I'm autistic and hav ADHD

I hav a small sideblog btw

I'm very insecure abt my art so I mostly jus make small crafts relating to my favorite characters

98% of this account is me posting abt ghost eyes since I'm too scared to post abt it on twitter

And I rlly rlly love sharks bcuz I think they're very cool!!

check out my strawpage here ermmm

I hav a typing quirk but srry if it's kinda inconsistant I'm still getting used to it (I also genuinely can't spell some words)

I hav a slight fear of talking so I sometimes won't post a lot

I don't rlly answer messages unless I know you (or we're moots)

My interests!!

Night in the woods

Scott Pilgrim ☆

Tbhk

Danganronpa

Ghost eyes☆

My little pony

Vocaloid

Fnaf

Little shop of horrors

Sweeny Todd

Mystic messenger

Charlie the unicorn

Sonic

Welcome to hell

The ocean☆ Soap☆

Cucumber Quest

Yolo silver destiny

(The ocean and soap aren't shows/games I just rlly like the ocean and soap)

DNI!!

Pro/comshippers

Alfred's playhouse fans

Zoos and p*dos

Hazbin hotel/Helluva boss fans

And any other types of problematic ppl

[idontknowyetillchangeitlater]

June 13th

today was tough I not gonna lie. I woke up feeling amazing and I felt great vibes I had my coffee, had a morning poop (this is peak) it was just going well. I got to work and yeah you know the rest. I tried really hard not to let it ruin my day but my god, my boss is so annoying. She makes these remarks that make me want to just drop everything and go home, like why do people treat others like that like damn. And the thing is I'm trying to see things in a different perspective I'm trying to see good in everything and its really tough. Like pls I need tips. Anyways. I worked out today even though I left really late from work but yeah it felt nice and I had a banana.

I told my mom I wanted to go to the movies after work tomorrow (to watch the haikyu!! movie, and she then starts freaking out and say that if I got out and look for danger I'll find danger, and I'm like so confused like how is going to see a movie after work looking for danger?? Like why project your fears onto me?? Like I don't want to feel scared to go to the movies, or fear something will happen like thats so annoying. Anyways now I'm rethinking just going sunday cause I'm off but I mean why? just cause my mom's scared. annoying.

I started drawing yesterday, and I think I shaded the face kinda weird so now I don't want to finish it but I also don't want to leave it incomplete. I noticed I like drawing dark things lmao. Why do I always draw the subject sad or terrified , again annoying. ( I usually use graphite or just regular pencils. but yesterday I wanted to use these pens that I got from five below and I think its going okay but I just went went dark to light instead of light to dark if that makes sense.)

OH! I made an impulsive buy today after my boss stressed me out. I was on break and my friend posted on her story of her Jump Giga?? And it was the Bakugo and Midoriya cover and it looks so nice so I went on this site I found on twitter and spent 54 dollars (that's with shipping) I'm telling myself I work to buy the things I want so yeah and I've been wanting to buy this for so long so yolo. I'm excited! ALSOOOOOOO I want to buy the look up dolls but it's sold out on the crunchyroll site and I went on this site called nin nin games and (for bakugo and midoriya) its 118?? (that's with shipping) So I don't know if I should wait until it restocks in the crunchyroll site and just buy it off the site I found today. So Idk maybe I'll do another impulsive buy.

[screampied]

A HIGH BUILDING RN. NEVER SEEN ANYTHING WORSE LIKE THIS. HUMAN CENTIPEDE IS EASIER ON EYES THAN THE SHIT I JUST SAW. Don't ask me what it is, tho (it's really daaaaaark)

Quoting myself now wtf where's half of my ask went..IM NOT TELLING IT WAS JAW DROPPING, MY EYES POPPED OUT FR.

U have satoru idc I'm naoya's bitch

I'd suck his toes. 🥵

ANYWAYS I WAS ON REDDIT AND POSTED A FAKE ASS EROTIC CONFESSION. HOLY SHIT 40+ MEN STARTED DM-ING ME. I KINDA HAD FUN BUT THEY RUINED IT BY SENDING ME THEIR NAKED ASS 😓😓 I am traumatized. I was going to eat and this bitch had to send me his d***. He thinks he is naoya or something. Men are so annoying. I wanna commit crime rn.

I also received some jaw-dropping confessions.

How was ur day pookie, why werent u online today🫶 its unlike your chronically online self. 😖🥺

🪰

u quoting yourself now 🗿

GIRLLLLLLL /gn TELL ME. trust i’ve been on reddit for a long time i KNOW THINGS.

ew. ok fine he’s kinda hot but still ew.

IKNOWWWW THAT THREAD. i was snooping around to read the stories of some ppl it was wild. WHY R THEY DMING YOU. 🙎‍♂️ i forgot u can dm ppl on reddit wait. NOT U COMPARING MEN TO NAOYA PLEASE

my day is good. it’s like six am for me and i’m at practice right now and my chest is on FIRE. it’s finishing up then i have long ass courses. 🙆‍♀️💖 maybe it was a bad idea to go outside and i’m not fully recovered from my deathly sick state but yolo.

BYEIM NOT CHRINICALLY ONLINE. tumblr scares me that’s why i barely be on here. im a lurker 🧿 im so bad at this tumblr thing im so busy i have like NOOOO times to write. my tumblr girl era is so fake how do ppl do this bestie 🤞

[chelleztjs18]

Hello you lefty eyebag. I will do a simple greeting as well 😅

Everything is falling into place. Now I just need to get more bins.. I feel that the pantry needs better organization. I love it here. I live alone (with 2 cats) and it's a studio apartment. So it's small, it's about 400 square ft.

Yeah, when I did it before, I think I almost got an eye infection because of it. So that scared me and I went back to wearing glasses. What I really want is lasik but I guess I will just be half blind forever lol

I really love Ten Days, especially the interaction between R and her best friends.

You're already thinking ahead for valentines? Will it be fluff? Angst?All the above?

I'm like your husband, I just pack for the days and not bring extra. Then when I get to the place, and I am missing something, I just buy it. I like traveling light and usually I just bring a backpack and a small suitcase if it's a longer vacation.

Well maybe since it will be a very early flight, Emily might just go back to sleep and not ask you for stuff. Do you guys always go to California for Christmas?

To answer that question, yeah I'd still do it. I think I would still like to pleasure them and give them a good time. It's not that I don't want to have sex, I also don't think I have a low sex drive.. 🤔

Also, you're not like my type! You're not even funny! Ahahahahaha just kidding. But that's mostly the personality I'm into. I also like women who can cook, because that's the way to my heart lol

I'm trying to decorate my place to look cozy but yet modern. I was going to try doing a minimalist approach, but I like collecting things. I'm looking for a rug to place in my living room area and I'm trying to decide if I want to get a coffee table or just leave it as is with the entertainment center. Then once I get a TV, I will either hang the vinyls on the wall around the TV or above it if I don't mount the TV.

How about you? Can I ask how you do your pantry? I know you said you do the FIFO thing, but how do you keep it from looking like the items are just not thrown in there??

Hm, I'm trying to think of other things to ask, but I am drawing a blank at the moment 😅 oh! Actually, why do you say Cheerio at the end of every post? At first, when I read your stuff, I thought you were from England because of that hahaha

-CuriousGeorge

Hello you square framed righty eyeball!

Good afternoon! Sorry i fell asleep very early last night. How are you today?

ah i see, ur place sounds nice. I'm glad it slowly sounds like home for u n ur cats :)

yeah it scared me too when that happened., I actually wants to do lasik but it must be expensive. So if i have the money, i would rather have the surgery for my hearing. :D

aaw i'm glad u love Ten Days. haha yeah, I try to make all the interactions between R and her bestfriends or Wanda and hers funny. I meant there are always bestfriends are like the "angel" and the "devil" (not in a bad way) in real life. one who is calm and make u think n another one is the type life the heck out of it, yolo and go take the risk and I'll be with u n when both of them meet, it's always funny.

I always imagine Natasha and Yelena are kinda like in Ten Days. So i had fun writing them together.

The funniest part writing it is when R n Wanda do things to make their plan work n thinking that the other fall for it but still followed by the sexual tension between them n they dont realize it. :D

Well, the fic that i mentioned earlier was just an idea n the more i think about it, i think it fits for Valentine's theme. Well, u know me, most of the stories i write are fluff with some comedy in it. n probably put a little pinch of angst/comfort. hahaha. i think the more u read my work, the more u understand what i meant. hahaha

ah i see. well i used to be like that, light traveler. but the older i get, the weirder i got.hahaha. when traveling, i want to relax without worrying about not having enough clothes or shoes got wet n not having any footwear to wear or wasting time looking for place to buy extra clothes or whatever u need that u decided to not bring when u can actually could bring it. :D u know what i meant. that's why i always pack extra or so called "over pack" lol

well, i hope em will go back to sleep soon but i doubt it. with all the commotion with security check in n stuff, i bet it will wake her up.

this is our first time travel to ca for christmas because we just moved in Oklahoma. we used to live in CA.

ah i see.. so it's like yeah u like sex but if don't get sex u r not worried or care either?

hahahaha okay, whatever u say. I still think that sounds like me, plus i can cook. lol. JK.. i bet i made u laugh just now, that's the proof i'm funny. :D

your decoration style sounds cozy. i like it. i like minimalist and also rustic. i like dark colors and i love it when there is a lot of wood element or wood color too. I don't like it too bright, so i try to use darker color.i dont mind light color but not too bright. i love hanging pictures or art or photography and shelves.

for the pantry, i categorized them. the bottom i put like the ziploc bags, flours n other things that i rarely or occasionally use. then the two shelves that r reachable i put things that i always use. one shelf i put the dry food and can food together (left for dry food like noodles, pastas or mac n cheese and seasoning stock, right for the cans) for the cans side then i divide some part for the canned soup the other part is for beans (my husband loves beans so we stock some.) and also for canned tuna or chicken n some extra space i would put some of our sauces stocks.

the other reachable rack i put em's snacks n our snacks. but all the sweets or candies i dont want her to eat them often i put it on the top to hide it together with some grilling n smoker utensils or our pizza scooper n other stuff. i hoped it helped :D

hahaha cheerio! i actually love that words n how the brits say it. i love british accent. n i hv been put that on my every post since my first fic to make it as my "signature", hoping that when people read it somewhere it will remind them of me or my fics. :D

onetime one of my friend/mutual recognize the anonymous ask i sent because i intentionally put the "Cheerio" at the end which is make me happy. hahaha.

i love that some people n friends comment that they like that i put that word. some follower said that it gives them good vibes when ever they read it at the end of the post. or when i posted that i was going to take a break from writing, n they said that they will miss the "cheerio" haha. n it made my day reading those sweet comment :D so yeah, thats why the word is always there :D

next question?

Cheerio! :P

[donniemines]

c!jack is really awesome and i love watching his pov but i don’t actively root for him, and i feel like thats because his motives are just so? misguided? like it isnt tommy’s fault that techno and dream are trigger happy and it isnt tommy’s fault that wilbur’s mental state declined to the point of blowing up lmanburg, or that dream wanted to toy with him and is power hungry, or that techno is an anarchist.

and tommy didn’t sacrifice nations and friends for the discs? in fact he gave up the discs multiple times, like to gain lmanburg’s independence, and when he told tubbo to give dream the disc right before doomsday, dream had both the discs in his possession and still blew up lmanburg.

like obviously tommy is not flawless. jack has valid reasons to dislike tommy! killing jack in the nether during exile and generally dismissing jack as weaker than himself and constantly causing jack to lose everything (intentional or otherwise) are not good things. but i just dont think that warrants jack trying to kill him, especially considering that his other reasons for hating tommy are just not...true?

and all this doesnt mean c!jack is a bad character, in fact i think he’s an amazing character and he’s stuck in a cycle of wanting to get revenge bc he’s been hurt, i just want to be able to cheer for his vengeful acts a little but i just cant bring myself to, yknow?

(/rp)

[svetanda]

@sp00kynico and I saw a lot of hate on Billy’s tag and that’s not ok, please stop we love him and we will protect him.... 

Or at least dont tag your hate post, thanks 

[keimisan]

Tokyo Revengers

Headcanons

Boys of Toman as a kpop idol group pt2

Part 1

!The first four members are in part one because Tumblr doesn't allow up to 10 images per post!

Nahoya Kawata, stage name: Smiley

Best match with: J-Hope (BTS)

Position(s): Main-dancer, rapper

Trained for a year and a half.

His dancing skills are absolutely crazy, he moves like an effin helicopter. You’d be scared watching him, thinking that he’s about to break a limb or two but boy just step-dances through that.

That one idol who is requested to do b-boying at every tv-show.

He’s “murderous dancing prodigy” no arguments here.

He’s in the middle along with Mikey during the choruses. If there’s a “main chorus” he’s definitely at the front.

He also learns dances pretty fast and teaches the members. He isn’t really patient with it and will go all "do you want to die?" but he will stick with you till dawn if you need help.

Probably was in a street-dancer group before becoming an idol.

Boy is chaotic, a perfect ally with Mikey. He just randomly goes and bothers the members while they’re doing something to provoke them. Except for Mitsuya because everyone scared of momma Mitsuya.

His vlives are mostly of him dancing, or practicing, and covering other kpop songs. He sometimes wears a cap to tone down his frizzy hair, but as he dances the cap flies out on the floor.

The other times it’s him and Mikey going “shh” the moment the live starts and then wrecking a total havoc in the dorms. At one point the camera is still and you’ll see Draken chasing them both with a wig and screaming, "I DARE YOU TO DO THAT AGAIN LITTLE SHITS."

One time Mitsuya was mad and angry-cooking and went all fuck that bitch, he can starve for all I care to Souya but Souya wasn’t Souya, Souya was Nahoya.

Boy tip-toed outta the room.

Sometimes he just answers questions after he’s tired from dancing.

“Oppa today was my first day at uni.”

He goes, “Did you beat someone up? Don’t tell me you didn’t”

He yolo-s through everything and his fans are lowkey affected by it. Does the peace sign a lot.

His fans are all crazy extroverts and they also follow his style a lot. They’re also terrible at studying and sometimes seek help from which results in a total failure.

“Oppa can you give me some tips on passing university?”

“No, I didn’t pass university myself. You can ask my bro tho.”

He doesn’t show it that much but he babies the younger members a lot. Kinda like mom pt2 but chaotic.

He raps side by side with Mikey. Both of them have a lot of combined rap verses. He doesn’t rap too well but his voice matches his raps too much that it covers his lack of skill.

Doesn’t go all crazy on stage while rapping. But dancing increases his serotonin boost and he acts like he’s drunk. Literally.

He vibes with the fans in fan signs. Boy can’t stay still so he ends up chucking a few water bottles off of the table.

He goes lmao same gal on fans.

Comes up front and breakdances.

He’s actually broken some bones while dancing and some specific moves trigger those injuries. But he does his best to not show his pain and smiles through it. His fans are heavily concerned by that.

Signatures like he only lives once. Despite his messy self, his signature is neat and you can clearly see his name in the middle of all those whoosh-whish.

Roommates with his lil bro Angry.

Souya Kawata, stage name: Angry

Best match with: D.O (Exo)

Position(s): Lead-rapper, sub-vocalist, dancer, composer

Trained for a year and a half

Stays out of trouble just so he can avoid being one of the victims like Hakkai and Chifuyu. Doesn’t bother and stays hidden so he doesn’t get bothered either.

He originally debuted as a rapper and as Smiley’s caretaker but eventually took part in everything.

You know those rappers that can scream their lungs out and thus the agency tells them to take singing courses and they turn out to be able to give high-class, high-pitch, high-figh high notes?

Yes that’s him.

But he usually high-notes in the background. Sings a little, like a ‘very’ little. Like one or two lines.

Doesn’t take much singing lines but when he sings, its over for ya’ll.

He and Mitsuya are the ones who prepare the demo version for the members.

Knows how to play a lot of instruments. He comes to vlive and just silently plays guitar or piano and answers questions in between.

That one poker-faced idol that can’t convey his emotions on his face so the photographers struggle with making him pose.

When he randomly sneezes, he covers his mouth with his elbow. One of the loud-sneezers, so the entire set shakes.

Has immaculate taste in music. He’s mostly with Draken on the r&b or pop genre. But he likes to compose electronic or rock songs too.

Silently composes rock songs with Mikey that nobody knows about.

For someone staying out of trouble, he sure idolizes Mikey a bit too much. Mikey also doesn't bother him and genuinely helps.

But that doesn’t mean he’s exempt. Mikey sometimes randomly slams his laptop lid down and drags his chair outside. Boy just sits with crossed arms, thanking god that he’s smart enough to turn auto syncing on his laptop.

He’s quieter at first during performances but Mikey hypes him up so he too, gets hyped and messes his hair up. Stylists really cry for this one boy.

Most of the times, stylists try pairing up his and his brother’s clothing just because it looks satisfying. He’s acts unbothered by it but secretly likes it.

Gets gifted those kawaii devil head-bands in fansigns. Fans also ask him to growl (cutely) because it matches his name.

Most of the time he might have the fuck my life look but he’s very sweet with the fans and holds their hands as soon as they come in front of him. Also lets them squeeze his cheeks.

You know that one guy that (han Jisung) who roams around the stage when there’s no choreo and forgets to join back in so he’s standing on the opposite side of the sage, watching his members complete the choreography.

Goes EYYY MACARENA if drunk, boy will pour all his lament in forms of pun so better buckle up your ears.

Mitsuya’s second bestest baby. Mitsuya personally goes to his room at night and pats his head to make sure he’s asleep.

Sometimes stores Mitsuya’s food in a container so that his brother can eat it.

Just danced because it was necessary but ends up being good at it. He definitely didn’t want that though.

Now because he's lead dancer he has to corporate into the group's choreographies.

He'd prefer just writing his name as a signature but he kinda caligraphies. Perfect neat signature that always looks the same.

Chifuyu Matsuno, stage name: Chifuyu.

Best match with: Inseong (SF9)

Position(s): Lead-vocalist, maknae.

Trained for 3 years.

Boy sings heavenly. His voice is heartfelt and has a soft tune to it. Hearing him soothes your ear.

Collabs a lot with Mitsuya. They have similar music taste so Chifuyu gets along with the momma. They often sing together on lives and their voice perfectly rhymes with each other.

When asked who had the softest voice, Mitsuya voted for him.

Even though he’s confident in his skills, he still practices a lot and his go to line is “I’ll work hard to show a better version of myself to the fans,”*fighting!*

He would’ve been the least problematic because he’s quite well-mannered and doesn’t take devil’s form but he’s third accomplice to Mikey and Smiley.

Sometimes when it gets too much he tries stopping his two elders but gets shut and “you only live once”-ed out of the room.

He actually was pretty innocent but being roommates with the invincible Mikey fucked him up somehow and now he’s irreversible. But still isn’t that much of a bother.

A visual when you want him to be.

His fansites are pretty innocent (not really but he thinks so) and babies him a lot (maknae lmao-) which he doesn’t mind because after his debut to the kpop world, everyone babied him.

Dances very nice, on his way to becoming lead-dancer.

Hip movements on point. He’s the “flexible pelvis” of the group I am damn sure.

He actually keeps his sanity intact during performances, doesn’t go crazy but might cart-wheel once or twice. His facial expressions while singing gets famous due to him looking “soulful”.

He grips the mic like his life depends of it.

Strums his imaginary guitar during fansigns while Mikey sings into his imaginary mike. Makes weird facial expressions.

The first one to cry if they get a win, boy just doesn’t hold back and has tears streaming down his face as he holds the trophy to his chest and stutters ‘thank you’

His crying face makes headlines.

His vlives are filled with mukbang and various maknae-only content. Sometimes he’s bold enough to go tap Mikey’s cheek while he’s asleep. He’s lucky when he doesn’t wake up but when he does, Chifuyu goes through another intense running session.

His shirt unknowingly lifts itself during dance practices. So everyone zooms into the video and his little exposed stomach is all over the internet.

He sometimes dances and sings in lives. Boy is so impassively funny. He sings with banana peel as his mike and the fans are like oppa, no-

“Hello, I am maknae chifufu” does peace sign.

His lives are named “Maknae chifufu’s daily hustle part 1/2/3…”

He can’t wear stuff properly in fansigns, so Mitsuya comes and fixes his clothes and also ties his tie. He’s dependent on Mitsuya for that.

Though he’s more Mikey’s baby than Mitsuya’s, he also gets the mannered-only special treatments from Mitsuya.

The victim to Mikey’s pretend gayness. Doesn’t like being groped but if he says that to Mikey, the latter will climb up his shoulders so he endures it.

The type to just wiggle wiggle his limbs right when group-vlive starts and gets asked,

“Chifuyu san what are you doing?”

“I’m….wiggle wiggling.”

The one with the simplest signature.

Roommates with Draken and Mikey.

I worked real-hard for this, pls show some love T.T

[terrestrialtoads]

Since tumblr is being sussy and not letting me change the...kinda childish embarrassing thingy up there I decided to introduce myself here.

But yknow what I should be allowed to be childish and not feel embarased

Anyways hello there.

I am dun dun dun me, aka zeke/zeni (with aye aye captain)

My birthday is on the 7th of February so that

You can use any pronouns but I prefer they/them

I'm a panromantic asexual

My interests are literally everything actually like marvel I'm there haikyuu I'm here for it swiftie you belong with meeee but yeah I love reading I love closing the doors, turning off the lights and leaving just a single lamp on and pretending no one's gonna disturb me or smthn

I also...write poetry sometimes this was supposed to be just poetry but I have a friend called Alex and well he's just...i have no words but tomatoes

I also watch football sometimes ig I like Liverpool and formula 1 omg I love formula 1

Honestly I love all the drivers but seb max Lewis lando leclerc got a special place also bottass I feel sorry for the lad he always gets overlooked I feel like

Is this too long idc I feel like dancing no don't wrote random stuff here

Anyways I'm still...i think I'm non binary for now but once my mids are over I want to explore more

Well real life is hard sometimes and texting is fun and I hope I'll make some cool online friends through tumblr and just...i want an online safe space tbh and maybe tumblr can be it?

Idk I have many poems which I'm too scared to post but idk maybe I'll post some today

Also I love watching movies and tv shows ie fast n furious star wars stranger things umbrella academy barney adventure time princess bubblegum and marceline (I love them both) GRAVITY FALLS OML I LOVE IT SO MUCH and i wanna get into Steven universe but idk oh yeah and pjo and maze runner and jpop and electro pop and rap and music and music and music and a good book together and hot chocolate and ice cream and chill music and slow music and old music I love music

On that note I hope you have fun reading my writings and my random thoughts and my reblogs and interacting with me if ya want

Peace out?

Hastag Yolo

Hastag yodo

[singingvio]

((Decided to post this for some reason. It’s just a rough draft but I’m kinda proud of it.))

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Sky first noticed something was wrong when he asked Four to spar with him.

Instead of just agreeing or disagreeing like Sky would have expected, the smaller hero launched into an entire argument with himself, speaking clearly and loudly without muttering or stumbling over his words. He didn’t even seem to notice what he was doing.

“No, see, if we spar with him, we could-- don’t tell me we’ll improve, we’re already the best-- oh shut up, we should just agree, it’s not that difficult-- come on, guys, can’t we cooperate for once…”

“Uh, Four?” Sky asked hesitantly. Four gave him a quizzical look.

“Are we doing something wrong? Wait, are we talking aloud-- shit! He’s going to figure it out-- I can’t stop talking-- we can’t stop-- if only we were back in our Hyrule, we could get help-- we can’t split-- FUCK!” With a final frustrated scream, Four threw his hands in the air and stomped off, still talking loudly to himself.

Sky followed him hesitantly back to the main camp, which, thankfully, seemed normal at first. Until, of course, Four started talking to Wind, who immediately leapt back about five feet, staring at Four like he was Ganon himself.

“Y-you’re acting w-weird? W-well, d-don’t come n-n-near m-me, then!” he cried loudly, wrapping his arms around himself in a sort of self-hug. He then actually started to cry, and Four kept talking, switching between apologizing, asking Wind why he was being weird, and still asking for help.

Time burst into laughter, pointing at the exchange as he doubled over, cackling like it was the funniest thing he’d ever seen. Legend glared at him, hitting his shoulder. “Hey, Old Man, what the fuck are you doing?” he asked harshly. “I think they’re sick or something, this isn’t-- stop laughing! This isn’t funny!” his eyes widened slightly and he leaned away from Time. “Are you okay? Now I’m getting worried.” he muttered. “Wait, shit, I didn’t mean to say that…”

Time continued to laugh, tears running down his face. Legend shot up from his seat and backed away, horrified. Four kept talking, rambling to no one while Wind cried on the ground, hands covering his ears as he muttered “I’m scared” to himself over and over.

Sky turned on his heels and ran to find someone who could deal with this.

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Twilight was scouting the area with Wild, Hyrule, and Warriors, when suddenly he turned to see they had all disappeared. “...Guys?” he called out, spinning around slowly in a circle to search. “Come on, where are you?”

“TWILIGHT, WATCH THIS!” yelled a voice. Hyrule. Twilight ran through the trees, whipping his head around to try and spot Hyrule. He looked up, and his heart dropped into his stomach. Hyrule was at the edge of a very tall, very steep cliff, grinning like a madman with a stance that showed he was going to jump. He wasn’t looking down, either, he was looking away from the cliff’s edge at… Wild and Warriors.

Warriors was shouting encouragement, but instead of any positive stuff, it was… a lot more negative. “Go on already, ‘rule! Are you a coward, are you going to wait for Twilight so he can catch you before your body hits the ground?” he yelled, hands on his hips as he grinned evilly at Hyrule. “Or are you going to jump without looking down and getting cold feet like a real hero would?”

Wild, on his part, wasn’t even doing anything. He was lying in the grass, his arm dangling over the side as he looked sleepily at Twilight. He grinned. “Hey, Twi! Yolo!” he called, and it sounded… lazy. Not like Wild at all.

Hyrule looked down at Twilight and grinned wider. “TWI, I’M GONNA DO A BACKFLIP!”

Twilight’s eyes widened and his blood ran cold as he ran forward, arms outstretched as if to catch Hyrule. “No, wait!” Warriors cackled, a dark glint in his eyes as he grinned at Hyrule. Wild flashed a peace sign at Twilight and closed his eyes as if to sleep.

Hyrule jumped.

---

Sky rushed forward at the same time Twilight did, leaping up into the air and only barely managing to catch Hyrule before he hit the ground. He fell forwards, cushioning Hyrule as he crashed into Twilight and the three of them fell.

“Wild, you wanna go next?” Warriors taunted. Wild didn’t even budge.

“Nah. Too tired, you know?”

“No, I don’t know. Fucking coward.” Warriors replied, stomping away. “Whatever, I’m going to do my own thing.” and with that, he was gone.

“Wild, get down here!” Twilight called, getting up and rubbing a sore spot on his head where he’d hit the dirt.

“Don’t wanna. You guys come up here.” Wild called down with a yawn. Sky grumbled something under his breath and reluctantly started making his way up the cliffside, gently pushing Hyrule into Twilight’s arms. Twilight started to check him over, and Hyrule tried to shove him off.

“Chill, man, I’m fine! It was just a little stumble, that’s all!” he said with an overconfident smirk. Twilight frowned at him.

“No, it wasn’t! You tried to backflip off a cliff, you could have died if Sky didn’t get here in time!” he protested, and he knew it was true. There wasn’t a chance he would have reached Hyrule in time to catch him.

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Sky grabbed Wild by the forearm and hauled him up, glaring at him. “Wild, Hyrule almost died!” he cried. “Do you care? At all?”

Wild stared at him blankly, not comprehending. “...No? Listen, I just want to take a nap. Sorry Hyrule got hurt or whatever, but I don’t really care.” he muttered, not shyly, but like he couldn’t put in the effort to be louder. It was like the opposite of how he… usually… was…

Sky dropped Wild’s arm as the world went dark, pitch black in fact, and he was engulfed in shadows. Out of the shadows stepped out none other than Dark Link, his sword not drawn as he smiled at Sky like an old friend. Sky reached for the Master Sword, but found nothing. He’d left his sword at camp, fuck.

“Strange, you and Twilight aren’t affected.” Dark Link said calmly.

“What did you do? You’re the cause of this, aren’t you?” Sky questioned. Dark Link nodded and waved a hand dismissively.

“Yeah, but it’s just a bit of harmless fun, really.” he said, giving a small chuckle.

“Hyrule almost DIED! Now what did you do? I don’t need my sword to kill someone, you know.” Sky threatened, clenching his fists. He was stronger than he looked.

Dark Link held up his hands.

“Calm down, Sky, was it? Don’t worry, it’s not fatal… unless one of your friends has a terrible immune system.” Dark Link laughed at whatever joke he thought he made. “Just a little disease, that’s all. Highly contagious, unfortunately. I only meant to affect Warriors and Four. Not that upsetting, though, it’s more chaotic this way.” he explained.

“What are its symptoms? Is it the reason everyone’s acting strange? Why aren’t Twilight and I affected?”

“Because you’re blessed by Hylia more than the others and Twilight is a creature of dark magic.” Dark Link said with an eye roll, like it was obvious. “It’s called the Despair Disease, it makes the infected act the opposite of how they might normally act in certain categories. I don’t know about the others because I didn’t personally give them the Disease, but I gave Warriors the Disloyalty Disease, and Four got the Oversharing Disease.”

Oversharing? That made sense, given his recent behavior. But Disloyalty… that worried Sky. Would Warriors betray them, or did that mean he just didn’t want to work with them at all?

The darkness faded, and Dark Link laughed. Sky snapped back to reality like a rubber band and turned to Wild, who was standing there and looking lazily at Sky as if nothing interesting had happened. Wild…  might have the Laziness Disease? It seemed to fit pretty well in Sky’s head.

“Come on, let’s get back to camp.” Sky mumbled, and dragged Wild by the wrist back to where Twilight and Hyrule were waiting. “We’re heading back. I know what’s going on.” he explained shortly to Twilight. “We need to gather everyone.”

“We don’t know where Warriors is, though.” Twilight reminded him. Sky shook his head.

“We’ll bring these two to camp, you find him once we do that.” he ordered.

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[jinpanman]

hey, I hope this isn’t bothering you! i was just wondering if you had any advice on posting fic? i kinda want to write some and post it but I’m really scared. thank you :)!

anon i am probably the worst person to ask because the only advice i will give you is:

YOLO

lol jk jk. kind of.

the more years ive lived the more and more i adopt this life motto. push past the fear. yolo. just do it. what have you got to lose? but also, what have you got to gain? that’s not something i can answer for you.

but for me, i’ve gotten the satisfaction of finishing a story omg!!! (every time i finish something i’m like “wow i rly did that ok girl i see u”) meeting so many new people! readers and writers alike!! that spike of adrenaline when someone leaves a comment!😭

i don’t and i can’t push out 10k+ fics out every month or even every other month (💀rly wish i could tho💀) but you know what, i do what i can and that’s good enough.

start big or start small. however you do it, just know that you’ve started! and be proud of that!

[futurebicon]

Okay I don’t learn my lesson and posted another YOLO and they were kinda chill but mostly not, better than other times but still awful but the point is this ‘popular’ girl in my grade slid up and thanked me for speaking up and said that she’s always been too scared to because of her place in the school and she said that seeing me speak up made her realize that she can’t care about it and screenshoted one of my posts about BLM and posted it on her story with “Preach Queen” and I’m gonna cry oh my god I’m so happy

This is why I take all the shit people say about me because this is what happens oh my god I think I’m in shock you don’t understand how much people worship this girl and what this means oh my god

[imagines-r-s]

The Irony of Soulmates

Chapter 4 : Love is Blindness // Jack White 

What happens when soulmates and mobs collide? An already messed up world combined with the idea of a person set to be perfect for you, something is bound to go wrong. When soulmates are brought into the world of the three most powerful mobs in London, what will happen? This is all bound for destruction, but love appears in the most ironic ways sometimes.

taglist @spideyyeet​ @quaksonhehe​ @whatdoyxumean​ @ineedmorestyles​ @xoxohollands​ (comment or send an ask if you would like to be added) 

wc: 2.1k

warnings: makeout (kinda), mentions of anxiety

a/n: sorry that this took so long!! i don’t really know how i feel about this chapter to be honest but yolo 

series masterlist

Both Tom and you were well aware that there were so many ways that this could go wrong, how this could all lead to something terrible. Both of you had always been taught from a young age, that sometimes you have to make sacrifices to keep yourself happy and your soulmate safe. Many people would simply interpret that as ‘don’t do something that would cause your soulmate harm’, but for anyone in your line of work, it simply meant ‘give up any hope of love because it can be seen as weakness’. 

Before you found out that your soulmate was Tom, you had taken the time to consider and realize that your soulmate was better off; but since you found out that your soulmate was Tom, you wanted things to work out, you wanted to be with the person you had been in love with before your life fell apart, and most importantly, you just wanted to be happy. 

“So are you going to tell me what just happened? Because, maybe I need contacts, but if my eyes are in check, I think I just saw you and Tom kissing?” Z said, breaking the silence that had been made for most of the ride back home. “I got the drive. Tom’s soulmate mark is a crescent moon,” you stated, still somewhat in shock from the events that had just taken place.

“Wait, so you mean to tell me, you and Holland are soulmates?”

“That would be correct.”

“I always figured. You two have been in love with each other since you were like 10,” Z smirked when you stayed silent. “You know just because of all the circumstances doesn’t mean you two won’t work out. “

“I don’t know, Z. I don’t- I don’t want to lose him again.”

“I know, love, I know.”

The ride home remained silent as both of you were worn out from the week before. You didn’t even want to think about what Harrison would think of all this, and you didn’t want to find out anytime soon. Once you got back home, you quickly took off your uncomfortable heels and dress, before doing your hair and washing your face. 

Tom, on the other hand, was just as shocked, but it was showing. Once he watched you get into the limo, he made his way back into the mansion. The party was still going on, but more people had left. Sam and Harry were anxiously waiting for the return of their older brother, as soon as they saw him, they went straight towards him. 

“Are you ok?” 

“What happened?” Sam and Harry exclaimed simultaneously throwing Tom’s already confused mental state into even more of a loop. Tom couldn’t comprehend the events that had taken place only moments before. “Tom, are you ok? Harry, get him some water.” 

“Yeah, yeah, I’m okay. Uh, she’s my soulmate,” Tom said, still unsure of himself. “Everyone knew that you two would be soulmates, even Mom and Dad. So, not surprised, but we did see that kiss,” Harry said, smirking. Tom simply smiled, “yeah, she said you two would make fun of me.”

“You should ask her if she wants to come over for an After Gala movie night, that way you two can get your stuff figured out and we can keep the tradition,” Sam said to Tom. “I don’t know about that one, but if it’s okay with you two I might ask,” Tom chuckled when both of them nodded their head quickly. 

Tommy  

the boys want to know if you want to come over for a movie night?

y/n

the boys? or you? 

Tommy 

is both applicable?

y/n

i would have to sneak out, but can you pick me up. same spot as usual

Tommy 

yeah of course

“She said that she’d come, but I have to pick her up once everyone clears out of the Gala,” Tom told the boys, whose smile only grew, “Is the theatre room cleaned up?” The twins’ smile faltered and shook their heads no. “Well, when I leave make sure you clean it up.”

Tom waited anxiously until the Gala ended, changing into a more casual pair of clothes, and shotting you a text saying that he was on his way to pick you up. He made a point to play music to try and drown out his thoughts, after all this time, he would be able to see you, have an actual conversation with you, but you’d also have to discuss the soulmate situation that had come to light. 

You were hesitant about seeing the twins and Tom, again. You missed what used to be, but you were hopeful that things might be ok at some point. As soon as you got the text saying that Tom was outside, you almost decided to simply back out and just stay in for the rest of the night, but you couldn’t avoid him forever. 

You quietly made your way downstairs, not expecting to hear Z’s voice boom through the hallways, “and where do you think you’re going, young lady?”

“I’m not a young lady and I have to go to the post office, so if you’ll excuse me,” you said, making your way towards the door. “Tell Tom I said hi, and yes, I’ll cover for you. Be back by 2,” you simply smiled and blew a kiss towards her. 

You made your way towards the gate, using a key you had made before to sneak out, heading towards Tony and Pepper’s house that was right outside of your mansion, to see Tom’s black Lamborghini. 

Once he saw you, he unlocked the doors to let you in,” you were really subtle bringing the Lambo, Tommy. Also, I felt bad about taking the drive, so I brought you a drawing of a smiley face to make up for it. ” He chuckled at your comment, “ a drawing of a smiley face? Of course. And yeah, I know you were always one for subtlety, I just thought to myself ‘what would y/n do?’”

“You still kept my playlists I see?” you immediately recognized the songs that were playing, as you had told Tom about them since his music taste was so bland. “Yes, of course. You still like to take the back roads?” You simply nodded in response. 

Tom couldn’t help but smile when he heard you lightly singing the words to the song. “Hey, Tom. Are we going to talk about this whole soulmate thing or? Are we going to ignore it?” 

“Well, I think that the only thing we need to know is if we are willing to try and make it work? Or if we want to just push feelings that we’ve had for years away just because of the stupid ideology we grew up with?”

“I-I don’t know, Tom.”

“Just think about it, we have time, darling” before you knew it, you had pulled into the Holland mansion. Exiting the car and grabbing the bag that had your phone and charger in it, you made your way inside. Taking in the familiar mansion in front of you, you assumed that the twins would be in the theatre room, “I guess some things never change, you both are still the same hot messes I knew before,” their heads snapped towards the door to see you. “And I see you still find a way to make fun of us,” Harry said. “We’ve missed you, a lot actually.”

You assumed that there would be all this awkwardness and forced conversation between the three of you, but you all fell back into a comfortable conversation as if nothing had happened between any of you. Tom was taken aback when he entered the theatre room and saw the three of you on the verge of a food fight, that he had witnessed and had to clean up so many times. “Children, please keep the food in their respectful places. I guess some things never change.”

All three of you mumbled a quick sorry before sitting down to pick the movie. Tom and you were somewhat separated from the twins, but still close enough to where you could keep a conversation, if you wanted. 

Throughout the movies, you were having a hard time keeping your mind in the right spot. You knew nothing about this was right. You were betraying Haz, you were betraying your family name, you were betraying all ideals you had ever since tragedy hit your life, but at the same time, you were happy to be with old friends, to be with your soulmate. You had taken the time to build these walls, yet they were about to fall down simply because of a matching mark on your skin. 

Once the movie was over, you talked with everyone for a while, taking what time you had to catch up and make up for the lost time. When it got too late, Tom told the boys he’d take you home. “Did you have fun tonight?” you simply nodded in response, causing Tom to grow concerned, “are you ok?”

“I can’t do this. This can’t be a thing.” Tom felt his heart break at your words, “but-”

“Tom, this is the ultimate betrayal to anything we’ve been raised on. Treason to our families, disloyalty on our family name, we can’t. I thought, maybe, this could work out, but it obviously can’t. No one can know and this can’t keep happening,” Tom watched as your expression turn cold, he knew that something was going through your head, but he simply started the car and made his way back to your house. “Why are you so scared?”

You scoffed, “I’m not scared.” It was his turn to scoff, “if you aren’t scared, then tell me y/n, what is stopping you from trying to make things work? Why aren’t you taking a risk? A chance?”

He turned to you as he heard no response from you, watching the single tear roll down your face. “I’m not scared.”

“Whatever you say, y/n,” he simply kept driving, “here, you’re home.” 

“Tom,-”

“No, don’t Tom me, did that kiss mean anything? Did anything from tonight mean anything?” you kept your eyes trained on the floor, causing him to grab your chin to force you to look at him. “It meant everything, that’s why I can’t do this,” your voice became small during your confession. “Talk to me, y/n. Why are you scared?”

“Because if I lose you too, I don’t think I’d be okay. I’ve lost almost everyone else and I-I don’t want you to be my weak spot, I don’t want- want harm to come to you in an attempt to hurt me, I wouldn’t survive,” Tom’s eyes softened at your words. “You aren’t going to lose me, darling, I promise you that. Don’t hide from love because you’re afraid to get hurt.”

“I’m willing to try this out, but if anything happens to you, I’m done,” you stated.

“I can deal with that,” his hands held your face before his lips met yours. His lips moved down your jawline, “Tommy.” You felt him smirk into your neck, “c’mon, I have to go, I told Z I’d be home by now.” He gave you one last peck before you left. 

As soon as you had snuck back in through the back door of the house, you quickly sped up to your room, only to see Z in your room, “uh, hi, Z. What’s up?”

“What’s up? That’s all you have to say after sneaking back into the house at almost 6 am when I said to be back by 2? You do know Haz is already back home and I had to lie to him, I don’t like lying to Haz, y/n.”

“I know, look I’m sorry, I got caught up.”

“Based on that hickey on your neck, I’m going to hope you don’t mean like that. But did you two figure things out?”

“I think so? We’re going to work on it.” 

“Well, I’m glad, but next time a head’s up would be nice. Now, go to sleep, buttercup, you have a meeting today at 10.”

“At 10?” you shrieked. “Well, it wouldn’t be so bad, if you got here on time,” Z said, before closing your door. You smiled to yourself thinking about the night that you just had. 

What you and Tom hadn’t realized was that Trevor Hughe had seen the whole event unfold at the Gala or that Corinna also sent him to watch you and Tom for the rest of the night. The twins and Z weren’t the only ones that knew about you and Tom, and the Hughes’ weren’t going to keep this information to themselves.