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bluesgrxce · 3 months ago

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Trainer Blue - Yandere Alphabet

Of course I'm writing about Blue first. Not only is he in my username, but I blame him for my attraction to bully type characters. It would be major disrespect if he wasn't the first one to be featured.

Yandere Alphabet credit - @mo0nfairy

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𝙰 — 𝙰𝙳𝚅𝙴𝙽𝚃𝚄𝚁𝙴

𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮��𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗱𝗼 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗱𝗮𝘆?

You're gonna be teased 24/7 by this guy. It always starts out light-hearted, calling you embarrassing nicknames as he says flirty things, yet he acts like you're the one hitting on him. ("Listen Cutiefly, I caught you checking me out when you thought I wasn't looking. You're obsessed with me, just admit it already!") And he never leaves your side without a proper goodbye. He has to kiss you on the cheek and say "Smell ya later!" ...What, it's classic! Of course he has to say it!

That's how it starts out, at least. He can be careless about your feelings and sometimes his teasing goes over the edge. He makes jokes out of your expense and verbally shoves you around, talking about you without much thought put into the words. If you ever complain about it, his response will be along the lines of "Don't be such a baby! I was just joking. Get over it!"

I hope you're not the sensitive type.

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𝙱 — 𝙱𝙸𝙽𝙾𝙲𝚄𝙻𝙰𝚁𝚂

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴? 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗴𝗼 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁?

Blue does occasionally stalk you. It depends on the event. It's not worth following you on a quick trip to the Pokemon Center- Just come home quickly and don't talk to any weirdos! This is assuming you're already in a relationship, though. If you're not together at the moment and he doesn't have anything better to do, he may trail behind to bother you anyway.

That's basically what his stalking is. Not the stereotypical hiding behind bushes and avoiding being seen, nah, that's plain boring. He likes to follow you and pop in when you least expect it. Whether it's for a sudden Pokemon battle or to check in on what you're doing. He still gets to bother you that way, and it'll help remind others that you're taken. Even if you haven't found out yourself yet.

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𝙲 — 𝙲𝙾𝙻𝙾𝚁

𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗼𝗿 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁?

While I might call him by his western name, the color green would symbolize his devotion best. It's the color of growth and success, which is what he's always striving towards. Getting to call himself your lover is the biggest goal in his mind nowadays, so he sees you as a trophy to compete over. You're like a new gym badge he can brag about, as long as you're hanging off his arm and keeping your eyes entirely on him.

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𝙳 — 𝙳𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙼

𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

Since he's constantly fighting to be your number one, he would like a life where you're equally obsessed with each other. Where you'll tell him everyday that you're his. You wouldn't run away even if you wanted to, because he's the greatest person in the world. You can't bare to even look at another person, because they'll never stand up to him.

Not only would that boost his ego, it would also make you more compliant. He yearns for a reality where you listen to everything he says and go along with whatever he requests, no matter how unreasonable it may be. To him, this would be the ultimate way to winning. He would never have to second guess himself again.

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𝙴 — 𝙴𝙲𝙻𝙸𝙿𝚂𝙴

𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗯𝘂𝗶𝗹𝗱 𝗮 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗿 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗵𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗱𝗼𝘄𝘀?

Blue is too confident not to approach you. He might sneak around sometimes, but generally he makes himself known. The problem is that, when you're first getting to know each other, he hasn't a clue what he's doing. His youth was spent on Pokemon battling rather than finding romantic interests. Fighting to be the best is what he's most familar with, but unfortunately, he took that too seriously when it came to you. I'll talk more about it later...

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𝙵 — 𝙵𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝚄𝚁𝙴

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺?

All you have to do is pick someone else over him. This would make him feel like all his hard work (of being an asshole) has gone down the drain. Did he not do well enough? What did he mess up on?! Jeez, you and your unreasonably high standards of wanting to be treated properly!

To pour salt in the wound, pick Red over him. Their rivalry has died down over the years, but this would revive it with a vengeance. To give the biggest middle finger in the world, just completely block him out of your life. Ignore everything he does, every attempt to steal your attention back. He'll lose it.

If making you obsessed with him was the ultimate way of winning, this is the ultimate way of losing. It'll successfully hurt him. But don't think this won't backfire soon.

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𝙶 — 𝙶𝙴𝙽𝙴𝚂𝙸𝚂

𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺?

Insanely frustrating. It can often be difficult to tell whether he's flirting or bullying. Though when the bullying gets especially hurtful, he somehow manages to get upset you try to distance yourself. He refuses to let you leave and will utilize blackmail/threats if he must. Would even forge fake evidence against you if needed.

"You're going home? Hah, don't make me laugh! You're not going home unless you wanna get banned from battling for life. You've been cheating all this time." He would corner you into the wall, leaning over your figure. He would grin triumphantly. "As far as everyone else will know, anyways."

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𝙷 — 𝙷𝙴𝙰𝙳𝙲𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙽

𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗼𝗺 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗼𝗻 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘆𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗲?

Because Blue likes to travel to other regions from time to time, he frequently attempts to make you join him. He'll persuade you either through boasting about where he's going and how fun traveling is, or straight up forcing you if he feels like it.

But on the odd chance that you somehow convinced him to leave you behind, he'll leave some of his Pokemon with you. He tells you it's because he needs someone to take care of them. In reality, they're his little spies. They're well behaved until you get too friendly with others or seem like you're planning an escape attempt. That is not a coincindence...

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𝙸 — 𝙸𝙽𝙵𝙰𝚃𝚄𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽

𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘇𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

His lack of romantic experience caused him to take a long time before he recognized his feelings. For the longest time, he simply considered you a really-good-friend(TM), in spite of his unhealthy fixation. That didn't change until you began hanging around other people. That's when the jealousy kicked in.

"Hey, didn't you realize I was free to hang out today? I told you I was! So why are you hanging out with this loser when you could be with me instead?!"

As much of a sin as envy is, it did open his eyes to the truth. He couldn't stand it when you were with others... Because he loved you. He's had his eyes on the prize ever since.

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𝙹 — 𝙹𝙰𝙲𝙺-𝙸𝙽-𝚃𝙷𝙴-𝙱𝙾𝚇

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗰𝗮𝗽𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

He wouldn't kidnap you. Well, not in the traditional sense. If you don't agree to moving in with him the moment he asks (which is definitely too soon, maybe a couple months after officially asking you out) he'll get forceful. He uses a combination of verbal abuse and the aforementioned blackmail to ensure you won't feel strong enough to live on your own. He'll manipulate you into feeling weak, insecure and completely dependent on him.

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𝙺 — 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝙲𝙺𝙾𝚄𝚃

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲?

Like I said, he doesn't take it well when he sees others vying for your attention. However, some people are understandable, such as family members or coworkers. He realizes you can't avoid those people, so he'll just ignore them outside a few hurtful comments here and there.

But when it comes to past love interests, friends, even random people on the street... He sees any advances as a challenge. And he'll challenge them right back. If they're a trainer, he'll compete in terms of battles/pokedex entries. If they're not, he'll compete in terms of pleasing you and capturing your attention.

And if they ever happen to beat him in these categories? You may never see them again.

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𝙻 — 𝙻𝙴𝙼𝙾𝙽

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴? 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝘀? 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝗿 𝗻𝗶𝗰𝗲?

Blue's behavior towards you is either worse or better depending on your relationship. Pushing him away? He acts like a prick. Baby, what are you thinking? You can't be without him! Just give up and do as he says, he'll take care of you. Acting obedient? He's only teasing you now. There's no reason to wound your self esteem anymore, since you already belong to him.

Concerning others, he acts like he typically does. The only difference is that his arrogance has somehow gotten worse. He loves bragging about how good your relationship is (even though it isn't) and gloats about how he's the only one you'll settle for (even though he's forcing you to stay with him).

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𝙼 — 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽𝙻𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃

𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲?

Ambitious. He has a desire to be the best at everything in life and you make him feel fully accomplished when you're together. He could lose a hundred Pokemon battles and yet he'll still be happy as long as you're wrapped around his finger.

That's all he's ever wanted. That's why he gets so aggravated when you so much as smile at someone else, because he feels as though he needs to prove himself again. That's why he'll do whatever it takes until he knows you're his.

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𝙽 — 𝙽𝚄𝚁𝚃𝚄𝚁𝙴

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

He isn't great at being a nurturing figure, for obvious reasons. But sometimes he'll step up when you need it. Like when you get sick, he buys your medicine and makes sure you get rest. Or if you're ever harrassed by someone (that isn't him) he's gonna defend your name to death. They'll be wishing they didn't pick on you by the end of it.

Note how I said sometimes, however. He'll only care for you if you're being obedient. Otherwise, he just laughs at you. "Now you want my help? As if!"

Because this is his way of punishment, his way of proving that you can't live without him. His love seems to be quite conditional.

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𝙾 — 𝙾𝙰𝚂𝙸𝚂

𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

Like it or not, you're going to be living with Blue eventually. You'll never be chained down somewhere, but you'll always be under surveillance somehow. You'll always have some kind of threat hanging over your head. There's possibly an electric fence around the property just in case...

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𝙿 — 𝙿𝙾𝙻𝙸𝙲𝙴

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝘁𝗲𝗰𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗸𝗶𝗱𝗻𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺?

That fence is one way he does it. It's both for keeping you in and others out. But the fence is a suspicious addition to his home, of course, and people will question him on it. So he lies to the public that he uses it to steer dangerous wild Pokemon away.

Not everyone will accept that excuse, though. Especially if they've noticed the way he treats you and how you're rarely seen outside. People like this will also have to deal with his blackmail- He uses his power as a professor's grandson/gym leader whenever he must.

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𝚀 — 𝚀𝚄𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁

𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗯𝘂𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴? 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗳𝗳 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺?

He's pretty well off thanks to his upbringing and work as a trainer. Flaunting his wealth is another way to make him feel accomplished in life, so naturally he'll combine that with you!

He randomly buys you gifts and talks about it like he's done you the biggest favor ever. On holidays, birthdays and anniversaries he goes all out. He purposely buys expensive items, even if you didn't ask for them, because it's another way of showing off. Anything he can do to make sure you remember him!

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𝚁 — 𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗽𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

It was always in the back of his mind that he would marry you one day. There's no reason not to! You would literally be bound to him by law. It's perfect. And he would try to make the proposal perfect as well. He takes you to your favorite place in Kanto for a date and, for once, acts on his best behavior until he's sure you'll accept.

Once he's popped the question, he won't let you talk much. He's too busy going on and on about how the honeymoon is already planned, he'll give you any type of wedding you want, etc.

The only type of wedding he wouldn't give you is no wedding. Because you're not seriously rejecting him, are you? Even when he bought the best ring? When he took so much time to set the proposal up? When his old gramps wants to see Blue married and have great grandchildren before he passes? (Professor Oak would say no such thing, but you don't gotta know that)

If you're insistent on saying no, then expect his threats to get a hell of a lot worse. He might even go through with them right that moment, ruining your reputation until he really is the only one who will stand by you. Then you'll have to marry him.

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𝚂 — 𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙻𝚃𝙴𝚁

𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗴𝗼 𝘁𝗼 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝘁𝗲𝗰𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

Whoever went out of their way to hurt you has a lot of nerve. And idiocy. Blue has made it tremendously clear to the world that you're an item. He's also made it clear that he's not to be messed with. Nobody with a brain would dare lift a finger against you. But he will gladly fight if he must- It's just another challenge for him to overcome!

He could easily drive them off by defeating them in a battle, but he can get a little more sadistic depending on the threat. Such as publicly humiliating them, or digging up dirt on them, or having them arrested for an attempted murder that he framed them for. He'll do it all if only to once again prove that you should never, ever fuck with Blue Oak.

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𝚃 — 𝚃𝙴𝙳𝙳𝚈 𝙱𝙴𝙰𝚁

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗮𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

He can be affectionate when he wants to be, but the problem with him is that he doesn't quit being a jerk as he's doing it. He'll use dorky pick-up lines and sweet talk one moment, then make a passive aggressive comment on how weak your Pokemon team is the next.

Besides that, he does use those random gifts as a way of showing affection. If you're ever really mad at him for something, he'll just leave a present outside your door and hope that'll fix things. Plus, he likes to spend lots of quality time together. You'll go out on many dates... Again, whether you like it or not.

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𝚄 — 𝚄𝚃𝙾𝙿𝙸𝙰

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗲𝗳𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗽𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆?

Blue doesn't consider your feelings that much. You really are like a gym badge to him- Something to prove that (he's not bitchless) he can succeed romantically too. That's why he shows you off so much.

So his mindset is simple. Hey, if you're happy, that's great! But it's not a big deal if you're sad either. Because why get so upset when you're lucky enough to have the greatest Pokemon trainer in your life?

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𝚅 — 𝚅𝙰𝙻𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙴

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗰𝗿𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

This is what I was talking about a while ago. The worst period in your relationship was before it even began, when he was first crushing on you. He was inexperienced on how to act and he was too stubborn to admit, so he defaulted to what was most comfortable to him. Once again, he failed to consider what would be most comfortable for you.

His jealousy was its peak during this time. He had to worry more about people stealing you away since you weren't dating yet. That competitive side of his was drastically amplified and the moment he felt someone was getting too close, he harrassed them until they backed off.

You weren't spared either. He was still adjusting to the fact that he had a crush on someone, so his treatment could get particularly cruel. Laughing at your mistakes and exploiting your insecurities, only to give a half-assed apology later.

You wouldn't have ever let him call himself your boyfriend if it wasn't for him blackmailing you into the relationship.

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𝚆 — 𝚆𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙾𝚆

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗼𝗺 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

Luckily, he isn't much of a controlling type and allows you some freedom. Some freedom, not enough. He doesn't stop you from leaving his side unless he has reason to believe you won't come back. So as long as you're sneaky about it, you might have a chance of getting away one day.

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𝚇 — 𝚇𝚈𝙻𝙾𝙿𝙷𝙾𝙽𝙴

𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

(I had trouble finding a song that was good from his perspective, so I did one from (Y/N)'s instead)

"You're always aiming paper airplanes at me when you're around

You build me up like building blocks just so you can build me down

You can crush my candy cane but you'll never catch me cry

If you dangle that diploma and I deck you, don't be surprised"

- Alphabet Boy by Melanie Martinez

Blue geniunely doesn't realize how awful he acts towards you sometimes. He's too stubborn to listen to you about it, either. He never feels the need to reign himself in because of this and that leads to a lot of resentment on your part. At the bare minimum, you just want him to treat you like an equal. But he'll continue to look down on you as long as he can get away with it.

✧༚︒ ࿐ཾ

𝚈 — 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚃𝙷

𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗺𝗲𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴?

It was just one mountain to climb after another. He's always aiming for the next big thing, because to him, that's the only way you can truly be the best. He continued to do so even after becoming the Viridian City gym leader and you just so happened to come along then. You were a different kind of challenge, not something he could catch in a Pokeball or defeat in a match. And he liked that. So nothing much as changed- you're just his newest goal.

✧༚︒ ࿐ཾ

𝚉 — 𝚉𝙴𝚁𝙾

𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗱𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁?

Blue won't accept it. Not even for a split second. It doesn't matter what exactly he's lost or how important it was to him, it doesn't matter if he's lost you-- Because he is 1000% certain that he can take it back. This is only a minor setback that'll make him stronger. He rejects self pity and immediately works to rebuild his life.

And once he's better than ever, he's heading straight after you. Your chance of escape will be so much lower this time.

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#blue writes #pokemon #pkmn #pokemon x reader #pokemon fanfiction #yandere #yandere x reader #yandere pokemon x reader #trainer blue #blue pokemon #yandere pokemon

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ihatedtoadmit · 1 year ago

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The Windows To My Soul [2]

pairing: OT8 x fem! reader

genre: soulmates, angst, fluff, crack

warnings: Please read the 'Summary' of this series, all are listed there!

word count: ~2.3k

summary: The two aussies chat with you as some distraction, although anxiety seeps through once you reach their hotel, a strange pain blooming in your ribcage.

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"So, Eevee, d’ya live around here?" - Chan asked, as if sensing my derailing thoughts and the distraction I desperately needed. "Haha, naur, Iiii actually come from a really small european country. Very far away from here." "Oh? You're not japanese? You spoke it well, I thought… Anyways, I've always wanted to visit more countries there! Which one are you from?"

I looked at their expecting expressions and desperately held my tongue, trying not to say that BTS actually knew the capital of my country, surprisingly.

"Eh, you wouldn't know anyway, don't worry about it." "Ahw, bummer. Then can ya talk in your mother language for a bit?" - Felix asked with puppy eyes, my heart unable to say no as I lightly chuckled. "Alright, but what should I say?" "How about… Imma catch them all!"

I immediately snorted, slightly shaking my head at the pokemon reference. I looked at Chan to see if he minded, but he simply shook his head with crescent-shaped eyes.

"Alright, here goes. Szerezd meg hát mind!"

Yeah, they looked really fucking confused at me, causing me to burst out in laughter.

"I told you you wouldn't know it!" "I-, well, ya were right, I have not heard that language before." "Neither have I, it sounds weird. Chris, now ya say something, c'mon!"

And for the next few minutes they kept giving me phrases and words, just so I could translate them to my native language. Even chat was confused, none of them getting it right. But they tried, language names flying across the poor phone's screen at a fast pace.

They stopped eventually, the boys giving me some space and talking to the chat in korean -i was grateful for that-, later on saying goodbye to STAY as well. I waved along with them, careful not to have my face seen. It was tiring, to constantly keep it in my mind and position myself accordingly, because I was taller than both the boys and they were the ones holding the phone. So I had to tilt my head slightly downwards at all times, well, if I wanted to remain anonymous that is. And I sure fucking wanted to.

"Alright, we're not far from the hotel now."

Ah, so we had walked so much already. I glanced back subtly out of instinct, checking if the other man -probably their bodyguard or a manager- was still there. Sure enough, he was, positioned just right so he was never in the range of their camera.

Looking back in front of me after walking for a good 15 minutes or more, I was met with a tall building, most probably a hotel, based on the aesthetic and glowing signs.

I took a deeper breath as I looked up at it, noticing a deep, dull pain in my chest. Thinking I probably fell on it or that my body was just doing its usual randomly hurting thing, I ignored it, sadly quite familiar with the art of pushing away slight pain to the back of my mind.

The boys -and it felt weird to think of them like that so casually- stepped in, Chan holding the door open for me as they started chatting in english. A notion that warmed my heart and calmed my fried nerves, even if only slightly.

They involved me in their chatter a few times, but the anxiety of meeting new people -fucking idols at that- started catching up to me, making me retreat back to my shell and become even quieter than usual. I couldn't help it, I was not a socially well-versed person. Maybe that was why I loved Jisung so much. Birds of a feather and all that.

As if sensing my anxiety, they stopped near a door -probably theirs- and turned around, facing me, who just followed them silently, even in and out of the elevator. I zoned out for the ride, body on mindless auto-pilot.

"Hey, it's gonna be okay. They're all friendly and great people, if not too loud. But I'll ask them to take it back a notch today for ya, ‘kay?" - Chan gently said, his words but a quiet whisper. "Yeah, it'll be fine. You're safe here, nobody's gonna do anything to you. Maybe only make ya laugh at bad jokes." -Felix added in with a slight curve of his lips, and I couldn't help but quietly snort at that.

Their smiles both widened in response, expressions turning even more gentle, if that was even somehow possible.

One thing I had caught though was that through the whole thing, Felix's hands were awkwardly moving a bit, hovering in the air sometimes, as if he wanted to grasp onto something, but was unsure about it. Being a STAY, I knew some things about him, like how physically affectionate he was and how it was one of his biggest languages of affection. Slowly putting two and two together, I finally realised he had wanted to touch my hand that wasn't tucked away in my jacket's pocket, unsure if it would grant me comfort or do the exact opposite.

Smiling gently under my scarf, I nodded at them -causing my cap's ears to move, i could see how they glanced at it in amusement-, indicating that I was okay and as ready as I could ever be.

They nodded as well, turning around and going through the door. Glancing back once more, I found no one in the corridor besides us, the bodyguard having left us silently sometime. I furrowed my brows at that, unsure how I hadn’t noticed it happening.

A deep voice calling out to me snapped me back to reality, Felix's head peeking out the doorway to glance at me, worry dancing on his features. I quickly apologised quietly and strode towards him, my legs halting once I reached their doorway.

I felt like an intruder.

It didn't feel right to just go into their hotel room, especially when I knew who they were, without them knowing about it.

I felt guilty, and like a horrible burden.

My unsure hand found Felix's hoodie, as if I was a child grasping onto their parents' clothing. It immediately grabbed his attention, his body now fully standing before me with his attention devoted solely to me.

I didn't deserve it.

"Hey, hey, it's okay. Ya don't have to meet them all now, or at all, we can work around it, if that makes ya feel better." - his deep voice soothed me, hushing my nervous inner child.

I gently shook my head, not wanting to cause them even more problems by having them dance around me.

"I just… I'm not the most social person, sorry. I just don't want to be a bother to you guys, not even more after all you’ve done already." - I whispered out, afraid of voicing my thoughts as I just looked at the ground, the shiny tiles now looking way more interesting than anything else around me.

His hands found mine, gently squeezing it in comfort before he spoke once more.

"Ya really aren't a bother, trust me. And me and the guys can carry the conversation for you, ya don't even have to join it if ya don't wanna."

I looked down into his warm eyes, finding their shine comforting and genuine.

Gosh, he really was sunshine incarnate.

"You remind me of one of my friends, he has social anxiety too. So don't worry, the guys will understand, really." - he smiled at me before he turned around, making me melt at his care.

I could merely nod and let him guide me into the room at last, Chan most probably wondering where we'd been for so long. But no, there was no sign of him, only his voice could be heard from somewhere deeper in the place.

Felix told me where I could put my jacket and lil backpack after I had taken my boots off, his petite form quickly disappearing from my sight.

I just stood there in my full outfit -minus the boots-, blinking at the place where he had been not even a second ago.

How the fuck did he just do that? Was I so out of it, or did he turn into Sonic the hedgehog in front of my very eyes?

Before I could get back on track and actually get my now too warm jacket off -i was starting to sweat at that point, both from the heat and nervousness-, that little, now maskless menace appeared before me with the baby bread in tow.

"Oh my god!" - Jeongin exclaimed once he had laid eyes on me, his eyes roaming my form before settling on the long ears of my Eevee cap. "Right? So cute!"

They started gushing about it in korean, the little gamers. I just watched them for a bit, before getting an idea.

Taking my cap off and carding a hand through my now very messy hair -although the motion never truly tamed it-, I offered the cap up in their direction after shaking it out a bit. They quieted down, asking if they really could take it in a hushed tone, as if they didn't believe me and my actions. Of course I nodded once again, watching as their smiles lit up their whole faces.

They were like little kids, I swear. And I was younger than them, even if not by a lot, but still…

Either way, I had finally torn my eyes away from the two and took my bag, jacket and scarf off as I was turned away from them, facing the closed front door. I quickly crouched down and searched around in my bag, taking out and putting on a regular, blue hospital facemask I had stashed in there.

No way in hell was I comfortable sitting amidst all those pretty people with my face, even though I had makeup on.

Being done, I stood up and turned around, closing my eyes as I ruffled up my long hair and tried to tame it into its usual place. Amidst that, I simply heard a 'Woah', my eyes popping open and drawn towards the slightly slack-faced Felix. I raised an eyebrow at him, not understanding his behaviour.

"Just, uh, that's quite a vibe change ya got there."

Looking down, I realised what he had meant. Because compared to my quite cute Eevee outfit, I now had all black, form hugging clothes on with almost no skin showing. The accessories I had on were either black or silver too, usually with chains or other 'edgy' motifs on them as well.

Yeah, not exactly cute, as one would say.

But compared to my dark looks, I merely sheepishly rubbed at my nape and looked away, slightly shrugging my shoulders. I felt a bit bad for giving a deceiving first impression, if that made sense, because I never really dressed cutesy and girly, no matter what anyone else wanted or told me it looked good on me.

They both snorted at that, muttering something in korean, before Felix gently took my hand and started dragging me away. Our destination was most probably where the others had gathered, based on how their voices got louder and louder with each step. But throughout our walk, Felix's hold was gentle, something I could easily break free from if I felt the need arise. I couldn't help the lil appreciative squeeze of his hand I had sent him for that.

Entering the living room -because that was the most fitting title i could find for it-, my eyes met with the entire cast of Stray Kids -minus the two accompanying me-, all huddled together on the giant, L-shaped couch. Their heads snapped up to me when Felix announced our presence and released my hand, my form turning rigid in response. Chan -with no mask on- was searching for my gaze, smiling at me once I’d met his eyes.

It didn't help as much as it could have.

They spoke about something in korean, probably introducing me, based on the word Eevee I’d heard and how Felix gestured towards me. I deeply bowed at them, my hands clutched together in front of my form nervously as I tried not to think about how much I wanted to just straight up disappear into the surface of the planet.

The aussies rushed to say I didn't need to be so formal, the others probably saying the same in korean as they raised their hands in protest. Some even almost stood up from their seats.

Great fucking going me, I made them uncomfortable on our first meeting, wonderful.

After each member introduced themselves, some with more sentences and some with less, they gestured for me to sit down. But that meant choosing a seat, and I felt uncomfortable doing that. I didn't want to sit too close for both of our sakes, but I also couldn't sit too far, they would think I hated them or something.

Dear god, why was this so hard? Stupid anxiety.

Eventually, I sat down near one end of the couch, while Jeongin and Felix attacked the already sitting members for cuddles. Mostly Felix, Jeongin just wanted to be a menace and fuck around.

I awkwardly sat there, watching them interact as I kept glancing around the room, from the ground to each member. Minho was intently staring at me, probably analysing if I was a threat or not, but nobody really knew what was truly going on inside his head. So I simply glanced away, fighting with my rising nervousness and that pain in my chest.

Gods, it was becoming worse, did I land on a rib or something?

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nettlesketches · 5 days ago

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just wanting to give my to cents to the whole debate

People keep bringing up he "built a life" in Hisui. But honestly it felt far from that tbh. He did respected the Pearl Clan being there for him in his time of need. And I do believe it does bring a toll to know the people you just saw "yesterday" have been dead for centuries by now.

I can see that once Ingo feels better he'd probably visit Sinnoh to see how much has changed. See the remains of the past still around (mayhaps even running into Cynthia or other descendants... maybe even Protag)

I won't deny that it does take a heavy toll to know all you left behind is lost, but knowing what happened to the people and rediscovering those places will definitely ease things.

Also I'm sure Emmet will be there with him along the way, be a shoulder to cry on when he mourns everyone, eager to hear about the people who took care of his brother and also about the battles and ways to fight from back then.

I can also see when they would visit Sinnoh that Emmet would also try and show his graditude to those places and descendants. (also doing some work and learning about those people. They took care of his brother and they were important! Yup! So he reads all about them and listens curiously about everything Ingo tells him) Probably making donations to facilities and museums that keep up memories from back then. And if he ever had the chance to meet these people, he would show them nothing but graditude (yes, even Melli) for being there for his brother)

And who knows! With Ingo's knowledge and and science plus how the Pokémon World works he could assisst in bringing back Hisuian Sneasels or Sneasler (for all we know they simply have migrated over time and there are some left in a neighbor region)

I don't want do discard the other opinion, but I also wanna show that while there will be hard times and time to grief the past... It's also something to show to Emmet.

Also I doubt that any of the people from Hisui would want him to be sad. And if there are records of him he is remembered as a dutiful, incredibly kind and friendly Warden, who dissappeared as mysteriously as he showed up. I also believe that his passion for battling also rubbed onto Zisu and many others and their descendants became passionate Trainers as well.

Once again not to discard but I also wanna share some positive views and how Ingo definitely could manage to make the best out of it! (it will all take its time though, and there will be bad days for him, days he will miss everyone... but his brother and Pokemon will always make sure to give him all the love and comfort he needs.

(maybe not the same but this is me speaking about loved ones who have since passed away and while its nowhere near the same... some of these way of thinking do give me peace and comfort...)

Ty for the ask!! ^^ (putting my reply under the cut so this isn’t super long)

Yeah I see what you mean- I do agree that he didn’t exactly “build a life” in Hisui (at least with what PLA shows)

While there are definitely parts of Hisui he would miss (certain members of the Pearl clan, lady sneasler, zizu, etc) his home has always been with Emmet, whether he is aware of that or not.

Personally I think, if given the choice Ingo would choose to return home in a heartbeat, even without necessarily knowing what’s on the other side. It’s just in the context of the comic he leaves without saying goodbye to anyone- having unknowingly done the same to Emmet, it fills Ingo with a sense of guilt that the Pearl clan and his noble will never know what happened to him.

This drawing was more of just his initial reaction- I do think that over time Ingo, with the help of his brother, would better come to terms and be thankful that he has been returned to his previous station, and that what happened was never his fault. He’s just dealing with a lot of emotions and trauma, and developed a bad habit of shutting people out while isolated in hisui :(

I could definitely see Ingo choosing to honor the Pearl clan by teaching their traditions and way of life, and the twins would definitely plan a trip to Sinnoh together.

But yeah: Ingo returning to his original timeline was what he always wanted imo. despite the kindness of the Pearl clan, nothing could fill the void in his heart- it’s just bittersweet for him that he’s been torn away with no closure yet again.

#ty again for the ask! we love discussions and differing opinions :3 #*clenches fist* I need to write that fic fr fr #I have Many Thoughts on the sort of post-reunion adjustment period #both Ingo and emmet have changed in ways but also have stayed the same #I think that initially they would both have trouble adjusting but as brothers they still connect :)#I’m a sucker for angst with happy endings- put ‘em through the ringer as they say lol #asks #anonymous #nettlespeaks

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pokemon-ash-aus · 3 months ago

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if Ash, Peach & Indigo were starter pokemon fusions (any gen/stage but no repeating type) what would they be?

No repeating types so that knocks away the fact that each one needs to be a fire grass and water starter!

Hmmm, If i wanted to, i would say Peach is a Fire, Indigo is a Grass, and Ash is a Water type starter so we'll go from there.

(for the sake of brevity, i will remove Pikachu and Eevee from the list due to the fact that they are not common starters in my eyes.)

For Peach, i want her starter pokemon to know at least one Electric type move (whether by TM or not) so that knocks out Charizard off the gate.

Now i also want the pokemon to be fast as all get go. So that knocks out any pokemon below 90, means no Emboar(65), Incineroar(60) Skeledirge(66) and Blaziken(80). Now let's look at the balance of Sp and Atk. See if we can get any close to what i want. And the winner for that is Infernape!!

Peach is an Infernape Fusion which now knocks out Fighting from the rink!

Now Indigo isn't as fast, but he's bulky as hell. He can take a hit so we'll focus on Def and sp def. I don't want it to be even and i want to focus on the beauty of the pokemon as well. Indigo's Absol was regal but deadly, so that's a main factor as well.

Out of the rink is Chesnaught for fighting, now for beauty standards of regality and deadly, venasaur, meganium, torterra and rillaboom are out. Beautiful in their own rights but not wjat im looking for!

Like last time, anyone below a 90 in defense and sp def means they are OUT. So Sceptile (65|85), Decidueye (75|100) and Meoscarada(70|70) are out!

Indigo is now a Serperior Fusion! With a Def|SpD at (95|95)!! Serperior is pure grass so that still leaves only fighting out of the rink!

Finally Ash as a Water type.

His is harder because he needs to be pretty even all around. Sturdy, fast and a decently hard hitter. But we'll focus on Attack for him!

Because Fighting is out, Quaquaval immediately is kicked. Goodbye my flamboyant bird, i will miss you :')

Anyone under 90 ATK is out. Which means, Blastoise (83), Empoleon (86), Primarina (74) and Inteleon (85) are OUT.

Now to look at the others, i want their Attack to be above their Sp Atk, and Sp atk above 90. That being said, Greninja (95|103) and Samurott (100|108) are both OUT. And Feraligator (105|79) and Swampert (110|85) are out due to below 90 stat!

And the Winner is Hisuian Samurott!!!

I actually really like that for them XD

Peach - Infernape

Indigo - Surperior

Ash - H. Samurott

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feppepurin · 10 days ago

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SONIC 3 THOUGHTS GRGRYAYAAHHH (SPOILERS)

THIS SHIT. WAS . CRAZY !!!!!! I WAS LOSING MY MIND THE ENTIRE TIME IT WAS SO HARD TO CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT i couldn't stop smiling through the entire thing. i'm so srs please watch it it's the best movie ever oh my fucking god. OKAY ONTO MY ACTUAL FEELINGS NOW

when the movie opened with shadow's memories of maria right off the bat i knew i'd love it. more on this specific maria iteration later but jesus christ aren't they just the most siblings of all time ?????? shadow was basically having a huge depressive episode for all these 50 years and now he's hungry for VENGEANCE. YOU WILL HAVE JUSTICE MARIA. also he's just so well animated literally just fucking kill me and blow my brains out THEY GAVE HIM A GUN AND A MOTORCYCLE FOR A MOMENT THERE TOO HE EVEN DID THE AKIRA SLIDE !!!!! SHADOWOWWWWW <3333

i am really happy with all the popculture references too. hate-watching, detective pikachu, comic con, cosplay ... HOT TOPIC. some people may have found it too cheesy but i for one could not be more delighted. this is so silly of COURSE knuckles would know about pokemon. i also adored how they implemented the chao into the world by making them themed cafe mascots in tokyo. these three doofuses and commander walters having a universal level of importance conversation at a kids restaurant ??? SEEMS ABOUT RIGHT. actually i think this sequence from their first encounter with shadow up until stobotnik meetup is one of my favs in the whole movie ngl. they're just a trio of goofsters aren't they

WHILE WE'RE ON THE TOPIC OF THE OTHER 2 BROS !!! ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. WASN'T KNUCKLES JUST THE SWEETEST ??? i could fill a book with every cute and/or endearing thing he's done/said in this movie and same with tails. "the fox was just trying to comfort you." ; "you ready to play some base of ball??" LITTLE BROTHER AND OLDEST BROTHER !! SEDATE ME NOOOOW. ALSO MADDIE !!!!!! I KNOW WE ALL LOVE TOM BUT I WANT MORE MADDIE SO BADLY. MAKE THE BROS INTERACT WITH HER MORE I BEGGGGGG !!!!!!!!!! MATRIARCH WACHOWSKI I WISH YOU HAD MORE SCREENTIME SO BADLY. I UNDERSTAND YOU CAN'T FIT ALLAT IN JUST ONE MOVIE THOUGH !! WE HAVE FANFICS FOR THAT. that moment when the team™ arrived home to go over the g.u.n infiltration plan and knuckles IMMEDIATELY put on some kind of thingamajig one of his parents knit. he ate their homemade bread too <\333 fuckkkkkk please make him talk to maddie more

THE STOBOTNIK NATION IS THRIVING WITH THIS ONE THOUGH (not really) !!!! they were so Queer. why did stone have to do all that when shaving robotnik's head. why did robotnik have to rip stone's fucking shirt off to later make a new costume out of it. WHAT WAS THAT COMMENT ABOUT TIED UP STONE ? don't even get me started on the message too AND ON ROBOTNIK'S RELATIONSHIP WITH GERALD AND THE WHOLE THING WITH THE ARK SIBLINGS JESUS. i'm actually so sad he's dead now =<:,[[[[[[ pleaseeee he was hilarious ........ and cute ............... stone has no one to have a homoerotic workplace relationship with now ............................. legitimately though the way he Finally acknowledged how much stone cared for him this whole time. called him a good friend <333 "goodbye, doctor." FUCKKKKKK. WHAT IS MR AGENT STONE GONNA DO NOW HOW DO YOU EVEN RECOVER FROM THAT. YOUR UNSPOKEN LOVER JUST LIVESTREAMED HIS DEATH ON SOME FUCK ASS SPACESHIP AND (indirectly) TOLD YOU HE LOVES YOU TOO ???

okay since we're talking about robotnik we're talking about gerald and if we're talking about gerald we're TALKING ABOUT MARIA. SHE WAS SO SILLY !!!!!! SHE'S GOOD NATURED SHE BELIEVES IN KINDNESS AND HER HOME AND EVERYTHING BEING OKAY IN THE END AND HER BROTHER SHE'S MISCHIEVOUS AND RESOURCEFUL AND SNEAKY (damn when i say it like that maria sure does sound a lot like soni— *gets shot*). i really really love how we got some more of her as her own character and not a catalyst for shadow's arc. she's perfect MWAH !!!!! <33333 however i'm not too sure about her being a regular girl and not a chronically ill disabled living in a damn space colony never been to earth girl. i know you can never make a Totally Faithful adaptation of something but i think shadow and maria growing up in the same place, with shadow's entire purpose of creation being maria's supposed cure makes their relationship so much more viscerally moving and affecting and emotional and profound and andAND AND. SHIT.. CURLS UP ON TJE FLOOR AND DIES ??? THEY WANTED TO VISIT EARTH TOGETHER ONE DAY ....... absolutely not complaining about the content we did get with the 2 of them. silly dancing to a song having sleepovers rollerskating stargazing deep conversations. oh my fucking god. don't even get me started on the phrase. th PHRASE. i watched this movie again when i came home and it brought me to tears A SECOND TIME. every time i think how i've calmed down i think back to it and want to cry again and again. a light still shines, even when the star has died.

A LIGHT STILL SHINES, EVEN WHEN THE STAR HAS DIED. MARIA'S LIGHT STILL SHINES !!!!!!! IT FUCKING SHINES WITH SHADOW !!!!!!!!!! WITHOUT LIGHT THERE'S ONLY DARKNESS BUT A SHADOW WILL SHOW YOU WHERE TO FIND THE LIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHADOW WILL KEEP LIVING BC THIS IS WHAT MARIA WOULD'VE WANTED !!!!!!!

okay wipes tears away this is already too long for anyone's liking and i'm so sleepy so i'll make a part 2 tomorrow bc that's not even THE TIP OF TJE FUCKING ICEBERG OF WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT SONIC 3. GOOD FUCKING NIGHT EVERYPONY

#🍋 blah blah #what an abomination #subjecting you all to my raw ass emotions #probably doesn't make any sense but fuck it we ball #sonic movie 3 #sonic movie spoilers #sonic the hedgehog

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sunflowerrosewood · 7 months ago

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Goodbyes Turn To Forgiveness ~ Leon

Author's Note: Since my other account @cheekyredwillow got deleted. I am adding some of my favorite fanfictions to this account and revamping this one with new ones. I hope to make an actual list of fandoms I am still a fan of! NO requests for the time being.

Warnings: Angst to comfort, happy ending

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You and Leon have been dating for a year now. It was your birthday today and you would not have gotten this far without your mother gifting you Hattrem now Hatterene. Leon had mentioned taking you out to a fancy dinner in Wyndon. You hoped he would remember because he forgets things a lot. While you wouldn't fault him for that, he's never forgotten important dates.

You had arrived in Wyndon with your Hatterene and got a hotel room for the weekend. You walked around Wyndon for a while until it was three hours before your dinner. You wore Leon's favorite red fancy outfit with Hatterene's pokeball attached to your hip.

You were actually about 10 minutes late but the restaurant still had the reservation. You saw two bottles of white wine on the table but Leon was also not there. Now you were used to Leon not showing up so you decided to wait and pop the wine open.

The waiters and waitresses continued to check on you while you waited for Leon. You were suppose to meet up at 7 PM but it was going on 11 PM and the restaurant needed to close. They gave you a complimentary plate of food with the wine after you paid for sitting there for four hours.

It hurt. It hurt extremely bad. You would have thought Leon was better than this. So you went back to your hotel room and tried to call Leon. He didn't pick up so you left a message and decided to go to your hometown Ballonlea in the morning.

Leon was busy training with Raihan and hanging out with him to hear his Rotom phone go off. It wasn't till Leon and Raihan woke up the next day that Raihan asked about you.

"How's your darling Y/n? I bet she's keeping you strong. You still pack a punch in battles." Raihan teased as Leon froze. "Leon, what's wrong?"

"Yesterday was her birthday! I promised not to forget important dates!" Leon exclaimed.

"Try calling her?" Raihan suggested as Leon grabbed his phone and saw a voicemail.

"She called last night." Leon said before clicking the voicemail.

Leon, I can't do this anymore. I understand you are the champion of Galar and you are busy. But you don't leave your girlfriend at a fancy restaurant for four hours and the wait staff have to give you a complimentary meal to feel sorry for. It was my birthday Leon. I was hoping we could spend this but I guess not. I'm brea-breaking up with you. You deserve someone who is eas-easier to be around. Bye.

Leon dropped the phone hearing your calm voice say these words until your voice began to break at the end. You were hurt by what he did and you thought he needed someone who is easier to be around. Leon's heart was torn apart thinking about you in a hotel room and crying your eyes out. He hurt you.

"Leon?" Raihan asked as Leon dropped to his knees.

"I hurt her Raihan. I hurt her." Leon said as Raihan sighed.

"Do you know where she went?" Raihan asked. "Maybe back home?"

"That's it! I'll go to Ballonlea and apologize!" Leon exclaimed before calling Charizard to fly to Ballonlea.

As Leon arrived at your house, your Hatterene attacked him and Charizard with a psychic and moonblast. He and Charizard ducked for cover until they saw Mrs. Opal come out.

"Mrs. Opal, is Y/n in?" Leon asked as Hatterene glared at Leon and went back in the house.

"She is but she is hurt my dear. She doesn't want to see anyone." Opal sighed. "What is the matter with her? She's always so kind and excited about fairy and psychic pokemon. Now she is gloomy and sad."

"I hurt her Mrs. Opal. I did a terrible thing of forgetting important dates and she does not want to date me anymore." Leon explained and a few tears cascaded down his face.

"Leon I know you know better. I hope you are here to help her." Opal said before swatting him with her purse. "That's for hurting dear Y/n."

Leon rubbed the arm where Opal swatted and sat down with Charizard outside your doorstep. He waited for a couple of hours to see if you would come down but you didn't. He knew he had to get your forgiveness but wasn't sure how to do it. It was going to be harder than a simple give a pokemon to you.

Raihan ended up pushing Leon for his plan. He wasn't too sure if Hatterene would attack him but he went out of his way to get you a shiny Slurpuff. Leon also set up an entire meal near the entrance of the Ballonlea gym. Leon also asked help from Opal to use fairy pokemon to make a romantic atmosphere with music.

You had been in bed for about a week and Opal asked for you to meet her and Bede at the gym with Hatterene. She wanted you to get out of the house. As you put on your normal outfit and freshened up, you and Hatterene made your way to the gym.

As you got in the vicinity of the gym, you smelled sweet baked goods, blooming flowers, and your favorite meal. You were quite surprised to see a dinner set outside the gym. But you noticed Leon and Opal walked out of the gym and Leon was warning his gym uniform.

"You made it dearest!" Opal said as Leon was shyly smiling at you. You began to turn back to your house when a Shiny Slurpuff stopped you.

"Please don't go Y/n." Leon said softly as you sighed.

"We're through Leon. Don't you understand?" You sighed as Hatterene slouched forward towards the Shiny Slurpuff.

"Allow me to apologize and you can decide from there if you do not want us to be together." Leon said as you still didn't turn around but also didn't move.

"Go on." You said as Leon walked forward. You could feel his presence near you and heard the gym doors open as if Opal left.

"Y/n, I made a promise when we got in a relationship to not forget the important dates. I promised to always be there and treat you well. I have failed at that. I know that I have hurt you. Not a single apology can mend the hurt but it will allow me to confess a few things. I love you too much to let you walk away from me without an explanation. I cannot function without you. And lastly, while I am a forgetful person who gets lost, I am not a man who will leave you alone again and make you feel less than you deserve." Leon said as you sniffled. "Y/n?"

"I'm sorry. You brought some emotions out of me." You sniffled as Leon touched your shoulders.

"I see that also your new Slurpuff is warming up well." Leon sighed.

"He's mine?!" You exclaimed.

"You mentioned on our first date that you always wanted a shiny Slurpuff so I got you one." Leon said as you felt your heartbeat faster. He remembered that.

"Leon, you do have a lot of making up to do but I'd love to move forward." You said as you turned to face his solemn face. You touched his cheek and kissed it.

"I would love to make it up to you starting with this dinner." Leon said as you took his hand and went to have dinner with him.

After that, Leon stayed in Ballonlea for a few days before asking you to come back with him to Wyndon so he could continue to treat you right while you were by his side.

#pokemon rivals #pokemon champion #pokemon fluff #pokemon fanfiction #pokemon angst to fluff #pokemon angst #pokemon x reader #pokemon x y/n #pokemon reader insert #leon x reader #pokemon leon #pokemon leon x reader #pokemon swsh #pokemon sword and shield #leon sword and shield #champion leon #pokemon champion x reader

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whentheleahvesfall · 8 months ago

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Hero & Partner Week - Day 2 - Evolution

Writing (Diary Entry)

A dark, everglowing night. One that I've grown so accustomed to that it stands to reason that it remains the same ever since you left me Sprout. How long has it been? Days? Weeks? ...I've lost count of it all at this point.

Not that... it makes much difference anyway in the grand scheme of this world. I mean, who would even remember it anymore anyway? Me? The sole member of the Kipsaurs left? The one who keeps you in my mind so much that ever since you disappeared, I've felt hollow and well... lost? I don't know what's real and what's not anymore at this rate.

...

So um... I guess I'll write about what's it been like since you left. Um... well, as things stand, here in the Expedition Society - and in Lively Town in general - life has been progressing slowly. For what it's worth, I guess the people in town still look at me as someone helpful. I am a person who does look out for Pokemon in need! But... who's to say I'm the one who needs help? Heh, the hero of the world, the human who came from another era to save this one in the present and now it's all just... gone. And here I am. Now the one who needs saving after all this time. I just... don't really know what I'm missing from myself. Yet as time ticks away, does it make much difference anymore? I don't even know.

...

There's my reflection in the window. Staring back at me is the one person I don't want to see, and it's a Mudkip with a gnawed scar scraped over his right eye. With that stare, I remember a dream coming back to me. You were there. In it, I feel a fleeting feeling come and go, mostly from a reminiscence of when I tried to fight for the world's safety and then... there was a point where I snapped and I ran. I ran away so so fast that it was back in Serene Village and you raced to find me in the spot we would meet up in so much.

The place I said goodbye to you.

The place I wore this scarf as a way of remembering you.

The place where we formed our team, we laughed, we made a promise to each other and the place we cried together.

The place of the beginning and the end. Up there... on the hill with the big tree and with it, the most beautiful view of the valley I've ever seen in my life.

For however long it’s been, I’ve had a lot times together with you in my mind Sprout. A lot of memories. But those memories… slowly begin to fade away as I run away from who I am. Who I’ve become inside.

And you were there in my dream… to tell me to keep moving. You looked at me, those caring eyes of yours, and you stayed behind. To protect me from the demons that were created from my nightmares.

But why? To why were you even here, just looking at me like that? Did I even manage to do something that would warrant any form of recognition? Why would… or rather why would… you even want to help me?

And so on the cusp between dream and reality, the only person keeping me alive in this world was and still is you. Because you gave me no words, only a smile before you faded away and then my scarf began to glow.

My harmony scarf made me evolve, to continue fighting in that dream I had. My scar reminding me of you, when I first met you in this world… and still I fight even now. Whether it’s a dream, whether it’s reality, I don’t even know anymore. Whether I’m a Mudkip, or a Swampert, or whatever form I take now, I guess I still persist in this world, because I’m still me.

And it was only you who ever had complete and utter faith in me that I was only able to ever move forward. You - the outcast of Serene Village - took in the real outcast who came one day without warning.

Me.

And… and you promised me, from that day on, no matter how far apart we were, no matter how hopeless it would seem, you would always be my friend. And now, with you gone…

Can I even keep that promise?

I… I don’t even know anymore. What do I even do? Can you tell me Sprout? As… this scarf means I’m the only one left in the world with the ability to evolve near the Tree of Life, I… I don’t know if I still have some purpose left to fulfill.

Why? Why did you accept Dark Matter? Why did you stop me from destroying it?

To prevent it from coming back?

If so… then… am I the reason it’ll come back anyway? That I have so little faith in myself that I can’t do anything right anymore? I… I don’t know. I just don’t know.

You cared. The others seemingly care.

But do I ever feel properly cared? I guess, if it means anything, just for you… maybe I’ll evolve. Evolve myself… by ridding myself of this guilt of mine. Because my only hope, one way or another and even if it means running away from the Expedition Society…

I just want to see you again. My best friend. My one and only friend.

I miss you Sprout.

…

I miss you so much.

And… I’ll go anywhere, to the ends of this Pokemon world, just to see you again.

…

I’m uh… talking to Xerneas right now and am beginning to also remember my past. About who I was, how I came to be in this world and meeting you… so, so many years in the past before you reincarnated as the Mew of today. My lovable, kind, adventurous and gleaming partner.

How I’m beginning to remember I don’t even know. Mawile said it had something to do with some sort of ancient tablet she found when excavating the site on Showdown Mountain, and that on it was my name. But… just what is my connection still to the past?

And even so… is that even theoretically possible though? You told me I willed myself to this world so I could save it, but I sacrificed my memories so we wouldn’t repeat the mistakes of the future. But now… now I’m having an identity crisis, as the human who was supposed to forget is now the human beginning to remember.

It hurts. It hurts so much. Even now, I think I realise the reason as to why I even forgot was so I couldn’t bear the pain of seeing you leave again. I did it because I cried so much on the hill that sunset came and went and Carracosta began looking for me until he found me still just lying there in a worried mess.

Nothing’s changed though… I’m just… I’m just repeating the same mistakes again over and over. Wherever I go, bad luck follows, or at least that’s how it feels. And no matter what, I just can’t shake the feeling I’m still the reason why you left. Why wasn’t it me who went with you that day?

Am I still fated by this last thing I have of you that I’m never taking off again because without it, I feel so insecure I’m never going to get it back?

I need to… no, I have to keep it. It’s just so important that I can’t evolve without it anymore.

Can’t evolve as you’re my biggest strength in all this. You were my biggest helper. And you’ll always be my light that shined when we were stuck in the Voidlands.

…

It’s getting late now. I’ve written enough now that I guess my thoughts have been fired out onto this little diary of mine. I saw you writing one when I couldn’t sleep one night and this habit of yours kinda just… well, stuck.

I hope you’re still okay, somewhere Sprout, whenever and wherever you are.

Goodnight bud. I… I hope you still care about me, just as how I still care about you.

…

I’ll always remember you.

-Cormac

@heropartnerweek

#pokemon #psmd #pmd #pokemon mystery dungeon #pokemon super mystery dungeon #cormac/mudkip #writing #heropartnerweek #I wanted to write something for this prompt and rather than do a fight scene I decided instead to go with some angst #not sure how long or short this is in the grand scheme of things but here is something for day 2 #hope you guys enjoy reading it :)

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jet-the-hedgehog-real · 2 months ago

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You're reading this from a blog that was mainly Pokemon-based for a long time, and technically still is.

Meaning you're probably a Pokemon fan.

That means you like Pokemon.

If you like Pokemon, you probably like the spinoffs as well.

If you like Pokemon Spinoffs, I'm assuming you've heard of or played Pokemon Mystery Dungeon.

From that, I can assume that you've played Explorers of Sky.

Or, maybe none of this applies to you, and you know me from something else.

Either way, this post is for you.

Feeling down?

Need some good music?

Need a good Story?

Don't Ever Forget, (I don't want to say goodbye),

by the Pokemon Company for Explorers of Sky, Time, and Darkness

It's a masterpiece.

I listen to it virtually daily.

and for good reason.

Or, let's say you aren't a Pokemon Fan.

Simple solution. Let's name a song you could enjoy.

And for that.

My Castle Town,

by Toby Fox for Deltarune: Chapter 2.

The Unfinished version is more upbeat if you don't like sad songs.

It's probably similar to something that you used to know.

@willdoesstuff72 that was all for the inside joke LMAO

#jet-the-hedgehog #williamplayz_yt #deltarune #pokemon #pmd #pokemon mystery dungeon #dr #utdr #undertale deltarune #deltarune chapter 2 #inside joke #music

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alola03 · 5 months ago

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🌟 for N! ovo

(Just now realized I might need to ask for a different character in case the others get picked whoops lmao)

YAYYY N!!! I know I don't talk about him as much as I do the others but I love him too!!! TwT I love N that is my Brother!!!!!

Again just like everybody else my s/i would meet in the same way you do in the games (at Accumula town) where's he's just this weird guy saying “hey…let me talk to your pokemon…” and of course she's like “wtf” lmao.

Over the course of the story she's just like “what a weird guy…” everytime she encounters him but when he tells her he's a part of Team Plasma she's obv like “Wtf???” But there's also y'know something about him not like the other members of Plasma. (or that weirdo in the cloak Ghetsis either…)

and he's shocked that her pokemon actually like her and want to battle with her so he's also like, “hmmmm” about her. They are both Intrigued about the other. (But they are in 2 different worlds……) I also just really like the whole ‘2 Brothers’ lore in the game and them kind of being (reincarnated?) Destined to fight each other on opposing sides at one point is really interesting. The Black & White Siblings… (insert flaming text here lmao)

Once she realizes what his childhood was like and how he still resides and plays in that room that's built for a child she's like “oh shit. No wonder he's like that.” Even more so when Ghetsis is revealed as his father and that he betrays N and calls him “a freak without a human heart”.

When he leaves he doesn't give her much time to even respond before jumping on Reshiram and flying away. She thinks about his words all the time and looks up at the sky imagining she'll see him one day…coming back.

It takes 2 years until that day. In my version of the story she confronts Ghetsis instead of N. (In b/w 2 it's N confronting him and the main character has to help N out.) so she's confronting him but of course Zekrom gets fused with Kyurem and it's not looking too good for her. There's Spikes of Ice all around her but all of the sudden…there's Fire and she gets swooped up by this big claw…she looks over and it's Reshiram! Then she realizes. ‘If Reshirams here…then…’

she looks in front of her…and she sees the back of him. It's Him. He's finally back! Once they take care of Ghetsis she immediately hugs him (despite looking like she wants to punch him Lmao) and tells him how glad she is he's back. (And saying to never leave again and scolding him about how she didn't even get to say goodbye.)

I think after that they would just hang out a lot :) he doesn't really have any place to go so he just hangs in various places at any given time but she always can somehow find him whether he's in the forest, in a cave doesn't matter.

#🌙.asks #🌙.my self insert #Thank you again Sav!!!#Whew that was A LOT of writing!! I hope everybody enjoyed reading though :)

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love-is-a-pearl · 8 months ago

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Alright, I will be honest:

I don't like Black&White saga cause it feels like flopoed retcon/reboot of pokeanime. Like, in the beginning it cut ties to previous sagas and regions. Like, after whole THE BUILD UP in Sinnoh, it felt like Ash got robbed. Also doesn't help that in beginning they isolated Unova pokemon from previous generations. And the thing is, is that 5 gen pokemon design already stylistically different from previous ones: more round, simplified.

Also, it didn't help that relationship with rivals are less close and tense than in Diamond&Pearl. Like, all other characters beside main trio feels shallow and caricatures. In Sinnoh, both Ash and Dawn learned something from their rivals, Paul and Zoe were REALLY IMPACTFUL to them. But when we compare Iris and Dragon huntress (yes, I don't even remember her name)... That's basic. Like, Iris's rival surved as plot tool few times at best.

But second part of saga is better (*cough - cough * cause Cynthia and Dawn came back *cough- cough*) : old pokemon are back, we see mythical pokemon in action. Also, I enjoyed Decolora arc!

Good points of BW:

I like Cylan and Iris. For Iris in particular... She feels like Misty's other version, but in a good way. I also like her story arcs with her team, like damn, homegirl got her own Suicide squad in pokeworld 😂.

Also, there's Team R... One one hand, it's was hard for me to see them drop comedy tone. On another hand, they demonstrated us how much dangerous they can be! Like, they got their business! Our trio was more menacing than whole Team Plazma, honestly 😅.

All in all, my main issue is that Black and White drop most of connections with Diamond and Pearl. Like, transition was too DRASTIC. But I do understand, that there ate people who adores 5 gen. I mean, I heard that 5 gen games was top tier. It's just, unfortunately, I stsrted to dwell into pokemon games since 6 gen, so I was unable to even play Black and White. Maybe in that case I watched anime in different context.

Also, I really like movies in that saga! Like Keldeo and Mewtwo (or Newtwo ( if you know you know)) put everything in their movies, and Victini's one with TWO DIFFERENT VERSIONS was low-key something in cinematic universe level.

... That was looong ask, but I really need that out of my chest 😅

Nah, dont worry, go and vent its the first step to overcoming trauma lol I joke but seriously, if everyone sat down to understand what they dislike and like about a season like that, things would be so much simpler :v

BW is totally an attempt to a soft reboot! But there's one thing I feel folks often forget: The games themselves were that too!!

The lack of pokemon pre gen 5 was something that came from the games, as unova was the first region outside of Japan. Pokemon company was trying to start anew from all sides and that ended up affecting the anime the most because for some reason, it was decided that they would star anew, but keep a familiar face in Ash.

And then we have the fact that the BW games got a sequel immediately after, Black and White 2, and the story on those was directly connected to the first games, showcasing an Unova 2 years after BW1 (highly reccomend them btw, some of the best overarching story in pokemon games ever)

And like, the anime started with the narrator just saying Ash was still 10!! Someone surely made that a rule in the background, so how could they tell the story of a Unova 2 years later with a main character that just couldn't age?

So the writers just had to do their own thing. And probably made up so much of it halfway and also explain why they just scrapped so many characters of the day post league. They just wanted some time for people to forget the first half of BW to try and implement things from BW2.

And that's the thing, this issue is not from BW only. We know for a fact that there were plans for Ash to leave the anime during Johto, but they couldn't just say goodbye to him, so he stayed. Black and White was just the culmination of that decision. And I feel like hating on it alone is just… not aknowledging that pokeani is flawed from the get-go yknow?

What made BW that weird is what made Ash and Serena and the Kalos loss weird, what made journeys weird and what made 2beamaster miniseries that FUCKING WEIRD.

BUT GOSH TRIO!! Now the way those 3 were handled in the season is one thing I can't excuse lmao

People love to talk how out of character Ash acts this season, even though is not even that OOC when compared to pre DP, but TR were the ones that felt like complete different characters! And while I enjoy the whiplash of Ash gang doing silly things overlapped with very serious evil dutiestm, I feel like that that was a bad decision throught and throught. I get that at first they wanted a Team Rocket vs Team Plasma situation, but doing that with the TRio is just so weird.

HELL YEAH, I LOVE THE NEWTWO MOVIE! It makes no sense but gosh Mewtwo2 and genesect's relationship is just so ADORABLE i love them so much. Is those kind of stuff that makes me sad about BW, folks see a mewtwo that is not the main one and they dont give it a shot, but is such a heartwarming story in the end.

#answered asks #long post #|→ not not #hot take which is not a take at all im just joking BUT #DP is the odd one out #lmao #if DP didnt exist i feel like the transition from OG-DP ash to BW-JN ash would be better accepted

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asktidethegastrodon · 1 year ago

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Tide: You are like Two troubled souls meeting in times of needed.. How sweet. . She seems lost in thought for a moment, as if she wanted to say something more, but stops and snaps back to reality. Her gaze softens as she looks back up at the goodra

She giggles a bit Tide: I've been a teacher for a bit now, so I've seen my fair share of children whose parents weren't in the same egg group. It is possible, just tricky to deal with Tide: At least you both have some slug like qualities! I've been told that it can make it somewhat easier due to our.. amebous shape and DNA.. Tide: I do know a scholar back in my hometown, I could ask him if he has any books on the subject, if that might help assist? Tide chuckles a bit, waving her hand to fan her face Tide: No pressure of course! Just figured I would offer in case.

She dips her head in respect to the goodra Tide: Thank you for answering my question, I do hope I wasn't too invasive or brought up any bad memories.. She raises a clenched fist happily, as if she's excited and determined Tide: I'm rootin' for the two of ya! Considering what I've already somewhat seen just from being here for a moment, I can tell you two are great with children. I'm sure your child will be very loved!

She dips her head once more with a smile Tide: But I should probably get out of your hair for now! It seems like you all have stuff to do, I don't wanna gab at you forever and cause any troubles for anyone here! I hope you have a lovely rest of your day!

She waves a goodbye and turns to leave But suddenly she stops for a moment, something catching her eye A familiar face! A pang of awkward nervousness stabs her in the gut. How rude of her to not notice him sooner! Just waltz in and talk to someone else and accidentally ignore him! How terrible of her bad, bad Tide! Unsure on how to properly react given her sudden rising anxiety. She flashes a smile towards Paleo, waving her hand quickly, much like how a excited toddler would Her voice a mild whisper to hopefully not draw any attention to herself, or possibly spook any of the pokemon nearby. She figured most of the pokemon here wouldn't want a suddenly friendly yell from across the grass, so she attempted to keep her tone as quiet as she could.

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[Second Choice Made] [Resuming Playback...] ---

Keep her talking... they can do that. Surely they can.

The sound of shoes on the staircase alerts Diamond to the Angel's arrival.

"A basement? Hehe, you must be awfully desperate, Diamond..."

"Well. I've always been pretty good at pushing my luck." Okay, while you're talking, look around for a weapon or a-

...Oh.

The Angel is above them, leaning over the boxes with a grin.

"Found you."

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...Oh god. Fuck. Piss. Shit. Fuck again.

okay. Talking is not the way out of this they've got to wait for an opening. Or make one.

You seem to be at the end of your rope, Fox.

This bitch. The pigeon.

"What do you want." Diamond hisses under their breath.

What, can't a patron care about the safety of its chosen?

"You didn't care the whole time I was dying earlier. Why now."

I've been... thinking. You've done what I asked. Found my subordinates. Befriended them as much as they would allow. I think it's time for our contract to end.

"You- ...Wait what?"

Footsteps on the stairs. Diamond's brow furrows.

"Why now- Why-"

You just have to finish the story, don't you? I've been privvy to many of your thoughts throughout this... adventure. Shall we call it. And don't you think the end of our contract, the end of your journey would count towards your... exit from this world?

"..." It's true. It would.

So. Just say it. Just say you want to end the contract.

"..." Diamond doesn't say anything. They can hear Angel humming as they slowly search the basement. What about Cyn.

What about the little anomaly?

They're still at the apartment. And my other friends too. I didn't have the chance to say goodbye.

Since when have you ever been concerned about saying goodbye?

The pigeon is right. When has that ever been Diamond's top priority over survival.

Cyn was supposed to come with me.

Well. If you can't find a way out, you won't get the chance.

Diamond doesn't reply. They sneak a glance around the boxes. The Angel's busy looking at something else. They could run for it.

...It's their only chance.

Diamond takes a deep breath and makes a break for the stairs out of the basement. They can hear the Angel running behind them pursuing, taunting, They only look back to toss the now lit pipe bomb Marvin sent them into the darkness, hoping it'll at least slow her down.

They ignore the pain in their leg, and they just run. As they break out of the decrepit cabin and into the treeline they change forms. Face to muzzle, hands and feet to paws, a giant fox with nine tails streaking through Pinwheel Forest at incredible speeds.

They make it to the bridge, breezing past cars and bikes.

Castelia is right there.

Dakota's shop is right there.

The apartment is right there.

Home is in sight.

The door to Sharp Cuts is where they finally slow, looking behind them at the street, no sign of the Angel. Good. They still have time. They look up at their window, Arty is looking out of it, and when the bird spots them it squawks in surprise and alarm. Through a makeshift ladder of various ledges in the alleyway- Diamond climbs up to their window, squeezing through and back into their bedroom and shifting back to their human form.

Cyn and Diamond's other pokemon are on the bed, even Teeny. Who's much too big for it reasonably.

"Told ya I would come back." Diamond smiles.

Their pokemon are on them in an instant, in a big hug, it's warm. So very warm. Diamond can't help but laugh a bit.

Well done.

Lugia's voice drags them back to reality.

You still have a job to finish, don't you?

Right.

"okay team. I.. have to leave. The Angel is still out there and as long as you're with me you're in danger so- Cyn, we've gotta go."

Diamond's other pokemon look back at them, after a moment Mini frowns, and then begins to squeak loudly and adamantly.

"Min! Mincinn! Cinno! Cin! Cin!"

Diamond's eyes widen.

"You- no. I don't think you can come with me- it. It wouldn't be anything like this world-"

Not taking no for an answer. Mini lets out a little "hmph!" and then red light envelopes them, they return to their pokeball. A soft giggle from the once Ghastly now Haunter, Ginger, catches diamond's attention next. Ginger floats around them a time or two.

"Haaaunn." The ghost licks Diamond's cheek and then disappears back into their ball with a red light.

"Draa..." Teeny also disappears into their ball after briefly nuzzling their face into Diamond's chest.

There's a prick in their hand as Space heater chomps down, looking up at Diamond with a surly expression that says "how DARE you try to leave me behind." Diamond chuckles and tucks the little frostik into their pocket.

Okay. It was decided then. No one left behind. Diamond collects their teams pokeballs, putting them in their hoodie pocket, then looks at Cyn and kneels down.

"Okay- let's say bye to Marv and then release the birds to deal with the Angel."

"Cyn!" The cyndaquil nods in approval. Diamond grins and picks them up and puts her on their shoulder, before grabbing Moltres and Zapdos's pokeballs off their nightstand, and turning around to look at Arty. They press a gentle kiss to the top of the bird's head.

"Thanks for being a good sport, Arty, I'll miss you. Maybe not your siblings though." Diamond chuckles.

The bird nods, and gently bumps its head against Diamond. Diamond returns it to its ball moments after.

This next goodbye is one they weren't ready for.

Diamond exits their bedroom, and limps down the hall to Marvin's. They gently knock on the door,

"Marv?"

As soon as Marvin's door is open, Marvin is wrapped around Diamond. He looks a total mess, he's definitely been worried about this for the last few days.

"holy SHIT you're okay."

Diamond laughs. "Yeah. Yeah I'm okay. I don't think we have much time to chat about it though."

Marvin notices the nine tails flicking behind Diamond.

"Oh." He pulls back from his friend a bit, his voice breaks a little. "This is... this is it isn't it."

Diamond nods, "Yeah. I've gotta bounce. But. I'll make sure the Angel doesn't mess with you. I'll be releasing the birds to deal with her."

"A-and your pokemon?"

Diamond laughs, "All coming with me. They insisted." Diamond gently scritches a smug looking Cyn on their head.

"Pff. I'll..I'll see them at the crossroads then."

"Yeah." Diamond nods, and then wraps Marvin in another hug. "This is a hell of a universe. It's a shame I didn't get to stay longer."

"yeah... Damn Angel." Marv hugs them back, his voice is small.

"You should explore more of it."

Marvin pauses, “I’ll- I’ll try. I want to. I just wish you could see it too.” Diamond smiles gently as a wet spot begins to form on their shoulder where Marvin's face is.

"You can tell me about it when you get back. Take pictures for me."

It's quiet for a few moments. Neither one wanting to let go of the hug.

"are you sure this is it is there something else I can do? Is it the end, really?"

Diamond squeezes Marv tightly, "...You can stay safe for me. And take care of yourself. And besides- you know it's not ever really the end."

Diamond pulls out of the hug. Marvin's face is red. Diamond gives a cocky grin to him, "You're stuck with me till the end of time, no matter the place."

This gets a small laugh from Marvin, Diamond ruffles his hair and steps back, turning so their face isn't visible to their friend anymore as some tears of their own start to escape. "Alright, Cyn. Let's do this." They walk back towards their room, giving Marvin one last look over the shoulder.

"See ya soon, Marv."

----

Out the window and up onto the roof is Diamond's goal from here.

So... you're just going to.. deploy my subordinates against this angel of yours. Hope they can drive her off and then.. break our contract, is that what I'm to understand?

"Well. Yeah." Diamond hoists themselves up onto the roof. "I mean, fight fire with fire and all that. Or I guess... bird with bird." They mumble.

The Angel is on the roof, staring out at the city when Diamond gets up there, despite getting hit with a pipe bomb earlier, there's no physical evidence that it hurt her at all. She twirls on her heel to face Diamond when they arrive.

"Oh! So you're actually going to face me directly. That's a nice surprise." She tilts her head a little farther than a normal human's should go, Diamond winces.

"...Well, it's my last life. I figure I should go out with a little dignity."

The Angel laughs, "Hehe~ How brave of you. Let's get started then, shall we?" she brandishes her talons, as she moves forward, Diamond throws down three pokeballs. One covered in snowflakes, another in lightning bolts, and the third in flames.

"ARTY, ZAPPY, MELTY- GET HER ASS."

The three legendary birds emerge from the pokeballs, each of their respective elements exploding in a heavy aura around them, The Angel looks surprised- taken aback even. She laughs loudly, almost maniacally.

"You're not even going to face me yourself?! Pity!"

"I don't have that much dignity." Diamond smiles.

Did you ever have any in the first place.

"Shut it, bird."

Always the wordsmith hm?

As the Angel takes to the air against the three elemental birds, Diamond takes a step back.

They seem to be doing well, is it time then?

Diamond doesn't say anything for a moment, then nods. "Yeah. Yeah I think it's time."

Go on then.

"...Lugia, I want to end our contract."

Very well. It shall be done.

Diamond begins to glow, and as their hair and fur fades from white back to blue, sparkles begin to fade off into the sky like little stars.

Diamond lets out a sigh, a familiar fuzzy feeling overtaking them as moments later a sort of soft light begins to envelop them, they hold Cyn close as they begin their journey out of this universe

Up above the birds unleash a torrent frost flame and lightning on the Angel, driving her back. battered and bruised, she opens a dark portal and escapes through it with a laugh. "Fine then! Till next time then little fox!~"

Diamond smiles as the world of pokemon disappears from in front of them, replaced with a familiar room in a place they never leave behind for long.

#the angel descends #implied death #//The end!!!!#//Technically not the end of me posting on this blog but definitely the end of Diamond's pkmn irl involvement :]#//I'll make a post with more information later!

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