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I wish I could take your pain away. you are perfect to me simply because you are you. is that too much to say when we're just friends? is it too much to say that I would fight the world for you? is it too much to say that you're the light of my life? that you make me want to get better? that you're the reason I finally don't feel alone? that you make me feel loved in a way no one else ever has? is that too much to say when we're just friends?
#queer platonically in love with my best friend#vent#tw vent#vent blog#vent post#alterous attraction#alterous yearning#queer platonic attraction#queer platonic crush#alterous crush#poetry from a worm#🦇
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never let anyone tell you that trawling through mediocre victorian poetry isn't worth it. we just happened upon an absolute BANGER of a worm poem. go read it or else 🪱🪱🪱
#was calling beckett and scouring the works of eliza cook looking for lesbianism#good amounts of lesbianism in evidence but unfortunately very little in the way of good poetry#APART from this worm one which DOES NOT MISS#eliza cook#is there a thriving eliza cook tag on tumblr. somehow i doubt it#the hand of the giant and the heart of the brave / must turn weak and submit to the worm and the grave!#not an original theme ofc but GOD the treatment is delightful. so fresh so gleeful some rlly nice use of sound. rlly solidly constructed#words#gay belligerence
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Endure.
I know you're tired. I know it hurts.
The cracked skull, the goggles,
Her missing anchor.
I know. I know the grief will be hard.
Living will be hard. I know this to be true.
But- Hey, no. Look at me.
Wipe your eyes, look at me.
I'm asking you to endure.
I'm asking you to endure the memories,
To endure the aching in your scars.
The pounding in your head,
The ink staining your clothes.
I'm asking you to be strong, for me.
For her memory. Just her memory.
Look at me. Please, look at me.
Wipe your eyes.
It will be hard without her.
I know, I know. It will be hard to go on.
It will be hard to find purpose.
But we have to.
And- No, look at me. Please.
Believe me, I know. I know you're a monster.
But that doesn't change anything now.
We just need to keep going.
Wipe your eyes. Take my hand.
I'm not asking you to be strong.
I'm asking you to keep living.
Keep remembering, keep growing.
Keep enduring.
It hurts like nothing before, I know.
Stand with me. Walk. Breath, slowly.
Come inside. We have much to do.
#poem#poetry#original poem#original poetry#Written by Worm#content smp#csmp#very much inspired by another person's poem on Rat's grief#it's called eulogy !!! go check it out :3#I feel like the alliteration in endure and eulogy work well together but that's mainly an easter egg#anywhooo#I don't think this deserves the main character tags xD#I took lots of inspiration from Rat and Astronyu's chat while they were making Lux's grave#and also that one tumblr post about enduring but that's pretty obvious lol#the poem itself reads as if it's being spoken to Rat from Astryn's pov#how do you spell their nickname......#anywho electric boogaloo#I'm more proud of this poem than I should be if I'm being completely honest#dammit I shouldn't be rambling in the tags#this is an OFFICIAL blog for OFFICIAL poems and OFFICIAL stuff !!!#tags for spoilers just in case#content smp spoilers#csmp spoilers#grief#grief poetry
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I love Latter Pillar so much you don’t understand i adore him have have some headcanons for him
Daisey literally pulls Howdy BY THE ANTENNA and makes him give Latter a hug. They like Latter, he’s sweet. But him being dramatic sometimes gets on their nerves
Daisey and Lizzy do partake in the Latter teasing, but they usually shut it down if it gets to mean (Latter protection squad say what)
Latter and Eddie besties real, Latter reads his poetry in the post office and Eddie just listens while doing his mailman duties
Honey’s mean to him, but secretly like his poetry. He thinks it’s so bad it’s funny
He runs a poetry club, he’s made a few friends from it too :3
Lizzy loves her brother, she really does, but she cannot stand to hear his bad poetry. She send him ads for poetry lessons and he gets sad about it
Also randomly put in but I love those little bee kids (I don’t know their names :,) ) they look so cute I love them
Latter has 6 arms me thinks, idk if that’s confirmed lmao
I’m mentally I’ll and that update destroyed me so I’m focusing on Howdy’s dramatic, flamboyant brother :3
The Howdy's nephews (the cater-bee children <3) are Howdo and Youdo! I can't remember if its one "o" or two tho haha
But yes Latter is just,,, he's so,, Soo ajdhjssj <3 I love him and his silly dramatics and bad poetry
Forcing siblings to hug is hilarious! I should know as a Certified Annoying Sibling Who Likes Hugs >:3 so good Daisey lol Howdy needs to hug his brother
Lighthearted teasing is fun, and I think if Latter was genuinely friends with whomever he'd go along with it, maybe do improv poetry to tease them back dramatically pff
Yeah you think Howdy would be upset that his brother is friends with the mailman? Bc Latter and Eddie besties Is real and in your home <3 They could write each other letters when it's not the holidays and Latter send Eddie his poetry for approval bc Eddie is too nice to say it's bad <3 (cough Latter getting a crush on Eddie? whaaaatt cough)
Howdy secretly enjoying things feels on brand lol. but him enjoying it for the wrong reason (so bad it's funny) is hilarious
Sorry but my oc CJ would be apart of Latter's poetry club <3 They're friends now Speaking of the poetry club, I imagine they do slam poetry and Latter is really bad but trying his best lol
Not the Poetry Lesson ads 😭 sobbs why she gotta do him dirty like that sjdbsjdhj lmao
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Jason Heroux ~ I flew
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tower of babel (from genesis 11:3)
#poetry#litany-writes-poetry#religious#religious poetry#back at it again babyyy#looks like this blog is gonna be oscillating between breakup poetry and unhinged ramblings about oscar piastri#which is pretty on-brand for me tbh#anywaysss love love love funky formatting! it's my jam and i've been doing it more often!#hopefully this is comprehensible#it always feels like it's 50/50 for my religious ones idk#oh and the last line is taken from richard siken's poem "the worm king's lullaby (iii)#!!#one of the poems of all time for me personally
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I think Ruby is going to undergo something of an Orphic journey in episode 8.
Orpheus of which the name comes from was a musician and seer who traveled into the underworld to save his wife Eurydice. on the condition that he not look back until they both leave the underworld, only to fail at the last moment.
She’s going to get the chance to get not just Penny, but everything she’s lost. But that’s the trap, it’s not true. That’s the enticement to look back, to give up, to stop moving. To grieve forever, Salem did much the same after Ozma passed. and she stopped changing a long long time ago. She needs to be able to keep moving, but still remember. Penny’s face, Her voice, her life, her wishes.
I worry about our girl.
#Arryn's post on twitter has got my mind spinning#Persona 3 Brain Worms#bdiyABHfUBAGI#rwby theory#Ruby Rose#Salem parallels and foils#Those last lines that we haven't heard from the trailer#I do very much worry#Lost myself a bit in the poetry of it all#Ruby deserves to Grieve for Penny#But she may destroy herself in the process
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"Flames rain from my soul as I try to escape the gravity of hell, pooling into a lake so great that it captivates the devil like a spell.. and just like Icarus, I fly into the sun to become something like a soft kiss of love. I am not a butterfly, though I started as a worm.. I metamorphose too close to a sigh, and then I fly instead of burn."
You can't experience the delights of heaven without experiencing a touch of hell.. in my case, I was in the basement so when I finally started seeing the light it was soothing like nothing I have ever known - eUë
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That galdor is amazing and reminds me of similar medical incantations from Akkadian/Babylonian/Assyrian medical texts, such as this one against the 'tooth worm' (toothache):
After Anum (the sky god) created the heavens, (and) the heavens created the earth, (and) the earth created rivers, (and) rivers created canals, (and) canals created mud, (and) mud created the worm, the worm went crying before Šamaš, its tears flowed before Ea: “ What have you given for me to eat? What have you given for me to suck? “I have given you the ripe fig and the apricot” “What good is that to me, the ripe fig and the apricot? Place me and let me dwell between tooth and gum, so I can suck the tooth’s blood and mince up the gum!” Drive in the peg and sieze the foot (while saying:) “Because you said this, worm, may Ea strike you with his mighty hand!” (italics = uncertainty in the translation, translation from here, where you can also hear someone reading it out in the original!). (the tooth worm was prooobably a metaphorical thing, rather than like, a belief that there was actually a worm there).
Incomplete list of stuff that made me go apeshit reading Fellowship for the first time, medievalist edition (part II)
Part I here. Disclaimer: this is for fun!
Love that people keep stressing that they are going to the ELVES for COUNCIL. Old English names, especially among the rulers of Wessex, Northumbria, Mercia, etc, were often Elf Theme Names, one of the most famous and enduring of which is Alfred. Written the old way, Ælfræd or Ælfred (as in Alfred the Great), means Elf-Council, aka "counseled by elves". In their hearts... everyone wants to be Alfred... possibly this is only funny 2 me.
Tom Bombadil doing a training montage in the fucking magic system of Middle Earth?? He teaches Frodo to recite a poem that will summon him, Tom Bombadil, in times of need! Frodo gets kidnapped by undead wights in a barrow (like many a good young person in an Old Norse saga before him) and dutifully recites this magic poem. Frodo learned Recite Magic Poem! TOM BOMBADIL SMASHES THRU THE WALL OF THE BARROW LIKE THE KOOL-ADE MAN AND RECITES A BIGGER, STRONGER POEM??
At this point I gave up on trying to be normal about anything. As such, I'm pausing on Tom Bombadil again.
It helped (?? not psychologically) that Tom Bombadil recited something that felt a bit familiar, when he banished the wights. It's not anything like a direct translation, if indeed it bears any purposeful resemblance to the actual recorded medieval galdor called Against a Wen. Regardless, Against a Wen is an okay?? example of what a spoken word magic poem would look like, and why it's similar to what Tom Bombadil (and later Gandalf and others) do. Left screenshot is Bombadil against a barrow-wight. Right is Against a Wen, in English translation. (a wen was possibly a skin ailment, like a mole or a cancer). Banishing to/beyond the hills and shrivelling are the apparent themes. You don't have to follow me on this one, much less agree. Frankly this is the point I went off the deep end, probably.
Galdor can also protect! This just happens to be a banishment.
Gollum got exiled (the worst thing the early medieval and apparently proto-hobbit law could do to you) but not even for murder. No one found out about the murder. He just sucked.
ALSO Gollum lied and said that his matriarch (who exiled him) gave him the Ring. This implies it was plausible she'd give out rings, implying female ring-giver (standard role of a king). This is mentioned once and never again. ok!!
One last fun fact about galdor: it is the word at the end of "nightingale" isn't that lovely? Luthien's name in-universe means nightingale. This is fine!
I spent a lot of time researching Aragorn's favorite rock. I love these books. If I recall correctly it's a real rock! but possibly. just a cool rock.
#akkadian#babylonian#assyrian#tagging as all three bc I initially encountered it labelled as akkadian#but it's also in a book titled 'cuneiform texts from Babylonian tablets in the British Museum'#and I have also seen it described elsewhere as Assyrian#tooth worm#lord of the rings#plz appreciate the effort involved in sharing the existence of the toothworm text#bc I can't stand that a line break in tumblr is automatically a paragraph break as far as the html is concerned#which makes poetry ridiculously spaced out bc you just need a standard fucking line break#and you can't use the html edit mode on mobile??#so I copied the link to the post from mobile to desk top#hit reblog and... nothing happened?#it just wouldn't reblab from anyone#so I had to go *back to mobile* and hit reblog and save as draft#so I could then open the draft on desktop and change the fucking html#it'd better have fuckin' worked#tumblr let me use html/markup view on mobile!#and also let me edit tags on mobile jesus christ I keep forgetting you can do that on desktop and it's amazing#(it worked!!)
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"Why so many tattoos? You know you're going to have those on your wedding day, right?" Yes. God yes. And hopefully every day after. Let my lover trace them like the silk they will pull from my shoulders on my wedding night. Let them kiss each one like a story, like the paintings in the Lourve are kissed by the eye of every pilgrim through those doors. Let them be etched into my skin thrumming with the hope I had for myself in my youth during every job interview, every first date, every time I smile at someone with disapproving eyes. Let them sing me to sleep every night from just below my shirt collar. Let them be grasped by babies and ogled by children. Let them be at every sombre affair of my life. They are there to remind me that no matter where I stand I am still me. Let my children color them when they are young. I want them to fight over who gets to color mama's fish, beetle, flowers. Let me use them to teach my children of the movement of the natural world. Let me train them in the seasons with the ink on my skin. Let them love them as much as they love my hair, or my smile, or my laugh. Let my children know that their mother values the beautiful things in her life so much as to etch them into her skin, they will be etched there too. Let them wrinkle and fade. The day I cannot discern the shapes is the day I win. It is the day I will have so outlived everything that should have kill me. The day I outran the sorrow of my youth. Let them wither and shrink, the skin soft with sun and time. Let them be touched softly by grandchildren. Let them be the spark to ask my stories. And when I die? Let them be etched into my grave as they are etched into my soul. Let them be as shining and effervescent as my spirit when she dances across still waters on the creek behind my childhood home. And when the worms and the beetles come for me, the thistle and the hare and the lavender. To use my decaying body for their life? Let them see my tattoos and know I have always called them friend.
#get the fuck away from me with you “bUt yOuR wEdDiNg dReSs” bullshit you pretentious farts#also if the zombie apocalypse happens i would rather die than not have art permanently affixed to me I need them#tattoos#tattoo art#poetry#prose#pretty words#thistles#fish#worms#beetles#lavender#hare#rabbit#sage#tattoo
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Preparatory work and draft for the poem: ‘Stormer of the Soul's Rest’
’The Metamorphosis from Bird to Worm - Selected Poems’ by Elvin Karda Gökce
#poets on tumblr#poetry#mypoetry#philosophical poems#poems#Nietzsche#hommage_to_Nietzsche#poetic philosophy#philosophy#also sprach zarathustra#philosophical poetry#female poet#elvin karda gökce#poets and writers#drafts#the metamorphosis from bird to worm
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it is hailing. ice is bouncing off the pavement around me. I am cold. I don't really miss you. I miss who I was when I knew you. It is hailing and I am cold.
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Universe.
A monument to life
Tasting the atmosphere with renewed vigor
You encapsulate the entire idea of everything
It's imperfections and love and horror
Why are you so vast?
You are dark and empty and many things, surely
They long to be with you again
To be part of you again
But to think about it
I have to face that we are truly
One in the same
Atoms are only a million pieces of this puzzle
But I suppose
Then that would be a million that we share
In comparison to the trillions, quadrillions, hextillions
It's not a lot
But it's a lot to me
It provides some solace to know that
Even if you are everything
And I am nothing
We used to be many things together
Not everything, not everything
But out of the trillion, quadrillion, hextillion things
That are different about us
I'm glad that
At least
I got to share a million things
With you
#poem#poetry#original poetry#original poem#Written by Worm#universe poetry#???????#I dunno#I recently got the book Love Notes from the Hollow Tree by Jarod K. Anderson#I think it's safe to say it's amazing#100% recommend it#I think it was a mixture of different poems from that book that inspired this#but if I had to choose one#it was probablyyyyy uh#Until Next Time#(((or Oracle)))#also partially inspired by my want to fly#unrelated#but I don't know what else to say xddd#Note from Zee; shoutout to @boomkittycam for letting us know 'solace' was misspelt#I fixed it<3
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PICK A CARD: What Will Your FS Admire Most About You?
⚤ “I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.” - Pablo Neruda
Disclaimer: This is a general reading, take what resonates. This is a gender-neutral reading, disregard any pronouns that do not apply to you.
p1 → p2 ↙︎ p3 → p4
✠ Pile One ✠ (King of Cups,Page of Cups,The World,7)
✧ Cards went wiillldddd. You stir up so much emotion in this person, it’s crazy. Your heart chakra is front and center here. You are picture-perfect harmony and universal love to your spouse. Your love can’t be contained, you love them, your friends, your favorite mug, worms out in the rain, strangers, the moon, and all the stars in the sky.
✧ All I see is a wide-ass smile, the biggest, wateriest eyes, and full cheeks. Your spouse thinks you’re sunshine-incarnated.
✧ This will sound corny, but your heart and love for the world and all its diversity make you appear angelic; God’s gift to humanity. The emotional depth you have is nothing shy of divine. Your ability to understand and reconnect your person with their inner dreamer makes you irreplaceable in their eyes.
✧ I feel like your future spouse had to navigate around a lot of emotionally stunted people who left scars that prevented them from forming healthy relationships. Your empathy and desire to make space for peace and unity in this world give them hope that true love is alive and they are the lucky son of a bitch who gets to call an angel, theirs.
✧ I smell salt and hear waves. (I bet you’re tired of the cheesy poetry but HEY, me and your boo are OBSESSED with your energy) You truly are as beautiful and powerful as the seven seas.
✧ You know the Ouroboros, and how it's sometimes depicted as a snake wrapped around the oceans, holding onto its tail to keep the world together? Yea, that. To your future partner, you hold the key to their world. You add so much color and vibrancy. You turn over their inner ocean and awaken so much repressed child-like wonder within them.
✧ Wow. Your spouse loves the depths of you.
✧ Check for water placements, signs, and houses, in your natal chart. Some of you have insane intuition and have clairsenses. Clairaudience to be specific.
✧ Some of you are active in charities or aspire to make a difference in society. Maybe you’re into esoteric practices or anything else metaphysical.
✧ I even have a few philosophers here. Okay, KANT! (somebody please get this joke)
She Excites the Seven Seas
✠ Pile Two ✠ (Ace of Pentacles,8oW,The Emperor rev., “I Want”)
I love the kind of woman that will actually just kill me
✧ Of course, you don’t have to be a woman but that TikTok sound SCREAMED at me. Your future spouse is lowkey intimidated by you and they love it.
✧ You have big dreams. Big plans. But most importantly, a million and one ways to get you where you need to be. Your ability to say “I want this,” and then actually go out and GET it?? Your spouse is like the meme that goes “I’m a little scared, but I’m turned on.”
✧ I also see that you’re unconventional. If people have been doing whatever you want to do a certain way for years, you'll find ways to do it differently, just cause. You’re a true trailblazer. Your self-conviction is so damn alluring. Even for the people who struggle with insecurity sometimes, once you get over that hump and decide that you desire something, you fucking get it. Your partner sees you like magic. They are impressed by just how quickly your desires are set in motion for you. They feel that you are powerful and bring a great deal of power to them from just being in your proximity.
✧ You are also the “I don’t take shit from nobody” type. Not from strangers, not from your friends, your family, not even from your partner. In their eyes, you know your worth and have a strong self-foundation that nobody can tear down. There is genuine admiration and respect here. I even get the “I want to be like you when I grow up” mentality.
✧ There is a speediness to you they find very attractive. Either the way you behave, speak, or just stress about time, your pacing holds a special place in their heart. (or maybe, despite all of your responsibilities, you manage to find stillness in the chaos and slow down when necessary)
✧ The way you speak drives this person wild. It's like your voice narrates their thoughts and is the source of all of their arousal. Do with that information what you will...(don't be cruel, you make this person so nervous).
✧ I shuffled through a playlist and E-GIRLS ARE RUINING MY LIFE!! by Corpse came on and one of the lyrics goes,
She just look into my soul with them Shinigami eye Coke in my nose and a blade on her thigh. Man, I think this girl is really trying to plan my demise
✧ Yea, you put the fear of God into this person, but in a good way! Your presence can be chilling sometimes. Fire energy for sure. There are definitely people here from pile 2 of my first pac, “What are your most alluring qualities?”, check that out if you want to.
✧ Okay, this energy has me needing to take a LAP, bye.
"Man, I Think This Girl Tryna Plan My Demise"
✠ Pile Three ✠ (10oW, 9oW)(no other cards wanted to come out, real stubborn)
✧ Okay so, this feels specific?... and maybe even a lil off topic but I feel called to say this
✧ I sense that you and your person are psychically connected and share the mutual feeling that the two of you are meant to cross paths. The both of you have gotten your fair share of fuckery in this lifetime and this union feels like divine justice.
✧ This sounds a little fucked up, but you guys flourish amid trauma. Dark energy alchmaziers. You best wield your potential while you’re going THROUGH it.
✧ You had to “die” and bury yourself a dozen times to get where you are today.
✧ You are a very evolved individual. Throughout your life, traumatic events and relationships have forced you to bear a lot of weight on your back and it’s like the pressure has forged you into a diamond. With each curveball life threw at you, you stood tall and pushed to make something of yourself, proving your worth after a lifetime of strife and instability.
✧ Scorpio/Capricorn and 8th house/10th house placements. (check midpoints).
✧ A lot of you have tense shoulders, upper back, shoulder, and neck pain from the unease and anxiety your body carries. You have insomnia and may even struggle with nightmares.
✧ This person you’re coming into union with is so healing.
✧ This is something the both of you broke down and prayed for on your darkest days. This is a true partner, the soul that kept yours warm when the world was so cold. You had to put your dreamier side on the back burner to survive. This person will make you feel safe to dream again.
✧ I don’t have anything specific to say because you and your person feel so secretive You two recognize each other’s pain and are the only people you guys trust. Like not even lil ol’ me can really get through to y'all. Y’all ride AND die for each other, in this life and the next.
✧ If you’re into astrology and already have a feel for who this person is, check your guys’ composite chart. Strong Scorpio energy here.
✧ Coming into union with this person will feel like a wish fulfillment.
✧ (short pile, it felt like a quick message for those of you who feel this connection telepathically. This is probably a secondary choice.)
"I Want To Caress The Piece of Me Within You"
✠ Pile Four ✠ (Queen of Wands, 9oP rev., 7oP, 4oP rev., the high priestess, queen of cups, “I will”)
✧ You’re a bad bitch, truly. Your fs isn’t calling you a bitch, buuuttttt she a baddie, she know she a ten! She a baddie with her baddie…. wait a minute…
✧ You may not have a lot of friends? You keep your circle tight-knit because you have been deeply hurt in the past and you guard your peace fiercely. For some of you, your home life was quite tumultuous and you struggle with financial security and inner happiness. It seemed like the world did not want you to feel good about yourself or succeed.
✧ Do you know that viral display of a deer’s ribcage with a spear through it, and how even though an attempt was made on the deer’s life, he managed to survive and lived for years after that event; all while still growing bone marrow with a giant fucking spear through its ribcage?
✧ “A close encounter with a hunter left the deer with several broken ribs and part of an arrow embedded in its body. Remarkably, the animal survived, and bone grew around the shaft and arrowhead lodged in the creature's side."
✧ "The deer lived with the arrow inside its body until years later, when another hunter killed the animal, cut the deer open, and discovered its amazing secret…As the tough tissue formed over the arrow, it acted as a splint for the damaged rib cage, strengthening the deer's injured body.”
✧ I highlighted some words that needed emphasizing. That’s how your partner sees you. They are in complete awe of the resilience and sheer tenacity you hold. They look at you and can’t believe the person before their eyes. The troubling history you usually try to hide from your romantic partners is exactly what allures this person.
✧ You won’t ever lay on your belly and cry about life passing you by. You aren’t the type to victimize yourself and “woe is me” your way out of self-improvement.
✧ You are quite ambitious and aim to push forward, even if the odds are stacked against you.
✧ I get the message that some people in this pile have struggled with self-harm over the years. Your partner wants to kneel down and kiss your scars like a white knight, and vow to protect you emotionally and physically for as long as you’ll have them.
✧ The spear-deer imagery is so interesting. The deer represents virality. It is a symbol of piety, gentleness, devotion, and fertility. Especially with the queen of wands, the high priestess, AND the queen of cups, you provide profound love, passion, and insight to this person. However, even as a deer, you are quite badass???
✧ You are as gentle as a strand of hair but as strong as wool. Dainty but unbreakable.
✧ They have no desire to infantilize you because they know you are already your own greatest warrior. But they don’t want you to feel that you have to fight alone. Whatever burdens are on your plate, they take away as much as possible because they want to be a piece of the paradise you fight for.
✧ This is meant to be a short pac, a Tumblr post won’t do the unbelievable strength in your character much justice. Just know that your fs is so fucking in love with you and wants to spend their life by your side because of just how awe-struck they are by you.
✧ I mean c’mon… will YOU ever forget the story of the coolest fucking deer in existence??
"I Yearn To Be the Name You Call Out in Victory"
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When I wait for my father, the stars
disappear. Only bats dart and flutter,
hungry for the hum of mosquitos, thick
as honey. Their bright sting lingers and jumps
like electricity can. It’s looking for a body.
He didn’t say how production stopped when the volt distribution panel was cleaned of calf and hip. No matter how hot
the summer was, my father said it was nothing compared to coke, spelled coal. The way it penetrated his skin like the breathlessness of asphalt and the charcoal briquettes he set fire to—
the sizzle and curl of chicken skin rubbed with paprika, salt, and black pepper. The acrid spray of vinegar when turned and sealed under lid. I stood next to the heat, a sticky sheen of smoke, and I wanted to eat.
A Lesson from my Father about Electricity ~ Monica Rico
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