#pls talk to me if want when can IF WANT

[glitzybunny]

I forget how many mutuals I have on here, it literally jumpscares me everytime JSKSJXJMAAKKSKD

[babychosen]

amanda and angela, colourized 1975

bonus: the back

[casualavocados]

#he doesn't want to fight with you ai di, he wants to Kiss🙄💘🥺

Nat Chen as CHEN YI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)

[rewritingcanon]

jily

[enha-stars]

body shaved legs open mouth open hair tied back teeth brushed eyebrows done no pants only night gown warm food clothes ironed house clean bed made kids at school windows dusted fridge organized pillows fluffed

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Personally, I don't see the appeal of Shoko.

Please convince me why I should. I'm curious.

ANONNNNN YOU’RE MISSING OUTTTT WHAT THE HELL 😔😔😔😔 okay i’ll give you a pass because her character writing is very subtle. but she’s just…… so interesting!!!!!!

honestly i have a Lot of things i like abt shoko…… getting the obvious out of the way; she’s Gorgeous. most beautiful woman in the whole wide world. look at her!!!!!!!!!! :((((((((((

bUT THAT ASIDE . to me, the most interesting thing about shoko is her grief. and her connection to satosugu, obviously, but those go hand in hand!! i’ll die on the hill that she’s extremely similar to the both of them. she was also born with the burden of an ability she didn’t ask for, and she also became a weapon for the jujutsu society to wield. the irony is that she’s a weapon who Heals as opposed to satoru and suguru, but that’s arguably a worse thing to go through. in one of her phanpara voicelines, she mentions that it might be better to be out on the front lines than to stay back not knowing if the others will return in one piece…..

she’s just . stuck in such an awful situation. i think she’s seen far more death and suffering than either satoru or suguru . there’s a good chance she’s had to dissect her dying friends since she was fifteen. no wonder she comes across as so detached!!!!! no wonder she covers everything up with apathy or humour. she’s lost so many friends throughout the years. and she’s had to touch their corpses. i can’t imagine how much that messes you up.

but. yeah . her grief is just so, so silent. it’s almost always either subtextual or shown through visual imagery (usually her cigarettes)… it’s hard to tell what she’s thinking but it’s so obvious she’s suffering when you look at that subtext. her calling suguru childish for thinking nobody would understand him (implying she did), walking out of the room during jjk 0 when yaga declares war on him. picking up smoking again after gojo gets sealed, and she finds out that kenjaku had taken over geto’s body. (which is partially her fault!!! she was supposed to have disposed of it, but gojo tried to show compassion by not forcing her to. and that’s why kenjaku could take over.) the amount of cigarettes she’s smoking when she’s watching gojo fight sukuna….. etc etc . it’s all there. her grief is very silent and compliant and sad. but it’s so obvious that she loved them both.

basically; shoko is flawed, traumatized, desensitized, and kind despite that. just like satoru and suguru. she isn’t able to open her heart to anyone, isn’t able to be honest about how she feels, and she’s resigned herself to her role as a weapon. but she cares. she sticks around and keeps healing and never complains. i think she cares so much that she has to force herself into a state of apathy. she wouldn’t be able to keep going otherwise.

all of this is just my own take on her, but . imo it’s a take that the manga supports!!! we haven’t gotten any glimpses into her headspace aside from chapter 220, but we have more than enough subtext and interactions to analyze her character…. overall, i just think shoko is interesting. and wellwritten, in a subtle way. i hope akutami gives her the spotlight she deserves in future chapters because she has such a silent and unique role in the story…. it’s really hard not to fall in love with her!!!!! :’3 she’s just so cool…

anyway i said i had three reasons for loving shoko and her gorgeous gorgeous face + character writing are two of them . so i’ll end this by mentioning the final thing!!!!!! ….. which is that she’s super funny .

like. she’s a healer . but the first time we see her in the morgue she’s cutting curses open with a chainsaw. she’s disappointed when yuji turns out to be alive because she won’t get to dissect him. the students hesitate calling her for help with their injuries at night because they never know if she’s sober or not. in the light novel she takes gojo to a bar and calls him a big kid. in phanpara she complains when you put her on your team because she doesn’t want to do any work. she cheated her way through med school. she wore sunglasses during her best friend’s unsealing party. she made nanami and haibara give her a shoulder massage after they lost against her and gojo at an arcade game. she then forced a very grumpy suguru into taking a selfie with her. she’s so fucking funny and i love her <333333

[acetheta]

i think i could heal if people were more crazy about spydoc. btw

[oneofthosenightbees]

(Okay wait so sorry I was just thinking about thay marrying Heket post and like, it's 3AM I just got this thought. The lamb can like, canonically read minds. Heket can't speak much but she can still think lmao, so out of everyone, the lamb is the only one who can actually hear what she has to say in a way. It made me EMOTIONAL so i needed to share the thought. Very sorry)

It’s ok! It’s fun getting to answer asks and splurge about my lambket hcs.

Also speaking on the lamb reading minds, I had the same hc for them when I first started drawing them and getting this ask reminded me of that and I’m so glad I’m not the only one who thought of it😭. To expand on it a little bit, the lamb didn’t start reading her mind when they first met since things were still tense after everything that’s happened, and they didn’t want to invade her privacy out of respect. Others tried to convince them otherwise and say it was careless to not check in on the ex-bishop, saying that it was highly possible that she might be planning against them, however, the lamb still went out of their way to do anything they can to gain her trust. Heket was skeptical at first, and thought their gestures of kindness was just a ploy for something more malicious (it wasn’t, the lamb is just gay), but once enough time has passed and she was convinced they really meant no harm, Heket allowed them to read their mind out of convenience.

Usually Heket would tap the lamb on then shoulder once or twice to signal to them read what she wanted to say, but overtime the lamb just kinda knew when they should start reading. And since then, it’s been a lots less stressful and annoying on Hekets part to communicate with others now that she has someone willing to listen and tell others what she really means. And after getting married, it’s often common for them to just have full on conversations with each other with just the lamb reading Hekets thoughts while they happily stay by her side to listen to her talk about whatever is on her mind and listening to the bashful compliments they get from her once in a while. Ones that only the lamb has the honour of hearing.

[sttoru]

Honestly ur being disrespectful as fuck. Like if men were to say "all women are the same" after getting treated wrong by one yall would bitch and cry over it. Guys have insecurities too but you obviously can't seem to notice that. If roles were reversed and it was guys being r*ped more that girls and guys were saying fuck girls insecurity's and their feelings you'd be mad. Your never gonna have a guy actually want to talk to you atp. Your gonna be a virgin all your life and have to wright stories online just to make urself feel worthy cause no man will ever want you.

LMAOOOOO u dont understand that thats the goal STUPID 😂 . threatening me w a good time, thank u very much

[astrobei]

oh boy do i have some news for you

[shewhoeatssand]

I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever

[alexcabotgf]

not to be true crime posting on main but i think i'm falling down the wm3 rabbit hole again

[gojoest]

cleaned out all of my negative posts from today now i wish everyone a lovely saturday sorry for being such a bummer today it was not on my bingo either

[deus-ex-mona]

happy mona solo concert day!!

#SupremelyCute #UnyieldingAngel

I’ll Fanservice You at My Solo Concert♡

mona: A student in her First Year of High School who is also a newbie idol. She is 160cm tall and her foot size is 23.5cm long. She strives to achieve her goal of becoming her ideal “idol”. Although she looks as cute as an angel, according to her self-admission, her true personality may not be the best…?

Hey readers, haven’t you heard? This is the kind of idol mona is! 

She’s Cunning! She’s Cute! She’s a Newbie Idol!

Despite her adorable angelic smile, mona can be a little too cunning at times, but, on the contrary, that very contrast is great! She sings, dances, makes speeches, and delivers fanservice to even those who are standing in the very last row, all in the name of expressing her feelings of “love” towards her Monacas (what mona calls her fans) with everything she has... With how utterly adorable she is, you absolutely have to support her!!

mona’s real name is Narumi Mona. Her older sister, Sena, is a famous model. In order to be seen for who she is, rather than just as “Sena’s little sister”, mona keeps their sisterly relation a secret as she carries out her idol activities. Incidentally, her older sister is a hardcore fan of hers.

Supremely Charming mona

~Please Remember These Little Secrets~

#Unyielding

Even at times when she feels crushed by her own ugly feelings and the words from her haters, mona is able to stand back up with the unforgettable love from her fans and family as her support. With how determined and unwilling to lose as she is, having honed her skills through her various lessons, she is now able to take to the stage as the happiest idol in the entire world. That strength of hers is truly dazzling!

#Humane

She wants to receive more recognition. She does not want to lose to anyone else. She envies and resents those who appear to be better than her, and even hates herself for feeling that way…  The way she openly embraces that humane side of hers, down to the feelings that are not just sparkly and cute, makes her just so lovable!

#Love

She is generous with her fanservice during her performances. She reads the fan letters she receives over and over again. And she will undoubtedly deliver such an exceptional love from her spot onstage that it will never lose to the feelings of love that she receives from her audience in return. As long as her fans, family, and supporters are around, mona’s love will never waver.

#Proud

Loving idols as much as she does, mona holds her head up high as she strives towards her goal of becoming her ideal “idol”, for the sake of proving herself to the world, and for the sake of the people who love and acknowledge her. mona will definitely be sure to continue to enchant everyone from beneath her spotlight for the foreseeable future.

Natsukawa Shiina Interview

Wanting to Deliver a “Supremely Cunning Fanservice”, Just Like It Says in the Title

Q: Beginning with the release of her album, “Your Supremely Cunning Princess”, 2024 sure has been a spectacular year for mona. Please tell us your thoughts about it.

Natsukawa: We recorded the songs for “Your Supremely Cunning Princess” from April to June, and since most of the tracks were newly recorded, we had to record every single week! Though, around that same time, I had my own solo productions to do, along with works for TrySail, a group that I’m a part of, so I think “I sure got to sing lots of songs this year!” (laughs).

Q: mona’s first solo concert, “#I’ll Fanservice You Supremely Cunningly♡”, will be taking place on the 14th of December. How did you feel when you first heard the news about the concert?

Natsukawa: To tell you the truth, back in May, the president of my agency, as well as some staff who work on projects involving mona, came to watch a stageplay I was in. I was in the middle of recording the album at the time, so I said “I wanna perform onstage as mona, y’know?” while we were chatting with each other. And then, a few months later, I was told “Let’s hold a mona solo concert.”, so my very first thoughts on the concert were “Wow, these incredible guys sure work fast!!”! (laughs)

Q: Please give us a hint as to what you have done to prepare for the solo concert!

Natsukawa: I’ve been singing the songs from her newly released album, “Your Supremely Cunning Princess”, as well as the songs from her previous album, “#Even If It’s Just By Name, Please Remember Me”, a ton! I’ll be thrilled if you look forward to the concert while reminiscing on all of mona’s works up till now!

Q: What do you keep in mind when you’re singing as mona? 

Natsukawa: While mona is the definition of a sparkly mainstream idol, at her core, she’s Narumi Mona, a girl who seriously hates to lose. She often lets her true personality shine through in the lyrics of her songs, so I keep her strong competitive spirit, her unwavering heart, and her slightly weak side in mind whenever I sing her songs!

Q: What has left the biggest impression on you during the time that you have portrayed mona up till the present day?

Natsukawa: It has to be how her song “Fansa” is loved by both idols and creators alike, and that many of them have sung covers of it! (laughs) Mona is a girl who loves and looks up to idols, and is even striving to become an idol herself, so the fact that there are so many real-life idols who can relate to her song makes me really happy too!

Q: What do you think mona/Narumi Mona’s charm points are?

Natsukawa: I think her biggest charm point, which applies to both mona and Narumi Mona, is how she never wavers. Regardless of what anyone else may say or think, she’s able to strongly declare “I want to be an idol!” and “I am an idol!”. And even though she seems to be a typical modern girl, she shows off her tenacious side in the most unexpected of situations, which reveals how interesting and promising she truly is!

Q: Lastly, please give a message to the fans who are looking forward to mona’s solo concert, “#I’ll Fanservice You Supremely Cunningly♡”.

Natsukawa: I’m so excited to perform onstage as mona, and to be able to deliver her songs to her Monacas! I’m going to deliver “Supremely Cunning Fanservice” to everyone in the audience, just like it says in the title, so please come to receive it!

A Special Question for the New Year!

Q: The January issue of Animedia also doubles as our New Year’s issue. Which of mona’s songs would you like us to listen to for the first song of the year?

Natsukawa: “No.1”, not just because it’s the first month of the year (laughs). I picked this song as it could motivate us to strive towards our goals of becoming No.1 in the new year! Let’s all “Live our lives to the fullest” this year too!!

[hwanwooyoung]

I hate work

[campingwiththecharmings]

ever get the feeling some people are just...tolerating you?