#pls help me ngl

[ghostbredtt]

goes missing -> comes back with old doodles -> goes away

sooo yeah I'm going on a trip w/ my family for a week, so no posts!! baii

[ladyhavilliard]

mo dao zu shi tarot

the hanged man:  pause, surrender, letting go, new perspectives

wheel of fortune | jin guangyao

death | wei wuxian

the tower | jiang cheng

[a-little-artsy]

i didnt mean for it to turn out this way lol i just wanted to draw them in costumes but ok!!k!

[flowerakatsuka]

Osomatsu-san ~Le bourgeon~ & ~Fleurir~ Hikokuji (2019)

[sanasanakun]

Gortash acting as an enabler for The Dark Urge is so interesting imo. I can easily see redeemed DU feeling extremely betrayed and angry by it given that they now have a chance to contemplate their past self’s situation. They easily could accuse him like “you say you were my ‘nearest and dearest’ but you never saw how much I suffered? Or did you just not care because my misery advanced your (our) goals? You never wanted to help me? You could have stopped me.” At this point in the story, DU’s come to understand friendship in a way his past self never could have and Gortash’s previous inaction is a betrayal of those values. If he never helped them, then Gortash never truly saw the real them nor understood them.

In my personal headcanon (and somewhat supported by canon imo), I think Gortash tried to helped DU in his own “Gort” way. Aka promising that they’d one day rule as “Gods” which is essentially a promise to DU that they’ll rise above Bhaal or be free of his influence (as others have previously pointed out). However, I don’t believe Gortash has the emotional capacity to help DU in the way they needed. He doesn’t understand it or he might even be afraid to hit that particular nerve. He liked the routine they fell into, so why change it? It is also definitely pragmatic. The Dark Urge’s condition advances their plans. Gortash puts progress and the plan above all else even if it hurts loved ones. He rationalizes his inaction with cold logic, weighing the pros and cons of his intervention. Therefore, I don’t believe it’s necessarily malicious enabling. Gortash acts with the idea of pursuing whatever is more “comfortable” for him personally and their joint plan.

From my personal experience, this type of enabling is pretty common (at least in my irl situations). They don’t know how to act and are afraid to confront their loved one, so they do nothing. It’s “easier” to do nothing. Definitely would like to write something for it at some point because I feel like this would be a key tension point in their post-tadpole relationship (or lack of). Maybe even pre-tadpole where the Dark Urge just quietly endured but desperately hoped Enver would say or do something to save them, but he never did.

[deus-ex-mona]

it’s arisa day but we get content of her brother in law and his bf instead ig

[maskyartist]

i did it :) healing,,,, more ramblings in the tags

[sky-neverending]

Inej Ghafa could stab me and i’d thank her

Kaz Brekker could blackmail me and my family and literally threaten my very existence and i’d thank him

Matthias Helvar could choke me in a dark prison cell after i try and save his life and i’d THANK HIM

Jesper Fahey could shoot me in the most stylish way any one has ever been shot AND. ID. THANK. HIM.

Nina Zenik could stop my heart and crush my organs and ID THANK HER

Wylan Van Eck could blow up my house and then threaten to push me in a canal AND ISTG ID THANK HIM

[tvrningout]

what if… i said i might wanna try writing on discord… how would we feel

[namazunomegami]

Need my blorbos so bad I learnt to edit on capcut

[kivatt]

So

Seems like the supeme court voted to keep twitter suspended in Brazil and the fines for those who use VPNs to access it, I'm not going back any time soon.

My main posting place is going to be here for a loooooong time. I'm on bluesky as well.

But Man, I will really miss my mutuals 🥲

[jessamine-rose]

/obey me! vent/

[ummmmmwhat]

Gender is so weird bc why do I have an innate urge to look like every single conventionally attractive celebrity man but I guess I’m like…fine??? With not being a boy??

Like I have a list of fictional and real men with counters for how many times I’ve thought about wanting to be them but being a lesbian is cool?? Maybe??

[aesthetic-bee]

Bro my ex still tryin to text me likee dude I don’t give a shit what you have to say 😒

I don’t even know how tf he is still fining new ways to contact bc I thought i blocked him on everything but ig not 🙄

[s3xybimbo]

Yall i GYATT to b honest..I might start writing fanfics. times r tough rn like wdym that the show that i js into has a literal DEAD fandom/fanbase like atp i’m like getting excited over the stupidest shit ever like omg u made fanart of said show? SO COOL!! like i fr am getting scraps of anything i could get my hands on i fr feel that i have checked everywhere and like read everything that ppl have made fr like i’m ashamed to admit this but i’m desperate like really this actually so sad and maybe a new low🌚 likeee at my grown ass age and i’m really stressing over this instead of trying to get another job so i could have food to eat and help my parents pay the bills 😓 anddd another things is that umm….im not a good writer and like ppl have made that every clear to point that out. i suck at writing its doesn’t matter what the topic has to be if i had to write a story im automatically cooked plus im brainrotted to the core sooo yeah😜 starting at square 1 as a real real real beginner. umm i’ll probably b looking up on yt on how to become a better writer and having to relearn what i learned from high school 😭 hopefully i don’t give up on this 🙏 im praying that ill stick to this. idk if any of this made sense but wish me luck guys 😓😓