#pls dont tell people to kill themselves

[thethirteenthgay]

Good god i saw a buddie shipper telling someone to kill themselves just for liking a tv couple???? Ya’ll it’s literally just a show 😭😭

[xxfrankiesteinksxx]

small details in the dnpc video no one is mentioning

okay, look, i'm gonna admit it, i'm a game/film theory girly and a whore for lore, so i pick at details i shouldn't be picking at, so here's some things i see in the video that i don't see being mentioned in theories/analyses. also keep in mind my brain consists of a single cell encapsulated in aspic (i know what the actual deeper meaning is this is just a bit of fun for me)

the thing underneath the piano - the camera falls off the piano in one scene and something (i still cant figure out what exactly it might be) is visible, oddly clear-looking for something underneath a broken piano in shoddy lighting (actually looking at it again it might be a corpse, is it possibly phil's old body?)

dan telling phil not to film him drawing the sigils but phil still filming - you might be able to also throw in the part where phil screams "NO" when the camera's on him sitting in the corner; they don't seem to want things to be filmed but it feels like they're obligated to record everything to some extent

phil's very explicit control over dan - this is to the point where he even has to tell dan what and what isn't food, and takes away water privileges for some reason (btw this is your reminder to drink some water) and overall very demanding tone when instructing him

SOFT AND NEAT - there's a lot of reinforcement of this, its clearly a joke but i'm overanalytical and will blatantly ignore this. there's heavy hesitation with any sharp object around them (when dan has to cut his hand, kill phil, take out phil's heart, mentioning razor blades when using the shaving foam)

dan still primarily uses his left hand - people have mentioned how he's been "fixed" but him using his right hand seems to be performative since he pours most things, mixes with his left hand, and even primarily uses his left hand to spread the blood (plus he never sacrificed himself unlike phil who seems to have died in potato stamps and been resurrected with perfect vision) there's also old superstitions that being left-handed means you're somehow cursed by/connected to satan, speaking of which...

dan has a much better connection and the ability to communicate directly with Him - he seems to be a conduit, possibly being used by phil to properly perform anything (which also probably helped with his resurrection and eyesight improvement), he has uncontrollable actions from time to time

the sigils themselves - what do they all mean? what could they mean in a bigger, symbolic context? anyone that understands them pls explain to my aspic brain

the entire place fucking burns down after the ritual is complete and they're embraced by Him - it's clear at least to me that the shed is set on fire at the end of the video, cutting off further possible footage

dan doesn't put blood on phil's forehead during the ritual - might've just been a slipup during filming but we also dont see the blood dan put on his own forehead once he arrives and theyre all standing up in the pentagram

also just a couple fun facts:

the number on the case file when converted to corresponding letters of the alphabet spell out "satan"

what dan says in his reversed clip is just "thanks!", nothing is really said in the reversed clip of phil opening the shed door its juts kinda a random noise someone made

Aaaaand some misc nonsense crackpot theories/ideas/thoughts/brain vomit that my brain keeps me awake at night with (optional reading):

if the demon taking them at the end is actually baphomet and not just some generalized idea of satan, then "mother" could be another way to refer to "him" since baphomet is portrayed as having both female and male characteristics (bobs n pennies)

personally this is scarier/more unnerving than the actual blair witch project for some reason

my bathroom sink is the one sink you cant ship

i want a dapc for those dolls they hung everywhere

is cataloguing all of the ritual setup part of the craft channel's purpose?

what was the reason for summoning him? did they bring him to our plane of existence to just let him absorb these two brink-of-twinks and then use their gay power to torment the straights?

oh that rope is just his belt thing not rope tying dip and pip together

i think this is a good wrap-up idk what they could do in a part 5 to conclude things better

[tae-rambles]

OP ch 1120 SPOILERS

My reaction as i read:

hi Denjiro where did you come from? was he just on a walk or did he come to meet w Yamato on purpose? also he's the new daimyo of Kibi? did we know that already or is it a new info i cant remember

also i like how Yamato is like "no need for all this, its ok"

a flashback?

oh... never even crossed my mind to ask why was Clover arrested and let go so many times... thats clever

"answer to good and evil"? what does that mean

oh my god another D family! (how do you even pronounce that surname) i wonder which other characters we know of were/are hiding the initial...

i wonder what changed Vegapunk's mind to continue Ohara's research and risking his life if he couldnt understand why Clover did it those 22 years ago

hi Zeff, Patty :D

oh Robin... this is making me sad

damn Atlas...

wtf was that "snap" coming from Lilith

oh Atlas please dont tell me youre about to do what i think

good job Atlas but can ppl pls stop sacrificing themselves for at least five minutes my heart cant take it

but what about Stussy? she can skywalk so she might be fine?

the Marines are just so out of their depth lol

Luffy can hear Emet! :D Luffy's so confused lol

lmao Emet's immediately annoyed w him i cant

oh Emet, he's so sweet! i love himm!! "i've known Emet for only a couple of chapters but if anything happens to him i'm gonna kill Oda and then myself"

aaaah he's talking to you Luffy! but i like how Oda keeps emphasizing that Luffy is his own person, not Nika, not Joyboy, but Luffy

"but there are those who cannot be stopped" under the imposing worm Peter going in for an attack - love this visual storytelling

uh oh... Emet's rusty

and still fended the worm off! you rock Emet! :D

Saturn doing a jumping spider impression

dont fucking talk to the precious Kuma and Bonney you damn spider!

Atlas! D: my poor heart! this is just Pedro all over again

fuck off, York

dont you dare Emet dont you fucking dare! no more sacrificing yourself! no more blowing yourself up! i said no! D:< (also Peter bit off his arm :( )

oh, right, the general population didn't know Roger was a D

Great chapter as always :D, even though it was painful, can't wait for the next one...

i really hope Emet won't sacrifice himself here but it seems that's where it's headed... dammit!

EDIT: i've thought about this some more and was Joyboy really someone who would instruct his people to sacrifice themselves for him and his cause? that doesn't sound right. so maybe Emet has something else up his sleeve?

also, Emet is the second person to lose their arm to a snake-like monster while protecting Luffy. both Emet and Shanks were also waiting for the awakening of the Nika fruit to make their move it seems. i wonder if there are any other parallels between them...

[f1nalboys]

Wall Of Photos - Bo Sinclair

Bo Sinclair x Fem!Reader

started as a sick little smut and then ended up all sick no smut so. sorry? anyways enjoy Bo making you pick a photo from the wall to recreate <3

WORD COUNT: 1165

WARNINGS: dark, death mention, blood and slight gore/viscera mentions?, bo's polaroid wall is the main focal point, photos of past victims described (not-correct shibari and chair being used, photos taken of creampies, etc), mention of past victims. reader has such intense stockholm syndrome and they just dont know it, bo gets off on the photos, weird metaphorical nonsense and just nonsense in general? real freak behavior from me, dark, alludes to past abuse from bo, reader sorta kinda helps (or ignores) the killings and is jealous of people that get bo's attention, alludes to reader death and them being perfectly content with it, polaroid wall is a vigil of sorts so religious stuff? the town and bo are one fr. proofread but i am dumb so....pls let me know if i forgot to tag something!!! it was kind of hard figuring out what needed a warning and what didn't

He steadies you, arms around your waist, his front pressed against your back. He smells like Marlboro Reds, cheap beer, cologne, and blood. It’s more comforting now that it was in the beginning. His smell had long faded from the stench of death that seemed to cling to him; you realized it was this town that the smell clung to, not him, sinking its claws into every crack of the road and every crevice in the maggot-filled buildings. 

“So,” he purrs into your ear, breath hot against your skin. He was always so warm, whether that be his breath or his skin or his words, red hot, hot enough to scald you if you weren’t careful. You were far from careful now, your mind still in the chair a few feet behind you. It hadn’t left even when he had let you out of it months ago. You couldn’t feel your feet but you could feel his arms around you, his fingerprints embedding themselves into your skin like his knife used to. “Which do you like?”

You blink, trying to focus your vision. “Which… do I like?” You repeat and he hums. He’s swaying behind you, with you, like you’re dancing to some tune only he can hear in his head. Maybe the wedding march, maybe something from his youth, maybe his mothers voice. It’s all the same to him. He has you in front of the polaroid wall. “These are…” You don’t finish your sentence, swallowing thickly. Your mouth is dry. 

You can feel the smile on his cracked lips.

Dozens of people, all dead now, all exposed on his wall. He’s in some of them, sometimes his hand, other times his cock, a few of his face, but most of them the person is alone. They’re tied up, either strapped to the chair with duct tape or suspended from the ceiling in a mock shibari style. They’re on their knees, tear streaks and blood covering their faces. Most aren’t looking at the camera, but some are. You try to imagine what they had done to deserve that, to deserve Bo’s voice telling them to smile real pretty for the camera. 

You ignore the jealousy.

“Pick. Whichever one you like, we’ll do.” A choice. He’s giving you a choice, something that had been stripped from you the moment you got to town, maybe long before that. Maybe you never had a choice to begin with. All roads lead to Ambrose. He reaches past you and taps a dirt-covered finger against a photo of a woman on her back, her legs spread, her face tilted to the side in embarrassment. The flash is bright but her cunt is the focal point, not her. She wasn’t what he was looking at, he was looking at what he had done to her, what was leaking from her. Him. The photo was of him. “This one’s my favorite. Ain’t that a pretty sight…”

Bo sighs as he relieves the memory then and there behind you. You feel his hips jut forward ever so slightly, grinding against your back. He was getting hard. “What was her name?” You ask and Bo scoffs, his movements stalling. 

“Fuck if I remember. Why? You jealous of her or something, darlin’?”

“No.”

“No? You suddenly feel bad for ‘em all, is that it?” His voice is sweet like the honey you had watched him slather onto your toast this morning. The sharpness doesn’t evade you and you think of the knife he had used. Steel and honey, honey and steel. One and the same when it came to him. “Didn’t feel all that bad when we had that other girl come into town, now did you?” His hand breaches your shirt, sliding up your stomach to your tits. 

Bo grabs at you roughly, keeping his voice level even when you squeak, struggling against him slightly. Not enough for him to worry; you knew better than that. “No.” It’s true. When she had rolled into town, you hadn’t tried to warn her. You hadn’t done anything, in fact. Just watched while she endured what you did. She wasn’t special. Not like you, not like how Bo treated you. A play thing was just that; a thing. You were something to Bo, and that was enough. 

“Now pick or I’m pickin’ for ya.” 

Blindly, you reach forwards and tap one of the photos. It’s an older photo, long before you, and the girl was smiling. She was on her back in Bo’s bedroom, you knew from the sheets, legs spread with him slotted in between. “This one.” You wonder if this was the first. If this is the girl he’s been chasing all these years, if this is who had started it all. Your stomach twists at the thought of Bo loving someone other than you.

“Good choice, sweetheart.” He drawls, placing a soft kiss to your neck. Your body relaxes at the feeling, at the rare praise, and he knows your putty in his hand. How could you not be? His hand falls out from under your shirt. “We’re gonna head on up there, alright? Let me grab the camera.”

You turn around when he takes a step back from you but you don’t dare move forwards. He grabs the polaroid off of the shelf, checking for film. In another world, the sight would give you butterflies. You can feel them stirring in your gut regardless. “Why do you keep the wall?” You blurt out before you can stop yourself and Bo looks up at you, eyebrow raised. “You never look at it. What is it for?” 

He bares his teeth into a grin. They’re white but they should be red, covered in red, blood from the sheep you are, the poor animal caught in the trap of his smile. “It’s a vigil. You think I just take, right? That I don’t give? I mourn them,” he steps forward slowly so as not to startle you. You wouldn’t move even if you could. The girl in his bed was you now and you were going to be added to the wall, another ghost in the town, another warning no one would be able to heed. Had she thought of Bo the way you did? Had she looked at him and felt a twisted love, a sick and festering commitment to the very end? “I’ll mourn you, when it’s time.”

You nod, letting him place his hands on your cheeks. You’re not crying. He didn’t expect you to. “And I’ll mourn you, Bo.”

“I’m sure you will.” He kisses you and you can taste the blood in his mouth. It’s yours, it's the people behind you stuck in a photograph, it's his mother and father and brothers. It’s his. It’s the town, filled with blood and bile and sickness and rot. He pulls away. “Let’s go on up to the house.” He grabs a wrench on his way out, your hand in his.

You follow.

[scentedashes]

more alrebina and reader threesome😡😡😡 (and some fluff hcs pls)

More women for my mouses<3

How about we do some headcanons first and proceed to the threesome story❗ (⁠ ⁠T⁠_⁠T⁠)⁠＼⁠(⁠^⁠-⁠^⁠ ⁠)

NSFW UNDERCUT, MDNI.❗

Arlecchino NSFW HCS 🐱

•Rough, she loves and likes it rough. Crying? You guys arent stopping, whimpering and moaning can't stop her, she loves it rough and hard until you cant handle it anymore and you end up passing out.

•7-8 inch white to black strap/cock, her nails will definetly hurt your insides when she fingers you, your body will be full of bite marks, scratches, and hickeys.

•She loves seeing you riding her strap/cock you going up and down while your eyes are full of tears from how big it is. The bulge is seeable from your stomach<3~

•She teases you and calls you pet names, (Doll, Pet, Dear, etc~) She likes your bratty side and loves to control you like her pet, when she tells you to cum, you cum. If she doesnt, you dont. You always try and be a good girl for her, but sometimes you like to be bratty and want her to be rough. (Ending in you being bruised up, tied up, and more)

I'll be skipping Columbina HCS since i already did her (lazy)

~A time with an angel and a devil~

Top!Arle, Switch!Bina, Switch!Reader

(Usage of whip, finger, and eating out)

Women only threesome NSFW

•You were invited into a private room by two anonymous people, you wondered why but you decided you come. When you entered you saw there was two women, and angel and a devil. They introduced themselves as Columbina and Arlecchino, the angel being Columbina, the devil being Arlecchino.

"Its surprising you came! Please, sit down and have some tea with us!~" Columbina patted the spot in the middle of her and Arlecchino.

"Say, you're very beautiful.." Arlecchino compliments you and proceeds to pour you a cup of tea, she adds "sugar" to your drink. You didnt question what it was since you thought it was just sugar, right??

"Pleasure meeting you guys!" You took a sip, you tasted off.. But you still drank it to be polite, a minute later you started to get dizzy..

"Oh, did you put too much Arlecchino?" Columbina looked at her while smirking, "No, i didnt. Dont worry, we can still have fun."

You woke up in a bedroom with Arlecchino and Columbina "Hm, you finally woke up.." Arlecchino said while looking at you "W-where am i?!" You were confused. "Shh, we'll take gooddd care of you~" Said Columbina.

You realized you were only wearing and bra and panty. "Such a good and perfect body.." Arlecchino complimenting you while her hands wonder your body.

"Lets see how much you can handle both of us." While she rubs your clit through your panties, making you squirm "Mmn..." You let out a soft moan "Shes a sensitive one i see~"

After the teasing they finally start (You were probably waiting for that part) "Well then, shall we get started?" Arlecchino whispers to you as she forcefully makes you go doggy style, fully showing your ass and pussy to her and Columbina.

"Hm, lets start with just my fingers since your so tight.." Arlecchino then inserts one finger inside you pussy making you squirm, she feels your walls tightening around her finger. She inserts another finger and she thrusts slowly, knowing she'd go rougher later. Her thrusts and fingers made you moan out loud in the room, you were lucky no one could hear you outside..

"Is she ready yet Arle?" Said Columbina, wanting to just start treating you like the whore you are.

"I guess so, do as you please." Columbina approached the bed and fixed your positions making you lay down on your back, she then takes off her panties, she then said.. "Take a deep breath for me will ya?~" she then wiggles and positions herself on your head "Eat up whore~" You do as she pleases making her moan, her wings flapped on how good you were.

"Oh~ S-shes a keeper Arle~ Dont kill her like the others~" She kept riding your mouth, meanwhile.. Arlecchino pulled her fingers out and put her strap on, "Be a good girl for my strap will ya?" She thrusts half of it roughly, making you moan while you were eating columbina out.

"Mmmn!!" She fully thrusted it inside you, it was big enough to make a bulge.

Every thrust hit your g-spot, all you could do was moan, whimper, and squirm. They knew you enjoyed it. "Such a slut for me arent you?" She thrusts roughly "Mmmnnff~" Columbina jumps off your head, lifting her hips.

"Aww~ Your mouth is full of cum..~" Columbina gets another strap and wears it. "Lets see if this slut can handle two straps in both of her holes~" Arlecchino suddenly picked you up, making you face her "Hm.." Columbina added lube to her strap and inserts it in your ass.

"Mmnngh! I-its too much..!" You begged, it was so much for you. Both of your holes filled by their strap, while you.. helplessly hoping youd last the whole night with on how rough they are~ (LOOK I KNOW I ALREADY DID THIS BUT I PROMISE ILL MAKE IT DIFFERENT IN A BIT also bcz i was lazy)

After 40 Minutes of continuous pounding from both of their strap in both of your holes. Your body full of their bite marks and hickeys, you three decide to take a break before round two starts.

Arlecchino then gets an idea, she whispers something to Columbina make her flustered and blushing, her wings flapped. And she mumbled, "Sure.. I guess.." Arlecchino smirks at Columbina and kisses her "Handle it like a good girl you are Bina" Arlecchino then approached you.

"Well, since you were such a good girl, why dont you try dominating? Hm?" She said and handed you a strap "Wear this and do your best." Arlecchino then lays on her back and making columbina sit on her, she thrusts the strap inside her ass "Mmn!" Columbina squirms, "Well, insert it?" Wanting you to insert your strap inside columbina's pussy, you couldnt complain so you did what she pleases.

A second after you thrust the strap inside her she kept moaning and whimpering from double penetration.

"M-mmngh~ Fuck~ Mmmh~" The room was filled with moans and whimpers coming out of columbinas mouth.

"Oh~ mmn~ H-harder..!~" Her little body was so tight, you can even see the bulge from your strap. "Look how you act like such a whore when getting topped while you act all sassy while you top."

Arlecchino went rougher as she said that, tears filled Columbina's eyes from pleasure "Mmngh~ ah..!~" Arlecchino kisses Columbina and afterwards Columbina kisses you. Her mouth was open, saliva dripping down her chin while her eyes was just looking at the ceiling. "A-ah.. hah! Mmmn..!" After an hour Columbina collapses. "You act like such a whore when your dominated."

Arlecchino said to Columbina as she layed down, "So? Atleast you know im enjoying itt~" Her body was full of bite marks and hickeys also so i guess you werent going to be alone, suddenly, columbina got an idea and whispers to you. "Pst, what if we tease Arlecchino?!! It would be a fun testt~ Lets see what'll happen!" She giggled while saying that, "Now now, what are you two up to?.." Arlecchino wondered "Nothing!" both of you said. Arlecchino lays down on the bed and takes a nap for ten minutes, when she woke up, she saw her hands were tied to her back, and a cloth on her mouth "Well how was your nap? !" Both of you and Columbina giggled, not knowing what'll happen when shes free afterwards..

"Mmmf???!!!" She aggressively muffled. "Shhh~ we have alot planned..!" Columbina giggled as she got a vibrator, "Just enjoy..~" She presses the vibrator down on her clit. "Mmmnnf!.. mmfg..~" Her saliva runs down her chin while she bites hardly on the cloth.

"Such a good girl~" Columbina continued teasing her, while you took of her shirt and you started to leave hickeys and bite marks on her, "Mmmnf..!" She kept struggling and struggling. twenty minutes later you finally let Arlecchino free. "Hah... Hah.." She panted, then looked at you guys with a stare that both made you shiver "S-surprise...!" You said, "Both of you. Come here. Now." She demanded, you two quickly go at the spot she wanted both of you to be, "Y-yes?.." You guys both wondered what shes going to do after both of you teased her.

"You two really tied me up while i was asleep huh? And teased me for twenty minutes straight." She glared at both of. "W-well, you se-" Arlecchino interrupts you, "Quiet." You instantly shut up, afraid of your life. "You two, get my that whip. Now." Both of you and Columbina gulped as you two knew you we're about to get punished harshly by Arlecchino. "Y-yes ma'am.." As you gave her the whip she asked for, "Both of you, go in all fours. NOW."

She seemed mad, her screaming mad both of you very scared at this point. As you both got in all fours, she whipped both of your ass HARD. Bot of you Columbina whimpered and couldn't even stand without almost collapsing from the harsh hits from her whip. "This is what naughty girls get." Her eye get caught in something, Columbina was wet. Even if it was from the whip.

"Oh? You're wet i see.." She breaks open Columbina's panties and fingers her harshly and fast. "M-mmngh~ Agh~ O-oh~ M-mercy..!~" She playfully begged, Arlecchino knew she acts like a brat and becomes to thrust her fingers in her pussy more harshly and deeper. "You want this too, yeah?" Arlecchino starts to finger both of you and Columbina. "N-ngh..! M-mercy!~" You and Columbina kept moaning and whimpering from Arlecchinos thrusts. "Bad Girls." She continued to assault both of you and Columbinas cunts with her fingers. Both of you and Columbina collapsed on the bed, "Did i tell you guys i was done? No i did not. Now get back up you Sluts."

She orders both of you, Columbina nor you can even stand from her thrusts earlier and whips. You and Columbina managed to get up in all fours again, trembling while doing so. "Good, when i tell you i'm done, then i'm done. Got it?" Both of you and Columbina noded, "You guys need a harsher punishment for teasing and tying me up." She puts on a strap and gets a vibrator, She ties Columbina up and ties the vibrator directly on her clit. "M-mmngh~ Fuck~" She kept moaning and groaning. She kept cumming all over the mattress.

Arlecchino then positions you and inserts the strap harshly as she can. She then begans to thrust deep and hard. "M-mmngh! T-too rough..! M-mercy..! Mmmngh..!~" You and Columbina switched after doing that thirty minutes straight. After 2 hours of switching, and thrusting, you and Columbina collapsed. "Good girls." Arlecchino lays both of you down, you being in the middle. You and Columbina ended up snuggling together while Arlecchino reads a books (She wears reading glasses trust).

THE END

[send-up-my-heart-to-you]

Pls rant about something. infodump to me. I want a loooooong one about your interests. I require something to read

not really an interest, more something i dont shut up abt, but here you go: the rant about an arab muslim about palestine and israel (imma try to explain the whole situation from the beginning but dont surprised if i get pissy at times)

zionists, not jews

first off, i wanna clarify this: zionists are who i blame for palestine. not jews. jews are an ethnoreligious group, zionists are people who support the creation of israel and encourage the literal recreation of the holocaust that theyre creating. im not anti-semitic, im anti-zionist. know the difference.

okay, now thats out of the way, lemme explain this next point: how did the conflict even begin? (i feel the need to explain this bc the media never does and the history is so so important)

the history

zionist movements began in maybe mid 19th century, jews worldwide were being persecuted and they wanted a land to themselves. they had their eyes set on palestine, even tho the palestinian bedouins there have been living in palestine for at least 1500 years

wwii left millions of jews stranded, so in 1947, the united nations suggested dividing palestine into a jewish and arab state. the jews accepted, but the arabs rejected it. this rejection was ultimately ignored, and israel declared itself a state in 1947, leading to palestinian arabs being displaced and a war starting between israel and arab nations. this was known as nakba—literally the arabic word for disaster, it mainly refers to palestinians being displaced after israel declared independence

the six-day war of 1967 was a conflict ultimately won by israel—they took control of the west bank, the gaza strip, and east jerusalem. conflicts got worse from here, and violence against civilians grew. its been snowballing since then

is it between jews and muslims?

no. its between jews and arabs. palestinian christians are some of the oldest communities of christianity worldwide, some being able to trace their history back to the birth of the church. its between the jews that claim the land to be theirs, and the arabs who have actually been on the land for longer than the 75 years since israel was formed (nearly 14 centuries longer, to be exact)

why i care so much

its not just because im arab, or just because im a muslim. of course, it is partially that—seeing my brothers and sisters get killed hurts me, esp knowing that theres not much i can do except pray to god that this ends.

yes, israeli citizens die every year bc of the conflict. im not saying that number is nothing. but the palestinian civilian fatalities are so much worse.

the total deaths from 2008 to 2020 for palestine is over 20 times more than israeli deaths. (note that this graph is not up to date and does not include the hundreds of palestinians who have died since 2020. no, im not exaggerating. hundreds. i wish i was.)

some of my best friends are palestinian. the idea that they know people, or their parents know people, who have died at the hands of israelis, is absolutely not acceptable.

like my friends, millions of palestinians are now scattered across the globe, or in danger in their own country where zionists are trying to take their land.

this conflict is disgusting and wrong. jews have less of a right to that land than arabs. yes, jews have been living w arabs in that land for centuries, but its always been predominantly arabs. always has been, always should be.

and yet zionists refuse to accept it. take a look at this article from the times of israel:

kanye is infamous for supporting hitler. all jenna did was say that palestinians deserve to live.

this honestly tells you more than anything else can.

[davekat-sucks]

im gonna tell it like it is, fandom activism is to lonely losers with severe control issues what religious fanatism is to old mean people/p3do priests. both groups are just as delusional and think any action they do can be justified with a bullshit excuse of the doctrine they follow:

y12000? -> "its t4t yaoiz!!!!!!!! omfg u ship dirk with jane? hes gay K Y S"

Clown gender? -> "hussies identity is valid and u dont need to understand it!!!!!!!!!!!! btw i hate cronus hes so clearly manipulative and a liar how can anyone not see that????!!!!!!!"

Defending vriska, hic, mindfang or any other abusive female character that has hurt, killed or r4ped someone? -> "omg u just hate her cuz shes a woman!!!! misogyny much?? heres why these manipulative women arent manipulative i copypasted from a tumblr post i saw cuz i was too lazy to read the comix AND form my own opinions. i support womens wrongs :3"

Saying nothing about their fanfave men treating women like rotten fermented shit, like davekat to jade/terezi/rose, kurloz to meulin or the male team members objectifying kanaya? -> "...i pretend i do not see it. anyways did u guys know that dirkrose is MANIPULATIVE???? "

Jane torture porn? -> "jane is a fascist yt woman that got in the way of my dirkjake she was asking for it!!!!!!!! also fat-coded cuz caliborn said so to insult her but i swear im reclaiming it in a body positive way ;)"

Sending death threats/animal gore/doxxing/harassing people online? -> "they disagreed with me so they MUST have been a proshitter/homophobe/racist!!! they get off of it anywayz!!!!!!! bitch better know their place and think before they speak or go to an insane asylum or kill themselves already!!!!! also reminder that mental health is SO important and to pls let me know ur triggers <3333 "

It can be applied to most fandoms too in this modern times. People going too far with these fictional works and trying to play make themselves as the morally correct.

[hashimadathinker]

Tobiizu "Lie exposed" as the prompt

chat i did!!!! it hope u like it!!!! i had no clue at first but thwn..

if there are any big mistakes pls lmk cus i dont have a beta reader... but i wanna put this on ao3 😔

fic below cut

Ok so basically I was thinking of when tbrm killed izn kinda indirectly in battle,,,, and I thought like hmm……. maybe they can have a lil chat and that can change 🧐

OH AND ALSO I WAS THINKING LIKE- hmmm how can i get them alone??? then my brain lit up like EUREKA!!!! IZUNA HAS SHARINGAN!!!! GENJUTSU!!! and i went but wait.. thats itachis jutsu... well ill give it a lil backstory! so izuna developed this genjutsu but the rest of the clan improved it as they went on, this is its early stages to it doesnt last as long! ok ignore me in being autistic rn

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Tobirama didn't like Uchihas. It was a lie he told to everyone including himself. But the truth can't have been that obvious, right? Tobirama was wrong in thinking that. He had a "perfect opportunity" to injure Izuna in battle, but he faltered. he couldn't kill him. He couldn't hurt him. As children they had met several times, both tailing their respective elder brothers on their father's orders. Tobirama hated it, he had known Izuna was an Uchiha, yet felt so close to him. They were so similar, that it hurt. He knew that he should hate Izuna. He knew he should want to kill him. He knew that Izuna was capable of killing him too. There was so much that he knew, but among all of the facts, there were nagging questions that wouldn't go away. 'What if Izuna feels the same way?' Or 'What if it comes to the moment when I do have to kill him? What if I can't do it?' Finally of course, 'When will this war be over?' He wanted to be at peace, to not have to kill anymore, to be free to feel.

The answers revealed themselves when the moment came. He couldn't kill Izuna Uchiha.

They stood parallel to each other, eyes frozen. Tobirama shuddered as both of their swords clashed with faltering force. Neither was ready, and neither ever would be. Izuna’s eyes flashed as he looked at Tobirama, and both their weapons turned to wisps of smoke. They stood alone, their surroundings wavy and changing.

"What is this?" Tobirama asked, narrowing his eyes.

"It's a harmless genjutsu. Well, in this case at least." said Izuna, "I developed it myself"

Tobirama found himself smiling at this.

Izuna went on to explain, "It allows for private conversations within the minds of two people. A few seconds for ones that aren't in this jutsu will be almost 4 hours for us."

Tobirama's stance had changed as he was no longer holding his sword. Rather than crouching, he stood straight but ready. The raven-haired boy sighed relieved.

Izuna's expression was calm. "I know you can't kill me, Senju."

"You don't know anything, Uchiha." Tobirama spat back, albeit softly.

Another sigh escaped Izuna's lips.

"Please, Tobirama. Just tell me the truth already."

Tobirama crossed his arms, huffing, "What are you talking about, Izuna? I haven't told you any lies!"

"You've told everyone lies. Yourself- and I- included."

The Uchiha stepped closer.

"Don't do this Izuna. Please."

Another step.

He reached out to Tobirama and cupped his face in his palm. He cocked his head at the Senju boy. "We don't talk now, Tobirama, but we used to. We would whisper and rant and meet eyes, always in secret because our fathers had sent us to spy on our brothers who were doing the same thing."

Tobiramas gaze drifted away from his.

"Look at me, Senju. I know you're lying. I can tell, I always could. You know that."

He looked back at the Uchiha boy, his old friend.

"No one can hear or see?" He asked cautiously.

Izuna smiled. "No one. It hasn't even been a second out there."

Tobirama took the step this time, wrapping his arms around Izuna's waist. He squeezed his eyes shut.

"I hate you." He whispered.

Izuna hugged him back giggling.

"Liar"

[royallygray]

Given the fact that Aimsey and Guqqie are canon characters in your soul horizon au, im guessing you've watched Aimsey and her smp, so now I ask WHEN WERE GOING TO TELL ME HOW FUCKING COOL ASMP IS WE GOT LORE WE GOT SAPPHIC GIRLIES WEVE GOT ONLY NEEDING TO WATCH ONE PERSPECTIVE. I am only on episode 4 but my fucking god this shit is right up my alley and the lore has swallowed me whole waht the fuck???? This is even a question i just want to inform you that im in shock by whatever the fucks happening and i love it

IKRRRR

Like. okay I'ma be honest. I've also only watched to like ep4 since I keep like losing interest and like. I am obsessed but not hyperfixated and so I keep losing interest in watching the original content but like. I needed background characters and I was like "LESBIANS" and I was like I am intrigued by ASMP and like

Yeah. It's genuinely so nice to not be missing out on stuff bc you have no attention span or bc you don't want to watch multiple povs but gods I love it

idk which ep it's on, but Aimsey killing Tud is canon and Guqqie helped him through that and just

AAAAAA

also I live for the like. dislike to lovers.

Like

Okay so Guqqie is such a fucking ASSHOLE in the beginning, and like they're still an asshole in the middle, but they care. And LIKE

OKAY SO SUNSHIP DUO (that's Aimsey and Guqqie btw idk how into this part of the fandom you are) IN SOUL HORIZON ARE LIKE. SO FUCKING TRAGIC

SO THEYRE SOULMATES. THEY DONT FIGURE THIS OUT UNTIL LIKE AGES LATER BUT LIKE WHATEVER. ANYWAYS.

AIMSEY'S WANTED TO BE A HERO THEIR ENTIRE LIFE. GUQQIE IS A VIGILANTE BECAUSE SHE NEEDS TO PROVIDE FOR HER FAMILY AND STEAL FOOD AND STOP THE POLICE AND SHIT FOR TELLING PEOPLE NOT TO STEAL

and then Guqqie eventually went to the city where the Hero Corp is, right

and then Guqqie and Aimsey had a similar thing going on that Grian and Scar originally had

Except they were literally canon ASMP themselves

BUT THEN AIMSEY GOT TOO INTO A DEEP ASS CULT THINGY

And killed Tud

and Guqqie helped them out

and then something came back to attack them and Guqqie protected Aimsey with their own life

And then if Guqqie became a hero so she didn't get arrested and like because Aimsey genuinely thought it would be better for Guqqie since part of the original part of ASMP is that Aimsey's kind of innocent

But Guqqie has fallen hard for Aimsey at this point and they'd do anything to keep them. So Guqqie becomes Gem's apprentice

And Guqqie's vigilante name was Frostbite and the heroes thought that was too edgy so she had to shorten it to Frost anyways

So Frost becomes Fauna's apprentice

(also Aimsey's hero name is Prince and False's (who is their mentor) is Queen and I did not mean to name them off of bands/artists--)

And like. Guqqie's vigilante bg is rly important because it means that Grian trusts her. All vigilantes are like. Mutuals. in the way you would be on Facebook but not on Tumblr yknow

But Aimsey's naivety is also important bc Gem can tell Guqqie stuff, but Guqqie will tell Aimsey, which is okay, and Aimsey will tell False, which isn't great but it's still fine, and then False will tell Ren which is a Problem because Ren doesn't shut up

So Guqqie has to lie to Aimsey to protect Gem. And it's sad.

The side plot is sad. This is side plot. These are side characters and Guqqie is semi important by sheer just being Gem's apprentice but omg I love them

ANYWAYS IF YOU WANNA RANT ABT ASMP PLS TELL ME BC I AM INSANE ABT IT

Also pls spoil stuff. and headcanons and things. and like if you want me to put something into soul horizon I will do it bc I do need a little more fleshing out of their plot.

TY FOR THE ASK PERI :D

[0-0baybay0-0]

okay sorry people im tired

no im not a zionist pls stop sending death threats they're annoying and hurt my mental health

just cuz im jewish does not mean you get to annoy the shit out of me until I tell you my fucking political stance

Im 14 leave me the fuck alone

Yes Israel deserves to exist. Yes Palestine deserves to exist.

pls learn the definitions of words before you chuck them around

Zionism: a movement for (originally) the re-establishment and (now) the development and protection of a Jewish nation in what is now Israel. 

NOT GENOCIDE

It just means a Jewish state. Like how America and Australia are christian states and how Iran and Lebanon are muslim states.

I don't like the Israeli government, most Israelis dont like the Israeli government.

BUT Israel was attacked first. Over 1200 Israelis were raped, murdured, and kidnapped.

Dont believe me? they filmed themselves doing it.

Leave me alone.

Fucking block me, stop bothering me im tired and im hurt and stop telling me to kill myself

im fucking 14 why wont you leave me alone?

Wanna know what those death threats did? they made me self harm for half a year.

Before that I had been clean 2 years.

Before that I tried to kill myself 3 times

please leave me alone

im so tired

[amourcheol]

before i reblog, i want to give you ALL the flowers in the world. i just finished reading the monster of a fic called the great war and YOU HAVE DONE IT AGAIN. there are no words that can amount to how much i adore this fic. i love lengthy word counts done right (god knows how much long fics i got excited over before them being disappointing or boring as a reader) and i, most importantly, love enemies to lovers, arranged marriage, historical aus done right !!

lets get this out of the way first GRRR WOOF WOOF WOOF BARK SNARK GRERR RAHH HOWL BARK BARK WOOF WOOF WOOF GENERAL SEUNGCHEOL VICTOR OF VENICE I NEED ABYSMALLY.

okay. now that i can safely get that out of my system, LOVE LOVE LOVEEE everything about this fic. theres something so sweet abt men being written unrealistically (aka respectful and honorable whattt??? out of this world tbh) im joking ,, but i did absolutely love how you made cheol so strongly standing for his wife. the slow burn that really did the tag justice (it BURNT), the ENEMIES TO LOVERS DONE RIGHT!?! LIKE YESSS !!! they actually did want to kill each other and the yelling and arguing leading up to the first kissing scene CHEFS KISS like that's literally the epitome of writing, like is it really an e2l if there isn't a intensely written argument before the first sign of intimacy!?!?

throughout reading this story, all i could think abt was how could i ever put into the words the justice you served. allowing reader to be a strong character yet so eloquently bringing to light the struggles she would still face from just being a woman, to seungcheol using his power to stand FOR her. an honorary mention of the "Careful." he would reply to the Councillor after the panicking scene from the Florence mention INCREDIBLE!! it gave everything and more!! the character development from both sides, venus and mars foreshadowing, the subtleties that only slow burn could provide. i genuinely wish i could give a way better review than this but unfortunately im still speechless due to how beautiful this story was so just pls take this dreary review and understand that im so so in love and i adore you so much for the amount of work you put out into this, from the visuals and the descriptions, the perfect build up, the amazing writing of e2l and reflections– just EVERYTHING. you created a masterpiece <3

brb literally pulling my hair out till I got scraps left .

IMNSORRY ):£3!3!3 IM GONAN SVREAM SHIT CRY ?:£3!3!3 THIS IS THE SWEETEST THING EVER ):&:!3! 😭😭😭😭😭 First of all UR SO RIGHT … I never find huge fics anywhere and if I do they’re just …: YAWN ‼️‼️ I’m so glad u love those tropes they’re my BIGGEST guilty pleasures 😭 tho I can’t even lie I don’t feel guilty at ALL for historical! Aus

FUCKCJFKDDJD STOP I SVREAMED can u tell that cheol as a military general haunts me at night … I fear I am able to write another 40k for him ..: but ur so right tho my biggest biggest swoon moments come from men dying and sacrificing themselves for their lovers and I just !!! Seungcheol would absolutely die for his wife and this information jumps me in my sleep paralysis FR .. I’m so so happy u agree w me about the hatred I NEED HATRED FOR E2L OR ITS NOT E2L !! and PLS another guilty pleasure is screaming in each others faces before eating each other up … i will not be held accountable …

STOP I COULD CRY ??? thank u for appreciating the little bits of the fic 😭😭💖 that scene was incredibly hard to write and I’m glad people like it so much !! PLEASE DONT WVEN APOLOGISE ??? This is more than I could ever ask for you are truly so kind 😞💖💖 thank you for taking the time to read and send this unbelievably sweet message may or may not be thinking about this for the next 700 business days 😍😍💖

[vanoefucks]

el: 6, 10, 12, 16, 30, 39 / fennel: 3, 7, 11, 15, 17, 24 / 19 for both of them and also nalfein pls gimme the crossover lore

omg ok this is gonna be a lot >:)

EL:

6. What weather does your PC prefer? Why?

Overcast/stormy days were a fave before the game because of the gloomy atmophsere they gave & it made it easier to fall into the shadows while tracking his bounties. Post game they're a fave because on the stormiest of days he's able to be outside with Astarion with some caution.

10. How does your PC fidget?

He will forever be fiddeling with his weapons they are rarely ever in their straps if they've stopped for a break.He runs his fingers over the edge of his blades/spins his arrows around before the others tell him to put them away. Just likes to keep a hand on a weapon at all times.

12. If your PC had to set up a date, what would they plan for it?

He is sooo inexperienced with dating, hasn't had many people he could say he's 'dated'. Would not have much of a clue when it comes to typical dating rules/ideas so would probably just try to spend doing something they both enjoy, or taking a walk through a quiet part of town before going home for a nicer dinner than normal. any time spent together is considered a date to him he is big on quality time.

16. What scents do you associate with your PC? 

He would always be smelling of dirt/various plants that he's been tending to for his poisons which luckily to most would just have them think he's a keen gardener. through the game though blood sticks to his clothes, the materials he wears dont make for the easiest to clean and back in the city he got his work done without coming into contact with blood usually.

30. How does your PC flirt? 

badly no but he doesn't have the best charisma and any flirting he's done in the past relied more on looks than his words but again he's not too practiced or interested in flirting and was sort of stumbling through the affections of Astarion & Halsin. his approach is to just keep things going if someone comes onto him.

39. What would your PC put on their pizza? 

he is a plain guy he only vibes with a margarita like me

FENNEL:

3. How would your PC describe themselves?

I dont think he would know how to really. Not past the physical traits. probably unlucky if anything.

7. So if your PC had a car what kind of car would it be

after failing his test a few too many times he would get some random second hand that he doesnt totally hate the look of. preferable a grey one but he would not be a massive car person.

11. How does your PC show affection?

words! when it comes to platonic affection and lots and lots of touch with a partner. He ends the game pretty much attatched to gale at the hip. hes just tall enough to rest his chin on gales shoulders if he hugs him from behind & he loves sitting close enough for their legs to touch around the fire.

15. How does your PC feel about marriage? Weddings?

the moment gale said ily and showed him waterdeep Fennel was writing his vowes in his head. he finds two matching bands and keeps them in his pocket for the rest of the game. he worries about his past all through act 1 & 2 and once he finds out who he was and has the support of the others it gives him the confidence to put it behind him and he knows that he wants a meaningful future with gale, even with the small amount of time theyve spent together.

17. What are your PCs favorite fruits?

Blueberries. he'll gather a whole basket and eat them in one evening.

24. If your PC found a book that detailed their whole life, from birth to whatever death they’ll have, would they read it and why? 

I think he would hate read his durge days. remince over the span of the game skipping him killing alfira and stop the moment the book catches up with the present.

19: What is your PC’s Pokemon Gym Leader type and Signature Pokemon?

El would lead a poison type gym & his signature would be a Scolipede

Fennel would lead a pyschic type gym & he would have a Gallade

Nalfein would predictibly lead a dark type gym & his signature would be absol

[weirdcat1213]

trigun book club :D a great reason for re reading the manga and now more people will yell with me into the skies :D

my thoughts on the 1st half of volume 1 (chap 1 - 6) below

chap 1:

-the babygirl :3

-maybe im reading too much into it but i like the page where millie and Meryl are introduce cuz it gives them attention (and not in a sexualized way :D). they're imposing their presence in that unusual place and I think that's cool -i like the people decided to divide among themselves part of the money, good for them

chap 2:

-ah yes, contrast my beloved

-ily millie

-i like that scene with the women pointing at vash every time I see it. the situation just sucks for everyone. the reader isn't mad at the women for pointing at him not mad at vash for not letting himself get killed. its also nice to see a lot of vash's personality on that. he lowkey tries to gaslight the women by saying he wouldn't want kids to see them with guns, he listens to them when they explain why they need the money, he defends himself when one of them is about to shoot and he doesn't fight them but tells them "I hear ya but I gotta go" and tears while doing so cuz the whole situation just sucks cuz if he could do both things (give up for them and keep looking for "him" he would)

chap 3

-WHY IS VASH SO STUPID/ affectionate

-TRIO TIMEEEEEEEEE :D THEY ARE ALL SO COOL AND HAPPY

chap 4

-i just love people ruining vash's plans when he wants to leave in a cool "I was never here" fashion

-"thats more than i deserved" :c

-vash trusting kids 100% without any question my beloved

chap 5

-nightow pls i wanna know WHOS TALKING

-yknow i think it was the fact that vash said "our arrival" that gave it away. i think a normal person with a normal lifespan would have just said "I wonder if our existence on this planet is a good thing" but maybe that's just me

-i like vash wearing casual clothes in his dream. the red coat is more like a battle uniform

-rem :3

-interesting that in the dream she falls down instead of him. i never noticed that before but ofc she is the one that falls down in the dream. it could have been vash but I feel that would have given the dream another meaning entirely. wow

-aw nononono dont cry :c nooooo

chap 6

-oh man you should have been faster with that lever

-i dont think they pay you enough for that but I respect it

-YEAHHHH VASH TO THE RESCUE

-"the scent of a woman" ok weirdo

-yes vash smack that child's head >:3

[polifandom]

hot take, but i guess becoming so obsessed with scream and all that it entails, including but not limited to: very crazy relationship arrangments, stabbing is sexy, blood is even sexier, killing someone? that's foreplay, and much much more; its made me more receptive towards a ship i always found sus: that being wincest.

i mean, if fictional murder psychopats that stab each other and are deeply disturbed is MY cup of tea, who really am i to jugde people who like shipping two tender fictional brothers?

they are, at the end of the day, fucking fictional.

back when i watched spn, i really liked their dynamic (it being the main driving force for me to keep watching the show). at the time, i never had the lens to see them any other way, and i still dont think i really would, but i can see where the ones that do are coming from.

and yes, i do no condone incest. not in real life. but this is fanfic, yk? the rules are different.

its different from things like collen hoover books because they reinforce an aggresive and abusive pattern on man that is, as of today, still very much passable in our society. not only that, but she takes those man and puts them in a narrative that tells the reader theyre supposed to fall in love with those behaviors, because her main character does.

wincest i think plays by a very different set of rules, in which not only does it not reinforce societal patterns (because incest is already frowned up), but also it doesn't utilize a power inbalance inside the relationship (as we'd see with most incest content online – as in porn – where it's usually older uncle/brother/father x underage/incredibly innocent familiar, usually a girl).

i guess main takeaway for me is: let the wincest thruters knock themselves out, and, if we really have to critize any fandom or fanfic, lets criticize racist, homophobic, sexist and trans exclusive content, pls :)

[haleigh-sloth]

love how when asked abt bnha yall go like "pls dont expect good things from it :/" like yeah bnha looks cute and it has fun moments but i hope no one ever mentions it again once it ends lol

Me and others: Don't expect a radical ending where the terrorist group is justified in their mass killings in order to depict massive reform of a corrupt system because it has no basis in the manga, was never set up to happen, and therefore won't be bad writing when it doesn't deliver on this idea

You: Love how y'all tell people not to expect "good" (the scenario listed above) things from it :/

This is actually funny, and proves our points exactly.

The writing is good because it's sticking to what it set up. What we're countering is the idea that the writing is bad because it's not delivering on the extreme, radical scenario I described above ^^.

Sorry if you think that the League--who were never depicted as social justice reform warriors, who were never depicted as compassionate people who worried about other people suffering like they do, who were never depicted as people wanting to seek change--winning by just killing every body around them, self-destructing and selling their being to AFO, or straight up killing themselves because they're suicidal! is a good ending. That's on you, not me, and definitely not Horikoshi lmao.

I'll be talking about BNHA for as long as I please after it ends.

You sound very bitter about how the manga is going, and I won't fault you for it because everybody has different expectations. But what you said proved my point exactly. Saying it's bad writing just because it didn't go how you wanted is not criticism, it's just bitterness. Nobody can stop you from being bitter, but just know it's not criticism when it's like that.

[uniquezombiedestiny]

TELL ME MORE ABT VERA AND THE DISTORTION STUFF PLS

:) :) :) :) <- vera sleeper agents activated

so her distortion was originally not one, but i sort of shaped it into one over time, since she distorts others and is the voice of distortion in the rp. its about being the magical girl who saves the world, specifically saving her friends from the timeloop/suffering in general.

so vera joined the facility because her family/friends/etc was like "damn you suck! bye" and she was like "W. HUH?????" and wanted to spite them for leaving her. once she learned of the timeloops on d10, shes like "im gonna fix this!". but as time goes on and everything gets worse, she gets more stressed about trying to fix it before everyone just loses it and they cant be saved. so from the stress, vera falls really hard into a magical girl persona, trying to be likeable and everyones friend (both so they dont lose it and so she isnt abandoned).

ironically vera ended up losing it the most and kinda loses herself to the magical girl thing, and ends up coming to the conclusion that she will save the world and all her friends with her magical girl powers. you can only be so sane after seeing your friends die over and over (and then watching utter chaos ensue on d46-49 as everyone dies and doesnt come back, as everything falls apart and you cant do anything, the world is laughing in your face, everyone is.)

so on d50 she distorts! she brings back her dead friends, steals the seed of light for her own power, and at the same time owen realizes about the timeloops and gets hit in the face with so so many memories he never knew he had. vera decides to leave him behind, which is because when she asked if he wanted to join her, he didn't respond, so she was like "ok bye have fun!" (he was not having fun)

ok finally the distortion itself. it has no name rn over than "the light" but im totally giving it a good name one day. veras the leader of it all, with tons of blind followers who totally agree with her. theyre all distorted, but their distortions have been hidden under light-y versions of themselves. everyone whos a part of the light basically has time stopped for them - they dont age or change at all. they also cant see things negatively/feel negativity, being only happy or (at worst) neutral. their suffering has totally stopped.

ofc this has consequences. everyones basically stuck in denial/ignorance of any suffering. everything vera does ends up being for her own goals, so all her followers arent really people anymore. she goes around entirely unknowing of all the suffering shes caused, and over time uses her own followers to save herself

in l corp, vera gets stressed about all of her deaths catching up to her, which manifests in the distortion - veras under her lighty shell, but shes also rotting, so she reverses it with the life of her followers. in the final battle against her she literally kills tons of people to bring herself to good health

soo distorted!veras personality is way too happy. shes basically manic half the time, doing random impulsive things and distorting people for no reason and ditching them when they get aggressive/sad/etc. she calls everyone her friends and family. when anything negative is presented to her, especially relating to her past, shell either twist it into positiveness or go totally silent with a blank stare. and then snap right back to her happy self :)

shes meant to be so fast its confusing/disorienting, which often works on people shes trying to pull into her cult thing. they get so confused they just cant do anything, give up, or just distort on their own.

heres some recent art of her :D

also some songs that fit her:

malks core suppression just. fits her. it gives me the vibe of something being Off and Wrong and yeah thats how it is with her in the final battle (also would just fit like any vera tbh) also it has breakcore and is very fast. which also fits!

apalling past memories seen through rose-tinted glasses says basically everything in the name lol

awake is the same kind of thing as past memories, simple piano stuff. that kind of song tends to fit her. this one also gets fucked up at the end but in a different way that i really like. like this is her as a whole. also its pretty earstrainy so be warned

the toy box! a really good song that happens to be about denial and growing up (also some stuff about identity issues). fits both vera and her distortion a lot

alkali underachiever, which i think is about standing up in the face of hardship and going on despite bad things. i dont remember the lyrics too well but i think it has "please dont hate me" in them and damn if a happy song with that in it isnt her

im. normal about my ocs. as you can see (i could literally say more but this is so long)