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MDZS Height Poll: Who is (technically) the tallest character. Please remember that these polls are for fun!
#mdzs#poll#Please remember that I WILL see notes and comments and reblogs. Let's have fun with this clearly very silly poll!#I am begging everyone to be nice. We can get icecream afterwards if we all behave.#Propaganda is welcome if you dare take up the bat to swing at the hornet's nest.#As always - I will have a little comic at the end of this poll based on the results!!!#I'm so tempted to sway votes but the beauty is in the community response. You guys always surprise me!#Will the winner be based on technicality? WHO'S technicality? So many choices!#NHS and JGY are a big mood for being 'tall' but labeled short due to being surrounded by 'very tall' people.#Shout out to my little cousin who's a natural 6'1"and STILL wears the 6 inch heels. That's feminism.#I wanted to have the next poll be 'who's in the middle of the bed in the 3zun relationship' but I need to draw for that one.#it's been a rough week for me. Comic resumes tomorrow though - I just have not been home to upload anything via scanner.#I'm alright I promise B'*) Just a chaotic lifestyle. Hope you have all been well <3
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post ep 5 - SPOILERS
okay okay okay i think billy yeeted them out of the road. we see jen clawing up from the dirt in trailer footage, i think billy just chucked em back to westview. i don't think he's quite there at murder yet, seeing his last conversation with agatha, which? slay king. as a witch and practicing pagan, love him. "no, not for me" you take that negative energy and turn it right on its fuckin head sweetheart. but also please for the love of the gods don't get carried away, don't commit murder, your father would probably have a stroke even if your mother would sit there yelling you're doing great sweetie!!
also i think the reason why rio wasn't there in the last scene was bc she was collecting alice's body. now i'm imagining her walking out, seeing billy standing there alone with lighting coming from his hands and a scarlet witch crown like
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#billy kaplan#WE GOT IM BOYS#WE GOT BILLY!!!#actually so happy about this#but please my gay son you must resist murder#remember the threefold law#not everyone believes in it#but it might be good to follow for now#witch#witchblr#there have been some things in the show which has made me go eEEHHHHH but overall so far#it doesn't feel like an outright insult#which is nice :)#mainly i wish they'd acknowledge that every witch practices differently#which i get is hard for a rigid story format#but it would still be cool if we could see more of the variety and different interpretations within each witch's craft#oh and it would also be cool if they somehow acknowledged that witchcraft and paganism are still very real cultural practices#anyways i still love this show#even if i burst out laughing when lilia divined the names of the coven because i have seen automatic writing done before and last i checked#nothing exploded#also can we please get kit connor as teddy altman#agatha all along spoilers#ALSO COULD THEY PLEASE ACKNOWLEDGE THAT WICCA IS A REAL RELIGION AND NOT JUST SOME COOL NAME PLEASE AND THANK YOU LOL#if billy is wiccan#like religiously wiccan#that would be fuckin baller#i would be hella cool with him using that name then
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silly lil doodle inspired by a shirt @achtungs posted a bit back ft. my two handsome butches :)c also my yearly reminder I'm an artist even if it's been years since my last fully rendered, "finished" piece, everyone clap so so loud for me or I will explode <3 - if you repost my art anywhere, especially without credit, I will kill you in every way imaginable and do awful things to your corpse after!! xoxo!!
! cuteee lesbian divider by @cafekitsune !
#x. my art#❤️🔥⚙️#🤍👻#i almost said closest thing y'all would get to a face reveal but then remembered. ive literally posted my face here. sad </3#my wrist is fucking dying from working on my thing for gustave n i's anniversary soon </33 i really should get a tablet#but my stupid brain that's been doing art w a mouse for over a decade now refuses to adapt to other things. please end me!!!#blowing kisses to everyone seeing this rn :) hope everyone has been doing nicely lately!! mwahh!
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Anyway can i just say how concerned I am about the Veilguards sleeping arrangements?
Like, the only person with a real good bed is Davrin. The monster hunter from a Dalish clan knows the value of good sleep!!! Its got a nice duvet and everything.
You have Lucanis actively keeping himself awake as much as possible with coffee, and sir that is not healthy. You sort of have a decent-ish bed there, get someone to like... lock the door from the outside or something?
Harding having a bedroll on the floor under a tent kinda makes sense, shes used to sleeping like that, but girl you dont have to live like this? This isnt the wilderness.
Emmrich doesnt even have a bed! Hes just got a bloody slab and a chair!! Sir, you are Old. That Is Not Acceptable.
And Rook themselves.... just has a chaise lounge? Not even a pillow on it?? And when they use it, they gotta speak to Solas in a grey void?? Rook, please, treat yourself. Get a nice big bed before you have to deal with that
#dragon age#veilguard spoilers#ok i write this but i honestly cant remember what sort of sleeping arrangement Taash has....#i dont think its quite as nice as Davrins Big Bed lol#otherwise i would have probably noted it#but seriously everyone looks like theyve just dragged a little travel bed thing out of somewhere and then theres Davrin#with his big ass double bed#sir where did you get that?#could you PLEASE share the location with the rest of the team i worry for their backs?
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my sister is telling my dad the story of last night and they are hard core both sidesing it. "well, you know, she doesn't take apologies well..." 1. that's her fucking problem not mine. 2. that doesn't have any fucking bearing on the two and a half hours straight of transphobic talk. 3. not taking an apology well is one thing, telling someone they're "lucky" you're not assaulting them when they say they're sorry for being a bit rude is actually a totally different thing LOL!
#jack facts#as far as i heard sister didn't even actually mention that part lmao#all ''jack got upset and raised his voice so i changed the subject'' and ''he tried to apologize'' and ''she didn't take that well''#by jove! it's press release ready!#and btw i didn't ''try'' to do shit#i said. word for word. ''i'm sorry for raising my voice.''#i fucking did my part thank you very fucking much#and then they went on with ''i know jack tries... but she tries too!''#girl. misgendering me at every opportunity threatening to hit me calling me an abuser#and constantly telling me i'm mean and rude and ungrateful and lazy and everyone who ever left me had a good reason#and belittling all my beliefs and cultural traditions and style and general way of life to my face and etc etc etc etc etc#AIN'T TRYING SHIT!!!!!!!#meanwhile i'm avoiding certain topics i'm making sure to i-phrase all my opinions i don't say anything if i don't have anything nice to say#i don't interrupt her i don't insult her i don't start arguments i ask for clarification or seek a translator/mediator#when i think i've misunderstood her i try to be courteous and remember to leave space for her i don't cross any boundaries i know about#i always say hello and goodbye and please and thank you and i'm sorry and ask about her life and congratulate or commiserate as fits#but here we are. both sidesing. because i'm Rude (don't mask) and Stubborn (not a doormat) and Aggressive (honest about my feelings).#anyway!!!!! whatever
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"Who's idea was it to put the cone on your head for the parade? Was that all you?" "Zach Eisenberg [Director, Executive Operations]—I think is his name—he takes care of us a lot at Amerant Bank Arena. I don't know his exact role with the team but he's just kind-of always around, and helps us out. He's friends with Brooks [Koepka.] I think he helps Brooks when he comes to the games. Anyways he found a pylon or I think I might have told him—I was pretty drunk at the time but I think I told him to go get a py—'if you could find a pylon, find one!' 'Cuz they sprung that speech on me, kind-of, last second, you know, five minutes before I was supposed to go up there. I'm like, 'What the fuck am I gonna say?' So I had him go grab the pylon and I grabbed it on the side of the stage right before I was gonna do my speech. And luckily all the clips are of that, you know, me telling him to go fuck himself... 'cuz the rest of my speech was terrible. There's really nothing to it! And I'm so happy that, you know, all the clips are only of that so!" "Yeah, we didn't know you said anything else! I thought that was the entire speech!" "That's all that matters!" "Exactly, exactly! I got away with it there!"
The Cam & Strick Podcast | 7.30.24 (x)
i love finding out they basically told ekky he was gonna have to do a whole speech 5 minutes before he was up while hes been drenched from rainwater and alcohol for like the past 6 hours absolutely pissed out of his mind like yeah no wonder his speech basically culminated to THANK YOU SOUTH FLORIDA AND ALSO GIVE IT UP FOR MY D PARTNER WOOOOO yeah that tracks
"But what golf tournament* were you at shortly after that? Somebody was dressed like a cone? Was that Lomberg who was dressed in like a costume? A cone costume?" "He came—Brooks came up to you—" "No, that was his buddy, that was his buddy. He was actually a Sunrise police officer. I actually saw him last night at the Zach Bryan concert! But yeah, no, that's one of his buddies. No, he was completely put to bed the day after. Right? Like he texted me—I personally didn't care, like, how many people at a hockey game are calling me a cone and telling Barkov he's got no hands like it's—you know, that's hockey. That's sports, right? So I didn't give a shit but—yeah, no, it was all in good fun. And then I got a way to get him back! It's perfect!" "But when you did see the first video of him in the box—and I remember watching that, I'm like, 'this motherfucker is rolling esctasy!' His eyes were fuckin' gigantic, he's like, 'Aaargghh.' Like, 'I can't take him, he's calling me a cone! I can't—' But that is kind-of odd that a professional athlete is gonna call you a cone and he's like a fan of yours...it's just—it was really bizarre!" "Goofy!" "Yeah..." "And his eyes were black which, you know..." "What does that mean?" "I just know what that means... and he was fucked up, you know..." "Yeah, yeah! He was definitely fucked up and he agreed that he was fucked up. And he apologised so I didn't care, obviously. And then when I was at that golf event I should've thrown a beer at his backswing or something—at the LIV event when he was actually competing? I should've fucked with him but I couldn't do it... I couldn't—I couldn't find the courage to throw something at him..." "So did he reach out to you like that night? And say, 'Hey, dude... I was just joking, you know...'" "'I took some pills and...'"
*2023 LIV Golf Team Championship (Miami) held from Oct. 20-22 in Doral
[and i suppose more context here lombo and koepka are friends and he even showed up to his cupday when he went golfing in parkland and not to mention that lombo facilitated koepka apologising to ekky so its why the whole cone costume came to be really]
theres a lot more context about this incident and the ensuing storm after it so for archival sakes here are articles about it (x)(x)(x)(x)(x) because its quite a saga but its water under the bridge and there's only so much tabloid-esque coverage thats been reignited after the ekky speech i can take about an athlete who's dumb enough to insult another guy while hes drunk off as his ass in a fucking public setting
but anyways i think its really funny that i said to myself wow thats an oddly petty thing to admit to you know the whole wanting to throw a beer at his backswing ekky... for such a good vibes sweet man who like the only thing youve particularly said about the cone novella is "we'll never be buddies" to which you quickly retracted and then went "holding ill will against somebody and pulling negativity in your body is never a good thing"
and then i remembered who he attended the liv event with and it all made sense
behind every aqua whos being a little mean there is a much worse much more evil looming presence who is encouraging them down this dark path (a gem but especially a june gem)
truly a tale as old as time
#aaron ekblad#florida panthers#aaron ekblad is not a speech giver and hes certainly not a speech giver when hes drunk lmao#bitch just went woo! a lot and publicly loved forsy yeah and i wouldnt have it any other way#also not like any of us noticed the speech was bad we were all either too drunk or halfway to hypothermia we fuckin cheered for anything lo#that being said while i was fucking shivering like a chihuahua it did absolutely warm my heart to see a man so touched by all of us#animalistically chanting ekky at him like thats what its all about fucking barked my little heart at everything he said I DID NOT CAREEE#as a gem i do in fact make all my friends actively worse and go “you're being way too nice about this lmao dw ill be mean about it for you”#love the sasha mention and the ghost of benny haunting us all very nice#meant to post this earlier but i think the more context is added to this the better and it took a while to remember and track it down#anyways i love pretending doral is miami#please dont ask south floridians what is miami and what is not miami that is gonna cause a civil war#also dont ask people outside south florida what is miami because they sure as hell dont know#need to give a presentation on miami versus soflo and why calling it “greater miami/miami metropolitan area” is really fucking stupid#and just serves to confuse the living fuck out of everyone outside this fucking hellhole#im sorry thats my geo rant over i promise i wont bring this up again until like (looks at calendar) tomorrow#also very funny that ekky dated himself by saying “last night at the zach bryan concert” so we know he recorded this on july 23rd#thank you king very nice of you
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Computer! Google search: "How to write character going on murder spree after thousands upon thousands of words of build-up without it sounding like a generic Creepypasta from the 2000s with descriptions of finding peace in finally having some semblance of control over their life and whatnot"
#Hgrgggggrhhrgghhh I love writing characters being like this but it's always a big fear#I don't wanna come off like I'm trying to be some edgy kid who's like: “And then he went INSANE MODE!!! and killed EVERYONE!!”#Cause like#No#Please#I want this scene to be *good* and have a nice payoff because it comes after a long...long while of The Guy having the worst time ever#I want it to be unfortunately cathartic#In the sense that it's cathartic that he's doing this but it's also quite. sad and upsetting him seeing like this#Becoming somebody he always feared of being#And then thus being remembered as it for eternity#sp-rambles
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such is the tale of a ✨chronically online hypocrite✨
#(please forgive this old folk’s rambling for a hot min bc i need to get this off my chest somehow and in some way)#tl;dr: come and get into the hw idol series!!! we have ship discourse; more ship discourse; even more ship discourse#(yes ik people should be free to ship what they do b u t claiming a noncanon ship as canon and forcing it on everyone else is. not cool.)#yes yes friday’s mv was visually cute and ino.rin’s singing was peak b u t i feel like it has caused more harm than good in some way???#i cant b e l i e v e the jp hwtwt beef over friday’s mv is still going on mannnnnnnnn#no less than 3 separate people have made posts along the lines of#‘p l s stop using [official tags] to post about *[unnamed] non-official ships* p l s there’s a time and place for everything’#and n o n e of them even remotely run in the same circles yet they’re all banded together against a *certain* group lmfao never change hwtwt#lhy (esp yhy) shippers are always at the scene of the crime mannnnnnn#i cant see anything on their end of the naval battle (has every single lhy tag+account that i could think of blocked)#b u t it’s still really funny to witness on my twtdash against my will. i think i need to touch grass#‘kyhn isn’t canon either so why do you like it while being such a hater towards lhy—‘#great question!!!!!! it’s bc (disregarding the movie) they actually interact really well together~~~ like the honeypre event y k—#and also bc yukki treats hina really nicely all the time (even when she was being tsun and literally running from her feelings for him)#a n d hina loved him for who he truly was; even before his image change arc. and she also does her best to appeal to him and such~~~~~~~#but lhy. uh. they just bully hiyo 95% of the time and while they do look out for her bc they’re pals#they’re just pals. guys. and lxl have gone ‘uwu it must be u uwu’ to each other one too many times so shoehorning hiyo between them would.#be pretty weird ngl? esp since the ‘widely accepted’ portrayal of lhy as a trio is p much just hiyo x 2 dudes who dont even like each other#and. like. a branch of such portrayals usually seem to have aizo waft away from the ‘r/s triad’ to date mona instead which is. very weird.#some people just pick and choose aizo and mona interactions dont they. all they see is the umbrella scene and go ‘ah yes. canon’#they dont even read further to see how mona doesn’t even use the umbrella after aizo leaves (clear rejection)#a n d how aizo doesn’t even remember giving the umbrella to mona + mona’s entire existence in general after that#and that’s not even counting the grudge mona refuses to let go of even after what looks to be literal months#so for certain shippers to just casually shoo aizo out of the hiyoharem and into mona’s unwilling arms for the sake of yhy is. weird.#and like. shouldn’t he and yujiro have a say in this?? they’re more interested in each other than hiyo so just how are they being commonly#portrayed as hiyosimps in fanon? im so confused… like. wouldn’t they be equally obsessed with each other (as w/ hiyo) if they were a rstrio?#aaaaaa get this off my twtdash plsssssssss pls see this post twtapp pls let this affect your dumb algorithm im tired of the ship discourseee#as funny as the ‘lhy vs the world’ naval warfare is it’s getting. um. very annoying!!!! and now im missing nagisa more than ever s o b s#plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspls influence the algorithm ragepost; ik big brother is 👀watching👀 so do your thing—#(pls feel free to duke it out with me too if y’all read this i need my birdsite algorithm to le a r n that i dont wanna see stuff like this)
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I swear to god, if Sonic movie 3 kills off Tom, I’m gonna be so sad
I am praying to the Sonic movie gods to not kill off the donut lord 🙏🙏🙏
Please let Sonic have the family he deserves and not lose any of them 😢
#I’ve been seeing so many posts online of people thinking that Tom will die#everyone’s theorizing that based off the trailer he will die#and meanwhile I’m over here in denial lol#I like that donut lord#he’s a goofy dad who’s trying his best 🥺#I don’t think I’ll be able to handle seeing Sonic’s dad die#I will actually cry if Tom dies#that or if shadow dies#if both of them die#I’m gonna drown in my tears 😭#I remember seeing people dislike him because of how much the second movie focused on him#but I liked him a lot!!#he’s not my favorite (not by a long shot)#but he’s still a nice character and a good father for Sonic!#they were so cute in the first one 🥺#anyways I’ve been seeing way too many posts about Tom’s potential death and I wanted to share my thoughts on it lol#please don’t kill off Tom Sonic movie 3 pleaseee 🙏#beans thoughts#beans rambling#beans way too exited over this movie
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about last reblog, that's the thing that bothers me when people say likes on this hellsite are useless. it's the idea that the only purpose for interaction is to gain visibility, go viral etc, when in truth gaining any traction on this site is honestly pretty useless unless you majorly break containment and even then it's dubious.
generally speaking, from what I've noticed, you gain numbers for either shitposts, dischorse, or information posts. shitposts are the best, because at most you just get funny tags or comments, but with the latter two you risk real chance of having the stupidest people on earth in your inbox telling you to kill yourself.
(well, I guess that's a risk with shitposts too, depending on the shit you post)
a like is a tool to tell the person making the post that you, well, liked their post. or just a little I noticed your post, buddy, but don't have the energy to comment. likes absolutely serve a function
#not to mention not all posts are meant to be shared#are you failing to gain commissions because enough people aren't sharing your commission info OR because it's the Everyone Is Poor website#i like likes#i just think they're nice#not everything is about reach#sometimes it's just interacting with your internet buddies#is it nice to share things to help people out? absolutely!#but please remember your followers and friends are not just for free adverstisement
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listen i also think 2b is hot but also i am very very tired of walking into the tags every now and then only to see sexy art of her this is not what im here for im here for the existential crisis
#snow speaks#i would talk more about nier automata if i could but ALAS EVERYONE IS TOO FIXATED ON HOT 2B...#I GET IT ME TOO !!!!!!!!! BUT ALSO PLEASE I JUST MISS THE EXISTENTIAL CRISIS THIS GAME GIVES ME GIVE IT BACK#aughhhhhhh#if i could id replay the game all over again#im at a point at least where i barely remember anything but quotes every now and then#so if i could play it then itd be like playing it entirely fresh !! and thatd be nice#but alas i cannot :(#and tbh like.#the thing with nier is that its not even the characters itself that gets me but the whole theme and story#the characters are only pawns and tools to the rest of the story#yes sure they have their own backstories and stuff but i think i could not appreciate them without enjoying the story itself#like i just love love love nier for how it focuses a lot on the idea of seeking out purpose for yourself#'a future is not given to you. it is something you must take for yourself.'#throughout the entire game you see the androids/machines try to find purpose and meaning in this otherwise meaningless world#does it blow up in their face? yes but to them that is a purpose to live#and enough to keep going#is that not what we're all doing? trying to wade through the waters of this world in hopes that we'll find a purpose to keep going?#i whhhhh i miss you nier automata#i miss just how much this game means to me and how it played a lot into shaping my view on reality and living#i dont think my words will ever suffice how much i love it#but i love it a lot#but yeah also like dont take this the wrong way either its just. im tired#if i could id kiss 2b but alas it was not meant to be :( (shes so pretty)#anyways hi#ACTUALLY IM NOT DONE HOLD ON#LIKE LISTEN#theres also this thing about attachment and suffering too that plays into it#the cycle of life and death and the cycle of attachment and suffering#many times these purposes these androids and machines find wind up blowing up in their face due to needing an attachment to their identity
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So I encountered my first "controversy" on here apparently many of ya'll don't like Rocketpoweredmohawk. And honestly, that's completely fine with me. I've got mutuals who are Lance Stroll fans and I'm a Danny Ric fanatic; so obviously the difference in taste doesn't affect me. I, however, received some, not very nice messages from some anons about me liking RPM, and how I'm apparently an ableist and a terrible person for liking him. Yet my goal in life is to literally be a Physical/occupational therapist for special needs kids. And I can already see it in my inbox, "You're a hypocrite for watching RPM and claiming to 'love special needs kids' " Like guys, I'm not. I simply like his content. I don't agree with 90% of the things he says. But I find it funny how he argues things. I like the way he edits his videos, and I like the fact that he's an English idiot in his garage yelling about F1 when there is more in life to be yelling about.
I'm gonna be extremely honest with whoever is reading this: I genuinely find it absolutely pointless for you to go after someone because of one piece of content someone you don't even know enjoys. It's genuinely a waste of time. Do you wanna be insulted and triggered by something? There is still a war in Ukraine. Ik the Israel x Gaza thing is the main news but Ukraine is still suffering. Yell about that injustice.
I never EVER wanted to hurt anyone, to trigger anyone, to offend anyone. I'm just a girl who likes to sit back and watch cars go around in circles for 2.5 hours. And after that time I like to go on the internet and talk about the cars. So because I never wanted to offend anyone, I deleted all my posts that mentioned RPM and edited him out any time I mentioned him elsewhere. So no one gets triggered. And to any neurodivergent people here, I love you and genuinely think you guys have better hearts than most normal people. I have so many neurodivergent friends and I teach neurodivergent kids and I love them so much. My little brothers had special needs as babies, they were born unable to move at all. I spent years in waiting rooms interacting with special kids. Honestly one of the greatest experiences of my life. I just want everyone to feel welcome here. Even if there's someone who loves a driver you hate, who cares? Let's just be nice, please.
#anonymous#formula 1#sorry#Please don't send mean messages anymore. Remember there is a human- a girl behind the screen#And this girl's been through some stuff and has trauma. So please be nice#be nice to everyone honestly#everyone needs love.#please just love <3#asthmatic posts#asthmatic speaks
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had a conversation about gym class with my friend who I went to school with today - it was depressing but also nice to hear that her experience with it (at that particular school) was just as bad as mine.
I don't think the way my school treated gym class was entirely normal tbh. it was completely different to the school I went to after, anyway. and everyone I talked to there only knew gym class to be a pretty fun, lighthearted thing. at my old school it was only about achievement, you had to be perfect, if not you were usually yelled at. and if you couldn't participate because you were feeling a bit ill (but not enough to stay home from school) you were ridiculed and/or insulted in front of the whole class. this happened with every gym teacher we had over the whole 9 years there.
it felt like two hours of punishment, there was nothing good about it. and it made at least the both of us feel like any kind of exercise/sport, especially in a group setting, was terrifying - for years after. even my much more positive experience at the other school I went to didn't make that go away.
#maybe my school really just sucked#I mean I already know it did. but maybe it did in even more ways than I thought#maybe it's a Gymnasium thing. idk. any Germans please feel free to comment if gym class at your school was like this#and it wasn't just because we were bad at sports or anything. I got very good grades in gym class at the other school. and my friend does a#ton of different sports now and everything#I remember there was a girl in my class who got a 1 (the best grade) in every other class and a 4 (out of 6) in gym class. and the teacher#was so fucking awful and gleeful about it. he made fun of her so much.#I'm pretty sure I was about to get a 6 in gym class right before I dropped out - and that definitely played a part tbh. I just couldn't#spend one more second with that gym teacher. he was horrible and gross and mean (and sexually harassed girls at another school! but of#course he was still allowed to teach at our school!! ľ#anyway. gym class was the worst part of my (already not great) life from 11 to 19 so I hope all my old gym teachers break both their legs :)#except one. he was really nice to us and didn't do any of the stuff the others did. but we only had him for a year in between all the other#ones so it wasn't enough :(#like one of our (female!!) teachers would loudly make fun of girls who said they couldn't participate because they were on their period and#in too much pain.#in front of everyone. when we were like 13.#I hate that woman more than any of the others.#lol it's funny how like half of my issues are because of my parents and the other half is because of that fucking school#I will never forgive my mother for forcing me to go there and never letting me change schools even though I asked to for 8 fucking years#personal
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the specific catch 22 situation of wanting more dewey 2 content (always, forever, i'll never give up on you babygirl) and also wanting to puke in my mouth a little when i see him in leafs colors.
im suffering for you connor. we're both in this together
#if you're new here: hi! i am a hater!#god why are those jerseys SO UGLY. i feel like they shouldnt be? blue and white is a nice color scheme? but this is atrocious#remembered to turn off reblogs on my hater post everyone be proud of me please
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ended up dancing for several hours today to a bunch of old choreos, kpop songs, and all that tonight. felt so cathartic and nostalgic aaaaaa
#jj.txt#mainly just posting these here so maybe i can remember some good times and funny things later on#feeling a lil sentimental these days#just felt nice to reconnect with good memories and disconnect from the world for a little bit#and to get some exercise again#bc i do little bits of stretching or other stuff but like my lazy/depressed ass normally just *exists*#hope everyone's been having a better/good 2024#love yall. best wishes. miss yall dearly. please take care and stay awesome you beautiful people <333#xoxo jj <3#(or aerin or whatever sideblog/admin name you know me as hahaha)
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Fleabag
"People make mistakes... that is why they put a rubbers in the end of pencils"
#personal post#So i kind of forced myself to finish Fleabag season 1. Since the beginning i knew was not something i would see for pleasure#of course was very difficult as 1) i have become sex repulsed once again and 2) she is really fucked up. She needs a terapist#it was a recomendation from them and i knew i just see them in the character facing similar problems and similar way of thinking#the last episode hurts a lot and hurts me more after what happened between us. the decisions they made. the way it ended again#i know they wanted to talk about this. i shame myself once again as i was so late to do so. But yet again. i was right about my fears#about how i saw them reflected in her. how they were taking a similar bad road in life. how they mental illness was going to mess up all#after what happened with him. how they did not said anything. how they just give it all to please him and make a nice memory for him#after how they let him just go full gallop and basically let him use them in the most vulnerable moment so far...#i can only wish they learn. that they realize. that they finally could apply something from the life of another person. even if is fiction#after finishing this season. i can understand and let the anger that i had in me vanished just as fast as it came#but the sadness will remain. the event will remain. the need for me to stay away will remain. i can not help them anymore#it will only hurt me not being able to help. to feel powerless meanwhile i just see them going a downfall. mistake after mistake#i could not bear to see the person i cared the most being that fucked up and not try to help. but i already did that mistake. it finished u#my role as a caregiver is still so mixed within myself. as since my mistakes i would not force nor try anything without them doing it first#so. for them that are indecisive yet impulsive. that are people pleaser even when it hurt them deeply. naive with a gold heart#that want to be friends with all as they feel so lonely. Prisoners of they body and themselfs...#going that softly versus everyone else who is more assertive (even them in a impulsive moment) was not going to work just with words#but i can not do it in another way. i am more sensitive and delicate than one could guess just by looking at me. is not in my nature#forceful? nope. without caution? no. fast? no. i can not hold anger. i can not be unforgiving. Even when i always remember#i can still do damage. just not in a convetional way and is mostly involuntary. i am far from perfect but i am also far from terrible#i am a person who also had done mistakes. But being honest. excepting one i never did something so bad i could not forgive myself eventuall#and i say all this because even with all the pain that is forcing myself to stay away. i just hope they could find a healthy road again...#without the need to make more mistakes or do such things that they may not be able to fix or came back at all...#for them to not regret still being alive. to be happy in a good way without destroying themselfs#i just hope i can be able to see that one day. even if is just from far away and as a total stranger#because i like thing no one else would see and enjoy they beauty in they own unique way#vent post#vent tag#tw vent
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