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#delete later#please let this be the only email#please don't let anyone else find out about this#i think i would fucking die if anyone else here knows this crazy person is trying to destroy my life#i don't want any of my coworkers to know or anyone in the dean's office or even my roommates#please please please
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god why am i so fucking stupid. having adhd is truly a curse and i hate bearing it
#not to vent on main but. fml actually!#in my health assessment lab we had this case study assignment to do and i freaking. misunderstood all of it so bad#idk why but for some reason i thought we were supposed to make up a patient ourselves for it#…we were not#no :) we were not :) there’s a freaking. TEMPLATE for the exact patient we were supposed to do it on in the module#that i opened once and then forgot about because adhd just works like that#and now im literally . kmsing because we fucking . we fucking presented these orally in class#and i was only half paying attention bc i was (incorrectly) documenting my (made-up) patient information on the record#and i thought it was weird that like 2 or 3 people seemed to have VERY similar patients but did not question it further#…which is to say. i may be stupid.#and now i feel like dying because im gonna have to email my professor and TELL HER how stupid i am#and hope that she takes enough pity on me and my cursed brain to let me do it over properly#because my lab grade is now barely a 77 and i need a 75 to pass. and our final assessment is tomorrow.#i genuinely cannot live like this anymore im serious#i need a fucking brain transplant#anyway tl;dr guys please pray for me please please please im actually disintegrating rn#to delete later
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a choose your own adventure for REAL this time!!!
#sorry if you just got 27 emails ao3 posted one chapter instead of all chapters so i had to manually post each one and UGH#it's over now at least#anyway!!! enjoy!!!#rqg barnes#rqg carter#do i get points for originality?#please let me know if you spot a mistake i can only stare at it for so long before words mean nothing to me#christ i hope the chapters all line up
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having another one of my job-related crises
#where are the jobs for blokes that do fuck all. where are they!!!!!!!#i am quite literally looking for jobs where you do nothing. you do not understand how much i dont want to do anything#granted my current job has a certain amount of doing nothing in that i have the time to look for jobs where i do nothing#but i want to do even more nothing. do you understand#if i lived on my own i probably would consider some weird night shift job#but its probably better i have the routine i have living during the day like a normal person#despite the drawbacks of my cursed routine#where are those jobs i see people making tiktoks about where you do fuck all in the office and send like one email a day. id kill for that#my dream is to be paid for like. mostly sitting somewhere where i can work on my needlepoint#id even do mindless data entry. PLEASE pay me for mindless data entry i love repetitive tasks. if you let me listen to music im unstoppable#ive come across a couple data entry jobs but i think they always require a college degree#and its like oops sorry i never had the time or money for that! still dont! however i can promise you my autism is qualification enough#my dad talks about the market research jobs he used to have and how for like the entry level jobs there#there was clearly so much goof off time they were playing early computer games and shit#but there were like so much more data entry jobs that i guess are obsolete now bc of technology#and its like yes technology good but theyve destroyed an important job category: jobs where you do fuck all#whenever i have one of these crises i also check out gigs n jobs on craigslist and unfortunately everything there seems so sketchy#like every 'personal assistant' job sounds either super pervy or like im going to get serial killed#i should get paid a million dollars a year for doing nothing at all i think#anyway once again my only option is my successful director dreams. would be great if theyd actually happen#<- guy that doesnt spend enough time actually working on creative works in progress#well anyway. such is my mental state today thank you for your time
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#shedinja#now THIS is what i'm talkin' about! i love shedinja. i think it's a very unique pokémon and wonder guard is very *cool* if only it were ever#y'know. relevant. this thing is weak to way too many types for it to be relevant but like it's still cool in concept i think#you kinda can't tell what it is from this angle but that's why you have me here to tag it so you do know what it is#so. bit of a life update for you all. i accidentally deleted some semi-important files i needed for work. like two weeks ago#and i didn't realize i did‚ bc they were inside a folder that i deleted. but i didn't need the files at the time and i hadn't for months#i hadn't used those files since like last year. but now i need them again and i just realized that i deleted them two weeks ago#by accident? and now i need them again. to be able to do my work. so i'm actually queueing this guy and the next guy up#while i'm supposed to be working. as i've just sent an email to my boss being like Haha Hey. Do you Have a Backup of tHese Files……… PLease#and i'm hoping DESPERATELY that she does. if she doesn't i'll have to fucking reverse engineer them which i am not excited for#if it comes to fruition. so i'm just hoping she has a copy of them. feelin like shedinja against a fire-type rn fr i swear#i'll let you all know what she says when i get her response. if i get it before i'm done queuing up shedinja and whismur#spoilers. whismur is next but you could just look up the natdex numbers. and know that whismur is next#also don't tell me to look in the trash. on my computer. i know they're not there. for one i checked and for two they couldn't be there#because i rm -r'd the folder. i didn't just right-click delete that shit. i killed that shit. it's GONE#you might be asking me… why would you do that! and i would say? i did not know these files were in there#you didn't ask for all this information so i'm cutting it off here
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Who gave Sondheim the right to write a song as bittersweetly perfect as Sorry-Grateful?
#company#company musical#stephen sondheim#please please let me have the chance to work on that show someday#even if only so I can sit and hear that song from backstage#it’s one of my favorite musicals but if I’m choosing to listen to it it means I’m very confused or stressed in my (lack of) romantic life#in this case I’ve gone on two dates with a really really great guy but am unsure how to move forward#and it’s like deciding to date him opened my eyes to other possibilities and I’m like Hope what is happening#including a new guy who I’ve only JUST met like barely 2 weeks ago but in a few ways he’s like perfect on paper#including the fact he works in the same field as my dad and has actually emailed him in the past#and at the bar we and a bunch of other people were at he took the time to rave about my dad to everyone at our table#and explain how much he admires him from the few email interactions and his general knowledge of what my dad does#and I’m like ok ok major green flags#and yesterday was a hard day for him and I was witnessing it throughout our performance#and I was just finding myself feeling really really concerned and wanting to make him better#and now I’m listening to company and I’m like Hope. what. is. happening.
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#Pittsburgh Penguins#this showed up a day or two ago#in my email inbox#it's lovely#but please don't let it be the only Christmas *gift* the Pens offer this year#no ITR#at least give us some sort of Christmas video#if the players *truly* don't want to reenact a movie#fine#(and no jump-scare Santas -- ugh)#but surely they can offer *something*#please
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i wish someone would talk about me the way john turturro talks about burt lancaster
#he said smth like you don’t see people MOVE like that there’s not many people in your life that make an impression on you physically like as#a physical presence where their body is integrated with their character#and he has a quote about burt being one of the very few old Hollywood performers who only got better w time#please mr turturro let’s exchange emails#ive got to watch his adventures in movie making interview on criterion bc i love the way he talks about movies
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Why did no one come to office hours? I specifically suggested it.
#xoxo a girl who never went to her professors' office hours in undergrad#i wrote on so many end comments of rough drafts: 'if you want to talk about [revision suggestion] more you can stop by office hours'#and i was even emailing back and forth with a student who said she was going to come#but no one did :(#i think going over the assignment rubric today is going to kick a lot of asses into gear#it's due in a week! and so far i've only received three drafts i'd give an immediate A to#but the whole point of the assignment is learning how to revise their writing#let me help you. please.#personal#i anticipate there will be a lot more grad school blogging in the future my apologies
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well. woke up. too worried to go back to sleep. too sleepy to do anything else. we'll be here i guess hgghf
#maybe we should finish those questions or something. or prep for school. what's there to prep?#we should make a checklist. of course you'd say that. i'm right though.#sigh okay maestro have at it then.#certainly. please make sure we have these items: wallet. laptop and charger. phone and charger. tablet and tablet pen. earbuds. water.#brush your teeth and hair. what outfit are we wearing?#bluebird shirt? and the comfy pants. boots. don't know if we're gonna need the jacket but deb's gonna want it when he's up.#we'll take the subway and walk to the cafe we scouted out. we can order the waffles they have since yearning wants them.#we'll sit and. either draw or play more rhythm game depending. until adequate time has passed and we can go home.#if anyone asks the classes we took today were pre calc and python programing. maybe another one i'll think of somethin.#if at any point they email us back we HAVE to respond asap. this HAS to go through we cannot pretend to go to school forever.#blender is good sure but there's only so far we can stretch this lie.#anyway besides all that lets enjoy the day gang!! we really havent gone out in a while huh? we're getting waffles at a cafe!! :D!!#maybe a slushie for home? no we still have ice cream. finish the home treats first then we'll talk. alright fine :/#whatever. anyway our alarm rings at 6:30 and we're still not tired so let's do something maybe?
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bite bite bite bite bite bite
#aghhh yall im so sick of my school#they still havent let me in to see the courses#its bEEN 2 ENTIRE WEEKS#AGHHHH#PLEASE I JUST WANT TO STUDY!!!!#ive been sending several emails daily bc ive had issues every step of the way#couldnt register bc the courses didnt appear#had to contact a teacher to do that#then they never showed up on the platform#so i had to contact other people to hopefully get that solved#they reply once every 2 days if im lucky (i am not lucky)#they asked for proof that i had paid even tho the pay limit wasnt there yet#couldnt pay online bc the platform is messed up#had to go to an oxxo then dend them a photo; they havent replied#its been 2 days#then i check and the platform doesnt even say i paid!!!! it just says not paid!!! hhhhhhhh#so i had to send *another* email#i asked the teachers for the class work and only one of em replied#i ask my classmates and theyre all too busy with other administration bullshit to help!!!#aghhhhhhhhh#this is my villain origin story btw <3#shut up sheo
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hell is when i'm FINALLY sleepy at a normal nighttime hour, but I have to stay up to make an international phone call about ordering some fancy stuff from europe for my dads 60th bday, but THEN they don't even pick up the phone.
#tag#alisdair please i told you im west coast and you answered one (1) of my emails and stopped responding#i would like to give you large sums of money if only you would let me
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genuinely truly wholeheartedly cannot fathom people who go running before work. what do you mean you don’t get out of bed 10-15 minutes before you need to be fully dressed, breakfasted, equipped, and out the door? why would you voluntarily wake up SEVERAL hours early and go get sweaty in the dark and cold and then have a shower in the MORNING only to go to work all day?? incomprehensible.
#context: my housemate and I went for a run/walk this evening and we remarked on how nice it was and how we should do it more often#but realistically the only way we'd be able to do it during the weekdays is before work#which like. lmao.#I'm sorry but your insomnia and my insomnia do not line up enough for this#the only person who comes to mind that I actually know does this is my high school ap chem teacher#but she also got her phd at 25 so she doesn't count#I do like running in the mornings the few times I've done it!#but the only way we'd be able to get it done before work here is well before sunrise#which I am intrinsically opposed to#and also if I have work right after I can't just come back home and go back to sleep or slouch on the couch for 3 hours straight#I was going to say something but there was this HUGE gust of wind and rain and other noises lashing my window and I forgot what it was#anyways in summary I still don't want to go to work tomorrow#and I'm rrrreeeaaaaallllyyyy hoping that the ‘don't want to be here’ energy of Friday carries over to today#phenomenal job on Friday 6 out of 8 of my co-worker's people didn't show up#I yearn for that sort of attendance#please. please give me nothing to do. let me catch up on my other stuff. you do not need to come in for this. this can be an email.#(to be fair I would also hate it if it were an email sdkjfhskfjh)#(...yeah actually maybe don't make it an email)#(but please please PLEASE no more backstories tragic or otherwise)#(please let it just be simple and straightforward enough to finish all my notes as they come)#(I still have to do Friday's because I slept like all of Saturday and half of today)#ah shoot and I still need to study...#you know what. I'm gonna have to say it: I miss December#Cheese's personal molasses#Cheese evaporates about...job??#okay I should go to sleep now and stop fantasizing about a tree missing everything but landing exactly across our driveway#rendering it impossible for us to go to work#OKAY STOP WHINING#IF WE MAKE IT THROUGH TOMORROW I'LL LET YOU DO SOMETHING ART RELATED A N D EAT SOME COOKIE DOUGH HOW'S THAT
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boooo my sneaky plan to find out my potential new managers last name failed
#im not trying to do this for creepy reasons im doing it so i dont sound like an idiot at security tomorrow#bc in our limited communication so far i have only known him by his first name. and i feel like thats weird if i just say that at security#like yeah im meeting with so and so. no i do not know their last name. please let me in#like maybe itll be fine but just eugh#anyway my plan was to ask for this dudes email bc i know the company emails are like first initial last name#and i was like hey i can email you my servsafe certification if u want.#but he was like ok you can email it to me on your first day. buddy#and obviously its too weird just to ask someone WHATS YOUR LAST NAME like jeez#god.#and i cant find him trying to like see if he has a linkedin or something#oh well#much of life is sounding like an idiot it has happened before and it will happen again
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feel bad for my twitter commissioners for getting messages back like a week later sometimes but that website keeps going down at the most inconvenient times like 8′^))) pls god can ppl go back to doing comms by email again
#I always put my email there but everyone takes the dm option only nowadays#big sigh#textoverlord#elongated muskrat please let me use ur website without it fucking up
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no thank you, Renta 😳
#Renta please just tell me when the akudama manga gets translated this is the only reason I'm letting you send me emails#please please please I don't need yaoi emails#rave ramblees
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