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Finals week 🥰✨
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Hey, question for all the other sapphic folks out there:
Do you ever find that there’s often a definitive answer for the age-old, “Do I I like her or do I want to BE her,” question?
Like, I’ve been thinking about this a lot (mostly because I’ve been back to questioning my sexuality), but I find that looking back, whenever I’ve had that conundrum it can be resolved with, “You like her, and want to imitate her in order to make her like you back.”
And like, historically in my struggles with internalized homophobia I’ve rationalized, “I’m jealous and therefore I hate her and I need to be in competition with her.”
But has it been like that for anyone else? I don’t know if it’s just a me thing or a common experience
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i’m sorry but this is so shitty. i get not wanting to see nsfw of your characters, and i totally respect any creator setting boundaries and asking people not to send them that stuff. HOWEVER, you have to accept that once you make your characters public, people are going to treat them in ways you don’t personally like.
making a COPYRIGHT FORM so people go on a witch hunt, just so you can copyright strike them (falsely, mind you. fanfic and fanart fall under transformative works) is such a gross thing to do.
it doesn’t matter if the characters were based off your childhood, or personal experiences. it doesn’t matter how tightly you want to guard them and keep them safe and pure. the only solutions are setting boundaries between you and your fanbase, removing the characters from public eye and stop making content for them publicly, or learn to ignore it.
going all anne rice over people sexualizing a character is not the way to go though.
#i’m gonna keep it a buck. idk what yaelokre is. but my point still stands#this briefly happened w welcome home too. but i think clown learned to ignore it#i’m really struggling not to call the creator of yaelokre a shitty person btw. bc this is bad.#proship#profic#proshippers please interact#pro ship#profiction#anti anti#pro fic#yaelokre#🏁🎸
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THE BRAWN 🏏
#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#dead boy detective fanart#Edwin is the brain Charles is the Brawn and I’m the struggling artist#please look at the jar of bees I love them#save dead boy detectives
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If you have trauma as a result of dealing with delusions and/or psychosis, your trauma is valid.
Trauma is largely about how you feel and how something impacts you. And even if you know something isn’t “real”, it doesn’t mean your feelings aren’t real. And it doesn’t change how real it feels to you.
#my post#your trauma is valid#I really wanted to write a post validating this#because I think it’s so important#but I’m worried I used poor wording#I want to really be sensitive to people who struggle with these sorts of things#so please always feel free to send me an ask if I’ve used terminology I shouldn’t or whatever else
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I’m a simple soul
I see a hot blooded trauma fueled man with an ego and daddy issues become an unwilling single mother who then steps up after multiple trials and errors to grow into a proper parent that fights tooth and nail for his daughter AND face said daddy issues head on for the betterment of his child thus reconciling and healing his own relationship with his father and bringing an enthusiastic grandpa into the mix
and I crumble
#Kenji Sato#Ken Sato#Ultraman: Rising#Ultraman#KENJI SATO THE MAN THAT YOU ARE AND BECOME!!!!!!! BECAUSE OF HIS PARENTS!!!! AND HIS OWNS STRUGGLES AS A FATHER!!!! FPR HIS DAUGHTER!!!!!!!#ULTRAMAN RISING IS SO SO SO SO SO GOOD Y’ALL GO WATCH IT JUST DO IT!!!!!#IF THE MOVIE HAS ENOUGH HYPE THEY’LL DO A SECOND AND THIRD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WATCH IT#God I have so much to say about this movie and everything about because it’s such a beautiful film both visually and story wise and I love#the themes and characters deadass all of them were entertaining and fascinating in their own ways!!!#I’m planning to watch it later with my family I want them to see it it’ll be so much fun!!!#Ani Rambles#Happy Fathers Day folks!!!
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been watching a lot of hermitcraft recently and am happy to report that i am hopelessly endeared by these little goobers 💕 they’re like bugs to me
close ups under the cut!
gonna be real this was absolutely just me taking the opportunity to get my grubby lil mitts all up in their character designs lol i heart interpreting mc skins
#my post#my art#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#oh boy here we go#zedaph#tangotek#bdoubleo100#bdubs#rendog#falsesymmetry#stressmonster101#iskall85#cubfan135#goodtimeswithscar#WHY are there so MANYYY (<- is the one who drew that many)#anyways i love them they’re so…………#also just for the record i have Peaked with that lil ouppy rendog just LOOK AT HIMMM#i will never draw anything better than that he’s literally perfect#don’t. don’t worry about how long it took to draw one tiny thing it definitely wasn’t embarrassingly long struggling with dog legs#i’m also really proud of horsegirl bdubs giving his horf a big ol ‘MWAH!’ but that’s just because that one’s real cute :)#but yeah this was just a lil somethin somethin i poked at whenever i was in a Mood and needed something to draw forrr however many months#i tried challenging myself to draw hermits i probably wouldn’t much otherwise :)#it was fun i love designing my interpretations of various skins#it was really funny tho how i was fighting for my LIFE drawing zed and meanwhile ren and stress turned out perfect first try#was that purely on me for giving him wool and a terrible angle to draw a face at?#……..yeah probably but STILL#but i’m really pleased with how he turned out so 100% worth it babyyy#anyways posting this so i’ll stop poking at it i’ve gone ‘okay it’s Officially Done’ like 5 times now lol i need to leave it alone#POSTING THIS AGAIN BECAUSE I FORGOT TO TURN ON A LAYER AND DIDN’T NOTICEEE IF YOU SAW THE OG POST NO YOU DIDN’T
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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender
…..I made the moodboard….
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha#I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#it’s just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy#it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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season six spuffy is also nuts bc spike is clearly like. please just tell me i’m good and let me sit at your feet on the off chance you want to give me scraps and buffy WANTS to hold his leash (and yank on it) and she wants him to bite her hand so she has an excuse to hit him except. that sort of urge would upend the status quo (not just in their relationship but again, the bedrock the slayer/vampire dynamic is built upon) so instead spike has to play the corrupting influence to buffy’s reluctant and seduced white knight and it doesn’t fit either of them anymore!!!!!!!! spike says “you belong here in the shadows with me” but it sounds like “i accept you for all that you are and nothing in the dark could resist you” spike says “stop me” but it sounds like “tell me what you want” spike says “look at your friends and tell me you don’t like getting away with this” and it sounds like “isn’t this fun isn’t this worth Being Alive”
#like they’re framed soooooo big bad vampire seduces and manipulates struggling buffy but all he’s doing!#is saying i understand and i’m here and ill do anything you’ll let me do i just want you to ask for it and your friends are being SO shitty#why aren’t you mad at them instead of me#also most importantly: hello buffy can i please finger you.#btvs#like sorry i’m supposed to be against this????
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i still can’t get over how arcane s2 mel - jayce - viktor arcs are exactly how i pictured s5 el - mike - will arcs respectively.
#tell me i’m not the only person who sees it#everything from mel discovering her true self on her own#viktor dealing with a corrupted mind and being taken hostage almost by a stronger power#and jayce’s entire arc being saving viktor and his people#like…#el discovering her place in the world and growing strong#will struggling with his connection to vecna and being under his control#mike saving will and the others because he’s the heart#it’s the exact same. stwriters PLEASE deliver#byler#stranger things#thoughts
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When u wanna fall in love but he can’t stop thinking about the plight of the common folk 😔✊ @shepherds-of-haven
#shepherds of haven#halle beren#shoh#trouble alder#cog games#if games#I was bullied into putting him in blue#broke my own canon#can’t believe this#wait it goes against ACTUAL canon#tbh I was struggling for a palette#I haven’t drawn for months then went back to this sketch and haven’t slept#I’m broke but I still love hiiiiiiimmmmmmm#TROUBLEEEEEE LET ME HITTTTT#I CARE ABOUT THE PEOPLE TOO BUT PLEASE#P L E A S E
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Now I finally have motivation to practice drawing fighting poses —> just draw Wind Breaker characters LOL
#please ignore the terrible hands im struggling#I spent 45 mins getting them right and I’m still not happy-#wind breaker#suo hayato#digital art#AirArt
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something about that desert
#trafficblr#trafficsmp#traffic series#traffic smp#third life#3rd life#desert duo#desert duo fanart#maybe scarian? can be interpreted however#gtws fanart#gtwscar#grian#grian fanart#look at my pookies they r so still in that desert#i am a big scarian/desertduo fan it’s kinda random but i wanted to try draw them#i struggle drawing men a lot so i’m super proud#anyways if u have any desertduo fic recs please i need more
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LORD HAVE MERCY 😫
#4kota#good god woman!#i’m struggling#ugh 😩😩😩#PLEASE LET ME BE TRISTANS STEP MOM#PLEASE ELIZABETH#mokushiroku no yonkishi#elizabeth#elizabeth liones#meliodas x elizabeth#seven deadly sins#the seven deadly sins#tristan liones#four knights of the apocalypse#anime and manga#tristan#lancelot#percival#gawain#arthur pendragon
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still trying to figure him out through a major art block aaaa
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not the Logan documentary making me cry 😭
#he’s worked so hard and it all seems to be spiralling out of control now#the hopefulness and positivity of this little doc vs how the last year has been for him (not to mention last weekend) is so crushing#i’m not denying he had quite a few self-inflicted struggles in 2023 but he’s also just been so unlucky#and the number of people hating him not even bc of last season but based on only TWO races of this season…..#a bunch of guys were stuck behind the kmag train in jeddah but unsurprisingly logan’s the only one i’ve seen get crap for it#cmon kid prove everyone wrong this year PLEASE 🙏🏼#may Williams’ humiliating decision last weekend light a fire under his butt like never before#logan sargeant#ls2#formula one
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