#please free me from my sadness-

[n41r]

No days passed without me getting sad about Pet Society

I have tried other pet simulation games, but nothing can really replace the void that Pet Society left on my heart

[thekittyokat]

you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

[kastillia]

[cheezyhamster]

Mmmmmmagazine

I was thinking about @yumiiyummech’s fic for WENDY and I doodled what I kind of imagine the media was like around WENDY (idk if I’m explaining right 😢)

totally non-canon I just had a vision

ignore how bad the quality is uhh I had a big canvas and drew in a tiny corner of it

If the clothing is weird idk I don’t know anything about fashion or fashion magazines (I had to look up references for half an hour)

I’d imagine that the “secret to captivating smiles” would just be a segment where WENDY yaps about thinking about her loving parents making her happy or something and everyone’s like “aww what a sweet innocent girl”

[starfilledsky2810]

damn I yap a lot

tldr; im alive, sadly im still on hiatus, other stuff is fine now I just have new [physical] problems, you'll know when I'm fully back (give it another couple months) and comfortable, I'm in a [technically well-over] 3-month long ongoing depressive episode [not tryna do trauma olympics or make anyone feel bad btw it's all chill]

so sorry if I've left you hanging [with art or smth], I'll get to it in time, I promise [I may have unwillingly forgotten, likely not but there's a chance]

Hey, I'm alive, I have been for the.. almost 6 months I've been gone. Holy shit, I didn't even realise that it's been that long. I figured I should at least say something in case anyone is worried or wondering even though everything isn't solved yet, so, here. [under the read more so it's not flooding or anything]

Also, I figure I should apologise for venting on main and just leaving it up - this is all going to stay up because I need to keep it somewhere to aid with my memory issues - but, still, must've been a little weird

Absolutely not a good time to say all this [for me bc I haven't thought this message through] but I'm kinda half-back, just on hiatus from socials due to declining physical health. Really badly declining, I need help honestly

Originally, as you know, I was gone because I had a really bad fall out with my mother, but things pertaining to that have been solved now [except me not feeling 100% safe and trusting to my mother, that will never change. She's tried hard, I just wish I could find her reliable emotionally as well]. It's just that, since then, basically, all these physical problems that I don't understand have been royally fucking me up and messing with my mental too. It's messed with everything I love. I don't know what to do anymore.

Oh wait, where I was actually going with this, so

OK nvm I forgot but you'll see me around bc I've been talking to certain people trying to pretend like nothing's happened and I've made the kinda-silly decision to not fully come off hiatus or talk to other certain people before I'm okay again.

[a-s-levynn]

"Even if the sky cracks in mourning / And the heavens just won't open up for me" A Series of Small Offerings - II/12 - day20

[hot-cherri]

[rose-tinted-nostalgia]

I’ll never understand how a man I’ve begged to leave can pretend like I’m holding him hostage. I do, regrettably, need his support, and yet I’ve actively begged him to go over and over and over again, because I’d rather be homeless then live with this threat hanging over my head, and still, he doesn’t leave, and he pretends like he’s some god-tier husband and father, and I’m the nagging, helpless bitch of a wife who won’t put out, doesn’t appreciate his efforts, never lets him have a moment of peace, and is actively keeping him here against his will, killing him with some misery I’ve forced upon him, as if he’d allow me that kind of power.

[johndonneswife]

someone really should be talking about how difficult it is to plan a wedding - a gay wedding - when both of your families fucking suck

[lock-my-feelings-in-a-jar]

sad that there were more songs from russ in 2015 that are no longer anywhere, i need to hear them

[messenger-of-babel]

Surprise, I'm back early! Gonna start working on those part 2's (just for y'all) but in the meantime trying to write something new for food and I'm so primed into writing angst I don't know if I can stop now. Every scenario is just painful.

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

Seven Covers in Seven Days: WALKING PRACTICE by Dolki Min.

tagged by @asexualbookbird

Every day post the cover of a book you love and tag someone to do the same!

tagging: @batmansymbol (no pressure if you’re not interested!)

[hawkeyefierce]

so not only did i not get pwhl tickets, i also can’t watch the leafs game tonight? that’s some cruel and unusual punishment

[apollos-olives]

Where in Palestine are you from!! I’m from Deir Al-Ghusun in Tulkarm! (And fellahi but not here to bully you promise)

my mom is from al-quds (jerusalem) and my dad is from nablus but my family is from all over the place so !! kinda everywhere lol. but predominantly i'm nabulsi-qudsi, though i've only been to al-quds once because israel won't let me or my family in (other than my mom). i'm more connected to nablus anyway because i'm there more than anywhere else whenever i go back home lol. but lovely to see other palestinians out there!!

[rosicheeks]

oh yes you were at court! i forgot that was at the start of that post lmao. i've been to court twice when i was super young for drinking underage and then smoking lool it was so boring and long and shit but thankfully you were just there for moral support, i hope it wasen't such a bad thing your friend had to deal with! I remember seeing you post about moving but i forget if it was TO or AWAY from your parents but that clears it up. I totally get you on that though, i'm living at home right now and i feel kind of similar about not feeling comfortable in your own home. Its a bit different for me, but similar enough. Hell my stepdad even sleeps in the living room too! hes always done that so ive always felt like i had to be on eggshells when night time hit. I used to sneak smoking in the backyard back in the day myself, i got caught once when i was in highschool he made me throw all my pieces out which sucked big time. ahhh i love that, art! you should totally show more stuff on here too, at least if you're comfortable and its not stuff you'd wanna sell, i would absolutely love to see any of it 🖤i've dabbled in writing poems and things i planned to make songs, although only recently. I've always wanted to be a musician but my attempts at learning guitar over the years have never ended up lasting long and i try to learn singing but i just dont really think i can. plus i was always afraid of self expression so i never wrote until a few years ago. i still do, because music is so important to me (which is why i did pick 🎤!) and it makes me so happy but yeah. i have 2 shows im headed to in a few months even so im so excited 🥰my day though has been so boring, i mostly played video games and watched youtube videos. watched another episode of a show i've been watching called Silo, which i absolutely love. im so surprised you had room in your tags still after myself lmao, but i do that same thing i always talk in the tags! also i'm giving you tons of hugs and kisses 😘🥰 - 🎤

Hi hi hi ☺️ how are you doing lovely? 🥰

[mako-neexu]

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