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I am yet again promoting the ask thing with Past! Zaria chat please
forgot to say but you can ask the past versions of her parents too, if ya want
not expecting shit for them honestly but hey they’re there if ya want
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because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.
you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.
you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.
don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.
if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.
you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:
how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!
aren't you happy yet?
#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail''#ah tumblr...#writeblr#warm up#idk . having trouble writing rn#ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum#i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for#i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" .....#no.... not really.....#idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography#like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days#furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing...#this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey.#idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me.#i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will#actually ever happen#ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum
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Redrew a comic from AGES ago
#I’m trying so hard to improve my art#I feel like it’s at least a little better#just want to make it less flat#more 3-dimensional if you will#actually if anyone has any good resources for this plEASE SEND THEM TO ME#but also back on the ace attorney grind :)))#my art#ask#ace attorney#phoenix wright#miles Edgeworth#narumitsu#nrmt#Wrightworth#Apollo justice#athena cykes
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This... this is a whole different kind of psychic damage here. When nightmares got Marcille, we get to knew that her's biggest fear is outliving her friends. This isn't even canon probably, but look at this. This isn't a "I don't want my friends to die" kind of dream. This is a "I'm terrified of loosing my daughters, of something killing them, and being incapable of stopping it" kind of dream. It's so simple yet it explains perfectly the whole of chilchucks character. He loves, he cares, deeply. But he, or doesn't acknowledges, or doesn't know what to do with that knowledge.
Besides that. Someone had to wake him up after this. Imagine the devastation in this man after he wakes up. He just saw his three little babys murdered corpses (or maybe he saw them die, wich isn't better). He would possibly not talk about it, and that would worry the hell out of the party, because we'll, they see him all down and only one of them knows what he saw. Imagine being the one to pull him from that nightmare. Seeing this man, usually so composed, fuking staring with tears and terror in his eyes to the composes of what you can only assume are his daughters. It would be heartwrenching.
Idk, I love this man so much...
#dungeon meshi#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#if someone wants to write a fic on this#@ me#PLEASE I WANT TO SEEEE#or dm me so i actually see it#please#if someone makes something of this post...#swnd me an ask with a link#this post exploded i cant with all the notifs#i wouldnt know if someone @'d me#i did a tags recap down on the notes and wrote a bit of#chilchuck angst#for the simps out there#my shit
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A lil kiss on a boat because they’re in love
#I want to sign up for a con in December but they’re asking me for my merch and all of it is in China…#getting… made….#I do hope I get that stuff before October 13 cuz that’s when I have a con HAHAHHAHA#please pray for the timely arrival of my enamel pins#mxtx#art#wangxian#忘羡#魔道祖师#mdzs fanart#mo dao zu shi#lan zhan#lan wangji#cql#the grand master of demonic cultivation#the untamed
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pov your ex held your collection of thrifted spoons hostage for over a year (not entirely his fault, they got mixed up in his things during a move and you did not realize it, though he did adamantly deny that he had them) and reached out to your roommate on instagram nine months post break up after being thoroughly blocked for several months just to ask if you were still roommates and then to very cryptically reveal that he had in fact found the spoons (among other, mystery items that he did not reveal and you also have no idea what they are) in his car that he had not driven for a year cause he decided to make the worst financial decision of his life and buy a tesla and then tried to coordinate a meet up to drop off said spoons and mystery items which you did not want but you do want your spoons so you told him to either mail it or show up to your place of work when you were not scheduled only for him to entirely miss the point and still try to see you, then you reveal that you do not want to see him so he finally says that he will put on his big boy pants and mail it (though him actually mailing it is entirely unlikely) and also aparently hes gotten a perm since the last time you saw him and it looks terrible
#anyone relate? no? just me? sigh#not a tag#from saph#for anyone whos asked oh why did you and brad break up#well you see#^^^^^^^^#you all have my expressed permission to use this as a fanfic plot if you would like please tag me in it i want to see it if you write it#hE HAS ALSO REQUESTED TO FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM AGAIN SIR PLEASE YOU TRIED TO BREAK UP WITH ME OVER TEXT
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survival is an act of rebellion. jim loves you SO MUCH. i hope this finds all of us who need it today. please stay alive so we can make it out together. sending so much love and strength
#star trek#star trek fanart#jim kirk#star trek tos#election 2024#mcspirk affirmations#please please please stay alive. survival is an act of rebellion. You are so loved and you are not alone ever#if anyone feels a doodle would be of any help to keeping your mind off things dm me or leave an ask and I'll try my best#you are so incredibly loved and things will get better if we stay alive and keep fighting tooth and nail#they want us gone and i will spite them with every cell in my body#queer
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spiraling
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#gojo satoru#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#the minute i realized how tg coded the composition n colours were i decided to turn it up to 11#i was racking my brain trying 2 figure out how to get the layered tissue paper look tht i talked abt ishida's cover art having#cycled through all my usual layer modes n nothing ws Quite right#until wouldnt u know it . divide n subtract!!!!! i NEVER use divide or subtract bc theyre impossible#but fr this??? its like they were made for it oh my god#it makes the greys look translucent n all my textures pop in a way that makes them appear splotchy n Bruised#which ws the whole point thts the Look god i am so PLEASED#when the layer modes tht notoriously get No love finally find their niche <33 peace and love <333#filing this away fr later i am going 2 have a lot of fun with this new information i think#im very happy w how the colours look n i dont think anything else wld have kept the right Mood#but i am always so >:/ when i have to use a palette tht forces me into giving megumi blue eyes#had to set aside th green eyed megu agenda fr the Aesthetic unfortunately#anyway i knew from the minute i saw it that i wanted to do smth involving the opening panel of 268#bc that panel is S tier#i figured tht if nothing came 2 me i wld just redraw it as-is bc it's alr so good but as i ws sketching i was like#u know what u havent done in a while? art tht looks like u r going Insane#art tht makes ur family ask whether everything is ok#so i once again tucked megumi's knees up 2 his chest and apologized insincerely to him fr making the third megumi angst piece in a row#:)
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are you an artist who wants to get away from big site-builders like squarespace & have a place to put your work that isn't social media? i threw together a super basic portfolio code template you can use to make your own website!
it should be easy enough to customize if you have a basic understanding of what html and css are. features include:
responsive to fit on different screen sizes
fairly compact — less than 300 lines of css, and you never have to look at anything after line 30 if you don't want to
customizable fonts, colors, image sizes, and decorations right at the top of the css
image gallery with a lightbox function (clicking an image to make it bigger)
free to customize to your heart's content!
enjoy! if you end up using it, please let me know; i'd love to see what you do with it!
blog post ✷ live preview & code ✷ tip jar
#kaylee.html#portfolio code#portfolio theme#neocities#artist website#neocities theme#neocities template#website template#note: i probably won't be able to answer too many questions about this since i have a lot of comic pages to do right now#but if you have questions that aren't answered in the code leave a reply & i'll try to help!#(please don't send asks with code questions though - i don't want to clog up my blog haha)
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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
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DPxDC Prompt #13
Danny was born in Gotham and ended up for adoption shortly after. The woman who birthed him listed the father on his birth certificate as The Batman. Everyone laughed it off as a joke from a woman who didn't know or didn't want admit who the father was. They left it be, but no one really thought it was true. It couldn't be. Right?
#DPxDC Prompt#DPxDC#Thought about going into more detail with the story my head is building here#But ultimately decided to leave it more open for anyone to take and build in any direction they please#That said if anyone wants to hear more about the version I got going on in here#Feel free to ask#I can do a reblog with my thoughts#After I finish work for tonight
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design lineup for these little lego guys
(individual profiles +hcs under cut ⬇️)






#hi please ask me about my aroace jay musings I have many#anyway yes I made almost all of them aspec this is my house I’m going to project as much as I want#ninjago#lego#ninjago nya#lloyd garmadon#ninjago kai#jay walker#ninjago cole#zane julien#i draw#ninjago redesign
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Comic under the cut:
“And all the kids cried out, ‘Please stop, you're scaring me’”
“I can't help this awful energy”
“Goddamn right, you should be scared of me”
-Control by Halsey
(There is no player influence or Chara taking control in this comic… just a scared kid trying to protect themself the only way they know how.)
#undertale#undertale comic#Undertale fanart#undertale genocide#papyrus#frisk#papyrus undertale#frisk undertale#floof draws#my comics#ask me about the comic please and thank you I want to ramble about the many different things here#this is my love letter to papyrus undertale#in honor of all the genocide routes he’s stopped#papyrus you are wonderful#undertale neutral#Undertale neutral route
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#this is just an april fools post please don't listen to this playlist i don’t want to know what it would do to a person#(but if you do listen to it. tell me about it i need to know what it was like)#hxh#hunter x hunter#link in replies btw. for the brave soul who asked
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Hello!! I hope you are having a wonderful day/night! I was just wondering if you have any good Levi fanfic recommendations? Preferably x reader and canon-compliant? Ik this is so random lol I just feel like you would have good recommendations!! And in general even if they aren’t x reader or canon-compliant. Your writing is so good and I just know you would have good taste🥰
Hi, of course, happy to share recs :D Excuse the length of this, but I somehow ended up giving you my 5+ years worth of i-am-once-again-hopelessly-addicted-to-Levi AO3 bookmarks, heh. I tried to categorize them best I can.
These beautiful stories are mostly x Reader, a few x OC. Please heed the tags & if you can, let the authors know that you appreciate their writing (:

LEVI x READER RECS
CANON* LONG-FICS (*some are pre-canon or post-canon)
Dust, Diamond by maotkitty
Death's Door by SongsOfApollo
Veins of the Citadel by cinnamads
Felines and Canidae by veratrance / @veratrance
Through Peril and Refuge by post_academic
To You, 2,000 Feet Above by PrettyxVenom99 / @prettyxvenom99
His Wounded Heart Beats For One by UrbanDeity / @urbandeity
North Star by sixpennydame / @sixpennydame
Silver Soul by oi_levi / @bibblelevi
First Time Anthology by Levmada / @rivangel
Freedom & Death by killerpillar / @killerpillar
silver underground by tothestrongones / @amywritesthings
One Brushstroke At A Time by missEmpress
AU LONG-FICS
Paychecks with a Side of Intimacy (sugar daddy AU) by Milmie / @leyyvi
A Soul Beyond Salvation (western AU) by ananimegirlhasnoname / @ananimegirlhasnoname
Lessons in Patience (college AU) by almondblossoms1000 / @capricornlevi
As the Sparks Die (zombie AU) by wellitcouldbeworse3
Project Arcane (urban fantasy AU) by missEmpress
The Romance of Reimbursements (modern AU) by taomyou / @taomyou
To Sing a Song of Steel (fantasy AU) by CaptainDegenerate
House of Cards (royalty AU) by darlingheichou / @h0neylevi
Percolate (coffee shop AU) by heichoe / @heich0e
Kintsugi (figure skating AU) by @humanitys-strongest-brat
BOUND BY DUTY (royalty AU) by mrsackxrman / @atruewarrior
dark side of the moon (sci-fi/yakuza AU) by sixpennydame / @sixpennydame
To You, 1000 Years From Now (isekai) by darlingheichou / @h0neylevi
Unspoken Words (modern AU) by chaos_on_main / @chaotic-on-main
ONE-SHOTS/TWO-SHOTS (AU and canon)
Melt by chimeragarden / @chimera-garden
Mise En Place by gothgril69 / @gothgril69
[watch me fall apart, watch me fall apart] by djmarinizela
the mortal price of crossing twice by heichoe / @heich0e
we're all alone, ride it by alleviate / @alleviate-ao3
Kiss It Better by oi_levi / @bibblelevi
It's a Wrap! by jayteacups / @jayteacups
Thundershower by Levmada / @rivangel
SHADES OF GRAY by mrsackxrman / @atruewarrior
One Step from Hades by silesy
waking reverie by captain-hawks
All Too Familiar by jayteacups / @jayteacups
Your Safe Space by humanitysstrongestbamf / @humanitys-strongest-bamf
Desperation by veratrance / @veratrance
Under the Mistletoe by youre_ackermine / @youre-ackermine
Welcome Home by FlameTrashira / @flametrashira
Tea and Therapy by misspearlmd
For the Living by BreakingGround / @thechaoticarchivist
Last category is a Levi x Erwin x F!Reader story that I always recommend bc it altered my brain chemistry.
this is a story of the sea by shinzouing / @shinzouing
I didn't go into specifics or share fics from Tumblr bc this post would never end but, if you want, check out my rec tag and go give the fics on here all the love they deserve <3
( also, adding to that: the stories mentioned in this post are simply what I've personally read, it is by no means meant to exclude other fics/writers. Truth is, I have not read everything out there as I am just one person, so if anyone has any recs to add, feel free to add and continue to show support for different creators! )
Happy reading!! Divider by @/enchanthings.
#sorry anon you might have been asking a few recs but i took this as an invitation to scroll through my ao3 bookmarks and go to town lol#(also: if any writers don't want to be tagged or their story mentioned please let me know and i'll remove you!!)#levi x reader#levi ackerman x you#levi ackerman x reader#levi x oc#levi x you#fic recs.#mail for flo.#lovely anons
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
Bonus:
#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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