#pleaee understand this
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I SWEAR TO FUCKCKING ANJSJDNSJBXBTHE DIVINE. I HAVE EXPERIENCED SOME ASPECT OF BEING HUMAN AND YET CRYPTIC BEFORE IN THE SENSE OF THE ILLUSTRATED SONG “HARPY HARE”, WHERE THESE INDIVIDUALS WHO ARE SO CLEARLY REPRESENTING A CONCEPT OR CREATURE THEY ARENT EXACTLY IN THE BODY OF AND YET ARE TOTALLY RHE SAID CREATURE.
LIKE, AHHCJCK IT WAS A FLICKWRING MEMMORY BUT I CAN TELL. I CAN TELL THAT SOMETHING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO BE PEOPLE AND YET ARE ANIMALS OR BEINGS OF ANOTHER FORM AT HEART HOLD A MUCH DEEPER GALACTICAL DEFINITION TO EXISTENCE.. LIKEznxnxjnzjskkbxkxbd
therians were always meant to exist, and people bonding over such a concept existed far earlier than the 2000s. Far far far earlier. I can litterally remember but I can’t CANT CANT FUCKING DESCRIBE IT.
Tell me you get it, right?
#alterhuman#silly#goober#otherkin#caninekin#therian#divinekin#divine illumination#Spiritual awakening#animal people#furry#creature#monster#dragon#being#cryptid#nonhuman#therianthropy#otherhearted#alterhumanity#sobbing#pleaee understand this#Cause my soul is begging to express this as I both desire to be heard and also hear others#WE ALWAYS EXISTED#LONG BEFORE THE TERMS DEFINED US#AND WE ALWAYS WILL#ITS IN OUR NONHUMAN NATURE#human experience#expression#pinned info
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kinda wanna write slow(ish)burn suegiku where one has feelings and the other doesn’t realize this
it could go either way. tetchou just being oblivious to everything jouno says. or the other way around and jouno just initially doesn’t return the feeling but it grows on him. hmmmm
#i could write both. that would pleaee my brain#i kinda wanna write jouno falls fiest since i dokt see that often#i also need to think of a setting general plot yada yada all that#i also have an ongoing fic i Shoukd be working on but i am kinda unsure where to go so i’m waiting#but unmmmmmmm hmmmmmmm yeah maybe sometime tonight or tomorrow i’ll start a jouno falls first#he has too much pride to outright admit feelings or something and tetchou is just dumb (affectionately) and doesn’t understand#axls rambling#suegiku
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kpop mutuals what are "girl crush songs", "official colors", and "cheshire"
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#pleaee ignore the hour at which I’m postinng this but#I think I understand the phrase ‘broken spirit’ now#it’s been what 3 days since the news and it still hurts#I was actually looking forward to the future for once and now it feels like I’ll never have one#trying to stay strong for my younger sibling because I’m the only other one in this house that understands#but it’s not easy when you’ve lost faith in humanity#what do I even say?#that everything is going to be okay?#because it’s not#personal#vent
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this fucking website would be infinitely more tolerable if people fucking tagged current events. it's so simple consider it. I've had it blacklisted for years but do i ever see it help me???? fucking rarely. I'm guilty of reblogging because nobody fucking tags it so i get set off but consider perhaps tagging currebt evehts so people suffering from sensitivities can enjoy memes without running in to untagged harrowing terrors and violent crimes and loss of human rights randomly unexpectedly even in meme format im exploding this websire with my mind fucking stop
#Funing fuming fuming#i reblog it bc I can't help it im literally hysterical hur i have no distraction from the pain that doesn't puy ne at high risk of getting#triggered for no reason#reccomend me blogs with strict no triggering shit rules please. pleaee#my dash is way too fucking slow to satisfy because I can't get myself to care about fandom#and nonfandon blogs love littering the blog w upsetting shit randomly l#atp im gonna ads every single country to my blacklist#and words like fucking 'rights'#probably a ton of celebrity names#im just fucking mad that i have to block a metric fuckton of words that will also block me from enjoying posts bc nobody wants to fucjing#tag#i understand not habing the capacity for individual shit but current events is right fucking there#ripping my hair out and screaming and vomiting
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Opinions on blood play, Ms Spit?
(…am I allowed to write it for Slasher!Pomni and Rags or would I be crossing a boundary of some kind 😭😭)
PLEADEPLEADPLEASEPLEASE ARITE IT !!! PLEASEEE ... if i told everyone on here my thoughts on blood play i would tuen into a full on nsfw account it would be worse than drawing tits and pussy out thats how nsfw it would be i love it sonuch none of you underatand how HOT and ROAMNTIC blood play is none of you woukd understand my LOVE for ir ... i love blood play somuxh ... haveyou seen the amount of blood and bitng i draw in my art forthen .. i drae as much as i possibly can for my demon x nun au art because .. god .. jesus schrist ...blood play is so fucking hot .. i love it sonuxh its actually my faveouite thing blood olay is better than sex in so many ways id rsther have someone drain tje blood from my body than have my pussy ate thats how much i enjky it more but ill srop there nefore it becomes too much but plese .. pretyypretty pleaee .. begging on my knees .... write bloodplay for them ..
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Zaneee you might be convincing me to ship JudeTrent 😣😣
PLEAEE PLEASE PLEASE THEYRE SO GOOD I COULD WRITE A GROCERY LIST ON EVERYTHING PERFECT ABOUT THEM💔
- Jude is the younger, taller one, which he habitually reminds Trent of and all he gets in response is a “Piss off”
- Trent being snarky and brash with Jude, but all Jude has to do is give him his stupid Bambi eyes and he’s like “okay fine fine- one more kiss, but we gotta get up for breakfast straight after-“
- Jude always adding “my” when describing Trent ,, he literally commented “my boy” on his post once 💔
- my personal headcanon is that Jude realised his feelings all so quickly, it hits him like a sack of bricks and he IMMEDIATELY loses his shit- like he can’t keep it inside for more than a few days before he confesses. Then Trent is just like. Jude we cannot do this. Like. Bad Idea. No. And Jude is like - that did not answer my question. Do you want me? And Trent just ,, gives in.
Baby snippet of my first fic to further convince u ~
Jude shakes his head back at him, Trent not understanding his unbridled awe. “Y’just don’t get it.” Trent’s expression falls slightly in confusion.
“Don’t get what?”
“The way I-“ Jude huffs in exasperation then smiles to himself at the absurdity of his circumstance. He grows frustrated with himself, and horrifyingly, Trent realises this too.
“Jude? Lad?”
Looks like he’s doing this now. Fuck.
“Can I come in? Please?” Jude asks, like Trent might say no. Trent just looks at Jude like he’s a precious thing before they wordlessly enter and stand in the narrow entrance to his room.
Trent leans himself against the door, arms crossed, stupid fucking biceps glowing in the evening light. Jude feels like punching himself in the face.
“It’s you.”
The words are laid bare between them. Jude feels stripped raw, his feeble form a spectacle in front of Trent’s own eyes.
“Gotta expand on that la’. Dunno what you’re on about.” Jude hears his voice shake slightly.
“You must know,” Jude pleads. “Don’t make fun of me, Trent.”
“Honest, Jude. Tell me.” Trent nudges Jude with his socked foot, pushing him closer to what may be the biggest mistake of his entire life.
“Told you the other day tha’ I’m into a lad, yeah?” Trent nods softly, he’s taken the pink fat of his lower lip between his teeth, taunting Jude. “‘S you. Fucks sake, I’m into you.”
“You don’t mean that.”
What? Out of all the responses Jude had anticipated, that had not been one of them.
“Why would I say it if I didn’t mean it? You hearin’ yourself? You hearin’ me?”
“You don’t want me Jude, not like-“ Trent sighs like he’s been put through the wringer and Jude feels a little offended. “You don’t want me proper. Don’t tell me you do if you don’t. Not summat to joke about, like.”
Jude’s mouth works before his brain does: “Lemme show you.”
Now it’s Trent’s turn to look taken aback, Jude swells a bit with pride, ever competitive. His shoulders are tense, muscle definition making it apparent. Trent studies Jude’s face as if he’ll find an answer somewhere in there, but his shoulders ease and all he can do is nod.
Jude didn’t plan this far ahead. Fuck. Oh god.
He’s running completely on autopilot as he leans in, slow, allowing Trent to stop him if need be. Jude’s nose tentatively meets his, rubbing up and down to prolong whatever it is that he’s doing. Trent’s eyes are big and shining up at him, as if Jude is standing at the head of an alter. Jude is almost certain he dons a twin expression.
“You don’t want this Jude-“ Trent tries again.
Jude cuts him off and leans in fully, bracing his hand on Trent’s hip, holding him like glass, firm as marble. Their lips meet and all Jude can do is exhale. Oh god, it’s all he can do.
Trent makes a soft noise at being interrupted mid speech, the noise caught in Jude’s mouth.
Trent pulls away, “Are you sure-“
Jude kisses him again.
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bpd culture is fuck ufuck fuck i thitnk she s my new fp pleaee i cant fucking do this. atleast she has bpd too so she'll hopefully understand but
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#borderline culture is#borderline personality disorder#bpd culture is#bpd#bpd culture#bpd safe#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd fp#fp#fp bpd
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@mylenapony11 pleaee you need to understand how much i love them
Can't finish this so I'll post it like this
Blorbos
I have more, but I'll finish them later (and I'm still resting, yes)
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Dearest my lovers and my admirers my wives girlfriends and lady my only pink lady please understand my under us not standing so I have someone new to bd part of our lives that so all k we kappor them togather pleaee tell her to keep quiet from the Messrs thet made I'm avoiding teknife safety reasons she has too many lurking dangers
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Cas is Bi
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TW: Talk about trauma, relatively light but still be warned. Also references to self-deprecation, read at your own risk.
Okay, I'm just gonna talk for a few minutes ok? Because the way people treat me like glass when i so much as mention my crippling lack of self-worth is not okay.
First I should clarify, I don't hate myself, not really. I'll say I do, but I don't. I love myself, but I don't like myself, hell, I would go as far as to say I well and truly dislike myself. And that's where people fuck up, they think that liking oneself or others is the same as loving oneself or others. They are different things.
Next, my lack of self-worth is partially the fault of my parents and peers when I was younger, and whilst that's still on me, them treating me like glass isn't gonna fix it.
My mum refusing to admit I have a solid basis for abandonment issues and mommy issues doesn't help, and the trauma a la Dad was the kickstarter for all of this for fucks sake? My mum ignored me when I needed her and bothered me when I didn't, she left me to fend for myself when I needed parental guidance. I was somewhere between 3 and 4 when my dad started grabbing my jaw and yelling at me to stop crying whenever I cried in fiont of him. He didn't stop until I was bordering on 11 years old. When my mum saw, she normally stood vy and watched, or ignored, what was happening. One time, one fucking time, she didn't, and I remember crying so much harder because it seemed like she actually gave a shit about my emotions for a second, but then that moment enddd and she went back to ignoring it. I still have a panic attack whenever I cray, and it's been years since he stopped. If someone gets close while yelling at me I flinch back, and lord help me if they grab for my jaw...
My point is, dancing around the subject doesn't help. It only really makes things worse. I'll be really ducking honest rn, whenever I say, "I'm fine" I wish someone would just say that I'm not and let me let it out, but that never happens.
My point! Was that people need to understand, those of us who are currnetly suppressing our emotions? We're people, humans, too.
And I swear to everything if my mum tries to guilt me when I'm explaining my shitty personal opinion about myself one more fucking time-
#rant#I needed to let this out#please#please just read it#I need people to understand this#new tag?#yes there is!#late night rants#pleaee forgive me#anyways#it's getting late#and I have one more post to put up tonight#so look out for that?#it should be up in a few minutes#it's a reblog/continuation of this one#goodnight!#or day/morning/afternoon/evening#whatever
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@aletterinthenameofsanity: #tenmartha is interesting *because* of the blatant attraction between them (and the way their arcs affect each other etc.)#woobifying ten strips so much interest/complicated dynamics from their relationship#also it's very clear why people do this *cough* racism *cough*#there are companions that literally snog the doctor w/out permission & that's considered more understandable than Martha *having feelings*
@twelvemartha: #it's very very telling how they coddle the doctor#as if he needs to be ? protected ? defended ? from martha#who they paint as this predator. which is the perfect word to use#why are they treating a black woman as the aggressor for having the audacity to have FEELINGS for someone?#after the shakespeare code martha never flirts with him again#because she realizes he doesn't feel the same way#in fact she actively HIDES her feelings#the only times she brings them up is when someone else does first#like just admit you hate martha for Daring to love the doctor - who 'belongs' to rose#and for having the gall to try and 'replace' her (see: accepting his offer of traveling with him)
@stewy: #when she's scared of SLAVERY he dgaf. when she's uncomfortable with sharing a bed with a stranger he dgaf.#he says goodbye to her after stringing her along for MULTIPLE trips (even though his precious boundaries said ONE TRIP!)#then immediately makes a shit excuse to spend one more night with her and when she's like hey i kinda don't want to be treated like discard
@rudestmechanical: #the thing is the thing is the thing is#ten wants martha to want him. he revels in the fact that she wants him.#he brags about the fact that she wanted him to donna! with zero prompting!#he wanted her to want him because then she wouldn’t leave him then he wouldn’t be alone#he wanted her to want him because then he’d have the upper hand.#he’s also. Constantly offering to kiss her. he does so in shakespeare code he does so in daleks of manhattan/evolution of the daleks#he wants tom to look like him he wants tom to look like him so bad he wants to be indispensable to martha#he wants martha to want him because then he can be weak with her and expect her to treat him exactly the same#more than any other companion he opens up to her about what he has suffered his weaknesses his fears#he is immensely brutal and inhuman and weak around her#see his breakdown in 42. see him screaming at the clone in poison sky even as martha tries to comfort her#he wants to die but he doesn’t want to die alone#he wants her there with him in the bus when he’s driving it off the cliff. but he wants her to want to be there willingly#this might not make any sense i just have lots of emotions about martha jones
@cherrypenny: #yeah among everything else it just further proves one of my incredibly firm beliefs#which is#the doctor understands human social cues flawlessly actually#it's just most of the time he doesn't care or pretends not to care for his benefit#look at this situation!! he seduced her and he was very aware of it#it was very intentional#and then martha is somehow weird for wanting him#for christ's sake
@agomen: #YES HE IS SENDING MIXED MESSAGES#ppl like to say oooh hes being soo clear that his intentions arent romantic#hellooooo??#i want you to watch her season from her perspective PLEAEE bcs she comes in not knowing all the things You know abt him#and if i was her id be like yeaaa hes gettting cozy with me sometimes and sometimes not but maybe hea just fickle idk#and see all the times where he pushes her boundaries!!#can we have the 900+ yo alien take some responsibility instead of blaming everything on a 23 yo black woman
the absolutely worst genre of anti-martha posts have to be the ones where they make her out to be some kind of predator. “oh, but he put up such CLEAR boundaries! martha refused to respect them and kept making him uncomfortable!”
…you mean the same guy that did this?
insane but i digress. also the same guy that did this?
even more insane. brother i promise you didn’t have to do all that. you could have spat and it would have worked.
also the same guy that did this:
you get what i’m saying.
my point is that he constantly blurs the lines of their relationship. kisses her, then tells her it was just a genetic transfer (doesn’t make sense), then he invites her to travel with him (oh just one more trip, oh just one more), shares A BED with her at HIS behest, and you lot can’t come to the conclusion that maybe martha is confused, that he’s sending mixed signals? no, she has to be a creep. get a grip icl
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Question for anyone who's voted before (us election specifically)
This is my first go-round at voting and I'm kind of lost... like obviously fuck Trump, I'm not racist lmao... But how do I figure out who to vote for and what are all of these positions even????
Do I have to vote for everyone or can I just vote for a presidential candidate and be done?
Can somebody who agrees with the fuck Trump philosophy give me some objective opinions on where to go to research this? I don't necessarily think that I'm Democrat or Republican but definitely fuck racists is kinda my overarching opinion lmao so uh,,, help?
#politics#presidental election#help#lol#personal#and if you have a problem with my fuck trump stance...#then bye racist#block me#or ill block you if you say somethin lol#also like#help me in simple terms pleaee#im a simple idiot of a man who doesnt like politics so i specifically try not to understand them
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#sometimes i want to have people i can talk to on a daily basis#to like y'know wake up to messages and actually talk in group chats and send one another pictures and stuff like that#because it's kinda hard to only have your blog as an outlet because there's no guarantee someone will listen or care or see it#and you delete your posts feeling shittier than ever#but then i remember that on average it takes me like 2 days to respond to a text IF i haven't forgotten about it#and i can just start ignoring people for nothing just because idk i forgot or i don't know what to say#and also that i avoid socialisation in every meaning of it like fire and skip all social events and wear headphones most of the time#and i understand that i come off very cold unfriendly and uncaring sometimes#and that if i was texting a person like me i would already get an impression that they hate me or don't care at all#and then i think that it's probably better to leave things as they are to avoid disappointing anyone and distressing myself#but it doesn't really help on the days like today and like all other days in general#i only feel connected to people through my fics now and that's probably why i dedicate a lot of effort and time to them#(still writing 200 words a say tho even with all that effort)#anyway#pleaee don't mind me whining here#i'll delete this in the morning i just feel like shit rn
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I posted 13,212 times in 2022
775 posts created (6%)
12,437 posts reblogged (94%)
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I tagged 2,055 of my posts in 2022
#my post - 106 posts
#liveblogging i guess - 53 posts
#school time school time school time - 21 posts
#work hate account - 15 posts
#amphibia - 15 posts
#kollok - 14 posts
#wtf - 13 posts
#kollok 1991 - 13 posts
#the owl house - 12 posts
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Longest Tag: 138 characters
#and my parents don’t understand cuz they’re always like “oh you’re such a smart girl just apply yourself” and they can’t see that i can’t!
My Top Posts in 2022:
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LET THEM GET MARRIED PLEASE I DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE I JUST CARE ABOUT THEM PLEAEE GOD PLEASE
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#4
happy 1000 days since unus annus started :’)
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it’s them <3
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straight friend groups be like: *blonde girl* *chad* *the funny one* *kyle* *brunette girl* *frat boy*
gay friend groups be like: *dead girl* *omnipotent god* *rich guy* *f(bi) agent in training* *secret nerd* *actually has morals* *omnipotent god p2* *too convincing for her own good* *fire* *sex joke* *means well but is stupid* *squirrel* *forgettable* *liquid shapeshifter guy* *invisible* *clone* *gay father* *the one who can drive*
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My #1 post of 2022
straight friend groups be like: *blonde girl* *chad* *the funny one* *kyle* *brunette girl* *frat boy*
gay friend groups be like: *anxiety* *golden retriever* *the only straight one* *trumpet lesbian* *clarinet lesbian* *soft girl i would die for* *book* *“ally”*
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