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#death stranding#finally finished it#played for more than 3 months#really something else#the story makes less sense than Chrono Cross#which I love#but still awesome#and captivating#and the scenery is beautiful
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As mentioned in the previous post, i have lost my entire mind
#okay YES I KNOW IM NOT CONSISTENT WITH THE SKIN COLORING#it is a little disjointed that suntwi are in their horse colours and the others arent#there is however a simple explanation!#that being that i didnt plan this out. at all#just been drawing these like a crazy person after not drawing in over a month#and i figured i might as well make a post of it#anyways these are like a college au of sorts#im rotating them around in my mind like a rotisserie chicken#RD is SUCH a jock frat boy type character to me ik its not strictly canon but IT IS TO ME#AND shes short i always saw her as tall before but ive been converted#need to play beer pong with her#twimmer? suntwi? sciset? are aslo SO special to me#they were my very first mlp ship since i was a wee lass i love them more than life itself#id forgotten about them but i remember thinking their fruity asses had something going on years ago#and rarijack my beloveds as usual#move over rarity ITS MY TURN#anyways :3 hi guys#mlp#my little pony#mlp fanart#sunset shimmer#applejack#rarity#rainbow dash#twilight sparkle#rarijack#sciset#suntwi#mild appledash actually. i do love them too#chiquilines draws
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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )
#tumblr polls#hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today#still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual#They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully#it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec#fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since#I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm#ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos#or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things#I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming#over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY#I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb#e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about#different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see#stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I#can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone#said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects#the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm
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? i’m sorry ???
#WHY. DID TOU DO THAT#IT GENUONELY SHOCKED ME IT TOOK ME LIKE 3 SECONDS TO PROCESS BEFORE I CPULD EVEN LAUGH#WHAT THE HELL#it’s like the older this game gets the more glitches show up#playing and replaying this past month i have encountered more bugs than i did the entire two years i played it prior#what on earth has happened to you javier#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#video#my yeehaw posts#javier escuella#meme#i can’t. i can’t. i’ve been laughing for so long over this
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as, sommie, abi, n cassie become prefects and this happens
aslan asks to be jailed bc he doesn't want to say no to daniel's requests, cassie has to be the strict one, and abi n somer are her back ups
kyle and octavian get to watch this go down from detention jail
somerild is @sunglow-fae's, octavian is @itsachillesbtch's, and kyle is @cynosure404's !!
#study break doodle again!!!!!#hpma art to keep my sanity#the 4 when their friend group gets the most detentions#aslan's a fair prefect n he doesn't want to play favoritism but he also rlly doesn't want to say no to daniel so jailing is the best option#can't do anything about it if u r trapped ... srry guys .....#daniel and his “a minor injury would get me out of classes...” schtick HEJEKENDJDJE#causing aslan to grey so early.. their previous compromise was “u get 2 healers notes to get out of classes a month but no more than that!!”#but he's a prefect now and he's RESPONSIBLE and FAIR and JUST and he has to set an example#its ok the other 3 got his back#cassandra vole#hpma cassandra#daniel page#hpma daniel#aslan aureus#somerild lovell#octavian comet#kyle hill#hpma oc#hpma mc#goldenpage#and#trafficlight#if you squint#hpma#hp magic awakened#am!au#art!
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Yuma Month Day 2: Tears
Based this scene from one of my fics.
If you know which one, you know.
#Yuma Month 2024#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#rain code spoilers#yuma kokohead#vivia twilight#kokolight#pixeldoodles#my art#i don’t really like how it came out… x-x#everyone’s gonna draw him crying over a certain someone#yeah…let out your emotions little detective#vivia I still hate drawing you bc of your outfit x-x#if I draw yuma with anyone else they will be obscured from view#unless its shinigami lol#tears are fun to play with c:#i bet vivia gives nice hugs#but at the same time has no idea what he’s doing lol#he and shinigami know his pain too well#more than anyone else#so they stay with him <3
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was thinking about how Armand is basically a canon video game enjoyer but fanon dictates he mostly plays cozy games where you can control everything (in character i won’t lie) but since i don’t really play those i can’t help picturing him playing like. elden ring. and then, like a premonition from god it became crystal clear that he would be really unwell about Miquella
#androgynous eternally youthful godlike being who weaponises the love he inspires in others like an iron fist#needing nothing more than beauty to make people worship you. misguided ‘compassion’. the trappings of ultimate power. etc etc#you know his beef with mohg would be PERSONAL (before playing the dlc)#and then after he finishes the dlc he frequents chat rooms like WHY ARE YOU BOOING HIM. (miquella) HES RIGHT.#anyway he would have the worlds shittest build for the first half of the game. rage quit for like 3 months#stay up for days on end learning about all the statistics and dps and soft caps and shit#comes back with that knowledge and beats the rest of it in 3 days#oh and you know he DOMINATES invasions. unstoppable invader. and dualists hate him because he refuses to play fair#i think he’d have a dex/faith build. and i think he’d like thrusting swords. and parrying. he’s annoyingly good at parrying.#your daily dose of idiocy#iwtv#armand#elden ring
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howdy!! it's been a minute but i'm still around. fair warning-- i have been lurking the whole time and have about. 100+ posts drafted 😵 you'll be seeing these shortly, i'll try my best to space them out as i get around to tagging them
#tldr im fine it's just been a lot lately and i havent had the energy to tag anything#which!! i like being chatty in the tags and i try my best to say at least something cool about any art or fic i rb#when you're running on 0 tho.... it gets hard to keep that energy up yk???#long version: (if anyone is reading this ty but feel free to drop off at any point it's kinda heavy and just a vent)#hit the 'one more minor inconvenience and im running off into the woods forever' point about five major events ago yet we're still truckin#firstly: found out two months ago (february) that i needed 6 credits worth of college by june to keep my teaching license for next year#so accelerated online graduate courses were the only option and i have since done more work for that than my 5 year undergrad#im almost done with the second class but im so fuckin drained dude i havent been able to really draw/write or play music or sew or anything#everything i do try has either been hit with the executive dysfunction or turns out Bad enough that i get frustrated#shortly after i found out the nice old guy downstairs died my upstairs neighbor who i cared a lot about died. last week and im still waitin#to find out when the funeral is from her son. ive been taking that kinda hard since i feel like i should have checked on her#my parents are moving 17 hours cross country to move back to where we are which is nice but ive been hearing about all their stress with th#house sale on loop by this point whenever i talk to them. which fair they managed to sell the house in a week when we thought itd be months#got smacked with thousands of dollars of surprise car repairs out of nowhere to get my inspection sticker and am still trying to recover#and petty things: lost my favorite piece of clothing and broke my glasses last week while running tech week for the kids#idk man any one thing at a time i could've toughed out better its just been all at once#anyways like i said i'm still truckin and will probably delete this (or at least the tags on it) later had to get all that out somewhere#messenger pidge#if anyone did get this far down thank you for watching me yap <3 i promise im good and will be back to normal shenanigans soon hopefully
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i feel like over the past few weeks ive gotten progressively more vocal and weird about pomni and i cant tell if im embarassed abt it or not....
#maybe thats just like. smth akin to recency bias and ive been just as weird abt her the whole time#there IS the bones post#(which i should rb again)#but like. i think this blog truly is an archive of me getting increasingly#obsessed with pomni#not uncommon . i do know its not uncommon#but im like how did i GET here#like 3 months ago i was going yeah i like her! shes fun!#and now im. gestures at All That#i mean i think ppl following me dont mind since this is the Be Strange Abt Ur Fav Character site#everyone does this here#but i do wish id post more art again i feel like ive been tlaking more than drawing#which isnt like inherently bad but does make me a bit sad#i need to make IMAGES#... also honestly this is in my nature. im always like this and it runs in the family#i was showing my mom my pomni cataloguing server and she was like this isnt that weird to me because#she does stuff like this w her favorite story and movie (wizard of oz)#shes told me before that when she was first living on her own shed play out the whole movie in her mind by memory for fun#and had a notebook where shed write out the entire script of the movie (and did this multiple times)#so like. it was inevitable that i would be a little like this abt my interest HAHA
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my clone culture headcanon is that they have almost no traditional mandalorian ties, they picked up almost nothing culturally/linguistically from the mandalorian trainers, but the one thing they DID get were endearments/affectionate and-or comforting words/etc.
b/c 1) that was the only way the trainers could somewhat express affection for their favorites without getting dinged for being too attached to them since no one there actually spoke mando’a 2) kaminoans would be Unhappy if the clones expressed affection openly so secret language words were the only way to safely verbalize caring and loving, so they picked up on those few kind words VERY quickly
(The way I see it working is that the trainers had favorites, would occasionally say something like “chin up, hang in there, good job kiddo,” and said favorites picked up those terms without actually ever getting Direct Translations of what they mean. So they get the words and some context but have to jumble it together themselves and pronunciation and meaning change the further away it spreads from the original favorites - because all of this is spread in private, quietly, until it grows its own legs in different iterations with different battalions imho
like they know adding -‘ika to a name is affectionate and feels like a diminutive but they don’t know what it means exactly and sometimes plug it into names in grammatically odd ways, so instead of “Trap’ika” you get “Trapper’ika” which sounds more like “Trapperka” when you’re talking fast.)
(i’m just a fan of gentle soft pet names and showing affection quietly and how love finds a way and how the clones can take what little scraps they were given and make it their own)
#starlight fandom#star wars#clone troopers#clone trooper culture#mandalorian culture#the clones didn’t get much of anything they had to take and mold what little they did receive#the few kind words they received would be hoarded and built upon I feel that strongly#and I’m v much a ‘I don’t see them getting much of mandalorian culture even if the trainers had tried to teach them’#which I don’t think they would#but even if they did I think the clones would have enough ‘the galaxy doesn’t care about us we are our own people’ that they#would create so much of their own beliefs and culture based on their circumstances rather than what little they were fed by others#all of the posts about clones picking up Jedi beliefs make me feral tbh because the thought of them choosing Jedi compassion -#after being bred for war is very chef’s kiss to me#(I also hope this doesn’t come across anti-mandalorian that’s not what I’m aiming for at all)#(I just don’t think the clones are mandalorian and I don’t think most of them would want to be)#(I also don’t think the clones would ever be a ‘one size fits all’ in these beliefs like there’s probs at least a dozen of them who do want#mandalorian culture and a handful that would want to be more traditional and a handful that would want to melt beskar down for scrap)#(I just find it unlikely that there would be one overarching clone culture after they left kamino I think there would be a base/foundation#but they’d develop in different directions and different dialects and different beliefs almost immediately due to 1) war 2) separation#3) sped up aging that means their development is fast tracked - a month in war is like aging 10yrs for them I bet)#anyway I’ll shut up now this is my personal headcanon supported not at all by canon I just like playing in the sandbox :)
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bringing positivity for once: today at work i was told that my coworkers said i'm good at tutoring 🥹 and yesterday one coworker sent me a message himself thanking me for my tutoring 🥹 and then my therapist told me the others in this group thing i'm taking part in all like me 🥹😭😭
#actually therapy was very... good today. like. made me feel good. i'm still like scared but i feel like maybe i'm not doomed#which is a new thing for me lol#also i made known again my desire to do more hours at work and the hr person said mh i see here they were already considering for you......#1 more hour. which lol considering how i'm already doing pretty few hours that almost feels like a joke like 1h and they're not even sure 😭#she said in the future it'll be more for everyone gradually. but she said she'd bring it up now with who makes the decisions and we'll see#i'm hoping the amount of commitment and quality i bring when i do my job will mean something otherwise i'd feel very crap lol#especially bc like i think they gave A Lot more than 1 more hour to a coworker that's been here for like 2 months lol ....... doesn't feel#very good tbh. like i do my best and more all the time and have for almost 3 years and i rarely get appreciation or smth lol but when it#comes up i'm told my coordinators are happy with me they've never complained i'm doing great....... but maybe getting smth back for all my#hard work would be good? i think they rely too much on the fact i really like it there but like i need to survive i need money and i also#don't want to be made a fool of. you know. i'm way too much of a doormat but how this will play out will be key. i love my workplace and#i understand that being a small company and a social cooperative means there's less money but if your budget is big enough to give#someone who's been here 2 months like 10 more hours than the standard it can be big enough to give someone who's busted their ass off for#3 years just as much. or i'll feel like i'm being fucked over lol#we'll see#i said i was bringing positivity lol i mean mostly i'm happy i'm just like. still dealing with a bit at work#and while being told i'm good is great i do hope it translates into something favorable to me bc i'm young and this is my first real job#and i love it there but i'm not dumb and i don't like being taken advantage of. i don't want to but if need be i can look elsewhere#anyway lol i'm glad that people like me and/or my ability to explain and teach? and apparently i'm not completely awful? go figure
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what is it about avenday that makes me snap and go crazy with my art i wonder
#ive drawn way more in volume in the 10 months ive known them#than i have for FOUR YEARS btw 😭😭😭😭😭#four years of SWITCHING FANDOMS AND SHIPS TOO...#one of which is genshin#scratches head like. the closest to this ship wise is thomato#that ive drawn for an extended period#maybe like a year? on and off? bc sumeru distracted me and we got no content of them for a while so ofc#but no i dont think its the content/lack thereof that is a factor......#bc avenday have only met a few times i will say... and sometimes having a lot of screentime has the opposite effect too#where i feel 'satisfied' with the ship in game and in fanworks (see: kavetham+shuake)#i think its a bunch of factors actually....#for example 1) their designs are both smth fun to learn and i like both equally. uncomplicated or at least easy to pinpoint?#for aforementioned thomato i wish Thoma wore something else at times :3 ayato was always the prettier of the two but all good yknow#and 2) not having to switch voiceovers for avenday to parse them helps#i like aven and sunday's voices in ALL languages. i will never tire of hearing them. over and over.#using thomato as an example again. i constantly have to switch to JP to listen to Ayato bc i dislike his EN voice lowkey ahhhghh 😭#and this coming from a guy who loves dimitri EN voice is crazey i know.. i just think the directing for genshin studio is shit sometimes bc#i KNOW chris hackney can do way better. and he has the range. Dimitri is his best performance and i like him in persona and as Boey sov 😭#so yeah theres that#im in a yapping mood tonight so i'll stop here#but basically#avenday is peak and i dont know why 😭 compared to the other stuff ive shipped before it baffles me how#the obscure HOYO GAME ship is what got me 😭😭😭#like i didnt even play HSR when i started drawing them 😭 its that good 😭 i only started playing in June#ahdjhrhs its just so funny to me. what the hell avenday#well :3 im happy bc i have found something that cured my art block and turned me into a consistent artist.#it rly is just 'find something that turns you into a pervert' bc yeah i am one. for avenday#my fave freaks...#on god one day we'll get u out of hoyo game or fandom guys... aventurine and sunday are too good of characters sometimes to be caught up#in it
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You know I've been really enjoying Honkai Star Rail but every time I start thinking about where the story might go in the future it just makes me feel nervous, and I think that's entirely because of the stellaron hunters.
I get the distinct impression starting from early in the plot that the writers are expecting me to be soooooo interested in the SH, but they never really give me any reason to care about the SH. Kafka even starts her character quest with the whole "aReNt yOu InTeReSteD iN mE" which,
1) that's writing a pet peeve of mine when it comes to video games. It feels like a thinly veiled attempt by the writers to manipulate or tell the reader how they're supposed to feel about a character. To me it comes across like the writers aren't confident that they made the character interesting enough. They did the same thing with Firefly (NPCs apparently needing to tell me "oH yOu TwO aRe SoOoO close"). They know they aren't going to let the character actually DO anything so they need to inform me of how I'm supposed to feel. Weak
2) It's kind of off-putting if you happen to not see the appeal of the character immediately?? Imo it would be a lot more effective if they just stopped trying to assume/manipulate my feelings as the reader and just let me form my own opinions.
It freaks me out a little bit while I'm trying to enjoy the story because it's so BLATENT. I have the distinct impression that the game is going to reach it's emotional peak, that peak is going to revolve around the SH, and it's going to be a complete miss for me because I simply don't care about these characters.
#and the SH are SO popular obviously they have some sort of appeal that im missing#cool vibes? am i supposed to like them based solely on cool vibes?#ive only been playing the game for about 3 months is it possible ive missed something?#i feel like cool vibes dont really do it for me#thats why i didnt really like persona 5 that much#silver wolf is the most likeable SH but thats entirely because she has the most screen time....#blade feels more like a side character in dan heng's story than a SH#thoughts#the whole assuming the players feelings thing is why i ultimately couldnt enjoy edelgard in fe3h#you know what else might have alleviated this issue for me would be if the trailblazer had their own inner thoughts#if they occasionly said themselves “im interested in Kafka” or “I feel strangley close to this Firefly stranger”#but it feels like theyre trying to have their cake and eat it too with the TB being their own character or not
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Recent-ish things ~
#photo diary#1 - love this image of Noodle.. such a weird angle that makes his head look entirely round like a puff ball or something#2 - a more recent (still from months ago) collection of my pressed flowers and 4 leaf clovers I found.#3. Being one of the only people in 2024 still going 'hee heee I've just bought a new wii game!' but.. I have. >:3#It's kind of like Wii Sports Resort but is like.. open world? so your character can actually walk around and stuff. REALLY makes me#wish I had the type of set up where I could record video from my wii and stuff like some gaming youtubers have. I think it'd be a really#fun game to play on video and to DOCUMENT it!!! I keep wishing I could screenshot my little guy walking around but I caaant..#I've literally just been taking out my phyiscal camera and photographing the screen which always looks bad.. augh..#4. Something in the froxen food aisle called 'Wellington Bites' a play on beef wellington. suprisingly good actually. but I guess anything#with like beef and mushrooms usually is. But it seems like.. oddly decent for frozen food stuff.#5 - boye looking Round again.. 6 - updated score in the wii fit minigame again. This time less than 4 seconds#for each round? which may be a record for me? 7 & 8 - fat bird in the snow. fatt bird in the SNOW!! Hoping that climate change and H5N1#don't eventually remove all trace of birds and winter weather from my life in the future... -_-#9 - ..ough... a few paltry writings.. Except for the one day of 4000 words. But for the most part I have been making soo litte progress#because of the holidays and drs appointments and such a rush of all these other mind distracting things.. Or if I'm not doing something the#I'm feeling tired from having PREVIOUSLY done something so I waste the whole day being sleepy and headachey... GRR...#the funny thing is that like many many years ago I wrote a note on my wall saying 'FOCUS! write 2hr a day or more or youre going to finish#your game in 2025!!!' - which back in 2018 when I wrote it was like unimaginably far into the future but now... ahem.. hem... I guess that#is quite literally the case LOL. To my credit I did parctically abandon it entirely since late 2019 and JUST now picked up really#trying to focus on it in mid 2024 but still... My '''ridiculous'' projection being actually likely the correct one..#10 - I just thoughtit would be silly to put a bunch of keychain things on the wii remote. imagine playing this way. getting constantly#jabbed in the hand by plastic bits. and the jingling clinking noise it would be always making lol#11 - sky.. huzzah for the sky as always. Clouds my beloved#Gr.. I just really want to wriiite. My new years hopes are to finish my game and to get stuff set up to start selling sculptures again.#AND then maybe do more game videos lol... I miss playing games. I dont think I've posted on that youtube for like 5 months#I've just had so much appointments and Things and Stuff and focusing so much on other projects. But that is the thing that really#feels relaxing and fun for me. so like.. 1. finish game 2. sell sculpture/make sculpture 3. play games 4. find more friends#and social connection and networking or whatever the hell people have to do to be successful 5. do more costume/outfits.#<( saying this all on a day where I did none of those things LOL... I got erm.. maybe 400 words done today.. >:'3c )#6 is MOVE away from the evil west coast (hot.. fires in summer. etc) but like. not happening unless I suddenly become a millionaire so. -_-
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on christmas you tell the truth. is what we are doing right now any different from like the hamiltonification . of thomas jefferson and friends.
ˢᵒˢᵉᵏᶦ ⁿᵃᵗˢᵘᵐᵉ ᵐᶦᵏᵘ ᵇᶦⁿᵈᵉʳ
- karina
#my friend who i thought was more chronically online than me did not know about miku binder jefferson. sad#also my flatmate SCREWED ME bc we had a 5am insane playing totk on the sofa session which she decided hamilton and death of a bachelor were#the best soundtrack to#u will Not Guess what has been periodically stuck in my Head for three (3) months now#drawing the weirdest yakuza characters (that we've never seen before)#drawfee#drawfee quotes#drawfee video#karina farek#karina drawfee
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good morning~ <333
#hehe more hsr as usual#fraction-wise i'm about 3/4 through it#i also managed to pull dan heng il /and/ bronya so i have more to build later :3#other than that... i'm trying to plan the order i wanna add my new f/os in#like who & when so i'll add them gradually over the course of the month#and the minute they're added they'd be eligible for f/ovember btw#anyways i need to play echoes tonight#i like forgot to last night lol#bc i guess i got so used to not playing it that i forgot i was gonna#anyways i hope today/tonight is good to you!!!! <333#morning rambles
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