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Roosevelt Island's Smallpox Hospital
Thereās just something about a ruin. I donāt think Iāve ever walked past one and not wanted to stop and write. In a way, the story practically writes itself. A ruin is a testament of years gone by, of lives often untouched by technology, of untold dramas and joys. A ruin makes you feel small. It is a humbling reminder that billions and billions of people have walked the Earth before us, and theā¦
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#architecture#gothic#Imagination#places that speak to the writer in me#roosevelt island#ruins#smallpox hospital#writing
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My haitani father Shio headcanon is just a bit too funny cuz of how well it works that it sounds like a waste of perfect canon idea and crossover for both of wakui's works.
Aside from the obvious physical features very very obvious, identical eyes, nose, blonde eyebrows, rindou's face form, ran's hair color palette and (arguably) bonten hair style, blah blah i mean just look a the pictures below, you can also bring up any fact from either manga and add it to the hc and it fits in just SO WELL, i'll give the first example, The Haitanis are very obviously rich spoiled kids like have you seen their apartment? They have a fucking dj set, only rich kids with neglective powerful parents will have no problem paying for that, just saying, and even though i love him let's be real Shio is the type to be that parent, i mean cmon he's rich like crazy rich (filthy yakuza money yum yum) he tots would give his children WAY more than enough allowance so they can leave him alone, also the way they act, i've always the Haitanis were the type of kids that think they own the school cuz their dad is rich .
Nvm if this never becomes canon or both universes don't collide, it's just so entertaining to keep connecting the dots that were likely never there, like how Rindou is a heavy drinker cuz his father drank alot with the rest of the Yotsurugis and he tried to imitate him from a young age that it became an unhealthy habit or if you want to add more drama he only drinks cuz he looks up to his father but Shio favors Ran cuz he can posssibly succeed him (canon power complex) so Rindou resorted to drinking cuz it's the only thing like his dad that he can do. Heck yeah i made it angsty!!!
You can also add great context to his fear of Yakuza, picture this, when he was a kid he got up in the middle of night after hearing a loud noise to search for his parents and witnessed Shio (canon Yakuza) pew pew-ing some poeple and surrounded with scary men, that probably scarred him for life that he was so terrified when Kakucho got them interfering with some, OH OH something just came to mind, if he's the son of a yakuza yeah he didn't wanna clash with other yakuza families cuz it can end in a blood shed and risk his and his family's lives.
And i'm gonna add this one not very small detail and i swear i'll shut up (for now), i know it's just a stupid headcanon that is very far from becoming reality and i don't have to take it this deep but hear me out, why their last name is Haitani and not Yotsurugi like their dad, Shio is powerful and have many enemies right ? So he simply decided to protect his children and their identity by giving them another last name likely their mother's (yk like minato with naruto style plan ?) So Haitani is actually their mom's family name. I rest my case. Thank you for coming to my useless ted talk.
#i officially announce i have gone crazy#this is like my new hyperfixation until i find a better headcanon that is more likely to be canon#actually you should all thank me#i just made up a way for the haitanis to be useful for once in their lives#kinda#i mean we already established they bring absolutely nothing to the table#we don't have to go through that again#let's put it in a simple equation#tokrev plot - haitanis = no big difference#but Shio on the other hand is the main antagonist so far sooooo#in my logic by relation they are sort of useful in some way (through nepotism)#i saved the narrative you're welcome#also an addition no one asked for or thought about ran is their dad's favourite but loves his mom more#while Rindou is mama's boy (yk how moms prefer the youngest) but looks up to his dad#speaking of their mom i think she's like from another powerful family#and based on shio doing anything to gain more power that's probably why he married their mom in the first place#OMG ARRANGED MARRIAGE WITH SHIO IS INVADING MY HEAD AFTER I THOUGHT ABOUT IT FOR A SPLIT SECOND#WRITERS IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS PLLLLSSSSSS#oh and apparently Shio is also in Roppongi so that's that.#i really took calling him daddy shio to a whole other level lol#tokyo revengers#ran haitani#rindou haitani#negai no astro#astro royale#haitani brothers#shio yotsurugi#i'm gonna call my new masterpiece of a shitty hc#the wakui multiverse of madness
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Vi is gifted kid burnout but in the english major way
#sheās the best characterization Iāve seen of gifted kid burnout outside of super-genius characters#like. as a burnt out gifted kid by legal designation. she is me#trying to succeed at everything because thatās what youāre told to do or what you think needs to be done to be worth anything to anyone#being rigid to change because itās not being done right but at the same time accepting change so long as people stay with you#and also how that ties in with being an eldest sibling#because ik folks love the whole āgifted kid jinxā thing (not me but yaāll do you) but yaāllā#YAāLL DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY NEED FOR BURNT OUT ACADEMIC VIā#because Vi never got the chance to be a kid and learn and grow and find what she actually enjoyed in the world outside of the last drop crew#but look at her. the way she speaks and the way she tried to teach powder the lessons she earned the hard way in the gentlest way possible#in the way she so desperately clings on to people and memories#my girl would be a WRITER#my girl would be writing poetry drunk in her shitty basement apartment after hooking up with a girl#my girl would be writing novellas in prison and getting her degree#because you know she sees the world like a romantic. her world is art and emotion and devotion. to her family. to anything she cares about#i need more literary! student vi. i need more academic vi. i need more grudging debate-team captain vi#i need vi getting her own place and having an extensive book collection that she develops because of the loneliness#Her gkb is going from a leader & soldier to someone who could be useful regardless to someone who is useless & being okay w/ it ->#to being needed again and not knowing how to handle it but knowing she refuses to fuck it up this time#GIVE ME VI W/ MY GIFTED KID ARCCCCCC#this probs makes no sense and is like 4 tangents but Iāll expand on it later ācause im tired#coherency is for losers and the well-rested#vi arcane#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#arcane season two#vi
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waking up and checking the scarnash tag this morning
#are you kidding me#i was planning on spoiling it for myself on purpose so iād know if it was worth it to watch bc i donāt have passport#Based on what iāve seen iām not sure it is. good god#i was working on a fic that i wasnāt going to post since s5 was about to come out but damn if they wrecked everything as hard as it seems#maybe iāll post it and just ignore the canon of s5 completely#Do i bother to watch s5??? i donāt know#i donāt care about the new guy. why introduce someone and make him flawless bc you fucked up the first guy when u already have someone great#but i donāt really think theyād write patrick out of the show not because i trust the writers bc i dont#but bc i think i trust felix scott to not leave#so they can keep sending him off to places but i think heād come back#cherry speaks#very jumbled thoughts i apologize#scarnash
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If thereās one thing you could change about the DMC story, what would it be?
Hmm.. theres not much story-wise i think i'd like to change, to me it feels pretty solid as-is. However there are a couple things.
First, i would have Credo survive. His death felt a bit useless to me. It serves no story purpose, after its all said and done its like Nero and Kyrie have just forgotten it entirely, and tbh there was really no reason to kill him off in the first place other than to further push the point that Sanctus was evil (which didnt need pushing.) He would be a background character in later entries much like Kyrie yes, but having him live i think wouldn't change the story at all compared to if he died. So better to have him live, i think.
Could also lead to future angst because of his "angel" form.
Second, Nero doesny regrow his arm back. I think its a little silly, and considering how much effort the devs put into the devil breaker system, i think it would make sense to have him keep the prosthetics. Making the devil-breakers attach with weird demon magic because he has his arm back seems cheap to me, again it would make more sense if Nero has to keep his devil breakers, to keep his missing arm. And, it gives some disability representation too.
Lastly, Kyrie's parents never canonically adopt Nero. They just take care of him and he stays at their place like a friend sleepover or whatever. That, or Kyrie and Nero stay just friends/adoptive siblings and Kyrie gets together with Nico.
Now what i would change in DMC as a whole?? i think it would have to be the erasure of more gothic/horror elements in the series over the years.
DMC 1 is my favourite game in the series because of the atmosphere and environment of the game, it wasn't scary of course being a hacknslash game but it did have this unsettling vibe in a lot of places i think works perfectly for DMC's supernatural and otherworldly settings.
All that was likely unintentional of course, it was just a by-product of the game beginning as RE4, but i really do wish all the more darker, creepy and weird elements seen in DMC 1 and even DMC 2/3 were carried on in later entries.
#Most of DMC's story is pretty solid to me#everything has a place and a purpose#and more importantly#a reason for being there in the first place#big props to the writers/directors for that#especially considering how long the series has gone on for#devil may cry#dmc#the herb speaks
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In honour of finishing my hellish academic semester, I present to thee:
A Brief Introduction to 'In Pursuit of Daybreak'
First things first: What is In Pursuit of Daybreak?
A post-apocalyptic fantasy reimagining of the story of Hyacinthus and Apollo! Set in a world thrown into chaos after the sudden disappearance of The Radiant God, it follows three sons of the Radiant as they try their best to bring light back to the world.
Sons of the Radiant? Meet the leading men!
Aristaeus: A pastoral god and eldest of the brothers. Due to having a strained relationship with his venerated father, he is not exactly eager to track him down and have him return to clean up his mess. After being tricked by Asclepius however, he has only one choice: protect his brothers at all costs.
Orpheus: The grieving bard and second son; with the wounds of losing Eurydice still fresh, all his songs have become bitter sorrow. Coaxed by Asclepius to help restore the beautiful world Eurydice loved, Orpheus embarks on this journey in the hopes of rediscovering himself after his greatest loss.
Asclepius: The world's best healer and the youngest son; he is intent on healing the world of its ailment for the sake of his wife and children. Though others might curse his father for abandoning the world to the beasts of Erebus, Asclepius knows better and he will cure this malady even if it costs him his life.
(Hyacinthus: The long-dead lover. Slain by The Radiant's hand, he is a vengeful wraith brought back by Asclepius' dark medical rites. He too wishes to find the Radiant - not for love's sake but for the sake of his burning wrath.)
Genre?
In Pursuit of Daybreak is a fantasy/drama piece with strong romantic themes. It also has themes of family, sacrifice, self-discovery and death.
Production Status
I've been working on this project seriously for about two years! Despite not being historical fiction, I worked very hard on research and development of the concept and characters to retain an authentic feel of the mythology and traditions they come from. I'm still in the process of writing the novel but I also want to get in the habit of speaking openly and confidently about my work, so I definitely also want to talk more and more about my children and their adventures.
Thank you very much for reading this :D Any questions or comments about the concept or my interpretations of these characters is warmly welcomed. Have a wonderful day <33
#ginger rambles#ginger chats about greek myths#I finally decided to bite the bullet and actually post about it aaa#It's a very difficult thing for me to speak openly about myself so this is a very important first step for me#The tldr of this is that Hyacinth is a very angry zombie who is being ferried from place to place by his (ex) boyfriend's disaster children#Shoutout to Asclepius this man saw the world was ending and went "Yeah okay I will now break every divine law my father taught me#I've said before that I'm more a writer than an artist and I do sincerely mean that#I can't exactly promise drawings to introduce all of the boys because they won't be polished or fancy#But I'd definitely like to post some introductory writings for them#greek retelling#greek mythology#writing#writer on tumblr#hyapollo#apollo x hyacinthus#orpheus#asclepius#aristaeus#pursuing daybreak posting
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We're halfway through the new series of Doctor Who, and I'm really unsure of how I feel about it all.
Do I think Ncuti Gatwa and Millie Gibson are brilliant? Absolutely.
But the actual stories?
I have so many mixed feelings. I just feel it tries too hard, and it doesn't reach it's full potential and I just have a lot of mixed feelings about the series and the 60th as a whole with the more I think about it.
#dw negativity#im just not feeling anything for the new series#like im watching it and i have zero complaints about ncuti and millie's acting as they are fabulous#but the storylines and the direction its going in#it feels forced and flat#and the side characters feel so one-dimensional#again disney has a part to play in this as well as RTD#and RTD is the main writer for this series#which is ridiculous#but ehhh#spacebabies was way too childish for me#did not like it#73 yards good performance from millie but the ending result was so lazy and the friendship between marti and ruby barely explored#and dot and bubble...#i've reblogged a lot of other posts with similiar thoughts to me as its not really my place to speak out about it#but ehhhh#what is everyone elses thoughts??
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shout out to forgiving yourself for your past sins its one of the best things you can do and it is so so so so hard :')
#sophie speaks#humans are infallible creatures and if you are harmed it was never your job to police your own reaction to said hurt#anyways#healing feels weird sometimes i dont actually like it all that much#its uncomfortable. growing pains or something#i grew so tall and so fast that i got stretch marks along my collar bones and shoulders#thats what healing feels like sometimes#anyways im a good writer and im more confident in myself now and i know to not place people on pedestals and to not let them cut me so deep#i still hate myself but if someone tells me that 'lots of people say that people think theyre a red flag' maybe ill be smart this time and#just not talk to that person lol#getting better at it. im just getting better at it
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As a general tumblr rule of thumb: if a post has 1,000 notes or under, when you reblog with commentary you are speaking directly to OP. They will most likely see what you say. Please behave accordingly š
#KAKSKSKSSKS#after 1k people usually turn off notifs and leave that post to the wolves#in my experience/from what I've seen#but under 1k that's still in conversational territory#you are speaking to a person not just the post or tumblr writ large#this is not to try to turn anyone off from commenting or leaving tags#in fact if you kind of disagree with a post or have caveats the tags are a good place to put them#and also it means that artists and writers get to see ur lovely comments & thoughts š«¶#but please be polite or I will be like ?? why did a stranger tell me I'm wrong in my own home; I'm just sitting here <3
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Just read the entirety of the New 52 LoBo run out of spiteā¦ it is somehow even worse than Heroes in Crisis. Not as bad as The Boys but maN did I have debate if it was or wasnāt for a few moments.
#bones speaks#the characterization is the most butchered Iāve ever seen#not the tv show. the boys tv show is incredible. the boys comics is the most āIām a 13 year old boy wanna write an edgy comic with sexā#genuinely donāt know how folks read The Boysā¦ the comic just isnāt good. itās an incredibly poorly done critique of hero comics#and even poorer job at convincing me that Garth Ennis ever had a convincing reason to be a writer for comics in the first place#even his comic Hitman is bad. the only good comics are the JL x Hitman comic and when Garth has an editor breathing down his neck#Garth Ennis I will personally set myself on fire if you ever write another comic again
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It's been a while since I last thought seriously about Dr*gon A*e (even prior to falling in love with BG3) and I think a big part of that is I'm not as big a fan of the setting and the worldbuilding as I used to be. Like to me it really does feel like BW looked at typical fantasy settings and went "hmm okay but what if there was Catholic-enforced racism and abelism". And like. Cool thought experiment bro. Do we really need three games made by primarily white guys about that.
#dragon age critical#marie speaks#idk if ableism is the best comparison for mage oppression but idk you get my larger point#I've heard that DA was supposedly BW's critical response to settings like Forgotten Realms after making the og BG games#and idk if that's true but I'd be willing to believe that bc that's what a lot of it's world building feels like#āoh u thought the elves where gonna be ethereal and respected? nah they're a haphazard blend of irl oppressed groupsā#āoh u thought this fantasy world was gonna have a plethora of interesting and dynamic deities and gods? nah it's just fantasy Catholicismā#āoh u thought people who can use magic would have respected places in society? nah they're locked in jail for being Differentā#like I feel like these ideas were kinda cool for one game. An expanded thought experiment#but idk if they were strong enough to sustain an entire franchise#without significantly expanding their pool of writers to get the perspectives of people they're attempting to represent at least#but that's a whole different issue#anyway DA has some legit cool concepts like the Grey Wardens that I will always love#and most of their early character work is still really strong#but for me every time that setting rears it's head problems arise#anyway if you're still a DA fan that's totally fine! I'm very happy for you!#don't let my salty ramblings spoil what resonates with you from these games#I'm just reflecting bc it used to be a huge part of my life especially through like all of highschool#and now it's just. not.
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Iām currently doing Godās work (labeling LGBT books in my library)
#my conclusion: not enough diversity in this place#they should give me all their money to buy better books for us#I should make clear to those who donāt know that I work at a library and am not randomly marking books in a local library without permissio#writer speaks
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one day i will properly compare dee made a smut film and ptsdee and the differences in the way they handle their very similar subject material but i have shit to do early tomorrow morning so. for now.
do you ever think about how RCG-written episodes, no matter how bad (both character morality-wise and writing-wise) they get, will always have a degree of humanity to them. like. 11x04 has dee doing something that is So incredibly wrong and horrible to dennis. but the reactions to it don't match its intensity. 12x07 again has dee doing something absolutely fucking deranged, and the gang tells her how fucked up it was. there's actually an acknowledgement both from her and from the others that what she did was awful, but her motivation, charlie, dennis, frank and mac's motivations throughout the episode make sense. dee's insecurity is the root of it, she can't handle being someone's "rock bottom", and she needs to prove that it can get worse. 11x04 dee just decides she's going to be a bastard and tell everyone that dennis was raped at 14. we don't know why she does this, and she really has no reason to, other than to be an asshole.
#cw rape mention#cw csa mention#ada speaks#i was like. lowkey sick to my stomach after smut film bc like. jesus christ#i think glenn's acting carried and many scenes in that ep live in my brain rent free#but ptsdee does what smut film did SO much fucking better in every possible way#like yes it had to be established previously to work#but. as an episode i just think smut film is extremely weak on the dennis and dee half of it#iconic episode for frank but jesus christ the contrast between both halves makes me die#rcg has always had this. 'yes these are terrible people but they Are People' vibe#that i think a lot of guest writers misunderstand#its not just a show about horrible people doing horrible things#its about those horrible people being UNAWARE of how horrible they are#they still believe they're Good. they are just unbelievably bad at being good.#like when the guys argue over whether or not they can call the israeli businessman 'the j word'#its about. the arbitrary rules they put in place. oh you cant call him a 'jew' THAT way. that's anti semitic bro.#they are capable of recognizing when something is fucked up and occasionally engage in self reflection#the thing is. theyre selfish. and they do it anyway.
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not the worst of lapham's crimes but tommy's short hair being a symbol of recovery was evil.
#this with tommy's ''saving the world'' line is so.#it should have been longer at the wedding.#g36a20p027#like he doesn't get to keep any of the personality we saw him have prior to his recovery!#''a healthy happy man would not think badly of his brother's military service!'' all that really was the drugs + riley sr speaking#what about loving your brother despite believing the path your father's abuse has set him on is the wrong one... same as you?#what about reckoning with the fact that some of the things your abusive shithead father said were right?#tommy and riley sr shit on simon's service because they wanted to hurt simon. so it would have been the perfect plot twist#had tommy retained those views once recovered and in a better place. impactful even#but of course not. riley sr said those things BECAUSE he is an abusive shithead. and tommy because he was in a dark place#and it's so much more compelling to jumpcut to the most cartoonishly happy family of all time being fridged#like man simon changes the trajectory of tommy's life by loving him and staying with him through the worst of it#meanwhile tommy changes simon's life by fucking dying. and it's tragic but for me the emotional impact of this tragedy is tainted#because out of cowardice the writers kill tommy riley twice#first by discrediting what he stood for while an addict and only then by actually killing him off#you can even still kill him off. simon and tommy have a row about his being in the military and then boom dead family#keep everything about tommy as seen in the comics except have him be a counterweight to simon ''i kill killers not arabs'' riley#extra angst extra unfinished business AND tommy's character is not assassinated#FUCK! the comics could have been GOOD!#this is the exact same reluctance to depict anything even remotely anti-war that led mw3r's dogshittification#which is bizarre since my anti-war tommy conspiracy could still be vindicated through pro-boot eyes#since his role is to die his character coulda had a saving pvt. ryan-esque ''the naive are destroyed by the peace they advocate'' type deal#like them not having tommy believe the things he did post recovery reveal a genuine contempt for anti-war thinking#it's like the writers genuinely thought they wrote tommy overcoming multiple character flaws. nightmarish!#so i guess tommy's short hair is one of lapham's worst crimes as it reveals a disturbingly sincere veneration for the status quo during#twenty-fucking-ten of all times!!!
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can i say something?
The fact that sam is not focused on in the later seasons is actually fucking amazing if we consider the alternative to be what happened to dean.. which was character assassination if anything.
#like?? look at sam in season 1 and then look at sam in season 14 and you will find such a fucking hard fought patience and kindness#look at dean in season 1 and dean in season 14 and younger dean would've fucking killed himself#spn#and if we view this narrative as a horror narrative then sure#deans character development is great#but the last 10 seasons do not read like that's what the writers were going for so#i dont think we can give them credit#anyways im not trying to vague someone here i just dont want to be rude on your post!#i respect your opinion and you have every right to be disappointed in sams lack of character development#i am too#but honestly when seasons 14-15 were airing#i came to this conclusion#which is that sam fans fucking /won/ bc our character had yknow actual positive development#and then he stagnated#while dean#... god.. just. fuck#unfortunate#lea speaks#this comes from a place of love for dean too bc it really makes me disappointed to look at his arc on whole#like poor dude would've thrown himself off a cliff if he saw how he treated sam in the late seasons#or cas#or jack#sorry for the insane rambling
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If things for non-verbal communication helps you I'd say go for it. Others saying you're not suffering enough to make things easier for you aren't living your life. Do what helps you.
even if I did, the world around me isn't very accommodating. I know all people in my life wouldn't be accepting of it. I don't go out much or have many friends. don't talk where I volunteer but I told them on the form I signed up on that I wouldn't talk and they're surprisingly accepting of it. don't talk at work, but work with my mom so she talks for me basically. the times I would need it would be very hard to use. not sure if I could do it with phone calls or video calls. am known to not call back for important things because dont answer my phone and will try to email them instead and no one wants to answer emails. will beg them not to call in message. they leave voice mail saying they got my message so call them back..... have video calls with my therapist and don't know how i'd use it for that. could help for in person doctor appointments but doctors are so impatient and want me in and out fast, don't know if it would improve much. I already never get to say all I need and non verbal communications is slow. don't know how twitch chat would react, so might be the only viable option...people that know me might be weirded out but whatever. new people might make fun of a robot voice but whatever x2 if I make it part of my "thing" they can deal with it especially if I cam finish making a vtuber and make that their "voice" maybe.... would be hard when playing games having to stop to type and won't say things enough so kinda same problem.....hmmm. could maybe at least work for art streams? š¤
#sorry for rambling. just working it out in my head#wish it would be easier but world isnt very accomodating so dont know how to navigate that#ah. remembering as a kid desperately wishing i could learn sign language and teach everyone around me so i could acrually communicate#but didnt have internet and couldnt find books for it and no one wanted to learn it for me either#was excited to take it in high school but they got rid of a bunch of classes because not enough funding and cant afford teachers :/#is alternative communication easier for me if hurdles it has are exhausting too? just emailing places is very stressful and tiring#and they never accommodate that. either ignoring or calling anyway! cant get a prescription because they dont read emails!#S I G H#talking feels so hard for me but am told don't count as semiverbal/semispeaking. makes me wonder how hard is for actual semispeakers#or dare i say....would i actually count and just got wrong info because i explain bad...idk.#am wondering if its common where people get mad because You Can Make Mouth Sounds So I Only Listen Of You Speak!#used to write in notebook to try communicating at school. people say they wont read and had teacher tear paper up and force speech#he got no speech.#pretty sure using aac would be similar āuse your voice. i wont listen to that! i know you can talk!ā people irl are ignorant and not nice#why this post take 45 minutes to make....typing is tiring š
#so used to trying to typer perfect so people understand better and am known to be really good writer. but. so tiring....#maybe should try shorter wordings. is easier. hope people understand. uhhdhhdhssdhhdbdhefhf tired
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