#physically okay dw
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suddenly being without a car after becoming so reliant on one is suffocating
I’m bereft. I’ve lost an avenue of independence. I’m dependent again and it feels like dread.
#physically okay dw#my thoughts#also I just really like this car. I’m gonna be upset if I can’t get it fixed. nice blue Mazda.#my boyfriend helped me pick it out and I paid it off myself. named it Tutter for the dead mouse found under the hood#I was in denial about possibly losing the car at first but#I think I’ve accepted the possibility#don’t know if I can accept actually losing it but I’ve accepted the possibility that I might.#this is different though. this isn’t about the physical automobile. It’s not about the material machine.#it’s sinking in that I’ve just lost a measure of liberty#I no longer have the ability to just go anywhere whenever I want regardless of distance or weather conditions
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In case y’all were starting think I was doing something with my life, nope! I’ve made these Tens for nobody but me! Have a nice day!
#doctor who#tenth doctor#david tennant#10th doctor#ten#she’s everything#He’s just Ten#I’m kidding I love him so much#dw#feral white boy#time lord victorious#is sexy as hell#I’m gay#U can trust me#it’s the Long and Skinny and Dressed in that sharp ass suit#makes him look like the worlds most well coordinated physics teacher#who has since turned his murder basement into a dark room for developing film#don’t you boo me#I’m fucking right#Okay?#thanks :)#:)
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If my mental health would be physical then this is me
#this is true#if only it was physical hurt#I am happy being in coma without a care for this world#ngl I love Tala so much but us tala us#half in my mood to jump over some high building and end up in hospital lmao#dw into okay ig#tala valkov#yuriy ivanov#bakuten shoot beyblade#beyblade g revolution#beyblade#beyblade memes
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why he so mysterious…
demur
#weezer#rivers cuomo#i had a bad day! well actually i looked freaking amazing and got sm compliments today sooo!! i am pretty as freaksauce.#it was fairly good but i failed my physics test :(( …. it’s so sad… 34 percent before the curve.#34?!??? HOW???? I THOUGHT J ATE TS UP???#so yeah; insane …. but it’s okay because i’m good at other stuff and have other things i am good at!#oh yeah so guys guys guys.#there’s this girl who i do not like and i have not liked her since freshman year; right? and she’s fairly popular; your average overachieve#ing person; BUT i always didn’t like her. she left a bad taste in my mouth and i didn’t know if i was just jealous or WHAT#BUT I HAVE REASON TO HATE JER! MY GUT WAS RIGHT!#good job lyss#she’s a homewrecker and basically likes to get w people who have partners…. AND SHE WSS BEING FLIRTY W MY BF LIKE HELLO ???#who she think she is?#my bf doesn’t talk to her anymore since i said i don’t rlly like her and how she is thankfully#but my friend was talking to me in Seminar and was like ‘oh ya if i had a bf i’d kms than let him be around her.’ is that mean ? or is it#okay since she has done that multiple times then gets defensive and hates to be called out for kt#her gf right now had cheated on her boyfriend for the girl i don’t like; and this has happened TWICE!#HELLO???#like wtf…. and she sends the screenshots of it when she stops talking w the person who cheated on their partner for her and starts to play#the victim… like the weezer song. you can’t pay for dinner w the victim card ya.#well billy talent; but you know what i mean. so she’s playing the victim and she was saying “omg…. this feels so wrong…. but-but i love you.#stfu yn 😭#like holy moly. holy guac. “i don’t know how to quit you…’ turn off your phone ! (^^) close the app !#easy as that girl dw i got you#but for real. NOBODY LIKES JER BC SHES SO TOXIC. OMG IM SO JAPPY IM NOT ALONE ONNMY HATE TRAIN#anyways yeah. i can go more in detail for you all if anybody cares about my silly high school drama
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them having this much lore in the play (majority of the focus being brenner and henry’s back stories) which will likely only be referenced when needed in st5, just means clearing the path for the will-focused season they’ve promoted, and I am so fine with this
#dw I have read & am still reading many play spoilers so I know this is watering down some things but#you get me okay and we were spared from all those theories that henry wants revenge on joyce 😭 will still has his role to play!!#brenner’s lore is so? kinda unexpected but it makes me wanna see it just to understand the ship and the UD#’being in the UD for an extended period of time changes you physically’ oh yeah oh boy#really need those will and henry interactions now there’s obviously something more to it now#the first shadow
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Might be slow on art because i have straight up pneumonia right now 😭
#not.art#i’m okay dw but i already have asthma so this is doing a deal to my lungs and physical mobility#also my qpp told me not to add this picture but it’s funny
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So an update for yall!
Mental health is a little bit better bow that I've forced myself not to work in fandom writing but it's still bot the best it could be. Meanwhile, my body has decided it also wants to join the party so if anyone messages me on here and I don't respond as quick as I normally might please don't be worried. My body is just throwing new things at me to feel ouchie about ✌️
#im just so tired man#body give me a break when#my physical health always seems to act up when i try to take care of my mental health and idk what that means for me#but dw#im sure ill be okay#just hate my body today
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Does anybody want to help me kill god
#(not religious)#(sorry mona and gala)#gave me the incredibly lovely ability to make myself physically sick from anxiety#im okay dw im just gonna be up the rest of the night freaking out#not night lol. its 6 am#[insert cool original post tag]
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i am once again experiencing health issues🤙
#aww yeah baby#from the parade#(slight vent in tags)#sorry gamers foggy jack nearly sent me on holiday /j#jokes aside the issues im having suck#dw im working on getting them sorted!#for the time being however i am Lethargic and In Pain👍#speaking of which i need to take some more medicine methinks#ugh and i was finally getting better mentally and physically after my last medical issue too#this sucks actual cheeks but it’s okay. i’ll make it through#i’ll try to keep posting on my blogs and all that and responding to asks and any roleplay prompts i can#but i’m probably gonna be a liiiittle less active while i figure this shit out
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got offered a thing to learn interview skills earlier nd it was just like…brother I am going to be on benefits when I’m older, and I’m fine with that
#owen.txt#I told my mum abt it and she was like ‘?? I don’t think anyone wants you for 4 hours’ and she’s right#I volunteer technically so there’s smth to get me out of the house#but for mental and physical reasons I probs won’t have a proper ‘job’ so#I’m reasonably okay with that#dw though I’m not gna go looting a Greggs or lush shop LMAO
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Just nearly got hit by a car, how's everyone else's days going?
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plot things happening but all that registers in my brain is that when the doctor gets rory out of that body bag, he also gives him a little kiss on the head.
#hardwired to stare wide-eyed at the screen when the doctor shows his companions physical affection. im weak okay.#dw lb#dw 6x02
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tripped up in front of my dad cart witnessing today. will never recover
#nicki.txt#this is not the first time i have done this#i was trying to act cool and unbothered... didn't work. Cried#i'm okay physically though dw#just skinned my palms and knees like an idiot
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I've only slept 2 hours and I've been in my phones notes writing incoherently about menstruation and how it is a uselessly gendered concept BECAUSE it actually personifies and affects ANYONE with a uterus/had a uterus BECAUSE it shows how resilient, adaptable and strong people are !!!! LITERALLY SO strong like you have experienced literal body rebirth and I applaud you
#half of what Im saying doesnt make sense but I mean it !!#periods and uteruses are SO stupidly gendered and regarded as some feminine gift OR expectance of reproduction#when they are actually little useless organs that cause you a physical metamorphosis every once in a while#completely changing you like a werewolf#and then after youre like “oh huh Im okay now dw” like you didnt just ENDURE pain and literal physical change#like....#the human-ness of change and pain and ENDURANCE AND ADAPTABILITY#isnt associated with one gender and Im bored with the current narrative its regarded in#regardless if youve even had a cycle or no and regardless if you still have that organ or no#you're a strond person#mars rumbles
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Just got a syveleon phone charm and gay flag heart keychain I'm fixed now thank uou
#literally keychains and stickers and phone charms are the ones hanging me thru life#and IVE MEVER HAD ANYTHING PHYSICALLY GAY BEFORE SO IM HAPPY OKAY😭#and the strangest thing was that my mom was ok with me buying it but will cross the line if i buy two gay keychains 🤨#“u can be gay but not with other peiple” basically HAVAH#DW MOM DONT THINK I WILL BE ANYTIME SOON 😎
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future reminder to self in case i convince myself it’s fine to not pace anymore in my apartment and not make noise when i walk and try not to make much noise at home so that the guy who lives underneath us doesn’t bring a fucking gun next time and doesn’t fucking kill my fucking bf and i because i was pacing and i dont know how to walk right. again. jesus christ
#.#luckily my behavior will actually improve this time bc my bf will get in trouble its not just me#…….. thinking about it its kind of . insane the kind of stuff i used to do in the face of abusive people who wanted to physically harm/kill#me. i think my teenager hood and also this one summer with my dad in college where he was beating me#really like. genuinely destroyed my sense of self preservation. i really did used to be like Okay just kill me#im doing better now. so anyway im gonna try to avoid making noise until we move out#we’re safe dw no actual threats yet just uh a really alarming interaction#probably more alarming to me than it actually was because of my ptsd about this tho#anyway im gonna be more considerate of others!! and quiet!!! its a good opportunity!!!#im genuinely just. a really inconsiderate douchenozzle and im working on it#if it was just me the guy had threatened he would have been 100% unequivocally in the right like. do not pace back and forth if you live in#or are in a room that is over other people. im genuinely a fucking idiot whi figured no one could hear
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