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[jazeswhbhaven]

He Can Match Your Freak | Asmodeus Selfie Spoilers

OKAY sooo FINALLY I'm posting this lol it's probably going to be like two parts maybe??? Let's see how this goes because I'm learning to not post thousands of screenshots unless it's relevant.

First. I'm skipping the prologue because most have seen it, and I'm doing a different thing with that anyway.

SOOO it's gonna be a crash course ya'll with jumping right in when MC is in his room about to get them cheeks clapped.

He wants to know more about MC because of what he's heard and well he wouldn't be wrong here. MC apparently is quite the deviant. And you can tell the writers tried to describe him as majestic and breathtaking as possible because the way MC sees him is similar to how they see Leviathan.

Until they said this mess.

G I R L WH A T

Even Asmo was like ???? But he has a sense of humor so he just laughed it off which I mean okay yes as if he would care about that phrase being weird.

But MC out here actin' up once a g a i n. lol

But also they mention his body odor keeps wafting over in MC's nose clearly yeah because not only them pheromones' but uh anyways we'll get to that part later

And MC was just like covering their nose and is like "this is dangerous" and for me ya'll?

I'd be afraid to offend him by saying he smells ripe which I'm sure he wouldn't be offended because I'm not sure what would offend him at this point in time.

So big boi puts a sigil on MC's body similar to a womb tattoo which is why he said "be surprised you aren't pregnant" but this symbol makes you into his "female" no matter the gender. He goes to say it nicely that you're his "virgin" though.

And with that, most of what's happening is that MC is feeling the effects of Asmo without him even doing much of anything just yet. The feelings of having climaxed multiple times over, hazy, losing your goddamn mind.

That sort of thing.

Baby I would have cried on the spot. What do you mean be your companion?

Yup he asked MC to not only be his one night stand but to basically be his and that he thinks he could fall in love with them.

He says that he can fall in love at first sight despite his reputation. And also he mentions MC is his third love. First was Solomon (rejected him and wouldn't tell him who it is he was in love with) and two his late wife who was a witch and it's their children/descendants who are the Unholyc that inhabit Earth.

I'mma be honest with ya'll I didn't finish Lovely Unholyc because I was mostly interested in William, there was no route for him at that time so I just kinda dipped, tried again and then dipped lol

oh btw he apparently just straight up wanted to yap about him clapping Solomon's cheeks and getting his cheeks clapped back and how many damn positions they did and I'm trying to wrap my head around what the fuck they did because at one point surely they were on the ceiling or floating mid-air, like I don't even know

But his wife who chose to live on Earth and grow old and die normally put a curse on his soul. He can love and fuck whoever he wants and should never be lonely but he can't have any more children. If he does, they die, and he dies along with the partner he made them with. (the fall of the house of usher vibes)

AND let me just say? That woman did the world a favor because he has a breeding kink. We'd have a whole universe full of little Asmo halflings running around. So either it was her being possessive or just her sparing the world of that burden then yeah thank you for that because phew.

i don't need no babies anyways

And he says the same thing like "Oh we can leave other things other than babies, like photos of us in a mess" meaning he really meant when he said he wanted to participate in the contest.

I mean he would have won so I think it's fair to give the others a chance. Lol

So things are getting hot and heavy now and he's wondering why MC is holding back. Honestly I'm like huh he did say that he turns you into a virgin and not everyone is confident when being presented with the chance of a lifetime to fuck the embodiment of lust.

But at the same time I mean...MC this is your element and you are pretty much striking out. (not to him but to me you are)

SO I complied all of these because this is important. Asmodeus is literally combining all of their philias and using them on MC and he's quite good at it. And well, why wouldn't he be?

And he even goes to strangle and lick up MCs tears?

Yeah we know what he's about.

His tongue did what now?

his tongue did what now

his tongooooooooooooo

Anyways I short circuited there because everything about him is just driving me nuts.

MC even said they were coming by him just kissing them and I'm like hold up??????

I fucking bet.

Okay ya'll picked the nastiest ass stuff for him to mention but I get it. Congrats if ya'll have things you're self conscious about during sex Asmo's your demon because he literally won't care and will still be turned on.

Ayo.

Moving on....LMAO

And uh...Asmo was licking MC's snot and spit off their face and they came again.

I'm drowning in a sensory nightmare why is he so h o t but this is nastttyyyyyy

"I can always go hard whenever I feel like fucking the opponent"

Sir what? He just be sayin' anything

But he does ask MC what do they want...and they just smack the fuck out of him so there's that. Lol

I would tell him I'd very much like that mouth on the kewchie. I don't even need anything else just his mouth. His jaw probably can go for days.

Now MC is making deduction here that Asmo is the king of lust and seduction and can pass this feeling on to others. He's dangerous this way.

Now Asmo how do you know that.

Tell me sir HOW (I think I know the answer....but I'd be hella surprised that Belphie would let him hit unless he was watching him...)

But mostly what's happening is that MC is feeling what Asmo feels basically the same spiel as the other kings except with him it's intense to the point where they are quite literally about to pass the fuck out. And Asmo ain't about to stop momentum so you better stay awake MC.

NOW YA'LL.

Bullet point times:

MC has climaxed pretty much several times and they haven't even fucked properly yet

But wait, their clothes are off and....

Bam they notice that Asmo's cock is pretty much halfway in their hole and they haven't even noticed

All he did was push himself to the hilt and MC squirted ya'll

So there's that.

But the womb tattoo is doing it's job because now the climaxes are back to back, and I'm just wondering how the hell MC is still mentally there because I'd be a babbling mess.

Yes daddy.

he makes me SICK (lovingly)

But also they mention the liquid he was feeding MC had a horrible smell and I'm just like oh fucking gawd please get rid of my sense of smell before sleeping with him because I would not make it. Why is everything having to do with him smell so much? LOL

LMAO

MC was begging for his dick and Asmo is like, baby it's already in are you okay?

I'm crying

Yeah remember those memes about people getting high and saying they were vacuuming the dishes?

I imagine that's what it's like having sex with him. One minute you're on the bed next you're in another dimension, floating, transcending, melting, legs bent in impossible shapes. Indeed I am mopping the lawn.

He even mentioned they've done it like six times already and he's just getting started.

with a face like that? phew.

Oh so he does have a good pull out game.

btw the visual for that???? GAWDDDDDDD -> look here

So let me back up a bit and mention that MC was feeling insecure that since they have been doing it for quite some time (2 days I think?) they thought he wasn't satisfied. Nah he was just savoring the moment. He could come at any time. ANd when he does? It's alot and from his horn and everything. Cum fountain.

And best part? No refractory period. He's already hard and slamming that thang back in.

Also he mentions here that there's a smell, and he's getting really worked up.

Yeah he's tearing that up. Like it's overtime ya'll.

There's purple smoke and a erotic aura in the air, he's grabbing and biting down on the back of MC's neck to claim them? Oh he's going in.

Alright here we go.

And just so ya'll know...sorry male MC players....the same line is used in ya'lls version too. No change.

This is the point where I would of preferred perhaps something else be said entirely instead. I know the majority of players are women/non-men but...I can see someone playing and getting side swept like?????

But anyways let's move on past this point

Until the room stank is an understatement.

But anyways, while MC is trying to somewhat calm down, Asmo is still trying to keep the momentum. And MC starts trying to have a normal conversation and figuring out why devil's fear him the most.

But also mentioned they wanted to shove his nasty, greasy, bodily fluid covered hair up their hole. E x c u s e the fuck outta me?

AN Y W AY S

Mc figures that the reason the devils fear him is because of this. Imagine falling for someone like this? Who is nothing but the sole reason existence of lust and temptation where you could fuck for hours and reach pleasure centers unknown and yet have that all be taken away when he leaves? There's no love? No sweet nothings? Just being used up and tossed without any direction and you're just in the dark?

welp.

But Asmo does offer MC some comfort

He tells them that he's back in Hell so he will be around more often. It won't be painful, that it's okay to start slow and that MC would wait for him when he's ready to fully accept his feelings. He could fall in love with them not that he was already in love with them. But with how he's considering him as a companion, how he's biting and claiming them, the amount of time he's spending with MC.

mind you he left Phenomenon on the floor the moment he entered the meeting room so I imagine they weren't fucking for very long at all. I imagine all of his sessions with others are "quick" and for those he really likes they last longggg like days.

Not mention he on that yandere vibes....telling MC he'd lock them up in a cage but he'll deal with it for now.

And apparently when he gives a sincere command, it must be followed. So MC basically ends up getting dressed, not whining about leaving, and all that good stuff. A true dom in that sense.

Also he mentions that when he's nearby MC will just get turned on automatically. "Your body will scream that your man is here"

why is that so hot?

So MC is back in Gehenna and this is when Asmo starts reminiscing about Solomon who predicted that he'd see MC in the future and that he would know that he feels at the moment for Solomon is not 'love'.

I wonder if Asmodeus was just helplessly losing himself for Solomon, and pepaw clocked that and was just telling him to chill on it for a bit. Although it is fucking WI L D to me that he is going to try this again with his friend's descendant..."hey I'm a friend of your grandpa...soooo yeah let's fuck and fall in love"

Sounds weird when I put that way huh? lol

Also since we're at the end I'd like to highlight some personality things about him!

He plays too much: Taking a photo of himself and MC sleeping and sending it to Satan knowing he'd storm immediately to the room

He doesn't have self doubt, he is very much full of himself but is considerate of his partner given the circumstances

He is not into aftercare, he claims that part is included during the sex, if sex is over then it's over

He doesn't shower ya'll. Like at all. But he oddly keeps his nails clean and that's about it? He seems to be obsessed with sex funk

He really likes Mammon. Like a lot. But he does that thing where he's like "Nah I want him to want me so I won't give him what he wants" lol okay

He fucks pillows, pretty much inanimate objects if he feels like it

He has a sense of humor

Romance is not absent, it's just tricky for him since all that's all his brain is "breed breed breed breed sex sex sex breed breed breed oh lets pause for a break sex sex sex kissing sex sex breeding biting"

He loves his children though. He really is a fatherly devil. He beams about his kids and this is a moment where you can catch him not being sexual

It comes to no surprise that he doesn't like the idea of sharing his favorite person but it has me think that his style of relationship is that he's monogamous but if you want to occasionally bring someone to "play" with he won't mind as long as it's discussed and he gets to fuck them too

He's got a one track mind, but it's not like he can't carry on a conversation

Now for my

T H E O R I E S

Asmo is older than all of the kings, but younger than Lucifer

I am reaching in the dark but it seems the only King he's had sex with or has watched have sex is Belphie

He's only in love with MC because he's taking a opportunity that wasn't given to him with Solomon

There's most likely a loophole to his curse that his late wife left on him but he simply chooses not to break it

If the Kings fight together along with Asmodeus, the war would be over, and if we ever get a final battle chapter it's going to be MC who is the missing "key" and the one who figures that out is Asmo because he spent so much time with Solomon

We may get a cameo from one of his children in the story

Asmodeus is possibly capable of lying and just hasn't revealed that to anyone. I say this because if he was one of the very early devils created he is the exception to the rule. So there could be some secret he knows.

BUT wow it seems that I have compiled ALL of this into one post. YAY FOR ME. Now there may be more little blurbs popping up as I remember them but for nowwwwww~ Thank you for reading, hopefully you grabbed some snacks, and ya'll are amazing. Feel free to let me know ya'lls thoughts if you haven't said already on our stinky hot devil man <3 lol

[akuaya-eng]

(Card story) Rosé SSR - Splendid Cabaret Bunny

- ALLURING ROSÉ AND ALCOHOL -

EPISODE 1

Rosé:

Huh~… he's not coming~…

Vanis:

(walks in) Not coming? Who?

Rosé:

Vani-tan! Just in time ♪

Vanis:

… Can you stop calling me that? Besides, you weren't waiting for me, were you?

Rosé:

Well, no. It's not you who I want to destroy.

Vanis:

Destroy…?

Rosé:

Seriously, that guy. He's got some nerve to completely miss an appointment with me-- I'll definitely destroy him.

Vanis:

I don't know who you're talking about, but I feel sorry for him.

Rosé:

Then help me out ♪

Vanis:

Um… I don't understand the connection of this conversation.

Rosé:

To completely crush someone, you need to prepare properly, right? And for preparation, you need people, right? Just come with me ♡ (walks towards Vanis)

Vanis:

Wait… don't pull me. You're stretching my clothes… (both walk away)

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Rosé:

...Hmm, is my makeup good enough~? No, should I make it even more dark and bold?

Vanis:

Rosé. I brought the things you asked for, but I wonder if this accessory is okay.

Rosé:

Hmm… no, I'll find them myself. Your taste is too safe… If I want to destroy him, it has to be flashy ♡

Vanis:

You ask for help and then act all picky… What are you getting so worked up about?

Rosé:

There's someone I want to bring down and utterly destroy.

Vanis:

I see. So, that's the person you were supposed to meet earlier.

Rosé:

Yeah. He made a promise, and he broke it just like that. Well, I didn't think it would go smoothly anyway~. After all, he boasts that there's nothing he can't obtain: "power, money, even people's hearts".

Vanis:

Ah… If it's the same person I'm thinking of, why don't you just give up? That person seems like a hassle.

Rosé:

Huh? If you think there's anyone I can't defeat, you're out of your mind. I'll give you a front-row seat to see him fall. So keep your eyes peeled and wait ♪

Vanis:

Alright, alright… I got it.

EPISODE 2

(clapping)

Rosé:

Yeah, yeah, the dancers I hired are great. It's good to have my solo stage, but having a supporting cast is nice too.

Vanis:

(walks in) Rosé. You’ve put together another spectacular event. Isn't this one even more extravagant than the other day?

Rosé:

I invited him by saying, “I’m holding a special event just for you.” This time he’ll definitely show up. I'm talking about someone with a big ego. He won’t miss a lavish show held just for him ♪

Vanis:

Well, after blowing off the last appointment, he’s probably curious to see how you're reacting.

Rosé:

If he shows up with a smug grin, that’ll piss me off. I’ll just smile back at him in return~… Oh! By the way, what about that drink we talked about?

Vanis:

I’ve taken care of it. Here.

Rosé:

Perfect ♪ With this, I’ll crush his ego.

(door opens)

Vanis:

Ah…

Millionaire:

(walks in) Hey, Rosé.

Rosé:

Hi. I’ve been waiting ♪

Millionaire:

Well, I came here just for fun. But I have many people who want to spend time with me, so I can’t just focus on you.

Rosé:

Huh, that’s a shame. But make sure to take a look on my stage. OK ♡

Millionaire:

Haha, if I feel like it. See you. (walks away)

Vanis:

… He’s just like that, but are you sure it’s okay?

Rosé:

No problem at all. We’ve got the special drink. Well, I’m heading to the stage. Make sure to mess with his drink, please ♪ (walks away)

Vanis:

Good grief… (walks away)

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Rosé:

Come come, everyone! (flashes and applause) The Rosé Belladonna Cabaret Show is about to begin~ ♪ The last show was a hit, so we’re doing it again, but that’s not the only reason for tonight. There’s someone I really want to see it… that’s why ♡

Millionaire:

…Hmm.

Rosé:

(thinking) Alright, he’s watching.

Vanis:

Here’s your drink. Enjoy. (pours)

Millionaire:

Ah, thank you. I have plans later, so I’ll just have a little.

Rosé:

(thinking) Nice, Vanis ♪

Now, let the greatest showtime begin~!

EPISODE 3

Rosé:

Phew, that was fun ♪

(thinking) The dance was perfect. The audience's excitement was at its peak, and it felt amazing ♡

Now, onto him.

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Rosé

(walks in) Hey there, enjoying yourself?

Millionaire:

Ah, Master Rosé…!

Rosé:

(thinking) Oh? Looks like it's working. I didn’t think it'd go this far, though.

Millionaire:

The stage was magnificent! I… no, I cannot stop crying tears of joy…

Rosé:

I'm glad you're happy ♪ I danced just for you, you know?

Millionaire:

What an honor…! Now I can become your dog or anything you want!

Vanis:

… That's strange.

Rosé:

What?

Vanis:

(thinking) The special drink Rosé asked me to prepare. Whoever drinks it will temporarily lose their grip, rationality, and act according to your desires…

But he only had one drink. There's no way it should be this effective.

Rosé:

Hmm~? What do you mean?

Vanis:

It’s not just the drink. He’s probably also been mesmerized by your show and fallen for you… completely.

Rosé:

So… You mean that my overflowing charm made him this helpless!?

Millionaire:

Master Rosé…?

Rosé:

Oh, sorry for ignoring you. But-- you completely ignored me the other day, didn’t you?

Millionaire:

I have no choice but to do anything to apologize…! Please forgive me! (falls to the ground)

Rosé:

Haha! Rubbing your head on the floor to polish it. If you want my forgiveness that badly… you’ll do anything I say, right?

Millionaire:

Of course! If that will earn your forgiveness…

Rosé:

Then sign this contract, please ♡

Millionaire:

With pleasure! (walks away)

Rosé:

Okay, thank you ♡ Haha. Now, all the souls you possess are mine. Including your own soul…♡ I recently lost one of my sources of souls, so I needed to find a new one. Thanks to my charm, I got it. I’m such a sinful man.

Vanis:

… I definitely don’t want to make you my enemy.

Rosé:

? Did you say something?

Vanis:

No, nothing.

Rosé:

Oh, okay. Now, let's put ourselves together and pay attention to the stage~. The fun is just beginning… Enjoy. Hehehe ♪

[bisexuallsokka]

I need to know which 1989 vault songs you consider divorced zukka coded

heehee this is a test right? because the answer is, of course, all of them to some extent. never doubt my ability to divorcedzukkaify anything that has ever been written.

-"slut!" is from zuko's pov... "everyone wants him, that was my crime / the wrong place at the right time / and i break down, then he's pullin me in / in a world of boys he's a gentleman" is of course about sokka

but! don't forget the lines "lovelorn and nobody knows" (their whole relationship was a secret) "love thorns all over this rose / i'll pay the price you won't" the divorce of it all...

that's for later though. for now, they have the bridge, where they both know it's a huge risk but they are taking it anyway "you're not sayin you're in love with me but you're going to half awake takin your chance, it's a big mistake i said, 'It might blow up in your pretty face' i'm not sayin, 'do it anyway' (do it anyway) but you're going to" LIKE HELLO.....sad

-say don't go.........do i even need to say anything. no. but i will anyway. overall this song is from zuko's pov and i mentioned this last week but even though sokka is the one who is leaving, the chorus could be applied to zuko's pov by thinking of it as zuko internally begging sokka to say don't go when they're in the middle of a huge argument and zuko is getting called away for fire lord business. also the bridge makes me crazy because every time i listen to it my mind plays the high definition emotionally intense amv made from shots that only exist in my mind of sokka rejecting zuko's proposal. phew!

-now that we don't talk...sokka's pov! "remind myself the way you faded til I left...i cannot bе your friend, so i pay the price of what i lost and what it cost..." HELLO. also "what do you tell your friends we shared dinners, long weekends with?" WELL! "truth is, I can't pretend it's platonic, it's just ended" and the outro is more of sokka thinking well now that we don't talk i don't have to get sucked into the mess that is the fire nation political atmosphere i don't have to suck up to anyone or pretend that i like this life because i don't and i never did!

-suburban legends "when you hold me, it holds me together and you kiss me in a way that's gonna screw me up forever" SHUT UP!!! are you joking. they were born to be suburban legends they were born to change the world to fix the world and then return home but whoops it's not that easy...."I know that you still remember we were born to be national treasures when you told me we'd get back together" bruh

"i broke my own heart cause you were too polite to do it" ...this is what sokka tells himself but really he breaks his own heart because he thinks it's going to fall apart anyway so he might as well have some control over it right! but also zuko is too polite to do it, even when things were obviously crashing down between them he didn't want to let go of this he didn't want to stop trying nothing would ever make him give up on him and sokka. teehee.

-is it over now? i mean. was it over then? and is it over now? hint: it was never truly over and they will each have moments where they try and move on but it never ever works out or gets far because they will always be hung up on each other....anyway. "i think about jumpin off of very tall somethings just to see you come running and say the one thing i've been wanting, but no" wow and of course "if she's got blue eyes, I will surmise that you'll probably date her him" 😵

[fmdinyeong]

third time is the charm right? so yeah......... another revamp for inyeong and this time it’s going to be the last. i just didn’t feel like i was going anywhere with her the way she was and that her motives were slightly too superficial to my liking so i took the opportunity to revamp her and make her an older more jaded version of who she originally was supposed to be. phew. that’s a lot. anyway.  i have her BIO, her PROFILE, and again those basic PLOTS. you can (and probably should since i’m waaaaay more likely to reply there) add me on discord @ moonpsy #4969 or like this post and i’ll hit u up <3 

tw: dieting, plastic surgery, depression

okay so same backstory as before; youngest of four kids, very spoiled from birth, ppl never told her no. she did a bunch of different classes/activities growing up, never liked one thing specifically but her parents still indulged her

decided she wanted to be an idol bc she became obsessed with the Lifestyle of idols. nothing about the music or the performance or anything rly she just wanted the fame and the success and the fans basically 

so she auditioned for dimensions with the intention of debuting there, back in 2013 

she never really... tried to do anything when she was in dimensions bc she didn’t think she had to? she did improve on her dancing skills but she didn’t push as hard to improve her vocals esp bc the lawsuit went down and the company was in shambles and whatnot 

7rophy was announced and she wasn’t in the original line up. she told on one of the girls who was, telling the person responsible for the trainees that the girl was in a relationship, and the girl was kicked out of the company but bada still didn’t make it to the group (for reasons like... she didn’t fit the image, she didn’t fit the concept etc etc etc

bada basically felt like she wasn’t going to go anywhere staying in dimensions. so she took the shot of auditioning to bc and got in bc of her decent dancing skills but mostly bc of her looks (she was always pretty but she got a nose job, did some dieting and started taking constant trips to the dermatologist so she started filling exactly the standard of visuals that bc has)

bc was... a whole different story 

the competition there was something else entirely and it basically kicked her butt. the thing is that inyeong thrives on competition. she wants to win, and she knows that to win she needs to be the best. she compares herself to others and that doesn’t make her feel lesser. instead she sets the goal for herself that she’s going to be better than them. 

so she became one of the most diligent trainees, applying herself the hardest, improving the most to the point where she only got good comments during all the evaluations 

she even got the chance to participate in decipher’s the winter’s tale mv in 2018

but her debut never came

and then bc debuted their soloist in 2019 and honestly bada hates her soooo much. she thinks she’s too untalented to have debuted, she has nothing special going for her and she doesn’t understand how she was given a debut before bada was. 

honestly the start of 2020 was terrible for her (lmao same girl). at age 22 she was pretty much convinced she wasn’t going to debut ever and that she was just going to be asked to leave the company, esp with the trainees getting younger and younger, even with her being as good as she was. inyeong got into a seriously depressive episode because she felt like things didn’t have purpose anymore and the one thing she had going for her didn’t offer her any prospect. she was terrified of the possibility of having to find something else to do of her life and at the same time determined to quit bc

her brother minseok kinda pushed her to keep trying, to keep insisting, to keep going. and it was worth it bc by mid 2020 bc let her know she would be debuting in 2021 

she thinks the concept of chroma is pretty convoluted and she doesn’t know how bc expects the public to fully get on board with it. but honestly she’s too happy about debuting. 

in regards to the group and being a leader, inyeong is... i’m not gonna say aoa’s jimin bc yikes but she’s definitely no nurturing and caring leader. she’s very strict with the girls and watches them with hawk eyes. she’s not going to let anyone ruin her debut for her, not them or even herself, so she’s keeping them on a tight leash. when the full group debuts she’s going to act more as a quiet leader, who just keeps an eye on the girls most of the time and lets them do their thing but behind the scenes yeah she’s... not the nicest lmao she’s always going to have a softer spot for chroma crystal though.

personality wise she’s lost a lot of the immaturity that drove her decisions. she’s def still v self-absorbed and cutthroat, def isn’t the nicest person to speak to, but she’s also more conscious of how what other people think about her might affect her career so she’s more careful in her interactions... for now. she doesn’t have a skip on her step as she used to, and like i mentioned, she’s way more jaded and serious about things, but her interactions with people are mostly neutral.

i think this is it!! for future reference the groups she dislikes are origin, wish and femme fatale so anyone from those is like........ almost guaranteed she dislikes them lmao we can work with that though! 

[askyuuandco]

Did the guys have nicknames for Yuu? You know since they have made nicknames you guys?

Ace: HAHAHAHAHA! REVENGE!!!! >:D

Deuce: I mean we do have nicknames for Yuu. :>

Epel: Some ruder than others... Ace >.>

Ace: What she called me Bitchtrappole! D:<

Jack: everyone calls you that =-=

Ace: WHAT?! D:<

Deuce: anyways our nicknames for her :P

Ace: chihuahua, the devil in disguise, the nerd, the fat b**** >w>

Deuce; she's gonna smack the crap out of you =-=

Ace: bet!

Yuu: *smacks the s*** out of him*

KNOCKOUT!

Deuce: ...told you =-=

Ace: shut it =-=

Deuce: anyway...My nickname for her is Chief or Captain because she's kind of like the Freshman leader of our friend group and she sets us straight when we do something wrong or encourages us so yeah <:>

Yuu: aw <:D

Jack: My nicknames for her are Tifa and Gadget. Tifa because she reminds me a little bit like that girl I saw Idia was playing at one point a woman that doesn't take any nonsense from anyone especially when people destroy or hurt things or people she cares about. And Gadget was because she's good at making things. Before her incident, she was really good at metal work it was something she was good at crafting. I remember her making a fencing sword out of a rusted metal pipe and turned into something brand new. and I think that's really cool <:D

Yuu: Jack...deuce...your gonna make me cry stop ;v;

Deuce & Jack: sorry <:L

Epel: My nickname for her is Litwick because I caught her messing with candle wax :<

Yuu: What! I'm not allowed to touch metal anymore I have to have some hobby making candles was the only thing >:(

Epel: plus I call you that because you look like the pokemon thing you showed me :P.

Yuu: ...you get a pass...your lucky that pokemon is cute =-=

Sebek: ...

Yuu: ...well...

Sebek: well what?

Yuu: don't you have a nickname for me?

Sebek: no human. don't have a nickname for you. =-=

Yuu: hmm...I'll take Human as the nickname then :D

Sebek: I-WHAT?!

Orthro: Big Sister or Yu-Chan or Daredevil because she does things I wouldn't expect her to do like summersault into a pool

Yuu; hehe <:D

Yuu: anywho next person! RIDDLE!!!

Riddle: huh?!

Yuu: do you have a nickname for me?!

Riddle: ummm i don't think so.

Yuu: Then think of one!

Riddle: ummm plum? :>

Yuu: why plum

Riddle: cuz you look like one I guess?

Yuu: I'll take it!

Riddle: *in his mind* phew <:/

Ruggie: Mine is Frosty mint or Snowy

Yuu: eh? why?

Ruggie: Because you at all my mints >:(

Yuu: opps sorry:>

Ruggie: and I saw your Ice sculpture for art class during the winter :>

Yuu: ah.

Jade: Icy hot. Cool 1 minute and then on fire the next

Yuu: heeeyyyy >:(

Jade: see provide my point UuU

Yuu: ugh...

Floyd: easy Shirmpy \^u^/

Azul: Queen of Beast. The amount of creatures she attracts is just not normal. I found a raccoon in her house that wasn't even Grim. Then she told me his name is Larry as if she kept him as a pet!

Yuu: he's not a pet...he's a roommate =-=

Azul: sure he is =-=

Kalim: I call her Luna or Moon. She kind of reminds me of it too :D

Yuu: ;v; aaaawwwww

Jamil: Poppy

Yuu: huh????

Jamil: Don't question it

Yuu: fine.

Silver: I guess songbird or Lullaby...she's good at singing

Yuu: aw well that's really nice of y-

Silver: *fell asleep*

Yuu: and he's knocked out cold <:L

Trey: I guess little assistant because she always helps me with baking

Yuu: anytime :D

Cater: bendy or Yu-chan as well because I had no idea she can stretch her body at all so when she did it for the first time I was like dumbfounded

Yuu: I was shocked too ._.'///

Leona: Chatterbox or alarm clock or Nyaners or Herbivore=-=

Yuu: Hey I'm not that bad! and I eat meat too D':<

Leona: yes you are and you don't eat enough =A=

Vil: Sweet Potato or Tulip because let's be real the other freshman except Jack and Mary annoy me

Yuu: yeah :D

Vil: don't push it =-=

Yuu: aw :(

Rook: Trickster

Yuu: why >:(

Rook: my lips are sealed =u=

Yuu: hmmm =-=

Idia: Player 4

Yuu: wait who's number 2?!

Idia: *points at Orthro*

Yuu: then who's number 3?! D:<

Idia: *points at his other sibling (my fc)*

Yuu: ;-;

Malleus: Child of Man or Treasure UuU

Yuu: aw...wait wh- :3

Malleus: No reason :)

Lilia: Little Bat, My gaming buddy, cooing buddy, little niecey

Yuu: hehe >w<

Grim: Bossy, Henchmen >:P

Yuu: Bossy yes Henchmen I never agreed to >:(

Grim: >:P

[gillianthecat]

The opening of Big Dragon has hooked me in! Drama! Blackmail! Toxicity! Chinese mythology and dragons and lion dancers! And the title sequence and theme song is a great vibe.

I'm liking the lighting/coloring and all the camera work. I suspect it may go a long way in making this show seem interesting. Perhaps more interesting and unique than the plot actually is? I will have to see. The Greek Chorus of dum-dum friends seemed very typical to Thai BL pulp, even if the room they were in seemed more grown up. I hope either they get more interesting or they disappear from the story.

I was trying not to compare, but so far it really does feel a lot like what Fahlanruk is trying to be. When two fuckboys collide. The parallel hookups did not help the comparison (Big Dragon did it much better.) Although the actors actually did very little that was explicit in that scene, the editing, script, music and acting made it feel a lot more explicit than anything in Fahlanruk has.

Anyways, I was excited about Fahlanruk's concept of two fuckboys meeting their match and disappointed that they weren't giving it to me. So I'm feeling excited and hopeful about this one so far. There chemistry has been more antagonistic at this point, but they're doing well at that. And the trailer made them look very good together.

~ I hope we don't get too much of these business interview things or business talk in general. Business bros are boring. Even the translator thinks so, the subtitles got markedly worse in that section. It seems like they got messed up at a crucial point when Mangkorn was sending Yai a loaded subtextual message during his speech. Or at least I didn't I understand what he was saying there.

~ Is this woman Ajo he's asking out gonna turn out to part of the lesbian couple? I'm getting distinctly uninterested vibes from her, but she's also framed like she's going to be an important character.

~ Secret photographer!

~ I like the spoiled but hardworking rich kid thing Yai has going on. He has a cute pout. I like how he kind of gets transformed by his circumstances. Young and earnest at the interview, full of swagger at his bar.

~ I also like the sets. They all seem textured and visually rich. I'm so tired of white walls. I know they're the low budget option so I'm not mad about it. But it's also really nice to see something else. (One of the reasons I like My Only 12% as well).

~ Pong and Park! They're great. I love that we've established some sort of pining situation right off the bat. The slapstick is a bit over the top for me, but doesn't stop me from liking them.

~ But what is Yai's necklace! I still haven't been able to get a good look.

~ Ok, so I am Very Intrigued by this rivalry they've got going on. When did it start? Why did it start? Was that the first time they fucked? The conversation kind of made it seem like it wasn't. 👀 And does that mean Mangkorn hired the photographer himself just to taunt Yai?

~ I like Ajo a lot. And I love that Mangkorn is constantly being shown entering rooms with shots that Pan up from his feet. Very fun and dramatic.

~ The colors! The textures! I love the look of this show. And, since I've had sound mixing on my mind, the sound quality seems decent. The whole thing feels... not expensive, but also not low budget. For some reason it's making me think of the US American TV show Revenge. Not that they're very similar in premise or even the look, but it has the same feel of trashy glamour. Or perhaps glamorous trash. Very fun.

~ Ajo's face as Yai and Mangkorn are doing their posturing game. 😂

~ Ah, it's a tiger pendant. Thanks, Mangkorn!

~ Phew. That skirted the edge of feeling too dubcon for me, but managed to stay on the safe side. Still fucked up, mind, but it feels mutually, consensually fucked up, and fits this glamorously trashy world.

~ That was reasonably hot with reasonably good chemistry. It didn't blow me away, but that feels about right for these characters at this point in the story. It was all very well shot and edited.

~ Ohhhhh. It's all been a flashback. They tricked me. 😂

~ THEY ALREADY HAVE EACH OTHER SAVED ON THEIR PHONES AS 🐯 AND 🐉!!! I don't know why but somehow that is the cutest thing. Even when they still think they hate each other they're using cute emoji symbols. 🥺

Plus a moody angsty music video at the end?!! This is amazing. This is perfect. I love it. This show is exactly what I didn't realize I was looking for. Thank you, universe for providing.

[tslasvegas]

Episode 4: “I'm sorry Daddy, I've been very naughty.” - Keegan

Dan and JAKE! A WORD IN MY OFFICE PLEASE! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS.

Wow! Today was A Day to say the least. I feel like boo boo the fool with how things went down today, but hopefully, I can recover from that now that there’s a new tribe. I’m excited to get to know new people, but sad to see my old alliances have to come to an end. I guess we’ll see what happens

Finally a swap and golly 5 OG Palazzo! I really hope this works in our favor. Kinda nervous for Joey and Stephanie tho because now they are in the minority of their tribe. I do hope they’ll find a way to survive till merge

LMFAO IM... watching the tribal council for the other tribe and I'm SORRY??? Who the fuck is Jake S he is the most condescending man I've ever seen in my entire life YIKES. Anyways this swap is nice.. I think I've got a good group, I really hope we win the next few immunities because I 1) really dont want to see Rachael on this tribe and 2) i want to try and rebuild my um. tattered relationships. I did the best I could in the challenge for tonight, I'll try to come back tomorrow a little more renewed cus I'm kinda wiped out from today's events. Now that my tribal council cherry has been popped for this Org its time to go crazy woop

So good not to check Luxor anymore! 

Well last tribal went fine, I got to see what was in the Prize Vault which is awesome; now I have a better idea of the twist. Big problem though- Our swap put me in the minority. I was running Luxor and had a core 4, now they have 5 OG Pink so they can pluck us off, one at a time. I went from drivers seat to getting driven over. We need to win the challenge, so I'm gonna go ham in winterbells and hope to pull it out.

We swapped! I think I made a confessional already, but honestly I don't remember. I gave Livingston some of my chips so he can go visit the vault after the immunity challenge. We'll see what is in there and for how much, and maybe snatch up some real nice items to help us out. I've also got Andrew on my side, which is great and he's apparently quite tight with Pat, which is fantastic. Mo is a pretty decent dude and I've been talking with Jake a lot today. Things are going alright. I just hope we can win this challenge. 

Phew, while the swap was not ideal. I was really liking my tribe, we were kind of quiet but individually everyone was great and we also kicked butt at challenges! Anyway, the swap with numbers wise not great, but I know Xavi from a previous game and we have a solid relationship, I hope he and John and Joey and myself can build a solid squad to make it to the merge. The challenge was rough tbh, I am not great at video games, but I think I did ok... Jaiden got like 20 trillion points on a game so really I have no idea how I did. Hoping for the best!

I am losing my mind in my personal life so I am sorry that I have been mia. I appreciate the patience from the hosts and my tribe. It makes me still want to play even though I've been kinda invisible. I'm aware of that. I'll fix it. I promise. Otherwise, its been pretty good as a tribe so far. Andrew, Pat, and NIk and i are all really close from other games, so we're good and Andrew and Pat and I are together, which is just really unfair if you ask me. I can't wait to start scheming!

Uhhhhhh.................................... anyways........ yall hear somethin? Oh I hear something. It's the sound of Joey literally blowing himself up to me hardcore!!!! The narcissism and arrogance really jumped out on this one. So Joey had the idea of calling tonight to go over some stuff and honestly out of the 2 hours we spent, I think about 45-60 mins of it was rather nice and I do feel that I enjoy his presence, but omg... his desire for control is so noticeable and its kinda gross. Joey and I debriefed on what went down on Bellagio and I totally understand why there was the difference in us discussing tribe dynamics - I had to give up all my info while he kinda kept things more reserved. I want to assume this is because of the fact that I went to tribal and he hasn't until now. I won't judge him for that. However, after this he's kinda like dictating the fact that an OG Bellagio needs to go home. Ben is the easier person to throw under the bus since he didn't even bother to do the challenge/let us know what's up. Not a big fan of that, but aight. Then Joey starts suggesting we vote out Kailyn...?? Uh... not on my watch. I have to make it up to Kailyn at least a little bit so even though she's probably got a loaded gun pointed at my head rn, I want to defuse the situation rather than start throwing her out there as a potential target. Even if it isn't coming from me, I'm not here for that. The information that Joey did give up to me relates to the chips in the game. I've never paid much attention to the chips, but I guess it takes 10 to get into the vault and Joey's got between 11 and 15 (he changed his answer on the subject SEVERAL times). He says there are three idols worth 40 chips each, then a super idol worth I think 50 or 60 (can't remember). On top of that, there are nullifiers, vote advantages, and a legacy advantage, too. He seems fixated on the legacy advantage and really wants the chips to get it. Like.. ok do you but we NEED the super idol?? Does he not realize that thing has more power than anything else in the vault combined..? ANYWAYS. What really started to turn me off about Joey is that there was this sudden expectation that I'd be giving him all of my chips thus far. I don't care about them to begin with but knowing what I know now, it doesn't make sense for me to give him my stash just to fuel his hunt for... a measly legacy advantage... I put myself in a compromising position. I told him that once a host gets back to me on my exact total, I'd be willing to trade him my chips for I guess an allyship going forward. I mean that. I want to work with Joey at least through this vote, but I can't guarantee that it'll go much further than that. He is a very risky person for my game right now because if he's coming off this strong to everybody, it's only going to hurt me by association to stick with him longer than a vote or two. However, I'm going to try and divert the attention and just be like, maybe we need to use my five as a bartering piece for new allies at this point. I want to try and build meaningful partnerships right now, especially since that was the only reason I wanted to make it to the merge.. Rebuilding is crucial as well. Kailyn and possibly Nik/Rachael are not going to be fond of me once we all have "the talk" about last tribal. I put myself in an even more compromising position with them, but I'll find my way out of that mess. I think........ As far as this tribe goes, I think between Joey's WILD imagination/constant over-analyzing and the lack of direction this tribe has taken so far.. I'm doing okay. Nobody is really standing out besides Joey and I guess myself in a way, so if I keep him around it MIGHT even shrink my own target little by little - unless people find out we're together then FUK. 

......five seconds later

In terms of my other relationships right now, I love John Coffey but this is old news, I've been in love with this man since like 2016 and it's fine - totally fine - just fangirling a bit rn since I get to spend more time with him!! woohoo. Xavier and Stephanie are straight up non-entities which makes me SO scared of them especially since Stephanie's won an ORG before... how can someone be so irrelevant yet still win something? Hmm... Makes me think that she's secretly a ninja, you never even see her around. Nik has grown more and more quiet as the days go along and I wonder what's goin' on with that. Maybe they've decided since Biden won the election that moving to New Zealand is a bad idea? Lmfao. I dunno. Nik stresses me the hell out because I have no idea what they're thinking at any point in time even in the off-chance that we are talking. I think I might just have a personality they don't mesh with because I noticed on call forever ago that none of my jokes were particularly landing but Nik had a lot to say and a LOT to joke about there... rip. If it's a personality conflict - go off, I guess. I'll try on a couple different hats w this person to try and see if I can get things to go better than they have been. Kailyn.. like I said before, pretty sure she's after me but I am really trying to sell it to her that I like her a lot, because I do. I literally compare her to my best friend irl because they have very similar attributes and I consider Kailyn kinda messy but fun and quirky like my BFF so I hope that Kailyn did truly appreciate me making that comparison. Ben's inability to do this challenge is going to be his undoing. I think the only acceptable move is to vote him off this time because I HAVE to prove to Kailyn that I can stay the course, and I also need to whittle down Bellagio numbers to prevent people from targeting us and having everything go to shit that way. Let Joey control this, please dear god. Don't let me get blood on my hands. Let Rachael integrate herself well on this tribe. Let someone else blow themselves up in the process. Just not me plz and thanks. There is no fear in my soul tonight. Joey might be a fucking crackhead but so am I. I'm breaking down walls that I didn't think existed but Joey basically told me tonight that he thought I was confrontational, rude, chaotic, and all these other things but was impressed at how calm, optimistic, and outgoing I was. Love to hear it. He might think he overestimated me but he was right about the initial impressions... too bad he won't be around long enough to see that side of me :~) 

FIRSTLY, DeNara was robbed. Okay so I already wrote this a while ago in my host chat about how the fact jake and dan are praying for my downfall because after the swap i am the only og bellagio on a tribe with 5 palazzo and 2 luxor. so after I slowly blinked at my screen for a bit I was like okay how do we survive this if I go to tribal. Because I’m under the impression tribes are gonna stick together especially going into merge but since Luxor is already down so many members it’s kinda Bellagio Vs. Palazzo. but then I was like okay wait I’m the only member of bellagio on this tribe after coming from a tribal so I’m the only one who can say what happened and I can create what narrative I want to help me get through the next couple rounds. Because if I was like oh blah blah I was in majority im so fucked then of course they’re gonna target me to get me out. But if I play the victim card and milk the fact that I voted in the minority acting like I hate my og tribe maybe they’ll think to use me as a pawn. To take down others moving forward. Listen if I have to be labeled a goat to move forward then BAA bitch.

.....five seconds later

Things are going good, because not only am no longer in danger this round but that means Rachael is going to the enemy tribe which if she came to our tribe that might’ve disrupted the narrative I had going of me being against og bellagio. Also DeNara should still be here, don’t think I didn’t clock the fact that Ben scored a 0. I also found out from Andrew that Rachael and Ben are apart of the same Tengaged group which explains why Rachael was so set on Ben staying but like, listen, if I end up in a game with someone I’m friends with, and they’re not active and helping the tribe. Good riddance.

What the. We lost yet again. I have lost everything since the start of the game. It's crazy. There are 4 from Bellagio, 2 Palazzo and 2 Luxor. 2+2 seems like an obvious plan, but it looks like it is falling apart already (read: Joey). Sucks to be across the world, so instead of scheming, I'll be sleeping.

Forgive me father, for I have sinned. is the same as I'm sorry Daddy, I've been very naughty. 

The swap did happen. Expected it. Glad we won this first challenge in this new tribe tho in worried for Stephanie and Joey

Vault Shenanigans - Holy shit I did not expect this to be as powerful as it is. I was preparing myself for some sort of payment based search system, but being able to straight up buy the items I want, but its also the same for other people. I had a misconception at how generous the wheel was so I'm probably behind some people with the amount of chips, but I could very well start scooping up some of the steal votes and just say "see ya" to the idols, although getting a super idol would be very wild, it still seems risky to hold out that long to get it, even though there's a great amount of power associated with it. The other issue with a super idol is that I think that its very likely that if I get into a position where I need to use it, that I lose a lot of respect with the jury if it does happen. The only benefit from actually having it would be that I no longer have to worry about someone else whipping it out, so it'd be less for me wanting it, but more for others not having it. As of now, I think my optimal play is to hold on to my chips until around ~40, and then buy both vote steals at once, OR go all out for the super if someone has already bought an idol by that point, because I would be operating under the assumption that the frontrunner is already out of the running. Tribe Swap Shenanigans - This is a hell of a tribe swap. 5-2-1 is always a great spot to be in, I am already good within the 5 that I have so I don't have to worry about anything there, it should be relatively smooth sailing as far as getting to the merge. Mo/Jake are alright so far, neither particularly speak too much. Kevin has not reached out at all, probably will try to talk to him tonight for general purposes, even if he seems like he'd be an easy one to get out first should we go to tribal the next time. But generally I really don't plan on losing so it's kind of a wash. I'll take the smooth sailing, easy path to merge. Premerge is never as relevant as merge is when it comes to FTC as long as you have something to show for yourself at the merge. I've got all game to make my presence known, and I plan on using the entirety of the game to do so.

I feel super anxious today because even though I had a great conversation and built a good connection to Joey, there hasn't been any talk about the vote quite yet. I mean obviously names have rolled out but nothing solid is out there still, I think I just need to let go of the urgency for a name to start being spread early on and just let things be. Stephanie and I have been chatting a bit here and there today so I feel more comfortable with her and hopefully she sees things from a similar perspective as everyone else - the Bellagio foursome needs to get broken up right now. As long as it's not my name of course!!!!! Plz vote Ben @everyone. Or Kailyn tbh save me a little bit of trouble now. Talking to Xavier is SO HARD LMAO. He doesn't immediately contribute information into a conversation and as bad as I wanna get rid of Ben, I almost..almost think going for Xavier is the smarter move, since Xavier doesn't seem too motivated to actually get to know ME and work with me. I'm selfish that way. Kailyn doesn't seem like she wants to do Ben which is a little frustrating but I totally get it, if Ben stays he's going to go after her hardcore but like she needs to actually pitch me an alternative lmfao. I don't wanna go bending over backwards just to appease her right now so if she doesn't gimme a name.. sorry sis but then I think it's gonna be Joey's call on this one :/

I am being very cautious now. The 4 of us (me, John, Joey and Steph) are going to vote together. Now Jaiden wants to vote Nik. And Kailyn wants to vote Ben. Why can't we just agree on one?! And it always has to go down to the wire. Stick together, people!

I think I am possibly leading the charge against Nik rn?? Joey told me he wanted Ben and then I told him I wanted Nik and now he wants Nik LOL take that Stephen 

Okay well I have no idea what's going to happen tonight, but I'm going into tribal not afraid of the vote I am probably going to have to make ... I think the best move is to just vote for Nik and be done with it, but it's going to cause a serious rift in a lot of my relationships if I do so. I've been super wishy-washy to a lot of people I think and right now it doesn't make sense to continuously do one thing when I mean another.. especially since there seems to be zero ground to move upon when it comes to getting the vote to turn from Nik to Ben. Nik doesn't even SEEM ACTIVE?? Why are we making this a bigger deal than it needs to be. Ben can't just walk around deciding what's going on and I think Kailyn would prefer to keep Nik around rather than Ben but it's like... so push for Ben to be the target hun! She's feeding into someone else's move no matter what she does, it's either Ben's agenda or John's agenda. Pick a side, but pick the side I'm on, too. Why don't we just vote for Kailyn tbh. lmao

[izamthereblliousirken]

Is it too late to ask more about the 30 question thing? I'm the anon who asked the other two before and I was curious if I could do a few of the other questions for your characters? Um just in case it is okay I was wondering about the 🎁 question for everyone or maybe the 🧠 question for any of them. Which ever you prefer.

((It's not too late at all. You and anyone else are welcome to ask any of the 20 oc questions for Izam TAF or Dylan. I'm also kind of glad for this because I woke up in the middle of the night and needed a distraction cause can't get myself to fall back asleep. I only mention this because I'm typing this answer on my phone a little past 2 in the morning so there is bound to be typos. Okay here we go!

The 🎁 questions. It just occurred to me this post may be long. Sorry about that lol.

Izam: The perfect gift to buy Izam is two things and one of them at this moment may seem like a surprise only because I haven't had the chance to show off his love for it just yet. Anyways the first perfect gift is literally anything super sweet and sugary. Izam has a sweet tooth that could rival Red and Purple. Like seriously give this boy a cookie and he will love you for life. The second gift that will be a surprise to you all at this point is some kind of cute clothes. Literally any cute article of clothes and he will also be sold. Honestly this next part of the plot is about to dive into his future love of fashion so you guys will see this come into play really soon hopefully.

The worst gift to give Izam would be...hmmm this actually took me a second to think of an answer but I got one. You know those candies that are like super gross, like the bean boozled candies for example. Give him that and also not warn him and my poor boy will be devastated and probably never trust you again. Haha! Is it bad I want to draw a joking comic around this idea now? XD

Izam would be good at gift giving only after he knows someone really well. I feel like he would be the type to look for hours just to find that perfect gift and then spend another hour just to wrap it up right. But when he does wrap it up he keeps messing up so in the end the gift is just a poor mess of crumpled wrapping paper and tape. Poor Izzy will be so self conscious to give the gift at that point.

TAF: TAF actually loves really gentle music. He finds it soothing and calming. And even though he loves Izam so much, living with him can end up stressful for my robot. So basically if you give him a lot of new ways to listen to music he'd be so happy. I also like the idea he discovers record players on Earth and falls in love with the old fashioned way to listen to music. Give him a record player and he will be your new best friend.

Worst gift for TAF is a bit vague I know but literally anything that can cause a giant mess or is unnecessary noisy He finds items like that irritating and it somehow gives him a headache. How a robot gets a headache is beyond me. He is meant to be the opposite of GIR personality wise despite both being made of garbage so basically if GIR would like it he would hate it.

TAF would be great at giving gifts, able to process the best possible gift for anyone whether he knows them well or not and being a robot and a bit of a neat freak I'd be shocked if he can't perfectly wrap any kind of gift even if he doesn't have a box for it.

Finally Dylan: Dylan is a big movie geek. He loves a lot of classic films and also has a lot of merchandise that is related to films. Give him anything related to a movie, especially a super big blockbuster like movie and he will be so happy. He especially loves movies like Star Wars, Jaws, Jurassic Park, E.T., Indiana Jones, etc. So anything related to those kind of movies is a win in his book.

Thinking of the worst kind if gift for Dylan is hard because he is the type that will love any kind if present as long as there was genuine thought put into it. But on that note if you give him something and it's obvious it was a last minute present with no care put into it he wouldn't be thrilled. He'd accept it no matter what but wouldn't put a smile on his face.

Dylan is not great at giving gifts though. Don't get me wrong he will go for hours looking for a good gift but he will go back and forth if someone would like what he is considering or spend too long trying to make something when he really doesn't know how to do that well. He thinks over gifts too much and in the end stresses over it a lot. Though he usually finds something someone will like in the end, but always fears he could have done better. As for wrapping the gift...he just tries to find the biggest bag to put the gift in because wrapping is not one of his talents.

Phew sorry this ended up long. At least I think it's long. Hard to tell on my phone. I want to answer the 🧠 questions too but I think I'll do that on another post. I'll leave this one for the gift questions.))

[theirloveisgross]

Phew! This post and the videos made me cry alright.

I've been in this mess for three months. Yes, I am a new Larrie, but oh boy, the amount of tumblr posts, videos, articles I've consumed... it's a lot. My sleep schedule is fucked because of all this. I've never studied something so hard in my life. But anyway...

I like to think I've made up my mind about a lot of things, I've engaged in several interesting discussions with other people, I research everything before spreading it out because I'm very skeptical by nature and we know how skillful in video editing and photoshop this fandom is, and, of course, learning MORE about how fucked up the music and film industries are has given me a new perspective on how I consume media.

I've never been interested in celebrity gossip, who was dating who and whatnot. If I'm not a fan of the artist, I simply do not care. Even so my brain had the idea that Harry Styles was someone who dated around a lot, but again, I never gave it much of a thought because I wasn't a 1D fan and I had other interests.

Imagine my brain going into overdrive when I found out about Larry. Yup. So fucking glad I did, to be honest, because nothing feels better when you find out you're purposefully being lied to and you start seeing patterns, etc, etc.

Obviously, as a new Larrie, Holivia is the first aggressive stunt I'm enduring. Surprisingly enough, I've been so calm about it, sometimes I feel like those old Larries like,

(Yes, I adore this photo).

It's sad, it's heartbreaking. The first thing I noticed in all of those cursed yacht pics was Harry's inexistent smile. We've even seen him smiling under his face mask when he meets fans! But at the same time, I know it's not real, because I NOTICE what Harry does and the signs he sends, so I know better than to believe this dumpster fire. The most frustrating part of it all is how the general public goes with it, but why wouldn't they? They don't care about him and they just go with whatever the media feeds them, and so Harry ends up with an awful public image, which to be fair, has been curated for the last 10 years, because IT STILL SELLS TO A BIG PART OF THE POPULATION.

I don't know what I'm trying to get at but I guess it's just been so liberating for me knowing the truth and believing Louis and Harry are together, because it makes these things easier, and it's my guess that's how veteran Larries feel. Don't get me wrong, it gets tiresome (even Harry's said so in the earlier days (refer to the videos in OP)), but when you understand that there's not much use going against the monster that it's the media, it gets easier to handle.

I could go on about this for dayyysss but I'll leave it at this, quoting the previous post:

Closeting is never the fault of the closeted person.

About the rad louies and stuff. I am a larrie, I love H&L but I wasn't expecting this level of stunting from Harry at this point and it makes me sad. This is kind of a cry for help because the last think I want is to think bad about Harry, but sometines I'm genuinely concerned... would he give up all of his creative ambitions just to be with him? I hate the ladies man he is trying to sell AGAIN, and many harries, larries, directioners don't like it either, so Harry WHY? :( Please don't be mad

hey babyyy,

i'm not mad! i don't blame you for being sad and confused. i'm not a discourse blog and i don't plan to become one (despite my last few posts, sorry!) but i want to answer this because this is such a hard time in the fandom and we could all use some comfort.

it's fair to say none of us were expecting this level of stunting after 2019 and 2020. but i think it is important to emphasize that just because he is no longer as tightly controlled as he was as a teenager, does not mean he likes stunting. this stunt was not his idea. he was not sitting in a board room going "hey guys what if i make out with olivia on a yacht, that'd be so fun!" he is a closeted gay man who has to do some ridiculous stuff to maintain his closet and to be successful in the music industry and now hollywood.

now, you say you "hate the ladies man he is trying to sell again." i want to be very clear here, he, himself, is not and never has tried to sell this. this image was pushed upon him incessantly at the tender age of 16 (when he was a LITERAL child) and he was buried deep in that image by 1d's team and the tabloid media for eight years straight. while in 1d he pushed back on this image as much as he possibly could. he hates this image and he had no choice in it. just listen to Don't Let Me Go, listen to Something Great, listen to Two Ghosts, and if you need further reassurance of something recent: listen to Falling!!!!! watch the Falling music video! what do you think he is talking about when he says "what if i'm someone i don't want around?" the image of "the drink in my wandering hands." i see Harry far more in his music than i do in his pap pictures or than i do in HSHQ. i cannot picture someone writing those songs who is not incredibly self-aware, good intentioned, and deeply deeply loving.

yes, we hate this stunt. yes, it is bringing back some of the narrative that haunted us during 1d of the womanizer. yes, we are all slightly confused as to why he agreed to it after what looked like a serious image rebranding in 2019. we do NOT have the answers. i simply don't know, anon. BUT i am not going to start questioning who Harry is and how he wishes to be seen. and, honestly, that takes some faith right now. especially after yachtgate 2.0. but i am happy to say it is not blind faith because Harry is still Harry. i am going to pull out the big guns and attach fimq's video "The Womanizer." perspective is important and it hasn't been a very long time in the grand scheme of things since fimq made this video. re-watch this or watch it for the first time and tell me who the real Harry is:

i think it's easier to vilify harry for rads because 1) his uber success and 2) he distanced himself very purposefully once the band went on hiatus. i highly suspect harry did so for his mental health and likely after working through some serious trauma in therapy. it's easier to think someone's a villain when you rely on tabloid fodder. i don't believe tabloid fodder about louis, so why would i about harry? just because i have less access to him, doesn't mean he's now a different person from the one i've grown to know.

harry's success means all the stunts are in your face but louis still has a whole ass beard and child. and he talked about that child and beard during promo in 2020! i don't think he is any less brave or good because of that. so it'd be cruel to say so of harry. closeting is never the fault of the closeted person. no matter how famous and successful.

and, finally, your question of would he still give up all his creative ambitions just to be with louis referencing what i said in my post which harkened to IICF. well, i think that question is moot. i think they likely determined a long time ago, 2015 or 2016, that both of them did not want the other to give up their ambitions for the other. and gladly so because that would not make for a very healthy or happy relationship. they decided they could stick together and still support each other's dreams; that they could survive the closeting if they had each other. it's a measure of love to say you would give up everything if they asked you too. but assuming louis loved/loves harry just as much, do you think he would even entertain the idea of allowing harry to give up on his dreams of singing, writing music, acting, being a gender-fucking fashion icon? nahhhh!!! would you let your partner do that? so to answer your question... i think harry still loves louis just as much as he did when he wrote IICF, probably even more now. do i think his ambition is a hindrance to his love for louis? no, not at all. i think louis is the biggest harrie there is, just like i think harry is the biggest louie.

okay, i think i've gone on long enough. i hope i've brought you some comfort in some way, anon. and i apologize to anyone who has to scroll past this fucking novel. but i think i needed this chat just as much as anon did. harry is a good and beautiful princess even when he is harder to access!

if you're not already all discoursed out, anon, i will leave you with two posts that i felt were helpful to my thinking recently. this post about bravery and being generous to closeted individuals. and this post about closeting and coming out. also, i hope you did watch that fimq video, it's an important reminder for all of us right now!

this is officially the end of my apparent anti-rad manifesto.

[technicallyoneofakind]

Swaine: Well you see, I was thinking of that time when- y'know what? No. I don't have to explain myself to you! Go do... whatever it is we do when we're not busy.

Esther:

Esther: You should apologize.

Swaine: Umm... No.

Esther: Do it.

Swaine: It was a slip of the tongue!

Esther: *in his face, pointing at Oliver laying curled up in a puddle of tears* Do. It.

Swaine: *backs away* Alright, alright! No need to get your ni-

Esther: NOW, SWAINE!

Swaine: *takes deep breath* Oliver, I'm sor-

Oliver: It's- It's- *sob* Okay, S- Swaine. I- *sharp inhale* I for-forgive you.

Swaine: *uncomfortable, guilty groan* No, really, I'm sorry.

Oliver: It's... *uncontrollable sniffing and whimpering* ...okay. You messed up. I- I'm just too se- sensitive.

Swaine: *looks at Esther who's glaring at him like a protective mother/older sister and flinches* (What do I do here?!)

Esther: (Reassure him!)

Swaine: *kneels down* Look. You're not too sensitive. You just don't know how to... um... roll with the punches, yet, so to speak...? You're still growing. *pats back* It was a slip of the tongue that I should have been more wary of and that you didn't need to hear. I didn't mean it. *thinking* It was for the fairy, anyway- when we went on that asinine adventure at the Fairygrounds!

Oliver:

Swaine:

Swaine: Ummm...

Oliver: Th- thank you, Swaine.

Swaine: *looks at Esther* (Phew. Disaster averted.)

Esther: (Now hug him.)

Swaine: (Do I look like his dad-?!)

Oliver: *starts crying again* I- I never ha-had a faaaaatheeeerrrr! *wails*

Esther: *glaring at Swaine*

Swaine: *deep, exhausted, deadpan sigh as he drops his head* (Should have kept my big mouth shut.)

Esther: (You think?!)

[Edit: I made errors. They're fixed now. Ssh.]

Esther: What happened?

Swaine: Oliver sneezed, but instead of saying bless you, I accidentally told him to shut the fuck up.

Esther:

Esther: How do you accidentally tell someone to shut the fuck up?