#phd stuff

[shitifindinsteadofdoingmyphd]

Day 673 of the PhD

Second day back in the office and it’s a full day of reading. Which I’m kind of excited about since it’s raining today and the perfect weather for reading. Not going to lie, it’s great to be back working on the PhD. It’s also my third year this year so I have another 6 months after this and then I’m finished so hopefully it all goes smoothly.

[just-anka]

PhD defence is TOMORROW holy shit. Time hasn't felt real for the past month. I'm mostly exhausted and can't wait for it all to be over but trying to be at least a little excited for it too because it's a pretty big moment isn't it...

[ventras-world]

Short braindump here:

I am pregnant and i don't manage to do any advances on my third phd paper as all my cognitive ressources fuel on the teaching at the moment. But still i want to learn so many new things, would like to get better at python while my nearing maternity leave (which starts at the end of april), learn sewing from my mum, dive deeper into philosophy, read books for leisure and about statistiscs. Meanwhile im just occupied a lot of the day with 'surviving' as i am just exhausted by being pregnant. And i only lay on the couch and look at the 400th 'how to handle babies' video on tiktok.

Hard times being a scholar (soul).

[as-told-by-sura]

[dooareyastudy]

i start giving class again today............ much stress, many worries.

[drlinguo]

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From @errantscience

[ineedfairypee]

To P or not to P(hD)

[dyingroses]

You know what would suck

If the zombie apocalypse subsequent fall of society occurred right after you got your PhD

Like all that work for nothing!

Talk about a hardened darkened rage filled apocalypse character lol

[thephdpensieve]

Don't let the distance between where you are and where you want to be scare you out of moving forward.

But how?

This fear is like gravity. I can't feel it pulling me down, it is not prominent. It is not in the top of my head and making me fret every moment. It is not crushing or intense, it is not making me implode.

But it is there. It is keeping me from moving. I am paralyzed without even realizing. It has stopped me from being hopeful, or even looking at the future.

What's the cause? The distance between where I am and where I want to be, rather where I have to be. It is so far because I lagged behind once. And I am lagging behind still because the distance is daunting me now.

It's a loop. One thing feeds the other and vice versa. As time passes, the distance just keeps growing and I am standstill right where I was a year ago. And with the distance grows the fear. I get anxious more and more, and even simple tasks feel monstrous now. It is only a matter of time for me to succumb into the loop: to spiral into a blackhole.

How do I get out of this loop? How do I break this loop? How do I not let the distance scare me? Right now, I am all questions and no answers. I am writing this blog post to lift some weight off my chest and put it out in the open.

What helps you in such moments? Have you escaped the loop before? Or, are you too stuck in a loop like me?

[shitifindinsteadofdoingmyphd]

Day 627 of the PhD

Romanticising the PhD to make it feel less daunting this week .

[ventras-world]

Today, in a few minutes to be honest, i will sign my extension of my phd contract for one year. I don't know why, but there is anxiety connected to that. I love my job as lecturer here and i do think its possible to finish my phd in this one year... still.... there is lurking something in me.

Doubts, that i am already quite old. Doubts i could not accomplish what people expecting of me... or worse... what i am expecting of me.

I now that we are human and therefore cannot be productive all the time... and still i got this anxiety everytime i just slack off a little.

[as-told-by-sura]

I’m presenting on my research idea at a local conference tomorrow, please wish me luck!! 🫵🏻👀

[dooareyastudy]

so many things to do this week so here is a to-do list to keep me on track :

finish to rework some parts of Chapter 3

prepare class for next monday

start working on some adjustements in Chapter 1 in the light of Chapter 3

read papers to prepare for thursday seminary

also, my "e" key is acting up and i am slowly going crazy over it.

hopefully, by the end of the week, my Chapter 3 is done and i can start working on Chapter 4 next week !

[drlinguo]

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[between-pages-and-lines]

Trying to romanticize my life as super tired PhD student. 💫

[prozach27]

“So why did you go to grad school?”