hav ben working consistently w 1 of my sunny coworkers on non-sunny projects for a couple months now nd today he told me he cn tell nd is rly glad tht even when im stressed it never gets as bad as it does when we’re on sunny cuz on sunny i usually look like im dying
it was sweet of him to say but like...he doesnt understand the state i enter when i walk onto that set. literally nothing will ever effect me like that place does.
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Six Years
Six years later
The sunrise glows through my glass painted windows
Six years later
I drive in my car with my windows
down as the wind is kissing my cheeks
Six years later
I’m singing the songs that reminds me
of my heart breaks
Six years later
I’m writing poetry about the ones who
left their imprints on my heart
Six year later
I’m alive
and sharing nothing but
love
with the world-
even though the darkness
was my
closest
friend
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Gifted: Introduction
"Looking at their work I would be expecting 8s or 9s"
My biology teacher said that when I was in year nine. It was not the first time someone had said something to that effect, and it was not the last.
The fact of the matter is that I spent most of my time, up until year 11, being told how far I would go, how high my grades were expected to be and how I could do anything that I wanted. I would say, I just about nudged into the gifted category, not like some of my friends who passed everything with their eyes closed, I definitely had to work, but I was honestly doing well.
My first set of mock GCSEs in year eleven came back and I was broken. Not one of my grades was above a six. This continued through year 11, I was not living up to the expectations that were set. This all came to a head on results day when I discovered that I had only just scraped a 6 which was not enough to do maths A-level, and without maths, I couldn't do physics. This was an issue. I want to be an astrophysicist, however, I have always been in a complex "situationship" with maths, and honestly, I think we might need couple's counselling, but I'm stretching this metaphor too far so suffice to say, I was not too proud of my performance.
So here I am, the day before my first day of college and getting set to do Biology, Environmental science, and Geology. And I will be the first to admit, I am still bitter, I am still upset, I am not over it, but if I could do all the subjects I wanted too, they would be next on my list after physics and maths. The idea is that I will retake my maths GCSE and then go back after college to do physics and maths, so really, in essence I am just taking the scenic route, and maybe, I will end up somewhere wonderful that I could never have dreamed of.
take it easy and good luck to everyone starting this new year
written: 03/09/2024
posted: 03/09/2024
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Here's the first half (there's going to be four more) of the New Years gifts I made for my mutuals that have sonas/ocs that I could find👌, happy new year guys lmao
@onepokerhen
@cumonpumpkin
@nosleepgummitato
@groovygladiatorsheep
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SANTA SANTA BOY YOU'RE THE WORST IT'S THE 25TH I WISH IT WAS THE 1ST COUPLES ALL AROUND ME DAMN IT HURTS WANNA PUSH 'EM IN THE FIREPLACE AND WATCH EM BURN SANTA SANTA WHY DO YOU HATE ME? I'M A GIFT LOOK AT HOW GOD MADE ME NEVER NEVER GET WHAT'S ON MY LIST FRUITCAKE JUST MAKES ME SICK.
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