#perfection cant please me
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I watched Asuka's arcade mode! Here's what I gathered
Asuka R. Kruetz created Asuka #R to be a better version of himself that would actually interact with and understand others, which implies (to me) that:
He thinks himself so incapable of change and beyond any form of redemption to the point where he literally started over from the ground up WITH A CLONE. And
Asuka struggles to understand the emotions of others. He says that himself- He understands logically that people with different ideals will have conflict, but not the human emotions behind it all. That's because he naturally sees things through a very scientific, logical lens. He gets the emotions are there, he just doesn't... get them (He's so very autistic).
3. When Asuka interacts with others, he tries to be as inoffensive and polite as possible, even with his clones. But because of that, he doesn't share his opinions. He shares analysis of data. Which is something that many people dislike. He doesn't get that, by not saying what he thinks, people perceive him as not caring about anything.
What Asuka #R is saying here is that even though he made the fighting clones, every piece of data came from the original Asuka's memories and analysis. It was the original Asuka's perception of the people he met that shaped those clones, whether he understood the uniqueness in others at the time or not. When that data was given to Asuka #R, he was able to see the data in the individual and not the individual in data.
Which, Asuka doesn't really get at the moment, because he doesn't understand the inherit uniqueness of every living being. So when his clone says this:
The journey Asuka R. Kruetz goes on in his Arcade mode is, simply put, understanding that not everything makes sense. And it doesn't need to - it just is.
I think this means that, even if Asuka made a thousand clones, he'd still find flaws in each and every one until the end of time. Even if he could create a perfect version of himself, someone would find that perfect version disagreeable or unlikable and, therefore, imperfect.
Sol would rather fight a problem, and Asuka would rather discuss a plan to solve it. Happy goes into hours of theatrics, and Asuka is straightforward, to the point.
When everything in the world is, by nature, unique and imperfect, things will clash and conflict. And that's not always a bad thing. Sometimes, it's a good chance to learn. Sometimes, it gives us a way to understand one another better.
I think that's exactly what Asuka #R and those clones were trying to show to Asuka.
The universe is chaotic and illogical and unfair, and yet life continues to endure. Everything is unique, and that's amazing. So, as long as time continues, things are going to be crazy, and that's just fine.
#adds a whole new meaning to Jack Os theme for me ngl#perfection cant please me#same with Drift#the erratic rhythm is a grand orchestra. its never the same tone. who wants to stop this?#You see? I want that. I want that! Its all I want!#happy chaos#happy chaos guilty gear#guilty gear strive#asuka r kreuz#that man guilty gear#guilty gear#YES I BASICALLY WROTE AN ESSAY OF MY OWN FREE WILL. YES IM UNWELL#my homies be like “it just doesnt interest me” HELLO LOOK LOOK LOOK AT THIS LOOOOOK#P.S. Asuka get a fucking therapist
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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its… more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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um. hehe (super duper influenced by wolfythewitch's miguel)
#atsv#spiderverse#miguel ohara#spiderman 2099#dude fr watching all these fanartists trying over and over to draw the perfect miguel is really inspiring.. ill keep trying too#usu i give up if i cant draw a chara that isnt “cute” IM TRYING SO HARD GUYS#work kicking my ass so bad. save me miguel#also im tryna draw more illus instead of doodles but it takes a long time.. please enjoy 50000 miguel fillers
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hi helloooo, I made this for you since I know there's a crepic drought, they're just chilling :]
WEEPING SOBBING OH MY GOD…..ITS THEM….THE FRIENDS TO LOVERS EVER….. THANK YOU…….GOD. THANK YOU FOR THIS RAINY DAY IN THE MIDST OF A CREPIC DESERT. I AM SO APPRECIATIVE
#weeping sobbing dying#they’re so!!!!!#<3333#your art style is perfect for them in a way i cant describe#EPICS FACE!!!!!!!!!#cross would absolutely fall asleep on his shoulder#they’re so fire on fire coded#please tell me you get it#crepic#dudebruh#brude#utmv#undertale#cross sans#epic sans#cross x epic#epic x cross
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#black swan#nina sayers#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#perfection#i am losing my mind#please#girl interupted syndrome#girl interrupted#im just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#coquette#sadgirl#girl blogger#blogger.com#i cant do this#why not me#lisbon sisters#the virgin suicides#lizzy grant
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r/dragonage (Reddit) post titled "Jeff Grubb: Dragon Age: Dreadwolf scheduled to release in late 2024." Post text: "Dreadwolf to be shown this summer and planned release later this year, Bioware is internally confident on the release date. Anything could change of course." Source: [link] Clip: [link] "Credit to: u/IcePopsicleDragon for posting this in r/GamingLeaksAndRumours."
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In episode 339 of Game Mess Decides, Jeff Grubb had the following to say on Dragon Age: Dreadwolf's possible/rumored release window [transcript]:
Question from chat: “Hi Jeff and Mike, when will Dragon Age 4 be shown and released?” Jeff: “Yeah, I mean, I expect it will probably pop up this summer. I don’t know when it’ll be shown is the real answer, that’s the, let’s get that out, I don’t know when it will be shown. I assume it will be shown sometime this summer. Could happen at any time though. It will be released this year [2024], last I heard. That is, and they’re pretty confident about that, doesn’t mean it’s a guarantee, could slip, but right now, internally, they expect to release it later this year, which is why I took it in Fantasy Critic”.
[source (timestamp 35 mins 20 secs), clipped version]
(there were no more mentions of Dragon Age or BioWare during the episode)
#dragon age: dreadwolf#dragon age 4#the dread wolf rises#da4#dragon age#bioware#video games#i'm out travelling atm sry so i cant make a proper neat post or make a transcript rn but the source of this is reportedly jeff grubb via#r/dragonage the DA subreddit. So please go there to check it out directly and follow the link to the vid etc.#late 2024 is what we've speculated for a while now as a release window#i'm guessing november?#as thats 10 yrs aniversary of DAI and 15 years aniversary of DAO. would be the perfect time#aaaa#i'm so excited#elmofire.gif#quick n dirty post on the fly pls forgive me hhh 🙏#long post#longpost#update: post edited to tidy it up and include a transcript of the relevant segment#given that DA:D is officially stated by BW to be having its full reveal in summer 2024#that would place (if this is reliable reporting) 'later this year' as being in the second half of 2024 as it would have to be after summer#so like fall? holiday time?
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happy (belated) valentine's day!
#please go and listen to waylon jenning's lovin' her was easier while looking at this pls and FEEL THE LOVE#cuz joel sings waylon to tess a lot#this might me valentine's day morning or any other morning in jackson#joel tries to leave their bed but tess is too persistent so they are always late to something#sunny mornings in wyoming sure look perfect#that bedframe is broken but u cant see obviously:D#tommy looked at him funny when joel mentioned they need a new bedframe because *cough cough* it broke down outta nowhere *cough cough*#silly sunny sweet domestic fluff and nothing more#tess servopoulos#joel miller#tess tlou#joel tlou#tessjoel#tess lives#joel x tess#i know i promised “dance with me” but i did it twice and tried to fix it twice and it still doesn't look right but im working on it
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everytime i tell myself ill only play stardew for a little bit 🤏 i end up going for several hours like ive been spirited away
#stardew valley#800 hrs in 2 farmers getting the perfection achievement and ya boy still not done w those files lmaoooo#i cant wait for the update please please please please please 🥺🙏#everytime i do stardew im trapped in a perpetual cycle of “i wanna play sdv” while drawing and “i wanna draw sdv” while gaming. help me
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I have this really really REALLY self indulgent Sneep AU i wanna make art for but idk if anyone wants to see that because:
its extremely self indulgent. i cannot stress that enough
its also an excuse to put The Sneep in Situations™
my ideas come in a series of visuals that my Braincell finds compelling, that I dont really always know how to put together into a coherent timeline.
its??? very whumpy?? its dark territory and absolutely NOT to be taken as canon compliant in any way, its a very au sort of au. like ykno its not.. its not gonna reflect what i think about canon at all.
and so ykno, im wondering what to do with it. because i do have lore ideas for it, but its like? visual darkfic? but not a comic either? its uhhh.. disjointed vague images of misery for an AU that if written out would be a darkfic. Maybe I keep it to bluesky idk.
#not art#i cant help it#The Sneep is just. so perfect for tragedy#and I feel the overwhelming need to project all of my tragedies onto him#i cant help it i cant help it#but also its not serious#its very visual and fully meant as like#me putting him in situations that are aesthetically pleasing to me while also cathartic to make#similar to the crown of thorns sneep i made before#except. more. of that.
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✨ Star Friends ✨
When I found out that @chessman-protocol boy Crit liked Astronomy, let’s just say I was beyond estatic and immediately planned this little comic. Here’s to my boy Vincent doing his best to make friends with folks who share similar interests 😅💙
Funny enough, I didn’t realize I put this in Vincent character’s until I looked at the whole thing, but Vincent very much shares the lack of stranger danger the way I did/ I do to this day. To quote one of my past managers I’m “abnormally friendly” or whatever
I can’t tell you how many times even as a small child (drove my parents nuts) that I saw a cool person with whatever connecting factor and I just straight up walked to them and was like “Ok cool. We’re friends now.” And nobody’s really stopped me? So apparently I have friends now. 😆
Vincent however is just a wholesome baby boy who doesn’t realize he’s actually an intimidating hunk of a turtle and randomly walking up to strangers and not saying anything can be taken the wrong way.
Like I said, he’s trying his best. He wasn’t exactly the most socialized if you can’t tell, but he does love dearly and is certainly a boone of a friend to have once you get past the inevitable social awkwardness. He’s loyal to put because he really doesn’t know better, and I adore him for that. Anyway, dunno if Crit knows any ASL or not, but either way Vincent is just excited to meet somebody else who likes space ✨🌌 💙
#just being jayus#doing this ugly and scared#my boy <3#Vincent my beloved#rottmnt original character#rottmnt oc#original comic#rottmnt#save rottmnt#unpause rise of the tmnt#time to go feral in the comments again; please ignore the ramblings of an insane person#Fun fact: Vincent is mute (late mutation and didn’t fully develop vocal chords) and so he only speaks turtle and partial ASL#Morrocoy Tortoise AKA Yellow or Red Footed Tortoise bop their head to assert dominance and show emotions#Head hopping and headbutting is Vincent’s tic and you can tell how he’s feeling by how fast or slow he goes because it’s a VIBE#Working on this comic was like the preverbal attempt of taking a horse to water#except this horse is a pony (anything under 14 hands is of the devil) and would not even spare it a glance unless it was perfection#Alas mockery and spite is unfortunately my demise and I could not handle the blank page any longer#Can you see how my style changed when the focus and subject changed?😅#Forgive me my son#for I have not learned to draw you from all angles yet.#Why did I make you so pretty and detailed in my head and yet have my hand betray you?!#The true tragedy is when your idea level is not at your skill level bECaUsE I KnOw wHaT hEs SuPpOsEd To LoOk LiKe BuT I CaNt DrAw HiM yEt#So here we are and I am accutely aware of how much work there is to be done. I’m looking at you flippin turtle anatomy#But hey we all have to start somewhere#so here I am#I tried and by golly I will keep trying. Vincent deserves that much 😅🧡🫡#I just looked back at this and realized I MISSED A STINKING PANEL. And Vincent’s shirt.#Flips a table in my mind#Also I’ve never made a mute character before so if anybody has notes especially about ASL PLEASE PLEASE P L E A S E lemme know.#Wanna make sure I represent the peoples correctly 🫡🧡
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me after realizing that since arcane finally ended I probably won't ever see my wife again...
#NOOOOOOOOOO#THIS CANT BE HAPPENING#THIS ISNT REAL#VI MY BEAUTIFUL PERFECT AMAZING GORGEOUS BELOVED PRINCESS PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME#arcane#arcane season 2#vi arcane#vi#FUCK MY LIFE
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okay last thing. underrated facet of lawlight is how light really desperately does not want L to be human
#''im human isnt that allowed / no. its not''#(in context: because light is mad at L about giving up on looking for kira since -#- L is disappointed it wasn't light & misa)#yotsuba light wants L to be the perfect detective the one who will get justice#regular light wants L to be an obstacle and nothing else#ryuga and light yagami are friends but L and kira are enemies#i want to kill you and steal your face. youre going to kill me if i dont.#youre not a person. you cant be#stop looking at me like that. stop. please.
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There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think about the fact that this part of the official Time Bastard script was cut out of the YouTube Video.
#abomy talks#WHY DID THEY CUT THIS ITS SO FUNNY 😭#HIS PERFECT DREAM IS FOR BILL TO WORK FOR HIM I CANT-#please tell me someone else knows this scene exists#because everyone I have told about this scene didn’t know about it beforehand#like I know not everybody had the offical time bastard script downloaded but surely I’m not the only person-#ted spankoffski#theodore spankoffski#bill woodward#starkid#starkid productions#team starkid#time bastard#starkid time bastard#time bastard nightmare time#nmt#nightmare time#hatchetfield nightmare time#starkid nightmare time#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield universe
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hear me out
#puddle talks#im amazed i found inages with them in the perfect order too#community nbc#homestuck#abed nadir#troy barnes#annie edison#britta perry#i apologize in advance to any community only fans i am inflicting this on#dirk strider#jake english#jane crocker#roxy lalonde#please imagine shirley as grandma english for me. thank you#pierce as poppop crocker I Guess#not sure about alpha dave and rose but I suppose jeff as alpha dave could fit? sort of#in which case dont ask me about rose. there arent any other characters in community /j#flipped around this would make a jeff and Shirley parallel to dave and jade friendship rly funny#**I AM IGNORING THE EPILOGUES I CANT STAND POST-CANON JADE IM SORRY**
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one of my newest comfort movies is one a handful of people have heard about or watched and it's killing me honestly. i could say brian jackson is a silly guy and i could count on one hand how many people would understand who or what im talking about.
#please i just want to talk about my new fav goober#starter for 10#it just has the perfect vibes of a late 2000s british movie like. i cant explain it#also james mcavoy is so gender. i need it#brian jackson#james mcavcoy#not x men getting me into his movies fr like. ill be honest the only things i knew him in before now was stuff like#fuckin. gnomeo and juliet 💀 or one from the early 2000s i cant remember#anyway. someone please talk to me abt starter for 10. or cherik. honestly. either. hello
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Gee- the day I finally understand that I can let go of perfectionism in my hobbies I'll truly be unstoppable serotonin wise.
#the cloud can speak oh boi#random light rant#I don't wanna be perfect in writing I just wanna have fun with it- so why cant I just write the thing? Brain please-#let me write that damn slowburn hurt/comfort filled with random as hell headcanons pLEASE#sigh the problems that I make for myself
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