#perfection cant please me
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I watched Asuka's arcade mode! Here's what I gathered
Asuka R. Kruetz created Asuka #R to be a better version of himself that would actually interact with and understand others, which implies (to me) that:
He thinks himself so incapable of change and beyond any form of redemption to the point where he literally started over from the ground up WITH A CLONE. And
Asuka struggles to understand the emotions of others. He says that himself- He understands logically that people with different ideals will have conflict, but not the human emotions behind it all. That's because he naturally sees things through a very scientific, logical lens. He gets the emotions are there, he just doesn't... get them (He's so very autistic).
3. When Asuka interacts with others, he tries to be as inoffensive and polite as possible, even with his clones. But because of that, he doesn't share his opinions. He shares analysis of data. Which is something that many people dislike. He doesn't get that, by not saying what he thinks, people perceive him as not caring about anything.
What Asuka #R is saying here is that even though he made the fighting clones, every piece of data came from the original Asuka's memories and analysis. It was the original Asuka's perception of the people he met that shaped those clones, whether he understood the uniqueness in others at the time or not. When that data was given to Asuka #R, he was able to see the data in the individual and not the individual in data.
Which, Asuka doesn't really get at the moment, because he doesn't understand the inherit uniqueness of every living being. So when his clone says this:
The journey Asuka R. Kruetz goes on in his Arcade mode is, simply put, understanding that not everything makes sense. And it doesn't need to - it just is.
I think this means that, even if Asuka made a thousand clones, he'd still find flaws in each and every one until the end of time. Even if he could create a perfect version of himself, someone would find that perfect version disagreeable or unlikable and, therefore, imperfect.
Sol would rather fight a problem, and Asuka would rather discuss a plan to solve it. Happy goes into hours of theatrics, and Asuka is straightforward, to the point.
When everything in the world is, by nature, unique and imperfect, things will clash and conflict. And that's not always a bad thing. Sometimes, it's a good chance to learn. Sometimes, it gives us a way to understand one another better.
I think that's exactly what Asuka #R and those clones were trying to show to Asuka.
The universe is chaotic and illogical and unfair, and yet life continues to endure. Everything is unique, and that's amazing. So, as long as time continues, things are going to be crazy, and that's just fine.
#adds a whole new meaning to Jack Os theme for me ngl#perfection cant please me#same with Drift#the erratic rhythm is a grand orchestra. its never the same tone. who wants to stop this?#You see? I want that. I want that! Its all I want!#happy chaos#happy chaos guilty gear#guilty gear strive#asuka r kreuz#that man guilty gear#guilty gear#YES I BASICALLY WROTE AN ESSAY OF MY OWN FREE WILL. YES IM UNWELL#my homies be like “it just doesnt interest me” HELLO LOOK LOOK LOOK AT THIS LOOOOOK#P.S. Asuka get a fucking therapist
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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its… more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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um. hehe (super duper influenced by wolfythewitch's miguel)
#atsv#spiderverse#miguel ohara#spiderman 2099#dude fr watching all these fanartists trying over and over to draw the perfect miguel is really inspiring.. ill keep trying too#usu i give up if i cant draw a chara that isnt “cute” IM TRYING SO HARD GUYS#work kicking my ass so bad. save me miguel#also im tryna draw more illus instead of doodles but it takes a long time.. please enjoy 50000 miguel fillers
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hi helloooo, I made this for you since I know there's a crepic drought, they're just chilling :]
WEEPING SOBBING OH MY GOD…..ITS THEM….THE FRIENDS TO LOVERS EVER….. THANK YOU…….GOD. THANK YOU FOR THIS RAINY DAY IN THE MIDST OF A CREPIC DESERT. I AM SO APPRECIATIVE
#weeping sobbing dying#they’re so!!!!!#<3333#your art style is perfect for them in a way i cant describe#EPICS FACE!!!!!!!!!#cross would absolutely fall asleep on his shoulder#they’re so fire on fire coded#please tell me you get it#crepic#dudebruh#brude#utmv#undertale#cross sans#epic sans#cross x epic#epic x cross
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#black swan#nina sayers#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#perfection#i am losing my mind#please#girl interupted syndrome#girl interrupted#im just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#coquette#sadgirl#girl blogger#blogger.com#i cant do this#why not me#lisbon sisters#the virgin suicides#lizzy grant
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r/dragonage (Reddit) post titled "Jeff Grubb: Dragon Age: Dreadwolf scheduled to release in late 2024." Post text: "Dreadwolf to be shown this summer and planned release later this year, Bioware is internally confident on the release date. Anything could change of course." Source: [link] Clip: [link] "Credit to: u/IcePopsicleDragon for posting this in r/GamingLeaksAndRumours."
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In episode 339 of Game Mess Decides, Jeff Grubb had the following to say on Dragon Age: Dreadwolf's possible/rumored release window [transcript]:
Question from chat: “Hi Jeff and Mike, when will Dragon Age 4 be shown and released?” Jeff: “Yeah, I mean, I expect it will probably pop up this summer. I don’t know when it’ll be shown is the real answer, that’s the, let’s get that out, I don’t know when it will be shown. I assume it will be shown sometime this summer. Could happen at any time though. It will be released this year [2024], last I heard. That is, and they’re pretty confident about that, doesn’t mean it’s a guarantee, could slip, but right now, internally, they expect to release it later this year, which is why I took it in Fantasy Critic”.
[source (timestamp 35 mins 20 secs), clipped version]
(there were no more mentions of Dragon Age or BioWare during the episode)
#dragon age: dreadwolf#dragon age 4#the dread wolf rises#da4#dragon age#bioware#video games#i'm out travelling atm sry so i cant make a proper neat post or make a transcript rn but the source of this is reportedly jeff grubb via#r/dragonage the DA subreddit. So please go there to check it out directly and follow the link to the vid etc.#late 2024 is what we've speculated for a while now as a release window#i'm guessing november?#as thats 10 yrs aniversary of DAI and 15 years aniversary of DAO. would be the perfect time#aaaa#i'm so excited#elmofire.gif#quick n dirty post on the fly pls forgive me hhh 🙏#long post#longpost#update: post edited to tidy it up and include a transcript of the relevant segment#given that DA:D is officially stated by BW to be having its full reveal in summer 2024#that would place (if this is reliable reporting) 'later this year' as being in the second half of 2024 as it would have to be after summer#so like fall? holiday time?
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happy (belated) valentine's day!
#please go and listen to waylon jenning's lovin' her was easier while looking at this pls and FEEL THE LOVE#cuz joel sings waylon to tess a lot#this might me valentine's day morning or any other morning in jackson#joel tries to leave their bed but tess is too persistent so they are always late to something#sunny mornings in wyoming sure look perfect#that bedframe is broken but u cant see obviously:D#tommy looked at him funny when joel mentioned they need a new bedframe because *cough cough* it broke down outta nowhere *cough cough*#silly sunny sweet domestic fluff and nothing more#tess servopoulos#joel miller#tess tlou#joel tlou#tessjoel#tess lives#joel x tess#i know i promised “dance with me” but i did it twice and tried to fix it twice and it still doesn't look right but im working on it
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everytime i tell myself ill only play stardew for a little bit 🤏 i end up going for several hours like ive been spirited away
#stardew valley#800 hrs in 2 farmers getting the perfection achievement and ya boy still not done w those files lmaoooo#i cant wait for the update please please please please please 🥺🙏#everytime i do stardew im trapped in a perpetual cycle of “i wanna play sdv” while drawing and “i wanna draw sdv” while gaming. help me
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I have this really really REALLY self indulgent Sneep AU i wanna make art for but idk if anyone wants to see that because:
its extremely self indulgent. i cannot stress that enough
its also an excuse to put The Sneep in Situations™
my ideas come in a series of visuals that my Braincell finds compelling, that I dont really always know how to put together into a coherent timeline.
its??? very whumpy?? its dark territory and absolutely NOT to be taken as canon compliant in any way, its a very au sort of au. like ykno its not.. its not gonna reflect what i think about canon at all.
and so ykno, im wondering what to do with it. because i do have lore ideas for it, but its like? visual darkfic? but not a comic either? its uhhh.. disjointed vague images of misery for an AU that if written out would be a darkfic. Maybe I keep it to bluesky idk.
#not art#i cant help it#The Sneep is just. so perfect for tragedy#and I feel the overwhelming need to project all of my tragedies onto him#i cant help it i cant help it#but also its not serious#its very visual and fully meant as like#me putting him in situations that are aesthetically pleasing to me while also cathartic to make#similar to the crown of thorns sneep i made before#except. more. of that.
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okay last thing. underrated facet of lawlight is how light really desperately does not want L to be human
#''im human isnt that allowed / no. its not''#(in context: because light is mad at L about giving up on looking for kira since -#- L is disappointed it wasn't light & misa)#yotsuba light wants L to be the perfect detective the one who will get justice#regular light wants L to be an obstacle and nothing else#ryuga and light yagami are friends but L and kira are enemies#i want to kill you and steal your face. youre going to kill me if i dont.#youre not a person. you cant be#stop looking at me like that. stop. please.
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There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think about the fact that this part of the official Time Bastard script was cut out of the YouTube Video.
#abomy talks#WHY DID THEY CUT THIS ITS SO FUNNY 😭#HIS PERFECT DREAM IS FOR BILL TO WORK FOR HIM I CANT-#please tell me someone else knows this scene exists#because everyone I have told about this scene didn’t know about it beforehand#like I know not everybody had the offical time bastard script downloaded but surely I’m not the only person-#ted spankoffski#theodore spankoffski#bill woodward#starkid#starkid productions#team starkid#time bastard#starkid time bastard#time bastard nightmare time#nmt#nightmare time#hatchetfield nightmare time#starkid nightmare time#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield universe
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hear me out
#puddle talks#im amazed i found inages with them in the perfect order too#community nbc#homestuck#abed nadir#troy barnes#annie edison#britta perry#i apologize in advance to any community only fans i am inflicting this on#dirk strider#jake english#jane crocker#roxy lalonde#please imagine shirley as grandma english for me. thank you#pierce as poppop crocker I Guess#not sure about alpha dave and rose but I suppose jeff as alpha dave could fit? sort of#in which case dont ask me about rose. there arent any other characters in community /j#flipped around this would make a jeff and Shirley parallel to dave and jade friendship rly funny#**I AM IGNORING THE EPILOGUES I CANT STAND POST-CANON JADE IM SORRY**
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one of my newest comfort movies is one a handful of people have heard about or watched and it's killing me honestly. i could say brian jackson is a silly guy and i could count on one hand how many people would understand who or what im talking about.
#please i just want to talk about my new fav goober#starter for 10#it just has the perfect vibes of a late 2000s british movie like. i cant explain it#also james mcavoy is so gender. i need it#brian jackson#james mcavcoy#not x men getting me into his movies fr like. ill be honest the only things i knew him in before now was stuff like#fuckin. gnomeo and juliet 💀 or one from the early 2000s i cant remember#anyway. someone please talk to me abt starter for 10. or cherik. honestly. either. hello
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What Deacon thinks: what did that mean? did he want me to wear a collar too? why else would he mention my neck? i mean, if he /asked/ me i would wear one but he didn't so would wearing one be weird?
What Ymber meant: It's nice to be near someone who isn't tethered to this world to serve it with a physical reminder for all to see.
#my characters#this just in ! thats why all the deities in the plot have collars and a chain !#its because THATS THEIR DESIGNATED I AM HERE TO HELP THIS WORLD SYMBOL#they cant remove their collars and thats fine by them - its a constant reminder that they exist to serve#deacon really shouldnt get as much crap as he gets in canon for being weird cause the deities are just a different brand of weird#like its not deacons fault that apparently you can say nice neck with no underlying desire#but he cant say hi would you please possess me i want to know what its like to have someone else in my body#like thats really not something you should pin on deacon YET EVERY deity is like wow what a lil weirdo#he also just really wants to please ymber so if ymber asked he would definitely do whatever#on the flip side i need to point out that deacon very specifically doesnt ask ymber for things nor does he pray for things#and it drives ymber up a wall because this is his favorite human who wont ask for anything and he isnt a psychic#he doesnt know what deacon wants or needs and its infuriating cause he exists to serve humanity#and yet this ONE GUY wont let him do things for him#this is very important and i cant believe i mentioned it like a month ago to someone and today#i received gift art of these two and i may never recover#its so perfect and its ymber just looming over deacon telling him that he can pray about anything to him#its also worth pointing out that when i was telling the person about the whole ymber begging for a prayer#its because he realizes that after all this time hes never had a single prayer from deacon - not before nor after the hire#so hes like oh well thats odd hmm#and then begins to talk to deacon like you know people pray to me for lots of things#and deacon looks at him unsure of what this is leading to - did someone offer a weird prayer? ask a weird thing? whatst?#and no - its just ymber saying that people will pray for wealth or an item#or they will express frustration if something is lost or broken despite it not being ymbers fault so deacon just stares#he has no idea what this is going to end on really so he points out 'well you do like to think you break people'#and ymber just ASDFASDFSADF STOP OK NEXT POINT people pray to me to bless relationships with happiness#and thats fascinating so deacon is like wow can you actually do that?#and ymber is so stressed as hes like i mean kinda i can simply amplify the positive emotions in gestures#like if someone gives an item out of love then its blessed#he also admits that he cant mask insincerity or malice so those feelings are not hidden nor amplified#and deacon just is impressed bc that is actually VERY cool
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Earlier today I was so glad to no longer be in school but it has just dawned on me that if I'm not in a class I'll have no classmates to be impressed by how smart I am
I can't answer all the teachers questions if there's no teacher
No one will even know im smart. This is GUT WRENCHING
#personal post#PUT ME BACK IN SCHOOL I NEED TO MAINTAIN MY EGO#whos gonna be impressed by me now????#no one! no one is going to be impressed by my nerdy fun facts!#i cant finish the homework before the teachers finished teaching THERE IS NO HOMEWORK#someone give me homework 😭😭😭 (please dont i hate it)#i dont have an English teacher to tell me im soooo smart because i know big words like “imperative”#and give me near perfect grades on essays i wrote#and i dont have any near perfect graded essays to “humbly” declare should've been graded lower to my fellow classmates#(i also am not forced to read actual literature so im probably going to lose my smarts over time as i don't excersize it)#(my mental capabilities are dwindling before my eyes as time escapes me and im too lazy to stop it)#(this is hell)
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In The Room: Leigh Sales with LIN-MANUEL MIRANDA, 2023
#ok so this is very important to me#the way he explained it just speaks to my soul#i swear to god there is nothing that his mind cant do#im helpless#i really wanted to have it on my blog and i couldnt find any gifs from that interview so i decided to do my own#i know its not perfect guys but i tried#and please dont judge my skills cause im just learning ok???#i basically made those for myself anyway lol#hamilton#lin manuel miranda#lmm#in the room with leigh sales#alexander hamilton#aaron burr#sir#poor girl working on a gif*
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