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Dahlia’s alias being “Melissa Foster” also lowkey foreshadows that she’s a Fey because it gives her the SAME INITIALS MOST OF THE FEYS HAVE!!!! INCLUDING HER OWN MOM
IM GONNA EAT A CEILING FAN HOW DOES THIS GAME CONTINUE TO BLOW MY FUCKING MIND
#mel’s musings#dahlia hawthorne#morgan fey#ace attorney#OOOUHHDHSGSGHD…..dahlia…..😢#she tries so so so hard to distance herself from her upbringing but she CANT ESCAPE#SHE ALWAYS ENDS UP RIGHT BACK WHERE SHE STARTED!!!! AND IT MAKES ME DERANGED!!!!!!#this is also further evidence that dahlia isn’t her birth name btw. as per my earlier post#which is EVEN MORE fucked up like she’s trying to reinvent herself but doesn’t know how to do so outside of what she was born into#bestie girl you are RUNNING! IN! CIRCLES!!!!!#GOD she makes me so so ill. she’s drop dead gorgeous she’s evil as hell she’s a dumbass i’m OBSESSED with her
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My @dreblrsecretsanta gift for @firedergen - what an absolute match made in heaven, they asked for some prison arc c!awesamdream
this was a pleasure to work on, I hope you like it, and happy holidays :D
#dreblr#dsmp#c!awesamdream#awesamdream#c!dream#c!dream fanart#c!awesamdude#c!awesamdude fanart#as per usual I forgot how to tag art#dreblrsecretsanta#ert#cw blood#I apologise for posting this so late I was gonna post it much earlier but then noticed somethign I didnt like but I was away from my tablet#so here. last minute but still#I really hope you like it seeing an awesamdream prompt made me light up sm#the entire time I was working on it I felt like Im drawing a really fucked up pieta and that made it all the better#as per usual if theres cws to add please message me
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we are all girl scouts here, as it turns out!
#hiiiii sisters lol#this is per my down by the banks post from earlier lol#I was a girl scout until I graduated high school 🤓 it was honestly one of my favorite things to do.#volunteer projects? camping? fun lil entrepreneurial projects? good times
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feeling more human today, like a solid 75-80%. might write if the fancy strikes me but im probs gonna stick to gaming, discord, and lurking on dash <3 have a nice friday!!
#01. Ooc Post.#eating my first real food since earlier this week feeling Good feeling Fresh#took another day off just to let my body recover fully for work again on monday#so <3 hehe#gonna start mw2 per chuckles saying id like [redacted] so#SNDIUGLIAUHSDGIUADF
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weekly music roundup ! no. 1
new:
cradle - dua saleh
no name - intentions
who's who - frex
undo - 4bout
trevi freestyle - sofi de la torre
reruns:
new phrase - oskar o.
fool's gold - aries
we'll be alright - ilham
seatbelt - brevin kim; halfoff
stomp - cosette
#bīnāña#if we're muutals pls feel free to reply or send me songs uve been listening to recently! or if we're not u can send them on anon if u like#some notes: 1) im limited myself to 10 tracks per post otherwise we will be here forever#2) 'new' SHOULD mean what i found in the last week but i dont go looking for new music#outside of my release radar and discover weekly so new is just. this year i guess (but usually most recent)#3) reruns are usually for tracks i found in earlier years or pre spotify#4) there will probably be repeats. oopsies#for ease of access i made a playlist as well as added individual song links ^_^#im gonna be honest with you i really just wanted to list all the tracks i liked from dua saleh's new album but i figured 1 artist#per section is fine for now lmao#hope u enjoy/find something u like ^^
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I love when people talk about my ocs with me <3333
#camera talks#as per usual you know who you are :33#would have posted this earlier but I’ve been busy with work </3#anywyas. having a full main cast for bap is making me really happy so I’ve been on a thinking about bap streak#and I’m being very normal#still at work so I can’t say more like I want to but just know they are in my head <33
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@ofmossandmist or anyone--outside of taking breaks/rest and routines of mindfulness, meditative prayer etc., how does this practice help you cope with pain in the moment, especially when you don't have the option to slow down and rest?
I'm talking about those moments when you feel your symptoms ramping up, several at once, and you really don't have the option to slow down or sit down or take a break or any of it. I often feel an element of panic to it because I know I have x amount of time still in front of me before I will be able to take a break.
As a Christian I've always been a "pray as I go" sort of person, little informal snatches as I go throughout my day. So I'm comfortable with that kind of prayer already when I'm in a bad spot but I wouldn't say it helps give me peace in the moment, on most days, probably because I'm so used to it. Even when my pain decreases unexpectedly and I'm truly thankful for it, the frustration often remains.
So what about you guys? What helps you in those "can't take a break" moments? What helps you refocus, calm the panic and or dread of ramping symptoms?
#I would like to incorporate prayer into my new little floor rest idea as per my tags on the prev post#But I had a bad time earlier in the grocery store earlier#Just a typical 'ugh you're going to get injured/flare up now?? I still have to x y z this afternoon'#No panic this time since I was on my way home and knew I would be able to rest#But I just hate moments like that so much#I'm just kind of anti-vibing with the whole 'your body is innately good and smart' thing in mindfulness practice#Like I *want* to go that route more! But my body is a floppy moron who is actively trying to eat itself so we have trust issues there#Sorry it's a rambling day#Weather+ migraines have made this week a crappy one#Anger and bitterness are both difficult emotions for me to access but today's got both#Welp tome to go drive for 2 hrs again
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every time one of the images i’ve id’d pops out of my drafts and i see it on my dash i go . OH YHIS IMAGE IS SK COOL I SHOULD REBLOG. brother thats you
#pers#that clou art that posted earlier is my faaaaaaavorite image i think of it near weekly#i was so hype to see it…
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oh yes on the topic of submissions...
i had one from someone in my inbox from YONKS ago that tumblr is not letting me post for some reason. that person also sent me an ask about whether i could provide links to the videos/places i found the comments on (i would just answer their ask but it explicitly references their submission which, again, tumblr won't let me post... and also it was from ages ago) so let me answer that here
unless i think that mentioning the source amplifies the comment, or provides some humorous context, i usually don't do that as a general rule. if someone asks for the comment source and i still remember what it was, i'll tell them, but i don't tend to mention it explicitly on the post itself
i don't tend to redact pfps or usernames (to give some form of credit to the authors of the comments, sometimes they make the comment better, they're already public on the internet & usually posted on videos by youtubers exponentially more popular than my blog & usually post obscure comments i had to scroll for quite a while to find anyway, it's fun when someone recognizes their own username, etc etc), so this is an alternate method of security against people trying to be weirdos to the featured commenters. most of my posts come from youtube, which doesn't even have a direct messaging system anymore, which is simultaneously why i feel fairly comfortable leaving pfps/usernames unredacted on these comments and why i feel it's better if i try not to provide TOO many context hints at least in the actual text of the post. just on the off chance some bitter weirdo wants to try being a bitter weirdo, you know? and if someone goes all the way out of their way to try and track these comments down explicitly to bully these people, then at this point, it kinda seems like redacting that stuff wouldn't have helped anyway. while i definitely do not condone harassing anyone from here, i also... don't think it'd exactly be My fault there, and entirely the fault of this hypothetical extremely brainrotted rando. this has, to my knowledge, never once happened, but just putting that out there
i do give little hints or context notes in the tags on occasion, under the general assumption that anyone following this blog knows that this is a place of comment appreciation, an art gallery of Internet Humans. usually it only extends to mentioning the youtuber or what type of video it was, but as a general statement. this is the other part of my philosophy here: i enjoy hunting for comments as a sort of peoplewatching-esque hobby and i think other people should try it out (so long as they have the self-restraint to NOT reply to people even if they make you mad. it's never worth it man.). i also think it'd be a fun treat for someone to only get a hint, figure out what video it was, and then go on their own hunt and see the comments in the wild. i often skip over Loads that don't quite make the cut so you'll probably find something else fun in there
does that make sense? it does to me. anyway if anyone ever wants to know where i found a comment just ask and i'll tell you, so long as i remember. fair warning, the older the post the comment is on, the more likely i am to have forgotten what specific video it was. i usually at least have a vague idea of the original poster and/or the content/topic of the video but sometimes i don't
#not comments#i can tell you right now anything 2021 or earlier was very likely from someone in the drew gooden/danny gonzalez commentary youtuber bubble#contemporaneously and as per my personal taste at the time: drew/danny/cody ko/eddy burback/maybe jarvis johnson?#never really been into kurtis's style so idk if there's anything from him on here#i watched jarvis back then the question mark pertains mostly to whether any of the comments came from his videos#danny has Loads of videos more subs and an audience that skews younger than the rest#(because his style of humor is more accessible/appealing to a wider audience than say drew's extremely dry humor)#(and also he's got a young face. people constantly comment stuff like 'i forget he isn't 16 until he mentions his wife')#so most of my posts are likely from a danny video somewhere#the hamster with a handgun was from his video titled something like DOGS ARE CANCELLED#there were approximately 500 other comments making that exact same joke but the hamster one was the funniest imo#i don't even care if it was a piggyback comment. '31 warning shots directly into his stomach' was leagues ahead of the rest#anyway. there's my tip and trick if you're curious about older posts#there are exceptions and anytjing 2022 and beyond is more ambiguous#cause my posts were more sporadic i think because video essays were getting more popular & i don't find as many postable comments on those#but i was and am addicted to them#so rather than being able to say 'oh probably a commentary youtuber it was all i was watching' the really good comments are like#'ummm... hmmm... well this one was on some random how it's made video... this was a minecraft video... this was jerma...'#anyway. i have gotten distracted. need to go do some non-comment writing. some big boy writing
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send me a placement (ie: gemini sun, virgo venus, moon in 10th, etc) and i'll list out their green vs red flags!!!! (one placement per ask please!!!)
or send a synastry or composite placement for the green/red flags [or moreso positives/negatives] (ie: moon in 12th house synastry/composite chart) (or pisces sun x gemini sun synastry is fine! two placements like that is ok in this case)
#ask game idea hehe#luna.txt#also so sorry i haven't answered other new asks just going thru them now :')#pls only one placement per ask tho!! if u send two i def wont answer im sorry#two placements would be 'pisces sun gem moon' or 'pisces sun in 10th' counts as two cause ur including the house djflkdjf#so just one pls<3#(exception being compatibility/synastry if ur sending like pisces sun x gemini sun or virgo venus x cap venus)#i had a great day today and am eating soft serve playing genshin and now i wanna talk abt astro!#im working on some synastry posts currently!!#hoping i actually finish them for once#I HOPE U GUYS ARE DOING WELL#i finally moved out of the awful city i was living in for 2.5 years earlier this month#i literally feel reborn im so serious that city was like hell#i love my new city!!!! i even made my first friend today#idk her sign but she just feels like a taurus to me
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I'm okay now
#sorry to anyone who saw the post earlier#I have now eaten real food seen the sky and started a new crochet project so my anxiety is hiding in the bushes again#I'm still freaked out bc the interview is in TWO DAYS and I need to figure out if my other laptop still works so I can do the Zoom thing#but like I'll be okay#I also was so brave (replied to my prof.'s email about teaching at the college; it wasn't actually that bad)#everything scares me and my anxiety is a constant presence but I will go on as I always have#the good news is I only get one or two of those types of anxiety-driven freak outs per year#as opposed to like every other week like when I was younger#so yay progress or whatever really glad I'm not a teen anymore and all that#oracle of lore
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whuh. already ??? for context this is the document with all the info about star as well as all my dissociative symptoms , or at least the ones I'm suspicious of or confused about , as well as a bit of a journal to keep track of how mentally present I feel throughout the day
#➳ the fool speaks#i started writing this earlier today . . . where's this words per hour number when I'm trying to actually do writing hello 😭#also YES I'm posting abt this a fuck ton this is like the only interesting thing going on in my mind#++ if *i* have 2 deal w trying to think abt all this confusing shit y'all have to deal w me talking abt it /silly lh yet srs uu get the idea
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the sun's started rising around the same time it does in late spring so now I've got that weird nostalgia for when I first showed up in the system and I'm also stuck thinking about when Lucy was like "September is the March of the year" because while that's kind of a ridiculous quote, I do get what they meant with it
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#something about the sun rising at the same time and in the same location as it did in those first 3 months of me being in the system#makes me really nostalgic for that time period and it's simultaneously nice experiencing the same vibe#and kind of upsetting when I think a little bit too hard about the passage of time and not being able to go back#I think there's something I miss about everything being new#and a relatively small group of us showing up at around the same time and being in the same situation#and all just kind of working together to figure stuff out#on the one hand suddenly being in the system was upsetting and confusing but there was a kind of novelty to it#whereas now it's just my life. which isn't a bad thing per say. it's just that a lot of things have sunk in since then#about being stuck here and having to deal with certain things permanently#plus a lot of the people I used to hang out with all the time (mostly other people from my source) aren't as active anymore#although I think a lot of them were less active last summer but then more active over the winter? maybe that'll happen again? who knows...#I should have been in bed probably 2+ hours ago and I think that's making me feel weird emotionally#and now I'm thinking a little too hard about being stuck in a body that doesn't feel like it's mine#because I looked in the mirror for a little too long earlier and got freaked out about seeing someone else's reflection
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love your art style so i though i'd give it a go, 'case you're still doing these <3
my Didonna de Riva, queen of bad jokes, and lover of Neve Gallus Antivan brandy & poetry
“Neve, meet Rook… thought we could use an expert in trouble.” DAMN but they set that banter up early, don’t they? Really enjoying the near-constant references to trouble in my second playthrough.
Eann “Rook” Aldwir, chaos goblin and spellblade extraordinaire 💕 Expression studies from screenshots, because I love her and I can.
(P.S. Does anyone want a sketch of their Rook in this style? I could use the practice! If you send/link a screenshot I’ll give it a go and post them here.)
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this is so sad my #manifesto tag is the most close to my soul tumblr reaches and they killed something in that tag. i feel like a limb was cut from me...
#its a good tag sir#i will like Everythibg that crosses my dash just as evidence ive seen it#if its fucked up upon reading i will unlike#and i reblog anything thats even kinda funny or whatever#if i feel like i wanna rsblog it for Any reason i just will#and i have tags for quality#like queue is for real funny posts#fav is for reallyyyyy funny or reallyyyyy good posts#manifesto is for posts that show me myself and or make me look inward#*should mention queue is one of them bc back in the day when xkit and blog organizing n shit was all new i didnt know why ppl were tagging#posts as queue so i just figured it meant posts they liked more#so i started tagging my fav posts as queue#etc etc#talkin.555#these tags got away from me my bad as per every night im drunk its just a bit early tn so the vibes are strange#its 8:30#my fianc and i decided to start pourin up at like 4pm which was. decidedly a little cringe but hopefully that means i will stop drinking#earlier as per. i have work for 9 tmrw lmao#manifesto
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Kids, we know how interest works, right? A while back I made a post about how credit card interest can screw you, but we know how interest can be good for you too, right?
I suspect we don't know about this because on one of the posts I made about it someone said something about how it is evil that money can make money, but you know that's not just for the ultrawealthy, right? That is legitimately something that you can and should take advantage of in some kind of retirement/savings/investment account.
Let us say that you are twenty years old, have no money to put into a savings account, but have a job that pays you well enough that you've got twenty dollars to spare from each paycheck.
Let us say that you put that into a normal savings account; normal savings accounts have an average interest rate of .56 APY. Let us say you are going to be working until you are sixty, and that you will add forty dollars to that account every month (twenty bucks from each paycheck) for a total of $480 per year.
At the end of 40 years you would have about $21.5k.
That's a pretty good chunk of change! twenty thousand dollars is a lifechanging amount of money. But look at the total interest. In forty years you would have accrued only $2300 in interest.
Now, instead, let us imagine that you are a member of a credit union that offers you a free, high-yield savings account with a decent APY. Everything else being the same, but putting that money in an account with a 4% return does this:
Your total contributions that you put in stay the same, but the amount of money you have at the end of forty years more than doubles.
Let's say you have a thousand dollars to put in the account at the beginning and run it again.
Low interest account: you add $1000 at the start and have an extra $1200 at the end.
High interest account: you add $1000 at the start and have an extra $4000 at the end.
There are many, many very stable opportunities for savings that will grow your money. Fifty thousand dollars isn't a retirement plan, but it's a hell of a lot better than what you would have if you just stuck cash in a savings account or if you didn't save any money at all.
I know how hard it can be to save. I know it feels impossible to put money aside, but even if you start with no money and can tuck away five dollars a week you can get a LOT out of that five dollars a week.
This certainly isn't "you can't buy a house because you get coffee at the cafe," but it something that can HELP.
Now, let's suppose you're not twenty. Let's suppose you're in my boat, and you're (almost) forty and you're going to be saving for twenty years. You still don't have a lot of cash, but you know it has less time to grow interest, so you double your contribution and you put in forty dollars for each paycheck for a total of $960 a year.
That is extremely very much not the same thing as putting in forty bucks a month for twenty years. Instead of your interest being nearly one and a half times the amount of your contributions, it is around half.
If you are a young person (honestly even if you are not a young person) and it is in any way possible for you to start putting money into any kind of an investment account, you should do so as soon as humanly possible. The earlier you do it, the more interest you will have and the more money you will end up with when you are nearing retirement age.
This is how individual retirement plans work. This is what a 401K does, but sometimes it does that with matching contributions from your employer (so your employer matches whatever you put into the account up to a certain percentage of your pay). 401K accounts also often have higher APYs than high yield savings accounts, though they have more limitations on how and when the money can be pulled out.
If you are broke as fuck and never learned anything about investing or interest from your family because your family was broke as fuck too, now is the time to learn. r/PersonalFinance is a reasonable resource (and if you ever happen to have a windfall that's the first place I would point you for figuring out how to make the most of it) for learning about this stuff.
Thinking about money sucks! Being afraid you'll never be able to retire sucks! Having to figure out how to save sucks! But there are tools out there that even very fucking broke people can use to make that suck less.
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