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pells-beautiful-wife · 4 months ago

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Pell x fem!reader

We need more pell fics istg

Warnings: death, angst, lots of tears, Comfort, spoilers,

The explosion left the Palace silent. Infact the whole of Alubarna was silent as the grave.

But your insides were a screaming raging sea.

It couldn't have been him it must have been a different zoan type, but how likely was that.

You started running towards the clock tower.

He wouldn't die, he promised.

Running up the stairs two at a time you finally reached the top.

"VIVI!" You screamed out she was at the edge of the tower hand clamped over her mouth sobbing.

She turned slowly eyes widening as she saw you.

"Vivi please tell me, tell me it wasn't him!" You collapsed to your knees. "TELL ME IT WASNT PELL!"

"I'm sorry!" She cried back.

She said something after that but you didn't hear.

You would happily return to that raging sea of un-knowing. You wanted to cry and scream.

But you just felt numb.

You no longer felt the pain of your aching calves or even the throbbing of the stray bullet in your shoulder.

"Did- did he save everyone?" Your tears finally overflowed like your own words had snapped you back to reality. "Please vivi, tell me his death meant something?"

"IT DID! PELL SAVED US ALL!" Your heart throbbed in your chest.

He broke his promise. He died, but it meant the kingdom was safe, it meant you were safe.

You stood back up and dragged yourself over to were vivi was kneeling plonking yourself down next to her.

"I'm glad," you choked out.

The city was a mess, it hurt to see it damaged let alone like this. From the rooftops.

***

The straw hats that had brought vivi back were staying in the Palace. Or more specifically with vivi.

Of course you partied and joked with them. It helped you forget. In the end you all became friends but with there inevitable departure nearing, you dwelled on your loss more frequently.

"I was looking for you!" Called out a deep voice behind you.

"Oh, commander chaka."

"Well it's lieutenant again now," chaka rubbed the back of his neck.

"Oh yes, it is a great thing that Igarams back, and vivis made so many new friends."

"Yes, actually it hasn't gone unnoticed that you, along with Princess vivi, have become good friends with the straw hats, his majesty has requested you join us all in celebrating our victory," said chaka.

"Celebrating?" You furrowed your brow.

"Is there a problem?" Chaka asked.

"Have you forgotten our losses? Forgotten how many people died out there?" Your insides boiled dangerously.

"Listen, I know you and Pell were close but-"

"CLOSE??? CHAKA ARE YOU BLIND??" People began to watch as you let all your anger boil out of you.

"I'm sorry?"

"YOU HEARD ME!!! PELL WAS MY EVERYTHING!!! and I watched him get blown to smithereens right before my eyes!" Tears stung your eyes as you tried to keep it together. "I couldn't even say goodbye, I couldn't hold him in his last seconds, I COULDN'T EVEN HOLD HIS CORPSE!!!" You collapsed to the ground sobs racking your body.

The only sound was that of your sobs.

Until chaka fell into a bow.

"Pell fought bravely he-"

"Chaka," you sniffed.

"Yes?" he rose his head out of the bow.

"I- I know, he did what's best. I'm sorry I yelled at you," you wiped your tears away.

Chaka slumped slightly seeing your teary eyes. Gently he wrapped his arms around you and squeezed you tight.

"We all miss him, but he wouldn't want us to mourn," chaka mumbled.

"I know chaka," you sighed standing up. "I think ill be going to my room now."

"Of course," he bowed and you left.

***

The pirates were loud, turning the, supposed to be formal, dinner into a riot.

The captain ate like it was his last day, even going as far as to steal from others plates.

The swordsman drank like there was no tomorrow.

The navigator scolded the lot.

The sharpshooter told anyone who would listen of adventures way to good to be true.

The cook when he wasn't flirting demanded the recipe to almost every dish.

The doctor followed the captains lead, almost choked to death in the process.

And you hadn't a clue were the camel came into this.

The princess just laughed about it.

Eventually the food was gone, but instead of calming quite the opposite happened.

The sharp shooter balanced a dozen plates on his nose.

The doctor stuck chopsticks inbetween his nose and bottom lip.

And the captain began dancing whilst the crew and vivi just clapped along merrily.

The fun spread like wildfire soon the king, chakka and igaram joined in.

Even the guards added to the party.

Despite yourself, you still found a smile pulling at your lips and laughter bubbling in your throat.

You cheered and clapped and even sung with ussop and vivi.

The little doctor turned into a man and lifted you on his shoulders.

Prancing around the room with you bouncing around on top.

Until you felt yourself falling backwards suddenly.

"Woah, chopper!" You cried as he looked around seeing you fall.

Before your legs could even leave his shoulders, the captain caught you with stretched arms and a grin.

Luffys arms snapped back and you were thrust onto his shoulder your bum in the air.

"Hehe, don't worry I got you!" He beamed. All three of you laughing.

"LUFFY THATS NO WAY TO TREAT A LADY!" Sanji cried, running over and carefully lifting you down bridal style.

"Thank you sanji!" You thanked him as he put you down.

"Anything for milady!" You smiled and pecked his cheek, sending him into a love hurricane until he tripped on a chair leg and fell flat on his face.

Nami and zoro, found this hilarious of course, the bubbly drunk red head pointed at sanji with one arm a bottle in the other, whilst the swordsman beant double clutching his stomach.

The whole affair was interrupted by ussop and chopper doing a jig on the table.

You clapped with the rest until your hands stung and your eyelids drooped.

But the rest took no heed as you slumped back into your chair head falling to the side as you closed your eyes, it couldn't hurt to close them for a second.

Well a second turned into a minute and a minute turned into ten and before you knew it someone was shaking you awake.

"Hey, you wanna go bathe? Everyone's going down to the bathing rooms," vivi pointed over her shoulder to the almost deserted room.

"Yeah sure! I could do with not smelling of alcohol!" You both giggled.

***

The warm steam enveloped you like a lovers embrace as you watched vivi lather namis back in soap. The two having grown quite close over the past few days. (😏)

The other two making idle chit chat, you zoning out.

Surprisingly it wasn't pell whom you thought of. For the first time in a long while, you didn't know what to do with yourself. Although you'd spent your whole life in Alabasta you now felt no obligation to stay. Almost as if your desire to live here had died with pell.

"Hey? You good?" Nami asked his eyebrows raised.

"What?" You spluttered.

"I was just saying how it must be hard for you losing a loved one like that."

"You have no idea," you pushed your hair behind your ear.

"Actually I do, when I was really little my foster mother died," she smiled softly at you.

"Oh I'm sorry I didn't know."

"It's fine I didn't tell you,"she paused swapping positions with vivi picking up the soap. "You know, your always welcome to come sailing with us?"

You looked away from her considering her offer.

"I think I'll stay, alubarna is my home."

***

You tossed and turned on the couch.

Sleep had somehow alluded you for many hours and dawn was peaking into your living room.

You had since given up on trying to sleep in your bed as the thoughts of him kept you up all night and your pillow soaked.

Throwing the covers off, you sat up resting your head in your hands.

Rubbing your eyes you stood up fixing your pijamas before dragging yourself through to the kitchen to get a glass of water.

Taking a deep swig you pulled yourself up onto the counter letting your head fall back again at the cupboard.

Tears carved pathways down your soft cheeks.

Sshh dont cry it'll be alright,

All wounds heal even if they leave a scar.

His voice echoed through your head.

The tears grew thicker.

I won't let you fall,

I love you,

Fat tears rolled down your face and neck as your mind flashed back to another day, up in the clock tower.

And you won't drop me?

I wouldn't dream of it, just try not to pull any of my feathers out or I might be tempted

Not funny

He held up his wings apologetically.

cautiously you took a step forwards and wrapped your arms around his neck, squeezing your eyes tight shut waiting for the rush of air.

We don't have to if you don't want to?

You shook your head hard a tear leaking from your eye.

Pell transformed back into his human form, swiveling around to pull you into him.

It's ok to be scared love

are you ever scared?

Only just now, I was so scared, what if I'd dropped you? I now I wouldn't of but I was so terrified

but you take the princess all the time

Losing her would break me. But losing you would shatter my very soul,

As you sat there on the counter top, you realised that was an understatement.

Your soul wasn't simply shattered.

It was ripped from your body and torn into a million tiny pieces right before your eyes

Once your crying fit had subsided you dressed yourself and exited your home making a bee line for where you knew chakka would be.

entering through the door you saw him sitting at a fancy oak desk.

"chakka? You free?" You asked.

"hmm, well not really but come in anyway," he said placing the paper he was reading down next to a big stack. "What did you need?" He asked.

"just some company I guess," you sighed.

"you haven't been sleeping have you?" He said concerned.

"honestly no."

"nor have I, you need to understand Pell was my dearest friend, we went through everything together, until we couldn't,"

You nodded in understanding.

"I feel the one time I need him the most is when he's not there," chakka sighed and you reached out squeezing his hand.

"he was always there for all of us," you sniffled.

You sat in silence chakkas thumb drawing circles along your knuckles.

"Vivi is taking it badly I assume?"

"actually, she hasn't said a word of it," chakka grasped your hand more firmly. "People handle their grief in different ways."

"No, I think she's to enamored with her new friends," you sighed.

"the funeral is today," chakka said softly.

"I know."

"are you going?" He asked gently.

"I don't know, everyone keeps talking about closure and acceptance, chakka I don't need closure I need him," your voice broke on the last syllable and tears found there place on your cheeks.

chakka pulled you into him wrapping his arms around your waist.

"It might not seem like it right now but this gs are going to be ok."

Part two is on its way I hope you enjoyed it If you want tagged just ask the next part is happier @heliantart

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