#paras food court

[parasone29buildtech]

Best Paras Food Court in Noida

The Best Paras Food Court in Noida at Paras Avenue 129 High-Street Retail Mall stands out as a gastronomic delight for food enthusiasts. Nestled within the vibrant retail mall, this food court offers a diverse and delectable range of culinary experiences that cater to every palate. With its stylish and modern ambiance, it provides a welcoming space for friends and families to indulge in a wide array of cuisines that span from local Indian delicacies to global favorites. Whether it's a quick bite or a leisurely meal, the top Paras Food Court in Noida promises an enjoyable and satisfying dining affair.

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[run2seob]

txt with a mexican s/o

p: ot5 txt x mexican!reader g: fluff, bullet pointed head cannons w: written in spanglish notes — no soy mexicana , así q corríjame porfa ㅠㅠ request :: masterlist

SOOBIN

este conejito-

take him to the zoo y mira lo q hace: go straight to the bunnies

he's in his habitat jajaj

it would be so fun

peroo...

después de eso solo lo llamas conejito y no tiene ni idea

"conejito ven aquí!" cuando quiero un besito

or if you're tired y deprived of cuddles "conejitoo~"

you say it todos los días pero él todavía no sabe lo que significa

cuando el te preguntas, you'll be so surprised.. jaw para abajo y todo

"you didn't know..?"

"no :(" con la expression adorable

how could you not be absolutely in love cuando se ve así?

"conejito es un bunny" and you boop his nose afterwards

q lindo T0T

YEONJUN

he's so excited to meet your parents ><

you've been dating paraa... 2 años?

where it's not pushing "ey cásate conmigo" but you're still clingy and in love como las telenovelas

cuando llegues, he'll be smiling so wide :(

como el modismo "smiling ear to ear", he's doing just that

his teeth are shining through and it's so cutee

as soon as you step inside, your parents are attached to him

"ah sir-" "llámame papi" (o papa)

ai he's so happy afterwards, *especially* when the food comes out

ojalá q he doesn't get a stomachache from cuantos tamales que comio

he's smiling the entire time 😭😭

su amorcito

BEOMGYU

un mexicano at heart

si pones en un cuarto mid festival he'll fit right in

y sii, el no sabes NI español (save: hola y si)

pero if the times he's repeatedly yelling "sii!" whenever he's happy doesn't say enough that's he's trying

(or maybe that the chaos is so loud that even beomgyu puedes entenderlo)

then the fact that he's talking to your little cousins should prove it

"vas a casarte con yn?" (and yeah it's nosy.. but i mean can you blame them for asking? you two look way too cute together with your hand guiding him everywhere and smile being one he can easily find)

"i hope so."

TAEHYUN

he's always using pet names on you i'm heavy on thiss

"mi alma, what's wrong?" whenever you're crying

and he says it with such a soft tone q te recuerda a casa

his hands would come up to cup your cheeks softly, moving away your worries and your tears in one movement

he wouldn't kiss you just yet, as he wants permission

but you can see in his eyes, even without his lips against your face or lips how much he loves you

"mi amor.. you can tell me anything"

HE'S SO SWEET WITH IT (get me someone like taehyun if you can. please.

truly someone to court you just with two words. or one.

el es un magician

KAI

kai y amor joven >>>

lt's say you met… middle school? older or younger no se, es tu imaginación 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

anYWAYS

everybody is opening clubs in whatever year it is he's walking around with his overalls, his hair bouncing in each step because he's just so excited to promote robotics club

pero nadien really focuses on robotics… but he loves it a lot

y tu también, and when two people are the only two in a club.. 😻

jaja pero let's just say that the language barrier messed you up a lott so you only talked through code and making each other things through code

un corazón, por ejemple

y cuando you got separated and met again YEARSS later

you can finally show him the heart you never got to show him before and grow your budding love again

notes — i'm not sure if i'll make a full english vers. but lmk ^^

[jasperyang]

📍 #FOOD COURT: "Ey, ey, ey. La fila es allá atrás." Alejado de su usual semblante pacífico, Jasper parece reclamarle a la persona que se ha colado con algo de impaciencia. ¿Y cómo no? ¡Si lleva casi una hora esperando su turno para siquiera pedir una orden de tacos! "Sé más considerade con el tiempo de los demás, por favor."

[jbcomic]

meeting arthur fleck in court trail as joker (dream)

i have been having these weird dreams since last year i kept thinking if i could share it on twitter but then i remember how i am judged for defending arthur and they also mock me for having a para social relationship with him but then i remember my tumblr joker moots would never laugh at me since everyone here cares about our beloved clown 🤡

i watched the trailers so far and also read the spoilers of folie a deux it's not easy to see our comfort character suffer so much pain 😢 the reason i have these dreams where i am trying to meet and comfort him i cried so much for months but i am going to be strong for arthur and i have started taking anxiety meds to improve my mental health 😶‍🌫️

let me start with the dream about the court trail 👩‍⚖️

i found myself in front of gotham city court wearing black frock with a pony tail confused to see all the chaos around me chanting arthur name and it was clear to me i was one of them in my dreams standing outside waiting to see my artie but i didn't know if he would recognise me and i could not wait any longer i decided to move the metal barrier 🚧 it's a dream so anything is possible it felt the way arthur had sneaked into the theatres to meet thomas wayne 

when i entered the court room people were talking so loud my ears hurt and since i am not a tall person it was difficult for me to push people to move inside but nobody noticed me i walked to the front row and saw joker wearing his beautiful clown makeup and pink suit he was smoking and staring at the walls he looked sad and i had to touch his shoulder to bring him out of his trance he saw me confused but few seconds later had a smirk on his face i knew this is the flirty clown hiding behind a mask trying not to show his sad emotions to a stranger like me 😔 

i asked him in a low voice artie do you recognise me and he smiled at me " i think i know u i don't remember how we met but i know u " i smiled at him he turned his face to see if anyone in the crowd noticed me i had to hold his finger since i was scared of hurting him i know he feels unsafe with strangers i called his real name joaquin this time and he looked confused i said "i know u are not safe here did they hurt u " his smile turned into a frown i felt so bad 😞 

joker threw his ciggarate on the ground i know this was a bit awkward for him and the fact i hate smoke it's my dream he was acting the way my mind interprets him and not the movie version 

joker said " don't worry about me i am fine" i wanted to hug him but was scared he saw the look of fear and misunderstood it as a threat and spoke in his broken voice " i promise i won't hurt you" and this time i laughed it was not the happy laugh it's arthur laugh and he felt the connection 🥺 

joker threw the legal papers on the table and folded his hands looked at me with the flirty smirk " u know me so well u think i could win this trail " i walked closer to him and said " yes joaquin i have faith in u and i have watched your life story on the big screen u deserve so much better i could help you if u want me to defend u here "

joker smiled at me and said " u are sweet no i can't ask you to defend me since u belong to another universe and nobody would believe you " i laughed again my typical joker " yes joaquin i am alien but i feel I lived in apartment 8j with u i have seen u watching murray franklin show with penny u take care of her cook food work so hard as a party clown at hahas bullied by those jealous co workers and that idiot randall started this problem "

joker laughed so loud the people sitting around the front row gave him a weird look and i stood more close to him to make him feel safe he didn't touch me but kept staring at my face with so much love and affection i really wanted to kiss him but i have never kissed anyone in reality and felt shy but i reached for his hand and touched his palm he sighed and said " why are u so nice to me" i felt a stab in my chest but pretended his words didn't affect me " i love you artie i could do anything to defend you and he shook his head u love me why would u love a sad clown 🤡 

i smiled in pain and started crying tears kept falling down my face how could i not love u 💕 u are the most precious human and beautiful clown in Gotham nobody is gentle kind and adorable like u trust me i could leave my reality to live with u 

joker smiled this time with a genuine happiness " i am so lucky i can't believe someone noticed me " but after few moments the people in the court room started speaking loudly and joker turned around to see if it was time for the judge and his lawyer arrival he checked his wrist watch and searched for his lighter and spoke in a serious tone " please u need to go back i am worried about u i could never let them hurt u the way they hurt me i would break the laws but u are a young girl and i know u are not strong enough to face them please go back safe to your world and trust me i am safe stop worrying about me"

i woke up with a headache everything felt so real arthur really spoke to me i hate the fact i was not brave enough to touch hug and kiss him my introvert self and the thought of making arthur uncomfortable scared me 

i wish i could stay in that dream for a long time watch joker win that court trial and go back to his apartment 8j 😥

[mestisang-cavitena]

DEFAULT ORDER SA FOOD COURT

GRABE 85 NA TO NGAYON TAS YUNG PINAKAMALIIT NA BUKO 35 ANG MAHAL NA MAGING TAO TALAGA, GETS KO NA TALAGA YUNG MGA ADULT NA AYAW NA LUMABAS KASE MAS NAPAPAGASTOS LANG. PERO DI RIN KASE AKO PABOR NA KAHIT MINSANAN DI KANA LALABAS, KASE SYEMPRE ITS ALSO ABOUT HOW YOU ENJOY YOUR OWN COMPANY, DEJOKE NAGPANOTARYO LANG TALAGA KO KAYA NAPILITAN LUMABAS 🤣, MAG MAMACAO MILKTEA TALAGA DAPAT KASO SARADO NA PALA MACAO DTO SADTTT, SO BAKA TRY KO NALANG YUNG KAPEHAN SA MAY SAMEN MAMAYA PARA MAKAPAGBASA BASA??? MATAGAL TAGAL KO NARIN SPINOSPOT YUNG KAPEHAN DUN, PERO BAHALA NA SA ENERGY MAMAYA DAHIL SOBRANG TRAFFIC PAUWI DAMN

[gionkonrad]

Wednesday, August 28 2024;Journal

Akala ko may quiz kami kaya nag study/review ako Hanggang 1 am. It's a good thing na nag announced si sir Tan, na di sya makakapasok today kaya wala akong first subj.

Sobrang lakas ng ulan pagkagising ko, naghihintay nalang ako ng suspension pero wala eh, so ayun pumasok ako.

Late ako dumating pero goods naman, mabait si sir Rouie, pinayagan parin akong mag sign sa attendance.

After that, yung mukang tamad namin na teacher sa com prog 1 naman yung magtuturo. Kung maka salita kala mo may tinuturo sya eh, para syang patay kung magsalita, tamad na tamad magturo, walang sense. Sayang 2 oras sa kanya, okay pa self study talaga kesa naman yun. Pag napuno talaga ako di ako papasok sa lecture nya at mag self study nalang talaga, pero sayang attendance eh.

So lunch na, well kasama mga classmate, pumunta kami sa sm food court, chill lang, usap usap.

Pag balik namin sa STI, sinabihan kami na, suspended na yung class kung kelan di na umuulan.

[isadorastarotcards]

Reading the Court Cards -Jobs and characteristics of each court card

Court cards can represent people or you in a reading. There are four groups of court cards with four different characters. Depending on how many court cards are in a reading and how they are facing each other can tell you a lot about your answer to your question. They can also represent characteristics in a reading. Many readers use court cards in love readings to figure out the zodiac, physical attributes and other characteristics of a future lover. Now let's go down the list of what each court card represents.

King of wands

Zodiac: All fire signs more commonly for Sagittarius I've noticed, also common to come up for Scorpio placements due to the s*xual nature of the king of wands.

Planet: Mars

Jobs: Father, Teacher, Politician, Marketing, Producer, Businessman, Relator, Agent, Motivational speaker or Manager.

Characteristics: S*xual person, athletic, outgoing, optimistic, innovative, competitive, magnetic, impulsive, protective, magnetic, obsessive, honest, charismatic, domineering

Queen of Wands

Zodiac: Leo in the traditional deck there are lions decorating her throne. Pisces as well.

Planet: Sun

Jobs: Counselors, Exotic dancers, Dancers, Artist, Performer, Art director, Interior design, Aerobics, Business women, Human Resources, restaurant, hotel, Actress, someone who works with animals.

Characteristics; Loud, proud, extroverted, confidently different, exaggerated expression, passionate, ambitious, warm, kind, fun, opinionated, rash, bossy.

Knight of Wands

Zodiac: Sagittarius, occasionally July leos/cancers

Planet: Jupiter

Jobs: Soldier, Construction worker, Marketing, Promoting, Electricians, travel guide, travel influencer, waiters, Day trading, working with cars, horse stables, stage actor, stage man, startup, sports, activism.

Characteristics: Charismatic, Adventurous, Energetic, moves around a lot, Fearless, foolish, happy go lucky, cocky, Superficial, Restless, Confident in his actions, believes more in people's actions than words. S*xual card as well.

Page of Wands

Zodiac: Aries

Planet: Mars

Jobs: Gym coach, trainer, sneaker designer, improv actor, entry level job, band member, stage hand, yoga instructor, taxi/Uber, someone who works with a lot of hot food, dog walker/caretaker, veterinarian assistant.

Characteristics: Outgoing, childish, lively, someone who needs a lot of stimulation, someone who falls in love easily, young soul, immature, optimistic, loves trying new things, takes chances, gambler, rash, easy going, impatient, doesn't keep mouth shut, naive.

King of Swords

Zodiac: Capricorn/Aquarius

Planet: Saturn

Jobs: lawyer, judge, mediator, CEO, tech industry, crypto, banker, telecommunications, accountant, insurance, brain surgeon, newspaper writer, tax office, news reporter, high government job, politician, math professor.

Characteristics: Cool tempered, business oriented, analytical, conservative, ambitious, authoritative, ruthless, dishonest but also blunt, high standards, disciplined, cruel, direct, introverted, mature, intellectual, integrity.

Queen of Swords

Zodiac: Libra can sometimes represent a 1st Deacon Virgo.

Planet: Uranus/Venus

Jobs: Lecturer, executive, working in prisons, editors, journalists, coding, business women, quantum physics, statistics, lawyer, politics, publishing, medicine field, chemist, mediator, divorce lawyer.

Characteristics: Crone, critical of herself and others, analytical, direct, intelligently charming, truthful, just, constructive, single women, witty, pessimistic, realist, sharp, independent, sophisticated, can get a read on people very easily, women whose into psychological tricks.

Knight of Swords

Zodiac: Gemini/libra

Planet: Mercury

Jobs: Radio station, media, stand up comedy, attorney, Translator, military, detective, game developer, para-educator, teacher, EMTs, administrator, analyst, people who work with weather. Jobs with a lot of communication or speed.

Characteristics: assertive, communicator, dashing, brave, speedy, talkative, opinionated, intelligent, determined, ambitious, sarcastic, comedic, impulsive, arrogant, self confident, dashing, over estimating themselves, goes into situations very quickly.

Page of Swords

Zodiac sign: All air signs

Planet: Mercury

Jobs: Entry level communication jobs, Customer service, apprenticeship, maybe tattoo apprenticeship cause swords could be needles, technician, spy, blogger, flight attendant, leasing agent, student, IT person.

Characteristics: Curious, childish, thinking outside of the box, puzzle solver, quick thinker, complains a lot, nit picks, good writer, frank, alert of their surroundings, quick learner, agile, innovative, abrasive, observer and takes mental notes on people and their environment, lively, scholarly.

King of Cups

Zodiac sign: Pisces/Aquarius

Planet: Neptune

Jobs: High level entertainment or art industry, Doctor, photographer, stay at home dad, therapist, psychiatrist, marine biologist, veterinarian, working around water or boats, fisherman, teacher, CEO, owner of a club or bar or restaurant.

Characteristics: Kind, fatherly, stays in control of their emotions, family person, passionate, romantic, delusional, liar, exaggerates, creative, intuitive, opportunist, may like alcohol or drugs, passive aggressive, caring, charming, empathetic, flexible.

Queen of Cups

Zodiac sign: Cancer

Planet: Moon

Jobs: Stay at home mother, nurse, nursing home worker, zoologist, creative therapist (music, art), nutritionist, cosmetics industry, detective, party planner, actor, LPN, herbalist, case worker, massage therapist, physical therapist, seamstress, someone who cares for others and is creative.

Characteristics: Warm, maternal, heart of gold, loyal friend, imaginative, not punctual, intuitive, empathetic, can notice "vibes" very easily, nurturing, creative, sensitive, psychic, emotion over logic, peace keeper, bystander unless it's their children or family, illusions, dreamy, soft.

Knight of Cups

Zodiac sign: Scorpio/1st decon pisces

Planet: Pluto

Jobs: Diplomat, babysitter, health care, musician, writer, stylist, fashion designer, hairdresser, may have a job in spirituality, politician, graphic designer, zoologist, doggy daycare, daycare worker, groomer(pets), costal guard, pharmacist, graduate.

Characteristics: mediator, emotional, charismatic, idealizes everything around them, good at taking care of themselves, loyal, supportive, creative, jealous, possessive, moody, affectionate, love language might be gift giving, dreamer, polite, good with animals.

Page of Cups

Zodiac sign: All water signs

Element: Moon

Jobs: student, life guard, entry level jobs, counseling, art therapy, mental health worker, fisherman, model, artist for commissions, seamstress, content creator, retail worker.

Characteristics: Sensitive, fashionable, vain, nice, sweet, easily gets in relationships, obsessive, dreamer, gentle, loves love, positive, childish, cries easily, imaginative, good with animals, may have lots of pets, intuitive, intuitive dreams, optimistic

King of Pentacles

Zodiac sign: Taurus, Capricorn and Aries

Planet: Saturn

Jobs: Finance, Big CEO, banker, accountant, Stockbroker, financial advisor, something to do with the earth (landscape, plants, building, oil...), Lawyer, carpenter, landscaper, bodybuilder, executive, consultant, real estate, investor, flipping houses.

Characteristics: Strong willed, steady, responsible, calm headed, stubborn, authoritative, hard worker, if he has money he will make sure his family are taken care of, presents well, persistent, professional, solid, successful, dependable, reliable, provider, protective, determined, loyal, work ethic, good taste in food, good with money.

Queen of Pentacles

Zodiac sign: Taurus, Capricorn

Planet: Earth

Jobs: interior decorator, real estate agent, finical manager, business manager, business women, CEO, investor, angel investor, jeweler, personal shopper, someone who works with nature and animals, mother, private cook, business in the home, designer, psychologist.

Characteristics: Down to earth, calm, stable, knows herself and her surroundings, organized, materialistic, micromanager, green thumb, nurturing, silent, luxurious, compassionate, devoted, doesn't do flimsy relationships (friends and romance), knows what she wants and how to get it, dresses to impress, business minded.

Knight of Pentacles

Zodiac sign: Virgo, Scorpio, gemini

Planet: Mercury

Jobs: Retail manager, quality control, explorer, herbalist, zoologist, biologist, blue collar worker, carpentry, potter, wood carver, soldier, landscape, works with horses, veterinarian, mechanic, security guard, works with safes and safe keeping stuff, works with metal and land, waiter.

Characteristics: Hard worker, grounded, efficient, diligent, ambitious, considerate, influential, has your best interest at heart, quiet, not a complainer, ambitious, good taste in food or cooking, patient, forgiving but if you cross this person most likely to play the long game, methodical, young person but old soul.

Page of Pentacles

Zodiac sign: all earth signs

Planet: Earth

Jobs: Cashier, entry level, beginning level business or accountant job, someone who makes a lot of money off small gigs, entrepreneurship, generally a good sign for careers as it means the person has a lot of potential and is going on the right path career wise.

Characteristics: Studious, focused on their goal, loyal, might be overworking themselves with too many goals and not enough balance, practical, methodical, rational, can indicate a person who is a little lazy but has potential, young at heart.

[solreix]

shimizu kiyoko has always been out of reach for hitoka. she's so near, yet also so far. she was one of those shining stars in the sky, while hitoka was one of those silently wishing for it.

3rd na siya. prelim match ng karasuno, at nandito siya sa bleachers dahil ang isang manager ang hinayaan niyang katabi nila coach ukai para masanay ito. pero it seemed like hindi naman ganoon ka-kailangan dahil masyadong composed ang co-manager niya.

sa ilang matches niya nang pagsama sa team, hindi pa rin talaga nawawala ang kaba niya. kulang na lang ay dalhin niya ang lahat ng santo sa mismong match para mas makapagdasal siya.

pero hindi iyon ang punto. kanina pa siya halos magvibrate sa nginig nang may marinig siyang tumawa nang mahina sa tabi niya. paglingon niya ay nakita niya ang dating co-manager niya.

shimizu kiyoko.

"k-kiyoko—" she blurted.

"hi hitoka! late na 'ko, 2nd set na ba?"

tumango si hitoka. she couldn't help but stare in awe at her senior. shimizu was wearing a simple black blouse with white collar, and white skirt that reached her knees. her hair wasn't tied up, and she's wearing her glasses today.

she's always so beautiful.

"how are they?" shimizu asked, her eyes never leaving the players on the court with the same gentle eyes she used to have as she watched them before.

kahit na hindi tumigil ang tibok ng puso niya, inilipat niya ang tingin sa team. "same old same old." tumawa siya, saglit na na-distract habang inaalala ang away ni hinata at kageyama, maging ang insulto ni tsukishima. "yamaguchi has improved so much. nakaka-proud makita siyang ganito."

shimizu nodded. "i know. kung nandito lang si sugawara, maiiyak iyon sa tuwa."

she smiled. "the new players are adjusting well also. magagaling sila, and i can see the team going even further in the future."

"ikaw? kumusta ka?"

kung kanina ay na-distract siya, muling bumalik ang bilis ng tibok ng puso niya. she swiftly turned her eyes to shimizu's direction, only to be met by her eyes. kulang na lang ay magkaroon ng sound effects ng puso sa paligid niya habang nakatitig siya sa mata nito.

"i'm—i'm okay," she managed to say. "hindi ko kinalimutan ang mga turo mo, and those are what kept me going."

shimizu smiled, her eyes dropping before they met hers again. "that's good. and i can see you're doing so well on your own. i'm so proud i can call you my junior."

at nakuha na naman siya ni shimizu.

hindi siya sumagot; simple siyang ngumiti dahil hindi niya kayang magsalita. she was trying to hold herself back from saying things she might regret later on.

palaging ganito. sa tuwing kasama niya ito, kausap, katawanan—her heart was so full, sometimes it's getting heavy as it screamed. sa bawat interaction nila noon, kulang na lang ay sabihin niya ang nararamdaman niya.

and she held herself back. until now, pinipigilan niya ang sarili dahil alam niyang hindi naman pareho ang tingin nila sa isa't isa. masyadong malayo si shimizu.

"kumusta?" it's her turn to ask.

"hmm?" hinampas nito ang noo. "malapit na midterms namin, so iyon pinagaabalahan ko ngayon. medyo mahirap, pero kinakaya naman."

boyfriend—

hitoka, magtigil ka.

"that's... good to hear." she bit her lower lip.

hitoka could still remember the first time she knew. it was a random day, silang dalawa pa lamang ni shimizu ang nasa court at nag-aayos ng upuan para sa practice match nila.

"dito lang 'yan, hitoka."

"okay!"

dahan-dahan, isa-isa niyang isinalansan ang mga upuan. she could hear shimizu doing the same. nang matapos siya ay agad siyang tumalikod para magtanong ng gagawin nang makita itong nakaupo na sa makinis na sahig ng court katabi ng mga plastic.

"anong ginagawa mo?" tanong niya nang makalapit.

her mouth went ajar when she realized what she's doing. ini-isa-isa nitong ilabas ang mga pagkaing nasa tatlong plastic, at mukhang may binabasa.

"oh this? someone gave this bags of food para raw sa players. binabasa ko lang nutrition facts to make sure na okay sa kanila," she said, straight face, but with the most gentle voice.

oh.

saglit na natulala si hitoka. hindi niya alam kung anong sumunod na nangyari, basta ang alam niya ay lalo lamang siyang nahulog sa babae.

she's always cognizant to the fact that she's attracted to shimizu. pretty, smart, and so so kind. she's the type of girl you'd wish for. pero she thought it would be nothing serious.

until that day.

simula noon ay palagi siyang on edge. hindi niya alam kung pa'nong hindi siya nahahalata, pero nagpapasalamat siya roon dahil hindi niya kayang lumayo ang loob nito sa kaniya. she'd take whatever shimizu could give, kahit kapalit nito ang masaktan siya—mainggit sa mga taong malayang nakakapagbigay ng deserve nitong admiration.

masyadong malayo si kiyoko.

that's what she believed. kaya naman hindi niya alam kung anong nangyayari ngayon.

"hitoka... how are you?"

"what do you mean?"

nangunot ang noo ni hitoka nang tila biglang hindi mapalagay si shimizu sa tabi niya. pansin niya ang paghigpit ng hawak nito sa sariling kamay na nasa hita.

"are you seeing someone?" biglang tanong nito, her eyes suddenly went to her, and suddenly, their eyes were talking.

umiling si hitoka. "hindi—wala sa isip ko."

hindi nagbago ang ekpresyon ng mukha nito. matigas. pero namumula. "balita ko kay hinata, maraming gustong mag-aya sa'yo."

"tinatakot naman nila," mabilis niyang sagot. ang daldal ni hinata.

"kung hindi nila tinakot? may gusto ka?" malumanay niyong dugtong.

hindi niya sinagot. "para saan 'to?" nalilito siya.

nag-uusap ang mata nila, oo. naiintindihan niya ang sinasabi ng mata nito, at gusto niyang umiyak sa tuwa kung tama ang pagkakaintindi niya, pero gusto niyang manggaling sa bibig nito mismo.

pinanood niyang huminga ng malalim si shimizu. "pa'no kung ako?"

"kiyoko—"

"pa'no kung ako ang mag-aya sa'yo kasi gusto kita?"

masyadong naging malayo ang tingin niya kay shimizu. masyadong malayo na hindi niya napansing ito ang lumalapit sa kaniya. at ngayon, nasa tabi niya na nga ito.

umiling si hitoka. "hindi naman ako tatanggi."

[kimhortons]

30th of June.

last day of the week, syempre every friday tumatambay ako sa mall para maghintay kay J para sabay kami umuwi. so inaya ko yung new work besties ko na samahan muna ako sa Ayala para magpalipas ng oras.

wala rin naman kasi akong pending so para di ako tumambay ng Macao sa SM at gumastos na naman ng milktea para makiwifi nag siomai muna kami at nag lakad lakad sa Ayala. tapos bigla nag aya si Zha sa timezone para mag picture. hehe cute, first time ko mag picture sa ganto e.

tumambay nalang din kami sa food court at nag milktea parin haha pero yung budget meal lang, wala pa sahod e. haha tapos ako nag mango shake, sawa na ko sa milktea parang puro milktea ako buong month e. haha.

maaga din nakarating si J ng Legazpi, kaya nakapag dinner pa kami sa Biggs. at nag hanap ng belt kasi sukong suko na yung belt ko, malapit na siya maputol. haha.

nag share ulit ako ng mga hinaing ko sakanya the night before, and since sahod niya, di ko siya inaway. charot. haha. may konting realizations sa part ko as usual, pero minsan feeling ko non negotiable na sakin since lagi kong bino-brought up sakanya. pero i know he's doing his best para mareach niya parin yung gusto ko. hindi yung feeling ko ako lagi nag aadjust.

wala ganun talaga e, sabi ko nga last time, walang katapusang pag aadjust 'to basta willing makinig sa isa't isa. so far okay naman kami. ayun lang

[inariizaki]

## . . . courting.

♡ — filo!robaire x gn reader.

♡ — being courted by filo!robaire.

♡ — @lapixx @4townn hellaur poehxz

𔘓 being courted by filo!robaire feels so fluffy and warm. he's such a gentleman, and a romantic guy. he make letters and poems about you, but he doesn't give them to you often :/

𔘓 sometimes, if you ever catch him staring at you, he'd wink at you, and look away. or sometimes, he'd smile at you. and he also helps you with some topics that you find hard to understand.

𔘓 and you may or may not know this, but when he hears a love song playing in the background? it would remind him of you. he'd compliment you with every single thing you do. he'd compliment your laugh, smile, handwriting, drawing, everything.

𔘓 you're assigned as cleaners and your shitty classmates left you all alone? he'd help you cleaning the whole room.

𔘓 someone's making fun of you? he'd scare the fuck out them so they'd stop teasing you.

𔘓 hungry and you accidentally left your food in your house? he'd share his food with you.

𔘓 feeling cold? he'd give you his jacket, and will keep you warm.

𔘓 having a bad day? he'd ask you out and try to make your day better.

“ uuwi ka na? ” he asked, you looked at him, pouting.

“ hindi pa eh, cleaners ako ngayon. ” you answered.

“ nasaan yung ibang cleaners? bakit ikaw nalang yung natira? ” he says, frowning. you rolled your eyes before answering his question.

“ nagsi-takas na yung mga yun. ” you replied.

“ gusto mo tulungan kita? ”

“ ha? sure ka? ”

“ eh, wala ka kasing katulong maglinis ng room nyo, kaya tutulungan nalang kita. ”

“ sure ka ah.. ”

“ oo nga. ”

he helped you clean the whole room like he said, it almost took forever because the two of you were the only one who were cleaning the room.

“ tangina talaga ng mga yun eh, wag lang sila magpapakita sa'kin bukas. ” you angrily said.

“ ang cute mo magalit. alam mo, sana palagi ka nalang galit. ” he hummed.

you giggled before playfully rolling your eyes at him, “ jusko po, hidalgo. tumigil ka nga. halatang nambobola ka lang. ”

“ iba 'yung nambobola sa nagsasabi ng totoo. ” he replied.

you were about to clean the board, when you almost tripped. well, because of your shoes, actually.

“ gago, muntikan pa'kong madapa. ” you said, before fixing the tie of your shoes.

“ ha? bakit? ” robaire worriedly said.

“ ano kasi, yung sapatos ko, hindi nakatali ng ayos. muntikan nako madapa. ” you replied.

“ kailangan mong itali yung sapatos mo ng maayos. ayokong mahulog ka sa iba. ” he uttered.

“ HA? ”

“ ang sabi ko, kailangan mong itali yung sapatos mo ng maayos. ”

“ sus, para-paraan ka nanaman, hidalgo. ”

“ pero alam ko naman, sadyang natanggal lang yung sintas ng sapatos ko. ”

“ kahit na, mag-iingat ka padin. ayokong makita kang na-aaksidente. ”

“ alam ko nga. ”

“ sorry na babe. ”

“ babe mo mukha mo. baduy nun. ”

“ bakit ano bang gusto mo? love? laloves? baby?– ”

“ HIDALGO ANO BA SIGE ISA PA PAKILIGIN MO PA'KO. ”

[parasone29buildtech]

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[irresistiibles]

shi qingxuan self para

trigger warnings: this is basically a drowning self para wanna be one hundred percent real so read at your own risk. drowning tw, death tw

i don’t want to die.

it wasn’t the first thing to pass through qingxuan’s mind. the first thing they noticed was the temperature. at first frigid when they were first forcibly submerged, or maybe it was just the shock of the situation that made it seem that way, after all it was summer. it shouldn't have been that cold. qingxuan let out a yell as they hit the water, mouth filling up with water that they couldn't even properly cough up. had anyone heard? would anyone come to help? someone had always come to help qingxuan before. why wasn't there anyone around? things were quickly warming up as qingxuan thrashed, feeling the need for air starting to quickly push up. it was a searing uncomfortable heat, burning from in their chest as his lungs worked desperately to find oxygen that wasn’t available. it felt like she might burn to death before actually managing to drown, and only got worse as they hopelessly physically fought to try and get above water. 

i don’t want to die. 

it was almost a jarring thought as qingxuan’s body attempted to gasp for air, to push towards the surface, do anything to get a little oxygen in his lungs. as the physical fight continued the thought did come through. after everything that has happened at black water manor qingxuan had contemplated their death. he had wondered if it would make things better, or just, or at least give them a break. it hadn’t seemed like such a bad thing at the time, like maybe he should have gone with his brother and they both could have called that the end of their miserable story. qingxuan had been a fool, and now, on what felt like the bring of death they felt pathetic and ungrateful, wishing they could desperately grab just one more day of life. one more hour. five more minutes. 

i don’t want to die. 

maybe if qingxuan hadn’t been alone this wouldn’t have happened. she had tried to stay with company, really she had, but the small party had been drunk and wanted food, whereas qingxuan wanted air. it hadn't seemed like such a big deal to break off and go for a small walk alone before meeting back up with the group. would more caution have saved him? maybe if qingxuan had shown more caution as a child they wouldn’t have been found, he xuan could have ascended with qingxuan in the middle court and nothing would have happened. maybe she could have defended herself a little bit better today. 

i don’t want to die. 

i’m sorry ge. i wasn’t careful enough. i never learned my lesson as a little kid. there was no need with how well you looked after me. you fought my fate as long as you could. you did a really good job of keeping your stupid little sister along way longer than it should have been.

i’m sorry he-xiong. i didn’t get the chance to text you more. i wanted to fix things. i wanted to figure out how to be us again. i wanted to figure it out with you. i thought we had time. i would have rushed back if that wasn't the case. i wish if someone had to force me under like this it was you. you wouldn't like it, but i think you'd be gentle about it. 

i’m going to die. i can’t stop it. 

there was almost a comfort in accepting it, feeling the current start to pull him under and letting it, even as qingxuan had more apologies to give. to xie lian, he had died too and hadn’t deserved that. to the nice drunk qingxuan would go back and forth on drinks to. it was their time to buy next and he wouldn’t be able to do it. so many more. the world was starting to fade though, black spots dancing in qingxuan's vision, whether it was from the water or a steady loss of consciousness, and qingxuan’s dialogue was puttering out.  the tide pushed them down and who was qingxuan to fight against nature? they could hardly handle a simple fight on their own. such a weak fool, but as qingxuan gave up and let the water take her where it wanted there wasn’t any anger there. the fire that burned at qingxuan’s lungs became a more settled warmth, and the water almost felt like a comfort wrapped around them. this was her brother’s domain, her lover’s as well. oxygen deprived and perhaps a little delirious qingxuan could almost feel like there was some presence of the two of them here to help, to be with him in a final moment. they had lived a good life, warm and loved. one of them would find him. if they had the strength left qingxuan would worry about the way that they would mourn, if they’d be okay, but in the moment she was just content to know someone she loved and trusted would probably still find her in the end, that she'd wind up home in one way or another. if he woke up after this someone would help her. there were always enough good people in the world willing to help. if she didn't wake up there had already been so many more years than what qingxuan was supposed to have. the tide pushed and qingxuan let themselves sink.

[blooody-maryy]

02.19.23

Post Valentine's Date ✨

Pinaayos ko muna ung phone ko kasi nasira na ung lock button tsaka nawala ung fingerprint after nun nagikot ikot na kami sa Southmall

Nanood kami ng Antman and The Wasp: Quantumania. Tawa ng tawa sakin boyfriend ko kasi ung kilig ko sa post credit scene pinigilan ko kc nagulat ako nung nakita ko si Loki (Beh sakop na sakop ng mukha niya ung screen hahaha) eh alam niyang crush na crush ko si Tom Hiddleston hahahaha so ayun overall nagenjoy ako sa movie, aabangan ko siya ulit sa disney+ para makapagmarathon kami ulit 😆

Triny din namin ung bagong bukas na photobooth sa southmall, nagenjoy kami kahit di namin nasama sa picture yung dalawang props hahaha kaya nagselfie nalang kami 😆

At sa popeyes kami nagdinner, maiba naman ng kinakainan kc lagi nalang sa jollibee, chowking, mcdo at greenwich 😂 pero kung hindi sana nirerenovate ung food court gusto sana namin kumain sa Kips e sarap pa naman ng chicken dun.

Natatawa pa ako kasi bago kami manood may nakasalubong kaming magjowa hahahaha at dahil nahawa sakin si R sa pagiging chismosa aba ang walangya siya pa nagsabi na ikot daw kami ulit para malaman kung nagaaway pa din ung magjowa hahahaha marites talaga eh 😂

Tapos ayun paguwi namin kagabi bagsak kami agad kc napagod kami sa gala namin. Pero bago yun kiniss niya muna ako at niyakap ng mahigpit kasi sobrang nagenjoy daw siya sa date namin (Kahit naudlot ung pag c.i namin kasi bigla akong nagkadalaw nung friday 😂)

[luna-crow]

Born in Blood | Self Para

**An Anniversary Gift event para**

CW: Blood

The smell of magic was cloying here.

Neve nursed her bleeding hand, the wound now wrapped in a crude bandage fashioned from one of Luna’s old handkerchiefs. She had not expected the magic sigil needed to gain entry to The Night Market require so much blood. The cut was was not deep enough to make her unsteady on her feet. But, certainly enough to make her stomach turn at the sight of it the blood seeping through the white linen.

Knowledge of the Night Market was nothing new to Neve. She had practically been raised on stories of it. Though, admittedly, half were just cautionary tales. It was common knowledge among criminals, though even few of those types dared to seek it out. It was a place for the desperate or reckless. Neve reckoned she was a bit of both these days. But, after her unsuccessful run-in with Alecto, her options were running out.

Neve had long grown skilled at going unnoticed. It was in the nonchalance of one’s gait, and the mundaneness of one’s appearance. There were few things about her that would cause an eye to linger too long. Well, she corrected herself, that had at least been the been the case before she became Luna Crow. Everything about Luna screamed “look at me,” and the court lady’s diaries had made it perfectly clear this was by design. Luna required attention the way most required water or food. For this outing Neve had decided to wear her own face - albeit slightly shrouded beneath the hood of a dingy brown cloak

As Neve wandered the market she could not help but marvel over how strange it now felt to go so unnoticed again. She had grown used to being gazed upon. And she had perhaps come to like it. Every few minutes Neve would catch the sight of her face in a reflective surface and momentarily panic at the thought that her glamour had slipped, before recalling she had intended it this way. This market was a place Luna could never belong. Looking, walking or sounding like Luna here would be like placing a large target on her back. But, a orphaned pickpocket with a dagger up her sleeve, and badly concealed desperation fit right in here.

Neve adjusted her hood to fall farther over her face, her eyes downcast and unwilling to make contact with any others. There was an air of danger here that even the streets of Hemlock after dark did not possess. Neve’s criminal transgressions were child’s play in comparison to those around her. It was better for her to fly under the radar as best she could.

Strung lanterns hung on the cave ceiling, casting an eerie glow over the quiet crowd. Further candles, lanterns and magicked light orbs illuminated each vendor’s stall. Some merchants wore cloths tied around their noses and mouths to hide their faces, while the metallic smell of glamour hung heavily on others. Neve eyed the wares of each booth, gleaming what sorts of specialities each vendor fulfilled by the types of items displayed. There were weapons that never missed their mark, bottles of strange elixirs that seemed to swish within their bottles as though alive, and mundane looking items that hummed with a power anything but ordinary. She stopped at a booth with a midnight blue tattered silk canopy, drawn in by the cluttered selection of mirrors that filled the shallow makeshift room. 

Glamour magic.

The shopkeeper smiled as Neve paused in front of her shop, flashing an unnaturally white smile in Neve’s direction and beckoning her forward with slender fingers and sharpened nails. If not for the smell of glamour that hung thick in the air around the shopkeeper, Neve would have assumed the woman had selkie blood from the looks of her. She was beautiful even by fae standards, the rendering of her glamour executed with the precision and creativity of a master painter. Neve felt suddenly shy under the gaze of this breathtaking woman. She stepped forward, swallowing back her nerves.

“I’m looking for something that can change my appearance for an unlimited amount of time. Do you have something like this?” She whispered, as she had at a handful of stalls before. But instead of the usual rejection, the woman brightened.

“I have what you seek, pet.”

The shopkeepers voice poured from her lips like warm honey, the sound every bit as beautiful as her face. Despite that, something about it sent chills up Neve’s spine. The shopkeeper ducked her head for a moment, rummaging through a drawer in the narrow and weathered desk she sat at, before she let out a hum of pleasure and revealed a small ring studded with cloudy diamonds sitting in the palm of her hand. Never felt another pang of nerves. Whatever this thing was was was so illegal the shopkeeper had not dared put it on display. 

“This will give you what you desire. I only ask for 10 gold pieces, and two of your tears”

Neve eyed the ring with suspicion. “That’s it?” she questioned, eyebrows raising. “What’s the catch? What’s the real price?” Neve was no fool. Nothing of such power ever came so simply. The shopkeeper let out a short laugh. “Smart girl,” she purred, flashing those white teeth. “The ring has not been fed yet. It only works when the diamonds have turned to rubies.” In that moment Neve knew what was coming next, even as her mind scrambled to find any other meaning in the woman’s words. 

“Extinguish a life, let the blood fall on the ring, and it will work for a full year.”

There it was: the shoe drop Neve had been waiting for. Any sneaking discomfort she had felt for the woman in front of her had now turned to genuine terror. Neve had readied herself for many things. But, killing someone every year for the rest of her life surpassed even her deepest fears. She was suddenly conscious of the many rings on each of the shopkeeper’s fingers, a red jewel gleaming in each. The woman followed her gaze and merely flashed her another unsettling smile as though reading Neve’s mind. 

Despite herself, Neve imagined all the faces of those she had fantasized about killing in her life, and all the times she had wished for justice for the many wrongs inflicted on her. Being a good person was something she had abandoned years ago. But, was this that final step into true evil?

“I’ll take it.”

Even though the words were impulsive and breathless, she knew it was the right choice. This would only be temporary, right? It could tide her over for one year, and give her time to find something else. There was little doubt in her mind that someone out there deserved to be killed. She just had to find them.

[alwaysjoyfulangel]

Sa mga makakabasa nito sorry hindi ako magaling mag story telling haha. Every month of February and October I always remember my Papa. He was the best father in the world parang too good to be true nga. 😄 He told me na gusto niya ishare yung love story nila ni mama sa MMK eh sorry po mahiyain ako so here nalang. 😊

Part 1.

My father's mom died when he was 7 yrs old so he grew up na kasama lang niya his father, sister niya na 2nd na oldest and 5 brothers. Pangalawa siya sa bunso at nung time na yun grabe nila na experience ang poverty. Lagi niya kinekwento samin na nung bata pa siya one of his dreams is to have a cabinet na puno ng milk. Kasi papasok siya sa school nahihiya siya dahil tuyo lang baon niya or minsan wala pa. After ng school nila mag gagatong daw sila ng kahoy just to earn money to buy food or school supplies. May mga time na wala talaga sila food kaya manghuhuli sila ng tipaklong para ifry at ipartner sa kamote. His father remarried and his step mom na short tempered sinasaktan sila but he never disrespected her. Solid sila ng mga kapatid niya kaya his ate and kuya nag sacrifice para makapag college sila and after that sila naman ang nag college. Lagi niya sinasabi sakin na sa hirap ng buhay palagi parin uunahin ang love para sa family and you will find happiness in simple things. Mapa kamoteng kahoy man yan, mapa tipaklong o tuyo.

Part 2.

Grumaduate ng Pol Sci si Papa sa University of Manila kahit gusto niya talaga mag archi dahil magaling talaga siya mag drawing pero ayaw ng ate niya haha. So his friend na husband ng tita ko invited him to be a ninong, may pamahiin na bawal daw ireject kasi blessing nga ang babies. Totoo namang blessing talaga dahil kahit na nagtravel sila for 10 hrs papuntang Bicol okay lang kasi nakilala niya si Mama na sister ng wife ng friend niya pero 17 years old lang that time si Mama sabi nga ni Papa boyish, gusgusin na uhugin haha. His friend asked him if sino ang crush niya at sabi niya si Mama daw. Simula nun hindi na naalis sa isip niya si Mama kaya umuwi siya na inspired. He told himself na he will be a better man and someday he will marry my mom. 21 na siya ng nag working student siya to study law sa UST at after niya grumaduate at pumasa sa Bar exam nag ready na siya para puntahan si Mama sa Bicol. After 7 years walang tumalo sa babaeng hindi naman niya masyado kilala pa. Pagdating niya sa bicol kahit na pagod siya at puyat he was so excited to see my mom again. Nangyari na nga ang magic nakita niya mom ko sa malayo literal daw na nanghina tuhod niya at napaluhod siya dahil yung dating uhugin naging magandang dalaga na. Love at second sight daw ang dami daw spark parang new year. 😆 but he found out that someone was courting my mom already at namanhikan na pero nasa abroad kaya sobra siya na down at hindi niya pinansin mom ko. Pero nalaman niya din na ayaw naman talaga dun ng mom ko kaya bago pa daw umuwi sa Pinas yung guy niligawan na niya. Mag work siya on weekdays then every weekends uuwi siya Bicol para dumalaw kahit na 9 hrs masakit pwet niya dahil minsan sa floor pa ng bus siya naka upo haha. After 2 years, 2nd year palang mama ko pinakasalan na niya basta daw siya mag woworkhard at mama ko ang queen sa bahay. True love waits at ang magical lang talaga na kahit anong distance pa yan basta meant to be. ❤

Part 3

Papa and Mama rented a small apartment in Taytay kasi hindi polluted and crowded unlike sa metro manila. To make the story short nag start lang si Papa sa small law firm and then they had their first child which is my eldest brother. Kinuha siya ng Nestle Ph to be one of their lawyers. Pinadala siya sa ibat ibang country dumating yung 2nd kuya ko and then my ate. After 4 years I was born then Papa was assigned sa Nestle Cagayan so ako lang naiwan sa tita ko. Pagbalik nila Papa was promoted na corporate lawyer ng Nestle siya yung naghahandle ng cases at nagtatanggal ng mga pasaway na employee na may case sa company. Umunlad nga buhay namin naging delikado naman. Siguro I was in grade 1 hanggang grade 3 madami kami body guards sa bahay at kung san kami magpunta dahil madami death threats. Buti nalang nag offer ang Delfi or Goya para kunin siya na maging Board of Directors kaya nakaalis siya dun. From preschool until grade 3 very active ako sa school hindi lang sa acads. Masipag pa ako mag review at mag basa naaalala ko nakakaperfect pa ako lagi ng exams or ilan lang mistakes ko pero bukod dun lagi sinasabi ng Papa ko na madami nagsasabi sakanya na ang bibo daw ng anak niya pero mas proud siya dahil mabait, malambing at magalang daw ako. Everything changed when I was in grade 4 at a very young age nagkaron na ako ng anxiety at trauma. Iilan lang may alam na abuse ako ng teacher at anak niya. Hinihila pony tail ko, pinapalo ako at madalas verbal abuse kasi daw yung anak niya pinagbibintangan ko na ninakaw yung paper ko kahit totoo naman dahil may name ko may time na sinaksak niya ng pencil ang kamay ko. Nalaman ng Papa ko kahit na galit siya pinili niya kausapin ng personal sabi ng iba kong teachers para silang nasa korte kahit principal natakot sakanya haha. So ang naging decision nila wag ifire pero hayaan na mag resign ng maayos dahil inisip parin ni papa ang anak ng teacher para makapag turo parin siya sa ibang school at hindi na mapahiya sa ibang tao. Na solve yung case ng maayos pero yun na yung start na naging mailap na ako sa tao. I trusted no one, If you want to be my friend ikaw una mag approach at mahirap makuha loob ko.

Part 4

Sabi nila nakakatakot si Papa kasi strict siya sa office pero pag dating samin mga anak niya napaka jolly at lambing. Lagi siya nakikipag play sakin at every sunday lagi kami nag fafamily day pero kailangan mag church muna. Strict siya in a good way yung iguguide ka sa right path pero hahayaan ka na maexperience mga magiging source of joy mo. Hatid sundo ng car sa school kahit saan pa basta safe kami. He was a good provider kasi lagi siya naka support sa needs namin at kung ano gusto namin. Palaging masayahin, mapagbigay at mapagmahal. I'm very thankful kasi binigyan niya ako ng complete happy family. Hindi siya nagkulang in teaching us the good values that we need para isabuhay. Kahit na kaya niya bilhin mga expensive na bagay tinuruan niya kami pano maging praktikal sa buhay and not to be materialistic.

Part 5

"The goal is to be rich not to look rich" Siya yung may highest position sa isang company pero samsung na keypad ang cellphone. Pag weekends wala siya work lagi lang siya nag tatanim ng kamote at ibang gulay or magsibak ng kahoy. Mag aalaga ng itik, bibe or chickens. Nakasando lang at suot yung favorite shorts niya na ilang beses na nirepair ni lola. Ang dami niya pang formal attire pero halos lahat regalo lang. 3-4 pairs lang na shoes ang meron siya at bibihira lang siya bumili ng para sa sarili niya.

Part 6

A loving husband

My papa loved my mother very much. She was his life and everything. Siya ang queen niya at pinaka baby niya. I can still remember the time when he told me that Mama was the reason for all the success he had. Noong sila palang dalawa tuwing gigising siya sa umaga at mag dadasal ang maiisip niya na "Kailangan ko mag trabaho ng mabuti para sa misis ko" nung nagkaron n sila ng mga anak "kailangan ko trabaho ng mas mabuti para sa pangangailangan nila" at nung naging sucessful na siya "Kailangan ko pari mag trabaho ng mabuti para sa pagtanda naming dalawa wala na kami iba iisipin kundi ang maging masaya na magkasama." Malaki daw ang kailangan niya ibawi kay Mama kasi nakita niya how hard it was to carry a baby for 9 mos at mag alaga ng anak at asawa. Sino dapat mag alaga sa mommy eh d ang daddy. 🥰 I never saw them na talagang big fight pero ang nakita ko yung hindi pinapatagal ang tampo after arguing. Happy na si Papa na kumain ng luto ni mama every night at everytime na uuwi siya na wala si Mama hindi siya mapakali. Paulit ulit na tanong asan si Mama mo? Kung ano gusto ni Mama bibilhin niya at pag nagkasakit si Mama nakikita ko na sobra siyang mag alaga. Kaya nga hanggang 10 yrs old may yaya parin ako kasi ayaw niya mahirapan si Mama mag alaga. Wala akong masabi.

Part 7

Me and Papa

I was my Papa's baby, princess and bunso. Lagi niya sinusure na I'm safe and okay. He was with me in every step, milestones and problems that I've been through. Enrollment, 1st day of school in preschool until College. When I was r yrs old nakita niya na pet lover ako at grabe yung empathy na nafefeel ko sakanila. Ang damin namin lagi na dogs just to make me happy kahit na siya yung nagaalaga at nagpapaligo every weekend at ako wala iba ginawa kundi pang gigilan. Mabiro si Papa kahit kanino ang galing niya mag joke at patawa bentang benta sakin haha. Palagi ako may pasalubong basta kiss and hug lang ang kapalit. Kaya kahit na I was not that interactive sa school ang family ko ang source of joy ko. 1st year college 2nd sem agpabalik balik ako hospital dahil sa grabeng nausea na na eexperience ko paulit ulit na vomitting hanggang sa acid na lumalabas. Walang ma diagnose kahit na ang dami ng doctor na hinanap ng Papa ko para lang magamot ako. Nag stop na ako dahil hindi na ako makapasok sa school sobrang nadepressed ako kasi iniisip ko future ko at syempre hindi ko alam kung fatal na ba sakit ko. Naging okay naman ako dahil sa takot na pag may emergency mahirap ako puntahan so lumipat ako ng school from FEU NRMF to Katipunan. Okay na sana lahat napapansin ko papayat na ako ng papayat hanggang sa naulit nananaman hindi nanaman ako makapasok sinabi ko nalang sa mga naghahanap sakin na aalis na ako kaya hindi ko na itutuloy. After a few months nadiagnosed ako ng severe aplastic anemia nag undergo ako ng madaming therapy and treatment buti nalang kahit ang hirap may support system ako which is my family and my pets. Sa free time ko nag eenjoy ako mag bake at ipractice cooking skills ko lalo na mga healthy recipes. Siguro blessing in disguise na din yung sakit ko kasi dun ko nalaman ano ba talaga ang gusto ko. So nag enroll ako sa Culinary school akala ko kasi ilang oras lang and days lang sa isang week at easy easy lang pero hindi pala haha. Kahit 1m tuition ko support parin si Papa basta happy daw ako. Ang hirap pala buong araw ka nakatayo, ang dami mo imememorize at dapat ifamiliarize tapos ang bilis ng phasing at irerealtalk ka pa ng mga chef. Ang hirap pumasa kasi dapat may talent ka at the same time skills para maging maayos work mo. Kahit na ang hirap at very tiring kahit na may sakit ako totoo pala na pag you love what youre doing at happy ka kahit mahirap okay lang. Everyday pumapasok ako na ginagawa ko best ko at one of the highest pa ako sa batch ko. Nakakagulat kasi ang tagal ko nawalan ng gana hindi lang sa studies, tao sa paligid ko at sa lahat. Pero parang nawala nalang lahat at nag eexcel ako sa kung ano talaga passion ko. Hindi ako competitive pero sumali ako ng competitions and from the start to the end I was happy lalo na kahit ilang beses ako madapa Papa was there para ibangon ako kahit kailan hindi ako sinukuan pero palagi naniwala sa kung ano ako. Ojt then graduation then naabsorb and eto na Chef na. Thank you Papa you made me what I am today.

Part 8

Nutrition subject ko that time I was in level 4 na. Mag 1 year na ako sa Culinary school okay naman na health ko anemic lang and madalas magkasakit kasi weak parin immune system ko. 1 wk na naka admit papa ko general check up daw pero nakita ko sister ko umiiyak bago ako pumasok sa school kaya nag alala na ako. Nung wala ako pasok dinalaw ko siya at nalaman ko lang na meron pala siya Lung cancer stage 4. Down na down ako mas okay na ako nalang may sakit kahit gaano pa kahirap yan wag lang parents ko. Lagi pa ako balisa at naluluha sa school pero naging motivation ko na to do better kasi sasamahan pa ako ni Papa when i graduate. After his operation para makuha yung tumor nakita ko hirap niya kahit pumapasok siya office at nag chechemo. Walang gana pero nag susuka. Dec cancer free na daw siya pero by january ayun bumalik pero naging stage 4 na. Para akong nasiraan ng bait kasi mixed emotions fear, sadness, guilt and etc. Lahat ng time ko after school nasakanya para alagaan siya. Dumating na sa point na hindi na siya makapagsalita, makalakad at wala ng gana kumain. Sobra na siya pumayat at minsan nakakaparanoid kasi gigising ako icheck ko siya if humihinga pa ba. Pero malakas faith ko palagi ako naniwala na gagaling siya kasi madami nagmamahal sakanya. Sa Comprehensive exam na last na para makapag ojt ka at grumaduate hindi man lang ako nag practice kahit sobrang complicated at hirap ng dishes kasi iniisip ko yung gastos para nalang sa meds ni Papa