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[itcantrainallthetimee]

Friends are like shadows staying in the daylight, But leaving you in the dark.

[theloneliestleo-blog]

I’m stumped. No really. What’s a girl to do? Is this how people come to that silly realization that closure is needed? Pfffffftt. Closure. I rather play my favorite game of “what if” and write til my hand fall numb than to ever fix my feet in your direction.

Dear him

[societysbiatch]

Pages from my Journal

Friday, June 15th, 2001

12:46 pm

It's Friday. So it means I'm cleaning my whole entire house right now. Yeah fun times. I'm so incredibly bored right now. Last night I was weighing suitcases and that really takes it out of you. It's the wierdest thing to do. You say things like yeah this still could use 5 pounds of clothes. Clothes should never be measured in pounds! Anyways I'm leaving in less than two weeks to D.R.. I'm thinking of my music and how much I'd miss it.I really wish MTV would finnish the compilation they're working on. It's 20 years of MTV and they have a lot of good songs in mind. They had called me like a week ago and asked me a bunch of questions about the CD they're compiling. They played me 10 songs and I didn't know just 1 of them. It's a really great CD. Well I'll be back later. Boredom will surely bring me back over here.  Current Mood:  bored

*No edits, word-for-word copy of old journal entries.

I had totally forgotten I did stuff for MTV. I also wrote for TeenPeople. I was a product reviewer. I thought it was so cool to get shit in the mail and write about it. Damn, I had so much more drive. 

[ihavewrites]

𝐵𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑀𝑎𝑦, 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝑜 @laceillustrates 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑐𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠. This particular one 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑔𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝐼𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑚 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚��� 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑢𝑝𝑜𝑛 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑝𝑖𝑒𝑐𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑢𝑡. 𝑅𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦, 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑝𝑜𝑒𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑝𝑜𝑒𝑚 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ, “𝐼 𝐴𝑚” 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛. 𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 could 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝐼 𝑎𝑚, ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝐼 once was 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑢𝑐𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑤 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑔𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑜𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝑆𝑜 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑖𝑒𝑐𝑒, 𝐼 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝐼 𝑎𝑚. 𝑀𝑦 𝑜𝑑𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑎 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒. “𝐼 𝐴𝑚” 𝐶𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝐿𝑒𝑖𝑔ℎ © 2021 Illustration by @laceillustrates ✨𝐼𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑙𝑖𝑐𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑙𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑠, 𝑦𝑜𝑢’𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑒𝑚 (𝐼’𝑚 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒) 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢’𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑗𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑖𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝐼 𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑖𝑒𝑐𝑒.✨ #Saturday #selflovesaturday #selflove #writing #writings #wordporn #loveislove #ihavewrites #mentalhealth #pagesfrommyjournal #writingforlove #poetrylovers #loverlane #poems #dailypoems #iam #rdwworld #rdwprojects #typewriterpoetry #justmytype #lovepoems #writingtocope #womenwhowrite #louisianawriters #ipreview #vibe #societyofamazingpoetry https://www.instagram.com/p/CQkjhvuMMDp/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ihavewrites]

ᵀᵒᵈᵃʸˢ ʲᵒᵘʳⁿᵃˡ ᵉⁿᵗʳʸ ✍🏾 ✨𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆 𝗮 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗽𝘁 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗯𝘆 @darkpoetryhouse “𝕯𝖆𝖗𝕶 𝕾𝖚𝖓𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖊” 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗳𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝘂𝗽𝗽𝗼𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 he𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗯𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝘀𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗜𝗻 𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗺𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗿𝗼𝘀𝘀 𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗽𝗮𝘁𝗵 𝗔 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘂𝗻𝘁𝘀 yo𝘂 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘆𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀- 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲? 𝗜𝘀 𝗶𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗰𝗿𝗮𝘇𝗶𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗿𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘁- 𝗧𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 wi𝗹𝗹 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗼𝘂𝗯𝘁𝗲𝗱𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗶 di𝗲 𝗦𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗮 𝘀𝘂𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗻𝗼 𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁- 𝗦𝘁𝗼𝗹𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗱𝗼𝘄𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗦𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝘂𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗲, wh𝗼 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝗻’𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆 𝘂𝗻𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝗸𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘆….. . . . Follow @ihave_writes for more . . Like🥀Share🥀Comment🥀Save . . Design and Picture 📸- @canva @wordswag Words 💭- @ihave_writes ————————————————————————— #sunday #sundayfunday #poetrycommunity #ihavewrites #pagesfrommyjournal #loveislove #poetryoftheday #poems #poemcommunity #poetryisnotdead #amwriting #igpoets #poeticthoughts #words #writingtolive #writingtoheal #writersoflouisiana #dirtysouthwriters #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poets #journalentry #darkhousepoetry #darksunshine #darkpoetryhouse #ipreview via @preview.app https://www.instagram.com/p/CQW6m6bDZp3/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ihavewrites]

𝚃𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢’s 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚗… . . . Follow @ihave_writes for more . . Like🥀Share🥀Comment🥀Save . . Design and Picture 📸- @canva @wordswag Words 💭- @ihave_writes ————————————————————————— #sunday #sundayfunday #poetrycommunity #ihavewrites #pagesfrommyjournal #loveislove #poetryoftheday #poems #poemcommunity #poetryisnotdead #amwriting #igpoets #poeticthoughts #words #writingtolive #writingtoheal #writersoflouisiana #dirtysouthwriters #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poets #lesson #pain #empathy #chalkboardwriting #ipreview via @preview.app https://www.instagram.com/p/CQW4XAODCr6/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ihavewrites]

Ｒｉｓｅ ＆ Ｓｈｉｎｅ Ｐｏｒｃｕｐｉｎｅ ✨☀️✨ 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚? ✍🏾 𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 si𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝙞𝙩 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘢 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘳𝘺𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭. ✨𝙇𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜. ✨𝙄𝙢 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙤𝙣 𝙖 𝙙𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙗𝙖𝙨𝙞𝙨. 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙪𝙮𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙬𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚. 𝙆𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 ✨✍🏾 ✨Special thanks to @gf_entrepreneur for my coffee mug✨😘 ✨ Pictured tourmaline crystal is from @loveandlustercrystals #Saturday #saturdaymornings #Juneteenth #writing #writings #wordporn #loveislove #ihavewrites #pagesfrommyjournal #writingforlove #poetrylovers #loverlane #poems #dailypoems #writingprocess #thoughts #writingcommunity #typewriterpoetry #justmytype #lovepoems #womenwhowrite #louisianawriters #makinghistory #riseandshine #instawriters #ipreview #gf_entrepreneur #crystals #coffeemug https://www.instagram.com/p/CQTl6FeFUEc/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ihavewrites]

ᴅʀᴏᴘ ᴀ “🖤” ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛᴇ . . . . Follow @ihave_writes for more . . Like🥀Share🥀Comment🥀Save . . Design and Picture 📸- @canva @wordswagapp Words 💭- @ihave_writes ————————————————————————— #thursday #talktomethursday #poetryforthesoul #loveislove #ihavewrites #pagesfrommyjournal #poetry #poets #survivor #iwritetolive #writingtocope #poetryandlove #lgbtq #bisexualwriter #support #womenwhowrite #louisianawriter #creativecommunity #societyofamazingpoetry #thepoeticaestheticcommunity #aesthetic #writing #igwriters #fear #consumed #abandonment #copingskills https://www.instagram.com/p/CPYg7RVlxYP/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ihavewrites]

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Exposure does not live within a soul that is already bare... . . Follow @ihave_writes for more . . Like🥀Share🥀Comment🥀Save . . Design and Picture 📸- @canva @wordswag Words 💭- @ihave_writes ———————————————————— ————— #selflove #writerscommunity #lovemyself #poets #poetcommunity #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #amwriting #writingcommunity #thursday #louisiana #blackgirlmagic #soul #vibes #poetryisnotdead #ihavewrites #pagesfrommyjournal https://www.instagram.com/p/COiJIJ6FJCv/?igshid=1m0yfsssdxy2g

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𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚞𝚙 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚎- 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 . . . Follow @ihave_writes for more . . Like🥀Share🥀Comment🥀Save . . Design and Picture 📸- @canva @wordswag Words 💭- @ihave_writes ———————————————————————————- #sunday #sundayfunday #poetrycommunity #ihavewrites #pagesfrommyjournal #loveislove #poetryoftheday #poems #poemcommunity #poetryisnotdead #amwriting #igpoets #poeticthoughts #words #writingtolive #writingtoheal #writersoflouisiana #dirtysouthwriters #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poets #societyofamazingpoetry #buttonpoetry #rawwritings #poetpossibilities #cosmosofwriters #writingcommunity #want https://www.instagram.com/p/CQFXSnQlNiB/?utm_medium=tumblr

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An actual entry from my journal (swiped to see typed version) to be included in my debut book- 📄”𝐏𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐅𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐌𝐲 𝐉𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥” 📄 𝖲𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝖲𝖾𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟣 ✍🏾 𝖨 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗀𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝖺 𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾 𝗀𝗅𝗂𝗆𝗉𝗌𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗎𝗆𝖾𝖽 𝗌𝗈 𝗆𝗎𝖼𝗁 𝗈𝖿 𝗆𝖾 𝗅𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗒. 𝖨 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖭𝖤𝖵𝖤𝖱 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗇 𝖺 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗃𝖾𝖼𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂𝗌 𝗌𝗈 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗎𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝗋𝖾𝗊𝗎𝗂𝗋𝖾𝗌 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖨 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗈𝖿𝖿𝖾𝗋, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗀𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗏𝖺𝗇𝖼𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖨’𝗆 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗀𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁. 𝖨 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗌𝖺𝗒 𝗍𝗁i𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁, th𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗎𝗉𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖽𝗈𝗐𝗇𝗌, 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖨 𝗀𝖾𝗇𝗎𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝖻𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝖾𝗑𝖼𝗂𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝗁𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗈𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎. 𝖳𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝗅𝗂𝗍𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗅 𝗉𝗂𝖾𝖼𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖨 𝖼𝖺𝗇’𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗂𝗍 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝗈𝗅𝖽 𝗆𝖾 𝗂𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗁𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗌. 𝖲𝗍𝖺𝗒 𝗍𝗎𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌. 𝖳𝗁𝖾 be𝗌𝗍 𝗂𝗌 𝗒𝖾𝗍 to 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾 ✍🏾 . . . Follow @ihave_writes for more updates and all that is to come . . Like🥀Share🥀Comment🥀Save . . Design and Picture 📸- @canva @wordswag Words 💭- @ihave_writes ——————————————————————— #Saturday #instawriters #sensualsaturday #writing #writings #wordporn #loveislove #ihavewrites #pagesfrommyjournal #writingforlove #poetrylovers #selfpublishing #poems #dailypoems #sexypoems #sensualpoems #sensualpoetry #typewriterpoetry #justmytype #lovepoems #womenwhowrite #louisianawriters #publishedwriter #piecesofme #author #buttonpoetry #booksofinstagram #publishedauthor #andrewsmcmeel #centralavenuepublishing https://www.instagram.com/p/CPwbcKulwNX/?utm_medium=tumblr

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And when you finally understand, I hope it isn’t too late... . . Follow @ihave_writes for more . . Like🥀Share🥀Comment🥀Save . . . #poetryisnotdead #writersofinstagram #omypoetry #spilledink #poetrycommunity #wordsmith #wordsofwisdom #bymepoetry #poets #writerscommunity #poetsandpoetryy #poetsarea #streetwritersofficial #poetryrise #writers_den #wordsforthesoul #artofpoets #societyofpoetry #writerssociety #spilledinkpoetry #writingismyfreedom #poets_area #heartofpoetsbloom #wordswithmeaning #handwriting #pagesfrommyjournal #wednesday #ipreview via @preview.app https://www.instagram.com/p/CN8HBgvF7-y/?igshid=lp8f0u4ev8mm

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Pages from my Journal

Saturday, March 15th, 2003

6:24 pm

Yeah I know I suck cuase I never write in my journal but i had to log on and wish my best friend a Happy 21st. Happy 21st birthday Ameth. I've called i swear but the machine doesn't pick up. We need go get you a cell phone so i can keep tabs on you. hehee. Anyways hon I Love you and I hope you have fun. See you next week. We r sure to have some drunken fun.  Current Mood:  giddy

*No edits, word-for-word copy of old journal entries.

This friend and I no longer talk. In fact, she pretty much ditched me and our mutual friends and never looked back. It was sometime before we all finished college. We had limited similar interests but it worked. We learned and experienced new things from each other. Then it became about doing only things she wanted and eventually about not doing anything at all. Every once in a while I google her. I like this post because of the lack of technology, no FB, no cell phone and use of answering machine.