#pOOKIEBEAR I MISSES YOU

[x-letsbreaksomerules-x]

little collection of Fenris stuff from the past like. three days. i missed him a lot. first two are both blue wraith comic panel redraw stuff, and the last is a few referenced drawings i did with the help of the fenris MMD model since i can. make him make whatever faces i want now.

[linuxealcipher]

HIIIII I MISS YOU!!!!! You should send me your location so I can sneak into ur house when ur not looking 👁👁

HOW ARE CASSES GOING???

Went looking through a red wing black bird fan blog lmao

Feeling a little bird crazy tonight

yeah we noticed. hehe. hi Lin

[l3v1s-g4m3r]

obey me au where you and levi already know each other as online friends.

(edit: I didn’t expect this to get this much attention lolol !!)

imagine you two meet in like a fortnite lobby (or lobby of any game of your choice) in a game like the pit or boxfights and the entire time he’s just screaming into the mic, about how bad the lobby is or how you guys are cheating. so, you get on your mic and scream at him, as I quote;

“SHUT THE FUCK UP BRO GOD FUCKING DAMN.”

and he gets mad, so he challenges you to a 1v1. you agree, and you end up winning. he says you have to be cheating and challenges you to a rematch. again. and again. and again. and the entire time, you win every match. at around 40 rematches or so you friend him and say you guys can continue tomorrow.

you guys do happen to continue the day after and become really good friends. you asked for his discord and he gladly gave it to you. you chatted everyday never missing a part in each others lives. you even learned he had six brothers! (their parents must’ve been having a field day!) about seven months after you two met, you guys did a face reveal. you were not expecting him to be so pretty, or have indigo hair.

a year or two after becoming great friends, you get summoned in a portal in front of a lot of handsome men. you mumble to yourself after the redhead explains your situation that L3V14CH4NtheThird needed to see this shit. so you take a picture of the guys and send it to him with the caption;

“HELP IM IN HELL???”

as soon as you hit send, there’s an audible *ding* across the room. you look to the way of the noise to see an all so familiar indigo haired boy. (pretend lucifer forced levi to be there)

“OMG L3V14CH4NtheThird IS THAT YOU MY POOKIEBEAR?!”

”DEMONRIZZER6669 MY LOVE?!”

you instantly run up to him and give him a big hug.

and the brothers are just confused like: 🧍‍♂️

then it clicks for them that you guys are probably online friends.

needless to say, life at demon school was much easier with a close friend always nearby.

(anyone can use my ideas btw, please do give at least partial credit if you so happen to take inspo though!)

[becauseplot]

watching qsmp stream for the first time in months. phil is woken up with a vineboom tubbo calls him "pookiebear" phil cries over his sleeping kids and missing his (platonic) husband AGAIN they go to spawn where phil has filled the place with penguins he calls "The Counsel" they invoke the wrath of god and eat some of the penguins tubbo's base has an air raid siren going off at all times rigged to a base-wide find-the-button game courtesy of one badboyhalo and tubbo is *this* close to committing a homicide irl. qsmp oh how i missed you.

[saintobio]

Saint!!! omgomg

The latest SY sneak peak??? CHEF’S KISS ISTG.

I am so so sooo excited for whats to come. dhajsj. Toru calling mc “my wife” DKAKAKSK. Yn pussy so good boi forgot we divorced 😭😭

I wonder how everything will end tho (with momjo and gen and akemi still in the picture) my heart ached when you gave toji’s conclusion DJSJJAJA im sorry but im still team Satoru (love him too much, my pookiebear) my baby sachiii 🥲 I hope my baby is okay. I just hope mc would let him be a big brother bc i knew he would be very very protective of their younger like his dada. And pleasee, i need Gojo to redeem himself of being a father.

I feel like with SY ending, it’s like saying goodbye to your favorite friend who gave you comfort and everything that you needed in the moment. I enjoyed it so much and even reread it when you were on hiatus (and randomly thinking of possible endings). This was the very fic that gave me the gojo chokehold bc the plot? The dialogue? The characters? The world building? THEY WERE ALL SO GOOD. I am so so happy I came across your account during the pandemic while I was still in university (graduated and im already almost into 1 yr of working, ahhh it’s been so long) and even up to this day, I am still so so so in love with your writing. I just hope you will never stop writing for gojo. It’s like you mastered writing our pookiebear . Saint’s Gojo is the Godtier Gojo.

Getting emotional bc i really cant believe we are nearing the end. Whatever happens, I just know you will give us the BEST ending. I look forward to the conclusion of this arc *grabs tissue*. Can’t believe ill miss the Redflag-SY-Gojo.

Ahhh im so so proud of your hard work these past few weeks. You literally made me fell in love with Satoru and now Sylus SKSKAKAK. I hope your pillow is soft and giving you the best sleep bc I know writing masterpieces takes a LOT of work.

Sending you lots and lots of love ❤️

hiiii hi bb 🥹 tbh satoru has always seen yn as his wife. like even years after they separated. he sees her, then his mind registers ‘that’s my wife’. so when he sees yn with toji, he just goes off lmaoo i think it speaks volumes of how he hasn’t really accepted how they ended up (divorce, etc). even the way he sees himself—most of the time, he still thinks he’s yn’s hubby :’)

and noo don’t make me emotional now. i honestly can’t believe i’ve been writing this fic for years and reaching the finish line is just cathartic for me. it’s worth more than hundreds and thousands of words that i have never in my life written this much before, so it’s very close to my heart. although there are many parts of this series that i’m not proud of 🙂‍↕️ thank you though for sticking by me til the end, and for continuing to support my other fics (especially those with sylus!!) yayy <33 sending all my love back!

[kikuowo]

THE LONELY TREE

PAIRING: sanzu haruchiyo x reader

SUMMARY: comforting him <3

WARNINGS: slight manga spoliers about sanzu’s past. self deprecating thoughts . i did NOT proofread so goodluck lmfao

A/N: omg…hi hey guys im.. alive what. ive had this in my drafts for EVEEEERRRR and finally found motivation to finish it. its not long and its not great but its something. i miss tr and i miss sanzu my pookiebear…

every so often, haruchiyo would return to this state. his old self. once again he was timid and quiet, the kind boy you remembered when first meeting him.

he went from his loud teasing nature, to locking himself in the bathroom. he would stare into his reflection with dim eyes that seemed to be far off into his mind.

haru thought he was hideous. bright obnoxious pink hair, something so childish for a top ranking gang member, that paled his already ghastly skin even more. freckles dotted across his nose and cheeks, he had always hated them as a kid and now even in his late 20s he still wont acknowledge that no amount of scrubbing will wash them away.

two large jagged diamonds were etched into his skin. just thinking about them he could still feel the sharp stabbing pain from the edge of the plastic toy like it happened yesterday. he thinks this might be the ugliest aspect of him. he could tolerate the pale skin, freckles, eyebags, and wild hair. all easy fixes, he thinks, but has no motivation whatsoever to do so. however, the scarred skin on each corner of his mouth would never, could never, be fixed.

his appearance was just one thing that made him hideous. his action and, really his whole existence was hideous.

never was he good enough.

not good enough for their mother to stay. not good enough for their father to raise them. he was a terrible brother, teaching senju wrong and always disappointing takeomi.

he was a bad friend.

he killed mochi. one of the few people who he thought truly cared for his well being, even thought of him as a younger brother.

he was a bad boyfriend.

haru knew he wasn’t good to you. he knew you deserved someone normal. someone who isn’t an addict. someone who can go out freely and take you out on dates. he knew you deserved someone who didn’t lose their temper easy like him, who hurt you not just physically but mentally and emotionally as well. he’s not sure why you’ve been following him around so long, but he also isn’t sure what he would do if you stopped.

rindou had warned you through text about haruchiyo’s sudden drop in mood. you immediately dropped everything and rush home to him, wanting to stop his self loathing quickly before it turned for the worse.

when you arrived to the apartment all lights were off, drapes closed and everything was quiet. if you didn’t know any better you would think no one was home. but you knew he was home, if not for the shoes thrown haphazardly by the door, the soft sounds of crying could be heard.

you ponder on calling out your arrival, deciding on just being loud enough to let him know you are home, but not enough to startle him. you make your way to the bathroom and quietly knock three times before pausing then entering.

haru stands slouched in front of the sink. his rose colored hair messy, eyes red and puffy, and a frown set on his lips.

taking a slow breath you walk up to him, your reflections side by side. you know he knows you are there, it shows in the way he slightly tenses and his hands begin to shake. you want nothing more than to comfort him, however knowing he dislikes overbearing people holds you back for a moment. unsure and unmoving, you take this moment to really look at the broken man in front of you.

you see his pain, you see his hardships, you see his worry, you see is sadness. but you also see his pretty blue eyes that always look at you with love and hopefulness. you see pretty porcelain skin that blushes a pretty pink when he gets flustered from your words of love. you see rosy lips that you love to feel against your own and that you know he loves to use to praise you, to make you feel loved.

you also see two scars, one on each side of those lips. deep down they have always made you feel a sense of sadness. a once happy little boy scarred for something he didn’t do, insecure to the point of covering his face for years, a moment forever changing his life.

but they also made you happy. they were apart of haruchiyo, the man you loved with every atom inside of you. anytime a diamond appeared throughout the day you instantly thought of him. how happy he made you, how much you missed him, when will be the next time you can hold him? kiss him?

snapping out of your trance, you once again walk up to him. slowly, allowing him time to retract from you, you wrap your arms around his middle and lay your head against his back.

he tenses even more at first before slowly but surely relaxing into your hold. you place one, two, three kisses between his shoulder blades, payment for letting you comfort him. he places a cold hand over one of your own, a silent thanks and a green flag to comfort him.

and so you do, holding him in the cramped bathroom slowly swaying the two of you and placing kisses every so often onto him and listening to the steady thrumming of his heart, one he knows solely beats because of you.

[trinity0finite]

Missing yu - Yu Jimin

Yu Jimin x GN!Reader

Synopsis: what would you do if your lover showed up crying and all you wanted to do was comfort her...?

Word count: 0.875k

The soft melody play faintly in the back ground looping for the past 2 hours, the soft tone of guitar and drums you continued to bawl your eyes out, tears falling down your face repeatedly, you didn't want it to stop, it felt good letting out emotions. You continued ugly crying, hand shaking as you read your old messages.

Jiminie😵‍💫: I miss your ugly duck face

Pookiebear🫶: i miss your bitch ass too

That one made you laughed quietly, hugging your blanket close as tears falling down your face constantly. You miss her a lot.

Suddenly your mind raced to the thought of the next day when she was in front of your house eyes red as she cried. Her shoulder shake repeatedly as you pull her close to you worriedly. Not even asking questions, your first priority was to make her feel better, to comfort her, to be there for her.

God she so, so beautiful even with red eyes from tears falling down her small face, she was still glowing.

You thought, she looked like a goddess.

You still do.

You wondered how you got so lucky,

until you didn't.

We're breaking up. Those words she muttered broke you, and suddenly, the situation were reversed, you needed her to be there for you now.

Your breath caught in your throat, it felt like you couldn't breathe, you stood there. Barely breathing. Your voice shakes as you ask,

Why?

We were doing okay, we were saying I love yous, I miss yous, i wish you were heres, and suddenly, you spat out those words, tears falling down your face as if you were hurting instead of me.

You stood there, froze, hand shaking by your sides trying to hold onto something, her, but you couldn't, it feels like something was holding you back. You wanted to fight those things that was holding you back because, you wanted to hold her, she looked like she needed you needed you to. But you couldn't.

I loved you. I love you.

Then a car honked. She looked scared, you wanted to pull her closer to you and whispered comforting words like you always does when her parent, family, peers pressures her. You wanted to do it for the last time.

I love you.

As if she didn't just stab your heart repeatedly before throwing in to the ground breaking it into pieces.

She whispered, voice shaking, eyes glint with tears and pain.

Yet you still think she was the most beautiful girl you have ever seen. Gosh, you love her. So, so much. Too much.

She ran out of the wooden twin doors without looking back. What's pained you the most was the man sitting next to her, looking over at her worriedly.

He drove away, glancing at her once in awhile.

I did that for you too.

You sighed, wiping the tears from your face, feeling like it was enough.

Though it hurt, it made you feel human.

You read your last text message that was left on seen. 1 year ago.

Pookiebear🫶: 보고 싶어요

You learned the language for her.

You wanted to impress her on your 2nd anniversary.

And you wondered, do you miss me too?

For months you felt like you couldn't take a proper breath without it shaking.

While you were suffering, friends, family trying to help you. Hell, they even buy you the things they said they weren't going to buy you because you were too old for it. They bring you to places and food even though you guys weren't the richest

You were sad at first then you were angry at yourself, what did i do wrong? For months you felt like that. Then you were angry at her, after all the thing you did for her, you left me like this? Confused? Where's context? I didn't deserve that. Then you was angry at yourself again.

But then you realised, you were 17, and she was 18. You were kids.

You wasted 2 of your primes years with her.

But you weren't mad anymore, because the memories of her was precious to you. You feel thankful, for those memories. Even though there were downs, there were also ups.

And without her, you wouldn't understand how the world works.

You learned how to forgive, control your emotions and feelings, be the better person.

And once in awhile, you liked to express it through tears when going through all those memories and emotionless texts messages.

And instead of being angry, you decided to melded into commitments.

For fun, you committed to studying her mother's language, I learned it.

For hobby, you committed to learning how to play guitar, you know how to play her favourites.

For happiness, you committed to spending time with your family and friends, being happy just like we once were.

For yourself, you committed to going back to doing Taekwondo, you got the gold medal(s) you promised her.

For your future, you committed to studying, you were improving my grades by using the technique she teaches you.

And for your life, you committed to living my day without regrets, just like you told me to.

You were my most heartbreaking yet most beautiful memory. I took it as a lesson.

[angelic--kitty]

hiiii oomf its been a minute

i hope you’re doing well and staying hydrated !!! 🥹💕

hi omg i miss you pookiebear♡♡♡♡

im doing my best, and i hope you're taking care of yourself too ♡♡ stay hydrated and rest well

[mrstsung]

My baby,sweetie,schnookums,pookiebear,honey bunny,kung lao

The og mk self ship and f/o.

Used a base

I love him. I miss the real lao. I miss sassy,chill,extra violent but calm lao. I miss mk:sm kung lao where they weren't ham fist with your "honor" problem. And it was about making your ancestor proud and avenging him. Not about this so called "ego" they keep trying to project onto you. Honestly if you pay attention it was liu kang that had the ego problem. But he overcame it because lao helped equalize him and he got over it. Lao wasn't any more show offy than anyone else was. But he was quiet,reserved. Until people kept shitting on him for whatever reason.

Probably because maybe they are salty they can't master him? Gamewise. Lorewise/storywise,i feel people are mad people like him more than liu. He ties into the story better,he looks cool,he has a useful mechanic. Honestly lao is easy to master once you understand his moveset. And his moveset relatively stays consistent throughout the games over the 30+ yrs the series has been around. Kung lao just is better. But storywise,lao and liu are equals and shaolin brothers,bffs. So to ruin both or either or is bullshit.

But enough venting.

Back to gushing.

Kung lao is special to me.

He's handsome af. And just is fucking cool.

Why did i have to fall for shang tsung again? Lol. Look i still love lao. But shang tsung is main self ship. Lao is 2ndary.

Unf i love you lao

[avalanchesumich]

mastermind!au

december 26

cameron sat on cale’s couch, a small kitten in her lap as she scrolled mindlessly through all the programs on the tv.

it was quite easy for cameron and cale’s fiancé, tracey, to convince cale to get a kitten; the gaslit him using cameron’s heartbreak, and cale easily caved, as long as they didn’t name him pookiebear.

so currently, cam was home alone with her unnamed cat, cale was in his home gym, tracey went out with some of the wags for a bit, but should be back soon, and her parents and taylor were out in the city somewhere, leaving her alone.

cam felt her body freeze as she saw world juniors was on air. she wasn’t sure if gabe was in the lineup. she wasn’t sure why she selected it, and she wasn’t sure when she started crying. she was only aware of it when tracey came in, and started panicking.

tracey let cam cry into her shoulder. she caught what was on the tv, and easily put together why the girl was so upset. tracey wasn’t aware of why they broke up, just that it happened. he continued to rub cam’s back until the younger girl pulled away.

“what’s the matter, babe?”

“i miss him,” cam whispered, wiping the tears from her cheeks. “but i shouldn’t. i should hate him.”

“why is that?”

“because,” she hesitated. “he used me. he used me to get to cale.”

“what?” tracey gasped. “what are you talking about, honey?”

“i overheard these two girls talking the day i left boston,” cam sighed. “this girl, raegan, has been trying to get with gabe for months. she was telling her friend that he… he was just using me to get to cale.”

“babe, i’m so sorry,” tracey sighed. she pulled cam into a tight hug. when she pulled away she asked, “did you talk to gabe about it?”

“not really,” cam adverted her gaze. “i just went to him and broke it off. i was so blind sided by what raegan had said and how it was everything cale was trying to protect me from that i didn’t really give him a chance to say anything.”

“cam, you have to talk to him,” tracey said slowly. “i know you don’t want to, and you probably just want to punch him in the nose, but it’s only fair. you made him hear you out, so you deserve to hear him out.”

“what if he doesn’t want to?”

“he will.”

both girls turn their head to see cale entering the room. he dropped his hockey bag on the ground and asked tracey to give him a second with his sister. tracey smiled softly at cam before making her way out of the room.

cam huffed and curled up into the corner of the couch, waiting for cale to say something. she stared blankly at the tv, which still aired the game. cale put it on mute, causing cam to look at him.

“how much of the conversation did you hear?”

“not much,” cale shrugged. “i knew more from gabe than i did from you.”

“what?”

“remember the day you were mia? no one could get ahold of you because you were stress napping? after that, i made sure gabe had my number. i felt better knowing there was another way to reach you.”

“what does this have to do with anything?” cam whispered, feeling her heart start to race.

“ever since you left boston, he’s been trying to check up. make sure you’re okay,” cale reluctantly explained. “i refused to entertain it until he told me what happened. you don’t have to do anything, i would never force you but if you miss him this much, hear him out.”

“you’ve been talking to him?” cam’s voice was flat.

“uh, yeah?” cale answered. “sorry.”

“so what do i do?” cam groaned. “go to sweden with some big gesture?”

“no!”

“yes!”

cale glared from the direction his fiancée shouted.

“do not go to sweden,” cale pleaded. “you’re an 18 year old girl who, no offense, cannot defend herself.”

“what if i brought someone?”

“if this someone’s name is valerie, the answer is still no,” cale shook his head, shrugging at the pair of flares he got, now that tracey had entered the room again. “look,” he patted his sister’s knee. “you have a phone. talk to him.”

cam nodded, watching as he stood up. “cale?” she stood up and pulled him into a hug. “thank you.”

“of course, cammy,” cale hummed. “you’re my baby sister, i’d do anything for you.”

cam pulled away. “anything?”

“i’m not convincing mom or dad to let you go to sweden.”

“fine,” cam huffed. “i’m gonna go call val, love you guys.”

she heard a chorus of love you’s as she made her way back to cale’s guest room.

[servicpop]

pookiebear do you remember me..😔😔😔 i’ve been inactive and changed my pfp but like i missed you and your fics ☹️☹️🩵🩵

yes I do remember you !! welcome back ♡

[peachdues]

PEACHY, I miss writing for our scarred lil slut but I don't know what to write for himmmm. I'm giving you free rein to decide what kind of Sanemi drabble I write <3

hmmm there’s been like?? a sudden, weird amount of Sanemi hate lately and I don’t really get it?? How can anyone hate pookiebear? He’s just a lil 2D cartoon, he ain’t ever hurt anyone.

I feel like he deserves something softer (still filthy because he is Princess Slut always), but with feelings. Something from Lover era Taylor Swift iykwim

[staticl0ve]

Hi pookiebear bbg♥️ the kids miss you..

🍌In your opinion, what's the funniest joke/ reference/pun you've made in a fic? (I cant wait for this answer)

🍎Is there anything you straight-up won't write?

🫐What's your favorite underrated thing in your fandom? (A ship that only you seem to write for, a character there's almost no fics about, a trope that criminally hasn't been written yet, etc.)

LOVE YOU ♥️♥️♥️

Pookiebear?! 🧍🏻‍♀️ Now, listen here schnookum—

Also goodness, it’s been so long since I’ve been writing that it’s going to take me a minute to dig through my dusty memory!

And as always 🩵🩵 thank you love! Can’t wait to be less busy and get back to writing!

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🍌 In your opinion, what’s the funniest joke/reference/pun you’ve made in a fic?

It’s funny to me cause at this point in my writing experience (pretty fresh), I was still a little unsure about writing smut. I’m not sure what came over me, I almost didn’t include this part but felt like the humor really matched the ridiculous rom-com theme of the story. There’s a moment in Things I Hate About You where I interrupt the smut with a magazine quote about bj’s. 🤣

“You’re just full commando here?” He smirked arrogantly, “I am a machine, what do I need underwear for?” Gossip Weekly’s top three ways to wipe the smirk off of your average male android? Tip number one: our experts conclude that nothing pleases the deviated male android more than watching their human partner serving their phallus (that’s suck him off, for you primates).

🍎Is there anything you straight-up won't write?

Hmmmmmmmmmm. Besides the typical list of non-con, incest, and other extremely dark themes…

It’s not a won’t write, but more of a not interesting to me anymore: a typical canon rewrite where the story follows the game canon but what if reader/OC was in it. I know I’ve done it before and as the first fic I’d ever written, it was great for experimenting with finding a writing style and relying on canon for character voice.

However, now, I find it less interesting to stick super close to canon and much prefer AUs cause I find that the focus will be about the characters as they are and the theme of the story, rather than being stuck on a prescribed plot line.

🫐What's your favorite underrated thing in your fandom? (A ship that only you seem to write for, a character there's almost no fics about, a trope that criminally hasn't been written yet, etc.)

So I wrote Sixty first but then I really thought it this (and will keep the part about Sixty cause I love him). Markus is kinda underrated in some ways. In comparison to Connor, he’s got a lot less art and writing unless it’s Markus paired with either Connor or Simon.

I’d love to read a story that captures the gilded cage, humbled machine journey of a broken (literally) machine rise from the ashes to become a guiding force of a civil rights movement. Screw David Cage’s bland writing, I’m talking about how I’d love to see the side of Markus that is burdened and tempted by power.

I want to see a story that explores how Markus isn’t infallible, perfect, and selfless because “the power feels good.” People like to say North is the violent and unfeeling one, but I blame David Cage’s poor writing on that. Markus is just as capable of being calculated and brutal. I’d love to see a Markus that understands the hatred and anger in his people’s hearts and his own struggle to be objective and fair as a leader.

Ok. Now to Sixty.

Sixty!!! The boy needs more love. He has actual screen time, so much potential to juxtapose against Connor and yet, it’s Nines who has barely any screen time and no voice but all sorts of fan created works!

It’s such a tragedy cause you can input as much fanon as you want in either Sixty or Nines but Sixty is never picked. 😭🩵✨

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🍉 Ask me anything! Writer fruit ask! 🍉

[jiminrings]

hannah!!! just wanted to drop by and say my occasional affirmations 😌 IM SO PROUD OF YOU AND HOW FAR YOU'VE COME. your writing just keeps on getting better and better and seeing all the love and appreciation you get rn is so heartwarming to see bc you really deserve it. from bullet point fics to 5-15k worth of literary masterpieces, i got the honor of witnessing you through your writing phases and i'm still glad i'm here. LOVE U POOKIE MWAAAA 💝

MY POOKIEBEAR NOCHU I MISSED U SO MUCH LOVE YEW!!!!! thank u for watching me n growing with me i will remember u Always r u kidding me .

[noxpip]

Hello my pips, long time no see

Sorry for not updating in so long, I'm back, I missed you guys, we are at the moment canceling CPTNGoober for leaving the call even after we told him NOT to leave, Goober is offically canceled on tumblr, meaning you are no longer my moms pookiebear/she is no longer your pookiebear

[v-anrouge]

ASTER MY LOVELY LOVELY HASBANDMYPOOKIEMYBOOBOOMYHEARTMYBEAUTIFULHOMEWREKINGMAN IM MISSED YOU 🥹 I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YOU FOR SO MANY DAYS😭

I MISSED TOU TOO POOKIEBEAR