#overdosed

[afiendishthingy]

Carlos nearly escapes, but is overdosed with Morphine.

9-1-1 Lone Star: 4x04 “Abandoned”

[toomuchkween]

I haven’t posted in a while. Would you believe me if I said I’d been arrested for a bunch of drug related shit, just got out on bail and just got access to my phone?

Or that I’d OD’d. That I was alone in my room getting high, and they next thing I know I’m in the hospital having suffered drug related injuries, and that no one came to visit me because of all the drugs found at my place.

Or that I’ve given up drugs all together, found my higher power and are a whole new person?

Or maybe a little of each?

Ot maybe none at all.

[lovepolly23]

I miss you every single day, Michael. You were my boo & my best friend. Nobody will ever know what we had together. They’ll never know about our closeness. Our cuddles.. our fights.. the love. I love you, Michael John Perna. I’ll see you when I get there💙

[iamkimsmile-blog]

coffee-overdosed

honestly? i forgot or shall i say… i was doing it unconsciously.

i know i had hot coffee with the 2 pcs of stick/sachet of nescafé this morning around 8am. then i got super busy and hungry around 11am. so i thought of another fluid intake, and the next thing was… yes, i made myself an iced-coffee, and that’s another 2 sticks!!!

now, you do the math, sis 😵‍💫

i did some research but.. well i can’t continue researching about it as 400 milligrams is the safe intake of caffeine a day as per my first scroll. hey, i just got consumed 19 times more. only today… unless, i don’t know anymore how to use google. there must be a mistake here.

oh well, i don’t want to give any fuss about it. i think i’ll be mindful next time. because, coffee is life, tho. as long as taking it at its safest level.

[macgyvermedical]

PSA:

Acetaminophen/paracetamol has a hard stop upper dose limit, above which it becomes extremely toxic.

That limit is 4g (8 “extra strength” (500mg) tablets) in 24 hours (about 2 tablets every 6 hours).

A single dose of 22 extra strength tablets can kill you.

Taking 12 or more tablets per day for more than a week can also kill you (this is about 3 tablets every 6 hours).

Symptoms of overdose take up to 24 hours to manifest, and are fairly difficult to distinguish from other problems. They include abdominal pain (especially right upper quadrant), nausea, malaise, and confusion.

The antidote (n-acetylcystine) must be given within 8hours of ingestion in order to be useful.

After 10 hours the only thing that will work is a liver transplant.

You might think “why would I ever accidentally take so much?”

Well, acetaminophen is in almost everything in the cold/flu/pain aisle. Migraine combos like Excedrin, cold and flu combos like NyQuil, basically anything that says “non-aspirin pain relief”, and anything that’s branded as a fever reducer. It’s all probably acetaminophen/paracetamol.

So the goal of this post is to get you to read the labels on your medications. Because taking taking Tylenol and NyQuil together for a week (like you might if you had the flu) could kill you.

[turnipoddity]

Saint Louis

[gb275]

May you keep on typing, and those words would turn to speaking words seeking help. You can't be ashamed on your own, time for you to find refuge out of your comfort zone.

I fucked up really bad

I had 6 months clean - the longest stretch of time since I was 16 years old. I was doing good, but not really. Mentally I was beginning to crumble. My mind began to wander. I couldn’t stop thinking about using. The obsession began and I could not make it stop. I went to meetings every day. But I didn’t talk about it. They told me to find a sponsor, but I never called her. They told me to be of service, but I sat on my ass. So the thought of using crept in, and it stayed in my head until I eventually would succumb  to my demons.

It started with xanax, of course. But that wasn’t enough, of course. I then got ahold of fake oxy30s - the blues. The blues became crystal. I found myself twisting the pipe and holding the straw in between my lips. I was a junkie again. And I kept it a secret, because I was so ashamed.

It gets worse. After smoking the blues, my ex asked if I wanted to hit some pure fentanyl. I said yes. I took one hit - and wow. Did I feel good! I took another hit, and blackness overcame my blurry vision. Just…black. Nothing. I suddenly woke up, gasping for air. There were hospital lights above me. I was naked. Doctors and nurses surrounded me. Oxygen was flowing through tubes up my nose. I was confused, then hit with the sudden realization that I had overdosed.

It was horrible. I silently wept, ashamed and sickened that I had ended up here. The doctor told me I had turned purple. She told me that my heart had stopped beating and that I was not breathing. She told me if I waited any later, I would have been dead. I am so disgusted with myself. I can’t even look in the mirror.

This happened almost 2 weeks ago, and I can’t get it out of my head. I haven’t used since Sunday. It was so hard to stay clean today. It was so hard to stay clean this week. I want to use again, and it’s completely fucked up. I am fucked up mentally and I don’t know what to do. The worst part is - is that nobody knows. I kept my overdose a secret and I don’t intend to tell anyone - maybe I will if years pass me by. But, I’m lucky to be alive. I’m lucky to be typing this.

I feel so alone. I feel like my soul has been sucked out of my body. I try to pray to God; I cry to Her every night. Sometimes all day. I can’t seem to get out of this funk, and that is why I am writing right now. Please, pray for me. Pray that I can stay strong. I need help. I don’t know what to do. So I just type, and type, praying for relief. 

[gh0sdae]

On how they still think curly tried to commit with the crash:

[photo-roulette-wheel]

Overdosed

[utilitycaster]

"why should I get invested in shows if they'll just get canceled" I was deeply invested in Heroes (2006) and it was not canceled, it just got really terrible. I also got really invested in the sandwich I had a few weeks ago despite it only lasting like 15 minutes. You must embrace the ephemeral. You must be willing to love things that may not love you back, that might betray you, or that may die an untimely death. As the great philosopher Mr. Mitchell Lee Hedberg said "I'm not gonna stop doing something because of what happens at the end."

[stardust-bridges]

Club Furies Premiere: Lidvall - Overdosed [Ucker Records]

Ucker kicks off the year with an extraordinary release, as well as a powerful and hard-hitting one. When it comes to techno music, Lidvall is one of the most important names today. Based in Tbilisi (Georgia) at the moment, originally from Oviedo (Spain), he delivers a work of five tracks, plus remixes by Linear Phase and STNDRD. Bilbao is the name of the intro. A subtle pad surrounding the main…

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Interview with the Vampire Official Season 2 Blooper Reel

[bioluminesced]

you make me wanna make you fall in love ^_^