#overall i guess progress is progress
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baby steps
#got myself to talk today. and willingly start a vc there#and i only sat for a little bit after starting to hate it (20 minutes isnt a lot compared to other times)#and im only. mildly 'splitting' ig at someone from there and they cant even tell hopefully#overall i guess progress is progress#i really wish i didnt hate every interaction after the initial 10 minutes though#and i wish i hadnt picked up the hosts mannerisms and specks of their personality. i wish they werent in co with everyone#i miss being me and i dont even fully know what a Me is#despite clearly having a character i am Meant to be
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I see a lot of discussion in the DR fandom on some characters that die early having "missed potential", and while I agree that definitely a few of them could have been written better or differently, part of me wonders if that missed potential is kind of the point? A character is shaping up to be something, so you get invested in their story, which then makes their early death all the more tragic. I mean, of course it's still a tough needle to thread to get it to land as tragic versus falling flat, and I'm not sure how closely some of these characters hit the mark. But I Do think some characters aren't actually "missed opportunities" and instead played their role in the plot how they were meant to, if maybe a little suboptimally.
#''not missed opportunities but playing their role as they were meant to- just suboptimally'' sounds contradictory I think#but I just mean that I wouldn't radically change their role in the story- keep the general progression and end point the same#just tweak some details here and there#I see this a lot with Taka in particular and Taka's story is really fucking tragic#and I do think that his death could've been handled with a bit more focus because he's one of the most interesting characters in thh#But overall... I think him having such a tragic time in the killing game was really interesting for his character#I love him but I wouldn't change THAT much about his story yknow#I guess in that sense he is a bit of a missed opportunity. but not as much as some people say#I also feel this way about kork. but my feelings on the guy are so wildly all over the place I just dont feel like talking about it ghdsjkf#shut up me
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Full Tech Day One pic today from kiko laureano (denizen of skid row / ensemble) & video (that's four seconds of "ya never know" playing over the static image) from & ft. marcia milgrom dodge (director / choreographer) double captioning "there might be puppets in this musical ;)" & "Well Shake my hand! Come see LITTLE SHOP OF HORRORS @guthrietheater featuring @actually_will_roland's hand!"
#buzz lightyear screenshot i don't believe that's a puppet Or will roland's hand#lsoh#frog & toad shirt yay :) that i believe is saying ''frog & toad are gay'' yahoooo#in unfamiliarity with lsoh: had to look up that snippet of song. i do enjoy the full Songs i should straightup....pick an album of them?#which; relevantly to this being a show with Versions. also like i've only seen the movie once a minute ago....#i know the movie Differed like the musical going well audrey dies then so also does seymour :( does one tragicomically lose a hand first#classic Hey My Hand :( maneuver :( still i reflect on the change like i don't want them to die.... :(#it's Enriching though to reflect on. like a fun balance of ''is there shortcomings of Metaphors? maybe but it's backed up by Story''#then are there shortcomings of story? maybe but it's backed up by how that'll play into a strength of metaphor. makes it Overall Enjoyable#and that i'm not an expert like plenty to muse on re: what are the Metaphors. and then how are they executed. what do i think#and i'm enrichingly not quite settled on Should They Get To Survive; Metaphorically? like i think it's fine either way#i mean we also Have it both ways lol. i think? i don't know about past or present variations versions iterations re: Onstage Medium#it's like it's supposed to be tragic too right right cautionarily so. yet. i indeed go :( about it. i think it's fine it's fine....#or do i. as you can see lmao a fun In Progress mental journey....like pointing to Doomed Tragic Couple iphegenia crash land falls#i would Not change it i would not Want it changed. not even for a what if; really. yet their basis is Knowing They're Kindredly Doomed.....#seymour and audrey are just america's little t4t couple who Do deserve to murder orin plant or no & More :(#much to consider. and always little Invocations to spice things up like & this plant won't stop trying to fuck them i guess#nodding thoughtfully as we are also amidst aesthetics that invoke larger contexts re: race; class; maybe even. gender. and more????#love a lot going on. love that it's really not trying to Be extremely settled in some Conclusive manner in any version. tends to be a win#and love that SPIT TAKE rick moranis walking on into the closing performance of be more chill on broadway???????#enjoy that one post of [god's mistake of making me so incredibly attracted to rick moranis] '80s gum stickers. ricky m#guy who's never seen kapow-i gogo seeing another show with a prop hand: wow this is just like kapow-i gogo
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I prefer Guys characterization in the princes path rather then his consort route
I feel like all the routes should've progressed slower tbh but with Guy in particular I feel like it would really work with a slow burn romance
Also, unrelated but MC always falls in love with her chosen consort by chapter 10 like girl you've known this man for 2 weeks
#also the length of time each path spans isn't clear therefore it either feels too fast paced or soon#i kinda wish book 1 consort routes were more figurative like still focused on the progression of their relationship and character developmen#but less focused on the actual establishing of the relationship if that makes any sense#i guess it would have to be different for different characters and the overall dynamic of the relationship but regardless#with 30 chapters + 3 interludes and your chosen ending you would think you can do alot with that#cus 30 chapters is alot and 5 story parts per chapter too#i dont think alot of the stories need tp change if im being honest now#but imagine if each chapter included more subtance not to mention detail to clarify alot of things#overall I thing the book 1 consort routes to felt really filling were Roy or Toa#or maybe knight i remember the first time I read knights route like i was watching a movie cus i ended up really sucked into the story#and the lore of it too#same with Roy#i wish there was more side plot to the consort route cus realistically im not thinking about or doing the same thing everyday even if im#set on a specific path and moving forward towards a goal if that makes any sense#the path or goal in this case being cuffing one if these ridiculously hot men yk like im not gonna be thinking about this man every second#of the goddamn day no#court of darkness#kay just saying shit
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You're more amazing than fire
Help I keep writing 2000+ word stories I'm supposed to be the short story writer how did this happen
#asks#oh yeah also i beat kingdom hearts. it's pretty meh#the enemies took too long to die and i often had no idea where to go to progress#just had to check every single room to find whichever random one the devs decided to put the next cutscene in#the combat was also meh. using the menu to cast magic is awkward and you can only set 3 spell shortcuts#and then once you're out of mp all you can do is spam the attack button#also they made too many bosses where the gimmick is “the boss is invincible for 50% of the fight”#overall just kind of a pain. i'm guessing that's partly because it's old#hopefully kingdom hearts 2 will be better. but before that i'm gonna try devil may cry 5
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watched a time loop horror movie w my wives last night and it was very funny. like a somewhat mediocre and very mid-twenty-teens movie, but still fun! it's interesting seeing how different characters react to time loops - i was surprised by how similarly this protagonist ran the second loop to the first, and then how quickly after that she veered into chopping off her hair and killing people. in her defense though, getting stalked by a killer is probably one of the most stressful ways to go!
#it's called Happy Death Day#hm speaking of dif characters reactions to time loops#i just realized that my OC naiakiir would probably react the exact same way as siffrin#that is trying to be so normal and keep her friends as happy as possible#siffrin is an unusually naiakiir-flavored blorbo... though her overall vibes r more similar to mirabelle's#on the other hand chase would never escape a time loop bc she would just devote herself to hedonism#i guess maybe eventually the despairing boredom of immortality would set in and she'd start to try#but by then she might be too time-loop-brained to actually make productive progress...#silverstarschat
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Read ~60 chapters of Chainsaw Man today, WHEWWWWW-
#dee p thoughts#overall review so far: pretty good. author's style is very distinct and potentially offputting/unhinged so I 1000% get someone not liking#this for that reason. theres a lot of food for thought to chew on among it so I enjoy it tho. but I do think the plot in terms of arcs and#how they tie into character development/progression can be very...fast and sudden? couldve used more time to make the progressions more#gradual and natural feeling imo which is where I think the anime expanding on scenes enhances this. ex: aki's care for power and denji is#very sweet but it also feels a bit sudden in terms of...well how to word this? like it ultimately MAKES SENSE but the turning point makes i#feel like his care stems from them almost dying reminding him of himeno as opposed to. caring about them afdadljbkndlkj- yes its establishe#that aki views denji kind of as a little brother but they couldve had the trio cook a little longer imo like at that point I dont really#feel aki has had much connection to power either tbh but...I get it I get why lol-#THO I WILL GIVE THAT THE SUDDENNESS FEELING MAY STEM FROM ME READING ~60 CHAPTERS YEAH. just like? denji's relationship with makima has mor#gradual progression than the trio's imo which makes sense but we should strengthen the trio bond for extra impacttt-#thinking deeper I do think aki has individual moments with denji and power has individual moments with denji so its probably the lack of ak#interacting with power that makes me feel the trio isnt fully baked lol. kind of just shown annoyance and then happiness at her not throwin#vegetables and now you dont want her to die I guess thats what makes me feel something is missinggg#which makes sense at the end of the day I guess? whats important is their relationship with denji not each other? but eh still I guess we'l#jot this down as a personal preference of mine
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ok i finished re-editing ITNL chapter 6 & posted it. also i finished chapter 5 yesterday & forgot to say anything lskdjfslkdjf
man. chapter 6 sure is something. lots of catharsis here.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#im now on page 60 of 190 for the overall doc. so. im making progress.#stilllll only about a third of the way thru in word count I Guess. but the latter stuff will hopefully not take me as long.#i was stuck on a bit of chapter 5 for a few days. which held me back. but im through that now.#and there were some wordings and such i wanted to change in chapter 6. minor things. but still things that were bothering me.#chapter 7... nothing major that i can think of. just gonna check for general wordings probably#chapter 8 there's smth that i know i want to fix. shouldnt be too hard to do.#chapter 9 has a sentence i struggled with and was not satisfied with so im probs gonna go back and try to improve that again#but HOPEFULLY it won't take me too long to do. chapter 9 is a pretty short chapter overall.#chapter 10 & onwards is around when i started taking More Time for chapters due to life things#which means they were less rushed AND THUS will hopefully have less things i want to fix with them#aka. they will not take as long to edit. Hopefully.#i know ITNL readers are wanting that chapter 15 already and Believe Me i want it to. but im committed to this full re-edit.#i needed to reread ITNL anyways to get back into the mindstate. and i sure am reading.#editing makes it so i take slower than a simple reread. i could read 75k words in a day Easily if it was just a matter of reading.#but i care about fixing up a bunch of the little issues that have been bothering me. and so im doing a total re-edit.#im making solid progress. best case scenario i could maybe finish in like a week. im gonna try.
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My character is currently working down in L.B. Industries to grind their Shadowy a bit, and I know why the rats aren't a faction. We're not worthy of them. They have on-site babysitting.
#fallen london#haven't been down here since I first discovered it while exploring awhile ago and I got myself a single crate of biscuits#gotta get 90 Shadowy to make the MYN heist viable though and I'm several levels short even with equipment#my friend is Seeking and I don't want to bug him for loitering 24/7#so I'm down in Industries because it's got a very tough Shadowy check with no menaces and it gives like. 32 Foreman's Favors or something#on Success and you only lose 2 when you fail#so it's overall good at giving a feel of constant and significant forward progress#and when I'm done I can get some stuff#probably not the most efficient way to do this but eh#it makes the grind somewhat bearable. and the rats are nice.#the upper level MYN grinds need all the help they can get really. They suck.#and not in a 'haha but we love it anyway' way#it just sucks#gotta get through it though I guess#back to doing my actual job in the pretend fun game. on my weekend. full of jealousy at the amazing work conditions of fictional rats.
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when people used to say “You can tell when Hasbro started pandering to bronies” about FiM’s run, I used to say that wasn’t true at all. now I’m rewatching the series and yeah lol you can definitely feel the shift
#mlp#Slice of Life is almost incomprehensible if you weren't deeply rooted in early 2010s brony fandom culture#back in the day watching that ep on a livestream with thousands of other bronies we were all like THIS IS THE BEST EPISODE EVER#recently i saw someone on here saying it sucked and i was like holy shit but that episode is so good??#then i went back and rewatched it and sldfsdf . Yeah it's kinda just Fandom Pandering: The Episode#which tbf is what it was Intended to be as like a 'thank you' for 100 episodes and stuff#but like. man. how did they get away with that lmao#not to mention how violent the villain fights got as the series progressed#and other things like that#i do think overall the series benefitted from having lots of adults that cared about it but i guess it wasnt without its growing pains#in any case it doesnt seem to have affected G5 at all bc they went right back to 'kids are stupid we dont need to put any effort in' lol
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Adam/ironwood blog being the last hold out of constant rwby discourse is more of a case of obscure character hyperfixation. Since everything, and I mean EVERYTHING has been said about rwby already, the only reason to still consistently talk about it even as no content has come out in a while, is if you 'really like a thing still' like people who still have blogs dedicated to RvB characters.
if it was like One Weird Guy i wouldnt find it so odd but its like an entire group of people who decided the shows failings are actually about these paper thin male characters to the point of making up genuinely delusional fantasies where the poor mistreated animators were actually making ironwood look like the good guy to rebel? against rt. bc i know if i was a mistreated animator i would put extra work in for no benefit to anyone including myself. extremely normal thoughts to have.
#it reeks of people who want to critisize the show but they dont actually know how to articulate the shows actual flaws#so they latch onto these random nobodies and complain about like non issues or again missing the overall issue to focus on smaller ones#its extra sus bc they tend to prop up Certain People whos names start with K and others of their ilk#just bc they stan adam which i guess is enough for these supposedly progressive ciritcs to ignore their genuine actual racism and etc#so like dont associate with me <3 god bless
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ok apparently 30 tags is the limit on tumblr and I'm putting it here because I couldn't put it in the tags
for my own curiosity, because my tragedy enjoying boggles the minds of a bunch of my irl social circle.
#poll is over but screw it i wanna rant#4 for me i think???#i don't feel like exposing my tastes too much but i usually need a good ending. or if not straight up good i need hope#like the few stories that made me unable to think about anything else for a while were all really dark#(by my standards i'm sure there's darker stuff out there)#with an ambiguous ending. but like. i prefer some closure. one book i read#it was very good and very famous but i will NOT name it here#had hopelessness as the whole point (specifically going against a system as an individual)#and it made me feel really bad for several weeks. like. i'm not mad about it. i think it was the point to make people uncomfortable#but also i kinda... need to be able to function in day to day life yknow. i can't be just thinking about amazing stories that broke me#i like angst. i'm finally in my emo phase. i want the characters to suffer but also win in the end. and if the suffering is really bad#that's probably the kind of dark fiction i enjoy. they don't even always have to win. i like it when something is basically#lost before you even start fighting#i guess it's about hope again (and having that hope crushed at the end)#but like. i still would prefer if it didn't end there and things slowly got better again#like i would say evangelion is pretty dark. but its ultimate ending was Good (I think. based on what i remember). things got Better#and then. sigh. euphoria is DEFINITELY dark and it ends just after they escape. the world isn't welcoming. they don't#have anywhere to go. but they are out and together. that's honestly one of my favorite endings ever#one of the reasons why i can't shut up about the gamd#game*#and my current favorite fanfiction has many dark elements but overall seems to be following the source material's progression#as in. things are Bad but they're not bad enough to stop trying. also it's set between two of the games#so like... no matter what happens i know how things end. which is comforting#and i guess i have to atleast mention this#kingdom hearts is light (ahahaahhahh) but also... it has a lot of fluff for sure. and i don't really like fluff for the sake of fluff#i honestly really enjoy it only in fanfics for stories where the characters don't get a break and you just want them to be happy for once#one of my guilty pleasures in fanfic is high school aus (i blame snk junior high for that)#it's stupid and the stakes are low but the characters are happy. and sometimes i need stuff like that#so like YEAH i guess i still prefer lighter stuff#but some dark stories are good. and others are good but i can't read them for my sanity's sake
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Although Sera is technically a phoenix at her core, she doesn't really have all that much in terms of access to her power. Everything she held to her name as Aria - her ice magic and healing magic, mostly - has been locked down underneath a frozen glacier deep within her, wrapped tightly around her core as Aria and preventing her from getting any too close to any of it. What abilities she does still have are completely minimal and require some kind of aid for her to use them, be they materia in FF7 verses or her vision in Genshin Impact, etc, and are never stronger than the small bits she's able to safely use as a human - totaling out to maybe 3 or 4% of Aria's full strength.
Even so, this naturally makes her skills a slight bit stronger than the average human's, even though it's not much. When casting something like Blizzard, the ice hunk created might be a tiny bit bigger and more solid than say, Zack's, while her healing skills are a smidge stronger in a similar fashion, being able to fully heal certain injuries where others couldn't, but still not much past that. It's enough to be noticed if one is really paying attention, but not much overall; While someone could reasonably tell her ice feels colder to the touch and in a couple inches bigger in formation at best, it's really not all that remarkable, and her lack of skill with other magic types and elements naturally leads to the thought she was likely just focused on the two and failed to train in anything else.
She cannot access anything under the 'frozen lake' without dying, the power too much for her human form to handle, and though she doesn't understand why she would be so afraid of such a thing, even she doesn't know if that death would be her last, a concept that is terrifying and she's done her best to not think of due to a severe lack of understanding. There's no telling what it would take to retake her original form as the Snow Phoenix at this point, but the signs of her being less than an actual human still remain, even if she can't explain them - She's just slowly learning to accept them as just being Sera.
#Colors Of Sakura [Sera Headcanons]#IN WHICH A Pomeranian decides to just babble#After thinking of her dumb snowy flower cat child for a few hours XD#I've been working on the project/writing blog for Halcyon Era for weeks now and it's really progressed?#So thinking of that made me babble for Sera I guess XD#I'm so happy with all of this y'all have no idea <3#Also her power slash Aria in general is 100% in tune with her brother Thoma/Aelius#They even each other out and if they're not together - I.E. born into the same 'lifetime' - then they risk losing control overall#Ice and Fire keep each other stable and good to go <3
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I am a normal person who has had a normal amount of sleep
#sike I stayed up too late writing#not even my main novel but the first draft I've been chipping away at#doing basically a sentence a night right before bed#but now I guess I'm feeling too inspired overall lol#cos I wrote 3700 words ????? which is more than I've ever written of this novel in one session#this is also a novel that I accept will prob go nowhere and was just meant to keep me writing while I didn't have the capacity for the other#so I though it was safe to keep writing that one at night unlike the main one which I know is too absorbing and will keep me awake#so idk what the fuck happened there lol#it's nice to be writing so effortlessly but babe I need sleep. like how am I meant to make progress on The Novel during the day today#on like 5 hours sleep 😭#I'm meant to be prioritising my fundamental needs atm too lol#like specifically not supposed to be sacrificing sleep or food or rest for creative pursuits so I can keep creativity sustainable longterm#but sometimes the beast just overtakes you ya know. yikes.#you can tell I'm fucking sleep deprived cos I'm babbling lol#writer things
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Happy holidays / Yule / upcoming traditions. 🖤
#dadbots.txt#its been a rough month so far. not necessarily due to seasonal but overall changes for the better or worst.#While I /did/ managed to recover from my sinuses after 2-3 weeksish. I’m just not doing well still and it’s been a fuck of a rollercoaster.#I’m so tired. again. Just not a great end to this year. But hey - you win some you lose some. And other days to try again#Many adaptations been made but it’s not really repairing anything. Just kinda a bandaid on it and hope the wound heals if that make sense.#& made such a dumb move. But with so many people telling me to wait it out and said thing would change ended up being the exact same.#And I feel stupid for it. I knew better and yet — same thing. Which fuckin blows but okay. Whatever. At least I can’t lie and said I didn’t#- try at all yknow. I mean I did. It’s something. So guess we’re moving on from that experience. And that’s that#My progress is fluctuating like hell and back this year. I expected much and need to figure out what needs to go & needs to stay in my life#- Almost similar to spring cleaning. Whatever goes goes and whatever stays. Well. Stays if it benefits me or improve somehow#Hopefully it’d solve some of the negativity and awful energy going on. Some areas aren’t as easy or possible for personal reasons.#- but sometimes you gotta put your foot down and just do it. Whether that’s one step at a time or one big 360 and hope all goes well.#I need to be more persistent in my life concerning certain things. And others where I just need to learn to let go. Ignore it. Gone.#There’s just so much I need to do. From getting back on track. Working on things I’ve put off for years now. Adapting and improving.#- balance. Control. List could go on and on. But I did what I could this year. A lot of improvement. And while it kinda went down the draib#- after slipping into old habits again - at least I know I could improve in some way. I did it before. It /did/ work b4 longterm episodes#- and that’s worth a lot. Considering it’s something I talked about but couldn’t do at that time. Or just never did.#An accomplishment I had for this year. Now to see what else I can work on.
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not really enjoying blasphemous 2 atm
#my posts#gameblogging#liveblogging blasphemous 2#made a lot of progress and collected a bunch of items#but now i've entered the second half of the game#which really drops the ball and my enjoyment just plummeted#there's this one area i was really looking forward to since the trailers#but in actuality it's extremely disappointing#and the more i see of the game the more i see its flaws#i especially dislike the overall structure#and the difficulty curve is extremely wack#like i was having a hard time until i got a few actual weapon upgrades#now the mobs are difficult but its extremely easy to run past them#and the bosses are way too easy#and honestly there just arent a lot of things i can say i truly love about this game#idk guess ill take a break or rush to the ending or maybe even drop it eh
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