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@floraldresvi have you seen this yet
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DARK CREAM WEEK: day 5- punish/reward
idk man i think your threats would work a lot more often if you stopped being so handsome about it fdrgbegh<333
dark cream week and comic are by @zu-is-here
#dark cream week#dark cream#my art#cross#dream#shattered dream#s!d#cross is just panicking a little bit! shattered could threaten to murder him and he'd still find that hot tbh... our favorite simp<333#no but GJGYIKH remind me to never listen to my ideas when i'm feverous xD#i swear i flip flopped so hard deciding what to do for that day omg#it was supposed to be angst at first but gosh enough of that already am i right?! something a little more lighthearted was needed!!#now this was supposed to be a small comic- then a comic with a little bit of animation in some panels- then an actual animation#because hey why not just put some more energy into it since it's really not that different right? <- famous last words#i'm sorry i'm a little tired xD you could not pay me to color/shade this like for real i just CAN'T#some parts could be smoother but hey! it's all good in the end >:'Dc#wish i could've posted it in time tho that would've been the first time i followed through a weekly event perfectly xd ah well#btw i'm also posting twice today!! i still need to finish the art for day 6 tho so it's gonna be a little later hgkhgh :'D#hope you guys like this!! <333
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#our partner took me out shopping today#I went to lots of stores and got useful things#and also fun things#and also not everything I needed#so I did a bunch of shopping online too#and filled out some forms#and unpacked as much as I can until the last of the shopping comes in#(I have had 3 consecutive days of prednisone)#(I'm not taking one tomorrow lol)#(my wife wanted me to take one today to smooth the transition since I was on a higher dose yesterday and the day before)#(than what I'd been taking on alternating days)#(and will be returning to for at least another week or two)#(altho my appointment to reestablish care is tomorrow so we'll see what happens)#favorites
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holidays are crazy when you have a shitty mom. a shitty alive mom on christmas is an experience ranging from inconvenient to traumatic that you have to deal with for a few hours. a shitty dead mom on christmas is just kind of sad no matter how you spin it
#I haven't slept because my sleep schedule is all kinds of fucked. this was my moms favorite holiday. I remember waking up early as a kid.#I remember being forced to go home as a young adult#I move out a week before my 18th birthday and don't tell her until dinner that day#she makes me come home the day after to take down the christmas tree#I do not remember that night because I have blocked it out of my memory#the last conversation I ever had with her was calling to ask her for money a few days after christmas#I lie in bed and I think about me and my sister under the christmas tree#I think about us going home for christmas dinner each as adults#or her coming home to the house I was still trapped in#and we look at each other from across the table to have a conversation our mother does not understand#we understand exactly what the other person is saying. we will never be there again#she invites me to christmas dinner with her and her boyfriend and his mom. I don't go#this was my moms favorite holiday#I feel sick to my stomach#ghost posts#text
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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end
#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask#december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery#and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc#and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh#every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night#oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes#and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester#and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu#oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well#and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also#pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc#so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal#honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know#like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc#but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated#also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm#is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is#incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship#so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year#at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately#i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new#my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper#and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been#like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare#idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling#and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa
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being home nearly 24/7 is so fucked up i genuinely think im mildly agoraphobic now woughhhh
#literally day 1 of this trip and things are fine we’re just driving and i KNOW im gonna have so much fun. i KNOW i have been looking forward#to this trip for YEARS now after our 2023 one got cancelled the day of. and yet. AND YET !!!!!!!! i miss my bed and i miss my dog and i miss#my normalcy LIKE CMON GIRL YOU CAN GIVE IT UP FOR TWO WEEKS OF EXCITEMENT AND ALL OF YOUR FAVORITE THINGS#SURELY??????? well
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Who gave Sondheim the right to write a song as bittersweetly perfect as Sorry-Grateful?
#company#company musical#stephen sondheim#please please let me have the chance to work on that show someday#even if only so I can sit and hear that song from backstage#it’s one of my favorite musicals but if I’m choosing to listen to it it means I’m very confused or stressed in my (lack of) romantic life#in this case I’ve gone on two dates with a really really great guy but am unsure how to move forward#and it’s like deciding to date him opened my eyes to other possibilities and I’m like Hope what is happening#including a new guy who I’ve only JUST met like barely 2 weeks ago but in a few ways he’s like perfect on paper#including the fact he works in the same field as my dad and has actually emailed him in the past#and at the bar we and a bunch of other people were at he took the time to rave about my dad to everyone at our table#and explain how much he admires him from the few email interactions and his general knowledge of what my dad does#and I’m like ok ok major green flags#and yesterday was a hard day for him and I was witnessing it throughout our performance#and I was just finding myself feeling really really concerned and wanting to make him better#and now I’m listening to company and I’m like Hope. what. is. happening.
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officially on vacation (don't leave until wednesday, but no more work!) and i'm happy happy happy BUT it's also like. there is some stuff happening at work that i'm soooo nosy about and i don't want to have to wait until i come back to hear about it lmfao.
#just stupid drama#i really wanna know if the guy we all HATE finally quits or not#there was an. altercation.... at work the other day#the coworker he's been shit talking came in early and was like heyyyy can we talk?#and he tried to get out of it like 5 times lmfao#he was like oh our manager was going to set up a meeting in A FEW WEEKS....#and she was like oh we can just talk now!! i'm here and i'd love to speak to you :-)#he was like ummm i can't stay late!!! and she was like oh there's an hour left on your shift! we can talk right now! :-)#fucking hilarious. he did not want to be confronted and thought he could get out of it but she's kind of insane so that is not happening#and the thing is too he was literally MOMENTS before complaining to us that he didn't know why she was mad that he was talking about her#because he NEVER talked about her! and everyone was LYING!#and i was like dude. you're talking about her RIGHT NOW.#it's lowkey sad though bc he has two 'friends' at work that i know for a fact have gone to the manager and told him that they don't#want to work w him anymore and complained about his work performance#and apparently that somehow came out and he's convinced that the manager is lying about it. but he's not... lol.#so it's just so sad that no one is being honest with him#lmfao i understand though bc i personally have been honest with him and called him out (VERY GENTLY) and he gets sooo pissy about stuff#but like i'm not pretending to be his friend!#anyways i'm sooo nosy about it lmfaooooo#on instagram he blocked me and like all of our coworkers but two lmfao#but i know both of them hate him so idk why he didn't block them too#lmfao like literally everyyyyyyy single person i work with dislikes him#so yeah i'm hopeful that it's finally over lmfao#this is the same guy i posted about before who bullied my favorite coworker into leaving so.#yeah i really hope he's gone now
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There's an English class on Golden Age detective fiction being offered next semester but the prerequisite for it is the intro to literary study class required for all English majors (which I haven't taken because I'm in a hard STEM major and don't have much time for electives, which means that I have to be really picky with my electives and only go for stuff I like AND doesn't have an awful workload) and also even if I did have that prereq, I wouldn't be able to take the class because it's at the same time as one of my major reqs. And also I'll be in two labs next semester and one of them is pure hell so like I literally don't have the time to take more than 13 credit hours (as tempting as it is to keep up my streak of taking 17-18 every semester even though it's been like really pretty bad for my social life and hobbies). Sigh. (Pressing my hand wistfully against the glass) maybe someday they'll offer the class again
#.txt#at least i had a blast in my sci-fi class this semester#i don't talk about sf on this blog because that's what my secret main is for but guys i LOVE sf you should read more sf#i'm currently sitting at an a+ in that class and my professor has been giving me SUCH good feedback on all my assignments#he used one of my short essays as the class example (which has never happened to me before!)#and also asked if he could use my creative writing midterm project as an example for future classes#and on the last day of class he quickly went through some powerpoint slides recapping the class#and on one of them he had a drawing i submitted as part of a different creative assignment :)#also we read a book from one of my all-time favorite authors in that class AND he visited our class too which was absolutely insane#won't mention the author's name because his books comprise like half the posts on my main. i'm insaaaaane i'm craaaazyyy#currently trying to figure out which topic to write my final paper on but i will definitely be writing about that book#english classes are actually such a morale boost#the only reason i'm not an english major is because that would actually for real kill me#i'm good at writing essays but the process is actually agonizing and i'm a ridiculous perfectionist when it comes to writing#so combining that with poorly medicated adhd means that i almost never turn essays in on time#and spend way too long suffering over each one to make sure they're as perfect as i can get them to be (unattainable standard)#and then they also always end up going way over the word count#for my crime fiction class in the spring i wrote a 19-page final paper about decagon house when i only needed a minimum of 8#and i honestly could have written even more but i had to stop myself because the paper was already like 2 or 3 days late#and i had been staying up until dawn every night trying to finish it#so basically i can hardly handle having ONE english class#having to take multiple and turn in so many essays on a regular basis is a literal death sentence#i'm taking 2 upper level classes for my other major (haven't declared it yet though) this semester#and i have to write final papers for both of them :') and the instructions are super vague and they're due in a WEEK#one of them is SLIGHTLY more clear because i just need to write about the results of my research project#however. i was unfortunately only given 3 weeks (one of which was thanksgiving so basically i was only given 2)#to design and execute this whole project#and i got a little too ambitious (as i tend to do) and even though i ended up cutting out a lot of the stuff i wanted to do from the projec#it'll still definitely take ages to finish (conducted my experiments yesterday and spent 11 hours in that building. hell on earth)#and that's on top of needing to study for and take 3 final exams...
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As bad as things were, you were glad you had Qiu and Tamarack here with you.
Higher quality under the cut 💕
Also background is from the game, I did not draw that!!
Bonus version w/ diff mc hairstyle and w/o game background:
#our life now and forever#our life 2#OL2#olnf fanart#our life 2 fanart#our life mc#our life fanart#tamarack baumann#qiu lin#my art#walking to school together is one of my favorite scenes so far#it's something i always wanted to do but i live in too big of a town for that to be possible and safe#no lie i play the prologue like twice a week cuz I love it so much#sooooooo unbelievably excited for more and also the kickstarter#just gonna mail gb lady my card and life savings i think. whatever it takes 💕#maybe I'll do this with my other mcs? we'll see ig#tama and qiu my beloveds one day I promise I'll draw you both properly but i got lazy. I'm so sorry 😔#and holy shit I could NAWT make a high quality gif for the life of me 😭 tried like 8 diff apps and websites and this was the best one#if u read this far and have a good one to recommend please gods lmk#alright alright I'm done ranting. everyone go touch grass and drink some water <- will not follow their own advice#wait one more thing this mcs name is Gracie Woods! well her nickname is gracie and her first name is just my irl name#mc gracie
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God I am SO FUCKING TIRED OF BEING TIRED ALL THE TIME
#i hate that working 4 days a week at not that hard a job is enough to utterly exhaust me#my parents are going out since it's their anniversary and my mom suggested my sister and i go out to our favorite arcade#i fucking love that place. and i WANT to go but just the thought of getting up and driving anywhere is almost physically painful#not to mention i've been to mentally exhausted i've hardly been able to write anything lately#i just hate the idea that i'm always going to be this tired. obviously my job's only going to get more intense from here#this is just the placeholder and eventually i'll be working full-time to support myself and i just- i don't know how to do it
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#turns out our new laundry detergent was making me very nauseous the past couple days yaaaay#I love having an immune disorder it's not Total Nonsense Misery at all! :)#(it is. I'm being sarcastic. it sucks.)#(even other people with fragrance sensitivities and stuff usually get wheezy or itchy! but no! it made me nauseous!)#(which makes it harder to identify!)#(and I gotta rewash my most recent loads of laundry once my wife buys more unscented detergent!)#(and maybe have her smell test to figure out what needs to be washed)#(it was specifically a shirt that got washed a week ago and was folded up in a drawer)#(but still smelled So Strongly that I could taste it when I first put it on.)#favorites
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🖤🎸 @playingods.
#geno and vesper.#im actually beggin you not to look too close!! ps is not hitting for me its been fighting me for DAYS#but to continue with your bday week have this wack edit of our favorite heartachesss#bc im actually crying over them everyday
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tagged by: @synthwwavve
fav color: Orange, specifically that like rich autumn orange
last song: The In-Between by In This Moment
last tv show: Demon Slayer
sweet/spicy/savory: I love all of these but I think savory wins because I'm a slut for like warm stadium pretzels with salt
relationship status: Taken
last thing i googled: "Icon For Hire" because I was trying to find out what their venue was in my area.
last thing i read: The Lingering Dark by Jade Church. I just started the book because wlw enemies to lover fantasy is For Me.
current obsession: Demon Slayer because that's the current serotonin producer. Also looking for writing worksheets to help me get Serious.
something i’m looking forward to: I'm going to the science center/planetarium with my boyfriend on the 16th and then we're getting Hot Pot. I'm ecstatic because Space and also getting to try hot pot! Also chocolate covered strawberries on the 14th because jfc they're fresh strawberries dipped in chocolate it's my beloved
tagging: @thebisexualmandalorian and whoever else wants to join in!
#chocobo tagged#me#i'm really just out here trying to hype myself up to exist and ngl it kinda works#like this science center thing has kept me going for weeks and i've been planning my outfit since it's gonna be our valentine's day date#those strawberries are legit my favorite part of valentine's day
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I need to learn how to stop being emotionally attached
#my favorite coworker got a new job w a competitor and w how our job works#you put in your two weeks but you leave the day you put in ur two weeks 😭 so I don’t even get two weeks to say goodbyeeee#+ someone else just left less than a month ago so the workload is going to kill me awksiahwnsj#can the job market be better already so I can apply to places omg#he just called me#the way my smile from the griez double flop is gone omfg#wahhh I miss him already :( who’s gonna be my other half at this job….
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patron saint of being hot
and a lot of skill and really interesting anecdotes about your life and having professors that give me second hand anxiety bc they seem kinda awful and mean. But mainly just being hot
ty! admittedly my professors are not that bad, ive only had one bad professor that was more incompetent that awful. if you want another anecdote, ill tell you about the only teacher i truly despise to this day (on the tags, cuz its a very dark story)
ask gamerino
#i retook that course with a different professor and passed expectacularly. now for the horrendous teacher#on this story we have vomiting injuries and attempted suicide so watch out#in my last two years of our highschool equivalent i had PE with a teacher that loved to play favorites#if u were on a sport team you were immediately given special treatment and as you might already tell i wasnt. i hate ball sports#i loved exercising but i dreaded PE because of her#i have a condition that made my periods incredibly painful and meself anemic so those weeks were hellish#even though i was a good student she would NEVER let me sit out the navette test. even with a doctors note#i would do my best and then literally go vomit and pass out in the bathroom cuz if i did it on the court i would be berated#that wasnt enough to earn my absolute hatred tho. we now move to the worst day of my life to this day#it was just getting to school from lunch (we could go home and have it there) and i had PE#when i get a text#it was my best friend being cryptic thanking me for being a friend and saying goodbyes#he was going to commit suicide#i absolutely lost my shit as one does and went on a rampage#i couldnt get in contact with anyone (his ex stepdad was abusive and isolated his family) and they didnt let me get out of school#i was desperate and my friends were trying to help me but i didnt know what to do. i called my mom and she called his school and then i just#sat and waited with a friend. while the other classmates did the navette test#the minutes passed. i got message from my bffs number and it was his mom telling me she found him just in time#i broke then. i started sobbing and screaming and scratching my arms and my friend held me and tried to keep me from hurting myself#some other classmates came concerned and tried to help#then the teacher came. she just looked at one of the volleyball girlies who shrugged#she didnt ask if i was ok or if i needed to call someone or go somewhere. she just asked if i planning to do the test#i said no and she left and i kept crying#when i felt stable enough i went to see what had happened and she just failed me. i couldnt give the test any other day and that was that#she simply didnt care#i had to calm myself down while writing this. its no use getting emotional over a teacher that didnt care#but i hate her. she made the worst day of my life worse and she doesnt know and doesnt care#that memory fuels me to never surrender to indifference and make the pain in this world worse#my bff got help he needed after that and our bond is stronger than ever. he never pulled something like that again#thats the story! not gonna tag this babes
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