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very emotionally diverse day today
#our dog was put down today#and my pattern draft didn’t go as planned#but it’s looking like my solution to the pattern problem is working#and I got to have a nice dinner of noodles and roasted cauliflower#and I put on a sweatshirt that I had sitting in my closet#because I remembered not liking it/it not fitting right?? when I first tried it on#but now I do like it?? or now it fits the way like?? so like that was nice#AND I found the house key we lost a few months ago#it was in my shorts pocket that I SWEAR I checked the day we lost it#and the monster I drank didn’t give me heart palpitations or make me sweaty like they’ve been doing recently#I say emotionally diverse but really that’s only like three emotions lol#sad and frustrated and happy#mostly happy I’d say#which feels at odds but
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In episode 8, ed and stede, a couple that is notorious for leaving will finally have their "don't you get it? i love you, i always have. So please just this once, stay!" Moment!
#And i can't wait for them to finally put their foot down and decide to stay! it's the only natural next step for them!#i saw the catradora scene earlier today and all i could think of is how this is just blackbonnet coded! also cat/dog dynamic!#ofmd#ofmd s2#our flag means death#ofmd 1x08#ofmd spoilers#blackbonnet#she ra 2018#she ra and the princesses of power#catradora#ships#ship dynamics#👑
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I think today is the worst day of my life
#emotionally at least#we put our dog of 15 years down today and I want to d!e#at its worst points I’ve thought that I’d never be happy again after today#it’s bad#anyways I’ll probably be fine but this is agony#Rachel rambles
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healing from brain damage is definitely the worst injury ive ever had to heal from so far 😞 this shit is so difficult yall
#tiny bit of my long med history for context:#i have broken my collarbone#i have had my face mauled by a dog where i had to Literally Physically tear it off my face#it locked its jaw around my nose and upper lip#i got like 10 stitches and they had to super glue my nose back together#but uhhhhhh#i got a concussion as a kid that went untreated because our healthcare system is so underfunded and understaffed#and that turned into what the doctors call ''functional nausea and vomiting disorder''#then on monday i got another concussion at work#and holy shit.#second-impact syndrome is a BITCH#im in so much pain if i use my brain at all#hey other dissociative people: you've dissociated from your body but have you ever had to dissociate from your brain?#or is this what being forcefully locked at the front and locked out of headspace feels like?#i think this might be worse though because i cant think at allllllllllllllllllllll#i get delirious if i try 😔#this is so hard#i sobbed in the shower over it for like 30 minutes today lol#i had to sit down in the middle of my shower and it was so hard yall#im trying to hard not to spiral#being vulnerable and putting this on my main instead of hiding it on one of my many many sideblogs#(jsyk if youve read this far then youre allowed to ask me what my active sideblogs are. dms and asks are open)#(@queerlyneurotic is one of my vents and where i usually put sad shit. you get a freebie for reading this.)
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No Stonathan Sunday today. I got some really sad news and I can't write anymore today.
#i'll put it down here in the tags in case people wonder#faith talks#death mention#animal death#is that enough to do an expand?#i think so#basically one of my family's dogs passed today#and she was the momma to my personal dog and had been with the family for nine years#was probably ten or eleven (our last rescue dog before my mom couldn't do rescues anymore)#and i'm really worried cause the other family dog my parents still have was her seeing-eye dog because she was mostly blind#and now charlie can't find her and has been crying and looking for her#and i'm so worried about him#shit i don't even want to think about yoyo's reaction when we go home for Christmas and there is only charlie#yeah i may be more offline today than usual#we'll see how distracted i need to be
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#family just made the decision to put our dog down#he's been having seizures and we thought we had a handle on it with meds#but then it got worse today#gonna miss you you fucking idiot
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hate it when guests make me stop cleaning so they can tell me 'hey ill be out of my room in 10 minutes' like ya man. i know . checkouts at 11 i know youll be out then
#also 99% of th time their room isnt even mine its one of my coworkers#had a couple today who made me stop vacuuming bc they CAME INTO TH ROOM I WS CLEANING and they went Hey our dogs are in our room#we put the sign up so dont go in there#1. Dont come into the room what the fuck 2. im busy#3. everybody in the hotel knows yr dogs r in there bc they r So loud 4. THE PURPOSE OF THE SIGN IS THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO HUNT US DOWN !!#IF YOU HAVE ADONOT DISTURB SIGN ON YR DOOR WE WONT DISTURB YOU!!#5. IT WASNT EVEN MY ROOM TO CLEAN
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not to get super serious but if you don’t see me for a while today and maybe tomorrow i’ve just lost a pet and i’m grieving just as a heads up
#not ship related#we put down our very old family dog today#im. not taking it great#thanks for understanding though#peachyrambles#moneposting
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Got some rough news today so it might take me a couple days to get last night’s shoot edited while my family grieves.
Note: queue will still be up and running! And I might do some work depending on how I can manage.
#my dog who we raised from a puppy had to be rehomed around age 3 because he had too much anxiety in our home#he is such a sweet and wonderful dog he just was hindering my husbands service dog from alerting and tasking#and we lived somewhere dangerous and he was constantly being rushed by aggressive dogs on walks#my husband even got bit#well his new family messaged us today#he has internal bleeding and can’t clot so he’s being put down today#and my heart is breaking#we just lost one of our cats too and it feels so heavy in my soul#my husband is a wreck#and I’m not doing so hot either#I loved that little guy so hard#he was my little mans#and giving him to another family was horrible but the right call because they could afford to give him care we couldn’t and they loved him#and my husbands service dog needs surgery still#it’s just a lot#things were going really well for a while#but life kinda hits hard#missing my boy#and my cat#and my stepdad#and all my family that’s passed#I was just starting to paint again after my stepdad died in july#but life hits hard sometimes
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grief has made me feel like a monster, for i feel nothing at all. you were just a living creature that wanted love, as do any of us. was your final breath a sigh of relief from this life? i hope so. im so sorry.
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I am really sore from work I wish riding five hours in the car didn't require having your feet on the ground
#ghostly posts#walked 10.6k steps which is by no means even close to my record or anything#but I got NO BREAKS ..... I ate my lunch in the car home after my shift. like#augh on my feet all the time hurts :/#got called in early at 6:30 ran around getting ready and packing for later so that by 8:30 I was ready for work#got to work and then just. I got one 10 minute pee break I guess. but that's all! run chicken.#8 piece dark was on sale HALF OFF so that's all ANYBODY ordered#and we'd take four customers to run out of fried chicken. make some more. make some more. we need baked chicken. and whole chickens.#more fried. wash ten more bowls please. we don't have any clean tongs#our fryers are busy with chicken so we're also out of potatoes and corn dogs and burritos. make more of those. keep track#oh we have three salads that aren't labeled today ! cool and the managers left without saying anything about that cool#now I just look like an idiot cause nobody told me we were putting out A SIXTH POTATO SALAD today.#and don't get me started on pre sliced meats and cheeses. man#anyway after work ate my lunch and dropped by home to change and get shopping list#shopped groceries and then came back and my roommates tire was flat#so I had to unload and greet our guests and then immediately drive my roommate to the tire store#and we picked up the fixed tire she needed#then I was like 'I really wanna help you put this tire on but I need to shower so bad'#and then I showered and my roommates parents visited while I did that#and then dinner was ready and I ate food but I portioned too much :/ and also I realized I wasn't even done packing! oh no! I leave in ten#minutes for the mountain! shit!#I got packed I had help and everyone was so niceys to me#but my back hurts and I am already soooo ready to be lying down!
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was wondering why i was feeling so weird abt aligning w/ my mom over something then remembered i don’t trust that bitch at all lmao!!!
#my mother: u said rock bottom helps ppl. should i help u reach rock bottom? should i kick u out? im thinking maybe kicking u out would help#also my mother: why has our relationship changed so much what’s happened :(#it’s obvs so much more than that but it’s a nice little microcosm isn’t it!#we were watching a dog show last night bc i’m boo boo the fool and don’t learn#and thot maybe we can spend some time together that’s nice! we all love dogs!#and a dog that went blind at 6 or 7 was getting a companion dog#and he just sat there bemoaning the poor state of this dog how horrible how miserable what little life the dog must have#and followed it up with ‘god that’s so horrible. i can’t think of anything worse. i’d have put her down’#and chat. ur never gonna believe this.#i fucking lost it on him#and mom agreed!#so i turn to her like ‘yeah what the fuck!’ but then remembered she’s been on my shit list for years too#v fucked up when you don’t have at least one parent or sibling to turn to like they’re the camera in the office#anyway. today fucking sucked so i’m going to try and get crossfaded on too much alcohol and shitty ass weed
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yandere prison..
runs normally, but the warden hired very specific people
and you just got falsely accused of a heinous crime
Yandere!Prison x Reader
A few years back I actually wanted to make a dating sim with a similar premise! So I might just redraw my old cover and recycle the characters, haha. content: gender neutral reader, violence
You've been accused of a crime you didn't commit. Even worse, you were speedily shipped to a maximum-security prison, despite your horror and your desperate protests. Your lawyers are scrambling to get you out as soon as possible, but it's not a guarantee.
You thought you'd be killed within the first moments after arriving. The three men you're sharing a cell with, however, turned out to be reasonable enough. Unexpectedly so.
The blonde one greeted you with a wide, merry smile. He's the friendliest of the bunch, despite his heavily scarred features. One of them seems to wear a mask at all times, and he doesn't speak much. The last one is polite, though he keeps his distance. His answers are curt and to the point.
You quickly noticed that all other inmates avoid you religiously. The tables empty when you put down your lunch tray, and during breaktime the yard fluctuates with people migrating to whatever corner is farthest away from you.
Today, you finally found out why: one of the prisoners happened to bump into you, and he promptly fell to his knees, begging you to not mention it to your cellmates. You are apparently sleeping next to the leaders of the biggest gang around. Even the guards are terrified to approach them the wrong way; the last one to do so was placed on permanent medical leave.
And yet, they are nice to you. In fact, you'd go as far as to say they're strangely protective of you, always looking out for your safety and hovering in your vicinity like trained dogs.
On your way back, you find the inmate who pleaded for your silence; his head nearly cracked open, held against the bathroom sink by your beloved blonde bunkie.
"Oops! You weren't supposed to see this," he laughs awkwardly. "Why don't you return to our room? I'll join you in a moment."
He flashes you his usual smile, innocent and somewhat silly. This time it appears particularly eerie, given it's stained by fresh splatters of blood.
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tw- mentions of animal death (dog, cat) and death of a member of my extended family
#I feel like I am surrounded with death and it’s sort of overwhelming just because of how much in the past few days#like unrelated to world events#first my friend’s dog died while I was staying at their house for break (on the last day we were there)#then I get back from break and finish unpacking (so the day after their dog died) and I get a call from my mom saying#my great aunt Susan has died and that there probably won’t be a ceremony/funeral but that in a couple weeks there’ll be a family gathering#at a restaurant to share stories about her life (as is our tradition but usually we also do a burial and funeral)#and today I get an email from my Black English and Voice professor saying that tomorrow’s class is going to be over zoom because her cat#(who we knew wasn’t doing so well and was older) has died/is going to be put down very soon#I met this dog twice (but for extended periods of time both times- I was staying over)#and while he was very stinky he was also very sweet and somehow happy despite having multiple tumors and different kinds of cancers#and having to have an eye removed and I think a bunch of other health issues#still a very happy and cuddly dog! also built like a brick. I think people could tell that his time was coming#my friend actually said a few days before he died that he wasn’t allowed to die while they were there#(they didn’t want to have to deal with everyone around them being sad which is understandable)#and their mom responded that ‘I don’t think Louie will die before Saturday’ but he did. he died on Friday#apparently my great aunt Susan was moved into hospice care a week ago and my mom just didn’t tell me because she didn’t want to ruin break#but also that means that being told she died hit really hard and unexpectedly#I didn’t know her all that well but she’s family#she’s family that I care about regardless of how close I was to her#and anyway by the end she didn’t want to see many people anyway#at the end of the school year last year I went to visit her in the hospital while I was in new york for my great aunt June’s funeral#(she’s actually a cousin of some sort but I’ve always called her great aunt June)#and she was willing to see my mom but was too tired to see anyone else so I never actually saw her then#and now she’s gone#that was a late night call that I got yesterday#and today is the email about my professor’s cat Tea Cake#I know my professor. I don’t know her cat. but it’s still another death that I don’t have many degrees of separation from#my professor would talk about her cat before class started sometimes so it’s also not this abstract entity. it’s one I know about#it’s just. a lot?#and it doesn’t feel like it should be as overwhelming as it is
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Tantrums Pt 2 | Lewis Hamilton x Reader
Summary: After flushing a ten year relationship down the drain, Lewis realises he wants nothing more than to win you back. Especially when he sees you doing everything in your will to make him suffer.
Warnings: slight age gap, reader is 32. angst. swearing. pettiness
Requested: @madelynn-sienna and a whole bunch of you on part 1
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roscoelovescoco i am’s 12 today’s 🥳 thanks for’s all’s the birthday’s love’s. just as handsome’s as ever’s
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lewishamilton happy birthday to my boy
yn_ln oh, i miss when he was that little. happy birthday to my cutest boy 💕
user1 not yn and lewis both using my boy instead of our boy
user2 i feel like lewis was behind this post ‘cause he used the cutest pic of him and roscoe
→ user3 yes, he looks so boyfriend coded in this
→ user4 i feel like that’s the point?
→ user5 i bet it’s because he’s trying to remind yn of how much she loves her boys
→ user4 but this doesn’t even include yn’s face
albon_pets happy birthday, roscoe! love from the whole gang
user6 everyone is saying lewis posted this to win yn back but i actually feel he’s posting this as a snub
→ user7 he hasn’t included yn’s face despite there being millions of pics of her and roscoe. like, that’s been her dog as well for the past 10 years
→ user8 i feel like these two are going to be really petty. i mean, look at how brocedes went
→ user9 i feel like you can’t let go of a 10 year relationship and not be slightly petty
user10 okay but lewis looks so good in this
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tagheuer counting down to race time with our formula one collection ambassadors tagged: maxverstappen1, yn_ln
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yn_ln i think we all know who looks the best though
→ maxverstappen1 fire her
user1 queen’s been booked and busy lmao
user2 not the red bull brand
redbullracing the best looking ambassadors i’ve ever seen
user3 tag putting yn and max in the same post? does this mean they modelled together?
→ user4 she’s an ambassador for a brand that solely sponsors red bull and is showcasing their f1 collection. of course they modelled together
→ user5 we love to see it
user6 i bet lewis is frothing!
user7 we know who red bull is picking in the divorce
→ user8 like there was ever a question
user9 i just feel like george will be the one to show this to lewis by going “what do you think about this watch?”
→ user10 omg yes, he’ll show yn’s pic and say “do you think carmen would like this?” just to watch lewis realise who the model is liked by carmenmmundt
user11 i know she’s a model so will take the jobs she’s offered but i definitely feel like she accepted this to be a little petty
→ user12 what are the odds that she accepted it with a giggle
→ user13 as she should
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redbullracing kicking off the mexican grand prix with some famous faces tagged: yn_ln
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maxverstappen1 famous faces? the only one i recognise here is me
→ yn_ln ha ha ha you’re hilarious.
→ user1 max and yn being besties? when did this happen?
→ yn_ln when we did our shoot for tag and he stuck by my side the entire time. like a child forced into a room with a bunch of their mum’s friends
→ maxverstappen1 you were the only person i knew!
user2 oh, this isn’t what i was expecting to see when i opened insta
mercedesamgf1 give her back
→ user3 messy
georgerussell63 oi, she doesn’t belong to you
→ user4 carmen clearly supports this move
→ georgerussell63 carmen! we can see that you liked this
user5 does this mean lewis and yn are truly over?
→ user6 no! i refuse to accept that this is how it ends
user7 lewis must be seething
user8 if anyone hears any loud crashes, that’s lewis throwing things
landonorris can we have you next?
→ oscarpiastri they seriously need to take away your media
user9 streets are saying that max was the one who invited her?
user10 please, red bull, fix that damn car so max qualifies at the top, away from lewis, because i fear for our boy’s safety after this
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yn_ln is this what you call an everyday car?
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user1 wait, what happened to her ferrari?
charles_leclerc i feel betrayed
→ yn_ln it’s not about you, i promise
porsche a pretty car for a pretty girl
→ yn_ln my dream car
→ user2 since, uh, when?
user3 is she starting a new collection of cars or is this in lieu of the ferrari?
→ user4 i fear she got rid of the ferrari
→ user5 or she’s kept it and just has the porsche in addition
user6 this is definitely a deliberate post. lewis bought her her dream car for their anniversary and not even months later, she’s buying a porsche?
→ user7 she can have more than one car
→ user8 yeah but she’s never been a multiple car owner and like user said. the ferrari was her dream car
user9 this feels like a dig at lewis
user10 i say good for her. a man wasted her time so she’s wasting his “gift”
user11 ultimate power move. if only red bull were still aston martin so she could’ve picked aston martin
user12 i bet lewis got mad at her for being in the red bull garage and she decided to wind him up further
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yn_ln 🖤💋
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carmenmmundt jaw droppped
→ yn_ln 🩷
user1 who is that man?
user2 she thought she could distract us with how hot she looks but we see that man, sis
user3 i hope this one treats her right and gives her everything she deserves
user4 bride yn incoming with a man who will marry her
francisca.cgomes i need that dress and the body in it
→ yn_ln i’ll send you the link, my gorgeous girl
user5 i’m glad she’s moving on because lewis did her dirty so it’s nice to see her recovering from that
georgerussell63 what’s all this then
→ user6 omg guys, george commented
→ user7 and?
→ user8 he hasn’t commented on any of her posts since her and lewis broke up. does this confirm that the guy in the pic is lewis?
→ user9 may your delulu come trululu
user10 i can’t deal with this today. i know yn deserves the best but she can’t move on
user11 i’m actually in mourning. wdym she’s moving on and getting super hot pics from it
lewishamilton 😅🫣
→ user12 excuse me? i found this comment hidden 1000s of comments down but excuse me?!
→ user13 what does this mean?!
→ user14 mate, if you want to win her back, you need to try harder
→ user15 he heard people talking about hot she looked and decided to hit her up
→ user16 this is such a pathetic attempt. what happened to his rizz
→ user17 looks like yn took it with her
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user1 @/tweet3 she was! kym illman posted her on instagram as their guest for the weekend
→ user2 she had a merc pass and everything
user3 i want to know who invited her and why. she doesn’t model for tommy anymore so she’d have no reason to be their guest
→ user4 i bet it was george
→ user5 nah. toto did it to throw lewis off so he could make his “shelf life” comment look real
user6 the real question is, did lewis know she was going to be there
user7 @/tweet2 we waited 10 years for lewis and yn’s wedding and we don’t get one ever?
→ user8 they broke up. we weren’t getting one anyway?
→ user7 streets are saying that yn and lewis got married in vegas
→ user8 be fucking real. he broke her heart
user9 @/tweet1 fully agree. i bet it was max and charles instead haha
→ danielricciardo he can back off my man!
→ user10 omg daniel. he may not be on the grid but max is his forever
user11 people are speculating that they got married because he posted a picture of a chapel?
→ user12 i know. that could mean literally anything?
user13 all the drivers were drunk celebrating max’s fourth wdc so i’m betting it’s a driver marrying another driver instead
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lewishamilton my whole world
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roscoelovescoco the’s cutest’s sister in all’s the world’s
user1 the man famous for long captions and he only gives us 3 words?! where’s the details!!
user2 when did this happen!!!
user3 and she has a wedding ring on? they definitely got married in vegas
user4 guys, she's just changed her name on socials!
georgerussell63 what happens in vegas, does NOT stay in vegas
charles_leclerc @/alexandrasaintmleux see, i told you we needed a dog AND a baby
→ yn_hamilton are you going to push the baby out?
→ charles_leclerc i would if biology let me
→ yn_hamilton @/lewishamilton why did you never say this to me?
→ lewishamilton i knew letting you two be friends was a bad idea
yn_hamilton i still can’t believe you brought the ring to vegas
→ lewishamilton i was feeling lucky
mercedesamgf1 you don’t tell us you got married and now you don’t tell us about the baby
→ scuderiaferrari he’s not your driver anymore?
→ mercedesamgf1 oop, my bad. used to seeing his name and being responsible for his pr
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