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it’s very annoying how much fear and weight is placed on modifying your body to suit yourself
#whether it’s like#piercings or hair dye#or tattoos#mobility aids even#or whether it’s hrt#or surgeries#all of it is stupid#emo moss talks#yeah obviously you shouldn’t rush into anything#but very few people are doing that
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TIL that Pathfinder 2e not only has the standard sex change potion (Serum of Sex Change) but also the “Elixir of Gender Transformation” which only shifts the drinker’s secondary sexual characteristics and requires regular dosing, and you know what? I appreciate the fact that someone took the time to detail fantasy HRT.
I mean, yeah, there’s an appeal to the whole instant sex change to treat gender dysphoria, but it’s nice to see the writers took the time to think about the nonhero trans people in their setting who can’t afford the original potion. And also I appreciate the option for people without bottom dysphoria. Y’all are also valid <3
#rpg#tabletop#pathfinder#pf2e#potions#alchemy#hrt#transgender#paizo#I’m going to pretend like I skipped over the implications of “Gender Transformation#gender =! sex#so if you’re actually taking these things as prescribed your gender isn’t actually changing#you’re valid whether you medically transition or not!
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junko!! <333 and makoto ig :/
junko is enrolled as the ultimate...it's a secret <33
despite being so upbeat, her roots are showing. and she has eyebags. is she really okay?
her favorite soup is corn soup, but it's such a pain to drink because the can opening is never big enough for it. if only they sold it by the cartoon instead, but then it’d be too cold... anyways not really relevant but it's important to her that people know that
makoto is enrolled as the ultimate lucky student. he's lived a pretty boring life up until now, aside from an incident that happened while on vacation with his family
is looking forward to meeting up with his childhood friend from middle school
has a lot of injuries from tripping and other unfortunate events
#makoto naegi#junko enoshima#my arts#roleswap au#the plot twist isn't hard to figure out...i think it'll be pretty clear once i post the last chars#debating whether or not to write something for this but if i do it'll have to wait until im graduated ughhhh#they kinda look like the after and before images for hrt transition#the most beautiful woman you've ever seen <- a sad kinda guy
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If Kuboyasu was a butch lesbian and Kaido was a trans guy then their characters and friendship would've been 300% more interesting tbh. A beautiful alternate world where Asou was 40% more goated.
#nopsi nonsense#I just think the gender flavor would be so interesting and then you have Kuboyasu wondering whether she has to perform traditional#femininity to pass as a normie instead of a gangster & try to parallel Teruhashi for a bit before realizing it's not her thing#Going back to her butch roots & deciding to be true to herself#Meanwhile Kaido is using fantasy to cope with gender feelings and actually kinda learns to be a man through Kuboyasu#And gets the courage to stand up to his mom and say his truth and she gets him on hrt#But then has to face the struggle of applying T when he's kind of a weenie & Kuboyasu helping him bc he's like her little bro & best friend#hsfjdlshfks Kuboyasu escorting Kaido to the men's bathroom and standing outside his stall at anyone who looks sideways at them#I know you could hc this but I actually like using canon for most things so au nopsi can have fun with that instead#Butch Kuboyasu
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#trans#trying to decide#whether or not to go on T#despite being scared of how permanent it is#transgender#ftm#mtf#trans man#queer#transmasc#lgbtqia#transfem#HRT#trans hrt#lgbt
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love when i get recommended yt shorts that're just blatantly anti-trans and being all like "uuuuuuuhhhh, what abt the CHILD'S choice in this" (talking about how trans kids get hormones, and how it's up to the parent/guardian whether they do or not) as if the child is unaware and hasn't already made a choice. do you not realize that the child has to ask about HRT in the first place? they literally make their choice, and it's up to the parent/guardian whether or not to respect it
#cyspeaks#it was a joe rogan clip of him saying “it's a choice to put hormones in a child's body”#which like... yeah. it's the child's choice with their guardian's consent whether they want to take that step or not#plenty of trans people young or old just dont do HRT and that's their choice#what people do with their bodies is a choice. their identity is not.
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sometimes I think about writing and singing music not because I’m an incredible singer but because no one has my fucking voice, especially in popular music, and its disheartening to be born a girl, told you’ll only get girl roles or try to voice match other girls, or ‘sing with the girls’ and then only be able to match male voices because you’re a fuckin tenor and not anything higher. I can’t think of any girl Broadway roles I can hit all the notes on. Most songs I love I have to pitch down for myself or use falsetto for singing along to. It bothers me a lot less now because I’m an adult who’s more secure in myself but as a teen in kids musical theatre it FUCKED with me, BAD style. And I know for a fact that even now when I hear people with a voice like mine singing I get excited and immediately invested in their work because they’re like ME, finally, for once. A brother in this world of being afab and having the voice of a recently pubescent boy forever. Maybe I should be that brother too.
#Using randomly gendered words because that’s me now but hey#Regardless of if you were born afab and are a girl 100% or if you were born afab and are someone else#It STILL sucks to always be grouped along with ‘girls’ just because of your voice and realize#You CANT hit that. You can’t hit the mark for ‘girl’. You’ll never achieve that without like. Hrt#Just say THE VOCAL CLASS. Like. Sopranos sing with this. Tenors with this. Bass with this. Etc#Then it doesn’t hurt! But nooo instead they’re looking or ‘sing with the other girls’ and you fucking can’t#And it gives you a crisis at age 14#Anyway all I know is when other people who were assigned female at birth and aren’t on something they changes ones voice#and just happen to have born with the same deep ass voice as me. It makes me proud to hear them use it#Because not enough people do. It’s like we’re all collectively embarrassed or something#I see so many sad posts from teenagers posting their dream roles and the reason they won’t get it is ‘girl’#and it’s like. I remember being that kid. Never able to get a female lead because of my voice. Never able to get a male lead because of gir#Even though my voice and appearance could easily swing male. Nope! You’re GIRL. So you’re doomed to background forever :)#I got 1 lead role and it was when I was at my most feminine and was also for a villain that was a fat hag#I LOOOOVED playing her im aunt sponge forever. BUT. Never getting one again after that… showed me. Something#More gender blind casting and more songs just written for tenors please#doing just ONE of those things would probably solve the issue#But both please because I’m greedy and I want what I couldn’t have for every kid today#(And also me in the future in adult community theatre. Haven’t had time/too intimidated so far but I WILL go back)#And before anyone questions the language on this post. I STRUGGLED with how to word it#TERFs begone. I love trans people. I am nonbinary and some form of intersex (pcos).#I just word it this way because of like. Where we all start#Whether we stay GIRL girls or realize we’re somewhere in between. It crushes us either way to have the ‘wrong’ voice to do anything#Because it did me at first. And I’m otherwise GLAD to be confusing#I’ve come to love my deep voice it baffles others and they never know what to call me it really helps the whole ‘what am I’ presentation#But. In terms of certain things. Like being in theatre in the deep south#It certainly does not help and can be disheartening#Especially back when I was younger and more self conscious#lion’s lair
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pharmacy is preparing my prescription for my first t injections 💪💪💪
#i was just using the gel before but i wanted to move to the shots so this is#VERY epic news since considering last week it was looking like it was very possible i would have to stop hrt for the foreseeable future#but we are so fucking BACK dude#.txt#tbh jury is still out on whether or not my neurologist is gonna have me stop bc of iih but. im hoping it doesnt come to that#not gonna worry abt that rn just gonna celebrate being back on t for the moment bc i havent taken it for the past month
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Someone I know irl keeps on talking about queer discourse and shipcourse to me at school sometimes and all I can think is "I don't know any of these terms I have a job and bills to pay"
#they be yapping abt whether someone in theor fangan or something can say what slur or odentify as what bro#maaaaaaaan idc will me caring pay for my hrt?#will it put food on my plate#with it buy me a new computer#maybe im being pretentious pr an asshole or just...something negative#but you have to be insanely privilege for that to be on the top of your head#thats your biggest worry?#the thing that rlly grind your gears rn?#you dont have to ration food or think about how ur family is gonna pay bills or how you cant afford medical care???#fuck must be good#need those petty problems to fixate on#rant.txt
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People Calling Walz Tampon Tim
The right consistently acts like all trans men and boys look like this:
When in reality, a lot of them look like this:
(This is Noah Ruiz, btw. A trans man who got attacked for going into the women's restroom on a campground when he was instructed to by the Camp's owner.)
A lot of these dudes can't go into the girl's bathroom, and yeah, some of them bleed and need hygiene products. If that makes some guys uncomfortable, ask yourself, would you rather be shitting next to a guy who inserting his tampon in the next stall over, or would you rather stand shoulder-to-shoulder with Kim Petras while you're pissing?
This is Kim, a trans woman, btw:
#banning hrt is going to solve either issue#many people can obtain a feminine or masculine appearance without ever glancing at hormones#There are just going to be times where the world can't bend to whether or not you feel comfortable#us politics#tim walz#kamala harris#kamala/walz 2024#also free tampons is a great thing#So many people I knew in highschol#myself included#never had any type of cash on them#this is so helpful
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Genuinely worried that I’ll develop trich aswell
mostly because a recent picking area on my forehead has been encroaching closer and closer to my hair line.
I think I would actually never leave my house again ffs. Like I’m already fucking repulsive to look at and my hair’s like the one thing I like about my appearance. Ffs.
I’m gonna die alone
#negative self talk#negative self image#tagging those just in case#trichotillomania#trich#dermatillomania#excoriation disorder#skin picking#skin picking disorder#it’s right in the dead center of my forehead too 😀#so I couldn’t even try to style my hair to cover the balding if I tried#the literally ONE good thing that can come from this is taking away my one reason for not going on hrt#bc fuck it if ima loose my hair anyway there’s really nothing holding me back#okay maybe facial hair could become a nightmare with my picking 🙂#especially if I accidentally cut while shaving or something#really don’t fancy risking it all with ingrown hairs#I’m never going to be happy am I#I just have to accept the fact that I will never feel aesthetically pleasing ever#but I can’t because it hurts#it hurts so fucking much when someone wants to take a picture of me#or ffs if I’m just chilling with someone within the vicinity of a reflective surface#and I’m having a good time and feeling silly and all of a sudden I catch a glimpse of my ugly mf mug#and I wonder if the name-calling and harassment was justified#and whether everyone around me sees me as repulsive or just pities me#I’m so fucking unlovable
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unstoppable force vs immovable object
aka my adhd need to pace the apartment 20 times at 3 am vs my severe lordosis and back problems screaming at me in agony
#bleh#fuck u spine#and fuck u HRT weight gain#(no shade to the actual weight & no shade to hrt v v obviously. just shade at my body being so broken that gaining any weight Fucks Me Up)#i've gained 50 pounds in 18 months and it has physically curved my spine even further bc its all in the stomach area#it is a Problem#i've gone from a cane to crutches and now need a walker#why must body be so garbage#why must bones not work and muscles go on strike every other hour#fuck u meat-suit#anyway#i want my spine to be stretched out like a slinky#but alas i must Suffer instead#diary#lordosis#adhd#chronic pain#fibromyalgia#IMPORTANT NOTE SO I DONT GET BS ANONS: this is not the fault of hrt. my body has been extremely fragile / broken my whole life#whether i gained weight from HRT or a diff natural cause or something else altogether this still would have happened#and if i didnt it still would have happened anyway bc my lordosis is progressive and gets worse by the year#dont come at me with any fearmongering transphobic nonsense#i will lose my shit
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Been thinking about my body a lot
#Sel talks#Listened through Fat Talk by Virginia Sole-Smith which talked a lot about how bodies are tools#And the way she talked about how thin-ness shouldn't be something we strive for#And I can't help but draw parallels between my own desire to go on t? I don't know. Been having too many thoughts stewing#I keep coming back to isabeau's line of “maybe it was easier to change into someone I could love than to learn how to love how I was”#And I had drawn both hrt and diet culture back into this; but. Neither of them are from self love?#It's. Idk; a friction? On how you perceive yourself and how the world perceives you?#Or. Idk idk. It's hard to articulate now that I'm trying to get it down#If I remember right; one of the messages of fat talk was how bodies should be for function first and foremost; and should hardly-if ever-#Considered for aesthetic. And yes- trying to loose weight is one of the most damaging aesthetic changes you can do-#Idk! I feel like I'm looking too far into it#Something something you're not happy with how your body looks/is perceived so you want to change it#Whether that's influenced by society; loved ones; or something biological; it's still a desire to change your body#Although one is vastly more accepted than the other#Trying to become thin is trying to make yourself more comfortable in a vastly fatphobic world; to placate the people think they have say#Over your body; make yourself more palettable to the world around you.#Which I guess is an important distinction#Becoming the person you want to be even through everyone telling you that it's wrong or disgusting#But a part of me can't help but think a part of the reason I want to do hrt might have something to do with our male centric society?#I'm too tired to elaborate any further but I feel less busy now that I have it out
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oh my gosh, october 15th, my day of potential HRT revelations. replace all this filthy acidic estrogen with testosterone and maybe i can finally feel clean and at peace
also... dont give a shit if my BMI is over because its all outdated bullshit anyway. im tired of doctors telling me how I feel, im tired of doctors mistreating me and failing me. this time will be different.
i will fight tooth and fucking claw to get this surgery. i will not die in a body that isn't my own.
#transgender#ftm hrt#top surgery#TOOTH AND FUCKING CLAW#fuck your outdated dogshit bmi regulations they're bullshit and gatekeepers put in place by the fucking government#im manifesting so fucking hard im so serious i will have to be dragged out and arrested to leave and even then i WILL. NOT. STOP.#i am getting these fucking cancers removed from my chest whether anyone likes it or not; or else ill do it my fucking self#im not joking i will stand outside the office or in the hospital and i will start cutting and i will cut DEEP until i am heard#it is NOTHING compared to the pain of having them there
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That post showing the button is actually the first time I read what was in your profile picture
oh lmao i completely forgot that it's also my profpic it just is one of my favorite slogans!
#i know it's a vintage lesbian button but agree totally that it's also very applicable to transitioning#like you can try stuff if you're interested and even if you find it's not for you and stop that's more self knowledge which is often good#also finally doing hrt really quieted the part of my mind that was always wringing its hands about whether i wanted it or not#with dating and interpersonal relationships also i think it's helpful to remember you can't perfectly know how things will feel to you#you don't have to make a final verdict on how you feel about things in order to do them#many things are changeable and missteps often come out in the wash#don't die wondering is a spell against excessive rumination in some ways#anonymous#ask and receive
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the “well my preference for [biological sex] isn’t transphobic, i love trans people they’re just not my taste. i wouldn’t date or sleep with one, but that doesn’t change who they are!” argument is not the hashtag progressive ally statement you all think it is
#like people have preferences. whatever. cant change that. but the insistence upon ‘i just like people who are biologically m/f’ as if that#MEANS ANYTHING#like i knoe damn well if you went out of your epitome of as close to ‘biologically f/m’ trans person. hrt surgeries etc etc you still at the#end of the day would go ‘sorry i just am not that attracted to you’ because its not About someones physical biology lmao#whether yall admit it or not (you wont)#.txt
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