#or that it wasn't love to begin with
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yknow, whenever V starts going on about how what he and Rika had wasn't love it was obsession, I'm like... why can't both be true? Does it have to be one or the other? They were definitely obsessed with each other--or really, the idealized versions of each other they had in their heads--but that doesn't mean there was no love. Love and obsession together aren't healthy, but they're not mutually exclusive either. Both their ways of loving were unhealthy and rooted in each of their traumas, but that doesn't mean it wasn't real, yknow?
#dunno I'm just thinking thoughts#maybe i relate a little too much to V when he's with rika#love can turn into obsession but that doesn't mean the love went away#or that it wasn't love to begin with#it's just transformed into something unhealthy and dangerous#mysme#mystic messenger#v mysme#v mystic messenger#jihyun kim#kim jihyun#jihyun mysme#jihyun mystic messenger#rika kim#kim rika#rika mysme#rika mystic messenger#luc rambles#listen..... i was definitely obsessed with a girl who was obsessed with me when we were teens#and i have no doubt that if she started a cult or something I'd've let her#I did say to a different friend once that she could punch me in the face and i probably wouldn't care and they were. VERY upset by this#you do dumb shit when you're obsessed w someone
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Okay I need a billford fic where Bill's therapy includes having to make amends to Ford, thus Ford is brought to the Theraprism. It's going extremely badly in the beginning, neither Bill nor Ford wants to cooperate, Bill doesn't think that he did anything wrong, Ford just wants to go home, et cetera. Eventually, after several sessions spanning several months they start to bond, open up to each other, and Bill allows himself to be vulnerable for the first time in like forever, he even ends up apologizing to Ford in tears, only for Ford to dissipate at the end of one of Bill's sessions. Then a bunch of therapists walk in with wide smiles, clapping and congratulating Bill for making such progress thanks to the Theraprism's new hologram project.
Bill just stays on the ground staring at the white tiled floor of his room where he saw "Ford" disappear.
#meaning Ford wasn't there from the beginning Bill was making amends to a hologram#idk if it was understandable english is not englishing today#billford#gravity falls#the book of bill#bill cipher#stanford pines#if you want to write this feel free to! (i want to read this so badly i love angst)
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The Crown Prince
#my art#Yes this is meant to parallel the Reiju piece and I will be drawing Yonji and Niji next.#those are judge's hands in case it wasn't clear but hopefully the hair does that?#Anyways to chatter about this a little#I just like that the trio are trapped within bodies that are forced to comply to Judge and have no desire to do otherwise#No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering.#but it also raises the question what will happen to them when he dies and Ichiji becomes King (presumably)#they've been so sculpted to follow his every word how far can they make it without an outside force commanding them.#could they have been “saved” if they had Sora's exterior voice commanding them to do good? But to what extent does that qualify as good#since it's arguable if they would ever be truly choosing it for themselves#Anyways the Vinsmokes are NOT okay and I hope that gets explored more#I love characters whose moral code begins and ends with “It is my purpose” so I don't like to think they're inherently bad entities#I like to think they're inherently hollow vessels filled with intentions of another person#because that opens a far more interesting conversation about selfhood and accountability.#Very fond of fanfictions where they don't need to gain emotions to learn error#Also fond of fanfictions where Ichiji kisses men. If you've made it this far maybe recommend me one.#I have more cohesive thoughts on this but it's almost midnight ask me if you want to know more I promise I'm usually very articulate#if I'm missing something I haven't actually gotten to them in the story yet.#one piece#one piece fanart#ichiji vinsmoke#germa 66#vinsmoke ichiji
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new chapter 7 installment dropped how we feelin????
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
THAT'S HIS DAD
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers#BABY DRAGON BABY DRAGON BABY DRAGON#i will take three thank you#god. lilia really has no idea how incredibly loved he is huh.#meleanor: (dies to protect him and her son)#malleus: (is literally born having a huge destructive tantrum because he wants lilia back)#silver: (bases his entire life and personality around how much he loves his dad)#lilia: wow i just can't understand why everyone is so upset about me dying#(somehow sebek ended up being the most normal about him and there's the most unexpected part)#man i really gotta redo lilia's um poster. i wasn't super happy with it to begin with but now there's like. fun shapes and context!#me: ha ha why is his magic called that. that's so weird.#me later: o-oh. oh i see.#SPEAKING OF SEBEK THOUGH there he is! THERE HE IS!#i was so afraid the armor was going to be a bad thing but NO he earned it!#he shook out his hair and turned out to have been beautiful all along!#episode 7 is about two things and two things only: dads and significant hair moments#and also speaking of dads!#i am taking lilia mistaking malleus for revaan based on his voice#as one more tick in the 'if crowley is revaan then there's going to have to be a really good explanation' column#the dulcet tones of dire crowley...#on the other hand if crowley tears off his mask and immediately starts sounding like malleus that would be THE funniest way to do it#auuuggghhhhh it's only been out for hours and already i'm like next part when#we've been cliffhanger'd again lads#idia finally came back to us and they were like 'please wait for the next release :)'#ortho did...did you somehow hack your way into silver's dream palace
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i love you, don't act so surprised.
dans mon esprit tout divague, je me perds dans tes yeux // je me noie dans la vague de ton regard amoureux // je ne veux que ton âme divaguant sur ma peau
#arcane#jayce talis#jayce arcane#viktor#viktor arcane#jayvik#my edits#gif#birds of a feather - billie eilish#amour plastique - videoclub#i just find it interesting how this frame of viktor is the last one we get in the flashbacks#followed by mage viktor a bit surprised (i don't have the right word) and doing the same look#after we saw how a life with jayce made viktor feel alive and loved#it's like “it was you since the very beginning even when i didn't realized it yet”#it wasn't a crush bc it was too soon#but he felt something like it was coming#that “it's viktor.” stuff has always been insane but now even more#<<one day i'll have a computer again and my gifs will be sooo beautiful trust>>
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I can't stop thinking about how Penelope praised Colin's writing. And it was actually smut, personal smut.
But I think what makes it beautiful. Despite of the content, Penelope really loved his writing in itself. The man barely gets praised by anyone but her.
And to be praised by Penelope who is not only a avid reader but also writer, is the biggest praise you can get.
#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#polin#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#i love them so much#like in all honesty he was always seeking her out since the beginning because with her he doesn't need to pretend#which is why it's so interesting me how he wooed all these women in 3x1 but wasn't able to chat with Penelope like he always did#because she was still upset with him#but I believe he didn't care so much about the other women#what stuck with him was Penelope rejecting him#because she has been the only constant in his life
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¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#my art#art#digital art#fanart#obscura vn#obscura cirrus#obscura francesco#obscura vesper#I love my sunshine wife#pretty sure I put the flower pattern on the wrong side of Vespers mask but meh 🤷��#obscura#to be completely honest I wasn't interested in Francesco at all to begin with but then I played his route and oml I wanna squish him so hrd#he's my wife if I say he is#lil comic#id in alt text
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"Viktor fell first-" this, "Jayce loved Viktor too late-" that, WRONG! They fell for each other at the exact same time. Falling in love and then realizing that you are experiencing those feelings are two completely different things. I do think it took a while for either of them to truly understand how they felt about each other, and who realized first is up for debate, but the moment the fell for each other was the exact same.
And it was this one, right here
This moment, as they were floating in the air together, without a care in the world, experiencing the beauty of magic as they brought their dream to life, was the moment they both fell, and fell HARD. Neither of them would probably realize it for years after the fact, but when they do, it'll be this moment right here they think back to as the moment it happened
#arcane#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayvik#i will die on this hill#I swear if I see another 'Viktor loved Jayce too soon and Jayce loved Viktor too late' I will murder someone#they ALWAYS loved each other from the very beginning stuff just kept happening#'It was... affection that held us together' the love was always there but it just wasn't enough
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they deserved better idc 😐
#it was so cool seeing the sign language and isha being mute was never something that needed fixing#she found a home and jinx found a reason to live#i know people are saying jinx survived because of the scene with Caitlyn but like...#why would jinx do that? she wanted to die this whole season she wanted to die at the beginning of the episode & that depression never faded#her escaping through the air vents implies a will to live#something jinx did not have#i thought it felt like the ending of ep 7 in the season one#trying to kill herself with ekko cause she didnt want to die alone. she had warwick when she pulled out & detonated one of her monkey bombs#like I'd love it if she was alive and left cause yea fuck Piltover get outta there honey!#and Isha's sacrifice meant nothing. she's just not mentioned at all we didnt even see Sevika's reaction to her death...#not dc#arcane#arcane spoilers#jinx arcane#isha arcane#tw suicide mention#the ending with Caitlyn felt like another moment of her and Vi having no idea the severity of Jinx's mental health issues#vi was upset she didnt wanna fight and go make change and shit and never mentioned the ''my sister wants to kill herself''#as if jinx wasn't in a depressive state every time we saw her in that cell.#and her removing herself from the equation so the others can be happy is ??????#so i guess she was a jinx to her family??? that she was the problem? its a frankly gross message to send with a suicidal character#that yes actually your loved ones will be better off without you in the picture you complicate things
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God, if you told me a month ago I would be knee-deep in a Grantaire and subsequently Grantaire/Enjolras and subsequently Enjolras obsession.....
#this is the fault of mr. grantaire in the production i saw#kyle adams#he was so good#like grantaire and gavroche killed me#drink with me 'could it be your death means nothing at all? is your life just one more life?' killed me#god the way grantaire like helplessly went from person to person after gavroche's death. until he ended up at enjolras's side#god the way enjolras cupped his cheek in a moment of comfort. of tenderness. of dare i say love#only for enjolras to turn to the barricade#for his first love will always be the cause#but after all wasn't enjolras's devotion to the cause why grantiare fell in love with him to begin with?#god but the way grantaire reached after him for a moment after enjolras turned towards the barricade?#ugggghh#anyway#between this and my rekindled obsession with phantom i am truly going back to my roots#shoutout ramin karimloo gina beck and simon bailey you will always be famous#shoutout mr. grantaire kyle adams#and shoutout mx. riotstar on ao3 for beautiful & good aka the best enjolras/grantaire fic of all time#if anyone has any grantaire/enjolras fic recs PLEASE#rip jordan donica javert though#so eternally jealous of people that got to see that live#get👏him👏in👏a tour👏so i can see him#les mis#musicals
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No. No. You don't understand. I don't care if that writer is "mischaracterizing" that character in their fics, because sometimes these authors are such hopeless romantics that the character ends up being absolutely BEAUTIFUL. Their one fic would be enough to make ME fall for the character and appreciate them. It shows me the scope for things I can potentially appreciate about that character. I don't think you understand the beauty of that.
And if it's spreading character positivity, what's wrong with that?
#blue lock x reader#Blue lock#wind breaker x reader#Wind breaker#Y'all better pass the vibe check with this post#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen x reader#Yes I was reading a GOJO fic even though I dropped the series what about it? huh? HUH?#I love him what about it 😒 the fic i was reading wasn't even mischaracterizing him to begin with but anyways
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Do you ever think about the fact that the ONE time Sanji let himself be comfortable and enjoy dresses and makeup with cigarettes, Ace died and Luffy almost died all alone and so far away. Will Sanji ever forgive himself for daring to relax and explore himself a bit while catastrophic things were happening? (Jk he'll never do so again, just in case)
#will he ever stop feeling like its his fault#it obviously wasn't but the feeling of guilt#and the feeling that the one time he explored himself it led to this#and the association#and he can never let himself be so weak again (thank you Judge for this nonsense)#add in the fact that Ace might've been his awakening#and they did get along quite well and he had a crush on Ace#it would be DEVASTATING#losing Ace#not even mentioning what Luffy must have gone through#the guilt of not being there with his captain of being split away from Saboady even#i love transfem sanji#but crossdressing sanji too my beloved#mayhaps the egg was beginning to crack but trauma closed it shut#and he spent two years not dealing with it well apart from gettung stronger and finding ways to help his crew get stronger#sanji#one piece#one piece headcanons#black leg sanji#blackleg sanji#portgas d ace#acesan#just a bit
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just saw people on twt getting mad that gale said a literal god wasn't good enough for him . i need people to understand that he didn't mean it like "I deserved more than a literal goddess" he meant that his actions were foolish and made it LOOK like he thought himself above one. that he should've been content with what he had, but felt he had to prove himself to her.
if you romance him he literally realizes that he didn't need to find validation in a god but within someone who understands humanity more than a god ever could.
please learn reading comprehension before making yourselves look stupid I'm so tired of this
#ALSO people saying that 'oh he had a literal god and wasn't satisfied' yeah lmao because she is incapable of compassion and genuine love#he literally admits that in act three. his own words#the gale slander is founded on stupid people not being able to understand how complicated this is#also yes gale DOES fall back into his power thirst in act three. because healing is not linear.#talking him down from killing himself doesn't mean he's suddenly better and over what mystra did#abuse survivors will often seek a way to gain power back. gale literally begins to resent the concept of gods and wants to destroy it#and honestly he's right. but dont tell him that#anyway gale deserves redemption#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3#gale dekarios#six speaks
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remember how in dao there were always like multiple flirty options u could just spring on ur love interest and it wasn't something that was brushed past it would stop a conversation dead in its tracks to have a cute secondary flirty offshoot with small variations dependent on the flirty option u initially chose with a unique course correction to get back on topic after...... yeah.
#sorry i'm about to be a hater#romance in datv is like. a vaguely flirty line met by an even vaguer response that has no impact on the conversation#in the beginning at least#only once your relationship is like 6 or 7 does it get a little more receptive#and the whole time it's like okay i completed a main quest. time to talk to the love interest. okay i did another main quest. time to talk#to the love interest. BC YOU CAN'T TALK TO THEM OUTSIDE OF DESIGNATED CUTSCENES. U CAN'T HAVE RANDOM CONVERSATIONS#A LA HAVE YOU EVER LICKED A LAMPPOST IN WINTER!!! THAT IS SO LAME!!!!!!!! SO COOKIE CUT!!!!!!!!!#there's so few references to your relationship at all really. the romance cutscenes could be removed and u would never know they're in love#the romance doesn't exist outside of designated cutscenes. you can't choose to randomly flirt you must wait for The Cutscenes because#there's only one way to romance everybody. even dai was better with this imo even though the formula is similar#partly bc u can get to know everyone outside of exclusive cutscenes?? you can just approach them at anytime and get to know them?? and find#a chance to flirt?? and there's teeny tiny special romance-specific moments carved out. like the dance after halamshiral for example#and again people TALK about your romance. it's present in the narrative#bioware is so known for their romances but they dropped the ball hard here and i'm sooooooooo disappointed#and actually?? companions barely ever interject during main quests too?? or quests at all?? just as a side note#companions should be voicing their OPINIONSSSSS when i make choices????#davrin should have had so much to say during weisshaupt cutscenes. like what the fuck was that#and why wasn't there a one-on-one conversation discussing his mortality with him beforehand?? would have liked to see that??#relationship growth in this game is purely waiting for the next milestone and it feels so stale and lackluster and upsetting and ugh#the fact that giving your companions gifts strictly results in approval gain and one measly thank you is indicative of everything wrong#anyways.txt#jasmine plays datv#da4 spoilers
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i find it interesting how tommy says he's jealous of how close the 118 is now, but then when he gets even the smallest chance to be a part of that he just.. doesn't take it??
or even tries all that hard to understand it for that matter..
especially when it comes to buck
how he keeps calling him evan, even though it was the team using the name 'buck' that gave it it's meaning
how he first dismissed and then later joked about buck's relationship with bobby, even though the thing that makes the 118 special is the found family of it all
how he once again didn't stand up to gerrard, even though the foundation for the 118 was laid down when chim stood his ground and was by hen's side when she did the same
#which is why I'm also certain that it wasn't that tommy left before he could become a part of that dynamic#it's that he had to leave in order for them to become what they are now#there's a reason that him leaving is the last thing we see before buck comes and we start to see the beginnings of the 118 we know and love#and then eddie and ravi come to complete it#sort of like taking out the last trash bag if you will#911 abc#9-1-1#evan buckley#anti tommy kinard#eddie diaz#chimney han#hen wilson#bobby nash#ravi panikkar#buddie#anti bucktommy
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Seeing old MHA posts makes me a little nostalgic and sad...
Curse me for being too young for the Internet! I'll never forgive myself ( ꐦ•᷄ὤ•᷅)و
#EVERYDAY i yearn to have seen firsthand what the beginnings of the MHA fandom looked like#i was a fan yes but i wasn't online#i was 8 (T_T)#darn it!#so many things missed out on#ah well I'm here now#and there's still a lovely lovely group of people who love mha#though i do get really sad when i hear people speak of their 'mha phase'#often with embarrassment or regret#I love MHA! always have and always will#i often forget that it's just another show for the majority of people who also happen to watch it#( ´ㅁ` ; )#can't help it this always happens when i find a plethora of old MHA posts#one day I'll be nostalgic for this very day right now (๑¯◡¯๑)#and I'll still like MHA!#💬#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bnha#mha
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