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Reblog if you're a loser themlet. <3
#cw: transphobia#trans#enby#or maybe not enby actually.#im pretty sure this is enbyphobia though.#so uh#cw: enbyphobia
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As someone who is genderfae (microlabel under genderfluid), I have a lot of different experiences with gender.
I just wish someone told me sooner that it won't go like "today I'm a girl" "today I'm an enby" but more like ,,, "today I am a swamp witch" "today I am a feminine victorian vampire boy" "today I am a forest goblin collecting people's stares about my gender expression like shiny rocks on the ground" "today I'm an androgynous pirate lady"
Like,,, sure, are those real genders? I don't fucking now. If a cisgender person asked me what I identify as that day, would I answer like that? No, definitely not.
But to my genderqueer, trans and genderfluid friends; do you get me? I can't be alone with this, right?
#genderfluid#genderfae#gender expression#genderqueer#transgender#nonbinary#queer#questioning my gender yet again#gender crisis#gender#my gender soup has so many flavours you don't understand#i needed to explain to my friend that when i say i want to dress like the cutest victorian inspired goth vampire prince#it's not actually a male gender#like.. you would really think it is#but that is a very nonbiney gender somehow#don't ask me how#or maybe it does count as male?#but the femininest androgynous male you can think of#like cute pretty let me giggle like a little girl kinda feminine#i don't even know if half of these things make sense#“why don't you just say girl or enby”#because moon witch dark cottagecore female isn't the same#as go out in the sun and enjoy the breeze i command a ship androgynous pirate lady female#anyways
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Local man, his two boyfriends and his two girlfriends buy TRANS ICON BLÅHAJ
#flash travasso hoarding all the blahajs seems so right to me. like ofc he would.#enby flash real..#stop i just realised flash and pavitr and hari are dressed up in traffic colours???? oh my god#traffic light boys + comic accurate outfit girls#faceless hari shouldn't scare me but it does. why does he look like this. im sorry baby boy#pavitr is holding two. yes. he's trans didn't you know? he told me himself#they're all trans why lie actually.#i want a blahaj so bad...... maybe when i get enough money i shall finally bring him home..........#pavitr prabhakar#spider man india#spider man#meera jain#gayatri singh#flash travasso#hari oberoi#atsv#across the spiderverse#artoftheagni#mythic mumbattan au#how fuckin funny would it be if pavitr got a blahaj for his birthday lol hahahaa. for the birthday fic. that would be so funny. haha. 👁️#coffee bean gang
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Here, some Ryley sketches ft. Cuddlefish skritches, Peeper, Bladderfish, and This Is Ozzy From The Cafeteria What The Hell Guys!
i haven't drawn in quite some time but yknow its exam phase so :/ ofc my motivation comes back when I really should be doing something else like idk study? or somethin
#subnautica#ryley robinson#ozzy from the cafeteria#subnautica ozzy#digital art#subnautica fanart#artists on tumblr#yeah some parts are kinda fucked up but eh i still like this#this is actually my first time drawing ozzy and i hadn't really thought of a design for them so this is probably gonna be subject to change#haven't really gotten a grasp on them as a whole either like i used to think i knew but i've changed since then and also replayed the game#kinda thinking ozzy maybe would use neopronouns? like im headcanoning and projecting onto both of them#you could say ive hit them with the enby beam#also the aspec beam ngl#but yeah my characterisation isnt finalised yet#where was i going with this#anyway i AM really proud of that cuddlefish#cutest crusty ass motherfucker ever#sorry but trivalves or whatever theyre called just kinda dont compare? like for me#oh right! also kharaa pustules ryley! i wanted to make them glow green but i really wasn't feeling like colouring#and also it looked ass when i tried#ive written a bloody novel in the notes again#eh :P at this point this is just a proof its really me asdjakdnjlkaslafaiwdajdawijdlafnjgdn#RIGHT ozzy and ryley are in a qpr CHANGE MY FUCKING MIND WAIT U CANT#jk ur interpretation of these fictional chars with minimal information on them is valid! to each their own and all that
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*takes a deep breath* What if you were a fairy and you accidentally got caught in a drider's web while fleeing a bird and you're scared of the drider at first but then realize he's very nice and sweet and brings you tea and takes you in while your wings heal but then once they're healed you don't want to leave because you have a crush on the drider and there's an awkward moment where you both hem and haw about how there's really no reason for you to stay until someone finally says the reason to stay is that you're both so in love.
*passes out from lack of oxygen*
Could...that be a thing??
(Sketch with the bg layer turned off is under the cut)
#fnaf djmm#fnaf dj music man#dj music man#djmm#my art#i had actually intended to make the fairy more feminine than i usually draw my sona but somehow i made them more enby looking haha#or maybe that's just me? idk#oh well it's all good#they are still lovely and of course if i ever wrote anything the reader would be gender neutral#also dj doesn't have headphones just...headphone shaped floof and horns because why not#might actually color and fix this one up more later#djmm spiderfolk and fairy au
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OC Questionnaire! (Warden Edition as well)
Thanks to @dungeons-and-dragon-age for tagging me! I'm gonna do my Wardens as well since... like her, I don't wanna go on too long and... I really would go on too long if I did anything besides my wardens...
Even with just my wardens it's going to go for a while... so I apologize
This is my second time typing this all out-- so bear with me...
NAME: Rosal Surana
NICKNAME: Rose/Rosie? Not a lot of people actually use nicknames for her but those are an option.
GENDER: Female (she/they)
STAR SIGN: ((I don't know enough about Star Signs or Tarot cards so-- I'm just not going to answer these ones)
HEIGHT: Average for an elf
ORIENTATION: Biromantic Asexual
NATIONALITY/ETHNICITY: Ferelden! Born in Denerim to be specific but her mother was a Dalish elf.
FAVORITE FRUIT: Peaches
FAVORITE SEASON: Fall! When the air becomes crisp.
FAVORITE FLOWER: Lilies and Lilacs
FAVORITE SCENT: Floral scents remind her of her mother, Firewood, Old parchment, new books, charcoal
COFFEE, TEA, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Hot Chocolate or Chai with honey
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: Depends on if she has a new book she's trying to read... But usually like... 5? 5 hours sounds right...
DOGS OR CATS: Both!
DREAM TRIP: A historical trip around different places she's read about!
NUMBER OF BLANKETS: One really thick and fuzzy one.
RANDOM FACT: She can not do healing magic to save her life and yet that won't stop her from trying. That's how she got those scars, trying to heal herself in the fight going up the Tower of Ishal but just making it scar over really badly. But hey, at least it stopped bleeding.
NAME: Lannaris Mahariel
NICKNAME: Lan or Lanna
GENDER: Female (she/her)
HEIGHT: On the shorter side for an elf which makes her pretty short compared to humans.
ORIENTATION: Gay. Lesbian. Women.
NATIONALITY/ETHNICITY: Dalish!
FAVORITE FRUIT: Plums or Blackberries
FAVORITE SEASON: Spring or Summer (before it gets to hot)
FAVORITE FLOWER: Geranium
FAVORITE SCENT: Woodsy, right after rain,
COFFEE, TEA, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Herbal tea
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 6. Schedules are important to her.
DOGS OR CATS: Cats, she's actually scared of dogs (which is why she never went to the kennel in Ostagar's camp)
DREAM TRIP: The Arbor Wilds, just to see the trees...
NUMBER OF BLANKETS: 1-2
RANDOM FACT: Her dream house would be a really cool treehouse. She'd love to live there with Leliana 3 cats and 6 nugs far away from other people... Just them and the forest.
NAME: Fen'nas Mahariel
NICKNAME: Fen!
GENDER: Male (he/they)
HEIGHT: Tall for an elf, around Morrigan's height
ORIENTATION: Bisexual
NATIONALITY/ETHNICITY: Dalish! Was born in the Hinterlands
FAVORITE FRUIT: Berries! Favorite is probably blueberries or raspberries.
FAVORITE SEASON: Spring! He loves the flowers
FAVORITE FLOWER: He loves them all! Though loves Honeysuckle.
FAVORITE SCENT: Floral, Cedar and stronger scented herbs like rosemary and basil.
COFFEE, TEA, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Chai for sure.
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: You guys count? (probably like... 8-9, honestly he probably sleeps in a lot later than he should and stays up later than he should too)
DOGS OR CATS: Either! Doesn't have too much of opinion.
DREAM TRIP: Anywhere with Morrigan <3
NUMBER OF BLANKETS: 1
RANDOM FACT: He loves halla. He was really hoping that he'd one day get to be a caretaker for them. He loved to feed them and brush them whenever he wasn't off hunting or patrolling for the clan.
NAME: Alana Cousland
NICKNAME: Pup (her father is the only one allowed to call her that though) Rose (Alistair only)
GENDER: Female (she/her)
HEIGHT: Average?
ORIENTATION: Demi
NATIONALITY/ETHNICITY: Ferelden!
FAVORITE FRUIT: Oranges and Pears (not together... just... depending on her mood??? or what's in season?)
FAVORITE SEASON: Summer
FAVORITE FLOWER: Doesn't think much of flowers, honestly.
FAVORITE SCENT: Stables and gardens. Which I guess is to say manure but that doesn't sound like a good scent even though that's what it is... Earthy smells like that.
COFFEE, TEA, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Coffee... with a lot of sugar and cream.
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 6
DOGS OR CATS: Dogs. 100% Man's best friend.
DREAM TRIP: Adventure off somewhere, anywhere. It doesn't matter... just away from Ferelden.
NUMBER OF BLANKETS: 3-4
RANDOM FACT: She would actively scare away suitors, much to her Mother's chagrin... She would be purposefully blunt and rude in social situations and tease people relentlessly until they left her alone. She used to see being married off as the most torturous future possible. She also dislikes dresses. And probably wears pants around the castle to everyone's horror.
NAME: Solan Aeducan
NICKNAME: Sol, Nug
GENDER: Female (they/she)
HEIGHT: Short? Considering she's a dwarf? But probably a normal height for them.
ORIENTATION: LESBIAN.
NATIONALITY/ETHNICITY: Orzammarian
FAVORITE FRUIT: Strawberries
FAVORITE SEASON: Any of them but Winter. She HATES the cold.
FAVORITE FLOWER: Orchid, though she's come to love most flowers, she didn't know there was quite so many of them just growing everywhere you looked.
FAVORITE SCENT: Steel, Fire, the smell of home, but also the smell of a clear night, and the expensive perfumes Leliana wears
COFFEE, TEA, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Coffee. Black.
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 5 but she doesn't need that much.
DOGS OR CATS: Dogs
DREAM TRIP: The Deep Roads, she always dreamed of going deep and finding a new Thaig, finding long forgotten treasures and gold and being an adventurer finding lost places down in the deep.
NUMBER OF BLANKETS: All of them. Why is it so sodding cold on the surface??
RANDOM FACT: She loves the stars. It took a little bit to adjust but the stars were likely the first things she found truly beautiful about the surface after being cast out of her home. She loves finding constellations and learning the stories of them. She feels more connected to them than she ever did the Stone, though she would never admit it... except to Leli
NAME: Iris Tabris
NICKNAME: Petal, Little Flower
GENDER: Female (she/her) ((look at all this variety I have right?))
HEIGHT: Tall for an elf, average for a human
ORIENTATION: Asexual
NATIONALITY/ETHNICITY: Ferelden Alienage elf!
FAVORITE FRUIT: Grapes, sweet ones
FAVORITE SEASON: Spring
FAVORITE FLOWER: Iris, it was her mother's favorite, which is why she was named after it.
FAVORITE SCENT: Floral scents, smell of fresh baked bread, cinnamon
COFFEE, TEA, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Hot Chocolate with lots of whipped cream
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 7-8. Sleep is important.
DOGS OR CATS: Cats, generally dislikes dogs though her mabari hound is a very strong exception.
DREAM TRIP: To big cities in other countries, like in Orlais or Antiva... She would love to see what their architecture looks like.
NUMBER OF BLANKETS: 1, but only if it's very soft.
RANDOM FACT: Iris is really sensitive to textures and physical touch. It makes finding outfits a little difficult for her, considering Ferelden (probably) doesn't have a lot of great options in the way of textures, but because of that she got pretty good at making alterations to outfits. She is generally touch averse, though with permission, which Alistair is sure to always ask for, she's usually fine.
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#and that's that!!#gosh... i can't believe i typed that all again#thankfully i remembered most of what i typed#i hope it's generally the same#maybe with improvements rather than information lost...#thanks again laya for tagging me! This was really fun!#I love things that make me ask questions about my mcs#might do this with my hawkes and inquistors next#those ones have a bit more variety in gender i feel like...#at least there is a couple more dudes and like... two enbies#also... why was the fruit question like... the hardest one for me???#my mind would just immediately go blank#like... what do you mean there is different fruits besides apple??? I can't remember any of them#got my mom to list off a bunch of them which helped#anyways#these tags are getting ridiculous#let's do the actual tagging that i need:#dragon age origins#wardens#oc quistionnairre#rosal surana#lannaris mahariel#fen'nas mahariel#alana cousland#solan aeducan#iris tabris#what a way to start the year!
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for how hyperfixated i am on undertale aus i am so so severely out of the loop for pretty much anything outside of my own business rn but i guess the creator of underv/erse like. resigned from the fandom or something and i'm just lookin at their twitter post and seeing very outspoken undertale twitter-only mutuals saying they're gonna miss em like. damn folks really did just decide that misgendering is ok i guess
#like just from a surface-level look through i'll say it sucks that they were caught up in the camila cuevas stuff#but then they said “and people call me horrible things like transphobic because i made frisk and chara males 😔”#and then they dont even say anything else about all that they just kinda leave it there#and again maybe this is me being out of touch but i mean like . yeah#yeah that is transphobic actually#weirdest part is seeing ppl talk about camila's transphobia and then those same people are like “xtale and underverse are so cool tho”#only reason i saw it was someone crossing my timeline saying underverse carried the fandom on its back for years#1. no tf it didnt??? 2. im gonna kill you#idk it was vindicating when i saw other folks finally start hating on glitchtale#but its stuff like this + purely shitting on the art style that makes me realize they never actually understood what the problem was#people will always overlook bigotry as long as it's subtle enough to still like whatever it's a part of#until something comes out that's concretely bad and then the whole thing has sucked the entire time actually#so in this case its totally ok if the enby characters become cis men and no one else because at least the creator isn't a predator i guess#oh wait my bad they changed someone else's gender too. yeah they made mad mew mew nonbinary instead of a trans woman right ok#tl;dr there is a reason i dont care for that side of the au cesspit lmao ppl are annoying as fuck
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Sometimes I really worry that my only personality trait is being queer
#maybe I base too much of myself around being enby and gay#like idk if I actually have a personality anymore tbh#I feel like just some boring guy (gn)#idk im just having an early morning existential crisis like I don’t really know who I am y know
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My neurospicy ass is only just understanding "does not want to be perceived" through the realization of doing the furry thing of avoiding having a photo as a user image...
Not a furry, but never feeling particularly humanoid.
#i'm an owl in a flesh prison#actually a parliament of owls#maybe 3 kobolds in a trenchcoat#sometimes a dungeon slime#identity#neurospicy#nonbinary#enby#perception
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gonna be honest I see anyone talking about this "my gender is more complicated than yours" shit as someone who genuinely cannot comprehend that other people that don't share certain traits with them can still in fact have rich interior lives. as an agender trans woman who uses she/her I've never had anyone say it to me who wasn't (usually unknowingly) transmisogynistic
see but im not talking about "rich interior lives" and the assumption that i am is exactly what im talking about. i am talking about the actual physical way that reality treats and percieves me in comparison to the way it treats and percieves you. saying my gender is "more complex" means to me that i am physically incapable of existing in a strictly binary world and that there is no thing i can pass as bc "binary man" and "binary woman" are both incorrect for me. and the Cisiety in question does not allow androgyny to exist - it is exclusively the timeframe people have to decide whether they think you are a cisman or a ciswoman, or a failure and a freak. i dont subscribe to that "binary privilege" shit, thats not how privilege works. but there are differences in the ways both you and i can navigate this strictly binary Cisiety!!! and those differences deserve to be named, imo
like. again. i dont have to comfort you about your own internal sense of gender before youll listen to me about my experiences in the real world as genderqueer. as a different sort of transsexual than you.
(and bc i Know what binary ppl love to say: i know not everyone is 'capable of passing'. what i am talking about specifically is the difference between being unable to pass as a cis woman or a cis man vs being unable to pass bc what i am does not exist AT ALL in a binary society, and both of those things are incorrect ans unattainable.)
(anyways if that language is too imperfect for you thats like fine but. its just confusing to me, i dont get why its hard to understand what we are talking about here. our experiences w our nonbinary genders are completely different! why do i have to discuss them like theyre the same?)
#do you consider yourself transfem first or agender first on an internal level?#do you feel like you are predominantly treated as a trans woman in your day to day? does that hurt the part of you that is agender?#< not trying to grill u or anything im genuinely curious#ive had similar convos w my transmasc and transfem nonbinary friends as well as like. my gnc binary trans friends#i am just curious bc. like i said 'binary' isnt a bad thing to be and frankly since u identify urself as agender ur not really the target a#dience here anyways?#the idea that theres no such thing as a binary trans person just#fundamentally misunderstands the extremely broad swathe of nonbinary experiences and treatments#my passing transmasc enby friends dont particularly feel touched by transphobia unless theyre clocked or unless our areas laws changed#but some DO feel like they r effected by exorsexism on a day to day by being assumed to be binary men and having the other parts of their i#entities erased#while others are completely comfortable being percieved as strictly men and moving through life strictly as men#which is sounds like. i would guess youd have a similar position since u exclusively use she/her?#like.. it sounds to me like your 'rich interior life' doesnt really have an outward effect on the way people percieve and treat you and the#way you react to it which is very different from my experience#binary doesnt mean your gender is 'simple' it just means that you are comfortable within a binary system even of you dont personally identi#y with it. and maybe this is a case of 'political identity vs personal identity'??#and all of this is FINE its just. literally every time i talk about my own unique positioning my transandrogyny or whatever gives me#people crawl out of the woodwork to tell me my experiences are not actually unique#do u see what my issue is? my own trans experiences are erased bc other people 'disagree' with . what. my perspective as an 'unaligned' enb#? when its like. literally none of us are gonna have the same needs or experiences as trans people#and if 'binary' works to show that you are fine and comfortable being percieved exclusively as a woman#and 'nonbinary' works to show i am not#i dont really see what the issue w using the word 'binary' is#like i said. its not a slur. its not a bad thing to be.#and tbh i think this insistence that 'unaligned' nonbinary ppls perspectives arent actually unique to binary or 'aligned' nonbinary ppls is#directly contributing to like. lateral bigotry coming from said 'unaligned' enbies. like if u put urself in my shoes for a second and u gre#up being constantly told you were either a cis invader who didnt actually have any trans experiences and that only people who want to 'full#transition' were REAL transsexuals then. youd be kinda jaded too right? and im sure you ARE kinda jaded lol.#anyways. sorry for rambling at you i dont have any more tags left lol
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ngl the worst thing about the xenoblade fandom (which I think is the root cause of a lot of other issues) is that it’s mostly on twitter. I have to subject myself to twitter for any real consistent fan talk or content. legit there's always some new stupid topic of argument ive noticed in the past few weeks on there and its all very silly and frustrating and what im saying is everyone should move to Tumblr. please. for me.
#siren says#the other root problem in the fandom is that as of 2 there's just a lot of fans who are clearly there for sexy anime lady reasons. and that#in turn bleeds into certain peoples perception of those characters as mostly sex symbols and attracts a lot of...certain kinds of#individuals. specifically ones who dont really understand what fandoms basic principals are. the amount of times ive seen someone going "um#but thats not canon or some comment along those lines is so stupidly high. and I thought it was just homophobia and certainly part of it is#but I also saw it on a fucking glimmer/nikol art??? like. neither of them have any other love interests and its a perfectly cute if cliche#pairing and you STILL have people being contrarian? I think a lot of these gamer bro types just dont understand basic fandom guidelines ngl#and idk I also feel kind of alienated from other queer fans bc I kind of like some of the ships most of them hate and I felt like if I ever#tried to reach out it would just be awkward idk. at least the people I see on tw who I think are very cool writers or artists or whatever#xenoblade really should be bigger on here Tumblr goes on and on about the romanticization of cannibalism and weird divine imagery#and machines that are also alive and maybe even angels and im like. BOY HOWDY DO I HAVE A SERIES FOR YOU#including saga and gears btw ESPECIALLY them actually. tumblr would love A's gender fuckery I just know it but A is stuck to mostly being#known by twitter a cruel fate for an enby if I ever saw one. free A :(((((#actually I just need to get a bunch of Aros into xenoblade they'd understand me then :3 understand me and my nontraditional relationship hcs#xenoblade#putting this in the main tags o7 pray for me
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really cool and exciting for me to have a relationship crisis triggering yet another sexuality crisis
#atm heteroflexible/bi-curious seems to be where I’m sitting at#at least in the abstract#probably still somewhere on the ace spectrum but god knows where at this point#all I know is I find masculinity in all genders attractive#many men and Very specific women make me Lose My Mind#*and enbies#and I mean lose my mind as in like: I am magnetically drawn to you. I will stare at you. maybe kiss you. beyond that? eh we’ll see#but any fantasizing is always divorced from an actual irl person…#and yet I Cannot stop thinking about sleeping with a woman. just to like. try it#as like an intellectual exercise#but it’s not a specific woman just a faceless Woman#but I also literally don’t want anyone else besides my partner romantically…#meanwhile my partner is like: I can see you dating a woman if we break home#*break up#homie what do you MEAN. WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN SEE THAT#someone help me for the love of GOD#shut up keri#sorry y’all tumblr is basically my journal now#you get all the Weird Thoughts
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This doesn't really mean anything in terms of concrete effects/specific legal protections for trans and enby people in Dane County (where I live). It's more like a rainbow capitalism thing, except instead of acquiring dollars they're scoring political points.
But When I Was (some of) Your Ages, this could never have happened, I'm pretty sure not even in the liberal hotbed of Madison. The benefit of publicly supporting enby/trans people can now outweigh the cost of offending transphobes. And I just think that's neat.
There is still some light out there. 💛🤍💜🖤
#ineffablefool original post#not good omens#trans#non-binary#non binary#enby#pretty colored tag for one of those maybe?#AH there it is#but yes anyway#being a 'sanctuary' locale already meant something in the US political sense#and it is something which actually involves concrete actions#so really I feel like they should have used a different term here#but sadly they did not ask me
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gabbo
#outer wilds#gabbro outer wilds#they have enby swag...#1CE AGAIN failing 2 use my tablet bcs ai couldnt be bothered 2 retrieve it LAWL#there were fingers involved often tho so it doesnt count as mouse art *.*#art#gabbo#<ai think thats a good tag 4 them LAWL#ai love gabbro IDK even y ai think its bcs their your buddy ^.^#aslo their SOOO gender#the animal moment#BTW the wierd bg texture is this brush ai made & then never used XD#ai ended up likeing it used liek that ^.^ so ai think all use it again#takeing a HORRIFFIC bet spelling all my i s with a s & then putting art in the same tags...#then again MAYBE ppl could end up in trouble with mobius 4 putting gabbro in a dataset so they MITE be safe#ai ended up babbling abt this a TON but their wasnt actually much thought behind it...#juzt gabbo with nonbinary flag palette ^.^#oiter woiter#umm ai THINK thats everything . send post#...DID I SRSLY SAY THAT TWICE LAWL#new catcrazies s midnight tag... XD#um send post 4 real naow . gabbo
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heres hoping tomorrow i feel normaller lol. i had a good day today but my stomach was hurting the entire time from anxiety + periodic like heart pounding ahhhh like can you be quiet in there please im literally just trying to live my life...
#^ Guy whos acting like this has nothing to do with certain oysters he may be working with#<------ Word for enby not for actual real oysters but it is seafood week so maybe. i dont have a crush on that kind of oyster though#ray.txt
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To me the non-op trans experience is. Designing a bg3 player character with the opposite sex characteristics than you were born with and then feeling guilty the whole time
#me afab enby creating an amab enby and describing their gender literally exactly the same as I feel mine: this is fetishising and I'm evil#but tbh I feel shit playing as a girl too lol. the trans experience is feeling guilt no matter what your fantasy self-insert looks like#but I also play with boy bod in like every game. maybe after living my whole life with girl bits I want a lil escapism okay#my terraria and stardew avatars are just like 8 pixels but they are 8 boy pixels to me.#is this trans. is this binary trans behaviour#I dont think I really want boy face I just sometimes want to be taller and also not like. inherently objectified all the time by everyone#how much of being afab is actual transness and how much is just being fed up with misogyny. age old question never been solved#this post has gotten off track I'm not tagging it. for the 2 people who actually interact w my posts
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