#or maybe im just bad at it LMAOOOO
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i am going to detroit: become insane i mean neurodivergent
#dog turns out writing lesson plans takes a long fucking time#or maybe im just bad at it LMAOOOO#ok i only have 1 more to write and im gonna do that one tomorrow#and thenim DONE with this class#this profesor dog he scares me so much#hes got such high standards but like dog this was my first time ever writing a lesson plan#please be niceys to me
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gymnast kaito x sharpshooter shinichi meet-cute in the olympics au
#kaishin#i can already hear my brain going BUT SOCCER PLAYER SHINICHI RAAAAAAHHHHH#but shapshooter shinichi tho cmoooon CMOOONN#yall have seen the olympic athletes yall have seen the flavor#i saw yeji and yusuf and im like OKAY SHINICHI SHARPSHOOTER#also gymnast kaito this is canon in my brain idc#i would love to see kaito's floor routine like pleaaaaaseeee#also that one epke zonderland london 2012 high bar routine but make it kuroba fucking kaito RAAAAHHH#also also in my mind shinichi would only wear glasses and he'd affectionately call it 'conan'#idk a whole lot about the olympics and either sports so im not confident enough to make hcs#thats why im just yapping here LOL#might binge watch some olympics related videos and articles later idk#yell some hcs for this au at me I'd love to know!!!!!!#dc prattles#ALSO FUN IF KAITO GREW UP IN PARIS AND HE'S REPRESENTING FRANCE WHEWWWW#but it's also fun if kaishin are both team jp and theyret meeting for the first time yippeeee#akai would be shinichi's coach maybe 🤔#also i looked it ip and apparently karate was removed from the official olympic games FUCK but WE DONT CARE BECAUSE#OLYMPIC ATHLETE BESTIES SONOSHINRAN MY BELOVED I WILL FIGHT FOR YOU#anyway sonoko in gymnastics ran in karate and sharpshooter shinichi WOW WOW WAIT MY BRAIN HAVING A MASSIVE ROT RIGHT NOW#oh you just know sonoko does all those tiktoks with a shy but excited ran and completely forced to participate shinichi LMAO#kaishin meet through sonoko ofc 👀👀👀#sonoko and kaito are besties too and are familiar with each other for both being in the gymnastics scene#anyway kaito and shinichi meet and kiss and fall in love#ALSO SHINICHI THIRSTING OVER KAITO'S MUSCLES LMAOOOO#AND KAITO THIRSTING OVER A FULLY CLOTHED SHINICHI POISED FOR A SHOT LIKEEEE#oh they wanna makeout real bad i fear#ALSO KAITO IS THAT ONE ATHLETE WHO KEEPS STEALING THE CHOCOLATE MUFFINS IN THE OLYMPIC VILLAGE LMFAOOOO#the tiktoks of that guy was so funny lol i just know kaito would do the same#you know what maybe I should've just typed this on the post and not on the tags but it's too late now LMAO i want more of them tho omg 😳
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is it bad that i’m in my kipperlily era and i kinda want the bad kids to fail something for the drama
#like im not praying for their downfall but like i think it would be spicy if one of them were to die#idk maybe im just wild for this lmaoooo#dimension 20#d20#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#the bad kids
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not going to lie i do find it quite upsetting that so many ppl think that animals that arent immediately relatable to humans are completely incapable of thought or feeling. and thats the only thing that matters when it comes to animal rights arguments a lot of the time
#like the take of ohhhh Well this animal is smart and shows emotions!!! it might even be smarter than humans!!!#as if that matters literally at all#like the argument abt fish or hamsters or w/e being stupid (wrong) so it doesnt matterrrrr if they dont get cared for properly#as if its ever ok to mistreat animals.#in general the idea around smaller or less relatable animals being worth less is super frustrating#like if u post abt microwaving ur hamster when u were 6 everyones like ‘lmaoooo i did the same thing’#but if u posted that abt a dog….? The Gallows#we shouldnt have to care abt mistreatment of animals bc theyre cute or funny or smart#i just watched blackfish again and it annoyed me how much ppl were arguing abt the orcas being so smart and emotional etc#which is true. but thats just smth that makes their captivity harder. u jnow. like if they were simple and had simple needs it would still#be wrong if they werent met#its just such a huge issue bc of how hard the needs are to meet in captivity#same as like. bears and shit. you physically cannot give them enough territory to stop them going insane#ik theres ppl who believe All captivity is wrong#like my strpmum is one who believes nobody should own Any pet#which is. Imo a stupid argument and not at all sustainable. ppl need companions thats why weve had dogs and cats for thousnads of years#but also they are such successful pets bc their needs are so easy to meet!!!!!#its this misconception that fish or rodents are Easy Beginners pets… in reality they are 100x harder. but their lives are worth less to ppl#bc they dont show love the same way#well. anyways im not very good at expressing my thoughts abt serious stuff#but its smth that rlly upsets me#its frustrating too bc ppl either dgaf abt animals aside from Maybe the cute ones or r too extreme in advocating for the freedom of animals#like u can absolutely give indoor cats proper enrichment. its just slightly more effort#and its not as simple as just. emptyinb out the zoos. READ ABT KEIKO!!!!!#i feel its a very interesting topic. but ppl r very b/w on it#idk i feel the majority of ppl know so little abt animals its like. impossible to get thru#like ok cool u think zoos r bad bc the lions get saddddd. but u also think snakes and bugs and rodents are nothing but disease spreaders#and cant also have complex lives#Tsk. Whateevr
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bsd ch106 but its dazai using the security computers to pull up his 12 google docs, 7 power point presentations and his 27 confession drafts for chuuya, all bc fyodor said that their bond is shallow
#just straight up 20 pages of this madness#the only thing that can beat dazais obsession with chuuya is maybe his obsession with oda h#fyodor gets straped to a chair like listen here u wet filthy RAT -#lmaoooo im cackling at the mental images in my head#bsd#skk#chuuya my love#bsd 105.5#down bad dazai has a special place in my heart bc same
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the way my opinions on one piece doesn't really have any substance because i watched it since i was a kid and i refuse to deep dive into anything else other than the overall plot / theme / lore / character writing
#is that a bad thing? maybe#depictions of characters never really bothers me because ik for a fact that as long as one piece's heart and core theme is there#i would still love it#i love art and im an artist but i know that if one piece was a book with no visuals id still eat it up#let go of any preconceived notions of how the characters look and be free: and by that i mean draw everyone however you want lmaoooo#tldr just leave people alone with what theyre comfy with (in the context of the media they choose to consume)#there are way worse enemies in the real world to care about stuff like this#rambles#one piece
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crawls in here like a little bug. i need to scream abt random scv things dont mind me im gonna just shove my face into the tags and shriek into the void
#cell mumbles#//help i tried to do a legendary souls run in the emulator and got my ass absolutely handed to me immediately by kilik#//IVE FORGOR HOW TO DO EVERYTHING SOBBING PROFUSELY#//im so bad now LMAOOOO... at least before I was able to complete the entire thing (even if it took 90+ minutes)#//but now......................... agony and suffering#//kil(ik if i (playing pyrrha) look at u with my big ol puppy eyes will you let me 3(3)B you off the raft 3 rounds in a row pretty pleaseee#//for me? the little silly? pwetty pwetty pweeeease? im just a little guy! a silly little girlie! a little baby birdie!#//you wouldnt wanna hurt a little birdie would u kil(ik? /silly#//in better news I did an arcade speedrun on my xbox; got 2'19"330 and submitted it pending review#//could u guys imagine it? the ceo of pyrrha? having the pyrrha category arcade world record?#//i can see it now... THE babygirl connoisseur /very big silly#//thooooough the time is very much beatable bc I made many-a-mistake x_x|||#//i feel like matching the general wr time is possible if you had perfect opponent + ai rng#//like. get ae/on; yoshi; zw/ei; then sieg/fried as the randomized opponents; then have them cooperate and get hit by the 3(3)B first try.#//then speed thru beating the shit out of ti/ra and night/mare; maybe even get successful ro's on the latter#//and boom#//like. i dont think u can BEAT the current wr with pyrrha per se bc like. those runs were WILD. but i feel like u could get very close!!#//u just have to get veeeeery lucky#//OH YEAH ALSO I MADE A BUNCH OF CUSTOMS OF PYRRHA AND IMMA DRAW THEM AT SOME POINT#//i already drew 2 and will do more#//can u guys tell im normal :]
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every day i spend so much time thinking about Gale, truly brain rot levels of pondering over him and his story, and then i load up bg3 and look at my companions, one of whom is Gale, and go 😍 Astarion 😍 so all this to say, i think the video game is cockblocking Gale
#damien.txt#me from the moment i wake up until i get back from class/work: i wonder if gale would do x. he's so lame & babygirl. im in love with him#me logging on to my computer & opening bg3: ASTARION!! IM HOME!!! kiss me immediately.#lmaoooo im just so down bad for astarion unfortunately. but also. gale as a character is living rent free in my mind#i do want to do his romance route though. trying to decide if i should do wizard(gale)/wizard(me) for that good good academic competition#or wizard(gale)/sorcerer(me) for the lowkey enemies to lovers type beat#or maybe cleric bc idk ive been wanting to play cleric#im saying this like i dont actively have like 3 different characters currently running!! i need to finish those first!!#bg3
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Sorry for being really slow with like. everything art related guys I have been going through it so bad
#Im so emotionally and physically burnt out rn i physically can't even talk to my friends without feeling like my heads abt to explode#this is mostly for the people commissioning me rn I can't get anything good out atm#I'm working on them but bear with me for a day or so#so im gonna. mental health break. Im seeing my dad tomorrow and saturday he's getting me out of the house so maybe I'll be back to normal#my mums bf put up cameras that alert his phone when someone moves outside and it just kicked my anxiety up so bad I literally can't handle#the idea of leaving the house and him seeing it on the camera and making a comment lmaoooo#I gotta. get over that but he makes fun of me all the time anyway (in a joking way im just sensitive) so I just expect it#and bc of that I can't leave my house more so than normal#I need to see a doctor abt my anxiety like. bad. but Im too scared of going and wasting their time since the NHS is already strained#which. also comes from my anxiety lol#its BADDDD its so bad I shouldn't be scared to go outside#I do try and force myself and its never that bad but I disassociate the whole time and I feel like im not making any progress really#anyway sorry for turning into a little vent LMAO oopsie..#all this to say I'm very eepy and just need a second to get back on track#.txt
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you are a sweetheart and you see good in almost all pairings i guess, but your soft spot is by whom? Sorry I can't contain my curiosity
asking me this after i giffed that oscar/alex interview... making me toe a line, nonsie!
that being said, you can pry lestappen from my cold dead hands. and even then good luck.
#thoughts in the tags bc i have the self control of a bunny on zoomies#its stockholm syndrome#i could be perfectly happy w/o the agenda but so many brainworms lost to the cause....#its like#im not letting them Die in Vain !#anon my beloved#xiao: asks#asks: mv1.cl16#and you're spot on i do love so many pairings!!!#compelled by fucking george/lance after reading one absolutely beautiful fic and i think abt that piece of writing Every Day#and you're so polite dear 💛#but yeah lately i just haven’t been Feeling the whole Lestappen sm outside of wifey dms#like austria put me on a High fo shaw!!#but i am Sooo easily turned off of them or diverted by like the Smallest fucking thing from any other pairing/three-way#consequence of the churning industry plant maybe ?? 🤷#but yeah Ig they will always be my first f1 rpf love 💞— WAIT NO LMAOOOO THATS CARLANDO LOLLLLLOLOLL#well my first f1 rpf love in ALLL it’s forms writing giffing eating shoes editing etc etc hehe#and i do sometimes often like other pairings more but . i see one (1) photo of them together and im 📉📉📉#down Bad#think i just convinced myself off lestappen just by waffling in the tags LMAOOOOOOOO#nawr Jk show me One gifset of them and im lost Again hehe#anyway if anyones into mctwinks or 3344 then hmu bc i will throw up w/ u . on u. by u . and they could Deffo rival lestappen in my heart#oh or apparently oscar/alex now too 😁👍
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the festival was so much fun
#personal#got to hang out all day with Friend and catch up!!#ran into my boss and my manager and they were both happy to see me#which is just incredibly jarring but very nice#saw coworker but he did not see me lmaoooo#got a little burnt on my shoulders despite absolutely lathering myself in sunscreen#but thats the only place and its not bad so im not too worried#listened to some fuckin awesome music#ate some delish food#pet a snake???? she was really cute#didnt get to see manager perform bc his set started at 11 and as i told him (as a joke but turned out to be real) it was past my bedtime#we started yawning at 9 and i was like rip sorry my guy i cant make it another 2.5hrs#maybe ill go back tomorrow but idk
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i am so fucked up over jkk
#i cant do it anymore#added to the No Go Zone with tokrev csm and aot#which sucks so bad bc i adore the characters#but the heartbreak is so deep#maybe im just sad bc its 6am#maybe its just my fragile mental health#it is actually so fragile atm LMAOOOO some of the posts on my dash are making me want to block people 💀#shut up leese#tw vent
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holy shit i just found out about https://covidmeetups.com im gonna fucking cry
#too bad im in final season and need to focus but fuck#i can find other high risk people in my city#maybe try to create that bubble ive been daydreaming about for more than a year#of people who are careful and safe#i want to drop all my finals and just hit up literally everyone lmaoooo#like PLEASE#i need to HANG OUT WITH NEW PEOPLE
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god i still couldnt watch final destination tbh
#toy txt post#i remember walking in to my mom and her friend watching one of the paranormal activity movies? and being like#well this isnt that bad yall are just screaming everytime the camera moves at all which is frankly more startling than the movie#and i was like oh maybe i could watch horror actually#and then i think i watched either an entire ir at least part of a final destination movie and that specifically. bad for my brain lmao#im STILL haunted by that god fuck i will NEVER get lasik fuck that#idc how unrealistic or not actually scary it doesnt matter u see cos similar to the spn mirror episode#it was really scary in a way that imprinted itself on my little teenage brain so even if it is objectively Not That Scary.#what i remember it being is scary even if that memory is proven to be embellished. its like. well. we already thought up the scary image#lets just be scared anyway just in case lmaoooo#brains can be so fascinatingly stupid#anyway its good i never watch more of those movies than i already did tbh bc i could drive myself bananas with that content#i do find it interesting finding out which like horror tropes or types or whatever i Cannot deal with and whatever final destination has#going on is one of them i think cos i also couldnt deal w the fate ep of spn very well which had a similar vibe#of like. freak accidents that no amount of being careful couldve prevented or smth. idk#like in that log pic below this one#yea the logs cant hit u dead on now but like there could still be a freak shit to happen that could lead to the logs killing u
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#my brother cornering me about how miserable my mother is since we no longer talk#once again sending someone be the adult for her cause she never learned to communicate and as always makes herself the victim#like im very happy for you she treated you different than my sister and i but that’s why you don’t get to tell me what to do about it#it just feels so unfair#like SHE treated me poorly my whole life SHE kicked me out#and now that it’s been months and im starting to free myself from her abuse im the bad one ????#because i didn’t even say thank u to her sending me chocolates lmaoooo#like that’s enough#yes it’s tough but maybe i have to completely cut the pain away#without feeling guilty about it
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i am fighting and clawing my way out of this depressive low i swear to god !!!
#rewiring my brain or smth idk. im figuring stuff out to get more productive man. im making this shit happen#and by that i mean whenever i have a breakdown and feel like not doing everything i completely reorganize all my files and then start workin#again LMAOOOO ive done this three times. today was the hardest but i took a couple hour drive with my dad first before coming back to it#so from now ill probably force myself to go on a walk if it gets bad again.#at least im beginning to realize that im not necessarily a chronic procrastinator. i just needed to figure out strategies around doing what#needs to be done.#that two week period between when i was hypomanic and now was rlly good cause i was normal and still working well. proud of realizing that#i feel like i keep up this mentality man maybe things will get better. even if my brain tells me otherwise
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