#or maybe i'm projecting
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thinks so incredibly hard about the implication of these combined. the morgana described here wouldn't be anything but an abusive parent (which is nothing new for descendants characters) + morgie's desperation to please uliana who is also a powerful dark sorceress just screams abuse victim who knows he'll never gain his mothers approval and seeks it through similar surrogates instead. maybe if he obtains uliana's approval he will be able to rest.
to which i just flop on the ground thinking about the deleted mid credits scene in which he obtains the spellbook because it implies that in this new timeline, without uliana to seek approval from, morgie chose not to go through with it when on his own.
#tw abuse#descendants#morgie le fay#or maybe i'm projecting#me? projecting on an estp 7w8 with mummy issues? it's more likely than you think
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Keep seeing stuff about people being fed up with the idea that Sirius is whiny or cries at the smallest inconvenience, which yes I agree that's very incorrect.
But you know who might be crying at any slight inconvenience???
My overwhelmed, stressed out, tired, in pain, cranky, anxious, keeps-everything-to-himself, friendly neighborhood werewolf!!
Like as a tired, in pain, overwhelmed, anxious girly myself, who ALSO keeps everything under lock and key (tries to!), sometimes I just be cryin
101 horrific things could happen to me in a week, and I'm fine! I'm so cool I'm so fine!! I'm a fortress I'm an island!!
And then my car is almost on empty while I'm running late to work and boom, I'm sobbing and clutching my chest trying to breathe
Like I'm not saying that Remus is a cry baby, and I definitely could see him developing a coldness between graduating and POA (the death of all your friends & the werewolf discrimination will do that to you!)
But I like to think that while Remus still had the comfort of a solid group of friends, he was definitely a "this essay is so bad" crier
Or a "my sweater is too tight at the worst possible moment and now I'm sweating and can't breathe while trying to take it off" crier (not from experience... 👀)
And like it's not about the small inconvenience, it's 100% about the 101 other horrible things going on that haven't stopped making the rounds in his mind.
But the inconvenience is the straw that broke the camel's back, and it's easier to let your friends comfort you over not understanding potions than it is to watch them try to comfort you over something they'll never understand.
Anyway, that's my talk lol
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Sometimes it feels like Astro Boy/Atom's and Tenma's relationship is an allegory for dealing with a transphobic, emotionally abusive parent. Who already has an exact idea of what you should be, and you feel like you can't escape it but u have to survive and find yourself.
It's also a disability metaphor where you live in a world that isn't built for you, and you have to be a certain way but you just physically can't. Everyone is taking advantage of you or treating you like a threat, a spectacle or burden. Your worth is tied to how useful you are to others. Your parent/caretaker wishes you could just be normal and always feels like you're always doing something wrong
#astro boy#tetsuwan atom#mighty atom#atom#my edits#i know it's a racial allegory but i felt like it works for those too#or maybe I'm projecting#sorry
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Ethan moodboard with DnD, Nature and Outer Space inspo!
☼︎ rq'd by @askhatchetfieldhigh! ☼︎
(All images found on pinterest)
#starkid#moodboard#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#black friday#starkid black friday#black friday musical#ethan green#robertinmoodboard#Bit of my hcs came in here I just feel like he'd be a bard#or maybe i'm projecting#dnd#dnd dice#lute#space#outer space#planets#nature#trees#lake#robert manion
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It's the heat haze day
#kagerou project#kagepro#vocaloid#ayano tateyama#mekakucity actors#shintaro kisaragi#azami#actually i drew everyone... yes EVERYONE... but i'm too lazy to tag all of them... find them yourself#this is a scheduled post since my last kagepro entry was like... 2016? 2017?#I usually got sick in august so i prepared this long beforehand#maybe the last kagepro entry in my life... who knows#artists on tumblr#art#animation#gif
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sydney's dad being so open and so affectionate and sydney being like 🧍
relatable
#al makes a post#or maybe i'm projecting#i never know how to act when my mom tells me she loves me or that she's proud or whatever
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WHAT HAPPENED TO THE ORIGINAL MARCELINE OF THE WINTER KING'S UNIVERSE!? 😨
Is the implication that Ice King took her out with all of the other oozers or did the oozers end up killing her?? Either way, it seems that this Simon was not coping well with any of what was going on in his life. Living a life of hypocrisy & ruling a false kingdom.
#is the implication that Ice King took her out with all of the other mutated people?#or did the mutated people end up taking her out?#right as he was talking about making an ice Betty as being 'unethical;' but he had ice Marceline hidden away in his castle#there was nothing ethical about the Winter King's methods; though I'm curious about how he learned to cast a spell to project the madness#of the crown specifically onto this universe's PB?? I wanna know more about that & I wonder if a similar method will be how Fionna & Cake's#reality gets saved? Maybe! 👀#mine#op#marceline abadeer#winter king#marceline the vampire queen#adventure time fionna & cake#adventure time#adventure time fionna and cake#adventure time spoilers#atimers#ice king#ice simon#simon petrikov#fionna and cake
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lets run to a new world together! ✨
#pjsk art for you for surviving my isatism#ok hold on.#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#polysho#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#ok. So.#AUEIGUGUVUKHJUBYFFBGIUF%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%^%%%%%#MY TIERRRRR IM SAD ABT NOT BEING SBLE TO DO T100 but like i wouldnt have had enough energy even if i did have the time. im around 800 rn..#cause i was too tired... i'm so lazy now but ill claw my way back to t500 at least. sorry i couldnt be siffrin on the leaderboard..#anyways.#this was one of the drawings i made to be stickers for fanexpo !! ^_^#maybe i'll post the ichisaki + ena idrew.. the rest were just for specific people or for my performance#i also have sif and odile but i'd like to draw the rest of the party to go with them :) mirabelle.....
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artificial intelligence ghost
#zeno's art#pokemon#hatsune miku#pokemiku#ghost miku#project voltage#vocaloid#vocal synths#i'm very proud of this piece despite its faults#i learned from “bunny blast-off” and payed extra close attention to values#so the end result's grayscale is very close to the plan version. i hope that shows#in total this piece took 12 hours probably because of the three value layouts and three sketches - a bit overkill for me but it went well#if i redid this piece i'd like to use more vibrant colors especially for her hair#but in the end i'm very proud of it. my favorite details are probably the posters in the background and miku's face and eyes#this was supposed to be posted on halloween but i want to get it out now. maybe (hopefully) i'll have a seperate piece to post on that day!
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I was a fool, Stanley
I didn't realize what I had until I lost it
I didn't know I had anything left to lose
#Gravity falls#I finished this yesterday and started working on an icarus!Ford one minutes later send help#The brain goblins have taken the wheels all I do is draw stan twins content this is my life now (I am happy with this)#I'm gonna make epic falls content at some point just after I finish a few more projects!!#Stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#sea grunks#Ford pines#my art#Comic#fan art#Art#Stan twins#stangst#weirdmageddon#I think that's applicable maybe perhaps#Tumblr ate the quality </3 it's okay guys
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Happy Fathers Day, I'm finally on time for something!!! I don't have that much flavor this time though folks. just sweetness. that's it. hope that's cool, never too bad.
if you think this is anything but platonic then no, plz. away
#maybe no one gets this but thankfully I like looking at it so that should be enough#sorry if I'm just lathering your eyes in fluff and you weren't prepared#anyway i have some work + projects to wrap up before the end of the month + a whole outfit i had to make in a week#so unfortunately i haven't been able to pop out all of my fanart WIPs now like I had hoped#(and ill lose my photoshop account soon so I really gotta finish those)#soon. soon#fingers crossed#craziness my dudes. life is big#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#sebastian michaelis#ciel phantomhive#o!ciel#dadbastian#digital art#happy fathers day#fathers day#dont mind demon dude he's just trying out some new things.....
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sniperscout marriage 🥺
"Man, if we've been dating for so long...does it mean we will have to get married?"
#i can't think of scout having a wedding seriously tbh but maybe in the future when they are like#in their 30s then yeah!!! super cool!!!!!!#also i think of resetting the ask or keep them closed until i finish my diploma projects. there's a lot of them#so be patient okay i'm trying my best sniff#team fortress 2#tf2#team fortress 2 fanart#tf2 fanart#tf2 scout#tf2 sniper#speeding bullet#sniperscout
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One thing The Necromancer did not expect when reviving Chartreuse as his servant: He is one needy dog.
#testing some stuffs around different comic formats#and different story approaches#maybe i'm keeping this as a side project#my art#oc#Chartreuse#The Necromancer#webtoon#comic#furry art#sfw furry#furry
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For those of you keeping up with the book of Bill and it's accompanying website and the bill cypher backstory. THE PARALLELS GOT ME FUCKED UP.
Spoilers incoming.
people love to talk about the dynamic between Stanford and Bill. Sure, interesting. But you know what people aren't talking about? Stanley and Bill. Specifically referencing the website (thisisnotawebsotedotcom.com)
If you input Stanley a bunch it will eventually open a new document instead of eBay pages. The page mocks Stanley and reveals his secrets or whatever. One of the clickable options on this page is "HOW HE BEAT ME". Each time you click into this is an increasingly deranged meltdown about how it shouldn't have been possible. Calling him a "cheap trick loving, past-denying overgrown child protected from failure only by a force field of denial and shamelessness" among other things. And when further pressed accuses you of acting like "those PREACHY INFANTILIZING AUTOMOTONS AT THE THERAPRISM who are SO OBSESSED with getting me to TALK about my "FEELINGS"." After that he spirals further eventually talking about "how much pain I'm in" and only in code admitting "I can still see through the eyes of everyone I've ever..." presumably killed.
If you don't know shit about Euclydia read the wiki page on it, it's not long. tldr Euclydia is bills home dimension, which he destroyed and killed every single inhabitant of in blood and fire. He did so (accidentally?) in an attempt to show them the third dimension which (because of a genetic mutation) only he had the ability to see (with his eye). Please also note when Stanford asks about his home dimension Bill says it was"destroyed by a monster".
In the website's many documents it repeatedly makes reference to Bill's parents and how much they loved him, his home, his childhood (he wore velcro sneakers it's actually incredibly cute), the ways in which he was different and not easily accepted.
Now knowing all these things. A pattern may emerge to you. Are you seeing it? Are you seeing the patterns yet?
Obviously Bill hates Stanley because he's stupid and still he somehow beat Bill. That's annoying, maddening even. But I believe it goes beyond that. He hates him all the more passionately because Stanley reminds him of himself. The poem at the end of the Stanley password on the website summarizes it best "always dragged his family down / One mistake, disowned, denied, / only thing to do was hide." Destruction of his own family, running and hiding from his own mistakes. "Reinvent, retry, reload" trying again in a new life. "When your actions make it worse, / When they see you as a curse," Making things worse where you have tried to make them better. "Give the wheel one last spin, / Take your chips and go all in" this is what weirdmagedon was for both of them. and this is where their lives differ "And lucky stan- the rolls on black, / he got his life and family back. / His big break it finally came, / Redemption from a life of shame." AND THERE IT IS. Stanley got his family back. Bill didn't. (Which is what it seems he was attempting). Stanley got his redemption. Bill didn't.
Stanley was a lonely kid fuck up just like Bill was. And he absolutely hates Stanley's guts for it because he hates his own guts for it. And all this time they're the same, just trying to fix those mistakes, to have their family back again, to be loved again. They both have this facade of untouchable aloof levity, the same insults Bill hurls at Stanley may as well be hurled at himself. "Protected from his failure only by a force field of denial and shamelessness"? "Cheap trick loving, past denying overgrown child"? You can see Bill goes from being outraged and insulting Stanley, to denying a deeper meaning to those feelings (and calling you a therapist), to talking about how much pain he is in (seemingly over all the people he killed in Euclydia), all without any specific prompting. Just pushing. Bill is the one that connected those things. Bill hates Stanley (at least partially) as an act of self hatred. Because he has made the same mistakes and can never forgive himself for them. AND (at least partially) because Stanley is not only just like him, but now just like him if he had succeeded. Stanley got his "Redemption from a life of shame". and in so doing actively prevented Bills.
Now do you see what I'm saying about THE PARALLELS?!
#feeling insane#did this track?#maybe I'm just projecting the classic experience of hating someone like you because you hate yourself#but i feel like the signs are there#I'm not crazy#I'M NOT CRAZY#book of bill#gravity falls#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#euclydia#bill cypher#stanley pines#the parallels#the themes#self loathing
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Day 5 (i guess????): Butcher Army
The butcher army happened while I was still mostly only watching Technoblade so some of my first introductions to Ranboo were from his perspective. I remember him just. Handing over the armor (and ending a plot line before it started lmao).
some close ups for you, my darlings.
#ranboo fanart#tommyinnit fanart#technoblade fanart#cranboo#dsmp fanart#cranbootober#my art#@_@ things have happened in the meat space and so now everything I do is at a snails pace and I'm so sad about it#will i do more cranbootober? maybe. i want to. i did like 20 some thumbnails and I think some of them are bangers. so. we'll see.#i have a bucket full of WIPs and personal projects I want to get through#blehhh
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My page for @kairizine. It was such a huge honor to be part of this wonderful book with everyone, I had so much fun!
[id in alt!]
#kingdom hearts#kh#kh kairi#kh xion#kh namine#i don't really feel proud of my own stuff usually but#i really think this is the drawing i'm most proud of from this past year!! it made me think 'oh maybe i can draw' haha#i'm still kinda bad with colors but something clicked with this one. and i feel like i got the sentimental feeling i wanted!#ooh but this project's about flower symbolism so ramble incoming:#protea symbolizes resilience transformation and diversity; hollyhock means 'please remember me.'#so my general theme was finding a sense of self.#these 3 have struggled with finding their own identity; they tend to get left behind both in-universe and in general plotwise#and naminé and xion both resemble kairi and were overshadowed by her memory. but i feel like all 3 have transformed into their own people#xion and naminé have their faces covered partially by hollyhock to show their wish to be remembered for who they are-#instead of the parts that they share with someone else#and the protea bouquets show how they each held on and resiliently grew into their own person despite it all#i put a little swervy path on the hill behind kairi to give that hopeful sense of growth and moving forward. it's a little hard to see#hopefully that makes sense! i really love symbolism but i think in visuals so i'm really bad with words#but gosh working with everyone on this project was so fun. it was like impossible not to get swept up by the team's hype for this zine#i need to hunt down everybody's work and rb it#ohh and everybody's flowers are so crisply drawn it's insane!! i think if i lined all these flowers and leaves i'd die haha#fan art#my art#project stuff
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