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yumeyleo · 6 months ago

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i hate my life i bought a SCREEN tablet for a reason but now i have to use it like those fucking screenless drawing tablets because stupidr.... i hate my life i CANT SEE WELL FROM FAR

WYHY I LIKE SCREEN TABLETS I CAN SHOVE MY FACE IN THEM WITHOUT BREAKING MY SPINE TOO BADLY RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and im not telling my relative to buy a replacement i barely got this shit . andi m not contacting tech support that shit is for losers ( i am scared )

#skyrim videos be my comfort...#sigh ill just wait a few years to ask for a new one #or like wait to buy my own #this shit was expenisive im killing myself

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artilite · 23 hours ago

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random sonic doodles after watching the movie 👍

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ra-vio · 2 days ago

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this blog is 11 years old now 🎉

I drew the siblings ever to celebrate as usual

#loz #wind waker #legend of zelda #toon link #aryll #I wasn't gonna draw anything but then I sketched link real quick and I was like okay wait i can do this #and then my brother dragged me outside ☠ but i still got it done today!#the anniversary is today. tumblr sent me a notification like ravio is 11 years old now! ravio the character is actually 11 years old.#albw released in2013. i received two reminders this morning. ravio drawing soon maybe. coming this year definitely. maybe #arylls like big brother use a damn fork #<- that was the tag when I first started drawing them in 2018 #also i noticed when I draw aryll i always draw her in her blue dress so i decided to change it up. i only play 2nd playthroughs of wind wak #r because fun fact: i hate link's green tunic and hat. i finished a first playthrough years ago with a finished nintendo gallery #and then when i want to start a new playthrough i fight ganondorf again go through the credits cry and then BAM new game no-plus #i miss link's green tunic now though. its been so long. im so sick of champions garb...............idk the green is iconic idk #im not a huge fan of it but i think his base form should be green again. with the hat. let him look doofy as a default again #he was green in echoes of wisdom but i need them to follow through after again.#i didnt finish echoes of wisdom yet (SOON IM TRYING IM STUCK I NTHE SONIC ADVENTURE 1 WEB HELP) but what I saw of Link there?#he was kinda terrifying lmao its always funny to see that link is so extremely competent because i am not. that boy efficient #im stuck in the sa1 web because everyone is always talking about how good it is. so i played the pc port and. its apparently awful idk it i #thats just what sa1 outside of emerald coast plays to me tbh. but the dreamcast is supposed to be better. and i own a dreamcast. free me #i played on gamecube too. 12 years ago. it made me sick. maybe one day i'll install some mods that make it play better #why does it feel like the month is over when its only january 6 #i played sa1 as a kid btw. just emerald coast tho. ALSO I DIDNT BUY A DREAMCAST FOR THIS I ALREADY OWNED ONE

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jukeboxhound · 17 days ago

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In the last eight years or so -- which means it's not just COVID-related issues -- I've lost my favorite local coffee house, my favorite local bookstore, my favorite local quirky restaurant, AND my favorite local Irish pub with the 1916 Easter Rising mural, and now I'm about to lose my favorite local secondhand clothing shop. 😭

#pretty much all of them have to do with an inability to pay the sharply rising cost of rent in this area #the clothing store owner is an 80yo woman who never remembers me lmao but she's very nice and has excellent fashion taste #the bookstore employees actually wanted to collectively buy the business from the owner but the owner said no #because he also owned the building and thought he could make more by renting it out to another business #joke's on him the place has been empty for several years now since he killed his own bookstore SUCK MY DICK MOTHERFUCKER #not unrelatedly now that my dad has officially inherited the house from my late grandmother the county has reappraised the property #and we're anxiously waiting for confirmation of the annual tax to see if we can pay it :/ two attorneys have told us to expect #an increase of like 8-12k/year 😭 and yet california's democratic supermajority failed to pass rent caps 🤡💀#hound barks

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arthursfuckinghat · 11 months ago

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Dude they were right about rdr2 altering your brain chemistry, I'll be sitting in work and think of Arthur Morgan and start crying

#for reference I work in a tech repair/second hand tech shop #so most of the time I'm in the back on my own testing computers and consoles and vibing to music #and then I'll think of arthur morgan and man #that guy changes you #we also sell games so we have a lot of rdr2 copies #I love it when kids come in and try to buy rdr2 #and I have to be like “sorry buddy you gotta wait a few more years till you can be a cowboy”#it sucks because they'd love it but they'll appreciate the game more when they're older ofc #oh well #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #arthur morgan

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aquanutart · 1 year ago

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I absolutely LOVE the Squirtle/Wartortle illustrations by kantaro in Pokemon 151!

The Squirtle jumping so joyfully from the rock into the ocean, the colors are STUNNING! I love the contrast of the Squirtle's aqua blue framed in the vivid orange sky, the soft bit of blue reflecting in its shell and its tail just catching the sun, how little and squishy its body looks as it launches itself towards the water with such tremendous excitement!

The lineless style of the background gives me the feel of a travel poster and I sense the tropical environment around it from the rocks and trees framing the corners, the waterfall splashing with as much energy as the Squirtle!

The layered blues on the surface of the water and the bubbles rising at the corner make me FEEL the liquid rising to meet the Squirtle--I can just feel how the next moment it's going to break through and be immersed in a cool island swim!

And the Wartortle running along the sunset beach, this is somehow everything I always imagined for Wartortle! I adore the way the rich purple melts into the warm red/orange sky, the matching purple clouds and shadows in the foreground, and how the dimming sunlight glows red on Wartortle's deep blues!

I love how the yellow and orange of the sky illuminate the lapping waves, I can just feel the gentle motion of the sea at dusk. The aqua color of the ocean matches Wartortle's ears and tail and sets off the red-orange sand, I just love how the colors are here!

Wartortle looks so round and squishy, I love its happiness as it goes frolicking through the shallows, chasing the bubbles caught in the setting sun! The shine and deep shadow on its shell give it an almost jewel texture like real tortoise shell; I love the silhouetted splash Wartortle leaves as it goes running across the shore. It's so full of energy and delight at the end of a gorgeous day! The colors in these are SO vivid and harmonized and the style is so cute and bursting with energy and joy. I just LOVE it (also Squirtle is my starter)

#pokemon #pokemon tcg #long post #i have deep affection for bulbasaur as well though and i also love the bulbasaur/ivysaur cards in this set #i SO wish we'd gotten art of the final evolutions in the same style as the pre-evos' standard cards!!#(yes i do love the full art ones but i also love the illustrations on the standard cards!)#from the way the settings in these two were going; i would have imagined blastoise to be set at night (??)#i LOVE pokemon cards. i can't keep up with every set but i started collecting again now and then a few years ago #and 151 has really got me wanting the full set the way i haven't since childhood. SO many beautiful illustrations (but there always are)#it's like having little pieces of art of my favorite characters and it's only.. slightly... less expensive than actually commissioning ....#i KNOW it's less expensive to buy the individuals online but it's so much less fun #part of the fun is having YOUR own pokemon journey ((going to the store)) and seeing what YOU encounter ((when you open the pack))#i do buy them online sometimes but i usually dont form as strong associations with them as when i open a pack in a certain setting or place #i tend to try to save them to open right before a significant event like starting something new or a holiday. so that i form associations #and it's like 'oh that's the galarian obstagoon from when my mom came home for christmas'#and 'that's the snorlax who reassured me when i was hurt'#i don't buy them too often so i've got to make it count #anyway i know i should wait for the prices on this one to come down because it's absolutely ridiculous #i didn't buy anything at release because i was like $6 for one booster pack??? but i couldn't take just sitting and watching them sell out #i really like the poster because i can look at so many beautiful pictures all together #i could say stuff like this about literally every pokemon illustration (if i had time to write it out) and sometimes i've wanted to #i just chose these two because these are a couple of my original favorite pokemon and i just couldn't keep it to myself. i LOVE these

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autumnhobbit · 6 months ago

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y’all pray for me tomorrow

#was going to try to buy a couple small kitchen appliances #but wanted one of my siblings to go along with me because while i /can/ do multi hour drives on my own #i don’t necessarily like it #well found out the family’s going to (redacted) this weekend anyway to visit grandma #great i think! i’ll just swing by and grab one of them early to take along #(since mom said they were going to church tonight)#but dad has once again screwed me by having something to do at mass tomorrow #so i gotta go by myself to pick up the blender #i’m waiting to hear if the person with the food processor will be available for me to pick it up tomorrow #at least grandma’s okay with me coming by the retirement home early #but zach will not be happy i’m going by myself #if i tell him #which i’m gonna try to avoid doing lmao.

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sygiandepths · 2 months ago

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Both my objectified shirts finally came in yay

#if anyones wondering the material is nice #the dynamush shirt is considerably softer than the delirium shirt but it's not like. itchy.#my mug hasnt come in yet im waiting on that #i would say the merch is worth it if you like objectified alot but it was a bit expensive shipping wise but i live upper midwest so that #might be why #its like. solid clothing. its not bad but its not fantabulous. probably wont buy any more merch aside from the enamel.. my wallet screamed #should necrophage get its own tag or just be put in dereks rggg....#sona: necrophage

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ganondoodle · 10 months ago

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oh no, i tried pixel animation again and now im afraid ill fall back into wanting to do gamedev even though i literally have to learn everything still and its not doable in the time frame my brain wants it and i still have so much else to do hhhhhhhhhhhh

#ganondoodles talks #personal #animating is so funfndjkgndjknjdk #im waiting for the next stable godot version to try coding again #and i dont got the money to buy the music programms #also im still pretty sure im straight up digging my own grave here bc what i wanna do is likely not possible and i aM A NOOB #if gamedev veterans dont do it theres gotta be a reason hahaaaaaa

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cosmogyros · 3 months ago

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Literally can't pay my rent until I get paid for September, which hasn't happened yet. Today is Friday, and Monday is the last day of the month. I'm so tired of being poor.

#i still cringe to call myself 'poor' bc i have my own apartment and can afford groceries #and even fun stuff like museums and cafe visits and public transport sometimes #but the reality of the matter is that after i pay off my student loans every month #i do not have enough money left to pay the following month's rent #and that's the way it's been my whole life #all my groceries and museum visits and coffee come from those few hundred euros left over #my whole life i've been choosing between 'having savings' and 'having even the smallest most humble life' and obviously i choose the latter #i never go to the movies #i buy all my clothes second hand (got some this past month after not having bought any new clothing in almost two years)#i have visited a museum TWICE this year #i go to restaurants like... once a month max #i am living the most frugal life that i possibly can without denying myself all pleasures #i don't even have netflix or anything like that! i only very rarely order delivery! i cook my own damn meals!#you get the picture #and yet still: one single missed paycheck is enough to potentially fuck up my life seriously #i've never missed a rent payment in my life but i'm scared it may happen this time #just wrote to HR of my former employer (who is supposed to still be paying me through october) to politely ask where my paycheck is #it's probably coming today (i sure as hell hope so) but if it doesn't... i legit don't know how i'm going to pay my rent #my rent is 673 euros and i only have 400 in my bank account #i probably have enough food in my pantry to survive for a month if i had to #but i've never missed rent in germany before (or ever) and i have no idea how long they'd wait before evicting me for non-payment #i'm scared. and i'm tired of being apparently the only fucking person in my social groups who is this poor #i am an over-educated 37-year-old professional who typically gets classed with the 'expats'#but one missed salary payment has me thinking about eviction and affording groceries #this is what i mean when i say i'm an immigrant. not an expat.#those people with their apple watches and co-working spaces and spontaneous trips to thailand or brazil are... a world apart from me #how come everyone i meet is so damn rich? where do i find fellow poor friends?#anyway i'm stressed. and i'm so so tired of spending my mental energy worrying about money #cosmo gyres #personal

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multifandomhoodies · 3 months ago

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yeah no it's fine. it's fine. it's fine. it's fine! it's fine. im totally not losing my shit over being casually called "girl" right now. the gender troubles are fine.

#RAHHHHHHGHGGGGG #it's like a casual convo and it's fine it's just someone using “girl” where i'd use dude it's fine #and then it's the 'god i wish we had more women in our jobs!!" like yes we do but for god's sake im not ONE OF THEMMMMMM BUT SHE DOESNT KNO #BECAUSE IM NOT OUT AT WORKKKK IM GONNA TEAR MY HAIR OUTTT #i need to buy a house i need to be on my own so i can go on t im. having a menty b #rightnow #about it #one week till i can talk to my primary care doc about top surgery options though and i can. at least obtain the ball. again. another thing #that has to wait #until i get my own place

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eschynite · 6 months ago

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When the LA-based interior design influencer who is constantly purchasing $$$$ furniture and reselling it bc she was in the mood for something else informs her viewers that unfortunately, you CANNOT create a worthwhile space with cheap new furniture and you MUST wait until you find the perfect vintage piece secondhand and there is NO valid excuse for not doing so. -_- k.

#deeply privileged individual #i hope it's like.. painfully obvious that i'm a thrifty person and the vast majority of items i own are secondhand #or like. realistically fiftiethhand lol #but like for ex i live in a 3rd floor apartment i literally must buy new furniture that can be delivered to my step and assembled inside #and i have the teeniest weeniest budget so it's not going to be from like. a good company. sorry. it's going to be smth ugly from amazon.#and useful interior design advice is not 'ugh don't do that just wait till you find the right piece'#it'd be useful to help ppl design around those types of pieces.#the shitty ones.#like i'm sorry no i don't have anyone i can call to help me haul a mid century dresser up 2 flights of stairs #but i'm glad you lead such a privileged life that that reality is like unfathomable to you lmao #it wouldn't annoy me if she didn't do lots of 'design on a budget' 'sourcing pieces' etc videos #paige wassel btw i love her for the record i just feel like she's oddly out of touch

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blackbutler-readerinsertsandjunk · 4 months ago

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tomorrow is my first day back to work and I'm a lil nervous

I haven't been able to get anything written for here bc I've been trying to get a couple other things written (updating my Bill Cipher redemption fic and starting a Gyutaro x reader x Daki because I make poor life choices)

but I'm on light duty for a month, basically just sitting at the register checking people out, unable to do any stocking or anything bc I'm not allowed to lift anything over 15 pounds so I can't lift totes, bend much, or reach much, so I'm allowed to bring something to do in between customers... maybe I'll get some writing done? I feel as if I'll be slacking off bc that's how my brain works

but you know what, I kill myself for that store normally, I don't work full time simply because I can't afford medical insurance if I did, but even working only part time I give my all while I'm there, I'm not someone who slacks off. so if I'm healthfully and approvedly permitted to slack off and take it easy for a month, I guess I'll take it (... plus, I mean, I'll still be working, just light duty, it's not like I'll show up and get paid to do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, I'm still gonna be ringing out customers)

ANYWAY MY POINT IS-

get those last requests in! after I get home from work tomorrow, I'll be closing the askbox and won't open it back up till this batch is finished and I swear I mean that this time 😂

#mod post #should I have ordered Jessii Vee merch knowing I am not getting paid for two weeks bc I didn't work for two weeks ? maybe not #BUT DAMMIT THIS IS WHY I HAVE SAVINGS #'weirdness all the way ' button and YANA 'be kind' button and squishy pink gummi bear COME TO ME #... been uh. been doing a lot of impulse online shopping while I've been sitting at home bc idk it scratches a certain itch in my brain #and my mama has been nice enough to be buying most of my food when I usually buy my own just bc it's hard for me to walk around much rn #but I'm feeling a lot better physically I just get tired easily so hopefully I'm gonna be back to buying my own food soon #like I appreciate everything my mom and lil bro have been doing for me but MAN I don't like being UNABLE to do shit myself you know?#I took a shower this morning and it exhausted me and Mom had to be in there to help me the whole time in case I lost my balance or smth #it's better than it was the first week but I still hate feeling like I've temporarily lost some of my independence #I can't wait to shower by myself again and for it not to drain me #which is such a small thing to want and miss but like #OKAY TAG RANT OVER THIS RECOVERY IS JUST DRAGGING #I'm getting old tbh that's what it is I'm 30 and don't bounce back like I used to 😂😂😂😂

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edge-oftheworld · 10 months ago

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do we reckon ashton is gonna drop a single this month like he said?? or is he gonna wait til after boy is out then come in with his music, like they’re taking turns in the 5sos spotlight?

#ngl I kinda think he’s gonna wait and support Luke rn #which means we’re probably gonna get ai2 while nostalgia boy tour is on the go #like. just because it’s mid march and we’ve heard nothing. no release date or single name #but can I say I’m DYING TO hear the whole song of hey! hey! don’t you hide all your pain #willing to bet my ticket to Luke’s show it’s about the boys and everything they’ve gone through and how ash always ends up caring for them #not really. but if I’m wrong then I’ll buy whoever disagrees with me a ticket to closing night #and let you find your own way to brisbane #ashton irwin #5sos #5 seconds of summer #ai2 #luke hemmings #nfattne tour #boy ep

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nyxypoo · 4 months ago

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tempting...

#FACK I JUST GOT SEEN BY SOMEONE IK #RECOGNIZED AND STOPPED #AND FISTBUMPED FROM THE GUY NEXT TO HER??#HE WAS LIKE “do u remember me? do u remember me?”#LIEK SIR WHO TF ARE U???#and then the girl asked if i remember which like #ofc i see her all the time around campus #AND THEN AS I WAS ABOYT TO WALK AWAY THE GUY ASKED FOR A FIST BUMP #kms my memories so bad im embarrassed #i mean ik faces just not names #BUT I DID NOT KNOW HIS FACE #NOT FAMILIAR AT ALL #shit that happens between taking a pic and posting it damn #anyways what was this about #OH RIGGT KN8 MANGA #very tempting but i would rather get rid of my old ones that are just #blehhhhh idek why i own them #and maybe wait to get a box set bc they look cool #and are usually a bit cheaperrrr #i'm trying to make better financial decisions #i say after buying two thirty dollar jackets...#IN NY DEFENSE #they're in a style i've been looking for for a whileeee #and i need variety instead of the one jacket i would normally use until it starts tearing at the seems #plusssss they're technically for two ppl bc my mom likes them too #so really they're not even that much #still gonna cry i got seen in public by someone ik #not even someone im close with #just know her bc of her sister #who i'm also not close with

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echoesofadream · 1 year ago

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so many books on my tbr and also so many books i have started but not finished and im thinking about reading dostojevskij instead

#yes it IS to get closer to theo #i felt this way when i read tgf last time too. and read like first 100 pages of the idiot actually but then stopped bc illiteracy etc #but im thinking i should take advantage of this desire to get to know my theo more personally and read some russian literature #just like he in turn read it to get closer to boris #swag #i should! im rlly close to finishing little women #eel book may wait #other books may wait as welll #and the goldfinch will be like my bible now i read it on a whole othr dimension #will keep it on my nightstand and read excerpts for the rest of my life wont stop me from reading other books #that is if i get it for my birthday (doubtful but i will wish for it). i only have the same library copy now as i had in 2019 #(as in i borrowed again didnt steal it from the library promise) i never buy books but if i am to own one it should be this one #i read at a snails pace but want to read so many things this is difficult but lets not stress it should a fun thing not stressful #if i read a little everyday or try to #then 'completing books' and checking them off my list and feeling idk productive/accomplished or something doesnt matter #it will be like a lifelong open book instead #if that makes sense #that ill never be done with #and thats fun

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