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i’m in melbourne at the moment and i’ve visited so many times but the vibes are so off this time i can’t explain it
#ever since that girl who loves copying me told me she’s moving to Melbourne i have started to despise this place#also she only wants to move because i’m moving 😭#or i said i will be moving in the future#but now i don’t want to move here if she’s coming here#also my ex husband lives here too#maybe he’s polluting the air#and i’m living in the city and i know he works in the city#so i’m so worried i will see him and like i don’t want to#just seeing his face will make me so upset i know#komal talks
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This has been an absolutely horrible couple weeks for the Jewish and Israeli community, so I want to throw in at least a tiny bit of hope in here. Amina Hassouna, the Bedouin girl who was severely hurt in Iran’s missile attacks, has been recovering well and seems to be in good condition! She is described as being ‘fully conscious’ and ‘communicating and smiling’. Two bomb shelters have been placed in Al-Fura, the town that she and her family are from, as well.
#ישראבלר#ישראל#jumblr#(I know technically it’s not but I think people will be happy to see this)#also#putting this in the tags— I don’t want to focus on politics because this news is more important right now#but I do truly hope that this will initiate stronger moves towards protecting Bedouin towns and villages#many of them are unrecognised and do not have bomb shelters despite being there for decades#the treatment of Bedouins by the government in general needs to vastly improve#hopefully there will be proper steps in the future towards improving conditions for these towns#like I’m trying to be mild about this because it’s a subject that makes me very upset and I don’t want to go on an angry rant lol#like I said— hopefully things’ll to start change in a few years if the next government can please form a coalition not full of crazy people#if you want to read more about Amina and her family the Times of Israel has quite a few articles btw
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Honestly I feel like we need to give the CC's some time to breath and to take a break for awhile.
Especially since they were the ones rping with the eggs, they were the ones hanging out with eggs for hours, they were the ones who got to know them for so long. And to finally say goodbye to someone who you've hung with for over a year. It's gonna be hard to wanna come back to the server after all of that.
And yes just like it was hard for us to say goodbye, it was also hard for them as well. Their sad and grieving, just like we all are. I mean they are human after all.
So please be patient, be respectful, and be kind to them during this time.
Thank you <3
#also friendly reminder dont bombarde them anything qsmp related right know#they'll talk about qsmp when their ready#qsmp#qsmp thoughts#qsmp philza#philza#qsmp missa#missasinfonia#qsmp pac#pactw#qsmp mike#mikethelink#qsmp cellbit#cellbit#qsmp felps#felps#qsmp bagi#bagi#qsmp cc's#also yes i do know about what Pac said#that his character is in the favela rn with richas#and that wont be back on the server right know#and that he maybe back in the future#so please give Pac and the other CC's the time they need to grieve and move forward
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"—matsukawa, quit pushing me down, asshat!" "nah." "i will kick your shins bro do not test me—"
alt. ver. before the redraw (bc i still kinda like this 😔)
#a silly !#yumeship#matsukawa issei#haikyuu oc#hanamaki takahiro#haikyuu#mblue art#self insert#ocsona#seijohbros au#<— will b using this tag to refer to these shenanigans w my haikyuu ocsona for now 🫶#maybe in the near future i'll make a (tentative?) ref sheet for this new lil guy <3#(i say that knowing i havent made new/official ref sheets for my own utmv sonas lmfaooo ��💔)#also yeah um dont mind the shading! or any anatomy mistake! i wanted this out of my head asap and move on to the next doodle</3#edit i redrew the guys; something in me said smt jst aint right so i changed their angles to be as close to my initial vision as possible--#--and the brain seemed to calm down after that lolz orz#idk if i conveyed it well but mattsun is supposed to look like he's really towering over my ocsona due to the camera angle lol#(ngl that little curve on mattsun's mouth was for the simp in me 😔--#--he was gonna have his usual :/ pout thing but that braincell won and took over /silly)#(ngl every time i look at matsukawa in this i get hit w 1-2hp dmg.)#(hes staring right at the camera/viewer. he looks. soft and . pogi. like cute-handsome. clutches my hair)#(gawddam bestfriends to lovers trope i can never escape from you shakes my fist)
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Hey guys, I'd like to apologize for disappearing once again. I seem to end up self-sabotaging myself everytime I try to get back into the swing of things (attempting to do the backlog of comms + doodles, opening patreon). I've been feeling lethargic for some time now & tbh I can't help but remember my mom's situation back then before she got admitted to the hospital. I don't want to go through the same thing so I'm trying my best to pick myself up—even though it's hard. I lost my dad last 2016 then my mom this year & it's just... it's a big blow for me.
I'm sorry if I keep asking for help like this... but I've stretched our budget too thin now since I haven't been able to work on anything. If anyone would like to help, my ko-fi page is open. Any kind of help or support is very much appreciated! 🙏
I'd also like to apologize to those who subscribed to my patreon. I really thought I'd be able to just start right away & draw again like I used to after announcing it here but I thought wrong. I owe you guys a doodle + a drawing session. I can't promise to do them soon but I'll try my best!
Lastly, I've also been thinking of doing an art stream as a thanks for continuing to support me even though I haven't posted art for so long ;_; Nothing fancy, just a simple stream of me drawing on a canvas (I don't have the guts to show my face or talk I'm sorry... 🙈). Tbh it sounds overwhelming but I thought it might help me gain momentum for drawing again. Idek if I'll actually be able to do it, but it's something that's been on my mind for a while now.
I'm sorry again for all this... I'm still a mess atm & so I still keep struggling. But I'm also grateful bc many of you still choose to stay & support me despite the lack of activity. Really though, thank you, thank you so much for still being here ;_; 🙏🙏🙏
#the week after I posted abt patreon was the time I had severe menstrual cramps and I just... lost the momentum after that#even vomitted at some point bc of how bad it was#and then I received a bad news abt the apartment we're renting#caretaker of the apt. said my mom missed a couple of payments before and now I have to shoulder them#im still trying to find the receipts that my mom kept but I couldn't find them so now im just... left w/ another problem#my mood tanked after hearing abt it... was planning to move out in the future to start fresh again but bc of this im not even sure anymore#sighs. im still trying to find the receipts tho so im hoping it was just something they overlooked#im sorry again... don't really want to rely on ppl's donations anymore bc I know everyone have their own needs too#and that's hard earned money... but bc of my situation im left w/ no choice but to try to ask for help again ;_;#thank you to those who helped so far I really appreciate you all ;; 🙏
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#runerigus#tags edited from the future i queued all these motherfuckers up way out of order because this was right when i figured out how#to get the models working that weren't. so. whoops!#i think this is a very cool fuckin pokémon and like. is solid tattoo material because of the way its design looks#the way it's like painted on a rock but then the rock splits up and moves#really fuckin cool pokémon‚ i think. way cooler than cofagrigus‚ which suffers from the scunthorpe problem pretty bad. clbuttic mistake#to the point where i used to pronounce it like that‚ i believe i said in its tags
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getting all the education/degrees I can and planning so I can get the fuck out of this country >>>>
#🪷—faerie whispers#because I still don’t like these fucking ppl#done all that yip yapping in my ask box and these ppl still suck#idec who wins#I want out of this hellhole. bc were cooked either way#everybody voting for the wrong reasons anyways so who gives a fuck#I’ve been saving and I plan to get one more degree before I leave#I’ve been heavily considering Japan or Germany#there really isn’t shit here for me#ppl always say ‘wont you have to deal w racism/colorism?’#a cop yelled at me to move my truck out in front of a store even tho I’m on a cane and couldn’t walk far#black men literally have been ignoring and treating me like shit for my entire life since elementary school#trust me when I say nothing could be worse than what I’ve gone through#I’m ready to leave#we have no future under a capitalist society#and a government that no matter what prioritizes war and profit over ppl’s lives#I have no intelligent words for this#I’m truly tired#and for all the dumbasses who were pissed off at me for what I said in august#stay mad bc I have nothing for y’all either#y’all owe Palestinians an apology#they’re the main ones suffering from this ignorance#and we’re next
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Strangely Cladded Wizards
#my art#my ocs#character design#Fun Fact: They're all based on types of jackets :}#Feel free to guess which; If you are correct it means I've done my job well if not I have more work to do...#Just wanted to do some simple character concepts and go these guys!!#To me it's rather simple to design a wizard#Pointed hat/cloak and a focous on the hand and already you have that iconic imagery#That being said designing possible staff/tools for these does sound fun hehe#As for possible magic systems: The fabric/material of the cloak would effect the magic in question#Fire magic from a silk cloak would be more calm and tamable/fire from leather would be slow moving and harder to put out#That's just from the top of my head through. Perhaps in the future I'll give them a proper expansion
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Sad day for the dead boy detectives fandom, and being Netflix I can’t say I’m too surprised :/
But the beautiful thing about stories is that exist because they’ve been constructed in the minds of creatives. Yes; that does mean a technical “canon” in this case, but moving forward- the futures of these characters and this world are totally in the hands of the people that care about them. We all would’ve loved to see where the crew were taken next and how the dynamics played out, but now any fics, art, or ideas are all equal in their legitimacy. The future of the story is in your hands!!
not quite the same, but all this to say - if it makes you happy, keep creating!! Don’t let this discourage you.
#that said - pretty devo#and I seriously hope the actors’ talents are recognised and they get booked out in the future#I’m genuinely shocked that a tv series could have this big of an impact#but it’s quite moving in a way#anyway…#dbda#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#niko sasaki
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Thank you for being in the world.
started sobbing when i saw this. i appreciate this very much, thank you so much
#im not sure how to explain it. but i really do appreciate this from the bottom of my heart#i dont often talk to people. i barely am able to form friendships. admittedly its my fault i dont put the effort into it#its a bad habit. i fear building up a friendship only to experience others moving on from the friendship later in the future#but what you said is such a personal thing to say. maybe not to you but to me it takes a lot to say something like that#while we might not know each other. im glad ive impacted your life enough to say that#gamezz.txt#i apologize for the venting. i wasnt sure how to describe it without saying that it really does mean a lot to me#thank you :')
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Wait hold on, in his anniversary video Barbatos mentions the mc being the brother's attendant?
But in the other videos, it's implied that they don't remember the mc leaving (which is actually something im very disappointed about and really hope isnt the case in the actual story)
In these two specifically, it seems like they aren't aware of the mc's presence in the past/alternate timeline/whatever it is. The only other person who seems like they know is Lucifer
Which also lines up with the end of lesson 40, where he's the only one who says welcome back? So like?? Do only him and Barbatos know? Did they not tell anyone?? Diavolo would probably know as well but I haven't seen anything to show that yet. Anyways I don't really like where this is going, I would really prefer they not make everyone forget the mc disappeared
#of course they could always just be not quite putting the pieces together in these scenes#buuuut at this point im not so sure..#i was hoping theyd take a more “WE MISSED YOU” approach#because if im being honest those are some of my favorite moments#like yay everythings better now lets hug it out#i feel weird about them potentially not knowing about what happened#how would they play that off? solomon already said they were freaking out?#“oh whoops we time traveled just far back enough that no one noticed you were gone”#no#do not do that#that defeats the purpose of this whole shenanigan#they also cant just say it was the regular past#because story inconsistencies#solomon has even commented on how its different#hes like “simeon and luke shouldnt be here”#istg if they try to move past that without explaining i will explode#its a very plausible scenario at this point#theyve done it before#because oh does diavolo just not have the power to spot lies anymore?? ok#anyway im scared for the future of the story#this could go wrong in so many ways#obey me!#obey me! swd#obey me lucifer#obey me satan#obey me luke#obey me barbatos#posts#maybe barbatos just merges the timelines again and thats why everyone feels weird#idk im too tired to think more about this
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#everything’s fine and I’m fine I’m just saying this to say it rn#I don’t know what I would choose to do if he WAS still alive and I COULD still report officially#but a large part of me is really really glad that that mayor is dead. and I don’t ever have to hear him or see him at events or feel his#unusually long weird fingernails and iron grip while telling me to smile for pictures ever again#a part of me would love to confront him#but most of me is just glad he’s gone and can’t scare me or make life hell for my parents ever again#he never should’ve gotten away with all the things he did for so many years. but he did.#now that we’re here in the present. it’s a gift to get to move on from it knowing he’s not still out there at least#he was a gross greedy person with police and government power and never should’ve had those positions for so many decades like he did#but that being said. he can’t ever speak to or touch me again.#I’m not grateful now. I wasn’t grateful then after he stopped pretending either. but I’m glad I get to walk away and never live near#any subdivision or building or anything else with his name or picture#ever again. and he’s never able to touch another child ever. good riddance. you gross greedy poor excuse for a public servant.#now I’m gonna go try to write some of what I’ve learned into a fic to help my future self and others#who do you think came out on top at the end of the day mayor L?#I came out of this with friends and kindness and gentleness and healthy rage. you died just as greedy and fake and paranoid as you lived.#I hope you got better towards the end. for your wife and family’s sake.#I get to protect others from people like you for the rest of my life. and I’ll win.#because I deserve it and every current kid deserves it too.#shh katie
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Uni year 2 academic burnout starting is crazy bro you’ve got 2 maybe 3 more years can you keep your shit together please
#I didn’t want to major in business communication in the first place man#I wanted to be a nurse#I genuinely was like. thinking of going into nursing#I started doing research on it#I found myself looking forward to it#then my aunt just said No. you can’t read Thai so don’t bother and then it was between fucking#British and American studies and Business Communication and I don’t want either#so now. fuck everything tbh#I’m mostly trying my best just so I don’t make my parents sad at this point#the other thing is so I can at least get a decent job even if it kills me because I want to be able to move in with my boyfriend#we have silly non concrete plans about the future#it’s nice to think about but. fuck dude I don’t want to leave my room some days
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sundress man
#wandering mask art#sketchy sketchy#sona#one day i wanna be able to wear a sundress irl and still feel good as a guy#no one ever said being trans was simple#but it feels like a good future im moving towards
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Okay, three things about Paolo Montes that are VERY BRAZILIAN 🇧🇷
1- He knows english but only speaks portuguese: Our language is very rich in metaphors and sometimes expressing our feelings in english is not enough, ex: "Get the horse out of the rain", means "stop doing that"
Our list of swear words is more extensive too and also includes a lot of metaphors 😚 so for him and many others in this country it is uncomfortable to change
2- Good luck kiss: When Apollo goes to look for his children, Paolo gives him a good luck kiss on the cheek
Brazilians in general are very affectionate, especially those who live in the north of the country. Kisses and hugs are not just reserved for close friends but also the group you belong to
Paolo probably felt that he and Apollo were in the same group and began to be affectionately protective of him
3- Brazilian flags as a sign of luck 🇧🇷
This is very real especially when you are betting on something. Many here believe that the flag brings good things because it represents the country's riches: green from the Amazon, yellow from abundance, blue from the clear sky and waters, and white from peace
The flag has become unpopular recently because of right-wing parties wanting to take it as a symbol, but there are still many brazilians who use their flags as a symbol of luck and happiness 🇧🇷💕
#Paolo Montes my bro#I screamed when Apollo said that Olympus intended to move to Brazil in the future#Here is the perfect place for a sun god#I think Apollo would spend a lot of time on the beaches of the northeast#AND ARTEMIS COULD TAKE CARE OF THE AMAZON AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#I have to stop thinking about it#I might end up going crazy#hahahahaha and Poseidon would love Fernando de Noronha island 🥴#Okay stop#trials of apollo#toa apollo#toa#paolo montes
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resignation letter is the most potent painkiller. i love you resignation letter i love you one month notice <3
#tmi but im regular again and literally the only change is because i've been eating enough to shit daily#i was in such a bad headspace these past few months that i could barely bring myself to eat#i'd go to sleep with my work uniform still on and wake up willing myself to get up for 30 mins and then brushing my teeth and going to work#with the same clothes i slept in#i stopped hanging out with my friends. i had nightmares abt my job.#i can only take care of myself on my days' off and i cant grok anything other than shallow entertainment like wrestling#everything else is too much for my brain to handle. i'd simply forget everything i read or play or even listen to#those three months are miserable lmao#its not just my job... its also the family issues i've been dealing with#yknow remember when i said i could have died? yeah that shit was real. fuckin love it when my mom admit my dad have the capacity to be a#family annihilator. but... since my dad have a job to keep him busy and we moved to a house where me and my sister and#my mom and dad get to have our own rooms... and my dad get to live near his old friends and family...#things have been getting better. usually we had a physical fight every two months but it hasnt happened yet and i seem to get on with him#better now. so... i guess im gonna be okay. i've been so tired and trapped#stuck between two places that are both physically and emotionally draining with no reprieve#things are changing. and i find that to be comforting despite how up in the air the future might be. i might be screwed but also? what if#i'll be fine? im at a point where im accepting any drastic changes even if its for the worse#funny how i used to like my job a lot. i guess im not to be comfortable with anything long term#posts about my life
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