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ID: Two screenshots from the Batman: The Enemy Within Telltale game. Both screenshots depict a nighttime background in the city of Gotham. The top image shows the Joker, dressed in a green shirt dragging Batman, who is dressed in civilian clothes as Bruce Wayne, over a table by the collar of his leather jacket as he demands, "Why won't you love me?!" while Bruce stares wide-eyed at him, lips parted in surprise.
The next image shows both men turning comically to regard a civilian at a nearby table who looks like he wants the floor to swallow him up just so he can get away from what looks like the weirdest public gay break-up going on outside the Gotham equivalent of a Starbucks at 4am.
I know it's not the only iteration of the franchise that alludes to the Wayne’s having an unsavory background, but the Batman Telltale games are so fucking funny.
Bruce is straight-up having an existential crisis over his family having connections to the local mob and Alfred just looks at him sideways like, “Bruce, they were billionaires. No one becomes a billionaire honestly.”
And Bruce swallows that comment, runs through all the stages of grief in about ten seconds— inventing some new ones along the way—and you can see his brain making the dial-up noise in the time it takes for the player to pick his response.
And true, you can pick denial, anger, or something else, but in that pause you get a glimpse of the static buzz building behind his eyes.
This man is tired. He just got the shit kicked out of him. He is running on fumes. And you’re telling him everything he’s done, everything he’s achieved as Batman, has potentially been funded by crime???
“I could do it,” the look on his face says, “I could sink into the himbo persona, let it consume me. No one would ever know. I could take a nap. Billionaire playboys take naps...”
#hghsklwpojt#the joker also keeps getting distracted by how 'pretty' Bruce is#even when Harley (who is the mob boss in this universe and whom Joker is *smitten* with) is right there#diversity win! the terrifying murder clown is bisexual#also possibly Bruce too#I haven't found any flirty banter for men with him yet#but good god the animators sure made him eye-fuck a lot of people#anyway#this licensed AU is so much fun hgskl#words cannot convey how funny some of the options are#or how unhinged Bruce is being over Joker#I just walked into a funhouse and found Joker surrounded by bodies#and they give you the option to side with the Joker and give him a hug#of course I picked it#I am picking all theworst options#and by worst I mean crackficcy#I love that they did this#it would have been so easy to play into Batman just being grim and sensible all the time#but no#they gave us semi-feral Bruce Wayne who makes poor life choices#and I love him
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You know what’s interesting?
Dick didn’t set out to murder Zucco with the intent of being a killer. He viewed it as an unfortunate byproduct of his actions.
His real goal was to “purge the world of criminals” because “darkness needs light.”
Do you realize how unhinged that sounds? It means Robin wasn’t created from anger. It was created from the messed up psyche of a child who realized at 8 years old that the entire world needs something better than what it was given and so he went out and became it.
I cant properly explain how insane that is. It’s like putting the logic of the Joker inside the mind of child but turning it for good. Everything is falling into place now. That is why the Joker hates Dick-he is the one Robin the man couldn’t break. Literally COULDN’T because when he’s facing Dick, he’s facing the version of himself that would have existed if he had put himself to good. That was would break HIM.
Imagine spending the better part of your life doing your utmost worst to show Batman that people and the system are inherently evil only to have him fall head over cowl for a version of yourself to completely invalidate your reason for existing. How psychotic would you turn when you realize you have nothing to prove?
This also explains why Dick is so well adjusted and sociable in a way that Bruce and the others aren’t.
Bruce loses it when he loses his children, he thinks it’s a failure of his abilities and doubts his life’s work.
Jason loses it when he thinks he’s been replaced because his reason for being is having someone care for him.
Tim loses it when he comes to a dead-end. He feels helpless and lost when he doesn’t know the next move because his reason for being is being able to solve what’s wrong.
Damian loses it when he feels abandoned. He feels hurt and broken because he’s a child who wants to be loved.
The reason Dick was the perfect choice for Dark Crisis and to become the dawn of DCU is because his sole reason for being is to be the light.
That is why Bruce refused to destroy a planet when Superman asked him too. That is why Dick was the only person in the universe who could control the Darkness infecting him when even Deathstroke lost his mind to it. That is why the evil Justice League chose Dick of every one to kill-to make a point.
This is why he’s looked up to by major heroes such as Superman, Wonderwoman, the Titans, the children, the villains, and the civilians.
This is why Harvey Dent called Robin Dick “Batman’s secret weapon.”
Although anger was the baseline emotion, Dick doesn’t have anger issues because:
Robin wasn’t created for revenge. It was created with the intention of building a world so unrealistically good, that the level of the vision Richard Grayson was aiming for and set the standards for- is so terrifyingly inconceivable.
And that-is why he is a happy, feral, monster.
#robin was so much more than the result of an angry child#he set the standards so high he scared bruce for what he aiming#bruce didn’t enable him-he leashed him#dick grayson#nightwing#bruce wayne#batman#joker#tim drake#red robin#damian wayne#robin#jason todd#red hood#robin dick grayson#batfamily#dc universe
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Yandere self-aware Bruce Wayne—all the money in the world couldn't buy your love
Yandere Bruce Wayne, who was monitoring the CCTV cameras one day, became aware of a presence watching him. His paranoia and hypervilgilence sparked as he combed every corner of the cave and the manor, scowering for someone or something hiding in the shadows. Nothing; he could not find a single speck of dust out of place.
He eventually succumbed to slumber, and when he awoke, he felt eyes on him again. The feeling of being watched would come and go. He simply couldn't understand it.
However, he did become addicted to the feeling of being admired by someone. Even if that someone could be a danger to him.
Yandere Bruce Wayne did research when he didn't feel the inquiring gaze on him.
'Self-awareness'
"It is a possibility..." He muttered to himself. "In another timeline I am but a story. My hardships, my family and, my most vulnerable moments are simply a form of entertainment." He rolls his eyes. "Why am I not surprised?"
It only made him crave more knowledge about you and about this other world that he was not a part of.
Yandere Bruce Wayne learned how to see you. He had to go to some crackpot scientist who lived in a rundown apartment that definitely did not meet any code. Through a set of electric shocks, which made him question his sanity, he was finally able to see you clearly for the first time. It was as if he had been blessed somehow. He was never one to believe in any god, but he did pray and say thank you to whatever gave him self-awareness.
Yandere Bruce Wayne hacked into your phone through a magic line Constantine set up. It was definitely worth having to help him set up a demon trap. A trap that he had to be the bait for. Still, he gains access to all the information about you that one could need. He spends countless hours combing over all your history, including your internet history.
You—like him? What is a... yandere? Oh.
He's watching you read this right now and smiling like a madman. A smile that could rival even the most unhinged of Joker's.
Yandere Bruce Wayne knows that he can't be too obvious. He could easily scare you off, and even if he could simply follow you through other forms of media, it still wouldn't be the same. Your attention is like a drug that some villian force fed him. It's a gaze that brings him comfort. He needs to keep it only on himself.
Yandere Bruce Wayne gets impatient. He only has your gaze. He isn't able to touch you. He isn't able to smell you. He isn't able to see you in all your glory. It causes him to grow agitated. He's more prone to snapping. He isolates himself even more now. Alfred does his best to get through Bruce's shell, but it seems much stronger now. He wants one thing: you.
He has always done his duty.
He has always saved the citizens of Gotham.
Doesn't he deserve something?
Doesn't he deserve just this one thing?
Yandere Bruce Wayne knows it can't be, but it doesn't stop him from dreaming. He fantasizes about what it would be like to be in your world, or you in his. He can't do it anymore. He needs you. How?
He looks at you, but he doesn't know if you notice it.
Damn dimensional time shit.
He'll get out of here eventually, and the first time he feels you will be the last time you leave his side.
#yandere#yandere x reader#self aware yandere#dc#dc comics#dc batman#batman#batman fanfiction#batfam#bruce wayne#bruce wayne x reader#dc bruce wayne#yandere bruce wayne x reader#yandere bruce wayne#batman x reader#yandere batman x reader#yandere batfam#yandere batman#yandere dc
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"I kinda blacked out there, didn't I?" Tim asked, laughing in an unhinged manner.
Batman (surprised): You took Bane down?
Red Robin (bloody hands): Yeah... Kind of blacked out.
Batman: How?
Harley Quinn stood to the side spoke up as Robin stared at his bloody hands.
Harley: Bane brought up the kids dead parents, he was unaware they died and... you evah seen a raccoon with rabies? Yeah he became that and took him down.
Robin: Oh, that's right, that did happen.
Robin chuckled in an unhinged manner, not upset by his blood stained hands anymore.
Red Robin: You ever hear a tear from paper being written? Th- That was mind and then Harley pulled me away and he was on the ground. Heh-heh- heh, worth it.
Batman: What did he say?
Harley's eye widened and she shook her head to end the conversation. Robin's left eye twitched while he forced away the negative comment that Bane said to set him.
Batman: Um... You don't have to answer. Good job Robin.
Red Robin (perking up): Thank you, Batman. I'm going to wash my hands.
As Red Robin left, Harley offered him an encouraging smile. Once he was out of sight, she sauntered over to Bruce.
Harley: Oh God, he's so hurt. How did his mom and dad die? Because his reaction was ... Intense. That was me when after I left the vat of Joker venom.
Batman: Long story, very sad, it's a trigger for him. If you want to ask him, be careful with it. Seriously though, what did Bane say about his parents?
Harley: A lot of creepy things he'd do to his mother mostly. Like he wouldn't let up.
Batman: So completely deserved? Cool.
Harley: Totally, can I talk to him later though?
Batman: You can try, but you don't have a license anymore.
Harley: Once you become a therapist, it doesn't cease to exist.
#batfamily#batfamily chronicles#batman#batfamily shenanigans#batbros#batfamily headcanons#bruce wayne#tim drake#harley quinn being a therapist#harley quinn is smart#harley quinn#tim drake headcanon#i have been writing a lot of tim drake loses it when his parents are insulted on fics#sorry about that#batfamily comedy#batfamily fanfiction#batfamily fluff#microfiction#headcanon batfamily#batfamily microseries#dc batfam#dc batman#script fic#part of my batfamily microseries#batfamily fic#batfamily funny#batfamily microfiction#dc fanfiction#part of my batfamily flash fiction#flash fiction
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Hi, I am simply thinking about what the unhinged Elder Waynes would do if they were still alive when the Clown killed Jason
(I mean thinking about them as grandparent menaces in general is INCREDIBLE
Martha and Cass at a vanity as Martha does her makeup and puts her in family heirloom jewelry? Thomas and Alfred lowkey kidnapping unhinged stalker baby Tim? Thomas painting a pregnant Steph's toenails? Martha becoming Duke's feral PTA mom? Thomas "Dick can do a little homicide, as a treat" Wayne? etc etc???)
They have the patience and the resources to wait out Joker being an ambassador or can get him someplace that even as ambassador he shouldn't be.
Martha and Alfred helping Harley get away from Joker (Thomas is so proud his baby girl is a doctor *SNIFF*)
Also Thomas and Martha being involved with protests all the time and getting arrested all. The. Time. Alfred doesn't come with because someone has to be ready to bail them out along with everyone else who got arrested
Anyway. Thomas Wayne kneecapping the Clown for Jason. That's all.
I genuinely believe Thomas would’ve folded Joker like a wet napkin and send that bitch to hell crawling. Protective Batfamily is one of my all timefavorite tropes!!!
Also, Thomas referring to Harley as his baby girl :(( that’s so real. No thoughts, only Thomas beating himself up for not being there (death will do that to a guy) for her, and Harley fearing she’s too inadequate for love.
If the lowest form of life doesn’t find her worthy, what’s the point?
“Oh, honey. You’re too good for that guy. For anyone . And I’m so sorry he convinced you of the opposite,” just cradling her against his chest, the smears of ice cream on her mouth forgotten,
“Let me tell you. When i walk you down the aisle to Pammy, you know what she’s gonna think? ‘The funniest, prettiest, smartest, craziest woman in the world is gonna be mine forever. How lucky am I?’”
And Martha comforts Bruce when he has yet another argument with Jason, over something tiny, but everything tiny is everything sharp for them, — and she tells him,
“I miss your little tantrums so much,” she sighs, petting his hair, not as curly as hers but just as soft, “You used to stomp your little foot and yank on your daddy’s hand. If that didn’t work, you’d run to your papa and screamed until we started laughing. You’re lucky, you know.”
#them <3#dc#dc comics#bruce wayne#text#batman#batfamily#jason todd#thomas wayne#harley quinn#GIRL DAD THOMAS MY BELOVED
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Ouroboros
Sequel to "Another Harley Quinn"
Go to the first fic: "Deal"
After everything is said and done, it is no secret that Bruce doesn't approve of Jason's choice of partner. How far is he ready to go to reject her, and what are Jazz and Jason willing to give?
[Read on AO3][Read on FF]
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She was running.
She was running and the streets were too dark, the shadows too long, the air too cold. She was running through a city she had come to know but was alien to her, a place she wanted to call home and yet she couldn’t call hers.
Jazz was running. Her chest hurt. Her feet hurt.
That’s when she saw it.
It was familiar, something that looked like home between the streets she didn’t belong in, and yet, it wasn’t home.
(Nothing was really home since Danny—)
She knew it. Jazz was sure. It was a ghost, she was positive, but a ghost she had never encountered before. It was bright, glowing in the dark streets, its light making its features difficult to discern. The body was more like a floating torn bed sheet than a human body.
It had a face.
It opened its mouth, jaw unhinged, and screamed.
***
Jazz woke up with a start, the only thing not letting her fall forwards and faceplant on the coffee table was a strong arm around her waist.
“Easy there, love.”
She looked up at Jason, blinking the sleep away. “Did I fall asleep? I’m sorry.”
His smile didn’t reach his eyes. She usually doesn't fall asleep like this, but lately…
“It’s okay,” Bruce set his cup on the table, “you must be tired after last night.”
Last night… Right, she had been up late taking down a drug operation at the docks. That Batman knew about it even if she did it alone wasn’t surprising. The slight judgemental glint in his eyes wasn’t a surprise either — she had killed the lieutenant after destroying the cargo.
It had been the third chance she had given him and that person decided to mock her for being soft, claiming that “a man would have pulled the trigger already”. If that wasn’t enough to kill him, the fact that his ex-girlfriend had filed for a restraining order for the second time, and had been dismissed by the police again, was a deal breaker for her.
Not that Bruce would care about things like that.
“She's been having weird dreams lately and wakes up really tired.”
Jason, as always, jumped to protect her. Maybe he was trying to remind Bruce that they were in this together, that it didn’t matter that she was taking over while he got his GED and started college. That if Bruce had a problem with her he had a problem with the two of them.
“I think she’s trying to tell me something,” Jazz sat straight, cracking her back. She shouldn’t have fallen asleep like that, now her back was going to be sore. “I mean Gotham.”
“Again?”
“Is the same dream over and over again, the same noise. I thought after Joker…” Jazz trailed off, remembering that encounter with the Spirit. She had been another person then. Another woman. Felt like long ago and yet like yesterday.
“Hm?”
Both ignored Bruce’s clear “hm” demanding her to elaborate. Right. They never explained what happened with the Joker.
“I think she is trying to warn me about something that’s coming.” Her mind went back to the screaming ghost, to the dark alleys. That wasn’t Gotham, even if it gave the illusion to be. “Something more in my, uh, expertise.”
“Well, that’s ominous,” Jason was deliberately only looking at her face, “and vague. Wanna go over it when we get home?”
Any thought was derailed when he lifted a hand to comb it through her hair. It felt nice. He was very warm.
“Sure.” She picked his hand and kissed the palm. “I’m going to check if Alfred needs help with dinner.”
Still ignoring Bruce, Jazz stood up and left what was going to be another interrogation.
***
“Elaborate.”
Jason watched her walk away, conflicted. She had been a bit distracted lately, spacing out more and more; and even if he was positive she was not actively hiding anything from him, he was sure something was going on with her.
The thought that not even she knew what was happening was not helping.
“Jason.”
He looked up at his father. “What?”
“Elaborate.”
Jason didn’t like that it was worded like an order. Or that Bruce used that tone with him, with Jazz. Honestly? He was fed up with Bruce’s behavior about his girlfriend. She said it was okay, that Bruce would eventually let it go, but Jason didn’t like that she had to endure that constant drilling because of—
No. It wasn’t because of him.
Jazz had been firm when she insisted it was never his fault. That if Bruce decided to be a dick about her it was not because of Jason.
But Jason knew his father better than her, he knew what made the man tick, what he was thinking with each gesture. Sure, Jazz had investigated Bruce Wayne, Batman, and everything about Gotham — but she hadn’t lived any of it.
What Bruce hated about Jazz is what he hated in Jason, the new Jason, and what he refused to accept. It didn’t take a genius to see that the man berated her for things Jason taught her or did with her. It was obvious at this point, after all these months, that Bruce just couldn't let go of the little boy that died.
Listen. If Jason had problems with Bruce, it was his problem, not Jazz’s. She was innocent.
“Bruce.” He cut whatever the other man was about to say. “You have to stop.”
This made him blink in surprise. Yeah right. As if he didn’t know what he was talking about.
“Stop what?”
“Don’t give me that crap. You know what I mean.”
They looked at each other in tense silence.
Bruce sighed, leaning back on the sofa, rubbing his face before looking elsewhere but him.
“I just —” he started, unsure of what he really wanted to say. Was he going to be honest, for once? “I don’t — There is something about her… I don’t like it.”
There it is.
I don't like her.
I don’t trust her.
Of course he doesn’t. That stupid control freak. Jazz was a bat trained individual that didn’t go through him or was approved by him. She had access to the Cave and to all their technology, just like Jason, just like Bruce promised they could.
But that wasn’t the problem. Jazz could be temporarily banned and put on trial phase until she passed all of Bruce’s tests and yet she would never be enough.
“We are a package deal, Bruce.”
The look the man gave him was equally annoyed and defeated. “I know.”
“She’s not a villain.” It hurt. How Bruce’s jaw muscle tensed like he wanted to say otherwise, it hurt. If he considered her a villain, he considered him a villain too. He was just too chicken to say it. “She’s my partner. She’s my other half.”
“I know.” He grumbled.
Bruce didn’t like her. He didn’t approve of her. He never would.
“Why do you hate her so much?” Jason swallowed the discomfort. He needed to know. He needed to understand if it was a stupid dream to think he could have both his family and his partner. If he had to put distance between them and Jazz, he had no doubt who he would choose to go with. “Why is she the villain and not me?”
Bruce looked at him like he grew another head. “That’s ridiculous. You are not a villain. I don’t agree with your methods, but—”
“But nothing! She’s just the same as me. I trained her! I brought her into this life! If there is someone you should distrust is me!” He stood up, angry at the argument.
Surprisingly enough, the older man was unfazed. He thought his words carefully, looking down at his clasped hands. After about a minute, he finally said.
“She killed her own parents.”
That was it? “What are you talking about? I was the one that did the actual killing.”
He still remembered it like it was yesterday. How he took his time, how he made it hurt. He let them know on whose orders he was doing that to them and why.
“She hired you to kill them,” Bruce shook his head, frowning, “is not the same.”
“What the fuck do you mean with ‘not the same’? Bruce, you weren’t there, you didn’t see what happened. They killed her brother.”
“It still doesn’t justify—”
“They tortured him, Bruce. Their own son. They deserved to die.”
Bruce blinked, eyes searching Jason’s face, like he was seeing him for the first time.
“They deserved to face justice. Not— Not whatever she asked you to do.”
She never asked him to torture them. Sure, she said ‘I want those two to suffer’, but she never specified how and what she wanted. She was angry and filled with rage, and she wanted to make them pay for what they did — but she didn’t ask him to break every bone in their bodies and keep them awake during the whole process.
It had been all him.
“That’s the thing, Bruce. She tried to seek justice, and the system failed her. If just—” Jason looked away, uncomfortable with sharing memories that weren’t his “ — If ‘Justice’ actually had helped her, her brother would still be alive. But she took too long with the longer route, and by the time she decided to fix it on her own, Danny was already gone. Torn apart by his own parents.”
“What she asked of you wasn’t justice either.”
“No.” He conceded. “She wanted vengeance.”
He remembered her dark eyes, so empty of any emotion except cold fury. It was easy to forget now that she smiled and regarded him with warmth, but not that long ago she had been an empty husk running on rage and rage alone.
“I still don’t understand… How?” At his questioning look, Bruce added: “We researched her, her family. There was no reason to believe they hurt either of their kids. Danny disappeared and run away and yes, it was suspicious as hell, but—”
“Are you listening to yourself? The investigation of Danny’s disappearance is a joke and obviously a cover up. Are you so dead set on making her the bad guy that you overlook something so simple?”
Bruce thought his words for a moment, maybe finally noticing how his rejection of his partner was affecting his own son. He was making that soft face he had every time he talked about how he messed up with Dick and how he could have done it better.
“A cover up by who?”
“What? The GIW, obviously.”
Did he not know?
Wait.
Bruce stood up, eyes wide. “The Ghost Investigation Ward?”
He doesn't know.
“Bruce?”
“They were supported by the GIW?”
He really doesn’t know.
“Bruce… they were the lead scientists of the GIW.”
Jason watched the pieces start to fit in Bruce’s mind, the whole story taking shape in his detective brain. Did he know about project P-001? About how Danny exactly died? About what they did to other ecto-entities?
“Did she know? Did she allow it?”
What was with Bruce and always assuming the worst? With a sigh, Jason gestured towards where the kitchen was, asking Bruce to walk with him. If what he needed to stop being hostile was answers, he would give them.
“About her parents working with the GIW? Yes. About the experiments? No.”
“And Danny—”
“Danny was taken away when she was away in college. Came back home to find her brother gone and her parents uncaring about his whereabouts.”
He truly didn’t like speaking for Jazz, but he also didn’t want her to relive all of this just because Bruce couldn’t let it go.
When Bruce didn’t ask another question, he continued. “She and Danny’s friends tried to get him back, but nothing worked. They were just kids against a whole shady fake government agency — they never stood a chance. They tried anyway.”
“They could have called the Justice League.”
Jason was already shaking his head before he finished talking. “And say what? ‘Evil organization that’s barely legal has kidnapped my brother’? Bruce, we both know that by the time a thorough investigation happened it would have been too late.”
“But we did investigate them. Sure, a lot of it was destroyed but the little we could find we completely tore down.”
He doesn’t know, he doesn’t know.
Jason took a deep breath as they arrived at the kitchen, smiling when he saw Jazz completely engrossed with her task of cutting the vegetables. She was smiling and chatting with Alfred about something he couldn’t hear from there, but she looked… good. At peace.
“There was an anonymous tip to the Justice League, yes?”
“How do you—”
Jason looked back at Bruce, not hiding his thoughts. The older man made the correct connections and the correct assumptions. Who destroyed the GIW bases, who killed all those people, who brought the Justice a lonely soul desperately needed.
“Bruce. She has suffered enough. Let it go.”
The other man was also watching Jazz cook; and as if she felt their gazes, she looked up at the pair. Jazz smiled, the emotion not quite getting to her eyes, and she waved with the hand that still had the knife.
Bruce’s mouth twisted a bit.
“I didn’t know.”
“You shouldn’t have to know. She’s what I want. That should have been enough.”
Jason didn’t imagine the pain in his father’s eyes when he looked back at him.
***
Tim glanced nervously at the woman quietly watching the horizon next to him.
What was Bruce thinking? Making him do patrol with her? Alone? What if she snapped and killed him?
“I know you are scared of me.”
He jumped at the mechanical voice, finding her smiling down at him. He wasn’t sure. With the mask in the way it was difficult to know.
“I’m not going to hurt you.”
Yeah, right.
“Really. I don’t hurt children.”
“You shouldn’t kill people, period!” He snapped. “Sorry.” Tim muttered at his outburst. Murder girlfriend or not, he had manners and Alfred wouldn’t like it if he was rude to a guest.
Jasmine looked away, humming in thought, her eyes watching the shadows of the night. Did she see something special in them? Apparently she had some kind of enhancements due to her parents’ experimentation — something about contamination? — but no formal testing of her abilities had been done. Yet.
“Am I that scary?”
Tim almost missed the quiet question.
“It Isn't that — uh…” He tried to find the correct words. Scary? She was not scary per se. Her outfit was not made for intimidation, she looked pretty average with her dark pants, combat boots and black shirt. The most noticeable parts of her outfit were the full utility belt around her waist and the guns strapped to her thighs. And the red hair. But she was not scary. “I’ve seen scarier people.”
“That doesn’t answer my question.” She turned to look at him.
Her eyes. He didn’t like her eyes.
They were an uncanny shade of blue that looked green under certain lights. Eyes that sometimes glowed Lazarus Pits green. Eyes that gave him goosebumps.
“Why do you want to know? You are the head of the Crime Underworld of Gotham, of course you are scary.” She found his words funny. “You don’t kill the Joker with kindness, either.”
She tilted her head, looking back at the city. “Yeah. You might be right.”
“Of course I’m right.” He scoffed, walking closer. She didn’t react to his proximity. “Did you really kill him, though?”
“B didn’t tell you?”
“He just said… He said he found him dead. That Hood and you sent him in a wild goose chase and it was all so he couldn’t stop you from killing him.”
“There you go, then.”
“He also said there were screams and that he couldn’t get in the room.” He looked at her profile, since she refused to look back at him. “We reviewed the cowl footage but it was all noise and snow.”
Jazz hummed.
Tim narrowed his eyes. “You know why, don’t you?”
She thought for a moment before answering. "I do."
"Well?"
She smiled. "Why would I tell you?"
Robin groaned in frustration, like he did every time she deflected his questions. Jazz was very private and didn't share any information that wasn't already guessed or known; and even in the case of the former, she usually smiles and let him ramble theories of what actually happened and never confirm or deny them.
Tim was still deciding if he hated her. Well. Hate was a big word.
Dislike.
Did he mind the murdering? Yeah, it was disturbing to know the woman smiling in front of him hired a hitman to massacre her own parents and then decided to become a crime lord. Just because.
But Jasmine was kind and patient and understanding, and she didn't bend even after how mean Bruce had been with her. And she loved Jason, really loved him, which made it difficult to reduce her to a mindless criminal.
"I'm curious." He finally admitted. "Truly. No suspicion, no investigation. I want to know."
"You are such a curious bug, huh."
Again she looked at him without really seeing him.
You remind me of him. You have the same spark. I hope it's never beaten out of you.
Tim wasn't stupid — he knew she was seeing her dead brother in him and it bothered him. It bothered him more than when Bruce called him 'Jason' those first months.
"I can talk to ghosts." She said out of the blue. Like it wasn't even that important. "The Spirit of Gotham asked me to kill the Joker."
Tim did a double take, surprised. "Why?"
She shrugged. "I don't know. For real. She just contacted me and told me to do it. So I did."
"Just like that?"
"Just like that."
There was more story to it, but Tim was going to count his blessings and let it slide for now.
Patrol progressed like normal without any surprises. Just minor crime, barely anything that required Bat intervention, but it was good to be seen around, especially with The Ghost at his side. The people loved Robin, and if they wanted to make them trust that The Ghost was not out there killing everyone, pairing her with Robin was the quickest route.
Was that why B did it? Had he turned a new leaf?
By the time they called off patrol for the day, Tim noticed Jazz being quieter than usual.
"What’s wrong?" He asked her.
Her eyes were hesitant when she looked at him. “Are… I mean, it is— uh…”
“Just spit it out.”
The Ghost was nervous. She shifted a little when they landed on a rooftop to talk.
“Everything okay at school?”
Tim did a double take, watching her like he was seeing her for the first time. What the heck? Was she for real? Asking about school, out of the blue like this? What was the point?
What was her angle?
“Why would I tell you?”
She chuckled. “I had that coming, huh?”
He laughed too, amused by her switch in behavior. It was relaxing to see her act like a human — Jazz was a quiet presence glued to Jason’s side, always watching with those sad eyes.
“School’s good, but boring.”
“Boring?”
“Too easy.” He scoffed. “Teachers don’t know what else to throw at me to make me shut up.”
She hummed. It felt good to not get the speech about school not being just about good grades and that he should be kinder to his teachers, that they were doing their best.
“Any friends?”
What was she doing? Was she trying to be his older sister, trying to fill a void left behind by her loss?
Danny was dead. She wouldn’t bring him back by adopting another kid.
Tim almost laughed, amused at the similarities between Bruce and Jasmine.
Before he could open his mouth to gently ask her to stop, she tensed, looking at a nearby rooftop.
“Robin.” She switched back to The Ghost, the ruthless crime lord. “Go home. Call Batman.”
“What—”
“Do it.”
Tim hesitated a second too long, the glint of a sword on the edge of his vision put him in fight mode. He blocked in time, his staff and his arms straining to withstand the impact of a sword that had been aimed to his neck.
He jumped back, closer to Jazz, watching as a group of ninjas quickly surrounded them.
“We have a situation,” he heard The Ghost’s voice coming from the comms and his ears at the same time. “Requesting back up.”
“En route.” Bruce’s voice was a relief. Even if Tim had been trained and he wasn’t alone, he was starting to get overwhelmed by the quick moving ninjas that were hellbent on killing them.
He didn’t recognize the uniforms and their motivations were unclear. No obvious target either, since they weren’t trying to crowd one of them specifically. The Ghost held her ground, dancing around the assailants with ease and practiced moves, some of them reminiscent of Dick and some of Jason, and he was grateful that she hadn’t whipped out the guns and started shooting at them.
Robin stepped back, staff ready, feinting to the left to do a sweep under the closest ninja, making them stumble enough to elbow them in the side of the neck, knocking them out.
One down, three more to go.
He focused on his own fight, watching them, expecting their moves, dodging the very sharp blades they were swinging in his direction. Tim knew he was fast and he learned even faster, something Bruce always praised him about, and he decided to prove he was worth the chance to be Robin as best he could do.
The second assassin made a mistake, one tiny misstep, and he used his grappling gun to tie their legs together, leaving them dangling from the edge of the roof.
Now that he was facing only two of them it was easier to keep up with the speed. His staff was very useful to keep them at a safe distance, and he used that advantage as best as he could, even if the ninjas understood that they were losing the upper hand.
They changed tactics, instead of going for the kill they were planning on tiring him out — when he blocked one he had to be watching the other and expecting their move, not having a second to breathe. He was starting to get light headed and his arms starting to hurt after blocking impact after impact, when he finally saw his chance with one of them.
He attacked fast, staff ready, doing a series of katas that were meant to confuse the opponent and end with a strong push to the chest. Tim even managed to knock the sword out of their hands. When he hit them on the head and the guy was down.
“Ha!” He allowed himself the shout of victory, turning around to face the other one—
Only to find wide eyes on a partially covered face, a choked scream escaping the trained assassin. Tim looked down to find the point of a sword right on his neck, barely digging in his skin. He continued looking down and saw rivers of blood coming down the assassin’s front from where another blade was piercing their chest.
The body hit the ground with a soft thump, leaving The Ghost standing, her face blank, her eyes glowing toxic green, her hands stained with blood.
Both turned to look when a new person arrived at the scene.
Batman didn’t look pleased.
***
Jazz was tired and needed a bath, but she couldn’t even think about going back home yet.
Jason. She needed him, she needed his comfort, but he wouldn’t be home until his fight with Bruce was over.
A fight about her.
She knew killing the assassin would have consequences. She could have simply reduced them, she could have pushed Tim away and gotten hit instead, she could have thrown a smoke bomb and given Tim enough time to run away.
But she killed, and it had been a deliberate choice. Bruce knew that, Tim knew that — even if he had tried to defend her a few times before being completely shut down — and Jason knew that.
She just couldn’t think about anything else the moment she saw the black silhouette approach the boy from behind. Tim was just that, a little kid roped into hero life, and she needed to protect him. She needed—
Jazz was not stupid. Tim wasn’t Danny, she didn’t have any right to be any kind of older sister to him. She had one chance at that and she lost it, she couldn’t just act like she deserved another.
The Ghost looked at the rising sun on the horizon, her ears ringing with the screams and threats Jason and Bruce had been throwing at each other by the time she quietly stepped out and left the Batcave. She doubted any of them noticed her leave, too engrossed in the moral question of taking a life and the what if’s and could have’s.
Jason looked distressed and unhappy, not just angry. She knew him, she knew he didn’t like to fight with Bruce like this.
It felt that was the only thing they did when she was near.
“Finally caught you alone,” a smooth feminine voice purred behind her.
Jazz turned, finding a dark skinned woman looking down at her, her long black hair flowing in the breeze. She was tall, and strong, her common-looking t-shirt and jeans not hiding the powerful stance of someone that knew she was in charge.
She didn’t miss the gun on her waist or the sword at her back.
“Talia.” She recognized her from the photos Jason showed her. She never thought they’d ever meet in person. “If you are looking for Jason he is busy at the moment.”
“I’m not looking for him.” Her deep green eyes were fixed on her, analyzing. “I wanted to have a chat with you.”
Jazz tensed. Knowing what she knew about Talia, that couldn’t be anything good.
“I wanted to make you an offer.”
She arched an eyebrow. “An offer?”
“Yes. I have been following you and I’ve seen what you can do. What Jason made of you.”
So Jay was right. Talia was watching. She really couldn’t let it go, huh.
“And?”
“I think we can benefit each other.”
This made her scoff. “What makes you think you can give me something I want?”
Danny was dead, he had been avenged. She didn’t need anything else.
Somehow, Talia found her response hilarious. She chuckled with that silky voice of hers and approached Jazz to watch the city besides her.
“This is not your world. This is not your place. You have been aimless since the death of your brother.”
Jazz didn’t give her the pleasure of seeing her react to her words. Talia was a snake that dealt with information, she taught Jason some of her tricks. She would know about Danny and the GIW and how she came to meet Jason, of course.
“I’m not aimless.” Jason’s smiling face came to her mind. He had given her a home when she thought she had nothing to come back to. “I have—”
“Jason. Yes.” Talia hummed. “But do you really?”
This made her tense. “What do you mean?”
Talia’s smile was pitiful when she turned to look at her, the rising sun painting half her face with warm colors.
“You are in the way of his happy ending, dear.”
Jazz blinked, her heart skipping a beat. She knew that, she knew that things were rocky with Jason’s family, but to hear it put bluntly like that…
“You can have him, sure, but you’d make him lose everything else. Everything he wants. Jason lost his edge when he met you, and since that day he has gotten as dependent on you as you are on him. He has been declawed and what he wants now is a happy family to come back to, something you cannot give him, but he is too blinded by love to see it.”
Jazz hated that it made sense, that Talia was wording her troubled thoughts like this. She knew Talia pulled stunts like this, manipulating people until she had you working for her, but it made so much sense.
“Let him be happy, let him get his father back. Get his family back. If you love him, truly love him, then let him get his happy ending.”
Jazz watched the sunrise without blinking until it hurt. Her eyes watered.
She swallowed the knot in her throat and asked: “And what do you want?” What was her angle? What did she gain by this?
She didn’t turn to look at Talia when she answered, knowing she would crumble the moment she saw her cunning eyes. “I can help you become better, become perfect. I’ve seen what you can become and I’m positive you could use those skills to make sure no one else gets hurt like your brother was hurt.”
“You are talking about becoming an assassin for you.”
Talia chuckled. “Not ‘for me’, dear. You’d be your own person, you could choose your own targets. All I’m offering is resources and training Jason can’t provide. And Bruce wouldn’t ever approve.”
Jazz didn’t answer and Talia didn’t push, both stayed quietly watching the sun climbing in the sky as the city woke up and started to pulse with life one more day. One more day where people would get hurt somewhere in the world, people she could help and yet she was in Gotham feeling like an intruder in someone else’s family, trying to play house.
Talia was making sense. She didn’t like it.
“I’ll think about it.”
***
When Jason came back to the apartment he shared with Jazz, he was ready to drop dead and nap for the rest of the day. He was completely spent, his mind frayed and reeling with the argument and following screaming match about Jazz and how Bruce didn’t like her.
He had been doing so well after the conversation they had, he had been trying, smiling more and including her in things and putting her on patrol with Timbo so people got used to seeing her fight crime with the Hope of Gotham.
She killed the assassin, true, but she had saved the kid’s life. Could she have done something else? Sure, of course, but it wasn’t like the assassins were playing games and letting many chances or going easy on them. If Jazz thought the best course of action was killing him, he trusted her.
Bruce didn’t. He kept going back to the recordings of Robin’s mask, marking places where she could have done better, where should have taken another route. It didn’t matter that the kid said he agreed the assassins were going for the kill or that it was his fault for being careless — Bruce was set on banning her from the Cave, from the Manor and from operating in the city altogether.
Jazz was nowhere to be seen at the Manor when Jason decided that arguing with Bruce was pointless and got on his bike and rode off without explaining more. He was tired. He needed his girlfriend.
Just as he thought, she was at the apartment, waiting. She was not in her usual chair reading or at the kitchen having her post patrol tea; but he found her on the bed still wearing her suit, sitting with her back against the headboard. She was looking at the opposite wall with unblinking eyes, brows furrowed.
“Darling?”
She blinked, turning to look at him with empty eyes. He never wanted to see her look at him like that again, he hated that the situation had made her this upset.
“Hi.” She smiled, but it was wrong. “How did it go?”
“Bruce’s pissed but I don’t give a shit. He can choke for all I care.” Jason huffed, sitting on his side of the bed to start on getting rid of the suit. “I know this isn’t over, but whatever. He’ll get over it.”
Jazz hummed softly, with her ‘I’m considering something that you wouldn’t like’ voice. He stopped unlacing his boots, turning to watch her. She looked… off. Not just upset, but genuinely like— like she was back to that empty shell that accepted his offer of coming to Gotham with him.
“Jason,” she started, “was this… a mistake?”
He frowned. “What do you mean?”
“I… If…,” she licked her lips, looking away from his eyes. “If I left, do you think Bruce would drop it?”
Jason felt like ice crystals started growing in his chest. She couldn’t mean…?
“I understand you love me, but I can’t pretend to understand the relationship you have with your father. All of… this — “ All of me, he knew she wanted to say “ — is putting a strain in that relationship that I don't want you to have.”
He felt like he couldn’t breathe. She couldn’t seriously be talking about breaking up. Not like this.
“I love you too, and—”
“What the fuck are you talking about?” He had the urge to grab her by the shoulders and shake the stupidity out of her head. “Are you seriously thinking about breaking up with me over this?”
She shook her head. “Not just over this. I’m talking about everything else, too. You have been sweet and I love you with all my heart, but darling, this is tearing you apart.”
He couldn’t argue otherwise. He couldn’t deny he had been thinking about not coming back to the Manor and just say fuck it to the whole thing.
Jason was tired of arguing. He didn’t want to fight anymore. If he tried to argue with Jazz right there, right then, he would give up and let her leave without a fight.
“Can we— Can we please put a pin on this conversation?”
She was going to say something else, but closed her mouth, nodding. “Of course. I’ll… There is food in the kitchen. I’m going to shower first, if you don’t mind.”
It’s true that they didn’t bathe together all the time, but he really, really had been looking forward to her affection and, for once, her physical contact. It felt empty, watching her stand up and leave the room without looking back. Felt like an ending to their story, even if Jazz had agreed she would want to talk about this when both were in a better headspace.
This was not how he expected his day to end, how he wanted this to go. He wouldn’t let the best thing to ever happen to him to either leave him or regress to that broken woman he extended his hand to.
Jazz carefully avoided him after the shower, and she chose to sleep on the couch instead of the bed with him. Jason didn’t have enough energy in him to convince her to get into the bed.
When he woke she was still there, calming down his instinct that she just packed her stuff and left while he slept — Danny’s rocket model was still on her night table and the apartment smelled like freshly made coffee.
She was looking outside the window at the sun going down, a still steaming cup of coffee in her hands. Coffee, not tea.
“Hey.”
She turned to smile at him, eyes still haunted, deep bags under her eyes. Did she sleep at all? “Hey.” At least her smile was more normal.
“Feeling better?”
She shook her head, but approached him to kiss him on the cheek before sitting down on the kitchen table. “Wanna talk now?”
With a heavy sigh, Jason got his own cup of coffee and joined her at the table.
“Let’s talk.”
She nodded. “Talia came to see me.”
Jason choked on his coffee. “What?” He managed to say as he coughed out the liquid.
“She made me an offer.”
“You know her offers—”
“Hear me out.” She stopped him before he continued, lifting a hand to signal she wanted to talk. “I’m not going to accept. Talia’s motivations are not clear and I trust you when you say she is shady about her offers.” She tilted her head. “I also think that she is the one that sent those assassins to provoke me”
This made him sigh in relief. That did sound like Talia, and it was good that Jazz caught on that quickly. “Okay.”
“But she made a good point.”
“She told you to break up with me?”
Jazz hummed. “Something like that.”
“Well that’s stupid.” He scoffed. “That wouldn’t solve the problem.”
“And what’s ‘the problem’, then?” She arched an eyebrow, daring him to say otherwise.
“It doesn't matter if Bruce hates you. It doesn’t matter if you stay, or you leave or if we don’t see each other again.” He leaned in to take one of her hands and smiled when she didn’t move away, and even squeezed his hand. “Bruce’s beef with you is actually with the stuff I taught you, the stuff that’s a part of me I wanted to share with you. If he cannot stand you because of that then he is making the active choice to not see I am the same.”
Jazz’s eyes were fixed on their joined hands as she considered his words. She sipped her coffee without looking away.
“If the condition for him to love me is for you to go away then he doesn’t deserve me — and that has nothing to do with you personally.”
Seconds ticked by in the quiet kitchen.
He was firm about what he said and was completely ready to fight Bruce on that if it came to it. It was beyond if Jazz was a ‘bad influence’ or not, beyond trying to play perfect son for Bruce, beyond trying to make him see that they couldn’t go back to how they were before he died.
“Okay.” Jazz said, taking a deep breath. “Okay.”
“Okay?”
Her smile was watery, her eyes shining with tears, but she looked less pale and less like she was about to crumble down.
“I love you.” She said. Neither commented on how shaky her voice was. She wanted him, he could see it in her eyes. It wasn’t because she thought he would need her, or because she thought that was what he wanted — she wanted to be with him.
“Love you too.” He stood up and walked around the table, extended a hand to touch her cheek. She leaned into the touch. “We’ll figure this out, but we have to do it together. I need my partner in crime.”
A few tears went down her cheeks as she nodded.
***
Jazz kept her distance from the Manor the following weeks and focused on things on the crime side of their lives. Jason had been taking on more tasks since they were doing patrol with Batman and Robin as well; but she was now going to focus completely on the Narrows and Crime Alley and let Jason take care of things with his father. He asked her to trust him and she trusted him. They were partners.
She was going back home thinking about her cup of tea and maybe convincing Jason to cuddle under a blanket and read together for a bit; when she saw it.
It was bright and just at the corner of her mind, and she understood she had to follow it.
Not one to question Gotham after all that happened, Jazz followed her gut instinct further and further away from their territory, across the bridge and deeper into the business district. There were some people walking around at night, better dressed people, that looked at her as she followed the faint signs of something other. She ignored them all, how men and women alike chose to get away from her as soon as she was in their sights.
She knew what the “nice” people of Gotham thought of her, it didn’t take a mind reader to understand that it took more time for these people to realize she was no Harley Quinn.
In any case, it was good that she found no resistance as she pursued the white form across the serpentine streets. She couldn’t shake the feeling she was being guided somewhere, but she still needed to investigate.
The chase ended in a deserted street that had an opening to an abandoned metro station — if her memory was correct, it was part of the first metro line in the city, and the route was adjusted after the city grew in another direction.
Jazz wasn’t looking at the art decó structure of the metro opening, though. Her eyes were fixed on the white form floating in the middle of the street.
It grew and grew, quietly and quickly taking a longer shape — a human shape. Legs, arms, torso and a head. It was so bright on a dark background that it hurt her sensitive eyes, but she kept looking at the humanoid shape, wondering what or who it was.
The white light started to dim around the body, a white sheet, torn and dirty, gently floated in an invisible wind, hiding the actual shape of the body. It’s face was still too bright.
“Hello?” Jazz asked, testing the waters with a step towards the ghost. Because it was a ghost, she was positive. “Do you need help?”
She never thought she would need to help another spirit, but if this lost soul needed assistance to find peace, she was the only person that could help.
It was also what Danny would have done.
The bright figure’s face was too intense to really see the features, but as she walked closer she could see short red hair floating around their face.
“I can help you. My name is Jazz.”
It was like she had said the magic words. The slight humming she didn’t realize she had been hearing stopped. The light stopped pulsing. The figure froze mid-air.
Two eyes opened in the creature’s face. Deep black eyes, full of hatred.
A mouth opened, impossibly wide open, in a way that a normal human could never be able to do.
It was a split second — just a tiny moment as the light in its face dimmed enough for her to clearly see the features — but she recognized that face.
The creature screamed a high pitched sound that blasted the windows of the buildings around them.
***
A ping on the phone and Bruce’s slight frown was the first sign that something was wrong.
“A rogue attack?”
The older man looked up from where he was tapping on the phone screen, the chessboard totally forgotten. It was “bonding day” and Jason had spent the day with Bruce doing whatever. They were in the middle of a post-dinner game of chess, and Jason would leave after they were done. Surprisingly enough, there hadn’t been new arguments that day — but after a few weeks of screaming at each other they were too tired to keep at it.
Jason didn’t miss how Bruce’s mood lifted once he learned Jazz was not coming to the Manor anymore.
He didn’t miss either how Dick, when he came by one weekend, and Alfred were worried at that fact. Or how Tim frowned and looked down, distraught at the development. He didn’t know the shortstack actually liked his girlfriend.
“The Ghost is on her way here.” He tapped the phone screen. Jason hoped he was deactivating security. He better be, at least.
He checked his phone in case there was an emergency and he missed her calls, but there was nothing. She had promised to follow his lead regarding Bruce and he told her to not come around the Manor until he said it was ok, so why was she doing exactly that?
His mind reeled with all the possibilities, since she wouldn’t break her promise for something light.
Jason abandoned the game and approached the door, quickly opening it and running his eyes over the pitch black darkness, trying to identify her silhouette against the dark.
He barely saw the two green eyes before a body slammed against his. Her arms and legs circled around him like a koala, her maskless face buried in the crook of his neck. She was also trembling and her face was wet.
Something was very wrong.
“Jazz?”
She sobbed, rubbing her face against his exposed skin. Her breaths were accelerated too. What could have sent his girlfriend into a panic attack like this? She was made of the tough stuff, she had seen and done a lot of bad shit with him, so why…?
“I…” Her voice was rough. “Jason…”
He squeezed her tighter against him, frowning. “Just breathe with me, darling. Okay? Breathe with me.”
She continued muttering his name, but mimicked his exaggerated slow breaths. In and out, in and out, in and out. The shaking diminished a little bit even if her body continued to be tense.
“Is she okay?”
Jason turned to find Alfred and Bruce looking from the door. It had been Bruce who talked, genuine concern painting his expression. They’ve never seen her out of it before, not even during patrol.
“She’ll be.” He said, walking back up the steps of the porch and into the Manor, registering how Bruce moved aside to let them pass, one hand reaching out to help but not actually touching Jazz. “Alfred, could you—”
“Immediately, sir.”
Jason took the whimpering form of his girlfriend back to the sitting room, walked by the abandoned chess game and settled down on one of the comfortable sofas. He maneuvered her to be on his lap and let her cry in silence as they waited for Alfred to bring a glass of water. He didn’t acknowledge Bruce taking a seat in front of them.
“It was her, Jason. Her… How could this be?” Jazz’s voice was hoarse and spent, barely above a whisper.
“Her?”
“Is not fair.” She rubbed her face against his shoulder. “Not fair.”
He tried really hard to follow her. A quick glance at Bruce told him he also had no idea what was going on, so it wasn’t anything Bruce had done.
Not that he suspected Bruce to try going behind his back and harm Jasmine, but… Well, he wouldn’t put it past him after everything.
Alfred walked right in with a tray with a glass and pitch filled with water, a teapot and some cups. His face didn’t betray anything, but Jason saw his eyebrows furrow for a moment when he glanced at the trembling figure on his lap.
“Thank you.”
The butler nodded and moved to stand behind Bruce, watching them as well.
It was a bit longer before Jazz uncurled enough to accept the water, which she gulped down like a parched man in the desert. She accepted a second glass rather quickly, only giving it a tiny sip before placing it on the coffee table with a frown on her face.
“Jason. She’s back. I don’t know when, I don’t know how. But she—” her voice cracked. “Is not fair.”
“You keep saying that. But who could be—”
“My mother.”
Jason’s memory supplied the tear stained face of Madeline Fenton as she begged for her life. Her screams in the secluded basement where he tied her to a chair. Her void eyes when he explained for the last time why he was doing this.
“She’s dead.”
Jazz laughed, but it wasn’t nice. “Haven’t you heard? Sometimes the dead come back to life.”
“That’s impossible.” He watched her die. He buried her body.
“She’s come back and she’s in Gotham.”
“A ghost?” Bruce spoke, voice carefully low.
Jazz flinched, suddenly too aware of their audience. She kept her gaze on the abandoned glass of water on the table. “A wraith, I think. It’s a type of ghost,” she explained further, feeling the older man’s pointed stare demanding more information, “a subclass, if you will.”
Jason wanted to signal Bruce to stop talking, to not ask the next question. He knew what a wraith was in modern folklore, and he knew that Bruce knew as well.
“What does that mean?” He asked anyway.
Jazz looked him in the eye for the first time since she arrived. “It means she died a painful death and wants revenge.”
The words lingered in the following tense silence. Jazz had never talked about it, especially not with Bruce. He already had a poor opinion of her and she tried so hard to not throw more wood to the fire, so to speak. Her direct admission of what she did, what she asked Jason to do, settled like a block of concrete in their minds.
Bruce’s shoulders tensed for a moment before forcibly relaxing them. He glanced at Jason, expression unreadable.
“Is she going to be a problem?”
Of all the ways to word that question, of course he had to choose the worst one. Jazz took it anyway, licking her lips before picking up her tea cup. She took her time blowing off the steam and taking a sip of the liquid.
The fine porcelain made a clicking sound when she put the cup down, too loud in the quiet room. “She won’t stop until she eliminates her killer.”
Even Alfred looked at Jason with worry.
“We have to—”
Jazz cut Bruce off. “No mortal weapon can kill her. Nothing we can do can stop her.”
They looked at each other, both very tense. Bruce was trying hard not to cave in and take over the situation, push everyone away and fix it himself. Or at least Jason thought so, given what he knew about his father.
The older man unclenched one fist, reaching for his cup of tea. He took his time, considering Jazz’s words, looking at her form still curled on Jason’s lap.
“There’s one thing that can kill her.”
Jazz’s anxious confusion was almost palpable. Bruce let her ruminate his cryptic words like the sadist he could be, gently placing the teacup on the table. He didn’t make any sound, his pinky properly cushioning the porcelain.
“The Justice League seized all that was left regarding the Fenton’s research on Ghosts. Including their—”
“ — weapons.” Jazz finished for him, realization dawning on her.
All the tension left her body, her limbs untethered like a puppet that got their strings cut. Jason felt her heartbeat pick up against his chest, the implications of Bruce’s admission rolling in her head.
***
Bruce waited patiently in his office, watching the soft moonlight coming in from the windows casting shadows on everything. He felt more comfortable in the dark, he was used to it, so he didn’t bother turning on the lights. He could see just fine with the full moon illuminating the room.
Jason, when he was done helping Jazz calm down enough to sleep, would be fine with it too — when he came stomping into the office to make demands and scream at him again.
It was the only thing they did lately.
And it was always about her.
He didn’t hate Jasmine, contrary to what Jason must think. He knew that she was capable of kindness and was a damaged person trying her best. He knew she had a rough childhood and had redirected all that trauma and rage into something constructive.
But so did Bruce, and he didn’t become a mercenary.
Jason taught her how to kill, but she was the one encouraging that behavior in him. She was the one selling him the idea that what they were doing was okay. Bruce had long discarded the idea that she had brainwashed Jason; but Bruce knew how equally damaging toxic love could be for people in their line of work.
Did he think Jason could be nudged in the right direction if Jasmine stopped pulling him further away? That she was knowingly, or unknowingly, associating that life of crime with love?
Yes. Deep in his heart, he knew that sometimes even the purest love could drag you down. He wanted to protect his son from falling deeper than he was.
“Alright, here’s what we are going to do.” Jason said as he opened the door to the office, not giving Bruce time to interject. “I’m going to talk and you will shut the fuck up and listen, ok?”
At least he wasn’t screaming. Probably because his precious Jasmine was sleeping.
Bruce let out a deep sigh and stood up to see Jason eye to eye. His son’s stance was tense and guarded, his eyes shining with controlled emotions.
“You will help — No, it’s not your turn to speak.” He said when Bruce opened his mouth. “You will go to your stupid castle in the sky and you are going to bring down all the weapons you can bring. I don’t care how you do it, but you will convince your boyband to let go of the goods.
“In exchange —” his voice broke a little, but he quickly hid it by clearing his throat and combing back his hair with his fingers. “In exchange I’ll be the perfect little son you always wanted. I’ll come every Sunday for brunch. I’ll patrol with you, with the shortstack and with the Golden Boy. I’ll give up the guns, the killing, everything. I’ll even wear a stupid bat symbol so everyone knows who — that I changed sides.” Bruce knew that was not exactly what he wanted to say. “I don’t care what you do to me. But you will help us and you will leave her out of — out of everything.”
The first crack in his mask. His eyes shone with unshed tears. Angry tears? Jason used to cry when he was a child and rage was overflowing his little body.
“You won’t make her beg. You won’t humiliate her with silly little tests and sadistic games. No power plays. No punishments. I killed her parents. The wraith is coming after me. I will be the one that fixes this and after that… After that we will act like you never met Jazz and like I never died and like — I don’t know.” He breathed, shoulders slumping. “I’m done fighting, Bruce.” The expression he made couldn't be called pleading. It was too angry to be considered in the same category. But still it was a face he hadn’t seen Jason make, ever. “You win, I guess. That’s — That’s the deal.”
Night was quiet as Bruce looked at Jason, really looked at him, for the first time in the whole night. His son has grown into a big man, a bit taller than himself, and nothing like the child he lost years ago.
In that moment, in that place, his boy never looked so small. So disarmed.
Not even in the first days after bringing him to the Manor, when Jason was distrustful and thought he was going to be kicked out at any moment, he looked like that.
He saw the exact moment something changed in his mind, because the emotions in his eyes turned into a wall of ice. “And if you do — If you hurt her in any way,” his hands clenched around the empty space where his holsters usually rested, “if you don’t keep your word and go after her anyway — You won’t like the person I become. And that… that is a promise.”
Frozen and speechless, Bruce couldn’t stop Jason from turning tail and leaving the office as quietly and quickly as he arrived. By the time he made his legs follow him to the hallway, his son was nowhere to be seen.
“Master Bruce?” He turned, finding Alfred standing next to the door, quiet as always. “How did the conversation go?”
“Did you hear us?”
Alfred’s expression was unreadable. He had been unusually somber as he helped the couple prepare a room for Jasmine to rest, once it was decided they would spend the night at the Manor.
“The lack of screaming, while a good sign, made it difficult for me to eavesdrop.”
Jason never raised his voice, but it would have been better if he had. Then Bruce wouldn’t feel like he had messed up again.
He looked so… so angry and defeated. Tired. Weary. He talked about coming back home and being part of the family, but he said it like a prisoner accepting his fate in the gallows.
“Master Bruce?”
Bruce blinked back to reality, focusing on Alfred’s worried eyes. “Yes?”
“How did it go?”
He wanted to say “good”, but somehow his voice wasn’t working. “I don’t know.” He finally managed to say.
Alfred nodded, understanding anyway. “I suggest sleeping on it. Things will look simpler in the morning.”
He was right, of course. He nodded at the butler and bid him good night before making the trek back to the Family Wing of the Manor.
Still considering Jason’s words and the disconnection between his promise and his body language, Bruce walked past Jason’s old bedroom. It should be closed, but the door was open.
Right. They were staying the night.
He almost ignored it and walked past without giving it a second thought, but then he heard a quiet sniffle coming from inside. Was Jason crying? He doubted so, but he still approached the door, peeking inside.
“Bruce.” Jasmine called from inside the dark bedroom. A lamp was turned on, revealing her sitting up, alone, on the bed. Her eyes were puffy and red, so she’d be crying for a while. “What do you need?”
He didn’t want to be in this situation, but he couldn’t say that.
“Just checking on you.” He lied.
She smiled, knowing that it was a lie.
“Well, I am fine. Thank you.” Another lie.
Awkward silence. Jasmine took a deep and fortifying breath and gestured towards the reading chair next to the bed. Probably Jason had moved it from beside the window, where it usually was, and sat next to her before going to talk to him.
“Please sit.”
“I don’t think—”
“Sit.”
It was easy to forget she was the Head of the criminal Underworld of Gotham. That she held power Bruce would never dream of grasping in his own city.
Jasmine and Jason never talked about that part of their lives when they were at the Manor, and she very carefully avoided talking about anything regarding their time together before coming to the city or how they operated in Gotham. She stuck to gentle memories about her childhood, about her brother and vague mentions about picking up hobbies in recent months.
In front of him was the whole Jasmine, he knew. Like the moment before with his son, all pretense was dropped and what he could see was the truth.
In Jasmine, that truth looked cold and hurt.
Bruce walked closer and sat down in the comfortable reading chair, his hands placed on his lap. If she wanted to talk then so be it. It was about time they had a heart to heart.
“We need those weapons.” She opened.
“I know. The League—”
“I speak. You listen.” Jasmine interrupted and lifted her chin, her back completely straight. Bruce wanted to laugh at the gesture since it was all Jason. “We need those weapons and you are going to get them for us. I don’t know how, but I swear if I have to go up there and beat the shit out of every member of the Justice League, believe me I would do it.” She narrowed her eyes.
He held her gaze, letting the seconds pass. As amusing as it was watching her tired visage making vague threats to his colleagues, he was not going to poke the bear and make fun of Jason’s girlfriend.
“I don’t care what I need to do. I don’t care if I have to pass some kind of cryptic test or if I’m banned from operating in the city or if I have to — I don’t know.” She breathed in and out, her hands gripping the sheets with white knuckled fists. “I don’t care how many little dances or how many promises or how much of my soul I have to sell for you to give me those weapons. Believe me I would do it all.
“Do whatever you want with me, but leave Jason out of it.” Her glare was all hers, though. Her teal eyes glowing Lazarus Pits green, the bioluminescence adding shadows to her face that completely changed her expression. “Don’t make him choose between me and you like some kind of immature toddler refusing to share his toys.” She spat. “Give me those weapons and in exchange humiliate me as much as your heart desires, I don’t care. Just—” she let go of the sheets, her eyes dialing back to the dull teal he was more used to “ — Just don’t hurt him anymore.”
Bruce watched new tears gather in her eyes, but unlike Jason, she didn’t even try to contain them. She didn’t acknowledge them either.
“That’s… That’s the deal.”
A strong sense of déjà vu hit him. Did they rehearse this? Some kind of pincer movement with a similar speech? What was her version supposed to do, tug at his heartstrings and pin Jason’s suffering on him?
He wanted to scoff and walk out of the room.
“If you break your word or your only condition is for me to leave the city, to leave him, I swear on my brother, Bruce Thomas Wayne, that there won't be a shadow or bunker in this world that could hide you from me.”
It was a threat. It should be a threat.
Jasmine was trembling. She tried to hide it, and if Bruce were any other person, if he didn’t spend most of his days watching people and analyzing their tells, he would have missed it.
She was terrified. Of her mother, who came back as a vengeful spirit? Of a life without Jason?
He was tempted to smile, but he stopped himself in time.
“What did Jason tell you?”
She blinked, taken aback by his words. “What?”
“Did you guys practice long? They were good speeches, I have to concede it. Yours is a bit over the place, but good enough.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Jason had the exact same conversation with me less than half an hour ago. He didn’t come to tell you?”
He saw it, clear as day. She didn’t know. She looked at the door and then at him, then at her hands that were still shaking. She fisted the sheets again, breathing in, breathing out.
“That idiot. What did he promise you?”
She truly didn’t know. Huh.
“Did he promise to give up his work? That he would be the son you want him to be?” Her voice was dripping with sarcasm and her laugh was hollow. “Of course he did. I don’t even need to ask.”
She folded her legs to hug her knees close to her chest. She looked at Bruce, more tears flowing down her cheeks.
“Don’t let him do that. Bruce, that could very well be the thing that breaks him for good. Living that double life, wearing a mask when he’s with you, burying a part of him... Please, I’m begging you, don’t accept that deal.”
She rested her head on her knees, eyes fixed on him. Her shoulders were tense and her posture was deceptively calm, but he could see her slowly curl on herself as if she were trying to give herself comfort.
“Don’t let him hurt himself like that, Bruce.” There was barely any more fire in her voice. “I love him.” Jasmine smiled, the gesture as weak as everything else in her at the moment. “But I guess it doesn’t matter what I say.”
The switch was subtle. Her eyes stayed on him for a second before straying away; and when they did, her blue glazed over like she was not even there with him anymore.
“Good night, Bruce.” She whispered, still not looking at him.
He stood up, ready to leave, staying a moment to watch this new facet of Jasmine he hadn’t seen before. She was always guarded, quiet, and had this sad air around her that only went away when Jason smiled at her.
Jasmine never cried. She never begged.
And she never looked like this.
Bruce ignored the pinch in his chest, murmured a quick ‘goodnight’ and walked out of the room.
***
Next morning found him looking at his coffee with unblinking eyes. Alfred had already tried to ask what was wrong, but gave up after the third grunt in response.
Bruce watched his own reflection in the beverage, eyebags on his face after spending the whole night unable to sleep. Good thing he didn’t have anything to do that day, because he was ready to drop and the sun was barely rising.
You won’t like the person I become.
There won't be a shadow or bunker in this world that could hide you from me.
He frowned, taking a sip of his coffee. Bruce wasn’t a stranger to his kids threatening him. The echoes of Dick screaming at him in the tumultuous era back before Jason’s passing rang in his ears.
What was new was how… how final they were. How ready to follow through they were — Dick had thrown around threats and tried to act tough, but at the end of the day he always came back. These two threatened him with the desperation of an animal in a cage ready to bite off their own paw if it meant getting free.
But you will help us and you will leave her out of — out of everything.
Do whatever you want with me, but leave Jason out of it.
This is the part that confused him the most. If they had a strategy then why contradict each other so blatantly? Why sacrifice themselves for the other and demand they stay safe? It didn’t make sense.
I’m done fighting, Bruce.
Just don’t hurt him anymore.
Hurt him? He wasn’t—
Well. He knew he was being difficult. He knew that his rejection of his partner was taking a toll on Jason, and he felt so horrible about it. He had been meaning to talk to him about it, and he tried a few times, but it always ended with them screaming at each other.
If Jason could just listen—
I’ll be the perfect little son you always wanted.
Jason’s eyes. Hurt and guarded and his brows furrowed. His hands clenching and his shoulders tense, as if he was bracing for the worst. Even under the sunlight he still saw that interaction in a weird light — why was it such a difficult thing to go back to how things were?
Don’t let him hurt himself like that, Bruce.
What did she know about Jason? They may have spent months together, but Bruce had Jason for years. He knew his son, and he knew the kind of person he could be. Sure, his time in the League and then with Jasmine he might have been influenced — but he could be good, if he tried hard enough.
Bruce looked up when he heard footsteps, hoping he could catch Jason and tell him he would accept his offer. It was the most logical solution, and even if he still didn’t understand why his chest kept being weird when he thought about their conversation; he knew it was best for everyone and that it was the most peaceful solution.
Jasmine was glued to his side, of course, when they walked in. She still looked pale and her eyes were distant, but she had a solid grip on his son’s hand as he guided her to the kitchen.
“Good morning, Master Jason.”
Alfred’s greeting went unanswered as the couple froze in the doorway. Jason frowned a little, and Bruce didn’t miss the slight gesture to place Jasmine behind his back. She also glanced at him without really looking at him, flinching when Bruce lifted his cup to them in greeting.
Alfred cleared his throat. “Breakfast will be ready shortly, the table has been already set.”
Jason’s relief could be tasted in the air. “Thank you, Alfie. Let’s go, darling.”
Jasmine hummed and quietly followed him out of the kitchen.
Bruce sipped his coffee. It was impossible to miss the mood shift. Even these past weeks, when they couldn’t be in the same room without an argument breaking out, Jason never acted so guarded.
Something was breaking. Something was changing right under his nose. Jasmine —
I love him. But I guess it doesn’t matter what I say.
Jasmine had flinched.
He remembered her trembling hands, how raw fear completely messed up her threats. How she looked at him with complete defeat.
Jason had explained before how she tried everything over the table before coming to him, and how broken up she was when they met. He had given a description of the things he found in his own research, but Bruce knew he was omitting some details, probably because they were too private or personal for Jasmine.
He had said that she gave up everything to avenge her brother, and how she had to beg and promise her godfather, a sketchy individual, for the money to pay the job.
Jason also had talked about her nightmares. How she saw her brother being pulled apart again and again by the GIW, by her parents, as she watched. How helpless she felt. There was a lot unsaid, but it didn’t take a genius to understand that Jasmine had many reasons and many people to fear.
And she was terrified of Bruce.
The thought made him stop.
Jasmine was terrified of him?
Is that why Jason was acting like… like this?
I’m done fighting, Bruce. You win, I guess.
Win? What did he win? There wasn’t a competition to win. He just wanted his son back, was that too difficult?
Jason’s voice cracked when he said he would do exactly that. Jasmine had said that it would break him.
Bruce looked at his hands grasping the coffee cup, suddenly not feeling tired anymore.
“Alfred.”
The older man hummed, going back to prepare breakfast for the couple. They didn’t even cross the threshold. They didn’t look at him more than a glance.
“Why do I feel like a villain?”
Alfred didn’t hesitate. “Because you have been acting like one.”
He hadn’t, had he?
It’s just—
He remembered Dick’s worried face. Alfred’s judging frown. Timothy lying to his face claiming homework as an excuse to not go on patrol with him.
Either Jasmine had managed to somehow brainwash everyone into feeling sorry for her enough to look past how she was taking Jason down with her—
Or Bruce was wrong.
About her, about everything.
“What do I do?”
The butler placed the scrambled eggs on a plate just as the toaster pinged and released the freshly toasted bread.
“As far as I can see, you have one last chance to make it right.”
He did. He didn’t have to take Jason’s or Jasmine’s offers, there was another option.
He stood up, taking the cup with him to refill it. As he did, he didn’t dare look Alfred in the eye. “Do you think there’s enough for three?”
The older man chuckled. “Way ahead of you, Master Bruce.” He turned, showing him there was enough toast and eggs prepared for everyone.
***
Jazz contemplated the zeta tube, trying to not get her hopes up just yet. Bruce may have done a one eighty, but that didn’t mean everything was fixed.
Once he apologized and acknowledged he had been a grade A asshole for the best part of a month, he promised to help. No strings attached. No mention to them giving up their life of crime or jabs at Jazz about killing her parents.
Jason had been distrustful for a few days but in the end he accepted it if she accepted it.
They still had to convince the Justice League.
Bruce warned them — he was still just one member of the League, and if the others were unconvinced, he couldn’t just steal the weapons for them. He could vouch and talk about his time knowing her, and he promised he would try his best to help.
Jazz’s relief was evident, guarded as it was. Hope was difficult to come by in their line of work, and she knew the tall task of convincing the Justice League that giving her confiscated weapons to re kill her mother was the right thing to do, as bad as it sounded.
“Are you sure?” She looked up at her boyfriend, smiling at his worried expression.
“I’m positive.”
Only one of them could go with Bruce to the Watchtower, and Jazz volunteered. It made sense — she was the only one deeply entwined with the problem, and she was the one that made the call to kill her parents.
“I worry.” He placed a hand on her cheek, the cold material of his gloves wasn’t uncomfortable at all.
“I know.”
“I want to go with you.”
“You can’t.”
“I know,” he sighed, leaning in to gently place his forehead against hers. He closed his eyes, feeling her presence. “I hate this, but— “
She hummed in agreement. This wasn’t the first time they had this conversation, and having it again in front of the zeta tube was not going to change the outcome. She was going, disarmed, with Bruce.
Jazz trusted Jason, and Jason trusted that Bruce was being truthful. That was enough.
A throat being cleared made them jump away from each other, turning to find Alfred and Dick, with Bruce approaching from the stairs. Dick’s little smile was refreshing after so much pain. He had been quick to like Jazz once he got to know her.
“Ready?” Batman asked, now next to the couple.
Jazz nodded, getting on the tip of her toes to quickly give her partner a kiss on the lips. “For good luck.”
“You think you are going to need it?” He asked, a smirk stretching his lips.
“I just wanted one.”
Both chuckled at the memory of another time, another place, and basked in the cozy feelings.
With a final nod, Jazz turned and joined Batman closer to the gate of the tube, head held high and shoulders thrown back.
Time to make her case.
***
Bruce watched Jazz closely since the moment they entered the Watchtower — maybe still wary about her murder tendencies, maybe to observe her behavior now that she was separated from Jason. Whatever he expected she was not it, since she looked exactly the same as she always did; a little bit sad but determined with the task in front of her.
She was very task oriented, so she didn’t stop for idle chat as they made their way through the Justice League base. Her steps were quiet, eerily quiet, just like his. He still couldn’t brush aside the discomfort of having another person know his techniques when he never actually participated in her training.
He heard her gasp, and turned to see what was wrong.
Jasmine was frozen in front of the nearest window, which gave an amazing view of the Earth from space. From being at the Watchtower so often, Bruce had gotten used to the views and usually just walked past without giving it much thought. Watching Jazz approach the reinforced glass holding her breath made him notice the astonishing view more than he did the first time he set foot in the space station.
He noticed one of her hands went for her neck and fished a necklace from under her shirt.
He had seen the chain before but he never asked about it, assuming it was a gift from Jason or something like that. Jazz didn’t strike him as a jewelry kind of woman, but he wasn’t curious enough to ask about it in case it was indeed a romantic gift from his son.
What an idiot he had been. He acted like he was concerned about their love being toxic but he actually just didn’t acknowledge their relationship as much as he possibly could.
“This was Danny’s.” Jazz’s voice cut him from his thoughts. He approached her and quietly waited for her to continue. “The only thing I could take from— When I ran away, there wasn’t much I could take.” He watched her fingers rub the piece of metal with a hole drilled in it. It was shiny from being rubbed like this many times. “Danny loved space. He had rocket models he put together himself.”
She looked back to the blue planet from the window, her voice trailing as much as her thoughts.
This was the first time Jazz actually talked about her brother to him directly, Bruce noticed. The first time she brought him up when they talked alone. She was usually fine with Jason doing the talking, or with him talking about her past to the others, including her past life back at Amity Park.
But she never talked to Bruce like this. She looked… vulnerable. In a way that wasn’t as broken and all over the place as she was when she tried to beg him back at the Manor.
“He would have loved the Watchtower.”
“Hm.” Bruce didn’t know what to say to that. Maybe he would, maybe he wouldn’t. He didn’t know the kid.
She glanced at him and smiled. “But it is better for all of us that he is not here now.” She put the makeshift necklace back where it usually rested, safe and sound. “Right?”
Bruce swallowed, unsure what would even be the right thing to say in this situation. Was she implying that Danny was better off dead? That he would hate confronting the Justice League? That he wouldn’t like having to kill their mother, who was turned into a wraith?
He nodded without really knowing what he was agreeing to and gestured towards the hallway that led to the meeting room he had prepared. She nodded back and continued walking.
Soon they were at the correct place, and Jazz froze at the door. He watched, waiting to see what she would do. She took a few fortifying breaths and nodded at him, signaling she was ready.
The meeting room was as it always was — pure chaos. The Justice League loved to appear professional and put together on TV, but reality is that sometimes Bruce almost yearned for his Gotham and herding Robin and Batgirl around every minute he spent with the League.
He cleared his throat, calling everyone’s attention.
Jazz’s feet make a bit of noise as she shuffled in discomfort at the looks from all the heroes in the room.
“Hi, Batman.” Clark greeted first with a polite smile. “And guest.”
Someone swallowed.
The others had been roughly briefed about the topic they would discuss that day, and Bruce could already see some of the frowns of clear disagreement. The weapons and technology they found in the Fenton household had been deemed too dangerous to even try to analyze. They were stored safely and untouched next to the other artifacts they keep hidden, just in case.
If he didn’t know Jazz and her situation like he did, he would have joined the ranks of the people against letting her have them.
“This is Jasmine Fenton,” her eyebrows twitched at hearing her real name, but she had agreed that she wouldn’t try to hide anymore, “and you should hear what she has to say.”
Without any other comment he glided towards his seat and gestured to Jazz to begin. No need for pleasantries. With a wraith loose in his city he wasn’t inclined to waste time.
He ignored everyone’s eyes on him. It was unusual for the Dark Knight to blatantly show this support with an unknown, specially when dangerous weapons were involved.
“Hi,” her voice cracked. She cleared her throat. “I am… well.” She ran a hand through her hair and glanced at Bruce, who nodded in encouragement. “As Batman said, I am Jasmine, Jasmine Fenton,” she swallowed hard as she said the last name. “My parents were Madeline and Jackson Fenton, who created all that anti-ghost technology you guys removed from my house about a year ago.”
Bruce could see a bunch of people were already twitching to interrupt her and speak up, ask her more about her story, ask her all the unanswered questions back when they were alerted of the Anti-Ecto Laws and found the destroyed labs.
“My… I need those weapons.” Jazz approached the table and placed her hands on the surface, eyes glaring at the pristine white material. “I knew they would be safe with you guys, it has always been my intention to bury everything, every gun, every device, every research; I knew it would be best if it was stored away wherever the Justice League keeps the doomsday devices and cursed amulets.
“But things have changed — my mother is back. Madeline is back. And those weapons,” she jabbed her finger against the table, making a point, “are the only thing that can stop her. I need you to help me kill my mother again.”
***
Jazz felt spent after defending her case for about an hour and a half. It was hard, and the Justice League loved to get distracted by questions that didn’t matter — what were ectoentities, who did the GIW really work for, who else was involved, how did they die, how did Maddie and Jack die.
No more secrets, she promised. Bruce helped her go through some of the questions since he knew all that information already. She watched as he skillfully redirected the questioning far away from Jason’s involvement in this whole thing without actually lying, offering just enough truth to satisfy his colleagues.
What a hypocrite. Always obsessed with knowing everyone’s secrets but refusing to give his own.
But she promised to behave, so she did, and after reliving the worst years of her life in front of a crowd of judging superheroes, she was asked politely to wait outside for the verdict.
She could still hear them discuss though. Did Bruce forget about her little ectoplasm-related enhancements? Or maybe he didn’t and he counted on her listening in.
Whatever was the case, Jazz paced outside the meeting room as she listened to her supporters and detractors pull apart her words and memories, talking about things she didn’t want anybody else to know. Danny would have hated sharing so much about his secrets, but Danny…
Danny wasn’t there.
Danny was—
“Jasmine.”
She looked up, startled. She didn’t hear the door open. Wonder Woman was there, gesturing her in with a warm smile. Diana had been supportive of her cause almost immediately, with the reasoning that if Batman vouched for her then she trusted her.
“Yes?”
“We have decided.”
She nodded and followed back inside with her head high and her back straight. She had been listening to the discussion go back and forth, but missed the actual verdict.
The heroes watched her intently, some with a slight frown, some with a curious smile.
Bruce was smiling one of his invisible smiles. Jason always said that understanding B’s microexpressions was an art in itself, and by this time she was starting to understand his wisdom.
Superman cleared his throat. “You can take the weapons,” she let go of the breath she didn’t know she had been holding, “but we will supervise and log what you take. And when it is… done,” he made a face, the topic of Maddie’s murder and wraith status had affected him, “you will return everything as it is. Do you accept these conditions?”
Jazz was already nodding. “Yeah! I don’t think I’ll need a lot. Just let me see what you managed to salvage.”
Having decided, the meeting was adjourned and almost everyone left the room as soon as it was declared done. Bruce stayed behind with Jazz, same as Diana, who watched Jazz with curious eyes.
“You have suffered, child.” She said in a soft voice. “I grieve for you.”
Jazz nodded, not knowing how to feel about the comment. Grief? Grieving was for the dead, and she was still alive. For a long while, that had been her problem.
She looked aside, feeling uncomfortable with her thoughts.
“Shall we?” Bruce took pity on her and asked her to follow him towards wherever the Fenton tech was stored.
The walk was long, but she didn’t mind it. It gave her time to focus back on the task and recenter herself after the grating discussion of her past in front of total strangers. She just had to suck it up and power through the discomfort, get what she needed and go back to Jason’s arms and brainstorm strategies with him.
Bruce guided her deeper and deeper into the guts of the Watchtower, sadly away from any windows that showed Earth and the stars.
“Here,” he stopped at a seemingly inconspicuous wall and placed his hand against a panel. There was a beep and the wall opened to show a computer. He typed something on the keyboard and a robotic voice requested a code. “Batman, B01.”
Another beep and the walls hissed before splitting open to show a giant storage room.
He went first, Jazz followed.
The room was floor to ceiling full of different things — weapons, jewelry, paintings, anything you could imagine. Some were easy to guess why the Justice League kept under lock and key, but others were more mysterious in nature.
Finally, he stopped at the back of the room, where a few crates were pushed to the side. They were labeled and carefully cataloged with numbers she couldn't decipher, but probably were some kind of League storage organization.
She did recognize her own last name written on the label.
This was it. Everything that was left of her childhood, reduced to a bunch of boxes.
She chuckled at the situation.
Under Batman's supervision she got to work. After a moment it was easy to ignore his quiet presence and got into the flow of opening a crate and rummaging through the items looking for what she knew was familiar.
Sometimes Bruce asked her questions she found easy to answer — what does this device do, what's an ecto signature, why did her parents use a toaster as a base for that. Jazz got into a comfortable stream of words and memories, feeling lighter as she revisited a past she had been trying so hard to forget. Maybe it was exactly because it was Bruce, and not Jason, who listened that made the detachment of her emotions and her memories work. It was less raw, it was less painful, but she still got lost in the memories and remembered facts that had drowned in the grief for so long.
Soon she made a pile with weapons and devices she knew she would need and aligned with Batman how exactly she planned to use them.
“What is this?” Batman asked with the same neutral but curious tone.
Jazz turned, finding him holding a wooden box in his hands. It wasn't a gun, and it wasn't anything she had ever seen before. She'd think that Bruce misplaced an artifact with her family's stuff if she couldn't clearly see the Fenton symbol burned on the lid.
She took the box and turned it in her hands, trying to guess what it was. Inside something rattled, something made of glass, and she decided against shaking the box just in case.
She opened it.
Inside she found a single glass marble. It was dull and cracked and she could guess it was supposed to be a light blue in color.
Jazz screamed, one hand rushing to her mouth.
She knew what this was.
How?
Why?
Bile rushed up her throat and she barely had time to push the box away from her before throwing up on her shoes.
“Jasmine?” Bruce carefully closed the box and put it on a shelf, but Jazz wasn't paying attention.
How?
How?
“Jazz? Talk to me. Breathe.”
Breathe? She tried to breathe but air wasn't coming. She was hyperventilating. She needed to calm down, she needed to leave, she needed to close her eyes and disappear.
But the box was still there. On the shelf. He was still there. In the box. On the shelf.
She went back to the box, slapping Bruce's hand away. She needed to see it again, see with her own eyes, to feel it.
The marble — the core — Danny's core was still there, in the box, on the shelf. But Danny was gone. They looked for him. They looked so hard for him.
She opened the box and the dull piece of glass greeted her back. She lifted a hand to touch it, expecting it to be cold. One time, Danny explained he had an ice core and that if a human tried to touch it they would be frozen in seconds. He had been excited about it, talking about thermodynamics and ghosts' wacky physics.
But Danny wasn't here anymore.
The piece of rock was warm to the touch.
Danny is dead.
He was dead and his core was stored amongst velvet in a repurposed jewelry box.
Danny is dead.
“I can't feel you.”
***
“They're taking their sweet time huh?”
Jason ignored Dick and continued reading his book, not at all glancing at the zeta tube and wondering if he should start assuming the Watchtower was on fire and Jazz needed a rescue. Bruce promised he would be there for her and Jason believed him.
But it has been hours and he knew how difficult the situation was for his girlfriend. He wished he could be there for her but Bruce could only take one guest at a time and Jazz was the best option and of course, she's a strong independent woman, but still, after everything he worried and—
“Oh finally.”
The telltale rumble of the zeta tube coming back to life was a blessing. He immediately stood up and approached the machine, ignoring his brother's snickers as he followed.
He expected to greet his beloved with open arms, maybe a twirl or two to celebrate her success — because of course he knew she'd be victorious — but he didn't expect to be pushed aside and be left in the dust with a confused sibling and their silent father. Jazz ran directly towards the stairs and disappeared before he could question why she was crying.
He turned towards his next best target.
“What did you do.” It wasn't a question.
Bruce had already removed his cowl. He looked tired.
“I didn't do anything. Calm down.”
“Did the League say no?”
Bruce shook his head at his eldest son. “Agreement was favorable. She can take what she needs as long as she gives it back.”
Jason looked between the stairs and Bruce. Console Jazz or get answers.
“Then what—?”
Bruce brought out a box from somewhere in his cape. Robins still had a theory the cape was some kind of bag of holding.
“From what I could gather,” his expression was very serious, more than the usual, “this box contains what remains of Jazz's brother. It was left behind at the house amongst the weapons so we took it, assuming it was some kind of power source. It… It wasn't.”
He opened the box, showing a cracked little glass sphere. This is all that remained of Danny? And it was with experimental weaponry?
Dick and Jason looked at each other, their minds going to the same places.
***
Jazz had thrown up everything in her stomach and more, and she was past the guilt of ruining Alfred's carefully maintained garden. She hoped the old man understood.
She was hiding next to some bushes right outside the kitchen backdoor. It was the first place she collapsed in after finding a door and it was in the shade and outside and it was all she needed.
It was also quiet and away from everyone, and she sobbed in peace.
Danny is dead.
Danny has been dead and gone for a while.
How long?
Given how her parents had his core in a custom box, she guessed it had been a while, probably since the moment he died. Knowing them like she did, they would have harvested his organs for further analysis.
More bile shot up her throat. She almost didn't have the strength to retch this time.
“Need some water?”
She didn't look up, not wanting to face Dick.
“I came as a stand in. Your darling is being calmed down by Bruce and talked out of looking for your parents' ghosts and… well. You know him.”
This made her chuckle. Jason would descend to the deepest pit of hell and shoot everyone in his way down if a single soul hurt her.
Jazz accepted the offering of a cold water bottle. “Thanks.” Her voice was rough but she didn't care anymore.
Dick hummed and sat beside her, carefully away from where she had thrown up. He didn't mind the smell. Or her pathetic state.
“My brother is dead.”
The words came out on their own, as if a supernatural force dragged them up her irritated throat.
Dick nodded, but didn't say anything. He waited for her to continue.
“My brother is dead and my parents killed him.”
If it was another time, she would have hated sounding so small. She was being silly. Danny died a long time ago, why was she feeling so raw as if it just happened?
She had grieved. She had done her time.
More tears ran down her wet face. She thought she had run out of those but apparently not.
“They tortured him and then kept his core as a trophy.” She drank some of the water, feeling her mind getting sharper as she talked. “No. Not a trophy. It was research.”
It was used. Cracked. Dull.
Dick hummed again and this time she finally looked up.
“They experimented with him after his body was gone, right?”
The man controlled his face well as he nodded. “We think so too.”
Danny was dead, and had been for a long time, but didn't rest.
He didn't rest. And his core was used until there was nothing left of him.
He wasn't dead. He wasn't gone. If only she found him sooner—
“It's not your fault.” Dick stopped her spiraling thoughts. “Your brother's death. Is not your fault.”
“I could have contacted Jason sooner. I could have found his core sooner.”
Why didn’t he understand? Danny was her little brother and she failed him. She was supposed to take care of him and she let him fade.
And here she was, playing superheroes and getting cozy with some guy and trying to fit in with a new family?
Danny would never have that.
Danny was dead.
“But you didn't. You did what you could and it was enough.”
She shook her head. Nothing was enough. Her baby brother was gone.
“I didn't learn about Jason until I was back from a mission offworld. It was weeks. I learned my brother was dead because people told me they were sorry for my loss.”
Jazz already knew this, but nodded in encouragement.
“I… I felt like I failed my baby brother. We didn't start close but I grew fond of him and tried to be there, but I had the Titans and my team needed me more and more. I always thought that the kid was fine without me, that it was fine if I pursued my hero career away from Bruce's shadow and away from Gotham. Until I learned what happened. How Jason died. How Bruce pushed him away. And then I thought ‘If only I was around more, if only Jason felt more comfortable telling me things, if only.’”
“It wasn't your fault.”
Even as she said the words she understood the irony.
“I know that now, but I felt that way for so long.” He smiled, showing his dimples. “It really helped having Jason back, having this second chance.”
“Danny is gone.”
He nodded. “Danny is gone.” After a moment of silence he added: “There won't be a second chance and we can only guess. But from what you told us about him, he wouldn't like you thinking that any of that is your fault.”
She watched him, his calm smile under the sunlight, his strong shoulders. Is this what having an older sibling was supposed to be like?
She tried to speak but only more sobs came out. Dick made the choice for her and pulled her into his arms and flushed against his chest.
He didn't say anything else as she screamed and sobbed for the life she never had, for the brother she wouldn't have back and for the second chance she had been robbed of.
***
“You know, I can try to figure out the portal schematics.”
Jazz looked up from the Fenton insignia on the lid of the box. Tim looked small and unsure, looking at her briefly before averting his eyes.
The kid hadn’t been present for the worst of it, but the others must have told him what happened. He wouldn’t be so careful if they didn’t.
Jazz felt annoyed. She wasn’t going to break if her brother was mentioned. “Why would you do that?”
Tim took her question as an invitation and walked closer, sitting down next to her on the steps of the back porch.
“I read,” he made a face, both knew whose research he had read exactly, “that spirits can be dormant in their core and the right amount of ectoplasm could jumpstart it back.”
Jazz opened the box, proud when her hands didn’t tremble. It’s been a few days and she was still recovering but at least it didn’t hurt to see the little glass core as much as it did.
“Like a car battery?”
The other chuckled. He sounded so much like Danny. “Yeah. Like a car battery. But with ghosts.”
She smiled but couldn’t gather the energy to laugh. “Would you do that for me?”
The kid didn’t hesitate. “Of course! You saved my life.” He said it was a no brainer. “And you are part of the family now.”
If Jazz had the mental capacity to deal with it, she would have commented on the tone Tim’s voice had when he said the last comment — the longing and desire and frustration. She knew the circumstances in which he became Robin and how he felt about taking a mantle that wasn’t his.
But she just couldn’t deal with any of this right now.
“It’s okay,” she closed the box, breathing in slowly, “I don’t think it will be necessary. The world doesn’t need another Fenton portal. One had caused enough grief already.”
She ignored the look in Tim’s face and how he opened his mouth to comment but wisely chose to close it.
“What are you going to do?” He asked instead.
Jazz hadn’t seriously thought about it, but after a chat with Bruce the seed of an idea started taking root in her mind.
“Did it help? Having a funeral, the tombstone, keeping it all after he came back?”
She could see her own face reflected back when he answered. “It helped… for a while. What is harder is what to do after.”
“I think I’m going to bury him.” She lifted the box. “Danny never got a funeral. He was actually never declared legally dead. He was just… missing.”
Missing implies the possibility of him coming back. Missing meant she didn’t have a place to mourn.
She had asked Jason what he thought about his tombstone and he shrugged. “Funerals are for the living.” He had said.
Danny was gone and he wasn’t coming back.
Maybe it was time for her to move on.
***
Killing her own mother should have been a harder task than it actually was.
If it was another time, another place, she would have had a difficult time. Maybe she would have hesitated, or lacked resources or her plans would have crumbled down the minute her target’s erratic behavior overwhelmed her.
But she was not that person anymore.
Jasmine Fenton died when Daniel died. When her innocence was shattered by the same people that were supposed to protect her and her brother.
She had made something new, someone new, with the parts left behind in the destruction. She had become someone who knew how to plan, how to kill, how to pull the trigger when it mattered.
If she was another person, in another time, she would have found the emotional detachment aberrant as she took the shot that ended her mother.
But that was not her mother and she was not her daughter. The cycle of violence had to end.
Jazz was met with her favorite dish and plenty of hugs and a foot massage when she got back home. Jason didn’t ask her, and let her talk as much or as little as she wanted. He hummed or clicked his tongue as the conversation needed, but never stopped listening.
Bruce accepted her bag with the weapons without making a single comment, trusting that she was returning everything exactly as it was supposed to be. He didn’t ask anything, but pulled her into a hug and gave her a pat on her head that meant more than anything he could have said.
Tim and Dick never wandered too far, and helped her with figuring out the plans for the funeral. Her only request had been to plan it after she finished the business with her mother, and they patiently waited until she asked about it when she visited the Manor to give back the Fenton tech.
Jason was there every step of the way.
***
It wasn’t raining the day of Danny’s funeral. A miracle being Gotham.
Tucker had commented that maybe the city was giving her grace on such an important date.
Jazz chose to invite Danny’s friends after a long back and forth. Their parting words had been hurtful and they were completely against what she had done to avenge her brother, but she also felt like they deserved to know. About the funeral, about the core.
They booked the first flight to Gotham and stayed with Jason and her the week before the actual day, getting to know her and reconnect and reminisce about Danny.
They still didn’t approve of her life choices but at least had the decency to behave.
They guessed the whole Ghost and Red Hood thing pretty quickly, not that either of them was hiding. Fortunately for all the parties involved, nobody brought up the Batman elephant in the room, not even when they met the rest of the family.
The funeral was simple and to the point, and a very small event. Only the family and Sam and Tucker were there, who said a few words before Jazz put the wooden box with Danny’s core in the ground.
She didn’t cry during the ceremony. She had already cried enough.
“I still think it’s hilarious that you have a tombstone, dude.”
“What can I say? I dig it.”
Sam groaned while Tucker and Dick chuckled.
Jazz smiled and glanced at Jason’s grave next to Danny’s. It was weathered with time and the elements but you could still easily read Jason’s full name and date of birth and death.
Danny’s chosen death day was a hard debate between Sam, Tucker and herself — the date of the accident? The date when he was taken away? Or the date that Project P-001 perished, according to the GIW records?
In the end, just because Danny would have found it hilarious, they put the date of the portal accident.
Jazz almost jumped when she felt a hand on her shoulder. She turned, finding Bruce watching her with a worried expression. Well, as worried as his usual neutral face could be.
“I’m okay.” She said, and it was the truth.
She was okay. More than okay — she was content. She had a home, she had love, she had a goal, she had hopes and dreams. She still missed Danny and mourned the life they could have had, but she had so much more than grief and pain inside now.
The clouds parted and sunshine fell on the cemetery, blinding her for a moment. She lifted her face to smile at the sun, basking in the warmth that enveloped her body like an embrace.
She was okay. She was alive.
It’s what Danny would have wanted.
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Let's take a moment to think about how the characters who have been portrayed as "crazy" or "unhinged" who then get beaten by the mc are usually right. Punisher was painted out to be a bad guy in Punisher, but he was fucking right. Imagine how many lives he would have saved if he killed king pin. Deadpool too, the people he kills are the worst of the worst. AND JASON!! JASON WAS FUCKING RIGHT!! IMAGINE HOW MANY LIVES HE WOULD SAVE WITHOUT BATMAN STOPPING HIM? He'd be praised as a hero if he actually did kill the Joker.
And don't get me started on the heros. Yes, I'm calling bullshit on Bruce. "It'd be too damn easy! Once you cross that line you never go back" Wasn't his entire thing supposed to be being the hero that gotham NEEDED? wasnt he supposed to be saving lives? Let's be honest if he killed the rogues when they first came to light then so many innocent lives would have been saved.
Spider-man is self righteous, as much as i love him. Peter needs to get over himself, the way he berates Deadpool for killing and makes him out to be a terrible person just makes my blood boil. DEADPOOL IS A GOOD GUY WHO KILLS BAD GUYS SO THAT THOSE BAD GUYS CAN'T HURT ANYONE ELSE. and he does it at the expense of his self image and reputation.
Matt's no killing rule was rooted strictly in religion. And as someone who worked AS A LAWYER, you'd think he'd understand that the law is not real justice. The law allows psychopaths and serial killers to walk free, that is not justice. The law actually protects the terrible people. Some people don't deserve a trial and some people deserve to be killed by the Punisher. Call me whatever you want, but i agree with punisher, deadpool, and jason.
Don't get me wrong, killing is always bad. But i do believe the ends justify the means. Killing one person to save the lives of millions sounds better than Sparing one person at the expense of millions.
#jason todd#wade wilson#frank castle#peter parker#spiderman#spider-man#deadpool#the punisher#red hood#bruce wayne#batman#matt murdock
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I see a lot of references in fics that say dick sent Jason to Arkham, but I haven’t been able to find a canon comic that shows that no matter how hard I search. Is this actually a canon thing? If you know
Hi anon, the answer is yes, but with a whole bunch of qualifiers.
So this all takes place for the most part while Morrison was writing Jason (*shudders and retches*). Jason is not the anti-hero we meet in the Under the Hood. He’s a completely unhinged villain. Like off his rocker, so out of character there’s no way it’s actually Jason Todd. I mean he’s drawn with orange-red hair and wearing what looks like an inflated red condom on his head—can you get any more OOC???
This is in the aftermath of Bruce’s “death” and after the Battle for the Cowl events where Jason was running around Gotham as a murder-happy Batman killing criminals and beating down the Bats on the regular. He’s basically just being used as a prop for Dick to have a villain to fight, with no real consideration given to Jason’s actual character.
Dick eventually beats him and takes up the mantle as Batman, which Jason does not take very well. Cue more crazy pants behavior and violent murdering. Eventually Batman!Dick bests him again and tries to offer help…
Which Jason predictably refuses …
And Dick ends up turning Jason over to Gordon.
Off to Arkham Jason goes, although technically it’s the legal system that sends him there. This all takes place in Batman and Robin (2009) #6.
If you skip ahead to Batman and Robin (2009) #23, Jason’s been in Arkham for a couple of months and he wants out. Bruce is back from the dead and insists Jason’s in Arkham for his own safety.
Dick also feels that Jason should be kept in Arkham, but again for his safety (this panel is confusing because Dick and Bruce, the big dorks, are both dressed as Batman while having a conversation with each other).
But Jason gets his way and gets transferred to Gotham City Corrections.
Once there he kills a bunch of guys, gets himself transferred back to Arkham, and en route escapes/gets broken out.
So there you have it.
I’ll just end by saying that many of the fics I’ve read that reference Dick sending Jason to Arkham also reference the Joker being there and Jason being traumatized by exposure to the Joker.
As far as I know, there’s nothing in the comics that shows this to be true. I also haven’t seen anything in the comics that explicitly states the Joker was elsewhere. So until someone points me in the direction of that comic (pls do if you’re in the know!), I think the idea of Jason and the Joker in Arkham together can still be considered fair game (I mean he wasn’t an active Gotham villain during that arc, so where was he, on holiday in Aruba?).
Thanks for the ask, anon! Hopefully this clears things up for you! 💙
#keen converses#the cluster that is bftc#i refuse to accept it as canon#just say no to morrison people#it’s for the best#jason todd#red hood#dick grayson#bruce wayne#batman#comics references
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If the batfamily were in the gffa, which ones of them do you think would have been jedis? How quickly do you think they would have joined the nascent rebellion?
Absolutely NONE of them would have been Jedi, I say with all fondness towards the Batfam, but they are emotional hot messes, every single one of them, and to be a Jedi you literally have to have your emotional shit together, that's straight up how the Force works. You cannot act out of anger or fear without slinking towards the dark side, the Force will throw all that right back in your face, and I don't think there's a single Batfam member that doesn't consistently act out of a place of anger. Bruce - My guy can't even keep it together without a psychic energy field in his brain that resonates with his emotional well-being, he would fall to the dark side inside a month. I love him, but he already thinks he has things under control in his brain that he very much does not, he is the definition of being created by fear of loss and the anger that results from it. Dick - My Blorbo may be the definition of hope and light in the DC universe, the most trusted hero right after Superman, but he absolutely has anger issues that he just kind of ignores. Psychics in the DC universe have tried to invade his mind and come out like, "Jesus fuck why is that guy's mind so terrifying!?" because, while Dick chooses kindness and love, he was also forged in anger at the injustices in the world. Jason - Sweet babygirl doesn't even know what he wants, I tend to see Jason as often times deeply contradictory because I'm not sure he knows how he feels about things, does he want to be part of his family or does he want to walk away from them, he wants their love, but he can't tolerate their love, he thinks everyone expects the worst from him and is angry ahead of time, because he's so deeply insecure about his place in the world and in his family, and the injustices of his life are ones that still haunt him, the Joker killing him and still getting to run around would drive him into anger, fear, and despair just as much as anyone. Tim - My guy is ready to tell anyone and everyone to fuck the fuck off at the drop of a hat, that he's often times the one trying to pull everyone back together, but he also is still haunted by the death of his parents, he's still unsure of his relationship with Bruce at times, when things get back and he loses a little too much in his life, he starts pushing people away, he pushed Dick and Steph away while Bruce was dead, he obsessed over bringing Kon back as a way to cope, rather than actually letting go of his hurts, that guy seems fairly even keel sometimes, but, no, he's a hot mess who would have the Force throwing all that back in his face, too. Damian - Baby bat is so insecure in a lot of ways, because he doesn't always know how to relate to his father, he doesn't know how to be a complement to Bruce the way the other Robins did, they're both brooders, they're both the kind who wear their anger on their sleeves, and have a core fear of loss that would have the dark side hissing in their ears. Barbara - In some ways, Babs is more emotionally stable than the others, but in other ways, she is JUST as unhinged as they are, her fury at the Joker is still lingering all around her heart, she still explodes in anger when something pisses her off, she's still a little afraid of commitment because she's scared to open herself up, she still has to deal with her spinal implant not being perfect, Babs probably has a stronger sense of what her problems are, but it's not like she does anything about them half the time. Cassandra - I think she still feels too much guilt about her past, even if none of it was her fault, but that she can't let go of that pain, and it's not just "bad" anger/fear that draws you to the dark side, it's also "good" anger/fear that lures you there, too. And Cass deals with a lot of that and, while I think she'd probably have the best chance of any of them at making it as a Jedi, she does still have a lot of issues that the Force would be throwing back in her face.
Stephanie - I'd give her the second best chance, she at least sometimes recognizes her fears and says, yeah, I'm afraid, I'm just not going to let it stop me. Steph has as much anger and need to punch the world as any of them do, but I think she might have a chance at changing up her thought patterns enough to make it. Duke - Hmm, I'm not sure I've read enough with Duke yet to tell what his underlying issues are and how much he's dealt with them. He seems fairly stable and willing to back off when he needs to, but in general, if you're a Bat, you've probably got some real anger to work on. Kate - Everything I've read of Kate is definitely "wants to punch things in the face" or "feels torn up about her relationships with people" and that she's not really interested in not being those things. Alfred - It depends on how you view him, I guess. If you see him as someone who has made peace with the lives his family has chosen and willing to understand that they are who they are, then I could see Alfred as a Jedi. But if you lean into the idea of a British Stiff Upper Lip where he just doesn't talk about the anguish he goes through seeing his family get hurt night after night, knowing he can't stop them, then no he would be a terrible Jedi. In short: THEY WOULD ALL SUCK AS JEDI, but they would definitely have started their own Rebel cell even before Bail and Mon and Leia started connecting the various individual groups together!
#lumi.txt#dc#batfam#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#barbara gordon#cassandra cain#stephanie brown#duke thomas#alfred pennyworth
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Okay, but like. There's the whole joke about Bruce recruiting children to be his sidekicks, but honestly there's only really one that fits that.
And it's Jason. And the whole story there is, frankly, unhinged. Aaaaand then he died.
(I'm specifically talking about "first post-crisis origin stories" here because Jason and Dick, in particular, have both had multiple major retcons and revisions over the years, and some of them dramatically change how things happened.)
Like okay. Going backwards, you've got Duke who joined/led a whole Robin-based gang at a time when Bruce wasn't even Batman. You've got Damian and Cass, who were both literally born into the world of masks and capes and heroes and villains, so they weren't ever really not going to be part of it. Steph might have taken inspiration from previous heroes but she made her own identity and repeatedly refused to stop involving herself in the vigilante lifestyle. Tim, obviously, basically strong-armed Batman into letting him be Robin, despite Batman's protests.
Dick's a little more complicated just because there's so many versions, because that's what 80 years of comics and multiple universe reboots will do, and there's kind of a general trend that earlier pre-crisis versions were more of Batman being like "hello, child, would you like to be my sidekick" and later versions have leaned harder and harder into the idea that Dick was absolutely going to do this anyway, regardless of what Batman had to say about it. But even in the first post-crisis version, the flashback in Batman Year 3, Dick says he wants to find a way to keep people like that from hurting others again. When Alfred questions Bruce's offer to train him, Bruce says that Dick should learn to do things the right way if he's going to do it. It's not hard to extrapolate that, much like later versions of the origin story, Dick was going to get himself into this one way or another. (Batman (1940) #437)
And then there's Jason. Whose backstory has also had a lot of (sometimes major) revisions over the years (remember when his adoption was, like, some kind of Joker-originated long con? Fucken Nu52, man). But the original post-crisis version is pretty straightforward. Steals Batman's tires, gets caught and sent to Ma Gunn's Secret Criminal School, intervenes when Batman goes to investigate, immediately gets offered the chance to be Robin based entirely on that.
Which is itself kind of unhinged. That Bruce saw this kid who was living on his own stealing tires and went "Hey you would make a good Robin" as his very first instinct.
But if you've never read Jason's post-crisis origin, or it's been a while, it's honestly even more unhinged than that because that arc starts with Dick getting "fired" as Robin specifically for the reason that he got shot by Joker and Bruce freaked out about how the Robin identity has too many enemies and therefore Dick, a legal adult with approximately a decade of training and experience, should not use the identity anymore.
(And it's specifically about the Robin identity, in this version, because when Dick says he's not going to stop the crime fighting thing Bruce's response is basically "I know and I didn't expect you to". Honestly I could also say a lot about this version of the Robin/Nightwing transition vs. later ones and how this one definitely feels like the Heavy Hand of DC Editorial in the fact that they had no contact for so long afterwards, because the interaction really doesn't feel like it warrants that in this case compared to some later versions, but that's a whole other too-long ramble.) (Batman (1940) #408)
And then a few weeks later Bruce turns around and picks up a random kid, a literal child, and goes "Hey you would make a good Robin!"
And I think a lot about how fucking wild that is. And it's not like the people writing just didn't notice. Dick's big argument with Bruce when he finally comes back to Gotham and meets Jason isn't about the fact that Bruce took in another kid, or even necessarily about Dick feeling proprietary over the Robin identity, the thing he's angry about is that Bruce said it was too dangerous for him, an adult, someone who has trained with Batman for a decade and was already highly physically trained before that for his whole life, to be Robin, and now Bruce has turned around and painted that target onto some random new kid. He pushes, repeatedly, trying to get Bruce to justify himself and this absolutely irresponsible decision, and Bruce gives a lot of answers about how Jason was on a bad path and needed this outlet and eventually just admits that he missed having a partner. (Batman (1940) #416)
And like. Dick's right, is the thing. He is 1000% in the right in this argument. If he can't be Robin anymore because of the danger, how in the hell is it anything like a good idea to hand it over to someone way younger, way less trained, way less experienced, and expect that that wouldn't end in tragedy?
And then it did.
And yeah, Bruce, it is kinda a lot of your fault.
#And the punchline is Batman clearly should not get to choose his own sidekicks! Haha?#(Sorry this is a lot more serious than my usual Batfam shitposts it won't be a regular habit don't worry)#this is long and rambly but it's something i think about a lot#and it's on my mind extra because of an AU oneshot i'm working on finishing right now#and obviously there's eight kabillion versions of any given origin and reboots and retcons and they change drastically yadda yadda yadda#and also obviously there's always behind-the-scenes editorial choices and other factors when it comes to comics story events#story and character choices are frequently not just a matter of storytelling but of things like meeting editorial demand of What Must Happe#but just looking at the story as presented: the one time bruce specifically recruited someone as his sidekick that kid ended up dead for it#it does make narrative sense given this that bruce's reaction to most of the subsequent kids is initially 'go the fuck home and stop this'#and then only really yielding with the realization that they're totally going to do this shit anyway#jason todd#dick grayson#bruce wayne
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So this is going to be a list of Tim centric fics. To be clear I haven’t read very many of the comics but I love both fanon wet cat Tim and Canon feral jackass Tim. I love all the flavors of Tim and I feel like my fic recs will show that so be mindful. I’ll also try to warn for triggers as I list them but I probably won’t get everything so please please be mindful of the tags and keep yourself safe! That said here’s the list in no particular order.
The Definition of Valor by nerdpoe 10,106 words and 1 chapter. This fic is about Tim having been blinded by Ra’s after his Widower attack is forced to adapt and overcome the difficulties that comes with losing his sight. It’s a good mix of funny and serious and I personally adore the way it’s written.
The Blood on Our Hands by KelpieCodyne 8,207 words and 1 chapter. This one is about Tim getting blasted by a spell meant for the person with the highest kill count. I like how Bruce has to grapple with his kids morality and with the fact that many of them have killed before and I really love how his siblings step up and bring out their own problems with his strict moral code. If that’s something you enjoy you might like this one.
Loch & Key by jayburb (toothpasty) 12,514 words and 3 chapters. This one does have Tim being abused by his parents so TW for that. The fic itself is about a legend of Loch Gotham. It features Tim’s interactions with the Loch and the vibes are excellent. I really really loved reading this one.
In Service by smilebackwards 12,730 words and 3 chapters. This is about how Tim ends up apprenticing under Alfred instead of becoming Robin and it changes more than you would think. I really adore the interactions between Tim and Alfred and watching him learn from him. It also re-frames his relationship with Bruce which is deeply sweet because the man has an adoption addiction that can’t be stopped.
Baby Birds and Bat Caves by IzzyMRDB 30,113 words and 20 chapters. Tim goes into the cave system after a storm and it makes him weirder than he already was. It’s based on Welcome to Nightvale but Gotham style and is very fun to read. I adore watching how Tim interacts with the forces that be while the bats are panicking over a child running around Gotham and reporting on the oddities of the city. It’s just a good good fic. TW for Joker’s attack on Barbara and Jason. These are still mentioned and while I don’t find the references overly graphic others might disagree.
Growing Old with You by LilliputianDuckling This is a series with 12 works currently and 110,554 words. It’s a Timkon series where Tim and Kon are childhood friends with good father Lex Luthor, identity shenanigans, and just the struggles of growing up and falling in love. I really cannot recommend this enough if you’re a Timkon enjoyer. There is some smut in the later works and some of the vague homophobia of being 12 year old boys in the early 2010s era but nothing that’s like hate crimes, there’s also mentions of peer pressure with regards to sex but nothing happens. The warnings being said I really connected to the characters in this fic and it just felt very real in a way that was so good. This is probably my favorite Timkon series and like I said I cannot recommend it enough and no words I say will do it justice.
Where Bats and Birds Roost by Mouse_in_this_house this is a series with 26 works and 204,783 words. For warnings There is a fic in here that centers on Sexual harrasment, attempted assault and stalking all done by an original character, Ra’s also harasses Tim So for this series please be mindful of heavy themes in regards to sexual assault. There’s other warnings but I can’t remember them all so please be mindful of the tags and do what you need to do to keep yourself safe. I cannot describe exactly what this series is but it’s a focus on Tim, the Batfam and the Core Four. Tim is so Tim in this series, he’s feral and a little unhinged but also scarily competent. It feels like Tim coming into his own and building a home, building safety net after safety net and making his own. Meanwhile people are worried about him and are dedicated to trying to work it out. That and the Bats think there’s a new player on the rise and the Batfam has no idea it’s Tim. Just all in all a really cool series.
Damian Drake by InkpotSprite 6,962 words and ? Chapters. Damian gets told to find his dad without being told who it is and ends up thinking his dad is Jack Drake. I adore it when Damian ends up imprinting on Tim like a baby duck. This is very sweet and it’s very funny to watch Damian and Dick be at odds. Just a very funny lovely fic.
Alone Together by SpaceWall 22,908 words and 4 chapters. This features Batfam heavily and isn’t exactly Tim centric but I had to add it to the list because this idea for platonic soulmates changed my brain chemistry. Your soulmates are with you your whole life, as invisible forces. I cannot describe this one but it’s really really good.
The Threads That Bind by SpaceWall 5,921 words and 1 chapter. Tim is practiced in thread magic, when Jason attacks Titans tower he sees that magic first hand. I personally love fics where Tim has a special little thing that’s uniquely his, this one does that really well as it describes his relationship with his small form of magic.
Into the Brighter Night by shoalsea 162,894 words and 12 Chapters. This is a fic about Tim that takes place mostly when Tim isn’t there. It shows how his family and friends view him without him being explicitly present for most of the fic and it’s done incredibly like I’m still losing my mind over this fic. Young Justice is heavily present and is my everything. It starts with a threat against Robin and then spirals out from there. I highly recommend this one just showstopping. TW for sexual assault being brought up, it's not graphic but still be mindful.
Maybe with a Shift in Planets by SilberSkiesAtMidnigh 4,557 words and 1 chapter. For warnings there are mentions of Cassandra being abused by her father. This is a fic where Tim finds Cass on a roof before they are found by Bruce. I love how this is focused on Cass’ POV and how it makes sense of the world in her eyes. And I love the way she views Tim Just really lovely work.
To Eat Well by SilverSkiesAtMidnight 4,599 words and 1 chapter. This is a fic about Tim but it focuses mostly on Jason. When Tim is kidnapped the family is left to cope as well as they know how. Jason stress bakes. I’m adding this fic in for a few reasons, one it’s really good and super well written and two the focus is Tim being missing and the love and concern the others have for him.
Surveillance by smilebackwards this is a series with 4 works and 29,187 words. This is a Civilian Tim Au where Jason never dies and it changes things. This series is really good, I love Tim arriving late or early to the Batfam and this fic delivers it so well. Just because he isn’t Batman trained doesn’t mean he’s not competent and just really incredible as a character. A lovely series.
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Jason Todd Yandere Headcanons
Comics:
I don't think that Comics! Jason is likely to be a yandere. Possessive of his darling, and aggressive to those who get too close to her, but I don't think it's enough to warrant a Yandere title. He's far too aware of how terrible men have treated the people in his life and the people that they supposedly "loved." He wouldn't want to turn into one of them. Because of this, the furthest he would go is fighting a guy who tried to steal his darling away from him, or who was making them excessively uncomfortable and wouldn't back off. He wouldn't kill them for either of those though.
UtRH:
Now this man? He’s very similar to comics!Jason, but unhinged and emotional enough to be a yandere, though I don’t think he would be a very violent one. He would kidnap his darling, but from there, he would mainly rely on manipulation and brainwashing kinds of tactics until they fell in love with him. His guard would be raised immensely for a little while after taking his darling, especially if they were aggressive and/or cold to him. When they had fallen for him, his guard would lessen and lessen the more affectionate and reassuring they were. There would only be one reason for him to become violent with his darling, and that would be if they tried to escape. He’s given them everything. He’s been perfect. Why are they trying to leave him too? It would take a long time to build his trust up again, and it would likely never truly be repaired. Even if he wasn’t violent frequently, after they tried to leave him, he would be more often than before they had so carelessly broken his trust. He wouldn’t have hurt them, if only they hadn’t given him reason to!
Arkham Knight:
This man, as beautiful and broken as he is, is fucking deranged. He’s the most likely to be a yandere. He would definitely kidnap his darling. And they would be forced to do whatever he wanted, not that he wouldn’t feel guilty about it. If he has one thing going for him, it would be his self-awareness. He would know that what he was doing was wrong, but fuck, they’re just so perfect, he can’t help himself! He would be much quicker to get violent with his darling, they’re his, and he loves them, why can’t they just understand that! That the only reason he hurts them is because he loves them! Any time that he forced them into anything, he would apologize the whole time. He’s sorry! He knows how terrible he is, how disgusting and monstrous. But if only they could see themselves the way he sees them! Then they’d understand why he just has to have them in any and every way. Once they loved him too, he’d be much kinder, once they molded to fit his vision, to fit his every need, he would be softer with them, he wouldn’t hurt them so long as they behave!
With a Yandere! S/o
Comics and UtRH:
These boys would eat that shit up! All they’ve ever wanted was to be wanted. They wanted to matter enough to somebody for that somebody to do anything to keep them. It wouldn’t really be possible to kidnap either of them, but then again, it wouldn’t be necessary, they’d go anywhere their darling wanted them to. If they ever saw their s/o kill someone for them, they’d be over the moon, ready to propose, given the fact that the corpse had been somebody trying to hurt them. They have no problem with killing bad people and would be glad their s/o shared some of their values. But, if their s/o killed an innocent person out of jealousy, they wouldn’t be so happy. Everything would be easily smoothed over however, so long as their s/o agreed to not hurt innocent people. Neither of them would tolerate their s/o being violent towards them, though, not that their s/o would have any reason to considering how willing both of them would be.
Arkham Knight:
I don’t think that AK!J could deal with a yandere in his life at all. For too long he felt like people were vying for control of him trying to keep him caged. From ho strict Bruce could be, to the Joker, Jason would need to be in control in a relationship, and in his life. He would kill anybody that tried to hurt and/or kidnap him, and he wouldn’t trust anybody to be interested in him enough to go so far for him. He wouldn’t be able to accept any affection from somebody that he wanted to be with for a good long while after they got together, so he would especially hate somebody he doesn’t want trying to be affectionate with him.
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Okay Zero, who's the worst. Eobard or Joker?
Joker is the worst when it comes to Batman. He's Bruce's narrative foil and his raison d'être, he's the embodiment of everything Batman fights (and abhors) and in a meta sense, he's also queer, flamboyant and immoral while Batman is straight, serious and righteous.
However, Joker is also someone Bruce can't live without.
He's possibly the only one who truly, intimately understands Batman and why he does the things he does. And he doesn't even judge him! Joker is happy that Batman is Like This™, the good and the bad, wouldn't want to change him, accepts him exactly the way he is, whereas Bruce's loved ones will always have something to say about who Batman is and how he does what he does.
And for all his talk about how wrong everything Joker represents is, also the other way around is true. Bruce understands Joker (so much so that sometimes he's scared by this) and at this point in his "career" basically needs him to function.
Eobard is the worst when it comes to Barry. He's is so fast and so unhinged that when he's involved, it's an All Hands On Deck situation and all the other speedsters need to come and help stop him. He is the Reverse Flash, literally, but not just because of the Negative Speedforce - where Barry forgives, Eobard holds perennial grudges. Where Barry gives a second chance (and a third and fourth and a fifth and a sixth and a-), Eobard will declare you're his mortal enemy at the slightest offense. Where Barry is full of unconditional love, Eobard has no idea what does it even feel to love and be loved and cannot simply conceive it. Which is part of why Eobard wants to be Barry (he has a perfect life), but also wants to have him (no one should ever be close to Barry but Eobard himself), but also hates him so much: everyone loves Barry, but how can Barry possibly love everyone back?
For Eo love is a quantifiable thing, and it's quantified in the attention you give, and so it's impossible that Barry is sincere when he claims to love all the people he loves. It's just not possible. He must be lying.
But Eobard is also the person who knows Barry better than anyone else. Eo is the cause of a lot of his pain and turmoil, and recognizes this. Where other people belittle Barry's feelings and don't take his suffering seriously, urging him to just get over it, Eobard understands. Barry is the reason why he exists and in his distorted, psychotic way Eobard is devoted to him like to a divine being, and will never let him go, and will always feel for him what he can't feel for anyone else, because there isn't enough room in his heart for anyone but Barry.
If the question was "who can make more damage between Joker and Eobard", then obviously Eobard. If we don't count the meta stuff that applies only to Batman, Joker is just an unpredictable serial killer. Eobard is a chronomancer who can fuck your life up starting from when you weren't even born (in fact, he can make it so you never will be born at all), and change the literal course of time. Then there are also all the average speedforce abilities.
If the question was "who did more awful things between the two", then I'm going to have to use a meta answer and say Joker - Eobard doesn't appear in all that many DCU medias, while Joker is everywhere, and so going by numbers he did more damage because he had more chances to. But his reach is human, Eobard can erase an entire timeline if he so wishes, so it's two very different ballparks anyway.
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Possibly unhinged fic idea:
Bruce dies, but he goes out on his own terms so it's kind of okay
Dick becomes Batman and Damian is his Robin
They're handling it, they're making it work. Then Dick gets blown up (by that Joker fish like in that one comic, this is inspired by that one comic) and winds up in a coma
Damian goes off the rails and starts killing all the rouges in Gotham trying to figure out who was behind the attack (Joker is supposedly dead already)
Things do not work out great as he creates a huge power vacuum and Gotham descends into chaos. Tim shows up to try to talk some sense into Damian. Damian isn't having it, beats him up and throws him out.
Tim decides he needs to find a replacement Batman and goes on a quest to find one. Cass turns it down because now with everyone dead/in a coma and Damian killing people as Batman, she doesn't want anything to do with Batman anymore. And Jason who historically does not handle Bruce's death well, has gone AWOL and by the time Tim finds him, he's lost his will to live and is just hanging out.
Meanwhile, Gotham gets worse and worse and Damian realizes he's fucked up. He plans to stop the latest gang war and then hang up the cape forever. When Tim returns with Kon, Cassie, and Bart and announces it's actually okay for Batman to kill but Damian's been stupid about it. They're going to take over the world now, Injustice style and kill Damian too.
Damian fights them and eventually creates his own phantom zone projector to trap them since he's given up on killing but he knows no prison can hold them.
Anyway, Dick unexpectedly wakes up from his coma but is too injured by the ordeal to ever return to being a vigilante. Damian tells him what happened while he was in the coma except for the bit about Tim because it would only upset him. And Damian's kind of being selfish.
So they retired Batman and just live in their mansion on the hill like two spinster aunts.
Until 15 years later, Terry McGinnis shows up and they quickly realize that he's Bruce's son due to unethical human experiments. Also that he has a point and Gotham needs Batman again.
So they're Terry's men in the chair with Damian as the grumpiest, old man-iest 35 year old you've ever met. Maybe Cass makes a guest appearance and gives him so training while Jason makes a guest appearance to try to persuade him that Batman is a curse and should be abandoned to give him some food for thought.
Terry settles into the groove of things but Damian and Dick don't tell him about being Bruce's son because it's fucked up and also they love secrets.
Then Tim manages to rig an escape from the phantom zone. Terry initially thinks he's a ghost because he doesn't know Tim even exists.
Tim stages a whole dramatic reveal in the cave with his friends, making a point about Damian lying to Dick and Dick and Damian lying to Terry.
Gun!Batman!Tim speech ensues about how he doesn't want to be doing this but he has to even though he's miserable. Cassie, Kon, and Bart seem to actually be having fun but they're pretty pissed about the being trapped in the phantom zone for 15 years.
... and then I'm not really sure what happens from there. Just wanted to lay out this elaborate AU set-up
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Feel free to ignore me as I ramble about my Batman x Joker kid OC in Under The Red Hood! 🚨Tw for mentions of self harm and suicide! 🚨
Marcy (short for Marceline) West has it especially rough in Under The Red Hood/Death in The Family. Like as if being stuck between bad or good weren’t enough, her criminal dad literally killed her brother who then comes back to like and threatens to kill her dad AND her other dad who raised her!
I picture her being the same age as Jason and the two of them practically growing up together as brother and sister. They’re very close until they grow into their teens where Jason starts noticing certain traits Marcy shares with Joker: dark sense of humor, unhinged, similar sounding laugh, the greenish blue hair, very pale skin…
Jason distances himself from Marcy after finding out that Joker is her other dad as he doesn’t know if he can completely trust her like the rest of the bat family. The problem is it’s worse for Marcy as, despite everything, she still sees Bruce and the Joker as her parents and loves them both but she doesn’t know where she fits in with the bat family or with the world and how to separate herself from who her parents are.
And that’s just what it was like before the events of Under the Red Hood! What Joker does to Barbara and then later to Jason makes it so much worse as she now has to deal with the fact one of her dads attacked and severely injured her SISTER (cause yes that’s how she saw Barb) and then KILLED her brother and her other dad couldn’t save or protect EITHER of them!
You can imagine Marcy wasn’t in a good mental state between then and the start of UtRH. She would be in a very dark place, questioning everything about her parents and who she is. Depression, self harm, maybe even attempting to kill herself. I see her having those issues before anyway but she would really spiral during UtRH.
I’m not sure how she would react to Jason being alive and adopting the Red Hood persona, but I promise Marcy does have a happy twist! After her suicide attempt, she has a long talk with Bruce and she decides she wants to go to France for college. Leave Gotham and all it’s darkness and figure herself out.
She and Joker’s relationship was already shaky to begin with but obviously she and him wouldn’t be on speaking terms after Jason’s death. I’m not sure if Batman would have told him where Marcy went (probably just that she’s safe) but I think he would have told Jason when he sees him again (which I think Jason would understand and support. I could also see him and Marcy reconnecting in the Death in The Family AU’s of him surviving-speaking of which, I don’t think Marcy would resent Jason for killing Joker if he did. She always assumed his crimes as the Joker would get him killed somehow but after Bruce dies at his hands, Marcy would just want it to be over with so she could grieve what, in her words, ‘never was and never could’ve been’, and move on).
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I had a dream about Batman and the Joker was there. And he— my brain came up with this design for him which I’d never thought of before but now I love. And idk how to describe it. Because most of the change was in the personality, and god, it was weird but amazing?
Bruce Wayne was in Bruce Wayne form, and, Joker was threatening him. And he said something like “what’re you gonna do? Beat me up, Mr. Wayne?” And Bruce punched him in the face and head a truly obscene amount of times. Grabbed that dude by his collar and fed him way too many knuckle sandwiches. Bruce was unhinged.
And the way Joker reacted was... he looked, so human? He was giggling and laughing kind of shyly, like someone trying to save face while being humiliated. Like he was uncomfortable. But at the same time it was like he was owning his discomfort and turning it into something he had control over by enjoying the pain. So it was as if I was watching not a monster who is immune to pain, but a human, a person choosing to take that pain and transmute the violation to his body into something he wanted and intended.
Like, “if I’m gonna get punched, then I’m gonna laugh because at least that way I have some agency over what’s happening to me and I can show you that you may break me with your fists but you can’t break me.” And after Bruce finally stops, which was what felt like 10 minutes but was actually more like 15-20 seconds. Joker looks at Bruce all doe-eyed and in awe, and says, “I love you.” And Bruce hates it so much, but he can’t do anything, because he already punched the heck out of Joker and it didn’t work— and that’s the whole point. Joker was taller than Batman, and gangly, and kind of awkward in his own body because his limbs were just all over the place. He seemed to lack social ability in the sense that his giggles wouldn’t flow with the mood or rhythm of what was happening. They would be jarring because they would interrupt things. It would make everything around him awkward. It was like the world just wouldn’t accommodate a person like him, but he existed anyway. Like, Joker in the comics and in everything seems to have this power and confidence to him that is utterly innate to him. But this one in my dream was like— it was like he was fighting for every scrap of it. It was awesome.
His laugh, it wasn’t loud and commanding. It wasn’t even creepy. It was just awkward and... how do I even describe it? I remember thinking in my dream, “wow, no wonder his laugh is so iconic that it came to be feared. Not because it’s a scary laugh by itself, but because there’s no way you could hear it and miss that it’s Joker.” It was sort of like he was laughing without his own permission. Like a person trying not to laugh at a funeral. But not in the Arthur Fleck way at all. Just awkward.
He was like if you put SpongeBob in Hannibal Lecter’s universe. No wonder he didn’t feel like anyone else was real when he feels so unreal in comparison to everything else.
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