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was talking to my butch last night about feelings and self perception and it’s weird that ppl see me as kind. not nice, but kind
#I think im a dick and a bad person and think ppl should leave me alone#but I can’t help but make friends or talk to ppl#in public for some reason ppl tend to like. go to me and feel safe asking me for help and stuff#or just start a random conversation with me#im not upset by it#I just wonder why#im pretty low empathy but I have very high emotional awareness#of both my emotions and other ppl so sometimes I can just#say what needs to be said#I always thought it was a gross and bad aspect#of my personality but Chevy thinks that that’s being truly kind#idk if u can make someone else’s day better for no cost and no real reason except you can#why not? It’s not being nice it’s just being a person#just because I don’t feel super duper connected to be ppl doesn’t mean I don’t like seeing ppls faces light up when I notice something#or do something nice m#like. idk it’s weird I thought I was like manipulative and shit#but I think that’s just? Being an okay person????#idk I always think im evil and fucked up but ppl keep telling me im kind and tjoughtful and shit#My self perception doesn’t match up to real life#or maybe I just know myself better than everyone and I AM manipulating everyone so good that I manipulated myself too
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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Potential September Reading
The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien (ideally in audio)
An English Squire by Christabel R. Coleridge
A Sherlock Holmes story (and/or a screen adaptation)
C.S. Lewis nonfiction
A sensation or mystery novel
A piece of one of the Psmith stories
Some kind of nonfiction book
#monthly reading lists#books#a nicely restrained list#mostly made up of my strong september associations#of course it's psmith pseptember so i must read at least a chapter or two#(i know too well that i don't have the discipline to expect more but i would like a taste)#sherlock holmes audiobooks made great commute reading during several septembers and now it's a vital part of the season#(i'll prob only read one or two short stories rather than try for a whole volume)#i've vaguely been feeling i'm due for a hobbit reread for a few months#but now it hit me strongly that i must read it in audio#(if i can't find a good audio version i'll have to skip that item)#i read 'surprised by joy' one september while my sister was in ireland and i was missing it#and now it feels right especially because there's an oxford academia vibe that's great for back-to-school#i want to read some kind of female-written mystery#but yet to decide if i want victorian sensation novel or agatha christie#or if i'll just try a vaguely gothic christian novel#an english squire gets on the list thanks to thatscarletflycatcher and it just feels right to have that be my next obscure classic#i wanted something for back-to-school but i didn't know if i wanted a non-psmith school story or what#so i just went with nonfiction because it's about me learning new things#also several things that didn't make the list but may be read#i was very close to putting the tenant of wildfell hall on the list#but i don't want the pressure#if i do read it it needs to be something i'm not required to do#i will probably try to finish chesterton's 'varied types'#and prob read more emma m lion#and maybe pride and prejudice on audio?
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erik did lose his powers after the decimation. it fucked him up bad. iirc, he tried to kill himself. (or was that pietro?)
if i could get an issue number or what era that was about i'd love to look into it !!
#snap chats#i asked my brother what this could mean and he said this was some time around house of m when pietro dies#that's as far as i know tho so !! again if you have an issue number or somethign like that that'd be nice#as far as i know about this family trying to kill themselves i DO remember that pietro talked with spiderman for a minute#and peter was already having a hard time but One Thing Lead To Another and he says some terrible shit to pietro#which LEADS HIM to think he kills himself but he just walked off screen or something
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it’s all the rest of what i want with you
connor dewar/brandon duhaime :: 8k
Summary:
“Brandon,” Connor says with a sigh. “There’s no baby in there.”
“Not yet,” Brandon says. Connor feels his stomach twist, almost like what he would imagine a baby kicking to feel like.
in these trying times of dewvorce, may i offer you 8k of pwp inspired by @stillfertile’s wonderful art which i had. several breakdowns about 🫶 anyway please enjoy!!!
#OFFICIAL FIC ANNOUNCEMENT 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️ i wish i had pretty fic graphics but alas i have No Skill and also. so much work i should be doing bu#HI SHE’S HERE i would love to say this is a complete surprise drop except i have Anxiety & i needed to ask you guys about it beforehand#in my defense i started writing this in like. january far before any tragedy occurred#because square asked about my tags on their dewey2 art and she spawned like. a million more thoughts about it#including the part where i got absolutely kicked in the face with the lightning vision of those two lines.#like those two lines are the first actual lines of the fic i wrote ajdhkwdiowdjiw ANYWAY please be nice to me i know i am always like#‘this is not the first real fic i ever thought i’d post’ and if i had a nickel i’d have three but this is the first pwp i’ve ever posted#and it’s 8k and it’s not a fic for an exchange (although technically i did very much write this for the dewey^2 hivemind so.)#i have SO many things to say i have so many comments on this doc also i couldn’t pick a title for the LONGEST time and i finally decided on#this one but the full quote was too long:#all the rest of what i want with you that scares me shitless#so. i was angling SO hard to make a yung gravy lyric as a title bc i saw the video of him at a wild game but i couldn’t find a good one#and instead y’all got a very sentimental title l m a o.#liv in the replies#shout out to the extended universe this lives in and also my unhinged comments in the docs.#if you liked fun fuck a baby in him friday i’ll be here all week i promise i am the exact same in the comments as i am in the tags 🫡#the NUMBER of times i wrote something in this by pulling it out of my ass and then actually went back and did the research & was RIGHT is.#far too high. also the amount of coincidental things that dropped while i was writing this (yung gravy song about pregnancy AFTER i wheeze#laughed myself into a yung gravy title the athletic player poll confirming my restaurant & bar choices from googling ‘st. paul good bars’…)#also if anybody got advice on formatting for these little announcements. help. this is different from my miro/luka one &i’m still not happy
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ngl i want to see an entire dramatic chapter dedicated to chizuchan’s “oshi break up” with aizo, flashback sequence and all
#i mean. it’d be funny (sole reasoning)#i want her to sell all her merch on m*rc*ri#bc every time i see a huge aizo merch listing on there i think ‘lol chizuchan broke up with aizo (again)’#but hmmm. maybe i should stop thinking about chizuchan manga before i get my hopes up too high…#i wonder if it’ll have 3 volumes like the [redacted] manga though…#b ut. c’mon. it’d be a huge waste if they divided the story nicely into what could be a 12-ep anime adaptation and did nothing with it#(animate this pls hw… it could be your only actually good non-album bonus anime ever)#(the chizuutan self-insert aizo delusions would be very funny with sparkly shoujo filter effects)#(and we’d get to hear her sing kawaikutegomen like. 3 times in the first 5 eps alone)#(there’s no need to animate the idol sengen manga; it doesn’t fit nicely into the anime timeline anyway)#(also bc i think ch 4 would be very. v e r y funny if animated)#(also a l s o bc i want chizuchan to duet doutankyohi with concon)#(and i think jk trio kawaikutegomen would be a fun special ed for the eventual last ep)#‘it sounds like you just want more cover songs’ s o what if i do—#‘why are you even revisiting the [redacted] manga?’ s h us h im just trying to survive my commute—#(also bc i need to see something miserable to forget being miserable s o b s)#anyway wake me up when it’s nov 30 thanks~~~~~~~~#chizuutan chizpost
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very few shows actually pull off characters who genuinely suck but they're likable enough that you want to root for them anyway
#seinfeld may be the king of that#even when they try to do something nice they are all such toxic losers that they just can't get it done#and then homeland is the only other one i can really think of#m
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☺️ WHY CAN'T WE HAVE A NORMAL RELATIONSHIP WITH OUR MOM
#I THINK WE WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED AS A PERSON BY HER.#BUT SHE JUST.#AAAAUGH#IT'S OBVIOUS OUR SISTER IS THE FAVOURITE#OOOH [SIBLING] LET'S WATCH A MOVIE LET'S GO SHOPPING LET'S HANG OUT OOO#I WOULD LIKE TO DO THOSE THINGS MAYBE.#they invite us to watch movies yes but it's never something we enjoy#so like no.#i would like to not be so scared of her.#it owuld be nice. it'd be nice.#but being near her is walking on eggshells.#i want to ask her if we caj use her amazon account to buy Source Related Book but that's scary.#it's only.... like what 15$? i can ask her tonight but what if she screams at us.#i just want her to love us but she doesnt does she.#mm.#pk;m bill∆#anytime we have movie suggestions she always shuts us down.
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I miss my Pinterest account
#☆ momazos diego#rant in tags#idc that it had just like 220 something followers#I had to delete all of them#I had been cultivating that since I was like in 5th grade#I POSTED A LOT OF THINGS ON PUNTEREST#I HAD SO SO MANY DRAWINGS#OVER 200#IT WAS FUN#I WAS HAPPY#but mom found out and I had to privatize it#I had such nice mutuals…#I miss them tbh#CAM and Jared if you’re seeing this (which I doubt but whatever) y’all were the best#also this mf who was only named M#sometimes when I chat with some mutuals in here I get reminded of them and I feel like flor morada#y baila lento flor morada q me recuerdas a mi amada 😿#dunno#*sighs*#btw im doing my best to hide this blog from my mom cuz it’s gonna be so so over for me if she find out abt either this or my Reddit acc#if one day i deactivate without further notice#I have been found#btw the tetó drawing was the last thing I posted to Pinterest before all that happened
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Things that make me insane: this line justice says about testament.
The idea of testament really thinking this would make their father happy in some twisted way....
Justice saying that the reason she (or he? In the og guilty gear i think he him is used which i also noticed on rewatch) didn't have complete control over testament was because of their love for their father....
#like bro#testament was a nice person pre gear conversion and just wanted to make their father happy#so the possibility that they're still doing this for kliff kills me#there was a fanfic that was focused on this but i think it didn't get completed#make m want to write something myself but i cant really put words to paper so#such an interesting dynamic kliff and testament have#a tradgedy that should be more focused on and explored#like genuinly the most somber thing in guilty gear in my opinion#kliff undersn#guilty gear#testament#testament undersn#guilty gear testament#kliff guilty gear#also he/him testament jumscare sorry for that#the story of a nice kid who wanted to prove themselves to their father so went to war even though the thought of blood and violence made#them sick#only to be experimented on while the father thought they where dead only to come out twisted and violent causing the father to have to kill#them twice#also please don't point out that kliff is standing like the everyone is so mean 2 me meme i can't handle it if you do
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In response to ur post abt bunny outfits for scarabia... i have this one art thats been haunting me
https://mmm0rkgk.tumblr.com/post/710271705174638592/%E6%8F%8F%E3%81%84%E3%81%9F%E3%81%91%E3%81%A9%E6%94%BE%E7%BD%AE%E3%81%97%E3%81%A6%E3%81%9F%E7%B5%B5%E4%BE%9B%E9%A4%8A
ANON HI HELLO WHAT AHHH AFHLKDSFLDSK I'VE. SEEN THAT BEFORE.
SIR? JAMIL??????
SIRRRR???? SERVING????
IN THAT OUTFIT????
HRSKJFDKSFNADMSNFDJSL ??????
AGHHH I THINK THAT'S ALSO WHERE I GOT BUNNY OUTFIT IDEA FROM WHY MUST YOU MAKE ME REMEMBER IT AGAINNNN (you would THINK that me spawning that post i'd remember the fanarts i’ve seen of jamil in a similar outfit but i DIDNT - )
OUGHGDKJSFALD MY BRAIN IS TRYING ITS BEST TO ROTATE ALL THIS JAM CONTENT THERE IS SIMPLY NO MORE SPACE THE UFCKING LAUNDRY MACHINE IS FULL TO BURSTING --
HELP ME
#[—✦ chatting#-✧ bawling#save me bunny jamil save me#bunny jamil save m#it's unfortunate how jamil simping hours is never over for me#im still too weak to do the rabbitwear / waiter bunny outfits btw#i simply am too ashamed#thank you for the ask anon 😭#(also i think i've been getting more frequent anon asks which is really nice 🥺🥺🥺)#(if some of yall are like the same person ;;; and if you'd like you can label yourselves as a named anon or an emoji or something!!)#BTW IT'S CRIMINAL I HAVEN'T GUSHED ABOUT THAT JAMIL ART AT ALL IN A REBLOG????? THEY EVEN HAVE CLUBWEAR JAM#I’LL BRBRBRB 🏃💨💨💨
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Me yesterday: what if I combine two of my favourite things (fenhawke and lotr, but specifically this scene in fotr)? A bit later I had this (a little study, blobby but recognisable). The vibes work really well with the post-Kirkwall ramblings in my head. :3
And I kinda made an animation with one of my latest doodles by accident (well, it’s two frames, but they move, a little bit :) )
#dragon age#da2#dragon age 2#hawke#m!hawke#oc: gareth hawke#fenris#fenhawke#da fanart#dragon age fanart#also cautiously hoping that having something specific to work off of will make things a bit easier for me#and getting to do a little studying with something I like is nice and I can just vibe a bit
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gotta be honest im not sure how i feel about 4/5 of mars already being back together by episode 4 like. idk as i said in another post it's way too early to judge but at the same time i expected at least a couple of episodes per member as thamepo's romance built around trying to get them back..............
#also everyone is just. idk i don't wanna say 'too nice' as if it's a bad thing but#i do feel like gmmtv/parbdee was too scared of making anyone too much of an asshole#but i feel like that takes out a lot of complexity and nuance#because at the end of the day the main conflict of the group is that. they all loved each other too much????#but didn't communicate it properly????#which i mean don't get me wrong it can still be very compelling#but at the same time. mmhm. idk there's something that isn't fully convincing me here#thamepo the series#thamepo heart that skips a beat#m: txt
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Particularly feral looking Vampire in Wizard hat: "You present me with a two pronged road! One leads to Hell, and the other ALSO leads to Hell!"
Presumed Vampire Hunter: "CHOOSE WISELY!"
Feral Wizard Vampire: "But meaty fool that you are, you do not realize that I can simply WALK OFF THE FUCKING ROAD!!!"
Hunter, distraught: "NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"
[This meme was sourced from Hunter: The Parenting, a Youtube series inspired by World of Darkness lore]
Alice: ...I refuse to believe this isn't just two Malkavians fucking around. From what I understand, this is totally something my clan would do.
#thesatiricaldemon#~M: I want some questions! now! (ask)#~V: Londerland Bloodlines#~T: Nice Place To Live#feral wizard vampire versus presumed hunter#~C: Alice Liddell#((I mean the Malkavian clan IS the most likely to wear a wizard hat#or at least is tied with the Tremere in that regard#and this whole thing feels like something the clan would do#Hunter: the Parenting huh? XD#might have to look that up later))#~M: with this hand I will lift your queue
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I got a dress I may potentially wear for NYE that has these silver sequin pauldron things and gave me knight vibes lol. Haven’t fully decided bc it’s open back and I think it will be chilly, but it looks cool and maybe I could stand it? My nose chain came too and I kind of just want to have fun with getting dressed up. I am really excited to actually be doing something this year.
#by bug#haven’t really dressed up in a while either#I want to get M some flowers too if I can but so far I haven’t really found anyone doing her favorites#she talked about getting herself flowers a few months ago (before we started getting closer) and I was like#well that won’t do will it#I will continue my search#I’ve told her that if we kind of develop into more I still do want it to be taken extremely slowly right now but#if nothing else I just want to do something special for her bc lately she has been so open and I appreciate her very much#she’s just really supported my growth and takes time to learn about things I like and I try and do the same for her#its nice to have someone like that right now#esp irl where we can just sit and talk and be physically close. it is really healing to have that again
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angsty utena fics save me......
#sometimes when you feel like shit you need to read something that makes it worse. you know how it is#m#i do also appreciate when they have a nice hopeful ending though
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